Date: Mon, 11 Apr 2011 19:15:11 -0400 (EDT)
From: jackieduarte09@aim.com
Subject: NEW SENIOR 3
JACKIE
bell for the last class of the day rang and everyone rushed out the room,
I went to wait for Ashley outside, I started talking with Jane that soccer
practice was horrible because it was all muddy, "look" she said, I looked
to my side and smiled at this beautiful blue eyed blond wearing tight jeans
and a black shirt, "I'll leave you guys alone" said Jane "Ha thanks Jane
I'll see you tomorrow" I said while she was walking to her truck "hey" I
said and gave Ashley a peck on the cheek, I asked her if she needed a ride
and she agreed. The whole ride we talked about the dance I told her she
should wear anything she is comfortable in, we arrived at her house and we
made out for a couple minutes and then she said she had to go inside "Okay
I'll call you later" I said to her "I'll be waiting" she said and gave me a
last kiss "bye" I said, she headed to her front door she stopped and blew
me a kiss, I smiled at her and left. I arrived at my house and my band was
there, I forgot we had to practice for the dance. "So I think we should do
So Contagious, Dead!, Girlfriend, Lasso, Living in America, Start a Fire,
and then we can let some people request the songs" said Paul "This is going
to be fucking awesome you guys" I said, "How about we practice the songs
and then we can go play xbox" I suggested "Hell yeah" said Bob. We
practiced till like 8pm and then we went to my living room and played
Modern Warfare, like always I powned them.It was almost the end of the game
when my phone started to ring, everyone knew who it was because I told them
earlier. "Jackie you better answer that you don't want your girlfriend to
get pissed" said Dereck"Fuck you Dereck" I said and shot him in the head
with my sniper and I got the last kill of the game. "Hey Jackie am I
interrupting?" asked Ashley "No not all, I was actually hoping you would
call" I said "Hey Jackie do you think that Im pretty?" she asked " where is
all this coming from?" I asked her "please Jackie just answer me..." "Well,
I don't think your pretty... I think you beautiful" I said "Aww Jackie you
scared me there for a second, and what is it that you like about me" she
asked me "Well I love your eyes I swear I could stare into them my whole
life, I love your dimples, I love how you are nice to anyone that talks to
you,I love how you try hard to understand people. I love your humor and
your smarts and how you act when you are mad, actually I find that hot" I
said and I could hear her laughing on the other side of the call, even my
friends were rolling on floor laughing I had to laugh myself, "What do you
like about me Ashley?" I asked "Well Jackie I love how you are nice to
everyone in the school and you respect everyone too, I love you eyes too I
love how brown they are, I love your hairstyle it makes you look so smart,
I love your body, I love how your so atlethic, I love you fashion, and I
think you look hot with glasses" she said making me blush like shit, good
thing she wasn't here "thanks Ashley, but where is all this coming from?" I
asked her "Well I was talking with Grace..." my smile turned into a frown
"Ashley why are you talking with her... nevermind I won't tell you what to
do or what not to do please continue" I said and took a big breath, "Well
she said that you were only going out with me to fuck me she also said that
you only liked my ass and my breasts" she said "Look a lot of people make
that mistake that I just going out with them to fuck them well I not okay
Ashley I like you for who you are, I like your personality and I don't need
to fuck to be happy all I need is someone to love, baby" I said "Jackie you
always know what to say, you are the sweetest thing ever, I have to go I'll
see you tomorrow" she said and we hang up.I continued playing with the
guys, I mean my brother wasn't going to be home until probably next year
because he left to college last week, I was home alone for the year.-------
ASHLEY
After lunch ended the classes went great, finally it was time to go home I
walked to the door and there she was my love Jackie sitting next to Jane,
smiling at me with that perfect smile, I walked over to her and Jane left
to her truck, Jackie gave me a small kiss on the cheek and offered me a
ride that I couldn't reject. "Jackie what should I wear" I asked her "wear
anything you are comfortable in" she said, we arrived at my house that's
when I made my move and we made out for a few minutes and then I told her I
had to go inside, I gave Jackie a last kiss and went to open the front door
but before going inside I blew Jackie a kiss and she smiled and left. I
went inside and into my roomI couldn't stop thinking how Jackie has changed
my life because I wasn't doing this for revenge I was dating Jackie because
I fell crazy in love with her and I felt it in my heart that I wanted to be
with her for the rest of my life ,unlike Grace I never felt that and we
dated for like 2 years and I have been with Jackie for like 2 days. I went
to my room to work on my homework but I got a call I didn't even bother to
check who it was I thought it was "Hey baby you called early" I said but it
was actually Grace "Oh so you do forgive me thank god..." "Fuck no I
thought this was Jackie not you Grace I am really fucking mad with you" I
said "Oh so Jackie is your new girlfriend huh? alright but let me tell you
this Jackie will never be like me I know you well and she will never love
you like me" "your right Grace Jackie will never be like you she is much
better, she knows me better, and I bet she loves me more than you" I said
"Well I don't think so because Ashley she like me is only dating you to
fuck you just admit it one day you will be alone with her and all she will
do is take advantage and fuck you" she said "Fuck you Grace, Jackie isn't
like that" I said and not giving her the chance to say anything I hang
up. I kept working on my homework but I couldn't stop thinking about what
she said, I felt bad because I was actually agreeing with Grace, so I
called Jackie it was late but I knew she would be up, I asked her what she
liked about me and she said the sweetest things ever, she asked me where
all this was coming from that's when I told her I talked with Grace I could
imagine her face because she hated Grace for what she did to me "Look alot
of people make that mistake that I'm only going out with them to fuck them
well I'm not, look Ashley I like you for who you are I like your
personality and I don't need to fuck to be happy I just need someone to
love, baby" she said, it sounded so sincere like she It was coming from her
house, we stopped talking for the night and I will never make that mistake
that Jackie is only going out with me to fuck me but I wouldn't mind
remembering her for the rest of my life as the person I lost my virginity
to. I fell asleep and started dreaming about Jackie: we were outside on
really green grass and I was on top of her kissing her cherry lips and i
got on my knees to take off my shirt and she stopped me and told me that
she would do it, she took off my shirt and was slowly taking my bra
off...beep beep ugh my fucking alarm went off when it was getting good. I
got up got dressed and headed to my driveway to wait for the bus, god it
was cold and I heard there was snow coming later this weekend but it was
December it was about time. I don't know what was taking the bus so long I
have been waiting for over 4 minutes now I don't want to sound like a diva
but that was the longest, I was thinking of walking to school, I looked to
my left and saw a big red ford coming my way but it was slowing down, it
pulled over and one window slid down, "Hop in Ashley" hah it was Jackie, I
got in and gave Jackie a huge kiss and sat down.--------
JACKIE
The next day I woke up and dressed, I put on my blue shirt some jeans, my
black belt, my white and blue sneakers and my leather jacket. I went to
have breakfast before leaving. After I ate breakfast I look at my phone it
was 7:04, I remember hearing Ashley that her bus comes at 7:15 I had eleven
minutes to get there,I called Jane and asked her to pick Dani up, she
sounded pretty happy and I know Dani will be too when she picks her up. I
didn't take my mustang this time I took my ford , my dad bought it a long
time ago but I made sure to keep it in good shape. I got to Ashley's street
I saw a girl in jeans and a blue jacket I pulled up and lowered the window,
I told her to get in, she told me she wasn't expecting me to pick her up I
told her that I wanted to surprise her "Now that you are with me you will
never have to ride in a bus and even if something happens and we stay just
as friends which I hope doesn't happen I would still love to give you
rides" I said to her looking in her eyes but I got back to concetrating on
the driving. We got to school, she grabbed my hand, I locked the car behind
me, I squeezed her hand tight but not too tight I didn't want to hurt her
she smiled it was so cute, I walked to her locker with her I leaned against
some lockers and she started talking to me how she wants to learn to do
many things and one of them was learn how to play the guitar "Did you say
you want to learn to play the guitar?" I asked her, she closed her locker
and put her arms around my neck "Yeah, I always dreamt of playing one" she
said "Well I can make your dream come true, I could teach you and you don't
have to waste money at some music lesson center" I said "Well I have to pay
you some way but how?..." she said "I don't know" I said and leaned in to
kiss her, "I think I do now" she said in a seductive tone "Ha I think so
too, come on let's go" I said and we walked to class talking about songs I
could teach her and when I could teach her. I sat down next to her, "Hey
Stacy have you seen Dani?" I asked Stacy "No I haven't seen Dani or Jane
either" she said that made me worried homeroom was almost over and I was
worried about Dani and Jane but Ashley kept telling me to relax. The door
opened and in walked Dani and Jane happy as could be, they sat down with
Ashley and me, "Where the hell have you guys been?" I asked them but was
giving Dani a cold stare "Calm down Jackie" said Dani "Im sorry I'm just
worried, where have you guys been?" I asked them calmly "Well..." Dani said
laughing and turning red, she looked at Jane "Should we tell them?" she
asked Jane "Well she is your cousin I think she should know" she replied
"Know what? just spill it" I said getting impatient "babe calm down" Ashley
said and gave me a kiss on the cheek, "Im sorry" I said again "Okay Jackie
and Ashley, I just want to thank you for going to trouble and asking Jane
to pick me up, two good things came out one is I didn't have to go on the
bus, and secondly... well...um, Jane and I kissed" she said all of a
sounded "Oh does that mean you guys are dating now?" Ashley asked them
"Yup" I was very happy for her but I was still in shock "Jackie say
something we need you to be okay with this" said Dani sounding desperate
"I....um... I am, congrats you guys I hope you guys last a long time. uh
Jane can talk to you for a minute" I said, I must have been looking serious
because Ashley said "Don't say anything stupid""I won't" I said and gave
her a kiss on the forehead, me and Jane walked to a corner, "Look Jane I am
happy for you and Dani, but I don't want to sound like her mom or dad but
don't play with her okay she has been in relationships with horrible people
and I'm not saying you're one of them I'm just saying be good with her" I
said "Jackie no worries, I promise I will treat her like a queen, and I'm
glad you accept us" she said, we walked back and the bell rang and we all
left to class.-------
ASHLEY
We arrived at school and I told Jackie while unpacking that I wanted to
learn how to play the guitar and she said she could teach me and I asked
her how could I pay her back and I kissed her and she said that I now knew
how to pay her. We walked together and she told me about her favorite songs
that she could teach me and when she could teach me, god I love how she's
so helpful I love her, it feels so awkward because I never told her that I
loved her but neither has she told me I want it to be perfect, I hope it
would be tonight at the dance but she hadn't asked me to go to the dance
with her either I was worried that I would end up going without being asked
to go by someone. When we got to homeroom Jackie got so worried about her
cousin I thought it was cute because she really loved her like a sister and
she must have treated her like a sister, I squeezed her hand and told her
to calm down and she did. Finally Jane and Dani walked through the door
happy as shit and me and Jackie were both wondering why and finally they
came out and said they were dating, Jackie just sat there shocked then she
and asked Jane to talk with her I told her bot to do anything stupid she
kissed me in the forehead and left with Jane to a corner to talk, "So how
did this happen?" I asked Dani, she blushed for a second there she reminded
me of Jackie "well she picked me up and asked me if I wanted to go for
breakfast but I rejected, we went to the gas station and when she was done
I asked her what she felt about me and she told me that she has liked me
for a long time and well it just happened we kissed and we ended making out
for a long time and didn't realize the time" she said "Ha the gas station
is so romantic" I said "Well how did you and Jackie start dating" she asked
me "Well Grace cheated on me and that day I was working on the project with
Jackie and I told Jackie what happened and she sat the next to me and
hugged me tight and told me all this sweet things, then she carried me to
the living room and we watched a movie that's when I sat up and gave Jackie
a kiss but she ended up running away" I said "oh but than how?" she asked
"Well I asked her why she ran away and told me that it was because she
wanted me to think what I was doing and I told her I knew what I was doing
and we made out by her locker and well yeah" I said "Aww well Jackie has
always been smooth with people and very nice I love my younger cousin" she
said "Yeah" I said "Wait has she told you she loves you yet?" she asked me
"No I'm waiting for right moment and I think she might be too" I said "I
know what you mean" she said "Well she hasn't asked me to the dance yet
either" I said "Just wait" she said and we stopped talking there and that's
when Jane and Jackie came back and we all left to class. During gym we
played small soccer games and damn it was so Jackie's game she looked so
hot defending the goal, it came to this final huge game the teacher said if
we won this we could get the next day free, I was do nervous but Jackie
kept telling me to calm down, we were down to our last minutes 9-9 who ever
got 10 won, Jackie went to talk with Jane and Dani and they agreed on
whatever it was and finally she came by me " Okay Ashley you ready for
this? I will get everyones attention and that's when I will pass you the
ball" I just nodded "Don't worry about anything, I trust in you babe you'll
do alright" she said and went to center to kick the ball, she was passing
back and forth and she was so close and everyone was crowding her that's
when she made her move and passed the ball to me everything went in slow
motion everyone was screaming and I saw Jackie mouthing "Kick it" and I did
so and it went in! My whole team rushed to hug me, Jackie picked me up by
