Date: Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:18:29 -0500
From: Renee-Naomi X <shadow_angel223@hotmail.com>
Subject: her voice changes part 2

Being the insensitive bitch that I am, I got over all the shit that
happened last night. It was a Saturday and I had a banging head ache all I
wanted to do was sleep. I also agreed that I wouldn't be hitting the clubs
till I was out of fucking high school, because face it I might have been 18
but the truth is I was too young to be dealing with shit like this. I sat
round the house doing nothing. It was at times like this that I wish I was
with my parents. No one but me and the house stinking of stale sex. I was
in a big t-shirt that went down to my knees. I knew I should probably clean
up but what the hell. I guess really I wasn't over the fact that in the
glow of the orgasm I had seen that face. So beautiful. Thinking about her
made me wanna scream.



  I sat there gazing into the distance, I could hear my friends talking and
I could see were Deon/killa and that girl kissing against the wall in the
club. I had broken up with Elliot in hopes of her getting a clue. But I was
wrong she had no clue what she was doing to me and how she was slowly
driving me insane. I needed her mentally and physically. Somehow I knew it
wasn't going to be easy. Did she go home with that girl? Words could not
express how much I wanted to be the one going home with Deon not some
random stranger. I mean what was she thinking?
  "Sash" my girlfriend called waving her hand in my face, which I slapped
away out of frustration.
  "I'm going for a walk," I said walking away. As I walked I found myself
at Deon's house.
  "What?" she said opening the door. "You know what just come in," she said
walking back in her house not giving me a chance to speak.  I walked in and
was hit by a weird smell. It smelt like sex. Well it answered one of my
questions. She turned to me and threw me the air-freshener which I happily
sprayed because frankly I didn't wanna be smelling any sex unless it was
between me and her. I didn't understand where these thoughts were coming
from. Even when she was tired she was beautiful. "Stop staring at me," she
said not looking up at me.
   "Sorry," I mumbled.
   "So what do you want, why aren't you with you're boyfriend Elliot," she
said with a hint of venom.
   "We are not together anymore, I ditched him, cause let face it we both
know what a jerk he is," I said to her smiling. Her face was blank I
couldn't read her like I could read everyone else.
   "Jerk is not the word I'd use to describe him," she said slumping on her
couch. I sat down next to her and we just sat in silence. I'm the restless
kind and playful so I got up and started walking around.
  "Girl, sit down," she said as I stood up.
  "Nope, I can't sit in one place for too long," I replied casually. I
walked into her tiny kitchen and sat up on her work top, she followed me in
and leant on the work top opposite me. "Why can't we be friends?" I asked
swinging my feet.
  "Because you dangerous," she simply replied. This got me thinking, me
dangerous I was as safe as a mother fucker.
  "No I'm not. Look let's just be friends," I said again.
  "Fine whatever," she replied. I could tell she had a serious hangover.
  "Then give me a hug," I said grinning trying to keep control of my
voice. It was a weird thing I had I couldn't lie to people who knew me well
or nothing because my voice changed it was so fucking annoying. She looked
at me sceptically then moved in to hug me. She wrapped her arms round my
waist and I wrapped mine around her neck. She rested her head against my
shoulder and took a deep breath. I smiled because she smelt good. I wanted
to kiss her then she let go rapidly making me fall from her work top. She
caught me before I hit the ground smiling evilly. I stood up and reformed
my demeanour quickly. So she liked putting people in awkward situations
then I had something for her.
  "You think that was funny huh," I growled stepping towards her hopping my
voice wouldn't give away my intentions. She stepped back as I stepped
forward. "Would you like it if I did it you," I added menacingly. She still
had a play full grin on her face. Then she hit the wall and the grin moved
off her face.
