Date: Wed, 8 Oct 2008 02:25:57 -0700 (PDT)
From: tygrrgoddess@yahoo.com
Subject: Need

This story contains sex scenes not suitable for youngsters, so shoo.

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I am not so sure how long I stood in the rain. But gradually the fat drops
being shaken form the oak tree brought me to my senses. I seemed to have
forgotten the rules for this whole friendship and anything else ship.  It
is an awkward place for a 40 something year old to be in. Yes, me the
eccentric extrovert who most people thought was pretty together is actually
very unsure of herself often.

New people new friends and all the self conscious things that I thought I
had left in my teens have returned. Too many years of being with the same
person had somehow blunted me. But hell I was more than ready. Too long
alone without contact of people whom I could call family.

I decided that I had soaked enough out side and a good hot bath would do me
good. The warmth and comfort of my paradise enveloped me as I stepped into
the sacred space I call home. Warm colours, no new things, all well worn
and loved and lived in. Beady black eyes from my black pug stared at me
accusingly as if to say "You are mad, not even I go out in this weather!"

The water was semi pooling round my feet and I eased off the old hiking
boots and padded to the bathroom. I lit a candle just because I can, some
incense followed as my bath ran. Sweet senses for me. I thought it would be
best if I left the clothes in the shower as they were so soaked. And I
peeled my underwear off as the last to join the soaking pile. I love to
wear pretty things under my clothes. Even if I have my old jeans and an
awful plaid shirt I would have a bra that would accentuate my lovelies and
a g string to match. One of my vices...

I eased myself into the steam and sank with a sigh.  Your dancing eyes and
warm smile filled my vision again. So beautiful in a very sexy intellectual
way. Someone once asked me what it is that draws me to my lovers and I
invariably say their minds. Yes -- sharp wit, clever with words and a solid
sense of the Here, Now. I need this to balance me as I am a dreamer who
needs to be grounded.  And here I am sooo hungry for everything. My libido
is a raging one , never mind the longing I have to have someone at my side.

My mind began wandering to your beautiful body, and my hands found my
nipples. Tweaking and pulling so that the ache began to spread warmly
through me. I imagined your beautiful first kiss, my knees weakening as you
explored my mouth with your tongue.  Your hands daringly finding their way
to my breasts as I kissed my way down your neck inhaling your perfume
deeply.  I know that I would be moaning by now. I eased my hand down to my
wetness needing relief so badly. And slid into my folds filling myself
deeply and easing out again to tease my clit. This was going to need two
hands. I spread my thighs on either side of my tub and slid my left hand to
find my G spot and shuddered as I connected, my right hands fingers finding
my clit. I needed to come badly, wetness easing out, my clit so filled and
my inner desire so full. I circled my clit faster and my G spot, I could
feel myself clamping down on my fingers and I groaned as I shuddered to a
climax. My breathing slowed down as I relaxed in the bath and still
wondering if I had blown it by being my usual forward self.

I would only know this if you replied to my sms. And I - the adult teen
achingly waiting...