Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2008 04:26:01 -0400
From: J. V. <ciadow@live.com>
Subject: No can't be an answer -part two

Shit, my glasses. I had to walk back in or I was going to be in hell during
the lecture. I had nearly escaped groping her as she gave me a hell of a
show. I forgot to mention one little thing she was naked as the day she was
born before I kissed her on the cheek.  But I swear I was getting warm, as
she bent down or stretched her arms up to squeeze her hair dry. Her boobs
bounced, and they looked really hard but I have no experience in what
happens to other girls. I just knew my nipples were getting hard, OMG her
pussy. I saw it clearly now, as she pick her legs up to apply lotion on
them. The lotion smells good; I thought as I stood there transfixed. I
wanted to see more, no, this was not me. I did not like girls. I had an
awesome boyfriend. But I looked up at her and she was smiling. I think she
knew what she was doing. I had to run. My class would start in a half hour.
And I did just that only to walk back in to get my glasses. Shit.

I knew I had some effect on her. Her nipples were clearly visible through
her thin shirt and even though I had a big built I was in shape and had no
rolls on me. I am of Spaniard decent and my family is all very tall.  I
came out short like my great grandmother go figure, and so while I'm not
stocky I have wide shoulders and hips. There flat and gently glide into
each other. I have long toned arms and legs from years of dancing lessons.

I don't know if I should keep doing this. She was straight.  And if she was
curious it would be awkward if it didn't continue since she was my roommate
for the year.

I had to do something to get rid of this feeling. That's it I would go to
the clubs tonight.

Someone interrupted my thoughts as I saw her coming in, she looked at me
smiled and told me "I left my glasses; class will be hell without them."
Then she walked out. Leaving me extra horny, if just seeing her body did
this to me in clothes. I would be a left footed bitch every time I was with
her.  It was 12:30 by this time. I had just taken a shower, but I bet you
could smell my sex in the air.  I needed relief.

When I was sure she was gone, I touched my breast. They were so hard it
hurt. Nothing was feeling right. I slid it down my stomach, into my soft
hair, and then my hairless lips.

My fingers felt cold, adding to the pleasure, rubbing back and forth
against my pelvis. Hot and slippery, yesssssss was all I could think.  It
wasn't my most powerful and it wasn't getting me through anything, I just
wanted more.  She was so upfront without being obnoxious. I had to fuck
her. That's all it was, lust.  "This wasn't going to be easy," I thought. I
think the only thing that could ever take my mind off of sex after I was
really heated was thinking of my mom. But, it wasn't working. I stared at
her bed. Maybe if I smelled it.

It smelled like...

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REBECCA, get a hold of yourself, you ARE not GAY. If I wasn't attracted to
women why was I attracted to her?  Because her lips...no her nose, no her
hands, so sensual. No, I think it was envy. I'm just going to go back in
the room, and was going to talk. Maybe she's not gay either?  I mean she
never really told me she was. Maybe I was reading into it to much, she was
just drying. I do that. Then why do I look into her eyes, and want to touch
her. I should just hug her and see if I feel anything. It's just a
friendship feeling. I'm going to leave this lecture and ask my friends for
the notes.  Say I'm sick. "Hey Lisa, I feel sick, can u give me the notes
tomorrow, please? I owe you one." See I hugged her, and I didn't feel
anything. Please let that happen with Nikki.

Ok people I know you're wondering where the fucking sex is, but I promise u
I will get to that, the next ones going to be longer. I can't make it
better, if I don't know what's making it bad. So send me feedback at
ciadow@live.com this is purely fiction. Not my email of course. This is all
written in one shot. I'm still trying to get the feel for it, you know
although I already know what going to happen. So I'm just going to leave
the suspense there. Although I guess it's not much.