Date: Mon, 7 Jan 2008 11:03:37 -0800 (PST)
From: Rebby <darkdolphin2006@yahoo.com>
Subject: A Writer's Deep Dark Secret 4

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                          A Writer deep dark secret 4



                                      BY:



                                  Alexis James




            It was the night before new years 2010. I was so happy as I
sat at my computer I was to spend it with the lady in black so I thought.
I looked around my study and picked up another cigarette. Watching the
snow out the window thinking to myself will winter never end. My computer
suddenly said I had an email. I went to it and read it. It was from Chris
she was in her study it said she was going out with a friend tomorrow
night. That was it I lost it. I walked down the long halls to her study.
            She was sitting there playing a game on her computer. We got
into a huge screaming match and she said she wanted our relationship
over. I went to my bedroom and collapsed on my bed and cried my eyes
out.  I knew this was coming for at least a month but I never thought it
would be here and now. My first thought was not of me. It was of Chris
where was she to stay I owned everything. Then I thought I would buy her
a house and give her money.
            After all, she had made me famous with giving me the idea to
write my books. It was the least I could do in a situation like this one.
I got up made some phone calls and started to put everything in to order.
Walking around in a daze, not knowing what to do feeling the pain and
disappointment.  I went to the kitchen for a glass of whine. Thank god no
one was around, not even a servant; I sat at the table and drank.
            All the years together flashed before my eyes all the nights
of love making and more. I started to cry, that was when Chris came in.
Oh god I thought how I wish she could hold me and tell me it's ok. I
knew she never would again.
            The next few weeks after she moved out were the hardest I
realized how I had wrapped my world around her. I felt so alone so cut
off from everyone even my friends and my computer and chat rooms didn't
keep me from feeling the pain so this is the end of the story. I thought
the end of the trail with the lady in black may she find happyness and
love where ever she goes.


                                  The end