From: Big_L X <shadow_angel223@hotmail.com>
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2007 3:33am
Subject: love in a broken world 3

this one goes out to all ma shawty's that be going through some hard times
ya dig HOLLA



  Her hands were all over me touching me in places like never before,
making me mentally, physically and emotionally unstable. Moans were
involuntarily escaping my lips.

THUMP! CRASH! BANG!

Damn I heard that so I am definitely sure Demetria did too.

  She jumped off me leaving me feeling exposed I quickly covered my body,
she looked down at me, then she picked me up with the cover still wrapped
around my body, and kissed me, wait here ima go see wat up wait here n
don't come out. I nodded silently; she put me down kissed me one more time
before rushing out.

  I went to the door an pressed ma ear against it to try hear what was
happening.

  "A.J, how you find me," I heard Demetria whisper.

  "God Father tracked you, look we aint got time the took Cece I tried to
stop em' but they were too strong," I heard him say to her.

  "What? Who? Ohh shit were dey take her," she asked

   "God Father got some many tracking them he waiting for yo signal," the
dude replied.

   "Let's go," she said.

   "Hey aint you got business to take care of first,"

   "My lil sis got kidnapped because I was taking care of business," she
replied and then I heard ma front door slam shut.

  Oh HELL NAW I understand shawty's sister got kidnapped but I'm business
now man fuck that it times for me to take of these geeky glasses and go
back 2 the day were I use 2 kick ass.

  I opened ma drawer n pulled out ma baggy army pants which I hated wearing
n ma matching tank top I looked and felt like I was ready for war, all I
need now is ammunition and I know just were ima get it.



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   Awww Fuck everything is going wrong for me right now, I'm this close 2
loosing ma sister n if Jazz heard what I said I probably lost her
too. Business, BUSINESS I said I was taking care of business she aint
business she ma boo and I want her in everyway but me being selfish is why
Cece don bein kidnapped I need to get ma priorities sorted out straight up.

  I pulled over at the house which had been totally wrecked the God Father
lost trail of the dudes who took her so I needed to start my own
investigation but I was sure of one thing it had something to do with the
institute, my lil sister Cece is no push over she can handle herself so it
must have been some strong ass dudes who got hold her.

  I searched the place put thing back in order as I did then I saw a
business card which read:



Blake Real

SanSa Institute

Tel: xxxxxxxxx

Address: xx xxxxxxxx xxx



I had an address but it was too easy they going be waiting for me and I had
to be ready, shit I already was now I make my move.

   I rode down to the address that was on the card and it was all dark and
misty on the outside it look like a beat down warehouse but really I knew
what was inside, I saw an opening and crept to it then I heard voices in
the distant.

   "Boss she's here," a dude whispered

   "Shut up," she might hear us a voice that I kinda recognised replied.

   I followed the sound and reached a door that said do not enter, at this
point I was thinking what the fuck this turning into one of those horror
movies, but what the hell n I kicked the door n I immediately heard a
trigger and dodged straight through, took the gun from the dude and smacked
it over the assholes head.

   "Wow they've really enhanced you," the voice I vaguely recognized, said.

   I turned around slowly and saw Shaniqua the gurl I use to share a room
with whom I had a thing going on with.

  "Fuck no! Hell naw! Why you go and do that, you suppose to be my home
gurl," I yelled at her. "Man fuck you just tell me where Cece at and I will
refrain from beating the leaving daylights outta you," I added.

   "Yo home gurl, I am suppose to be your lover remember, and you wouldn't
put yo hands on me," Shaniqua sneered.

   "Wanna bet," I said stepping forward.

   "Uh, uh uh," she said pulling out some funky device. "I press this and
your lil sister goes BOOM!" she laughed. "You always had a weakness
protecting the ones you love," she laughed.

   "Man Fuck you I thought you were dead I was broken and here you are
stabbing me in the back," I yelled at her, damn I was mad, and all I wanted
to do was snap the gurls neck.

    "Look baby, I still want you, tell me you want me to and I will end all
of this," she said, the smile fading from her face and replaced with a look
of pure sincerity. But I couldn't say I wanted her I would be lying and she
would be able to tell. In the institute she was trained how to spot a liar
so I knew I couldn't fool her. "Have you found someone else?" she
asked. This was getting worse by the minuet. She pressed a switch and then
the wall started moving and there Cece was unconscious trapped in some
tube. "Look I'll let her go just give me and answer," she was pressing me
and backing me into a corner.

