Date: Fri, 5 Sep 2008 07:32:43 -0500
From: pensuwana lacrox <slacrox@mail.com>
Subject: Tayuu pt 2 by Princess Pensuwana

The history of Japan, as controlled by a magical sprite made in mortal
form by the sun goddess, sent to find the royal family, and be their
Tayuu throughout history...to those of you who know Japanese history,
this is not written to fit it, but for it to fit my story...oh, and also,
your comments are welcome unless you wish to cut my efforts down, then
please keep them to yourself, or if you have nothing good to say, say
nothing at all, thank you

The next morning I go to my house and tell Connase, "My precious darling
the emperor has proposed to me last night, we shall be wed in 6 month,
the business, school, all the furnishings, girls, patrons and profits are
now yours I will come buy often to see how you are doing, but know this I
will never take more then you can easily pay once yearly."

After poor Connase stops crying she asks, "You will not be my mistress
and lover princess."

"I cannot my love, I gave the emperor my vow of loyalty. There are the
attendants who will easily become loyal lovers to you Connase."

Then in a shocking move, for me at least, she stands and announces, "I
know why you are doing this, it may be on paper, but Princess between you
and I only you shall still own the pleasure palace of the Yoshiwara. I
will never forsake my everlasting love for you, profits shall go into
wherever you have kept the fortune you seem to have that has no end, I
shall raise and cultivate one who will take over when the time comes...no
my love, I refuse to desert you even to the place where I masturbate only
as I dream it is you who still excites me so."

"So be it my precious love, one last passionate kiss good bye."

Then I go to Yukio and ask, "You are becoming older my love, your time of
youthful vitality has passed, I give you this, is it your wish to come
with me, and be my servant living out your life near me, or here with
your memories."

"If you will have me you know my answer."

"Then ready yourself, we leave as soon as you are."

Back at the palace General Leyasu, prime minister has brought his cabinet
to have a meeting over this, what they consider, rash decision of the
emperor, and as it begins and I am coming into the hall, he tells me, "No
princess Susiama, you are not allowed, this is between men, not a woman
and men."

"As you command my lord."

But I watch from out side, and listening to their arguments, "Your
majesty, she is a whore who many of us has actually had in our beds, she
is crafty, intelligent, knowledgeable in world affairs, how can we know
she will not pervert the mind of our emperor to make illogical
decisions."

So I empower Yukiosaki and he stands and tells them, "Every one of you
has pledged his loyalty to me, telling me I am the youngest, most
intelligent emperor the Japanese empire has ever had, who better to be at
my side then one whose intelligence is far beyond a mere woman's, who can
actually council me and even us as we face what is our destiny. No my
council I tell you this as you say, this too intelligent woman is my
match in every way, not simply an empty headed woman, to lay in my bed,
receive my lust, bare my children and not be visible as I must find
another to satisfy my desires, Princess Susiama will be the perfect
empress for, who you say is the Japanese empire's most promising
emperor...I will take no decisions today, think on this, give me you reply
tomorrow, General Leyasu, please sir stay."

After the hall is empty Yukiosaki asks, "You led this argument what is
your reasoning General."

"May I speak freely your majesty."

"You have my permission."

"I have laid this trollop, and talked with her, she thinks even quicker
than I, I fear her your majesty, she is a sorceress who will pervert your
mind as she has done countless others."

"As I recall it was your uncle who convinced my father to take her from
this council, do you have no mind of your own, but to stupidly follow his
thinking which is from old Japan, Leyasu, you sir, are relieved of your
position, to ensure you do not pervert the minds of others you shall be
imprisoned until you either learn to think for yourself or are of no
importance to the Japanese empire."

He instantly falls to his knees pleading, "Please your majesty, do not do
this to me, I have served you well."

"Then on pain of slow and terrible death make you loyalty, devotion and
submissiveness to her majesty the empress of the Japanese empire...Princess
Susiama please come out and allow general Leyasu to do this."

Appearing from behind a door I walk to the throne, stand in front of
Leyasu and ask, "You have something to say General."

He kneels, and suddenly draws his sword to kill me, and it is almost
magically ripped from his hands, as I finger stab his throat, splattering
blood all over he and I and he falls dead on the floor. Poor Yukiosaki
who did not even witness all of this because it all happened so quickly,
almost weakly says, "Truly I have found my empress, guards remove the
body of this traitor, I need no prime minister, I shall hold this title
from now on, is that not as it should be."

I kneel before him and kiss his feet, looking up into his eyes I say,
"Again my lord, I pledge my everlasting loyalty, devotion and allegiance
to the throne of the empire of Japan, and my love to you."

By now the great hall filled with other of the council who had lingered,
servants and staff, as they all cheer, "Long live the emperor and empress
of the Japanese empire."

Later in our quarters my precious Togi says to me, "Your might is as
quick as your wit my darling, I did not even see him pull his sword, nor
your blow that killed him."

Kissing his lips passionately and placing his hand on my breast, I reply,
"One as mighty as you my lord, demands immediate unwavering loyal
response to your every word, the mighty personification of the sun
goddess on earth must never have less. Rise above these finite mortals
and see your divinity, which in their goodness has bestowed upon you
through their humble slave your, soon to be, empress."

He sweeps me into his arms, kissing me madly, fondling my tiny body. All
Japan spends the 6 months until our wedding celebrating the future of the
empire, since few of the common people know Yukiosaki's age, or who I
even am, except I am a cousin, knowing only the emperor is to have an
Empress who will give him sons. We have many processions through the
streets and enjoy the love of our subjects, as during many I stop the
procession, get out of our carriage and walk out among the people,
allowing them to touch me and tell me how lovely I am as well as how
pleased they are with our coming wedding. During one of these walks of
mine, as our imperial guards try to have Yukiosaki get me back in the
carriage, I come face to face with a young child, who slowly says, almost
as if she was reading it from something some one else had written,
"Princess Susiama, please take this as a gift from me, knowing it tells
you of our love for you."

She hands me a group of wild flowers, so I kneel as I tell her, "This
one, look closely, come out little pixie let this adorable girl see you."

And suddenly a very tiny Pixie flutters from the flower stops, and flies
away, as the girl asks, "Was that a real Pixie Princess Susiama."

"Yes, my darling it is, now thank you so very much, where are your
parents."

A woman steps forth and tells me, "Her father has just died, than you for
being so kind to my Sasi, she loves and worships you my honorable
Princess, may the Kami give you a wonderfully pleasing life."

"Wait, do you have enough to live on."

"It is difficult...but we manage."

Tears begin running down my face as I call, "My lord Emperor Yukiosaki
please will you come here."

Then with a great number of our guards around us I tell Yuki, "My lord,
please I beg of you hear me, do we provide enough for the poor of our
subjects." "Princess Susiama, this I must take up with my council."

I kneel before him, and ask, "Please my lord may these two come with
us...now."

