Date: Thu, 02 Aug 2001 05:05:16 +0000
From: nicelessis@hotmail.com
Subject: Jessica's Heart - Part Two (High School f/f)

Warning:
This is part two of a romance story in a high school setting between two
females.  If you don't like stories involving same-sex relationships and/or
sexual experiences, please refrain from looking at this story.  All persons
described in this story are fictional and are in no way to be compared with
people in life.  This is fictional and is not based on an actual story, this
is just for entertainment.

For feedback, positive or negative, please email me at
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the author.

Jessica's Heart - Part Two
By
NiceLesSis

A knock on her door woke Jessica up from her slumber her and the voice on
the other side brought her to reality with it's content.  "Jessica, Emily,
I'm going downtown, there's a new art exhibit at the Smithsonian that I want
to see.  Don't go anywhere while I'm gone, okay?"
Jessica fought back the urge to stutter her response knowing that it would
just add suspicion to her mother's thoughts.  "Okay, mom!  We're probably
going to just watch some TV and do stuff anyways."  It was an honest answer,
even if the specifics of the "stuff" they were going to do turned out to be
less then favorable by society.  "What time will you be home?"
"Probably around dinner time, if I don't hit the major beltway traffic.
Talk to you later, Jessica!"  The sound of footsteps faded down the hallway
behind Jessica's door and then into nothingness.
Jessica breathed a sigh of relief that her mother had not come into the
room.  She did not think she would be able to explain why Jessica was on her
bed in the arms of Emily.  Striking the thought from her mind, Jessica
turned to look at the sleeping form of Emily on the bed.  Her hair was a
little in front of her face and looked a little messed up, and she was not
in the spot that they had fallen asleep together in.  'Hmmm, must have
tossed around a little bit in our sleep.'
But the thing that caught her attention the most was not the where Emily was
sleeping, or the how.  It was the why part.  Until yesterday Jessica wasn't
entirely sure about what was going on in the back of her mind.  With the
kisses that she shared with Emily she was able to finally realize her
feelings and started to deal with them.
She was still in a minor shock, though.  After all, it's not everyday that
you find out you're gay.  Her mind was dealing with the new questions rising
up in her and was starting to get a little overwhelmed with it.
Her train of thought was interrupted by the sound of moaning.  Emily's eyes
opened up slowly and made an instant contact with Jessica's.  It took only a
moment for her to remember what happened the night before and a small,
almost uncertain, smile appeared across her face.  "Hey," she said.
"Hey," replied Jessica, a smile of her own tugging at the sides of her
mouth.  "Want to go get some breakfast, Em?  Mom went to the art museum so
we don't have to worry about getting dressed to go downstairs."  She got up
off the bed and held out her right hand towards Emily.
Emily took it and stood up in front of Jessica, her eyes of blue staring
into Jessica's hazels.  They stood like that for a long time, each looking
at the other, and their hands in one another's, until finally Jessica moved
closer and let her lips come into contact with Emily's.  The kiss lasted a
long time and by the time it was over they found themselves in each other's
arms and laying back on the bed.
Jessica smiled at her and whispered gently, "If this keeps up we'll never
get any breakfast."  She lightly traced her right index finger along the
back of her neck, her eyes never leaving Emily's.
"I don't have a real problem with that, do you Jessica?"  Emily's smile was
very infectious and soon Jessica was sharing the evil-looking grin.  Emily
moved closer to Jessica again and let her lips find Jessica's.  After a few
moments of light kissing Emily felt Jessica's mouth open up and her tongue
trying to slip past Emily's lips.  Slowly, Emily parted her lips and let
Jessica's tongue past the no-longer-present barrier of her mouth.  Her own
tongue caressed Jessica's and soon the two of them were making a
tongue-duel, neither one of them caring who won so long as they continued.
Jessica's mind was a flood of thoughts and feelings all jumbled together.
Her heart was racing faster then it ever had before, and she was really
start to get a tingling feeling in her vagina, more so evident than she had
ever had when she was on a date with a guy.  'I can't believe I'm doing
this.  I'm feeling desire for a girl and I'm enjoying every minute of it.'
Her thought was cut off again as she felt Emily's hand move down her neck.
A moment later she felt it cup her right breast and give it a gentle squeeze
through her t-shirt.  Jessica moaned into Emily's mouth and felt another
wave of new emotions flooding her.
Emily continued to lightly massage Jessica's breast on top of her t-shirt,
but soon slid it slowly underneath to directly cup it.  When Jessica felt
the hand on your breast her nipple immediately became erect and jutted out
against Emily's touch.  She moans a little more and broke the kiss to look
at Emily.  "Are you sure you've never been with a girl before?  Because
you're doing things that make me want to scream."  Emily just smiled back at
her and continued to squeeze her breast gently.  Then, suddenly, Jessica
felt a slight pressure on her nipple and knew that Emily was pinching it
with her thumb and finger.  The pleasure it produced was so new to Jessica
that she gasped partly out of shock and surprise.  She just closed her eyes
and laid her head down on the pillow and felt Emily's other hand slid under
her shirt to work on her left breast.
Jessica's mind was going a mile a minute and she couldn't really think
straight.  She had never felt this way before in all of her life and was
enjoying ever bit of the new experience she was receiving from Emily.  She
was feeling immense pleasure and couldn't remember a time when she was so
happy or intoxicated with her feelings.  She didn't want it to end at all.
But, when Emily started to pull on the shirt Jessica was wearing she stopped
her.  "Not yet..."  She looked up at Emily and saw a look of confusion, of
sadness, mixed in with worry.  "No, no, it's not that you did anything
wrong, Em.  It's just that this is all completely new to me and I want to
take it slow until I can sort it all out.  I promise, though, that when I'm
ready you'll be the first to know."  She grinned at Emily and saw it
returned and knew that everything was going to be all right.  "Come on,
let's go get some breakfast.  I don't know about you, but I'm hungry."
Emily smiled her sweet little grin and stood up off the bed helping Jessica
up as well.  "I'd like that very much."
Jessica put her hand in Emily's and they walked out the door of her room.
Jessica, for one, was very glad her mom wasn't home.  It meant that they
didn't have to hide their little affections from her.  It also meant that
she had a little bit more time to think about what was happening to her
without having to worry about her mom being suspicious.