   "You see I.....I"

   "SHE DON'T WANT YOU GET THE PICTURE SHIT," said a loud voice crashing
through the window blazing a gun everywhere, she shot the glass and Cece
fell out Shaniqua was running trying to dodge the bullets. And right before
my eyes was Jazz she was dressed in army clothes with a tight tank top, she
looked pretty sexy.

   "Get Cece," she yelled at me as she let go off the harness that she used
to get in through the window.



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If this gurl just stood still I would be able to blow her mother fuckin
head off. CLICK* CLICK* I was outta bullets and I knew if this gurl was
anything like Demetria I would not be able to reload quick enough. I threw
them behind me and put ma hands up I a fighting stance.

  She rushed at me and kicked me I raised ma arm to block but I still felt
it, I returned the kick and she just grabbed ma leg and threw ma across the
room. I crashed into the wall then fell to the ground. I was short of
breath and ma body was killing me like crazy then I felt strong hand on me
lift me up and throw me across the room but I landed in Demetria's arms.

  "Baby, u can't take her," she said to me.

  "Yes I can and I'm not your baby I'm Business remember let me go," I
said.

  She was running towards me I waited till the last minuet then lid through
her legs holding them and she came crashing down, I ran to were ma gun were
and quickly loaded them, she was up and running toward me, I fired it the
vibrations rushing through my body, she stopped in her tracks her body
filled with holes, then fell to her knees. I got up and wiped myself off
walked over to her body.

  "Bitch," I said as I kicked the lifeless body. My business was done and I
started to limp toward the door.

  Then I felt an arm grab me.

  "Baby I didn't mean what I said I wasn't thinking," Demetria said as I
turned around.

   "That's right you weren't thinking you were being selfish you didn't
care if you hurt me," I replied, I was still mad at her and I wanted her to
let go of me.

  "Look Lovebirds guards are filling this place talk later," Cece yelled
running through the door holding two cs45s gurl was ready for war and so
was I.

   "Jazz go home," D.L said sternly.

   "No," I replied not bothering to look at her.

   "GO HOME," she yelled at me.

   "Let me think......NO! I don't know whatever issues you have but I'm
staying deal with it what do you care anyway," I yelled back.

   "What I care, I care about you and if you get hurt I won't be able to
forgive myself," she said calmly looking me straight in the eyes.

   "Well I try not to get hurt," I said coldly and then the doors burst
open and it was on. D.L was like the wind I could barely see what she was
doing she was just taking them down, then they came at me and I started
shooting at the mother fuckers not missing once.



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  Right now what was on my mind was Jazz these guys did stand a chance
against ma genetic ass, but Jazz I looked at her and she was full on in the
zone beating the shit outta peeps and blowing tops off then I looked at
Cece and I saw gurl was tired, I rushed to her aid and knocked out the
dudes she was fighting.

   "We need to get outta here," I shouted.

   " Yeah I know I'm tired and they just keep coming," Cece yelled back.

   "Iyt you make your way out I'll grab Jazz and don't worry I got your
back," I said and she was off.

  I rushed over to Jazz and picked her up and put her on my shoulder.

  Then I felt vibrations going down my body she was still shooting so
basically she had both me and Cece's back.

  When we got outside a truck pulled up in front of us.

  "Get in," the dude yelled.

  "Trust him he's with me," Jazz said from behind. We hurried in the back
of the truck and we were off.

  "Was'up my nigga," the dude said to Jazz.

  "Devon you still aint changed," she sighed.

  "Neither have you I see you still kicking government ass," he laughed.

  "Erm no it was just this once I got a quiet life, since mom and dad" she
said quietly.

  "Yeah I no," he replied.

  "Hey you two related," Cece squealed.

   "That's, right cutie, and what is your name," Devon said to Cece which
made me laugh as boys was always trying it on with ma sister.

   "Cece," she said smiling a smile I knew only too well.

   "A.J" I coughed.

   "And I'm taken sorry boo," she said sitting back down. I looked over at
Jazz who still had a cold look in her eyes. Devon pulled over at Jazz's
place and we all got out, Devon went straight to the kitchen and Cece went
into the shower and I followed Jazz into her room I need to sort shit out
quick.

   "Baby, I'm sorry I no you mad but I was confused at the time and..."

    "Whatever, whatever, I'm not mad anymore, you guys can stay as long as
you want," Jazz said looking out the window.

    "What's wrong?" I asked moving over to the window.

    "Nothing I'm just tired," she said, then she started taking off her
clothes and I was enjoying it, I know I shudda left but she wasn't saying
nothing then I saw on her stomach a gunshot wound.

    "Whoa! Hey! Look at that what the fuck is that," I said moving closer
trying to inspect it.