   "I think you should back up," she said to me but I ignored her. She hit
the wall. And I knew this was it, it was my chance the only one I would
get. She looked at me straight in the as if challenging me to make my
move. I leaned forward and gently pressed my lips against hers, and with
one touch I got electricity. I pressed my lips more firmly against hers and
our lips moving against each other's felt so good, I felt her wrap her arms
round my waist and pull me closer giving me confidence. Then she started
taking full control turning me against the wall and putting her tongue in
mouth. I have got to say it was really hot. I pressed my tongue back up
against hers and she moaned and it kind of made me moan without
thinking. This was the first time I'd ever kissed a girl and I have to say
now I've tasted bitch, I know this is it. All of a sudden she finished the
kiss without warning, making me stumble forward with my eyes closed. I was
so dazed and confused.
  "Huh," was all I could muster to come out of my mouth.
  "Where just friends," she said sighing deeply, but I could tell she was
trying to convince herself that.
  "I don't think friends can do what we just did," I countered
  "You're right. So that is never going to happen again," she replied but I
just smiled cause I could see in her eyes that she didn't mean it and I was
gonna show her that she didn't mean it.
  "Can't we be friends with privileges," I asked her. I couldn't believe
what I was saying. Was I that far gone? Was I ready to play a game of no
emotionally attached sex to get her emotionally attached...? HELL YEAH!
  "What? I don't think you could handle me," she simply stated walking away
brushing past me.
  "I so could. Give me all you got bitch," I replied walking after her.
  "So you mean you can handle a pure sex relationship no lovey dovey shit
and that," she asked me raising my eyebrow. The answer to that was no but I
had to make her fall for me during that time.
  "Yes! I so could," I replied or should I say lied.
  "Well then let's get it on," she said smiling, showing me a full set of
pearly white perfect teeth. She stepped to me and kissed me, long and sweet
and her tongue intruding my mouth, spark of electricity kinda ran all
through my body. With Elliot I was scared to go all the way but with her I
was so ready to fuck and be fucked in return. I felt her hands go to my
shirt and pull it over me head then she pulled of hers. I expected her to
carry on kissing me but the kiss never came she just stood their staring at
me with a sly smile on her face.
   "I have this thing where when I'm about to have sex I like to go through
different stage like take off different pieces of clothing in different
part of the house and I just see me doing it with you," she told me. It
made me smile that she had actually shared a sexual fantasy with me and I
was so ready to do it. She stepped forward and unzipped my pants then
wrapped her arms round my waist and kissed me again first lightly then she
deepened the kiss so I wasn't even conscious of her pushing my into the
kitchen, her hands soft caress made me wet as I could feel myself
dampening. I knew was going to happen and I was more than ready, I couldn't
wait. She pushed back against the counter then ended the kiss to pull my
pants down slowly and she took her time looking at my thong and then I
stepped out of them. Then as she stood up she ran her hand up my inner
thigh and cupped my pussy as she kissed me nice and softly moving her hand
in motion against my outer pussy lips with our lips it was erotic and felt
hot not good but HOT! She had me breathing heavier and moaning in with our
kissing. Just out of instinct I tugged at her pants unzipping them. Then
she stepped back ending out kiss and pulled them down and we were both
standing in her kitchen in out underwear. She took my hand pulled me up the
stairs but this time I wanted to drive so I pushed her against the wall
while we were on the stairs taking full control of the kiss reaching behind
her and unclipping her bra and dropping it to the ground. Her nipples were
hard against my chest and I could feel it rubbing against me. Then she
caught me of guard and pushed me on to the other wall were she unclipped my
bra in mid kiss her tongue forced my tongue back into my mouth her hand
rubbing up my body.



As we kissed and I used my tongue to explore her mouth I can my hand slowly
up her side caressing all the way up to breast where she gasped. As I
touched her, usually I was the one people where doing things to and I like
it that way but for some reason I wanted to be doing things to her and the
thought of eating her and licking her pussy made me hot just from thinking
about it and I wanted it. I kissed down her neck and kept get lower to her
breast and I kissed her erect nipple light and she let out a light moan
then I took it into my mouth and sucked on it and rolling it gently between
my teeth and I got an even louder moan, then I moved to her other breast
and did the same then I went lower kissing down her stomach then down to
where just a thin layer of cloth was where I could just tear of but I
kissed her mound and stood up. She groaned and I could tell she was
seriously horny and sexually frustrated just the way I wanted her because
she was gonna beg for it like a slut. I manoeuvred her towards the bed and
pushed her down on the bed it was time to remove the last piece of clothing
her red thong but I was gonna take my time. I climbed on top of her and
looked own at her dazed face and she was biting her lip. She hadn't been
nervous all this time where the nerves finally kicking in.