Smiling he replies, "I best become used to this, you are just too tender
hearted Princess, yes, of course, Captain have this woman and her
daughter ride with us."

During our ride I ask, "What do you work at Maim."

"I wash cloths and clean the lord major's home Princess."

So once back at the palace Yuki sends for Lord Mayor Leasu, and ask,
"Lord Mayor you have a woman working for you named Renase Siccoma is she
well enough provided for."

"Your majesty I do not understand your question."

"Sir, this is not a complex question, is she properly provided for."

"I do not know your majesty, I never have heard of this woman."

"She washes your clothing and cleans you home and you have never heard of
her, I know the name of every servant in the palace."

"May I humbly ask your majesty what does this have to do with you."

Suddenly Yuki was dumbfounded the realized possibly this is how most all
the nobility looked upon those under themselves, so he tells the lord
Mayor, "I want you to find out who she is, check and see if she makes
enough to support her and her daughter and if not, tell me...and lord
Mayor...let nothing happen to her. I expect an answer tomorrow...you are
dismissed...Susi please come out now...you heard."

"Yes my lord, may I suggest, if Japan is going to expand it must make
sure its people are provided for, or the ones we take over will be little
more then conquered ones who hate us, unless we can give them more than
they now have, and if our own do not have enough to live on where does
that put the others we control out side of these islands."

A great mission began that day as ministers choice others to travel
throughout the islands to see if our subject are indeed provided for
properly, ships of food and men sailed for all our extended areas, as we
began a program other nations will not get around to for another 200
years, a kind of social help center that checks into the people's lives
and give assistance where need, so my darling Yukiosaki now emperor,
prime minister, chief military head of all the armed forces, designer of
war ships, ground military tactics, new and more power weaponry many
working on those very weapons praising and worshipping H.I.M., emperor
Yukiosaki of the Japanese empire. As of now we control Indo-China, Korea,
Formosa, and major ports along the coast of Asia proper, Hong Kong,
Shanghai, and even Singapore in Indonesia, although our hold there is
weak, one day during a meeting of the council the strongest of them, lord
Tougawa of Hokkaido takes the floor and says, "Your majesty as we all
know our hold on Singapore is weak at best, we must do something about
that is we want to hold it for future expansion."

"Yes Lord Tugawa, that has been on my mind, although as you know I do not
feel as though I need your council, you are here and you are for this
purpose so tell me your thoughts."

Lord Meiji stands as he says, "The French now loosely control Malaysia,
they neither have actual use for it, nor do they offer any real
assistance to the people there, nor do they have a military force that
can defend it, speak to the French Ambassador, ask him if we may give
these poor half starving people real assistance, if so we shall take
Malaysia, and strengthen it from possible foreign invasion."

So Tougawa replies to him, "You know the French they have no actual power
but they are foolish barbarians who wish the world to think so by having
these useless, to them, pieces of Islands on the other side of earth. In
other words your majesty they will not willingly give it to us."

Smiling Togisaki tells them, "We all know these matters as they are, but
still if I talk to them before we act, no one may say we took Malaysia
without warning." That evening as Togi and I are having dinner he asks,
"You heard, today."

"Yes my Lord, offer the French Japanese protection over their Polynesia,
it has none now, we have an interest in Malaysia, none in
Polynesia...possibly they will not think quickly enough to realize what we
are doing also gives us a powerful hold on Polynesia...and my lord do it
yourself, bringing a few of your council, and I humbly pray my master
allow myself to be with you."

"Susi darling; why do you address me so formally when I have given you
permission to refer to me by name, even as you have done for years when
you were my Tayu."

"Familiarity shall give me that my lord, as of now, I have given you my
life, will and freedom, I am your slave therefore it is only as it should
be, that you are my lord and master."

"You humble me Susi, in knowing you will freely give your life for
mine...but I pose a question Susi, pray tell me more of what you actually
are."

With a questionable look I ask, "My lord...your meaning."

"Please do not treat me as you did, a young child, I now have become the
man you fashioned and made sure I will be, no games now my little
sprite."

"So many times Togi, I have shown you my world, yet you seem to remember
it as a child's fairy tale...my lord Emperor Yokosuka you are blessed above
any who came before you, they had my council, my passion and my love, but
you have my very self and all the sorcery I possess. Now watch."

We had been setting in our bedroom suite, with only a few candles lit so
the room had been darkened, suddenly from no where, as if a small sun was
shining in here only the room brightened, and Togi saw 1000s of tiny
creatures buzzing around the room, especially around my face, as he
heard, "Yes my darlings reveal your selves to this mortal, for we shall
soon to be wed, your sister has been chosen to become empress of all
Japan be joyful with me."

Togi asks, "Are you speaking to these creatures."

"My lord, these "creatures," as you refer to them, is also myself, you
jokingly refer to me as a sprite because I am so tiny, Yuki, I am a
sprite, a wood sprit to be exact with more sorcery in my little finger
than power in all our military might...but think my lord, one may not win
by sorcery, how can it be explained, so I assist, Council and intervene
only when all else fails. Look closely at me, my precious, allow me to
show you who, indeed is your empress to be." As Togi looks I land on his
lap and his kimono is lifted and now far easier to see 100s of us flutter
around him, then as quickly he is pushed back and suddenly I am laying on
his body as we make a magically driven form of euphorically delirious
ecstatic love, as at the moment of his ejaculation I weakly tell Togi,
"It is good our wedding is close, you have impregnated me, our 1st son is
on his way."

"By the Kami, how can you know this."

"Darling the last thing I want to do is cause you to sound foolish, but
think on what you just asked...also know our child, of which there will be
as many as you wish, and of the sex you wish, will not be birthed as you
may think of that, I shall give birth alone according to the old ways of
Shinto. Soon I shall explain this to you, know this, our children will be
normal mortals, healthy, living normal lives, not as you, but as any one,
because my precious love, son and soon husband you have enchantment
within you."

"My darling Susi will I ever understand you."

"No my love because I as you was created by the Kami of earth's trees,
water, fire, wind and soil...as our children will be, only they will then
have normal lives...the 3 months of my pregnancy I shall be alone except
for you of course...now question me no more, here my love please allow me
to drink of your essence, never deny me this, it is my and our children's
life blood."

Later after poor Togi had fainted from exhaustion, as my poor weakened
Togi awakes he softly asks, "What caused such a climax as I just felt, as
if my insides were drained of all my semen."

"I am so very sorry darling I need it desperately to nurture our
children."

"Do not be, that was without a doubt the more exhilarating experience of
my life...even though it has left me so terribly weakened."

"Lay close to me darling tomorrow this feeling shall be gone."

Tomorrow brought the French to the throne room and the ambassador asks,
"Your majesty we are wondering what your intentions are in Malaysia, a
short time ago you took Singapore, now we are thinking you may march on
Malaysia."