After breakfast Jessica and Emily went back to her room to finish watching
the movie they had stopped last night.  Emily sat in Jessica's lap and
Jessica felt very happy and pleased to finally have someone she could hold
in her arms.  But she was still a little uncertain about what to do next.
"Em?"
Emily turned around in her lap and looked at her.  "Yes, Jessica?"
"What will happen on Monday when we go back to school?  Will you tell
everyone about us?"  She was a little worried about what everyone was going
to say.  She remembered the rumors that had been spread around the school on
Friday about the real reason why Emily was coming over to her house.  It
wasn't true, of course, and she thought that she could deal with them.  But
now, with things so different, she wasn't sure if she could deal with the
truth coming out.  She was afraid of losing all her friends and, worse,
having her mother find out before she was ready to tell her.
Emily was still for a few moments, obviously thinking about her response.
Jessica saw her expression changing for disappointment to confusion and
finally to understanding.  "I won't tell anyone, Jessica.  But I can't hide
who I am, you know that already.  I will, however, honor your request and
not talk about us until you are ready to deal with everything that will
happen in reaction to it."
Jessica gave her a little kiss on the lips.  "Thank you, Em, you're the
best.  It's just that this is all so new to me and I want to be able to deal
with it as slowly as possible so I don't do something I can't undo.  Thank
you for understanding."
Jessica was glad that she was able to talk to Emily, even after their
newfound level of closeness.  She was happy that she had someone in order to
go through this with, and was sure that they'd be spending a lot of time
talking about it.
Pushing the thought away from the surface of her mind, Jessica started to
lightly massage Emily's arms, lightly tracing up and down with her
fingertips.  A soft moan from Emily gave her all the encouragement she
needed and she continued to softly massage her.  She moved a little around
to lightly nibble on her earlobe and licked it lightly, a little unsure of
what she was doing as it was all so new to her.
Sensing her slight uneasiness about the tough, Emily turned around in
Jessica's lap and looked into her eyes.  She whispered as her hand brushed a
lock of Jessica's hair to the side, "don't worry about it, Jessica...you
don't have to do anything you're not ready for.  I would never make you
start something your heart couldn't do at the moment.  When you're ready we
will explore your new feelings, Jessica, I promise."
Jessica smiled at her and kisses her once.  "Thank you again, Em."

The weekend went by pretty fast, too fast for Jessica's liking.  On Monday
her mom drove her and Emily to school early in the morning so as to avoid as
much traffic as possible.  They got there before the majority of the other
students did and wound up being alone at a table in the commons area that
was usually filled with a lot of Jessica's friends.  Those friends seemed to
be keeping a distance from the two girls and Jessica was a little worried
that they had already found out somehow about her and Emily's relationship.
Emily and Jessica enjoyed some small chat about how much fun they had during
the weekend.  They didn't go into details, of course, about the many kisses
and massages they gave one another, but they both knew that the other was
thinking the same thing and that made them happy.
Things were pretty much the same in HomeRoom.  Everyone was at the tables
and desks they normally sat in and no one seemed to pay Emily or Jessica too
much or too little attention to make them suspicious, so Jessica relaxed
some.  She knew that eventually she was going to have to deal with the
rumors-especially when it became known as the truth-and she also knew that
she was going to have to think of some way to talk to her mother about it,
but right now all she was glad for was that they were distant points in the
future and not to be taken into consideration at the moment.
First period was a little hard for her, though.  It was the first time since
Friday that she had been without Emily nearby and was having a little
trouble dealing with it.  It even started to affect her schoolwork when she
missed some of the questions on a pop quiz.  She wasn't sure why it would
affect her so, but she wanted to be near Emily again so that she didn't have
to feel so...so alone.
Things did start to look a little better during lunch, since Jessica got to
see Emily again.  She was starting to feel like she didn't care who knew
about her relationship with Emily, but then something happened that made her
change her mind.
One of the more popular girls in her class level, Betty, who was also in her
HomeRoom, came up to Jessica and Emily and sat down between their desks.
"Is what I hear about you two really true, or is it just some rumors?  Come
on, Jessica, you can tell me, is it true?"
Emily just looked at Jessica, as if waiting for her approval or disproval
for giving an answer.  When she didn't give any sign of either way, Emily
started to speak.  "Well, the rumors are-"
She was interrupted by Jessica who finished the sentence for her, the words
coming out of her mouth even before she knew what she was saying.
"-absolutely true, Betty.  We're both gay, and we're together, Betty."
Emily looked at her for a moment with the expression of shock on her face.
Then it turned to a small smile with an even smaller sprinkle in her eye as
she regarded Jessica with expression not of friendship, but of something
much deeper to the heart.
But that moment of total happiness shattered as Betty started shouting.  "I
knew it!  I knew you were a dyke!  Wait until everyone hears about this!"
She walked off and everyone turned their heads towards Jessica and Emily,
giving them a mixture of hateful glances, sympathetic stares, or just
outright disgust.
Jessica sagged in her chair and whispered so softly not even Emily heard
her.  "What am I going to do now..."

End of part two.