Date: Sat, 4 Jun 2005 15:37:43 -0700 (PDT)
From: Pearl Sanchez <psiloveyou06@yahoo.com>
Subject: Can't Love You

This is my first story... and this involves a girl/girl relationship. So
if that isn't your thing, then... GO AWAY! I had the sudden urge to write
it so I wrote it and since I wrote it, I might as well share it! :) This
is all I have at the moment but if you would like me to continue please
drop me a note at psiloveyou06@yahoo.com Thank you!



Title: Can't Love You
By: Pearl Sanchez

"Please don't go..." She begged quietly as she wrapped her arms around
me.

Trying gently to push her away only made her embrace me stronger. We
stood there just holding each other. Her strawberry scent... so
intoxicating. I rested my forehead in between the soft part of her neck
and shoulder. Suddenly I am feeling weak and I just want her to hold me.
Remind me, why am I doing this again? I let my hands rest on her sides.
Why do I want to leave this? I looked up trying to fight the tears
threatening to fall. How did I let it get this far?



"HURRY UP SHANE WE'RE GONNA BE LATE!" I yelled from the bottom of the
stairs.
          "Go on ahead! I'll be right behind you!" My brother yelled
back just then I heard a loud thud.
          "SHANE?!"
          "I'm ok! Just tripped over my own feet"
          "ugh" Moron... I went upstairs.

          I walked into his room and watched him for a second as he
rummaged through his drawers.
          "Shane."

"red or green?" Shane said holding up two different colored t-shirts.
That is my brother Shane. He's my twin, my best friend, my listener, my
buddy...

"green." With that he threw the red shirt into my face. Yep Shane my
idiot brother, you gotta love him.

"I told you Shay, I'll follow you"
          "Why waste gas?"
          "Are you gonna let me drive?" He said as he held his hand
out.

"Psh, NO!" I said moving my keys away from him.
          "Alright then, I'll follow you!"
          "You're not borrowing any more gas money from me"

"ok! Now let's go!" Shane said as he pushed me ahead of him and out of
his room.


On the road we stopped at a red light. Shane drove behind me. He turned
his left blinker on and switched lanes. I rolled down my window.
          "Shane..." I stated knowing exactly what he wanted to do.
          "C'mon sis," Shane said as he let his engine roar "10 bucks
for the winner"

"You're just making that as an excuse to get money for your friggin
gas!"
          "So you're saying you'd lose." Shane said tauntingly.
          "No!"

"Well then, let's go!"

"Shane!"
          Green light.
          "SHANE! NO! WATCH OUT!!!!"

Horns blearing, tires screeching, glass shattering, metal... shane!



          "Shayna! Shay, honey!"
          My eyes jerked open. I looked up to see Jaydyn. With only the
moonlight shining in the room, I could still see her. Her eyes, her lips,
everything about her is beautiful. She moved her hand to caress my face.
Only then did I realize that I was crying.
          "Aw, baby you were having the nightmare again."
          I wiped my face with my hands.
          "C'mere sweetie, let me hold you"
          Feeling very fragile at that moment I was more than grateful to
have her there to cling to.

          I woke up to feel the warmness of the sun on my face. I could
feel Jaydyn laying comfortably next to me with her head next to mine and
her arm protectively across my stomach. I looked at her admiring her.
Then I realized that I should wash up. As I was drying my face I felt two
wonderfully familiar arms wrapping around me.
          "Hey" I said to Jaydyn's reflection in the mirror.
          "Hey" she said as kissed my neck, knowing that I loved it when
she did that.
          "hehe goodmorning" I giggled.
          "mmm goodmorning" she said as she closed her eyes and rested
her head on my shoulder.
          I turned around.
          "still tired."

          "yeah.. come back to bed with me?"
          I smiled at her and received the smile that never fails to make
my heart melt.
          "ok"