my waist and put me back down to floor "Way to go babe" she said, the
teacher gave us passes to bring to gym next time so he doesn't forget what
he said we rushed to go change but Jackie stayed backed and talked with
some people mostly guys I walked with Dani and Jane to go change, and then
shortly Jackie showed up with a huge smile but she didn't tell anyone why
even though everyone asked but not me. I stared at her changing I love how
she doesn't even have to flex for you to see her abs God she made me so
horny. Jackie and I left to biology together, "What was that all about?" I
asked her "Well I want it to be a surprise, but I can't keep anything from
you" she said pinching my cheek "Okay what happened?" I asked her "Well"
she said holding the door open for me to go in classroom and luckily the
teacher wasn't there, I grabbed Jackie's hands as I sat on the table "My
friend recorded us playing some songs and sent it to some guy that can make
bands famous and he said that he wants to meet us in person" she said "God
that's fantastic" I said and kissed her and we started making out but then
we heard the door knob turn so we stopped, even though everyone knew we
were dating even the teacher. Jackie kissed me in the cheek and left to her
assigned seat I know it sucks because now she Has to sit with some other
girl that happens to be one of her ex Gina Steven, Gina was 5'5 had brown
hair and nice green eyes I know she was a cheerleader, Jackie passed a note
to someone and that person passed it to me : Dear Ashley, don't get jealous
, she and I have been friends for a long time, sure she gives me hugs but
they mean nothing to me. I love when she sends me notes she usually puts
something sweet like "You look beautiful" but she hasn't told she loves me
yet, Grace told me she loved me in less than a day. The bell rang and we
walked together to social studies, atleast in this class we got to sit next
to each other but Jackie seemed so concentrated on something else and not
on me she kept on talking to someone sitting behind us I think his name was
Paul, "Yeah dude I can't wait till tonight its goig to be the shit, hey did
you ask Selena to the dance tonight?" she asked him "No I haven't have you
asked someone to the dance yet?" He asked her "No I don't think I will
though I mean we are going to be playing like the entire night" she said, I
pretended not to listen to all of this and started working on the do
now.------
JACKIE
We all went to gym and the unit was Soccer and I am a good player in
soccer, we were playing games with like 4 people and then the teacher
stopped us all and decided to make it fun so he said the next games will be
like small tournaments whoever get 10 points first gets the next gym day
free to themselves. So far all teams had scored less then 8 I was nervous
because Dani and Jane were barely paying attention to the game, it was our
turn to play and we were doing fantastic but unfortunately so was the other
team, it was 9-9 I called time out and went to talk with Dani and Jane
"Look I know you guys are tired so heres the plan I will pass the ball to
Ashley after I get the whole team to follow me okay?" I said and they
agreed, I then walked up to Ashley and told her the plan and I told her not
to worry about a thing. We resumed playing and I started up passing back
and forth and then I saw basically the whole team was following me so I
passed the ball to Ashley, she stared for a while and I yelled at her to
kick it and she did and we scored!! We all ran up to her. I picked her up
and then I put her back down I was so proud for her, the teacher gave us
some passes he said that they're so he doesn't forget the promise then he
told us to go change, I saw Paul, Bob, and Dereck enter the gym "Hey you
guys what's up" I asked them "Jackie we asked the principal if we could
come here to tell you that Bob recorded us playing and he sent it to some
record producer so he said he wants to meet us in person tonight at the
dance!" he said "Holy- that's awesome you guys, so I guess I'll see you
guys later" I said "Yeah I'll see you in Social Studies Jackie, but don't
tell anyone okay except your girlfriend if you want but just her" said Paul
"Alright see you" I said and ran to the locker room and everyone asked why
I had a huge smile on my face but I didn't tell them, I waited for Ashley
so we could leave to Biology, she asked me why I was so happy "Well" I said
and opened the door for her "My friend recorded us playing some songs and
sent it some guy that can make bands famous and he said he wants to meet us
in person" I said but I was so distracted by her she looked hot sitting on
the table "God thats fantastic" she said and gave me a gentle kiss and soon
we started french kissing but we stopped because the kids and teachers
started coming to class so I gave her a kiss on the cheek and headed to sit
down next to one of my exgirlfriends Gina I could see hate in Ashley's
beautiful blue eyes so I decided to make a note saying that she shouldn't
be jealous that Gina and I have been friends for a while. I saw her smile
so I knew she trusted in me. Gina started talking about a party she is
having for christmas and that I'm invited to it "What about Ashley" I asked
her "Oh well she can come too" she said and I told her I'll think about
it. THe bell rang and Ashley and I headed to social studies, god I wanted
to ask Ashley to the Dance but I was waiting for the right time like at
lunch, I wanted tonight to be special I was hoping to tell her that I love
her but first I had to ask her to the dance. I started talking with Paul
about the dance tonight and I asked him if he had asked Selena to the
dance, he told me he hasn't, he asked me if asked anyone to the dance yet,
I winked and I told him noand that I wasn't going to but I was going to. I
looked at Ashley she looked like an angel just working on her do now god I
wanted to kiss her. The bell rang and I walked with Ashley to the door
"Ashley I was wondering if--" I was interrupted by Dereck he pulled me
"Ashley I'll see you at lunch" I said she looked so confused and so was I
"What the fuck Dereck?" I asked him "Jackie the principal wants to talk
with us now" he said and we headed to the office Paul and Bob were already
there, the secretary told us to wait, we all sat down until the principal
called us in "Sit down kids sit" he said and we obeyed "You must be
wondering what you are doing here right?" he asked and we nodded "So here's
the deal Robert told us how there will be a record producer coming to the
dance, so if you guys need more time to practice you can have the whole day
off today, you can go practice at the gym until school ends or you can go
back to class now what will it be?" he asked with a smirk "I think we will
start practicing after lunch" I said "Thats good I will send an email to
your teachers so you will have no problems" he said "But now get back to
class" he said and we did "I'll see you guys after lunch" I said and headed
into class. Finally the bell rang I mad my way to lunch and I told everyone
what the principal said to us and they were all happy but I didn't mention
the part about the producer. I lined up to get lunch with Jane "Hey Jane
look I have been waiting for the perfect moment to ask Ashley to the dance"
I said "Jackie that's great she's been nervous that you wouldn't ask her
out, I think you should ask her now before practice" she said "I should and
I will thanks, hey did you ask Dani yet?" I asked her "No I'll do it right
after you" she said "Yeah cool I could take you guys unless you want to
take her" I said "No we can all hang out even though I would die to spend
more time with her you know she is beautiful" she said and I could see she
meant it "I know be careful okay she gets crazy sometimes" I said and we
started laughing, we got our food and headed to the table "Ready?" I asked
her she said she was. I ate my apple and drank some water "okay" I said and
kicked Jane under the table as a sign of what I was going to do "Ashley" I
said and grabbed her hand "I was wondering even though I might be playing
music the whole night... I was wondering if you wanted to go to the dance
with me" I said real slowly her face made me get butterflies and I felt all
nervous everyone started to get quiet waiting for a response "I thought
you'd never ask" she said and kissed me "Is that a yes" I asked her "Hell
yes Jackie" I smiled at her and kissed her back, I put my arm around
Ashley's waist and looked at Jane "Dani I know we started going out today
but I too was wondering if you wanted to go to the dance with me" she said
"Yes I would love to" said Dani and kissed her but difference is they
didn't stop "Hey" I said to make them stop and everyone started
laughing. "Ashley I have to go to the gym to practice for the rest of the
day I'll see you later honey" I said and kissed her hand and left to the
gym to practice. I went there and we practice so much I got a cut on my
finger from all those chords, god the day went fast it was already time to
go home, I ran to get my jacket and went by Ashley's locker and waited "I
missed you" I heard someone say behind me "I missed you too" I said and
gave her a hug "So what should I wear to the dance" she asked me "God we
went over this ha wear anything you feel like I know you will look hot" I
said "Jackie I just don't want to embarass you" she said real quiet looking
at the ground, I lifted her face by her chin "Ashley you will never
embarrass me, if anybody is embarrassing it's me" I said, she kissed me in
the cheek. We got in my car I told her that I will pick her up after I pick
Jane and Dani up unless she wanted me to pick her up first, she told me I
could pick her up last she said it would give her more time to dress "Okay
I'll see you later" she said and gave me a kiss before going inside. God I
love that chick.------
ASHLEY
Oh my god Jackie was about to ask me something but Dereck had to come and
interrupt I was so confused I walked to class, I sat down next to Jane I
told her how worried I was that Jackie wouldn't ask me to the dance "Don't
worry Ashley she will, just give her time, I have to ask Dani to the dance"
she said "Ha that's great don't get nervous I know she will say yes if you
ask her" I said to her. In class we worked on this group thing where we had
to work with a partner I had to work with David Pinns I wasn't nervous but
annoyed he kept saying this cheesy pick up lines he was one of Jackie's
friends "Look Ashley I know you are going out with Jackie but we can still
do things I mean what Jackie doesn't know won't hurt her" he said god I
wanted to kick him in the balls "Shut up David" I kept on saying until the
bell rang "Ashley I'll see you at the dance" he said and ran to catch up
with his friends and they were nerds, I walked to lunch and sat down and
waited for Jackie. Finally she came in and started talking about what just
happened to her, she said she had to go to the office to talk with the
principal an she said he let them practice the rest of the school day, I
was proud of her, she got up to get lunch I liked bringing in lunch but all
she got was a fruit and a bottle of water for lunch, I was talking with
other people about some quiz we have in math then I felt a warm soft hand
touch mine, "I was wondering even though I might be playing music the whole
night... I was wondering if you wanted to go to the dance with me" she said
real softly she looked so cute her cheeks were red "I thought you'd never
ask" I said and kissed her I found it funny that she asked me if that was a
yes. A second after Jackie asked me to the dance, Jane asked Dani to the
dance it was adorable, Jackie kissed me in the forehead and told me she had
to go to practice. I just sat there with all the other people talking about
dance, in my head I was thinking if maybe this will be the day Jackie tells
me she loves me or at least I tell her. Lunch finished and I had to go to
class alone, its been less than 2 hours and I already miss Jackie's voice
and her strong arms. I got into class and sat down next Dani , she and I
weren't going to see the people we love but we had each other we started
talking about the dance again. Finally the last bell rang and I couldn't
wait to see Jackie god she's got me going crazy, as I got close to my
locker I saw this person by my locker wearing jeans and a leather jacket
and white and red sneakers I recognized the body, "I missed you" I said "I
missed you too" said Jackie and pulled me into a huge hug I loved her
perrfume. I asked Jackie what I should wear she laughed and reminded me
that I could wear anything because I would look hot anyway, I looked at the
ground and said that I didn't want to embarrass her "Ashley you will never
embarrass me and if anybody is embarrassing it's me" she said, she's so
sweet I kissed her on the cheek, and we got in the car and headed to my
house. Jackie told me she would pick me up after Dani and Jane, she headed
to her house to get everything ready. I went inside and directly into my
room I called my mom and told her that I would be going to dance she was
okay since she didn't spend much time with me she said I could have fun but
not to drink. I could decide on wearing a skirt or a dress but I came to my
decision it was already 5:50 and I had less than 2 hours. I took a shower,
put red panties, and a red bra, and my red dress. I put on my make up I
looked in the mirror and was happy with what I saw. I looked at the clocke
and it read 6:53, Jackie would be here any minute, I sat down and watched
some t.v and shortly after I heard a knock on the door I arose and went to
open it Jackie was dressed in jeans and a north face and under a button up
shirt and black and white sneakers she looked up at me, she almost tripped
and I thought to myseld "Do I really look that good?", Jackie said "Wow" I
giggled I could feel myself blushing "Should we go?" I asked her "What oh
yeah lets go" she said, I grabbed her hand all the way to the car she
opened the door for me and closed it, I sat in the front and saw Dani in a
skirt and a tight hollister shirt Jane was almost dressed as Jackie except
Jackie looked better in it well no offense, we all looked hot I could see
Jackie looking at me when we stopped by the traffic lights I looked at her
and she would blush. We got to the school we all got out, Jackie had to get
her microphone and her electric guitar I carried her microphone "Okay so I
will be playing half of the night and then the dj will start playing okay?"
she said to me "Yeah I'll be here with Jane and Dani" I said to her. Slowly
the school started getting crowded and Jackie was with her band getting
everything ready, Dani and Jane started talking about some game they will
be having I felt happy that they were together on a sport and Jackie would
be alone because I don't do sports while she does basketball, soccer,
baseball, rugbeat, and who knows what else she does but I bet she does
everything not just sports, I mean she works, she's smart, and she
volunteers on anything good for the community. At last Paul started talking
"Okay welcome everyone to the first senior canteen of the year!" he said
and everyone started chanting "Okay we EPRFECT we'll be playing half of the
night with some songs and then the dj will continue with entertainment we
will start with Dead!" he said and then Jackie started playing her guitar
she was amazing and it started
Yeah!
And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this....