"Ambassador LaCross, thank you so much for coming I was about to come to
you, I have a proposal."

Between Yukiosaki and I secretly hidden behind a door, soon the
Ambassador says, "You will not control French interests in Malaysia,, or
try to have them removed, as well as Polynesia...and actually enrich these
two vassal interests of ours, taking control of Malaysia, but not
Polynesia...done, I will contact my government and tell them of this boon
to us."

Within days the Russian Ambassador is here asking, "Japan is, it seems on
a drive to increase its boundaries the Czar Nickalas has asked me to ask
you what your intentions are for Russia, your Imperial Majesty."

"You come to the tiny nation of Japan and ask me if I am stupid enough to
take on the great bear if the north, imperial Russia...here Ambassador
Kerchoff , relax, have a glass of Sake no my friend I have no such
desires, especially to have my military slaughtered by the Might of
Russia." After they have their drinks, soon he leaves, I come out and
ask, "My lord, might you have a great dinner at which you may explain
Japan to the barbarians who are so stupid and cannot see what is
happening in Japan, we were closed to the world for centuries, your
father opened the door, I among others thought him to be wrong, and
possibly he was, but since Japan like a sponge has soaked up all that
these other nations have, in that we have become stronger, wiser and yes,
ambitious much as the Europeans have been for centuries now the Americans
have begun, we are not so naive to not know why Japan has gotten so many
foreign offices in such a short time, now the rest of the world wants to
know what we are thinking, when for centuries they did not care, allow
any nation into world politics and can one expect it to idly set as it is
practically taken over by other nations, hardly...although you must also
remember the nations of earth have a few centuries on us only in
international diplomacy, we on the other hand have centuries on them as
an intelligent thinking peoples, so what can they possibly do to trouble
us."

"By the Kami Susi you are a genius in diplomacy that is brilliant."

"The nation's whose Ambassadors who are there will see through what I
said and know it for its two way street, or double tonguery. I told them
what we are, were, wish to be, and can now possibly achieve, at the same
time causing them to see it is they who have given this attitude to us
now allow me to write this, and elaborate on it, do you wish to have
courtesans present...those nasty minded barbarians can easier be duped with
sex."

"Now I better understand why Leyasu was afraid of you, Susi I beg of you,
never allow me to forget from where I came, and to whom I owe my
allegiance." "Please my lord never to me, I to you, but not the
descendant of the sun goddess, for you owe no one but the goddess."

So the next day I send a runner to the pleasure palace and soon Connase
comes to me, once she's in our apartment she asks, "Are you truly happy
my mistress, do you not miss any of what you were."

"Connase, my precious, this is but a point of passing time, what I am,
have been and will be again, can never be changed until I am called back
from where I came, but to business, next week, Fri a great dinner, many
wealthy ambassadors will be here, no charge to them, calculate what it
will be, I will pay it, pick only your very best Oiran, use none from
other houses, I want no one to get sick in this, but I do want these men
coddled and tantalized until they cannot think right, so tell me with you
it is well."

"I now wonder why you ever came to me, the attendants you have are
wonderfully pleasing."

"Be careful with them they become as blood suckers and never seem to get
enough of you."

"Too late, I awake many mornings not remembering when I fell asleep."

"As did I Connase, how sweet their lips and tongue is, are they not,
especially the very young ones for they do not swallow their spit and it
runs all over your body does it not."

The dinner is held and all goes very well until the Russian ambassador
violently overpowers one of the girls he was diddling with, and marks her
face, as she screamed and ran from him, I could not control myself and as
he comes running after her, passing close to me, unseen by any one I hit
him so hard, he falls and cracks his head on a table killing him. Not
caring I run to the girl and seeing her face, I burst our in a loud
scream, as Togi and others run to me, seeing the poor girl they all just
say, "She is a whore so is this not part of what they put up with."

I whisper to Yogi, "Get our guards to take her and I away from these
barbarians before my anger spoils everything."

"Yes my lady."

In our suite, Connase has joined us and upon seeing poor Trondi looks to
me as she asks, "One of our very best my mistress, that bastard."

Togi looking strangely at me asks, "Our best, explain that Susi."

"She speaks of herself my lord, please both of you leave us."

"No my empress, this woman may leave, I demand to remain."

"Connase, then you remain also, be very still...my precious little Trondi..."

As I cover her face, "Close your eyes darling and remember as you once
looked."

Then Togi and Connase hear, "Great and gracious Kami of land, trees,
water, fire, earth and mortals, I ask little, I now beg, answer my
prayer..."

After an hour I lift my hands from her face and she is as she was.
Connase faints, Togi falls back on his pillow, mystified and amazed, as I
ask, "Trondi, are you feeling better, look at yourself darling."

As I hold a glass for her to see, she bursts out crying as she grabs me
and kisses my lips, prayerfully saying, "My goddess and Empress I have
always, but now with more belief, pray and worship you...for you truly are
sent from the Kami of earth, a goddess in human form."

"Never say a word of this my precious love, now attend your mistress, my
lord, please may we speak alone."

Once we are I drop to the floor wailing my wrong doing, kissing his feet
as I plead, "For give me my lord and master, I did not think of what I
was doing." "Darling what are you talking about."

"The Russian Ambassador."

"Who tripped fell, hit his head and died, all of us witnessed it, you had
nothing to do with his death, now let me hear no more about that, more,
tell me what you did there."

"Not I, my love, the Kami, every mortal has their own Kami, with one
supreme above them all, he healed Trondi, I only pleaded with him to do
so, that was the 1st time I have ever called for help, she was healed
because my prayer was totally unselfish not for myself but for her, no
one deserves to live life scared as she was by that monster...ooohhh, Togi
I have experienced feelings as these toward only one other, this is
anger, hatred, revenge...emotions so foreign to me...I must dismiss them I do
not wish to have emotions such as these, please my darling may we go to
the shrine of Shinto, I must pray, diligently so. You my love will need
to sleep, allow me this night of Prayer."

As we go to it, winter has set in and snow in on the ground, as we come
under the cherry trees, Togi witness what mortals call a miracle, the
snow melts, grasses grow, the trees blossom, it becomes warm, as I see
his face,

I reassure him, "Fear not my lord, they are answering my call, I shall be
fine, please go to bed, you need your rest. I shall be beside you when
you awake."

A week later we are married at the great Shinto Shrine in Osaka, we both
wanted a simple small wedding but such was not the case, especially for
the Emperor boy of Japan who was more brilliant then any of the foreign
Ambassadors who ever talked with him, a small boy of only 15 now, 5-1,
and only 90 lbs, wedded to a tinier bride of only 4-8, 66 lbs, my age is
listed as 15, so I was not older, for that would not be right, and the
next few months were quiet, Yuki and I did not take a honeymoon as such
because of the expected problems we knew would come, if not from Europe,
then surely Russia, instead we went to one of the garden houses on the
palace grounds the night of our wedding, after a brief reception in the
palace as we stand facing one another in our little honeymoon garden
house, he shakes his head, as my love says, "I am speechless Susi, you
actually married me, can you know what I feel, for I have heard you
speaking to me since before I was born, I think that's when I fell in
love with you."