  "Do you wanna be doing this, because you know this is a place of no
return," I said raising my eyebrow. She gave me a sexy smile and pulled my
head down to kiss her. Yes I believed that was. I ran my hand down her side
as her tongue pushed sharply into my mouth making me moan as I ran my hands
further down and held them in between the elastic of her thong pulling them
down just a little bit, her hands were stroking up my back. Fuck it I was
horny and so was she and I wanted to taste her so bad. I began to kiss down
her neck and to her breast biting lightly down on her swollen nipples, and
she moaned loudly in response, I went down to her toned stomach kissing it
lightly then to the golden honey pot to claim my prize, I slowly pulled her
thong down and her breath quickened I'm guessing from anticipation. I
pulled them all the way down and I got a quick look at her pussy before she
snapped her legs shut but what I had seen was beautiful it was pink and her
lips kinda stuck out asking for a kiss and her clit was bigger than mine
and mine was big.
   "What's wrong," I said crawling up her body. I kicking the tuff act out
the door because that quick look had said it all she was perfect in
everyway and I had to taste but any means. "Your pussy is beautiful don't
you want me to look at it," I said softly looking down at her half dazed
eyes. I hadn't worked well enough because I wanted her completely dazed and
willing.
   "I'm a little shy," she whispered turning her face away from me.
   "Well if you don't wanna do this I guess..."
   "No I really want this I want it bad," she said quickly.
   "Well," I said leaning into her ear. "You've got to tell me what you
want me to do to you how you want me to make you where you want me to kiss
and lick," I whispered into her ear seductively. It had the desired affect
because she sighed deeply groaned when I bit her ear.
    "I want to be fucked by you, I want you to lick my pussy and make me
cum and if possible multiple orgasm's till I cant anymore," she said back
and I have got to say my pussy leaked juices as she said it, it was so hot
and naughty.
    "I think I can do that," I replied smiling. Then I bent down and kissed
with full passion and desire pushing my tongue in and out of her mouth
grinding wistfully against her and she pushed back up on me. Then I felt
her hand run down my back and hooked on panties pulling them down and I got
the hint. I broke kiss and pulled them off and threw them on the floor near
hers, fantasy complete sex about to begin. She ran her hand down my back as
I kissed her slowly pushing my tongue into her mouth and her tongue pushing
back against mine as we ground our pussies together. She was moaning in my
mouth as I pushed harder. I kissed down to her breast licking and sucking
and biting making her moan harder and louder.
  "I'm gonna go down on you and trust me you're gonna love it but you have
got to keep you're legs open okay," I said to her looking into her eyes and
seeing she was fully dazed. I moved lower and her legs were open I ran my
fingers over her pretty pussy then ran it toward her clit where she groaned
I could tell she need release. I pushed to fingers into her pussy slowly
and I got an exhilarating moan from, I licked around my finger and fucked
her hard with my finger and every time I pushed my fingers into her she
moaned louder then I bent down and sucked and licked her clit as I fucked
her. She started shaking and groaning loudly. She grinded her pussy harder
against my face and started bucking but I held on and fucked her even
harder and used longer strokes.
   "Oh fuck, I'm cummmmmminnnnng!" she cried as she came and I moved my
mouth away from her clit and started licking her pussy and she tasted
sweet. There was no sourness but just pure sweetness and I knew I was gonna
enjoy eating. She was breathing heavily and panting. I knew I had gone to a
place of no return and I didn't know what the fuck I was thinking when I
went there.