They played real good I had to admit it. I looked around and saw David he
winked at me I just turned my attention back at Jackie. EPRFECT had been
playing for more than 2 hours which meant it was almost time for the Dj to
start playing, everyone was so excited by the music I was happy because
Jackie looked happy playing she played some amazing solos. FINALLY! they
stopped playing and said that was all some people got mad because they
stopped but they were tired I was waiting for Jackie, I told Dani and Jane
I would be in the hallway, I went to the hallway where it was empty and
dark, "Hey sexy I saw you looking at me" I heard and turned around because
it wasn't Jackie's voice it was... David "Get away David" I said "No
thanks" he said and pinned me against the wall I tried pushing him away but
I couldn't he was too strong for me "Let go, get off me" I yelled at him,
he covered my mouth and said "Not until I get a something" he said an
started touching me up and down I started to cry, "Only thing your getting
is hit" I heard someone say it was Jackie, she pulled him off of me, he
punched her in the stomach but Jackie didn't give up she punched him right
in the face with that he was on the floor, that hit hurt her but Jackie
continued and kicked him in the stomach, then there was a crowd Jackie ran
towards me "Ashley stop crying everything is over, Ash please stop come on"
she said and guided me outside to the car I was so scared and was still
crying I saw Jackie talking with Dani and Jane but didn't know what was
happening, Jackie went inside and came back outside but went in the car
with her band Dani drove me to my house I was wondering what happened to
Jackie, Dani said something but I couldn't understand it, everything went
black.-------
JACKIE
I was so nevous about tonight but I put on a black button up shirt some
loose jeans and some sneakers it was cold so I decided to wear my black
north face. I went to pick up Jane she was wearing clothes like me because
we agreed we would dress like this, next was my cousins house when we got
there we both got off I got off to speak with my aunt about the dance she
was alright with her going out with Jane I was so happy Dani had her dream
love with her, Dani came down the stairs wearing a skirt she looked nice
Jane and Dani headed to the car first but my aunt started telling me that
she wanted her home by midnight I said she would be here. I went to the car
"Hey stop" I said "Quit making out!" I said but they ignored me "Whatever"
I said. I got to Ashley's house at exactly 7:00pm I knocked on the door and
holy fuck I almost fell because in front of me lay the most beautiful thing
you could ever see "wow" I said, Ashley looked so sexy in a red dress
"Should we go" she asked "What oh yeah lets go" I said Im such a fool for
her, we walked to my car I opened the door for her. I couldn't stop staring
at her, she caught me many times I turned around and I knew my cheeks were
cherry red. When we got to the school I went to the back of my car to get
my guitar and my microphone "Need help?" asked Ashley, I nodded she helped
me with my microphone even though I could have carried it myself I hoped
her scent would get on it... wow Im such a creep. I told Ashley the plan
for tonight and headed backstage to talk with the guys, we went on stage to
get everything prepared. The school started to get full and thats when Paul
startd talking and soon we were playing, I kept looking to the crowd to see
Ashley alone I felt bad I was happy but lonely in the inside. I played like
crazy the hardest solo was the one in Dead! but the easiest was the one in
I just wanna run. Finally 2 hours passed and we played all the songs we
knew, I told the crowd that was it they got pissed but I'm sorry I was
tired and I needed to be with Ashley and tell her I love her. We got off
stage and went to put everything away "That was great kids" said Mr.Gray "I
want you guys to meet Mr.Henry" he said and in walked a guy in a suit "I
have to admit that was some show I like your band I see a great future
ahead" he said "Here's my card, lets have dinner sometime to talk about
some stuff that will be good for your band" He said handing Bob a card
"Pleasure meeting you EPRFECT see you soon" Henry said "Thank you" we all
said, we were so surprised and speechless. "Guys I have to go, oh and Paul
I talked with Gina and she is looking for you" I said and ran to go find my
beloved, "Where's Ashley" I asked Dani "Oh she's in the hallway" she said
and returned dancing with Jane. I went to the hallway I checked and checked
until finally I found a dark hallway I could see two figures I got closer
and I could hear someone crying "Not until I get something" it was David
with Ashley he was touching her everywhere, I had a whole rush of energy
like some adrenoline kicked in me "Only thing you're getting is hit" I said
and pulled him off Ashley, he was quick and punched me in the stomach god
that hurt I heard something crack but it was Ashley we are talking about so
I didn't give up I got more furious I hit him in the face he was in the
floor, and I kicked him in the stomach, my hand hurt like hell but I didn't
pay attention, I made my way over to Ashley and begged her to stop crying,
I walked her outside Jane and Dani followed, "Dani I'm real hurt okay I
don't feel so good, please take my car and drive both Ashley and Jane home
I'll go to the hospital with the guys okay please just go" I said and she
understood she and Jane went to my car I went inside and asked Paul for a
ride to the hospital he was all for it. Paul drove as fast as he could all
I could think about was Ashley and how she was crying and if I would have
gotten there late he would have raped her. Paul talked with some doctors
and told them all about the fight and what happened, a nurse took me into a
room to wait for the doctor "Well Ms.Duarte we have to do some exams on
your body" he said and he took me into this room where they took pictures
of my stomach and my hand, finally the results were in he said I have 3
broken ribs and broken wrist wow all god things yeah right, they put some
bandages around my whole waist and stomach and a cast on my hand he said I
would be alright in about 3 months. Paul dropped me off home I went
straight to my room, I took out my phone and called Ashley but she didn't
answer me. I fell asleep thank god it was a friday. Next day I woke up my
ribs and my left hand hurt like crazy I remembered the doctor gave me some
pain killers, I went to the kitchen and got some water and drank 2 it
helped so much, I went to my kitchen and was surprised to find Dani
sleeping there I sat down and watched some tv until she woke up, "Look at
the things you do for love Jackie" she said "Yeah I know " I said "What did
you break" she asked me "uh just got 3 broken ribs and a broken wrist" I
said to her "Whoa are you going to go visit her?" she asked me "Well of
course I am and Dani do you think anything else happened before I got
there?" I asked her "Im not sure but I'm so sorry we left her alone" she
said "It's alright" I said and went to go change, wow before this I could
change in less than 10 minutes but it took me more then 4 times than usual,
I put on a pair of jeans very loose because doctor said I couldn't wear
anything tight, and a blue shirt I put on my white shoes and my blue
sweatshirt. I got in my mustang and headed to Ashley's I knew her mother
worked so I really had to go so she wouldn't be alone. I got there and
knocked, this time her mom was there "You must be Mrs.Sinclair, I'm Jackie"
I said extending my hand "You must be the girl that my daughter is insane
about" she said I had to smile "Is she okay?" I asked her " I don't know
she doesnt want to talk about it" she said "Can I talk with her?" I asked
her "Yes she is in... I think you know her room" she said "Yeah but thank
you" I said and went upstairs to her room, I knocked on the door but she
didn't hear me because she was listening to her IPOD drawing something I
got closer and saw she was drawing me and her hugging with hearts around
it, I covered her eyes "I like that drawing" I said and she turned around
"Jackie" she said and gave me a hug "Not too tight" I said "Im sorry" she
said and let go "It's alright Ashley" I said softly and hugged her. She
guided me to her bed and we sat down to talk "Jackie what happened?" she
asked like she didn't remember "Ashley don't you remember?" I asked her
"Remember what?" she said, I told her everything that happened from my
perspective she was crying I hugged her when she started telling me about
David and all he said "It's alright Ashley Im here" I said "Jackie I don't
know what would have happened if you hadn't been there" she said "a lot of
things would have happened but I was there" I said and she stopped crying
"Jackie I-I-I" I put my finger on her lip "Ashley I love you" I said slowly
and passionately, she smiled "I love you too Jackie" she said and we
kissed, I was in love with this girl. "Ashley I have to work, Jackie please
take care of her" said her mom "No problem" I said and hugged Ashley,
"Ashley I love you like crazy, I love you" I said "I love you like crazy
too I, I would die without you in my life" she said "Lets hang out today I
mean I don't work until April and I can't play any sports because I'm
practically broken" I said "Okay Jackie I'd love to" she said and we walked
to her living room and watched some movies and I told her we could go out
for dinner but she suggested we order a pizza, we ate and "I wanted
yesterday to be special I wanted to dance with you" I said and she looked
at me "Jackie we still can" she said and got up to put some music on "Come
on" she said I got up and we started to slow dance we dance to some love
songs but not the boring ones no our song was 'My heroine' by Silverstein I
hugged her tighter no matter how much it hurt "I love you" I said again as
we dance she lay her head on my neck and her arms around my waist I loved
every moment of this.-------
ASHLEY
I woke up the next day in my room I forgot about everything I couldn't
remember a thing that happened, "Hey sweetie do you want to talk about it?"
asked my mom "Mom I can't remember a thing when I remember I'll see" I said
to her "Okay I'll be downstairs, honey I have work soon" she said and left
me alone. I got up and went to my desk in computer I put on my headphones
and started to draw a picture of me and Jackie hugging I put some hearts
all over the page, I made sure to put very small details like everyone of
Jackie's dimples and her hair exactly how she likes it, I was listening to
some songs by Silverstein yeah I know no one would even guess I listen to
screamo. I kept on drawing, I stopped when some one covered my eyes and
said "I like that drawing" it was Jackie I got up and hugged her she told
me not too tight so I let go I guided her to my bed and I asked what
happened and she was shocked she told me everything about yesterday well
from her perspective it made me remember about everything I startedto cry
when I told her what David said and what he started doing Jackie told me
nobody liked him, I felt that Jackie loved me even more that night because
of me has 3 broken ribs and a broken wrist. Finally it happened Jackie said
she loved me, we kissed and then my mother came in and told me that she was
leaving and told Jackie to take care of me. Me and Jackie went downstairs
and started watching movies we also ordered some pizza for dinner, Jackie
started talking about how she wanted last night to be perfect and that she
wanted to dance with me I looked at her and got up, I went to put some
music on I said "Come on" she got up slowly and started to slow dance I lay
my head on her neck and I had my arms around her waist and she had hers
around my waist. I love Jackie she hugged me tighter I knew it was killing
her from the pain I was so impressed by her fighting, "I love you" she said
again it never got old "Hey Jackie where did you learn to fight like that"
I asked her "Well I have a an older brother who was obssessed with
wrestling and mixed martial arts I owe him everything I know" she said
"Ashley why didn't you tell me anything before about David?" she asked me,
I pulled away "Well I saw you hanging out with him I thought he was one of
your best friends" I said she hugged me "Ashley are you kidding me nobody
likes him I just hang out with him so he isn't lonely to be honest he
really gets on my nerves" she said "Wow I never would have guessed" I said,
I was going to ask her if she wanted to sleep over when 'here we go just
lose control and let your body give in to the beat of your heart as my hand
touches your skin is this love or just a sexual desire were gonna start a
fire' her phone went off "Hey...sorry I had to...haha your kidding me...for
3 months...well I say my hand will be okay in just 1 month and a half but
not my ribs...awesome...well I guess when did you say...okay I'll see my
plans by then" she hang up and had the biggest smile "What's going on?" I
asked her "well the record producer was there at the dance yesterday and he
saw me fighting with David and he said that was a great show and that it
made my band look tougher so he thought about and wants to see us again but
this time in California to sign some contracts" she said I gave her a huge
hug but not tight, I was so happy for her "What were you going to ask me?"
she asked me "Well if you wanted to go somewhere else tonight" I said lying
but it was kinda true I was thinking about asking her that "Look I have to
go home because I have all my medicine over there, how about you sleep over
my house" she suggested "Um maybe let me call my mom" I said and went to
the kitchen to get the house phone "Mom can I sleep over Jackie's tonight?"