"I want you in my arms, your body covering mine, & your lips pressed
tightly against mine, nothing else matters now, let all words remain
unsaid until we have consummated our wedding, and eternal love for one
another."

As it was that glorious 1st time we so loved one another, we witnessed
the rising sun before we fell asleep."

And so we did, and as the sun came up we were still in the rapturous
bounds of one another's arms, blissfully fucking our brains out. Then 2
days later General Consumato, council member and chief general of the
military knocks on our door, as Togi opens it he kneels as he says, "I am
so terribly sorry your Majesties but the Russians are sending people here
to investigate the death of Ambassador Kerchoff, it seems he was an uncle
to the czar, and they bring another Ambassador."

"Please come in General, my love, Susi you heard."

"Yes my lord, our honeymoon is over for now, you must not allow these
barbarians to have access to our royal palace or its grounds...darling
please may I speak in front of General Consumato."

"General you know my wife's knowledge of international affairs and
intelligence."

"Yes ,my emperor, empress, I have and always will not only honor you, but
worship and pray to you, your thinking please."

"My lords, alert the military, Russia is ready to attack us."

So Yuki tells him, "Send our naval forces to the coast of Russia, as soon
as they launch, sink them, our ships and gunnery is superior to theirs,
we'll stop them before they begin, do you suggest any other plan Empress
Susiama."

"Yes my lord husband, send ships up over Russia, with our very best army
special forces, attack from the Artic sea, with stealth, take Moscow,
that move will break their back and most of all, spirit."

The general looks at me amazed as he says, "By the Kami, your majesty,
empress Susiama is a military genius, even Cesar never did anything so
bold and daring. At once your majesties."

The Russians were using ball and cap we repeating rifles, we had war
ships, they barges they thought they would ferry the troops to Japan,
they died just off the coast of Russia, Moscow fell in a week of siege
the Czar asked for an audience, and came to Tokyo to talk to us, although
my throne is lower than the emperors, I am in on all matters of state, so
as Czar Nickolas, stands before us I ask, "Sir, if we were in your throne
room we would honor you by bowing, do we deserve less...rather as our
prisoner, on your knees."

Togisaki asks him, "You are here what do you want."

"Spare me and my family great emperor of the Japanese empire."

"I had no intentions of doing other wise, you will of course by stripped
of your wealth, it split between out treasury and feeding the starving
millions in your nation who even now you have little regard for, coming
here to plead your own life. I shall even allow you to return and
continue as Czar of Russia, except you'll need to find some way of
providing for your family."

"Great emperor I am pleading with you allow me my personal wealth, and
allow me to live here."

"We have enough foreigners here with the different ambassadors, you will
be taken back to where they found you, General Consumato be sure and find
all the Czar's wealth I know it is monstrous."

Then I speak up, "And General we wish all the people of Russia to be
taken care of, if you either do not find enough or there is not enough
talk to us, we shall provide more, emperor, I humbly plead hear me, these
subjects will be loyal subject of ours if we give them peace, food &
respect and raise their dignity...as we have learned else where those who
are loyal subjects are far easer to govern and recruit from if
needed...also General we will not stand for mass rapping, or unnecessary
brutality...we hold you personally accountable...and for your devotion you
shall have the governor ruler under H.I.M. emperor of the Japanese
empire."

The poor man does not know who to look at, so Togi tells him, "General
the empress and I are always of one mind, if either of us speak the other
knows what will be said."

"If I may your majesties, never has a nation known such rulers as we
have, so wise, and knowing, my life is yours, if I fail you in any way."

Later when we are alone Togi tells me, "It was as if you were reading my
mind, we truly are of one mind my precious Susi."

"Togi, my time is nearing, no one can see me from now on except you.
Darling trust me in this, I need no help in what must be done from this
point on."

"Are you well Susi."

"Well does not cover my emotions now, joy, happiness, for soon I shall
present you with your 1st son, there shall be no time that we cannot love
one another nor will I ever become large, because with me, there is no
pregnancy as such, better you see what I am talking about rather than me
trying to explain it."

He passionately kisses me and asks, "May I still have you my love."

"Oh yes darling every time you so desire, as many times a day, or
night...now come with me."

We go out in the orchard where, I take a small seed looking object and
place it in the hollow on the base of an old cherry tree, as I tell Yuki,
"Now in 3 months your son will emerge from this tree opening."

"Just like that...I am having a difficult time understanding."

"As do I my lord, but this is what the Kami has told me to do, how else
can I proceed."

For weeks after that he walks around looking lost, then the Russian
problem becoming worse, poor Yuki becomes too busy, until a few months
later Togi is setting on his throne, during a council meeting, as I
appear from a door way, and ask, "My lords, if I may, I present to you
the emperor's 1st son."

Poor Togi is so mystified and surprised he just sets there, as I walk to
him, kneel and hold out our son and ask, "I pray my lord and master that
you will be pleased with my offering to you."

Totally losing his composure he takes the child, leans closer to me and
waits for my kiss, the hall goes silent as we embrace kissing, then as we
pull away he asks, "May our Council members see our son, Empress
Susiama." Turning I tell them, "He sleeps, please if you will look but
please do not awake him."

After Togi asks, "I have seen babies before, ours does not look like as
others do, they were red and wilted looking."

"They, my lord had spent 9 months swimming in a pool of liquid...our
darling little wood sprit did not."

"Please Susi may I know, you never looked pregnant, you brought him to me
right after you birthed him, which must have caused you pain."

"Darling I held him within me far longer than I had to, simply because
mortal babies take 9 months, our children take 3, the 1st 6 to satisfy
the 9 month time, but right after you impregnated me when he was so small
one would not be able to see him, as I did 3 months ago when I planted
our little wood Sprite seed, he came from the oldest and largest cherry
tree just hours ago, which will nurture all our children, but now he
needs my breast nipples, water, as soon as he can eat, then he will shed
what of him is wood sprite and grow naturally as a mortal...why this look
my lord."

"This is so unbelievably...what, cute, prefect, magical...how do I name what
I feel." "My beloved name our son."

"Are you thinking of what I am, now do not test my intelligence I know
you can."

"Yukisaki Sakura Toshama, part your name and mine, but please believe
darling other than in affairs of state I do not practice seeing your
thoughts." "Why not, then if I lust for another even in my mind you will
know." "That is why, for you are a man and men cannot keep from admiring
lovely women, and darling selfishness from the sprite in me, would cause
me untold amount of jealousy, so I would rather not know. Now love me
Togi, it has been far too long since I felt you deep within me."