    "Nothing a bullet grazed me," she sighed. She started walking away but
I couldn't let her go I already felt like I was loosing her.



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  "Baby I'm sorry okay you aint business you ma boo ma number one shawty,
please," she said pulling me into her arms and hugging me. "Baby please
don't let go, I want you," she whispered in my ear. My head start spinning
with all the words she was saying, she was making me fall in love with her,
I needed to think but then I felt some soft lips on mine and it was ecstasy
and plus the pain in my side was making my body hurt I just wanted a warm
shower. I put my hands on her chest to push but she held me tighter, so I
shoved harder and she let go, I didn't want to look into her eyes so I
walked into my bedroom shower without looking back and closed the door.

  The warm water rushed down my body stinging my wound a little then
stimulating it, I couldn't believe I was falling in love, I don't fall in
love.

  After about half n hour I got out and took out my first aid kit and
bandaged my wound and I was feeling much better.

  I walked out of the shower feeling good, and there Demetria was sitting
on my bed she looked so sad. But I really did not want to deal with it.

   "Look I want to sleep so please not now," I said quietly climbing under
the covers.

   "Me too," she replied climbing under covers, which I was going to
protest to but I couldn't be bothered for another argument. So I just
turned away from her.

  I turned away from her but, I realised I couldn't sleep on my left side I
always slept on my right side, but I didn't want to face her I was sexually
frustrated as it was, but we hadn't solved anything so I refused to give
into temptation.

  Then I felt her hand on my waist and I stiffened this was so awkward I
couldn't sleep and now she was touching me I knew I had to tuff it out so I
turned around to face her, and her lips were just an inch away from mine,
her eyes were closed and her breathing was so I figured she was
sleeping. So I brushed my lips slightly against hers and then her hand
tightened, oh fuck solutions I wanted her now. I wrapped my arms round her
waist and pulled her into me and then from there she took full control, she
felt my bandage and then her touch became much more gentle her tongue enter
my mouth and started exploring and an involuntary moan escaped my lip, soon
she was on top of me and I was pretty sure we were going to get our freak
on.

   She climbed on top of me and piece by piece she took of my clothes until
I was in my underwear. DÉJÀ VU was what I was feeling.

  She pulled me up and kissed me while reaching behind me and unhooking my
bra and then she slid down ma arms and threw it onto the floor, then she
lay me down on the bed kissing my neck, my breathing was becoming more
rapid and hoarser, then she stopped and sat up. I looked up at her and she
was staring at my bandage.

   "Look baby is doesn't hurt, please don't stop," I groaned.

   "I know but it doesn't stop me from worrying, and being mad that you
were hit in the first place," she said.

 "If it helps I'm mad too, now baby make me cum, make me scream your name"
I said sitting up and whispering in her ear. She just smiled not
moving. "What?" I asked now getting confused.

  "First you have to forgive me, and promise to stay with me after this,"
she said.

  "Hold.." she kissed me before I could speak, then I felt her grab my
crouch and stroke.

   "Promise and I promise I'll make you happy," she whispered in my ear.

   "I promise," I groaned. And with that she got into action. She removed
everything else that was left. I sat up and took of her clothes which
included her white wife beater and everything else was just hitting the
floor she didn't give me a chance to look she was back on me. Her body
strong and firm on top of me kissing my neck on my feel good spot my hands
were on her back holding tight, then she moved to my breast I moaned as
soon as her lips touched them and began to suck on my very erect nipple.

  "YES!" I involuntarily moaned as she bit down on them, then she released
it and moved to the next one twirling her tongue round my nipple then
sucking and biting I was already really wet, then she started kissing down
my abdomen then slowly down to my pussy, she licked one stroke with her
tongue up my pussy and I started shivering and I felt I was close, then she
parted my lips and began to fuck me with her tongue and I kept leaking my
juices flowing, then her lips moved up to clit and sucked on it unti I was
screaming.

   "OH FUCK DEMETRIA IM CUMINNNGGG!!!" and with that I exploded into her
mouth I felt like I passed out that was the best I'd experienced in since
like....forever.

   She crawled up me and kissed me and I could taste myself and damn I
tasted good. I put my tongue in her mouth and explored all over. Then she
pulled up and looked in my eyes.

   "I think I'm in love with you," she said, when she said that I pushed
her off me and put my clothes and rushed out of the house.



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I've fucked up a lot of shit in my life and of all of them this was the
worse.

  I rushed to put on my clothes and find her, I knew she loved me her
express and actions made me sure. And plus she was involved the institute
could find her and lord know what happens next.



that's all im sorry it took so long but all I can say is hard times.