I asked her "Fine but becareful don't do anything you will regret later"
she said "Okay thanks mom and don't worry" I said and hang up I ran to
Jackie and kissed her "What she say?" she asked me "I have to go get my
stuff" I said and went to my room "Hey I'm going to wait in the car" she
said from downstairs "okay I won't take long" I said I heard her close the
door. I saw her from the window she got in her car to start it and then got
out to wait. I finished packing and went downstairs I locked the house and
got in the car with Jackie. This was the first time I'd go inside Jackie's
house when we got whoa she had a basketball hoop, a soccer court all the
way down, and some bases at the middle wow, she head 4 cars a mustang, a
convertible Chrysler, a gray Honda, and a red explorer wow. Her house was
big too, she opened the garage with a controller and she parked it inside
the garage, she had like a whole gym on the other side. We got off and
opened the door and she showed me around her house it was big and full of
pictures I got to this picture where there was this little chubby girl
"Who's this?" I asked her "Ha that's me at age 13" she said "Oh wow you
have changed" I said "Yeah ik and I'm happy" she said "What do you want to
do" she asked me "I don't know" I said "Wait here" she said and walked to a
room, she came back holding an acoustic guitar "How about I teach you how
to play some songs" she said and handed me the guitar "It's going to take a
while for me to learn" I said "Good that means I get to be with you for a
long time" she said, I gave her a kiss on the lips "Okay" I said and she
told me where to out my fingers I wanted to learn how to play So Contagious
she said it was easy. I kept on messing up so she decided to put her hand
on top of mine and guide my fingers where to go and when to strum and
pretty soon I knew half the song and it had only been 1 hour. Jackie went
to go call Jane and Dani to come over for some fun and they both agreed, i
was playing the song by myself and it didn't sound half bad.-------
JACKIE
Ashley asked me where did I learn to fight like that, I told her about my
brother and how he should me everything I know "Ashley why didn't you tell
me anything before about David?" I asked her, she pulled away from me and
said "Well I saw you hanging out with him I thought he was one of your best
friends" she said, I hugged her back and told her that nobody at school
liked David and that I only hang out with him because I didn't want him to
be lonely, it was hard for her to believe that I wouldn't blame her because
I did talk to him alot. Ashley was going to ask me something but my phone
started to vibrate and my ring tone started to play I loved my ring tone it
was Start a Fire by Ryan Star I could play that song on the guitar too, I
looked at my IPhone and saw it was Paul "Hey" I said "Hey Jackie Mr.Henry
saw you fight" "Im sorry I had to" I said "Well don't worry he said that he
thought it was cool and made our band look tough" "Your kidding me" I said
"I'm not how long will it take you to get healed?" "3 months" I said "Well
I'd say a month and a half for my hand but not my ribs""Well he wants us to
go visit him in California" he said "Awesome" "Yeah the only problem is
that it's in 2 weeks but we can go right it doesn't matter if we are
absent" "Well I guess when did you say when did you say" I asked him "In 2
weeks on December 22" "Okay I'll see my plans by then" I said and hang up,
Ashley stared at me and asked me whats going on and I told her what Paul
said but didn't mention it was in 2 weeks, you see I have been planning to
get Ashley this necklace with a gold A well it would be filled with small
diamonds, I asked her what she was going to ask me before Paul called,
"Well if you wanted to go somewhere else tonight" she said I took a minute
to answer because I felt a sharp pain on my stomach god I needed to go home
and get my pills, so I told if she wanted we could go to my house and she
said she would call her mom. She came back like 6 minutes later I asked her
what she said and she kissed me and told me she had to get her stuff I
chuckled because this girl is crazy but I love her. I told her I would wait
outside ugh I felt naxious but kept calm, I got the car started before
Ashley came out. We drove to my house I looked at her and I saw she was
amazed of my habitat haha habitat, anyways I parked my car and we went
inside I showed her around she grabbed this picture frame it was me at age
13 and trust me if you looked at that picture you wouldn't believe it was
me I used to be obese but still I had some crushes. I asked her what she
wanted to do she said she didn't know so I told her to wait her and I went
into my room and pulled out my guitar it was my first guitar I always
thought that if I ever became famous that would be worth thousands, she
told me she wanted to learn the song So Contagious I agreed to show her
since it was a easy song and she told me it may take her a while to learn
that song so I told her that was great because I could spen more time with
her. God she didn't know a thing so I decided to put my hands on top of
hers and show her when to strum and where exactly the notes were, she
learned fast I was impressed. I told her I would go call Jane and Dani to
come join the fun even though I wanted to be with her alone she needed more
company and I kind did too. Jane and Dani came together that was not good
but they came here fast, whatever it's love what can I do, we ordered some
food from my restaurant (since my brother was gone I was the boss) and ate
dinner we watched tv I had to sit alone because my ribs hurt I felt bad
because it was a romantic movie and Jane layed Dani in her arms while
Ashley just sat there alone watching the movie, I got up and walked to the
kitchen and got a pain killer, then I went next to Ashley and put my arm
around her and kissed her on the head "Jackie I thought your ribs hurt" she
said "They do but it's all worth it" I said and she kissed me "Jane do you
see how sweet my cousin is you should be like that" said Dani, we all
started laughing "I'll work on it" said Jane and we got back to watching a
movie we decided to go to sleep, Jane and Dani slept in the guest room with
was next to mine , while me and Ashley slept in my room, everything was
going great me and Ashley were watching cartoons in my room she lay in my
arms and I had my hands on her stomach but then we heard noises from the
other room and some small screams I think Dani and Jane were having sex I
could feel Ashley getting impatient she got up and while getting up she
hurt me in the ribs but I didn't scream she walked to the window, I got up
and walked next to "Ash what's wrong?" I asked and kissed her on her
shoulder "Jackie don't you see you probably want to have sex" she said real
coldly "What no I don't haven't you noticed I'm not in good shape" I said
to her trying to make her laugh "Jackie I'm sorry but I have to go" she
said and walked out of my room and went to pack her stuff "But why?" I
asked her "Jackie I have a confession to make" she said "what is it?" I
asked her "Jackie I'm still a virgin and I know you might think it's
pathetic so I will just leave" "No you are not leaving, Ashley I don't care
if your a virgin or not, all I care about is you being happy, I want you to
choose exactly who you want to lose your virginity and if it's not me it's
okay I get it but don't leave come on look at all I have done for you I
have 3 broken ribs and a broken wrist and do you think I'd do that just to
have sex with you ,no Ashley I love you" I said and she started to cry "I
love you too Jackie" she said "Come on lets just go get some rest" I said
and grabbed her hand and we went into my room on the bed again. "I'll
confess something to you" I said "like what" she asked "ashley I lost my
virginity at a young age to the nastiest piece of shit in the world my
aunt's ex husband" I said "What?" she said "Yeah I regret it my whole life
I was raped Ashley what happened yesterday made me so furious because it
reminded me of myself at a you age" I said, she squeezed my hand tight and
kissed me "I wish I would have lost it with someone I love but I can't turn
back time can I?, anyways you have that chance don't waste it" I said to
her and she kissed me in the lips.-------
ASHLEY
Jane and Dani arrived fast we ordered some food and had dinner then we went
to watch a movie. It was all about couples Jackie had sit on the couch
because her ribs were hurting Jane, Dani and I sat on the floor, I felt
lonely but had to remember Jackie was just in a fight because of me. Jane
made it worst by putting her arms around Dani I tried to pay attention to
the movie and not to them, then I saw Jackie get up she went to the kitchen
I heard the pills make in an empty bottle I think she just went to get a
pain killer, she came back and sat down next to me and put her arms around
me I said "Jackie I thought your ribs hurt" she said they do but it was all
worth it and she kissed me, then Dani pointed out to Jane how sweet jackie
is and Jane said she would work on being sweeter. While watching the movie
all I could think about was how Jackie does things Grace would never do for
me it shows that Jackie really loves me, we all decided to go to the room
and get some rest, Jackie and I lay together and started watching cartoons
we could here Dani and Jane doing naughty stuff I got so frustrated because
I was still a virgin and what if Jackie wanted to do it and she realized I
was a virgin she wouldn't like that, I got off the bed and walked to the
window Jackie walked over and asked me what wrong I tell her that I had to
leave, I ran to the living room to get all my stuff Jackie followed me all
the way and asked me why I was leaving, I told her that I was still a
virgin and she accepted it and she told me things that I had only seen in
romantic movies but not copied words no she put them in her own order and
her own speed I felt so in love with her I loved her accent, she told me
that I one day would choose who to lose my virginity to and she said if it
wasn't her it was alright, she told me that she wouldn't have done all that
at the dance last night if she just wanted to fuck me. She calmed me down
and led me to the room and she confessed to me how she lost her virginity
and to who I felt so bad that she got raped and she made a connection to
last night and how David was touching me I saw her eyes sparkle in the dark
I thought she was going to cry but she didn't I kissed her and in no time
we were asleep. The next day I woke up alone Jackie wasn't there, I went to
the kitchen and found Jackie talking on the phone she was talking in a
different language like Spanish, I walked up from behind and put my arms
around her waist she looked to her side and smiled and then she hang up the
phone "Good morning" she said "Good morning who was that?" I asked her
"That was my mom I was telling her about everything that has happened to me
so far" she said I lay my head on her chest she smelled so good "Are Jane
and Dani up yet?" I asked her "Nope they are still sleeping" she responded
"Want to eat dome breakfast?" I asked her "I feel like eating cereal what
about you" she asked me "Same here" I said and she reached for two bowls
and two spoons while I got the milk and the cereal. We went and sat down in
the dining room, I looked at Jackie's rings she had 2 in one hand and
anothe one in her left hand but the one on the left hand was her senior
ring from school it had a big yellow diamond and in said some words I could
read. "Morning" Jackie laughed and looked behind her was Dani and Jane
"It's noon" said Jackie and they started to laugh "Yeah sorry alot happened
yesterday" said jane "Oh we know" I said, I made Jane and Dani blush and
Jackie laugh, she's so cute, "Fuck were so sorry please Jackie don't tell
my mom" Dani begged jackie "I won't as long as you... I got nothing to
blackmail you with cousin" she said "Thank god" said Jane "Did you guys do
something like us" asked Dani "Uh Dani can I see you now!" Jackie said and
they both got up and went to another room, Jane asked me what that was all
about, I just shrugged.Jackie and Dani came back like 10 minutes later but
Jackie never told about the small talk they had. It seems so fast but 2
weeks past, there were 5 days till Christmas Jackie's hand was better she
didnt have to wear a cast anymore and she could strech now because 1 of her
ribs was better and wow it was just 2 weeks, her and I were so happy,
everyday she would leave a rose in my locker she knew my combo and what
type of flowers I liked she was amazing. I was at home studying for for a
test when I got an email from Gina, remember Gina is is the girl that sits
next to Jackie in biology, I opened it up and saw it was a invitation to a
party I wondered if Jackie was going did I mention I was now a cheerleader
yeah I tried out and got a part in the team so I could say I was sord of
popular but I was dating the most popular person in our school
Jackie. Jackie texted me "Hey baby want to go sledding with me and some
friends?" she asked me "I don't know I'm studying" I replied "Come on Ash
it will be fun and it's Saturday babe" she replied "Okay fine come pick me
up like in 20" I texted back, I got ready in 10 minutes and Jackie got here
in 15 she was wearing a red snow jacket and black snow pants and had white
snow boots and yes she only wore white shoes. I kissed her and we went to
the car it was nice and warm and smelled like cinnamon it was so romantic
"hey I called the doctor and he said it was alright if I played in a
snowball fight but not sledding" she said looking at me "Really ugh I hate
snowball fights I always get hurt" I said "Don't worry I'll protect you"
she said I kissed her on the cheek and said I knew she would we got to this
school it had a nice field really open we went to the soccer field and
Jane, Dani , Jessica , Stacy, Paul, Bobby, and Dereck were all there, we
were awesomest people. Everyone was sledding but I sat with Jackie "Ashley
get out of here go slide with them" she said in a funny voice "No I
couldn't leave you" I said "Don't worry I have to talk with Paul can you
call him over on your way up" she said I kissed her and told her I would, I
got up to the top of a hill on the other side on the soccer field and told
Paul that Jackie needed to talk with him, he took the sled and went to sit
down next to Jackie.-------
JACKIE
Next day I got up and went to call my mom I wanted to tell her about
everything even though she would get pissed at me, I told her how I met
Ashley and what happened at the dance but she was too proud of me to get
mad about the fight. I was about to end the call when I felt some soft arms
around my waist I told my mom I had to go and she understood. I turned
around and said goodmorning "Good morning who was that?" she asked me I
told her it was my mother, we decided to have breakfast together. We sat
down it was quiet until Dani and Jane showed up they looked so embarrassed
I laughed a little "Morning" said Dani "Its noon" I told her I had to laugh
again "Sorry alot happened yesterday" said Jane "Oh we know" said Ashley
making me laugh so hard it hurt my ribs Jane and Dani were blushing. Dani
pleaded for me not to tell on her, she had to be a dumbass and ask if
anything happened between me and Ashley "Uh Dani can I see you now" I said
and got up we went into the office. "Dani why would ask such a thing?" I
asked Dani "Well it's never been a secret between us I just wanted to know
why what's wrong" "Ashley almost left because of you two" "Why what did we
do, we were just having fun with each others bodies" she said smiling
"Exactly... Ashley is still a virgin an she thought I wanted to have sex
with her but she was nervous" I said "Shit sorry cousin I never thought Ash
would be a virgin" "Shut up Dani don't mention this I love her okay please
don't mess it up" I said and I gave her a hug and we went back to the table
but never mention that small talk. Wow it's been two weeks damn time flies
when you are having fun. At school I was the class clown but also the kid
with good grades I loved hanging out with Ashley and I love making her
laugh I would also joke in school with everyone, I hated how she had to go
to class and see David, I saw him in the hallway he had a broken nose haha
sweet. Today was the day I planned on telling Ashley that I was leaving to
California in two days I was nervous, I texted Ashley if she wanted to go
sledding with me and some friends, she hesitated at first but I convinced
her. I drove to her house and waited for her to open the door damn even in
snow clothes she looked hot she was wearing tight blue snow suit and white
boots she loved the color blue and now so did I but my favorite color was
red. I kissed her an we went into my car I made sure it was nice and warm
for her, I told her that my doctor let me play snowball fight but not sled,
yeah did I mention 1 of my ribs was better and I didn't have to wear a cast
on my left hand now it was just a bandage like the one I had round my
waist. When we got there my favorite friends were there that included Paul,
Dereck, Bob, Dani, Stacy, Jess, and Jane, Ashley sat next to me while
everyone was sledding, I felt bad because I knew she wanted to go slide so
I told her to go and slide but to call Paul for me. "Have you told her yet"
he asked referring to me telling Ashley when I leave "No I haven't, I know
I need but I just can't find a right time but I will make sure I tell her
today" "You better we leave tomorrow at midnight" he said "I know god but
that means she will totally spend Christmas alone because her parents are
going on a trip" "Just tell you cousin to go hang out with her" "Yeah right
she has to stay with my aunt they always stay together for Christmas, maybe
I can get her to go to my aunts house" "There you go just tell her, sure
she will get pissed but you have to she'll understand" he said, god he can
be a smart ass sometimes, "Maybe I can get her like a necklace when I come
back, when are we coming back?" I asked him "I think the 24 around 8pm,
maybe you can still make the party" he said "Thats great thanks I'll tell
her later when I drop her off" I said "How about we have a snowball fight?"
he asked "Your on... SNOWBALL FIGHT EVERYONE" I yelled and pretty soon
there were snowball flying everywhere through the air, I rushed to defend
Ashley I threw a snowball at everyone,everyone also had a teammate Paul
with Bobby Dereck with Stacy and Jessica Dania and Jane were on one team, I
had good aim I was in baseball team, "Stay here" I said and kissed her, I
got up and went to war haha wow I felt like a soldier already and she was
my honey that I left behind. The war lasted for like an hour but than
everyone gave up and my princess and I won the battle. Everyone said it was
time for them to go home, I went up to Paul and told I got in the car with
Ashley, this was my moment to tell her. "Ashley" I said as I parked outside
her driveway "What's up?" she asked looking into my eyes "Ashley remember
about the flight to California, yeah I didn't mention what day did I" "No
you didn't, when is it" "It's in... I leave tomorrow at midnight" "What?