"My darling we made love last night."

"I know, but I need your essence orally now, much of it, to feed our
little sprite."

The general was good to his word, although he did publicly execute a few
of his soldiers for raping girls, within a year the population was
working feeding themselves, and begging to see the wonderful emperor and
empress who saved them from the Czar. But no sooner had we taken Russia,
then the Americans, English, Chinese, French, Italians and only the Kami
knows who else was all but breaking down the gate to the palace demanding
we, of all asshole things, reinstate the Czar and leave Russia, so I ask
Yuki, "Instead of talking to these barbarians separately have a large
gathering of them all, and after telling them why we needed to do what we
did, ask them to send people to Russia and witness for themselves how
much better the people of Russia are living, this is the largest
humanitarian thing any nation on earth has done since time began."

That done, we still had problems, a fleet of ships came within seeing
distance of Japan shortly and seemed to anchor just setting there, our
fishing boat captains asked to see us, so in the council hall 10 of them
gathered tell us, "The ships off our coast are scaring off the fish, do
we not have some rights to the waters around Japan."

So Yuki replies, "Well said sir, I shall see to it these ships are moved
far enough away so your fishing will not be slowed."

After conferring with the admiral Sisatoga

of our navy, he sends a lone ship flying a white flag and talks to the
commander of the fleet, finding that they are both American and English
and over 50 of them, with double rows of cannons and after he asks them
to move further out, because they are interfering with our fishing one of
Japan's main sources of food, he simply tells them there is no boundaries
on water, they will be here rotating ships until Japan relinquishes
Russia what we did is considered an act of war, and if we do not follow
what they demand they will attack in force."

So after we hear that, I ask, "Council members it is time for the Emperor
and I to go to Russia, and with us enough military to try to get around
to as many of the Russian people as possible, telling them what the rest
of the world is wanting us to do, and if they wish it, we shall, but if
they do not, then let the world know, write letters, whatever can be done
to save these people from future starvation, within a week of little Yuki
being born my love asks, "You control when you become with child, so we
do not need to be concerned, nor do we need to wait." "Precious may I
remind you the children you have now and for the next possibly 50 years,
will die before you do."

If I had shot him he would not have looked so bad, slowly he asks, "Can
they not live longer."

"My sweet darling a very special thing was done for me with you, I dare
not ask more, special circumstances existed then, I asked to take me if
they needed to, to have you be what I pleaded for, I was given you, but I
know my request will cost me some time, I answer to the Kami, and he is a
demanding spirit, had I thought far enough ahead possibly I could have
done something then, it is you I needed, especially in my life, I have
told you sprites are too selfish creatures, we will hold on until we are
literally forced to quit. That is how I am with you, ooohhh...Togi...I need
you so very badly."

After, because it is that we find time to pleasure ourselves on one
another's bodies many times daily, even if they are very quick, or oral
sex, which I do a few times daily, he asks, "Please Susi tell me more of
you."

"Let me tell you a story, it will seem like a fairy tail but it is a
sprit tail, mine, fairies are difficult creatures to deal with, they know
they are better then we, so they keep pushing that on us, although they
rarely harm us, we must constantly put up with their meanness, because
they have sexes, and we do not, even though they do not reproduce as
mortals do, but spring from water lilies."

"Wait, tell me more about the creature in the middle earth too."

"Please darling what do you wish me to tell you 1st."

"About your middle earth's creatures."

Kissing his lips I tells Togi, "Have I told today how deep my love is for
you, it is, 1st the goblins, Trolls, and Gnomes eat pixies, brownies, and
sprits...it frightens me to even say the name Goblin, they are such horror
able creatures, trolls are almost as bad, gnomes mostly like to catch us
and tease us until we no longer have strength to be frightened, then they
eat us, right under these 3, are fairies, who are so conceded, they are
big enough to easily be seen so they think they are better then the
brownies and sprites, but a little like the other three they are not fast
enough, especially to catch us, and the brownies are few and stay out in
the deep wooded areas, living in trees, and under ground we on the other
hand also live in trees, but higher up, and there are more sprites than
all the others put together, if we had the kind of thinking mortals have
we could easily overpower all our enemies but, fear, meanness, hatred,
anger, revenge, all have no meaning to us, we are so quick, you have no
idea of how difficult it is for me to get the others to slow down enough
so mortals can see us, but since my family all loves one another so much
they do that for me, Togi, I am nothing special in my world, just another
of millions upon millions of sprites, except the Kami gave me mortal
form, there fore my kind see me as a very foolish wood sprite, and
although they will assist me, they tease me terribly every time...please
darling may I finish later, I do so want to be in your arms."

A few days alter we leave for Moscow and 1st meeting with a group of
civilians who advised the Czar so we tell them, "Practically all the
other nations are demanding we leave Russia, so we want the Russian to
tell us if they want us to leave also, at which time we will, but if not,
then there has to be a way this vote can be gotten to the heads of these
nations."

"Empress please my savors you have given us back our pride, jobs, I
actually make enough to provide for my family, this is the 1st time I
ever could, so we will do this, not for you, but for us, if you will
supply us with enough Rublies we can go to the capitals of these...sorry
for my terminology, dumb bastards, who know nothing of how we lived under
the Czar and make them see how you have made us human again."

"General...if you will, please help this man organize this, try to get it
done as fast as you can remembering we have a fleet of 50 ships off our
coast ready to invade, and although I see sooner than I like we will be
at war with another nation I would like to put it off as long as
possible. Now Emperor Yukiosaki, this you must not do, because we do not
wish to tempt fate, but I am going into the streets to talk to the
Russian people myself."

"Yes your majesty I shall have 20 men protecting you, as well as one of
our newest armored cars."

"From a distance General, if we cannot feel relaxed in our own nation,
then we should not be here."

"Empress, please you can be kidnapped, shot, or beaten."

"I do not think so general we have given these people a new life in the 1st
month, by now they all are operating and providing well fore their
families."

So with my armed escort a block behind me, I walk down next to a street
outside of Moscow, soon this little boy stops me and asks, "Are you her."
Smiling I ask, "Who, her."

"You can't be, the empress of Japan is a very serious lady, you are
Japanese aren't you."

Then her father walks out of his house and tells her, "Elexi how many
times have I told you to not talk to strangers, I am sorry Miss, but you
kno...

"He stops reaches in his pocket, pulls out a drawing of `me, and gasps as
he falls to him knees, begging, "Empress, please for give a dumb farmer,
please come in to my home, we have little but you are welcome."

Inside I ask, "You are not getting enough food for your family."

"Oh yes we eat better than we ever have, my meaning was that we are still
in this little house, we move soon, but now this is all we have for rooms,
empress is it true money was taken from you accounts to provide for us."