Jackie why didn't you tell me earlier?" she asked in a furious tone "Ashley
I couldn't I thought I would tell you ealier but I chickened out I'm sorry
Ashley" "And you wait till the last minute wow Jackie you surprise that is
so frigging stupid of you, this means that I will spend my Christmas alone
without anyone, you know Grace was never like this she always told me weeks
before an event she is better than you" she said loud and opened the car
door and shut it hard, fuck I thought to myself, I had to find a way to
make it up, I headed home and straight to my room I told Paul what happened
and he told me that I could always fix it she is just making a big deal,
maybe she was but she was going to spend Christmas alone. I stayed awake
till 2 am I called and texted Ashley numerous times but to no luck. I got
up the next day and packed up my clothes Paul said he was coming over at
10pm to make sure we have everything necessary for the flight. It was
already 10 and I hadn't heard a thing about Ashley, I guess she was pretty
mad, Paul and I went over everything about business I had a few years of
practice because I helped my dad with business papers, I would check my
phone everynow and then to see if Ashley replied or called but nothing. It
was Midnight and we were all in the van on the way to the airport "Yo is
Ashley pissed?" asked Dereck "Yeah Hommie D she is" hommie D was his
nickname "Sorry, well we all know you can fix it, I mean you are pretty
smooth with girls" he said, I chuckled a little bit "I hope I said. We
arrived at the airport and we were all set they already checked our bags
and we went through that security scanning thing, I was talking with some
girl at the airport, she was Italian, 20 had double d breast and black hair
she was cute but she was the one doing all the flirting, I was thinking
about Ashley "So if you do become famous would you invite me to the party?"
she asked me in a seductive way "Of course, I would make sure someone picks
you up to go to the party" I said and made her laugh then I heard "Flight
143 to California will be leaving in 15 minutes" I got up and said "Well
nice talking to you thats my flight" "Haha you have to be kidding me thats
my flight too what seat do you have?" she asked me "48B what about you?"
"No way I have 48A" she said "No way thats so cool its like meant to be,
than come on lets go" I said "wait I have to make a quick call" I added "
okay I'm going to go to the plane see you there" she said, I called Ashley
but she didnt answer again so I left a voicemail and I never leave
voicemails by the way "Hey Ashley, its me , I know you are mad at me for
not telling you but I just didn't know how to tell you, anyways I'm leaving
and I just want you to remember that no matter what happens between us I
will never stop being there for you, I will always be on your side, and by
the way I took so long to say I love you because I wanted it to be special
like you, because you are special to me, bye Ash" I said and hang up. I got
into the plane and sat next to Paisley.-------
ASHLEY
Shortly after Paul went to talk with Jackie there was a huge snowball war I
was with Jackie ofcourse and she protected me from everything even with 3
broken ribs and a wounded wrist no one could get to me, she was my hero, I
loved how she told me to stay behind this little fort she built while she
went out to fight with everyone. It ended after like almost an hour,
everyone had to head home, Jackie ran to tell something to Paul before
getting in the car, I wonder what. "Ashley" she said while she was putting
the car in park right in my driveway, I asked her whats up and thats when
she started talking about her flight to California I was so happy she had
this hug shot, I was even happier that she would spend this Christmas with
me, but she said that she was leaving tomorrow at midnight to California
god I got so pissed off, I started to yell at her I was so mad that I said
Grace was better than her and it was true, I guess I made the wrong choice
of a girlfriend, after I said Grace was better than her I got off the car
without giving her a chance to say anything. I ran to my room and cried
myself to sleep, I mean how could Jackie be so stupid and wait till the
last minute to tell me when she is leaving, god I was so pissed now. The
next day I stayed home and watched some tv, I had my phone with me, Jackie
would text me every hour apologizing and sometimes called but I didn't
answer, I didn't want to hear her voice. It was 12am which meant Jackie
would be leaving to California any hour, I was getting tired but then at
2am I got a call from Jackie I didn't answer I jut wanted to sleep and
think things through. The next day I got up and got ready for school I
checked my phone it had a voicemail, I sat down and listened to it "Hey
Ashley, its me, I know you are mad at me for not telling you but I just
didn't know how to tell you, anyways I'm leaving and I just wanted to say
that no matter what happens between us I will never stop being there for
you, I will always be on your side, and by the way I took so long to say I
love you because I wanted it to be special like you because you are special
to me, bye Ashley" said Jackie, god I felt so foolish for being so mean
with Jackie, I can't believe I said that Grace was better than her, that
wasn't true Grace will never be anything like Jackie, I wanted to call her
but I couldn't I had to go to school. When I got to school I went up to
Dani "Hey Dani do you know when Jackie's flight arrives at California?"
"Yeah I think she said she would arrive at 10 am why?" she asked me "Well
we got into a fight and the whole day yesterday I didn't answer her" "Oh
wow Ashley, I think you should just leave it she will call you" she said
"Maybe I don't know, I am still pretty mad at her I mean she never
mentioned she wasn't going to be here for Christmas" "Yeah I know right"
she said and we went to our classes. The day went by so slowly god it was
killing me, when Jackie was here school felt like an hour long and the test
was so hard, Jackie would always study with me before the test. I got home
and went to do my home I went to do my homework, I got a text from Gina
"Hey you excited about the party the 24th" "Yeah I can't wait" I said "Oh
really, I heard you are single now, if you are you should go out with some
guy at the party" she texted back "Yeah I guess I am single now, but I'll
see if I feel like dating that day" I said and god I felt like a slut.It
was the 24th and I was getting ready to go to the party at the end I didn't
call Jackie,well I did but she didn't answer, I tried to forget about her
not seeing her for 3 days felt so different. I put on a skirt and tight
aeropostale shirt, I put on my boots and waited for Jane come pick me up,
my parents left yesterday to Oregon on some case just another Christmas
without them. We went to Ginas it was packed with people and the music was
so loud I loved it, a few hours passed but I hadn't drank anything, I was
sitting outside when some guy decided to come sit next to me it was David
"Hey Ashley look I'm sorry that I did that to you at the dance I just
couldn't control myself" he said "I forgive you but I will never forget
because you really scared me there and you hurt Jackie pretty bad" "Yeah I
know but she did break my nose and it hurt alot" he said while we were
talking he offered me a drink I don't know what it was but I drank some of
it and that was enough to make me dizzy. We were talking for a long time
and he was actually pretty nice he complimented me on many things, then he
made his move I let him continue I mean I had no idea what was going on
after kissing for a while he strarted touching me I was feeling aroused but
in my mind I wasn't kissing him I was kissing Jackie, I told him to stop
because I didn't want to have sex here so we just lied by the pool and he
asked me to be his girlfriend and I surprisingly said yes. I walked over to
Dani and asked her if we could leave she seemed mad at me I wonder why, we
left like an hour later. We got in Jane's car "Did I do something" I asked
them "Ugh Ashley you did alot of things today here" she said handing me a
box "Jackie left this for you" she said "But Jackie is in California" I
said "She came back today having the best intention of being with you but
when she found you, you were shirtless at the party and David was kissing
you" she said real mad "I didnt know what I was doing" I said "Of course
you didn't" she said with an attitude. The rest of the ride was quiet they
dropped me off at my house and didn't even say bye, I went inside and sat
down on the couch, I looked at the wooden box, I took a deep breath and
opened it, it was so beautiful it was an A filled with blue diamonds ands
plated with gold all around it "Ugh Jackie I'm so stupid for doing that to
you" I thought to myself. I tried on the necklace it was so beautiful. I
checked my phone and I saw I had a new message from an unknown number, I
opened it up "It's Jackie, I lost my phone at the airport so I got a new
one, I got you that necklace as a gift, I saw you with David which
obviously means were over I get it, hope you enjoy you're gift"-------
JACKIE
The guys sat together except for me i had to sit next to Paisley, we
started talking to me about college and how hard it is, she wants to be a
lawyer. She gave me great advice on things not to do at parties haha mostly
illegal stuff. "So Jackie you single?" she asked me "Well I don't know you
see we just got in this fight and she made a big deal about it so I don't
know" "Oh that sucks how long have you guys been dating?" "Uh a month" I
said "Wow that's not very long" "Yeah I know, I mean I love her she is
amazing but I think she is overreacting, but since I won't be there until
like 9 on Christmas eve I want to get her a necklace" "Oh sweet of you
what's her name?" she asked "Ashley" "Pretty name" "Yeah hey if you're not
doing anything I would love if you would picket out with me well that is if
you want" I said "Yeah that be fun" "Cool I'm just not good at picking the
jewelry" I said "I know what you mea, here" she said and took out a pen
"Let me see you hand" she said, she wrote her number on my hand "Wow you
must be strong because you have alot of veins" she said "Yeah well I don't
want to brag but I have an 8 pack" I said "Liar" "Wanna look?" "Sure" she
said and I lifted my shirt a little bit for her to see my abs, but they
were mostly covered by bandages "Whoa what happened" she asked "Well, my
school had a dance and I was part of the entertainment, our band got to
play, after playing some songs we took a break I went to look for Ashley
and I found her getting touched everywhere by one of my friends I rushed
over and pulled him of of her but he was quick and punched me in the
stomach breaking 3 of my ribs but I dint back down I punched him in the
nose so hard he got a broken nose and I had a broken wrist and well yeah"
"Wow you would do anything for that girl huh?" she said "Yeah I guess I
would" we stopped talking she fell asleep and laid her head on my shoulder
I fell asleep a while later. I woke up right when the flight landed in
california I asked some guy what time it was "It's 9:56" "Okay Thankyou" I
said and woke Paisley up "God so it wasn't a dream that I met you" she said
"Haha nope congratulations" I said, we got off the plane "You guys this is
Paisley" I said and they all greeted her "Jackie I have to go my friends
are here, call me" said Paisley but before leaving she gave me a kiss on
the cheek. The guys and I went to check in to a hotel that the record
producing business called Golden Records had paid for us. It was a fancy
place I had been in other fancy hotels but this one was nicer, I went to
get my phone from my suitcase but I couldnt find "oh shit I think I lost it
in the airport" I thought to myself, Paul came in my room and told me that
we had our first meeting at 3 so we had like 3 hours to sleep. I fell
asleep but for only an hour I got up and put on some formal clothes and by
that I mean a pair of jeans and a button up shirt and topped it with my
leathe jacket, We went out to get something to drink. We went outside, Bob
and Hommie D were talking to me about Paisley and how I should fuck her,
Paul was talking on the phone with Mr.Henry, he said that Mr.Henry sent us
a ride we waited for a while and then a limo stopped right infront of us
"Are you EPRFECT?" asked the guy in a suit with a very deep voice. We got
in the limo and started talking about how cool this was and it was just the
beginning. We met some of Mr.Henry's associates and we talk for hours until
we came to an agreement they said that we will play in a concert and the
crowd will decide if we get a record deal. After the meeting Mr.Henry said
he rented a car for us and started asking me about the fight I enjoyed
answering his questions. The day went fast and tomorrow was our last day
here. Next day I got up early and asked Paul if I could borrow the car
which happened to be a camaro it was cool, Paul gave me the keys I went to
my room and used the phone I dialed Paisleys number to luck she answered
me, I went to go pick her up. I got to her friends building and was greeted
with a warm hug, "Wait here I'll go get ready" she said and ran to the room
"So you are the next rockstar" "One can only hope, I'm Jackie" I said
smiling and extending my hand "I'm Anne" she looked almost like Paisley
except she had brown hair and had pale skin compared to Paisley, Paisley
and I went to the closest mall. We went in so many jewelry stores it was
insane, she told me she would hold my hand so we don't get lost. She picked
out this beautiful A that had blue diamonda all over and was plated with
gold, "She would love this" "You think" I said and she nodded. We decided
to have dinner that night, taking her back to her friend's place she
started talking "Jackie I can't believe we never met and just when we meet
you have a girlfriend" "Haha I know right, Paisley your really fantastic, I
hope I get to see you soon, like when you're on spring break you can crash
at my place" I said and gave her my address. "Well I guess this is a
goodbye" she said "Yeah I guess so" "Jackie can I ask you something?" "Haha
you just did, just say it" I said "Um Jackie since I might not see for like
ever and you don't have a official relationship, can I give you a kiss?"