"Yes and more will be used, until every person in Russia is eating
properly, housed right and has work so you can make what you need, all
the Czar's wealth is in statuary, pictures, and only the great Kami knows
what else, so until that is found, sold and exchanged into Rublies this
seems the only way, once that is done hopefully some of our personal
wealth will find its way back to us, but as Empress of Japan for me to be
wealthy while you were starving...no, I will not keep filthy wealth, it is
better used feeding those who need feeding. Our sciencetis and engineer
will come to find mineral sources, every person who needs work here will
have it, plus trading we have things you need you have things we need, we
shall put all our geniuses together and build Russia up to where Japan
is, from there we all shall build a larger, stronger and more powerful
military, guns, a thing we call a tank, give us a year and there will be
more work paying good wages then Russia has men to fill, here is
something I wrote telling the Russian people what is happening else where
in the world read it carefully, then tell us what you think you can do to
help, because if we do not win this, Japan will be forced out of Russia,
and what will happen to you all, I wish I knew, once the Russian people
help us convince the world you want to be Japanese citizens, so it shall
be. Sir do you not have daughters." "they were taken from us to supply
Russia soldiers women."

"Do they send you any money for them sexually pleasing Russian soldiers."

"No, they are sex slaves for the Russians."

"Not any more, I abolished selling women who are allowing men to use them
and the woman is a slave, any one caught doing it is executed. Even our
own soldiers who raped girls here were publicly killed so all can see we
mean what we say...your food is very good. But I must be going, please
follow up on this."

In another home the man had little to say and the wife wasn't allowed to
speak, until I said, "I can see how better living for you is since the
Czar no longer rules Russia."

"You invaded us, took our beloved Czar Nickelas, now you are stripping
him of his wealth, how do you expect the Russian people to think you are
anything but conquerors...this charity, we want to work for what we need
not have it given to us."

"You will it is easier to work when you have food in your belly."

"Well I don't care who you call yourself, we know the empress of Japan
would never going walking around alone, in fact after looking at your
jewelry, I think I shall take these from you, then I will have enough
Rubles to buy what I want."

"So you are a thief and never worry about feeding your family or
whatever."

"Yes, and I'm damn good at it too, now just fork over what you are
wearing and then get your yellow ass out of my home."

And he pulls out a long knife, so I reply, "Since I am the empress, and
if you rob me, I shall send men here to lock you up, if you take anything
from me, you'd better murder me, which is a shame in front of these
children unless you have them trained already to rob and murder."

By now my military guards wondering what was taking so long were our side
the door, listening, so I tell the asshole, "Let us for get the whole
thing, I am leaving, if you try to stop me, you are the one who be
jailed."

So since he is as dumb as he acted he grabs me, my guards rush in as I
disarm him and flip him on his ass, and I tell them, "Be sure and have
these poor children sent somewhere safe, not for them but possibly they
have been taught to steal, Yuki had to go back to Japan because now the
French were demanding to see him, I stayed in Russia for a week before I
leave for Japan, and as Yuki and I meet he tells me, "We now have
problems with the French they want Malaysia back, and us out of
Polynesia. I purposely left it with no reply, I very much will like you
to handle this, since you speak French." "I will calm him and have what
has been done remain so." Any problems."

"Not really, every good person I spoke to is defiantly on our side of
this stupidity." Later that day the French Ambassador comes back and
seeing me only asks, "Where is the emperor."

"Please sir, set here next to me, think on this, Malaysia is now doing
better than it ever has, the populations incomes are higher, more raw
material is either mined or made and exported, with Singapore part of
Malaysia more finished products also are exported, we have spent millions
building Malaysia there is no way we can walk away from these
investments, and now with nations sailing farther, Polynesia will soon be
one place where they all will be looking hard especially since there is
the largest source of pearls on earth, all we are doing is protecting
your interests, and giving us another close trading pardoner, I am so
very sorry sir, but our investments have gone far too high to lose now,
there is no problem here, are the French so willing to go to war over
nothing, this was brought about because of our interest in Russia, soon
the world will hear from the Russian people as to what their wish is, to
be free of Japan or to be a part of Japan."

After 2 months all these nations who were so apoplectic and it seemed as
if we were actually going to get a honeymoon, 2 years had passed, little
Togi is a demon on wheels, probably because he has two teenagers raising
him, so Yuki tells me, "It is time, little Yuki and I want you to tell us
about middle earth."

"I wondered how long it would take you to get me talking about my home,
is little Yuki old enough to hear some of this, it gets rather graphic."

"He either will understand it or not."

"Then I shall give it a try, goblins are the most mean minded, ill
tempted of all creatures in the middle earth, they'll eat most anything,
but enjoy fairies, pixies, brownies and sprites best of all, they only
live in very large wooded areas, thick under growth and they are so slow,
and dumb, they never created weapons, learned to ride a horse, know what
a wheel is, their clothing is mostly cloth, they stole from Gnomes, or
none at all, since they do not have fire, they eat everything raw, never
save any food, catch it and eat it, sleep all day and hunt all night,
bumping into trees, falling over logs, I often have wondered how they
mange to stay so fat, except they do eat soft bark from trees, soft
rotten wood, ants, termites, frogs, snakes, lizards, if they have
anything they do not eat, we never found out what it is, trolls are
almost as bad, they have most of the same ways about them except they're
smaller, lighter, but as silly as it sounds slower, and dumber so dumb
they do not know what they like to eat so they will eat anything they can
chew, or swallow whole, and if that happens to be one of us, a fairy.
Pixie or brownie, they'll eat it clothing and all. Since we tiny ones
never go out at night, we're like the hummingbird, once the sun does down
we more or less stop, except in middle earth where it stays the same all
day, although there is no sun, it is magically lit and looks like a
shaded area, in the darkened places is where these nasty creature hide
hoping one of us will be dumb enough to go there, Gnomes are very gentle
creatures, very hard workers, never bothering any one, who farm, and
mine, especially for gold, diamonds, silver, they make great weapons, and
sell them to the elves and dwarfs, they could sell them to the goblins
and trolls, but neither one would know what to do with a knife or sword