"Um, I don't know if I could, um okay let's just kiss" "Sweet" she said and
leaned in and gave me a kiss on the cheek which turned to a kiss on the
lips when she pulled away "Wow, bye Jackie" she said "Bye Paisley" I said
and we gave eachother last hug, "Hey I will call you when I get my new
phone" I said and she smiled and I headed to the hotel to pack. We all
packed up and the next morning we headed to the airport Paul told me that
the concert was on February 25. We got in our plane at 12am which meant
that my plane would land over at New York around 8pm which would give me
time to get a new phone. We arrived at Mahopac god I missed my bed so
much. I went out to my local phone store and told them my situation and
they gave me a new iPhone it's amazing how it had all my contacts already
there all I need is to add music to it. It was 10 and the party had started
like an hour ago, I went home and changed into another pair of jeans and a
loose shirt. I left in my mustang to the party, I got to the party and got
a billion hugs and questions about the trip to California, I found Dani and
asked her where Ashley was she told me she was by the pool, I ran to the
pool and couldn't believe what I was seeing, Ashley wasn't wearing a shirt
and David was kissing her everywhere, I didnt want to stop them because it
seemed like she was enjoying it so I let it be. I wanted to cry but didn't
I walked up to Dani and gave get the wooden box with Ashley's necklace in
it. I left home and went to play some sad songs on the guitar god I never
felt so demoralized that night I went to sleep early I was hurt everywhere
but what hurt the most is that Ashley isn't that type of person to do such
a thing she has always been a sweet innocent girl at least that's what I
thought. The next day I woke up and did the normal stuff I used to do
before I met Ashley I went to eat breakfast and watch tv, around 4pm I
heard a knock on the door I was wearing my shorts and a tank top, it was
Gina she started looking at me like she was a tiger and I was the onyx "hey
so is everything ready for the party?" asked Gina "What party?" I asked her
"Dani said that there would be a party here today and the people are all
coming here in 2 hours" "What okay fine I am lonely so what the he'll let's
throw the party but I need help do you mind" I said "see I knew that Dani
didn tell you about this party so I came all prepared let me get the
decorations from my car" she said god she is fantastic. Me and Gina worked
fast and before we knew it was full of decorations, I reached over and put
my a around her waist, "Thanks Gina, I'm glad I have you" I said "No
problem Jackie, and by the way I heard what happened between David and
Ashley I'm real sorry " she said "Yeah Ashley is yesterdays news I'll see
what the news for today""Yeah I hope you do find good news today" she said
an I hope she is right. Pretty soon alot of people started coming in and
they all brought a gift for me it's like it was my birthday, "Yo Jackie we
heard about Ashley dude she ain't something right for you or maybe she was
drunk" "Hahah I love how in this small town the message gets to everyone" I
said and then everyone started having fun, I was having even though Ashley
was here I saw her hanging out with the cheerleading squad" I hated looking
at her because it brought me pain but I noticed she was wearing the
necklace it looked beautiful on her. A lot of girls asked me out but I said
that I would see at the end of the night. I told Dani that I was going to
go outside for a smoke and she knew that I only smoked when I wasn't happy
or worried, she and Jane joined me outside, Jane smoked but my cousin only
smoked one time a week and she said she smoked yesterday "Jackie how did it
go in California?" asked Jane "Fantastic we actually signed a contract that
said we would play in a concert in February and then the audience will pick
if we get a shot on becoming the next big thing" "That's fantastic cousin,
did you meet anyone new"asked Dani "Well yeah I did her name is Paisley and
she is 20 years old" "Did you guys do anything?" "No I thought I still had
something with Ashley but it wasn't like what I thought, anyways Paisley
did ask me for a kiss" I said "Oh did you kiss her in the mouth?" asked
Jane "No I kissed her on the cheek" I said , I sucked on the tip of the
cigarette to get some smoke out of it, and then I heard a voice from behind
me "Jackie can we talk alone?" it was Ashley "Ashley you have alot of nerve
coming up here to talk to Jackie I should grab this lighter and..." "That's
enough please could you guys leave us alone" I said interrupting Dani in
mid sentence "Fine come on Jane" then Dani left with Jane. "We have nothing
to talk about Ashley""Jackie look I'm sorry I never wanted to do this to
you, I really love you" she said "Ha yeah you love me so much that you got
a boyfriend" "Jackie you don't get it, it just happened I didn't plan this
I was drunk and well yeah, I know what it feels like" she said thats when I
take the cigarette out of my mouth, threw it to the ground and stepped on
it "Ashley close your eyes, just close your eyes, you are starting your
last year in high school and you enter homeroom and instatly fall in love
with the new girl, you guys become friends and soon start dating, you go to
a school dance while you are playing with your band your girlfriend is
dancing with your cousin and her girlfriend, after you get off stage you
try to avoid everyone and go be with your girlfriend you ask your cousin
where she is and she says she is in the hallway, you look and look and you
find her practically about to be raped by one of your friends you get all
this anger inside you and you go help her by getting his attention but he's
quick he punches you in the stomach and you hear a crack but don't give up
you punch him hard enough to break his nose and your own wrist, first thing
that crosses your mind is how much your girlfriend is going through, you
guys sort things out and everything goes back to normal but you forget to
mention to your girlfriend what day you leave to another state and you get
into an arguement but you go on the trip anyways but before you call and
text hoping she would answer but she doesn't, in the airport you meet this
girl she is all over you but you think about your girlfriend and how you
want to be faithful, you ask the girl to help you find the perfect gift for
your girlfriend, you get the gift you head back home and to the party your
girlfriend will be at, but the night you were expecting to be filled with
love gets full with hate because you find your girlfriend making out like
there is no tomorrow with the guy that tried to rape her, Ashley you don't
know how it hurts and trust me you never want to becuase it will kill you"
I said and left back inside leaving her to think about reality.-------
ASHLEY
I get up and go eat cereal, it feels so weird being alone on Christmas but
I remembered I was invited to a party at Jackie's I mean everyone was
going. I feel horrible of what I did to Jackie, I want to get back with her
and be in her arms and kissing her cherry lips, I got dressed and went to
Olivia's house, Olivia was another one of Jackie's ex and she was on the
cheerleading squad with me, she said that from there we would leave to
Jackie's party. Olivia picked me up and we went to her house to hang out,
"Hey Ashley so how does it feel to hurt Jackie" asked Olivia "It hurts like
shit, I mean I don't know what her reaction but I know it wasn't a smile"
"Yeah we all hurt Jackie and it haunts us and you know what hurts the most
is that we all get another chance but we all mess up again, so Ashley if
Jackie gives you another chance which we all know she will because she
thinks everyone deserves a second chance please do your best not to mess it
up because Jackie is something everything anyone would want" "I hope" "Wait
aren't you going out with David?" asked Stephanie "Fuck I am, god I am such
an idiot I don't know what I am doing in life now" I said "Ashley don't
date David he is an perverted asshole" said Stephanie "Hey where did you
get that necklace from?" asked Olivia changing the subject "Jackie gave it
to me" "You see thats what I love about Jackie, she buys this beautiful
gifts for us and never asks for them back" said Olivia. We headed to the
party and when we got there it was full, I was trying to find Jackie and
apologize over everything, I went to look for her everywhere and when I
found her she was smoking outside talking with Jane and Dani, I remember
Dani told me that Jackie only smokes when she is worried or just unhappy, I
went outside and ask if I could talk with Jackie alone and Dani started
getting mad saying I'm this and that but Jackie told them to both leave,
Jackie told me we have nothing to talk about "Jackie look I'm sorry I never
wanted this to happen to you, I love you" I said and she chuckled "You love
me so much you got a boyfriend" she said "Jackie you don't get it, it just
happened I didn't plan for this I was drunk and well yeah I know what it
feels like" I said, Jackie took a deep breath and threw her cigarette on
the floor "Ashley close your eyes, just close your eyes, you are starting
your last year in high school and you enter homeroom and instatly fall in
love with the new girl, you guys become friends and soon start dating, you
go to a school dance while you are playing with your band your girlfriend
is dancing with your cousin and her girlfriend, after you get off stage you
try to avoid everyone and go be with your girlfriend you ask your cousin
where she is and she says she is in the hallway, you look and look and you
find her practically about to be raped by one of your friends you get all
this anger inside you and you go help her by getting his attention but he's
quick he punches you in the stomach and you hear a crack but don't give up
you punch him hard enough to break his nose and your own wrist, first thing
that crosses your mind is how much your girlfriend is going through, you
guys sort things out and everything goes back to normal but you forget to
mention to your girlfriend what day you leave to another state and you get
into an arguement but you go on the trip anyways but before you call and
text hoping she would answer but she doesn't, in the airport you meet this
girl she is all over you but you think about your girlfriend and how you
want to be faithful, you ask the girl to help you find the perfect gift for
your girlfriend, you get the gift you head back home and to the party your
girlfriend will be at, but the night you were expecting to be filled with
love gets full with hate because you find your girlfriend making out like
there is no tomorrow with the guy that tried to rape her, Ashley you don't
know how it hurts and trust me you never want to becuase it will kill you"
she said and left back inside, I stood there and thought over and over of
what she said and I think she is right it would kill me if someone did what
I did to Jackie, after a while I went inside and went to be next to David,
he started putting his hand up my shirt and no one had touched me up there
except him, I saw Jackie go into her room, I kissed David in the mouth and
told him I would be right back, I went in and Jackie was lying in her bed
with one arm on her face and another one on her stomach, I locked the door
so we could talk "Jackie let me talk" "Anything you say doesn't matter to
me anymore" she said "Okay... when you told me you were leaving I was
crushed because I wanted to spend Christmas with you, I called but you
didn't answer, I went to the party and well I had some drinks and I went to
sit outside alone to think and then David showed up and he was sweet it
reminded me of you and we just kissed and I wanted to go home and..."
"Ashley do you see what you are causing me" she said with tears coming down
her eyes "when I was with you everyday was a party and before you it was a
party but not everyday but now there is a party in my house and I don't
find it fun, Ashley please come back with me I'll forgive just don't stay
with David please" "Jackie I love that you forgive me but David is better
than you think, he is sweet and kin--" "No he isn't Ashley open your eyes
and realize that he is trying to gain your trust and fuck you" she said
holding my hands, I pulled away "No he isn't he loves me" I said pulling
away and turning my back at her "Ashley no one will ever love you like I
do" she said. I left the room without saying a word to Jackie. I told David
I didn't feel well and he took me home instead of Olivia. A week passed and
the winter break was over and we were all back to school Dani and Jane
forgived me and we were back to normal, I went to homeroom and thought sure
David was nothing like Jackie still he was a gentleman, I got to homeroom
and saw Jackie come in she was in her usual clothes ,blue jeans, a purple
shirt , and purple and white sneakers she was wearing a black zipper sweat
shirt, she looked really happy I wonder why "Hey guys whats up" she said
and sat down next to Jessica "Thats the Jackie we know" "Ha yeah everything
is going great now, I mean my ribs aren't hurting that much and my hand is
fantastic" she said smiling, she had really white teeth they were beautiful
she was like an actress who had everything anyone could ever want, we
walked to class together Jackie walked next to me and didn't stop smiling
for a second she was so happy today "Jackie can I ask why are you so happy"
I asked "Why shouldn't I be" "We just broke up" I said "Heres the thing I
always find someone new after a break up and the break ups might hurt me in
the inside but I will try not to show it on the outside" she said "Wait did
you say you always find someone new" "Yup" "Who is it?" I asked her "You'll
see" she said and went inside the classroom, who could it be that I thought
to myself, I sat down and I saw Jackie waiting by the door that meant who
ever she was with was in this homeroom, in walked Madison Grain she was a
blonde she had green eyes, a nice ass, big boobs, she was in the lacrosse
team she had a built body too, "Hey Maddie" said Jackie and she turn
towards Jackie's way she put one of her arms around Jackie's neck and
pulled her into a kiss, and then David came and sat next to me "Hey sexy"
he said and kissed me "Hey" I said, in the outside I looked happy but in
the inside I was full of sadness because it seems to me Jackie has gotten
over me in a little over a week. The rest of the day Jackie sat next to
either Dani or Jessica, or Maddie, I wanted to march over and slap Jackie
in the face. It's been almost a month and I saw Jackie and Maddie were
crazy in love, everyone was invited to this party that Stephanie was
throwing for her birthday and everyone in school was invited. I got to the
party, Jackie and I were friends like she said we would be if we did break
up, Jackie took us all to the party, her house was big, I went up to hang
out with David for a while then I went to hang out with Jackie just Jackie
no one else. We talked like how when we met she was nice and patient and
would help me on somethings that were bothering me and it's like she
promised she would always be by my side. Then I went to hangout with David,
he told me that he wanted to go to a special place, we got in his beat up
old truck and left the party I didn't even tell any of my friends. David
parked at this old house he told me to follow him inside "Whose place is
this" I asked "It used to be my dads when he was a kid" "Yeah? that's cool
so what are we doing here?" "Well I was hoping we could you know" "No
thanks can you take me back" I said and then he went from a gentleman to an
ape he pushed me against the wall "You listen to me when I say I want to
fuck we fuck haha did you actually think I loved you ha please the only
thing I love is sex which is what we are going to have now" he said and
pulled me by my hair upstairs where there was a bed and candles all around
it I managed to kick him in the balls so he hit me in the head and I was
dizzy and soon everything went black.-------
JACKIE
After I went inside I had a few sodas I was sad because I was still in
shock of what Ashley did, after a while I left to my room I had the biggest
headache all I wanted to do was sleep. I lay on my bed about to fall asleep
when I heard the door open I didn't even bother to look because my best
guess was that it was Ashley and it was, she started talking to me of how
it all happened but I really didn't care of how it happened I was pissed
off at who she chose over me I was worried because really all that guy