elves are trouble makers, they love to mess things up as terribly as they
can, farmers equipment of any kind, their homes are wherever they choose,
if it happens to be in a city, look out, because the more mortals around
the more things do not work as they should, their diet is like the troll,
if it is soft enough it must be good to eat, also anything dead, they
like the dwarfs are born thieves, if they can carry it, it is not where
it was left, pixies are all fun, like us, they feed like us, anything
liquid, with pixies we go to the tiny ones, for Pixies, Fairies, and
Sprites are very tiny, and normally move fast enough that mortals never
see them, but if you are setting reading, or studying and cannot figure
out why different parts of your body keep wanting to be scratched this is
why, because pixies and sprites love nothing more than to cause mortals
problems, too tiny to steal, or eat, they suck all of what they eat, only
liquids, so you may leave a glass of water out on a table, only to find
it empty the next morning, but since you must have drank it, because no
one else is around...so it goes, we specialize in confusing mortals teasing
other creatures the Kami put on earth, small enough so we can, rats,
rabbits, mice, ducks, chickens, also we drink almost any liquid, the most
desirable is human or any animals semen, the vaginal fluid of women,
these are harder to get from other animals, except when they sleep,
mortals think nothing of laying down and falling asleep nude, males wake
some times having experienced a wet dream, the ones who gave it to them
is us, get a 100 or more buzzing around a man's penis, and he'll pop in
no time, with women we only stimulate their vagina, and the juices flow,
spit, what we can get out of a person's nose, flacks of skin, sweat, when
two people are making love we have a feast, and there is nothing as
wonderfully satisfying as having a few 100 pixies or Sprites stimulating
a man's penis, his ejaculation is so powerfully pleasing it damn near
renders him passed out from exhaustion, Sprites out number all the others
100 to one, if we could be organized we would never have any enemies, but
pixies and sprites are so silly all they can do is feed and play, but
like the hummingbird, we play, feel starved, eat so we can play, if
you've ever seen a dog chasing his tail, he is not chasing it but us,
squirrels are the most dangerous ones to tease, because of their speed,
far too many pixies and sprites have been eaten by them as we were just
teasing them, small birds too, the smaller the creature, the faster they
are, the more of us lose our lives, but there is no sense of lose in us,
we cannot seem to realize what happened to any who are no longer, in fact
we do not even notice them gone. Since no one is related, and certain
emotions are foreign to us, such as fear, friendship, love, desire,
hatred, since we're sexless, we form no attachment, there are just so
many of us, every bud on trees, dies because a new sprit has sucked all
its nectar, every time wave crests and sprays, more sprits are created
and since time does not exist for us, we live forever...unless some darn
goblin eats us, now speaking of being eaten, goblins swallow us whole, so
since we can exist within a body, we give them fits, and make them so
sick, they vomit, and we are freed...oh, please you two, you would have me
go on forever, but I tire, may we pick this up some time later."

Yuki then asks, "Can you do one thing for our son, he should experience
this from the time he is young on through his life, so he will never
forget from where you came."

"It always excites me also, so of course."

"Excites you, why, do you long to be there."

"Never my dearest love, there I was a sexless sprit, who had no knowledge
of the joys and splendor of knowing I love some one and he loves me
deeply also, going from not knowing the word love, to having you, excites
me greatly."

Yuki pulls me to him and presses his lips against mine until he pulls
away and I ask, I'n front of little Yuki my lord."

"Where else my darling some day he will experience your sexual pleasures,
he might as well see how overwhelming you are even now, you certainly
will not deny your son the most fantastic experience he will ever have,
when you have not any other of your family. I know you talk to him in the
night, as you did me and I do not know how many other your princes."

"I do not know you would want me to my darling, I have given my self
solely to you."

"Nonsense, especially since he will never wear the crown he must be given
you, who is even far more rewarding then a simple crown, when is the
proper age for you to start tantalizing him."

"Any time now."

"You will allow me to be present."

"I would not wish to have this any other way my lord."

"Although he is here and has heard all this, tell our son what awaits him
now."

So turning to our son I tell him, "My precious, you saw what your father
just did to me as we kissed and embraced one another, will you allow us
to do that."

After a pleasant time of kissing little Togi until he falls asleep
contented and happy that I am so loving to him, then Togi and I love one
another until he tires and falls asleep. a few days later Togi asks, "Let
us go to Polynesia for a vacation, honeymoon, I shall ask General
Consumato to come from Russia to over see the nations affairs while we
are gone, he has Russia in control and a good 2nd man under him who he
assures me will be as resourceful as he during a time he is gone."

"If I may ask my lord, why Polynesia."

"I want to see why the French Ambassador keep raving about it."

"How many shall we have with us, and do you wish to bring Togi."

"Do not think you can deceive me by asking that, I dare not leave him for
fear of encoring your displeasure."

"What did I say to cause you to think this."

"Not what you said, the way you said it."

So soon we are on a large ship that was rebuilt for our yacht, we stop in
Polynesia and look over our investments there, especially the pearl
business, on one of the docks where the men sent out to the oyster beds
as we talk to one of the drivers he tells us, "It's really a wonderful
world down there, like floating on air."

"Oh, no," I say, "I could never go in the water, I fear water, except for
bathing in a tub."

"Oh now empress, the sea sprites are friendly in these waters."

"Really," I reply, "you have seen them."

"They must be, because they look nothing like fish." "how large are
they." " 2-4 inches."

"Oh, interesting."

Later Togi asks, "Are sea sprites that large."

"No...not even close." So little Togi asks, "mother are sea sprites the
same as you." "Oh my darling you were paying attention, yes my love, we
have no difference between us, but never tell a sea sprit that, or a wood
sprit, because each one knows they are better than the other, it was not
until I came to be of mortal form did I realize the difference between
water sprites, river, lake, sea, falls, & wood sprites is so tiny, we
actually cannot see it either, the thing being we never get close enough
to one of the others to see there is no difference, today, on that dock,
I was frightened so much, that is the 1st time I have ever been so close
to water before, except my bath, which is silly because there is nothing
that can harm me." That evening in our suite, little Togi asks, "May I
have more of you tonight mother, what you did felt so nice."

Turning to his father I ask, "Will you do what you did last night."

"Certainly my precious love."

So I hold him in my arms kissing his small lips and telling him of my
love for him, as he drifts off to sleep, Togi and I make love after and
when he is asleep I laid thinking of how good the Kami had provided for
me in this life, and wondered if I was always truly following what he
would have me do, so getting up I go to the small shrine we brought with
us, and pray for guidance, not having seen it had almost been day light
when I started soon Togi is kneeling beside me, so I ask, "What are you
doing up my love...oh...the sun has risen...how time gets away from me,
especially when I am with the two dearest ones in my life...I really must
have a little rest, have we somewhere we must be early my lord."

"No my precious, come I shall lie next to you." But we were woke by
little Togi asking, "Are we not going to see a famous mountain today."

Shaking sleep from our eyes, Togi replies, "a volcano my son."

After that as we are walking along a gorgeous beach, Togi asks, "As
terrible as it may sound I have not seen a thing we do not have in
Japan."

"Nor I my lord, why do we not return, I enjoyed that small garden house
so much, but we had so little time in it, our home beckons us my precious
darling may we not go back."

"Let us do something decadent...smoke from opium, drink Sake until we are
dopey, ban every one from the orchard, and run around nude until we are
tempted by one another's bodies and fuck like rabbits, but now I wish to
ravish this so delightfully tiny irresistible body that renders me
helpless before you." "My lord I cry with anticipation of you doing that
very thing."