wants to do is fuck girls and I started to cry and told her that we could
be together and I forgive her but all she has to do is leave David and I
her that David doesn't love her that all he wants to is fuck her but she
didnt want to believe me she just left and left me alone, I stopped crying
and lay back down on my bed and the another person came in it was Maddie
Grain uh I remember when we used to date I've known her since 6th grade
"Hey Jackie can we talk?" she asked ugh so many people to talk to today
"Yeah sure sit" I said and instead of sitting on the other she sat in my
bed next to me "Jackie I'm sorry what happened between you and Ashley, but
you always find a new person right?" "Yeah I guess, but it hurts to know
that she is going out with David he is being a fucking idiot" I said "Yeah
I'm sorry she is but Jackie I want you to know that I'm here for ya, come
on you aren't the Jackie I used to know because the Jackie I know used to
party everyday no matter what" she said and put her hand on top of mine
"Maddie I really appreciate it but I don't know where to start from" "How
about we start by playing some game on the xbox, I know you love to play
guitar hero and remember you taught me how to play it let's play some song"
she suggested "Alright you're on" I said and we started to play and then
after a few rounds we quit I told her if she wanted something to drink that
I would get it, she asked for a pepsi she didn't didn't smoke or drink
anything bad. We sat down on the floor and started to watch a movie,
"Jackie did you ever stop liking me?" she asked I took a deep breath looked
at the floor and the looked at her "I have to be honest sometimes I do wish
we never broke up" I said "Jackie what would you do if I kissed you?" "I
would let you kiss me" I said and she leaned in and gave me a small kiss on
the lips I smiled and kissed her back, we made out for a couple of minutes
and that kiss made me happy it made me notice it's not the end of the world
and that I would have anyone by my side and that I could get Ashley back
any day. The week passed and there was school today, I called Maddie
everyday like I always do with any of my girlfriends, that day I picked
Maddie up early I did tell Dani that I was going out with her and she was
happy for me at school I spent the morning walking around with Maddie and I
walked her to her homeroom where from there I told her I would see her in
class, I kissed her on the cheek and left "Hey guys what's up" I asked and
sat next to Jessica then Dani is like thats the Jackie we know "Ha yeah,
everything is going great now, I mean my ribs arent hurting that much and
my hand is fantastic" I said and god I was happy but in the inside I wanted
revenge on Ashley, the bell rang and we all walked together to class and
that's when Ashley asked me why I was so happy because we just broke up I
told her that I would always find someone new and it's true I walked into
class ugh I had this class with David and of course Ashley, I put my books
and waited by the door for Maddie, and when she came in I snuck up behind
her and said hey and then we kissed, I knew that inside Ashley was jealous
but I actually still did like Maddie a little but not like I used to when
we first started dating, the rest of the day went fast that day I arranged
for my band to practice at my house, "Yo Jackie can I talk to you" asked
Dereck from the kitchen "Yeah I'll be there in a second" I said and got up
to go talk with him, "Whats up Hommie D" "Jackie I seen you with Maddie and
I think what you are doing is wrong?" "What part is wrong Dereck?" "Well
Jackie you are using Maddie to get back at Ashley and thats just messed up
Jackie, tell me if you like Maddie and I won't say anything" he said real
sincere "Look Dereck I like Maddie okay just let me control my life" I said
and looked at him with an angry face "Alright Jackie I'm sorry I just want
to help you" he said "It's okay come on were going to watch a movie" I said
and we walked actually we skipped like little kindagarteners to the living
room. A month has passed since me and Dereck had that talk, there was a
party today I was planning to tell Maddie that I have been using her I know
she would get pissed but I would find a way to make it up, after school I
went to the gas station, "Hey Greg" I said to the clerk he was one of my
friends too, I got gas and a car wash my mustang looked hot today I don't
why but it's like today was going to be full of luck. I did my homework and
went to get ready for the party, I put on jeans and a black long sleeve
shirt and my white sneakers, I went to pick up Ashley, Dani, and Jane I
didn't pick Maddie up because she went over to Stephanie's house after
school on the bus, when we got to the party I was hugged like crazy but I
was looking for Maddie and when I found her she was in a corner kissing
Charlotte a girl from my basketball team I was happy because I wouldn't
feel that bad for using her but still again I get cheated on at a party and
that has happened a lot, "Maddie" I said very calm that's when she turned
around "uh Jackie it's not what it looks like" she said very nervous "Can
we talk for a second" I said and we went to an empty room to talk "Jackie
I'm sorry I don't know what happened" "Maddie calm down" "Wait youre not
mad?" "Well not really, Maddie look I feel horrible but I have to admit I
was using you and I'm so sorry, I was planning to break up with you because
I don't want to continue something that will never last" "Oh Jackie I was
going to ask you to take time to think because I know you still like Ashley
and I didn't want you to try and force yourself to like me" "Maddie I love
you but as a friend okay, and when I saw you kissing Charlotte made me
realize that she might be the best for you and I don't mind if you go
downstairs and make out with her, have fun Maddie" I said and she hugged me
"Jackie I love you" she said but in a friend way and left downstairs to go
back into Charlotte's arms, I stayed in the room and thought if Ashley
still liked me and then I remembered that I had to give her her necklace
that she must've dropped at my house the day before when I was teaching her
a song on the guitar, I took it out of my pocket and went downstairs to try
to find her I got close to the kitchen when I overheard David talking with
some nerds guys who by the way weren't in our league "... yeah I'm going to
take her to my dad's old house and we can have sex there and if she doesn't
wanna I'm going to force her because I have been with her for almost two
months and she hasn't given me anything and I'm sick ha that bitch actually
thinks I love her..." "Hey Jackie" said some girls sitting on the couch"
making me unable to hear what David was saying, I knew where his dad used
to live because my dad's friend who works with the police told me that his
father David's dad killed his mother there and David was forced to live
with his grandma and wow he hadn't learn to respect women god I wanted to
rip off his dick, but I needed to find Ashley but I just couldn't "Hey
girls whats up I said walking to the girls trying not to look suspicious
because then David would suspect something "Not much we were just talking
about wet dreams we've had that all happen to include you" "Ha really I get
that alot, which dream is the best?" I asked them and I sat down next to
the brunette in a leather skirt and a pink tank top, "Why don't I just text
you my dream" "Uh... yeah sure why not" I said while looking around the
room for Ashley "Here I'll give you my number" she said handing me her
blackberry so I took my IPhone and handed it to her, "I didn't hear your
names..." "Oh I'm Tasha that's Amy and Rosey" said the girl with brown hair
and pointed to a blonde and a brunette and to be honest they were all
hot. I got up and went to look for Ashley but I couldn't find her I asked
people if they had seen her and they all said no except for this guy that
said she left with David god that gave me little time I rushed over to Dani
who was on top of Jane on the couch making out I never knew my cousin could
be so horny, I told her I would be back soon, I rushed to my mustang and
like in a action movie I turned the ignition on and started driving towards
Davids' Dad's house and exactly like in the movies I did drifts and all
that and the best part was it was raining it felt so cool but I was too
worried to think about cool, I reached the house in about 20 mins, I opened
the door real silently I heard someone upstairs I took my tire wrench with
me because with 3 broken ribs I had no chance against this guy, I reached
upstairs and there was a hole through the wall allowing me to see
everything that was going on god it hurt how Ashley was crying she had some
type of cloth in her mouth and she had her hands and feet handcuffed to the
bed and she was only wearing her panties and a bra I have never seen her
like that the closest I've to seeing her like that was changing in the
locker room but someone would always start talking to me, what you must do
when you're going to be in a fight is to know your enemy and their
surroundings as best as you can and here I am studying where David is and
what tools he has around him, "Bitch if you want this key then when I take
off your panties I will insert my little friend in there okay so don't do
anything stupid don't worry it won't hurt for long I LOVE VIRGINS" he said
laying the keys on a the side of the bed then unzipping his pants and Oh my
god he took out his dick and haha it was a little less than 5 inches he got
on the bed and was and was putting on his condom, I squeezed the tire
wrench "1.....2.....3" I thought and decided to make my move "Its now or
never" I thought and bursted through the door, he looked to his side and I
quickly hit him in the chest with the wrench but not too hard to kill but
enough to get him unconscious when he hit the floor, I took out my cell and
dialled 911 "Hello...yeah I need help my friend was handcuffed to a bed was
about to be raped and I came here right on time to help her...yeah he is on
the floor unconscious and still breathing I checked... on 14th Lane
Street...thankyou I will be here" I said and hang up they said an ambulance
and the cops were on their way, she said they would send an ambulance for
Ashley because this type of things can make a person crazy.I looked back
and remembered Ashley was still tied, I grabbed the keys and started taking
the handcuffs off "Don't worry Ashley" I kept on saying as I took them off,
I took off the last on and she took out the cloth she had in her mouth
herself and then she pulled me into a hug "Jackie thank you" "I said I
would always be there for a friend and here I am Ash" I said, and the I got
up and went to get her clothes from floor "here change the cops will be
here any minute" I said and let the room and went outside I could hear
sirens, I went outside and I saw the car cops getting closer and finally
they stopped and a tall man stepped out of the cruiser "Hello ma'am where
is your friend?" he asked me "my friend is inside and the guy who tried to
rape her is on the floor and I'm warning you that he isn't wearing clothes"
I said he smiled and said that he has seen worst stuff than another guy's
dick, David was awake now and he had his hands behind his back and
hancuffed, the officer asked me some questions and said that David was
going to jail for kidnapping and about to rape a women underage" he said
which only meant that David wasn't our age. The officer told me that David
was actually 20 not 18 and that he was going to jail, some paramedics took
Ashley in the ambulance and I got in my car and followed them, I waited and
waited and actually fell asleep and then after like 4 hours and finally the
nurse told me that Ashley would be out any minute and that I could take her
home, Ashley came out of a room with a neutral facial expression I put my
arm around her to comfort her it was 6 am, "Let's go get something to eat"
I said she just nodded. I stopped at the gas station and got us two french
vanillas and a bagel, we went to my restaurant and sat outside to watch the
sun come up, it was cold so I got a blanket I had in my trunk, the view was
so beautiful the sun was setting and the icy lake looked perfect, "Ashley
are you sure you're okay?" "Uh... yeah Jackie thank you" she said taking my
hand, she hadn't done that in almost a month, "No problem like I said I
will be there for you" "Jackie I'm so sorry" "For what?" "For not believing
you when you said that he only wanted to have sex with me, I was an idiot
and thought I knew him, I'm sorry I was so stupid in going out with him,
god sometimes I wish I could turn back time and still be with you, waiting
for you, you are the best person I ever dated" she said "Than why did you
cheat on me?" "I don't know..." she said looking into my eyes "...I have no
idea why I did that to you, I guess I thought we were done and when David
started talking to me it reminded me of you and how you were there when
Grace cheated on me and I don't know it just happened I wouldn't blame you
if you think of me as a slut or whore" "Ugh Ashley I did think of you as
whore, I'm sorry but thats how I see you, I mean where is that sweet
innocent girl I fell in love with I know she is in there just tell her I
miss her" I said smiling at her and that's when I remember I had her
necklace "here" I said and was giving her the necklace, "do you mind
putting it on me?" she asked me moving her hair to one side "nope " I said
and she turned around I put it over her head and then and her neck, as I
was trying to put the necklace on her perfume just like made me zone out
and I rubbed her shoulder up and down and then I kissed her neck and she
turned around and kissed me in the mouth "I love you Jackie Duarte" I
smiled at her kissed her back, she pushed me away and asked if I was still
dating Maddie "Unlike you we broke up and she is dating Charlotte" I said
"Do you want to be my girlfriend Ashley?" I asked her "I would love to" she
said and we kissed that's when my phone started to vibrate I looked at it
and it was Dani, "Hey cousin" "Jackie where have you been are you okay who
are you with" "Ha calm down don't worry something happened last night and
well I'll tell you the whole story later but all I can say is that me and
Ashley are together again" "Oh thats fantastic Jackie okay I'll see you
guys probably on monday" "Okay bye Dani say to Aunt Rose for me" I said and
hang up the phone, I looked into Ashley's eyes and pulled her into a hug
"Jackie do you love me again?" she asked me "Ashley I never stopped"
"Jackie please never let me go" she said "I wouldn't dream of it Ashley" I
said and kissed her on her head.-------
ASHLEY
I woke up handcuffed to a bed that smelled brand new, I noticed that I was
only wearing my bra and panties, I tried to free myself but to no luck then
it got worst David walked in and started walking around the bed looking up
and down my body, I started to cry because I was so scared I had no idea
what to do, "why was I so stupid in not believing Jackie when she told that
he only wanted to fuck me" I thought to myself just then David started
talking "okay bitch if you want this key than when I take off your panties
I will insert my little friend in there okay so don't do anything stupid"
he said taking off his pants and what I wasn't expecting was the size it
was the smallest dick I had ever seen(not that I have seen a lot) I wanted
to laugh but I was more scared than anything, he got on the bed and whe he
was putting his condom on that's when BOOM Jackie came through the door and
hit him to the floor and she picked up his hand and checked his pulse and I
was guessing he was still breathing because she didn't look worried, she
called the cops and explained the situation then she walked over and
grabbed the keys to unlock me and I took out the cloth that David had put
in my mouth to keep me from screaming, I gave her a hug I know it must have
hurt her ribs but she hugged me back anyway "Jackie thankyou" " I said I
would be there for a friend and here I am Ash" she said in the sweetest
voice. She told me to change and she headed outside to wait for the cops,
the cops took David away in a cruiser and then the cops started asking me
questions "Ma'am David has requested to get a lawyer to defend him which
means that you will have to go to court" "Okay sir I will be there but
when?" I asked him "oh we don't have a certain date but we will call and if
you have any questions please contact me" he said and walked to his
cruiser, some people guided me to an ambulance and headed to the hospital,
I was in this room where they asked me about everything like how he touched
me, how he took off my clothes, when did it happen, why would I go to an
empty house with a guy, and the question that really got me was when they
asked me why I would go out with a person. It was around 5 am when I was
finally out of that room they said that I would be okay just try not to
think of what happened I got out and there was Jackie sitting calmly
waiting for me "God why did I ever leave you" I thought to myself while
staring at Jackie, we walked outside and to her car she suggested we get
something to eat I just nodded my head. Jackie stopped at a gas station and
got us some french vanilla it was one of her favorites and mine too and she
got us a bagel and then drove her restaurant which was empty and we went to
sit outside by the frozen lake and watched the sun set, she asked me
"Ashley are you sure you're okay?" "Uh... yeah Jackie thank you" I said
taking her hand, I hadn't done that in almost a month, "No problem like I
said I will be there for you" "Jackie I'm so sorry" "For what?" "For not
believing you when you said that he only wanted to have sex with me, I was
an idiot and thought I knew him, I'm sorry I was so stupid in going out
with him, god sometimes I wish I could turn back time and still be with
you, waiting for you were the best person I ever dated" I said "Than why
did you cheat on me?" "I don't know..." I said looking into her eyes "...I
have no idea why I did that to you, I guess I thought we were done and when
David started talking to me it reminded me of you and how you were there
when Grace cheated on me and I don't know it just happened I wouldn't blame
you if you think of me as a slut or whore" "Ugh Ashley I did think of you
as whore, I'm sorry but thats how I see you, I mean where is that sweet
innocent girl I fell in love with I know she is in there just tell her I
miss her"she smiled then she let go of my hand and reached into her Jean
pocket for something, it was was the necklace she gave me "Do you mind
putting it on me?" I asked her and she said she would put it on, I turned
to my side and put my blond hair to the side, she put her arms over my head
and tried to put my necklace on. After she put it on she started rubbing my
shoulders up and down it actually was turning me on and then she kissed my
neck her kiss was fantastic and it was so electrifying I turned around and
gave her a kiss on the mouth, "I love you Jackie Duarte" she smiled at me
and leaned to kiss me back, I remembered she was dating Maddie so I pushed
her away and asked her about Maddie she told me that they broke up and she
is going out with Charlotte, she asked me if I wanted to be her girlfriend
ofcourse I said yes and then she got a call from Dani after she hang up I
asked her if she loved me again "Ashley I never stopped" she said "never
let me go" "I wouldn't dream of it she said and gave me a kiss on the
head. We went to my house to explain what happened my parents hugged me
like crazy while Jackie explained what happened, "Ashley you are grounded
for a week for going to a house alone with a boy" "But mom I-" "Ashley it
ain't that bad just accept it" said Jackie stopping me before I would say
something I'd regret, my parents let me hang out with Jackie in my room for
a while but then Jackie had to go home to practice with her band, "Jackie I
never gave you my Christmas present to you" I said reaching for my
sketching notebook and pulled out a drawing of her in jeans and a yellow
jacket with white shoes, she stared at it "Jackie I know it's not as
valuable as the necklace you gave me but I spend a lot of time on it" I
said "Ash are you kidding me this is better than a camera, this cant
compare to the necklace because someone else made it but this...did you
draw this from memory?" "Yeah well I have a picture of us by the bus but
everything I did it from memory" I replied "Damn you make me look so hot
thanks ashley" she said and gave me a kiss on the cheek, I loved how she
never pressured me into having sex with me but she knew that the kisses on
the cheek make me weak, she kissed me on the neck on the shoulders and then
came back up to my face and gave me a kiss on the mouth, "Hey Ashley I have
a doctors appointment tomorrow at 2 then I have band practice and so it
doesn't happen again I want to say that the concert is on February 25 in
Georgia and if you want you could come as long as it's alright with your
parents" she said smiling at me "O my god Jackie congrats, I don't know
maybe I hope I can go with you" I said and then we sat down on the floor
and she asked me if I could help her get better at drawing and it's not
that she was bad no she was a good drawer just didn't get it how she wanted
but I helped her and she seemed to get better, "Jackie how about we have an
art competition, you draw a picture of anything and I will draw something
random too and who ever wins gets a prize" "Really what prize" she asked me
"I don't know" "How about if I win I to go on a date with you and if you
win you get to go on a date with me" she suggested, "Haha alright fine" I
said and we started making out. The next day I hang out at home because I
was grounded for the whole week ugh I was wondering how it was going for
Jackie at the doctors, I went to my room and started my drawing I mean I
wanted to beat her at something but now I don't care anymore as long as I
get the same prize haha she is such a genius I love her, I got a text it
was from Jackie it read "hey babe, so I am at the doctors and he said that
my ribs are so much better that I can actually start playing sports again
next week as long as I don't go crazy", I replied "omg baby that's
fantastic now we can do things together since you will be on the basketball
team and I will be cheerleading for your team", "I know this is fantastic
sorry I have to go I will call ya later bye" "Okay bye baby I love you"
"Love you too" she said and then I went back to drawing, I was working on a
tiger for Jackie I hope she will like it because I know how much she loves
tigers. I spent that afternoon drawing and watching tv Jackie called me
around 7 and started telling me things that happened to her while we were
apart and things that we have to do before school ends, she told me that
she was going to get me the perfect gift for my birthday which was in July
which is also 1 month after hers and I didn't know what to get her just
yet. I went to sleep anxious to see what was going to happen now on that me
and her are dating again.-------
JACKIE
We left to Ashley's house to explain to her parents what happened they were
furious but yet happy that she was home and safe they thanked me and said
that Ashley was grounded for a week which I personally didn't think was
half of what she deserve but she thought it was too much and was about to
talk back to her parents but I stopped her in mid sentence because she says
stuff that she regrets in the future. her parents let me hang out with her
the rest of the day we had a lot of fun in her room and she gave me the
goft she had been planning to give me on Christmas it was a drawing of me
and j swear it was better than a camera I told her that but she dint
believe me I started kissing her cheek then her neck then her shoulders and
went back to her mouth and kissed her, we sat down and started talking and
the she offered me a competition of drawing and that the winner would
receive a prize I asked her what prize but she didn't know what yet so I
suggested that if I win I get to go on a date with her and if she won I
would go on a date with het and she actually agreed and we started making
out. I told her how I had a doctors appoinment and that the concert was in
February 25 she was alright with it, the next day I got up at 10am and went
to feed my sugar bears and then went to the restaurant to check if
everything was alright, "Hey Lana whats up hows everything" "Fantastic boss
haha no really everything is great in fact it's even better after you set
up that pool table we have more business and there are some guys that want
to talk to you about stuff next month sorry but I didn't get their names"
"Yeah ok no that's alright just call me if you need anything and if you
need help just call me and I will get you help, now I am off to the doctors
I'll catch you later" I said and gave her a hug before leaving. "Ms.Duarte"
"Yes that's me" I said "Mr.Dronour is waiting" said a nurse so I followed
her to the room, "Please Ms.Duarte take a seat right here" said Mr.Dronour
he is an old man, "So I will go and see the x-rays you took last week" he
said and left me in the room alone, me being myself started playing around
with stuff I found a little hammer and hit my knee haha it tickled
everything I hit my knee, I heard footsteps so I rushed to put it where I
found it, "Now Jackie if you look over here you will see that this are your
ribs and if you compare it to the first ones you took you will see that
they aren't really broken anymore and that you can go back to doing
activities that you used to do such as sports" "Holy Freaks really?" "Yes
just don't do too much now if you want you can take those bandages off
whenever you want, I will make a note for you let me go get some paper" he
said leaving the room, I rushed to get my phone and texted Ashley to tell
her the news and she was happy but I didn't tell her I could take off my
bandage because I wanted her to take it off and tomorrow would be the
perfect time while changing for gym, I told her I had to go and that I
would call her later, the doctor made me a note so I could be allowed to
play sports and play in gym but he told me not to do weights or pick up
anything that weighs more than 60lbs, I went home and started to practice
with my band we had little time before the concert there were like 2 weeks
left, my band came early so we decided to work on some songs that we loved
the most like Dead!, I just wanna run, Sing, Famous Last Words, and other
songs, and they left almost at 7 right when they closed the door I called
Ashley I started talking to her about things that happened while she wasn't
by my side and then I told her of the many things I wanted to with her
before school ends but I never mentioned sex as one of my goals, I fell
asleep thinking about Ashley, I was planning on her birthday to give her a
guitar of her own since she was learning pretty quick and in no time she
would be as good as me that actually made me kind of worried at first but
she is my girl I don't think she will take my place in the band. I went to
work on my homework for tomorrow and after that I took a shower and went to
sleep. I got up and put on jeans and a blue shirt and my leather jacket and
my white sneakers, I got to Ashley's and we went to school I suggested that
after school we go to a guitar store for her to help me pick out a guitar
she said she would go anywhere as long as I was there, we went to homeroom
I saw Jane with Dani in her arms looking out the window, "Hey gals" I said
"Hey news is you guys are together again" said Jane "Yup it's true" replied
Ashley "Better not do the same thing you did last time because since Jackie
will never ever lay a finger on you, am I clear" said Dani "As crystal,
thanks cousin I appreciate it but I don't think that will happen again
right Ashley" I said, she said yes in the most innocent tone ever, we
walked to the gym together, I saw Ashley go in her corner of the locker
room, "Ashley can you come here for a sec" "Sure babe" she said and "Jackie
I thought you said you couldn't play until next week" she said "Nah I can
play in gym but no in like sport because the doctor said that oustide
school sports require more energy and strength" I said and kissed her in
the mouth "So I'm going to go change" she said "Wait" I said and grabbed
her by the hand I could see everyone was getting ready for me to say
something "Look the doc said that I could take off the bandage but I was
wondering if you could do the honors" I said looking at her "I would love
to" she said and everyone started awing, I lifted up my shirt enough for
her to take it off, everyone stared I asked them why they were staring hah
they said they wanted to see my abs again, Ashley was more than half way
done finally when she finished she rolled up the whole bandage and threw it
aside she put her arms around my neck and pulled me into a kiss I put my
arms around her waist and kissed her back "Thats enough" everyone was
yelling in our ears so I stopped and gave her a kiss on the cheek and she
smiled back at me, man I love her dimples. At lunch I started talking to
everyone about the concert next week I have to admit I was nervous, "God it
feels so nice not wearing a bandage on my abs now I can feel them and the
shirts fell so cool" I said out of the blue "Can I feel?" asked Ashley in a
naughty tone "Sure" I said, she put her hand on my stomach and started
rubbing all of them "Sexy abs" she said "Ha it tickles" I said and she
started laughing. God its February 24 and I am leaving 1 day, I already am
back in soccer and basketball and I had my first basketball game on
saturday which was 44-19 we owned them and I was happy Ashley was there
cheering me on and my teammates I mean she was the cheerleader, and last
week was Valentine's Day I got Ashley a huge bunny and 3 dozens of white
roses some chocolates and a love poem all of her favorites while Jane got
Dani a bear and chocolates with a love letter haha original but my cousin
loved it, I invited Ashley over to hang out "Haha Jackie now we practice
some songs" she said and we started playing the guitar she had already
learned 4 of the 32 songs my band had made up "Wow Jackie I have learned 4
out of 32 songs haha I'm almost there" "Haha yeah actually it's 33... yup I
finished this song well I started working on it before I met you but when
you cheated on me okay but remember I finished started it before I met you
but you helped me finished it" "Okay I get just play it for me" "Okay fine"
I said and got my guitar...
I could have been easier on you
I could have been all you held onto
I know I wasn't fair, I tried my best to care about you
I know I could have been a better human
But I always had to have the upper hand
I'm struggling to see the better side of me
But I can't take all your jabs and taunts
You're pointing out my every fault
And you wonder why I walked away...
When you tell me I'm a wreck
You say that I'm a mess
How could you expect anything less?
You latched onto me then cried that I strung you along
I told you when you asked
I knew this wouldn't last
At least I could be honest about that
And now you're telling everyone
How I only did you wrong
I guess you never knew me at all...
Remember on my 21st birthday
You took me where we went on our first date
We stayed till closing time, after 4 glasses of wine
You started with a pointless argument
You said that I forgot to compliment
The way you dressed that night
That I've seen a thousand times
But I think we just want different things
I want space, you want a diamond ring
Whatever made you think we were meant to be?...
When you tell me I'm a wreck
You say that I'm a mess
How could you expect anything less?
You latched onto me then cried that I strung you along
I told you when you asked
I knew this wouldn't last
At least I could be honest about that
And now you're telling everyone
How I only did you wrong
I guess you never knew me at all...
You tell me I'm a wreck
You say that I'm a mess
How could you expect anything less
When you tell me I'm a wreck
You say that I'm a mess
How could you expect anything less?
You latched onto me then cried that I strung you along
I told you when you asked
I knew this wouldn't last
At least I could be honest about that
And now you're telling everyone
How I only did you wrong
Still I see you standing there
Waiting 'round for me to fall
Girl you must be crazy
Still believing you and me belong
I guess you never knew me at all...
I finished the song and Ashley just stood there expressionless, "What did
you think?" I asked her shyly "um Jackie that was fantastic honey, do the
guys know you wrote this song?" she asked me "No you are the first to know"
I said, she kissed me and told me that I should play this song at the
concert but I told her that I would make Paul sing it because I didn't want
to sing it, that night me and her made out for like 2 hours then we watched
a movie and then I had to go drop her off at her house. "I love you bye" I
said "Love ya too bye" she said and headed inside...
THERE IS MORE TO COME, PLZ EMAIL ME FOR ANY ADJUSTMENTS!!!!;)