We set sail and stayed in our cabin tempting one another beyond mortal
comprehension all the way back, and especially having our son here with
us so he may see the joy and pleasure we have in loving one another, once
there we did as we said, bring Togi with us and me diddling his little
peter, until he falls asleep each evening then Yuki and I go crazy
fucking ourselves delirious.

A few years later after little Togi is in School Togi and I set out to
visit our now many out laying areas, we had been in Russia right after it
became part of the Japanese Empire but not since; so 1st we go there, and
in St. Petersburg at the Hermitage which was the winter home of the
Czars, now a museum of the lesser valued art he had, because we had
stripped him of all his wealth to feed the nations starving as we walked
around it, many Russian families were there too, and it always seems that
young girls gravitate toward me, possibly because my aura brings them to
me, this darling young girl asks me, "Are you from Japan."

Yuki loves watching me at this, so I kneel next to her as I reply, "Yes
my darling I am from Tokyo."

"Have you ever seen the empress, I am told she is beautiful, like you."

Then there father asks, "I am sorry Miss, is she botheri...you are the
empress, aren't...and there is the emperor, family kneel, it is the emp..."

Togi now used to what I cause to happen reassures the man, "Please sir do
not kneel we are all visiting this wonderful museum let us not have
divisions between us."

The poor man is speechless, so his wife asks, "Are you enjoying St.
Petersburg, we live here, come often to show our children this."

"You truly have a great city, we love it and it is so interesting."

Then of their little girls asks,

"No one will ever believe we really spoke to you, is there any way we can
prove it." "Yes my precious, here is a 25,000 Yen note, it has the
emperor's name written on it, he will sign it, under where his name is,
all see you must have."

Later back in our hotel, Togi tells me, "All because of you, I am
probably the most loved emperor ever...the way everywhere we go the people
seem to love us so deeply."

"Is that not as it should be my lord, and with you, because of your
benevolence I think it would be whether I was with you or not."

"That is my meaning darling, would I be this giving if you were not more
of my life then I am."

"That is a sweet thing to say my love, but I would hate to think you are
right, and I am actually the only true giver between us. We went from
there to Korea, where after what seemed like a nice visit, our procession
of cars carriages ambushed, most of our guards killed the my precious
love kidnapped. At the palace in Tuosing the capital I with others waited
to hear from the kidnapers as to their demands, soon a young girl came
and gave us their demands, they want Korea free of Japan rule, so I ask
General Chin Ho who is governor of Korea, "If this has been how our
people here feel why have we not been told before this."

"Empress, they mean to kill the emperor, this has to be a very small
group of dissents. What is your wish."

Put this out where all may see it, the empress of the Japanese empire
will be...tell me a very deserted place."

"On the north side out side the city, but empress, possibly you will be
killed also." "I will be there, alone and waiting for them to see me."

To my good luck it is summer so at least I was not cold during the 2 days
I waited, them 4 men came and asks, "Why would we want to talk to you."

"Without a word I tear into them like a wild cat, killing two, breaking
the legs of the other two, then ask, "Where is the emperor."

"Kill us and he will die."

I drag them into an old building and torture them until I learn where he
is, and go there, strip so I am nude and storming in like a herd of
bulls, I actually kill another 4 men, getting knifed 3 times, but find my
love tied to a chair in another room, after untying him I ask,
prayerfully, "Are you alright, did they harm you."

"Where are the guards."

"I came alone."

Speechless he looks at the dead men, and sees them actually splattered
like the pigs they are, then asks ,"Alone...you did this."

"I would have killed a 100 if need be, come my love let us leave."

After the general after having seen these, he tells us, "We have been
looking for these men they killed one of my staff, but empress how...you
were alone."

"My knowledge of martial arts is 2nd to none, I am sorry none are alive
to tell us if there are others, but I had little time to risk how I
stopped them...oh, back where I was waiting there are two with broken legs,
get them general and let me question them, they will tell me what we want
to know, so after I torture them terribly we find the rest of this group
and have a public execution announcing there if any one has problems with
our rule over Korea, come directly to us, there are always ways to solve
problems without resorting to this. From there we go back to Japan
because I told Togi, "No more chances, will we take with our lives, they
are far too importance to the empire. A few Years later I plant another
wood sprit seed and soon our daughter is born, our son Togisaki away at
school, and once Tuni is old enough I, in such a long time, have the
softness of a young girls touch on my skin, and my darling Togi has
learned archaeology and is digging for a hobby, we take a trip to the old
palace in Osaka and he goes into the cellar while the children and I
wander around this large empty castle, and discover how drab some place
can become once no one lives there, and there are so many dark places
until I tell my children, "We must leave these dark places, they frighten
me, so Tuni asks, "Mother are you really afraid of the dark."

"Then I realized I could not say yes, for she would be then, so I reply,
"it is just this old building darling let us go out side."

Then our son Yukase who I talk to very much at night in his dreams, tells
Tuni, "Don't you remember anything mother was a sprite, goblins are in
dark areas, she does not like being in dark places because of that."

"Mother," Tuni asks, "is that right, I do not remember you telling me
that."

"It was old ago darling, when you were very young...but Yukase you are not
supposed to repeat those things I tell you."

When we get out side there is Togi who has dug something out of the
cellar, so I ask, "A box...have you opened it."

"Not yet, I think I will wait until we get back, so I can have a mask on
just in case." "Let me touch it...yes, perhaps it will be better if you
open it alone, there is nothing in it that can harm you, but I do not
want the children to see."

After that we rode back to Tokyo, having to stop alone the way, but now
new are there and I tell Togi, "I really do not enjoy travel I like our
home too much."

"Have you not spent enough time in the palace to grow bored with it."

"How can you ask that, become tired of the royal palace of the Japanese
emperor, where any woman is honored beyond her ability to express by
being his empress." "That is a question I have for you, since you can
modify your surroundings to satisfy yourself, why do you never seek the
throne before this."

"I am far too playful a sprite to wish responsibility upon myself, until
now, I had never been caused to have problems with any of the past
emperors and since we all were lovers, my thoughts were only on them,
when your father turned on me, I looked to the future emperor for the 1st
time, and determined to see to it you were what Japan needed most, a true
intelligent, but humble man who will rule with responsibility, being fair
to all and still insistent. My love as much as I hate to bring this up,
since it seems dissatisfied groups want freedom, we still must travel
among our subjects to enforce our close commitment to them, please my
lord, may I then go on this next trip alone."

"Would it not be better to extend your protective power over me, because
I will not allow you to go alone."

I kiss his lightly and reply, "This is why my love for you is so deep my
precious, you are willing to over see my will so easily, even when you
know, I can even more easily, change your attitudes about it."

"Have you not promised you will not do that."

"Yes, but it still takes a strong man to enforce his will over a magical
creature." Tuni was standing near us as I said that, and quickly asks,
"Mother are you really magical."

"Oh, my sweet girl, you know I am, how many times have we played a
magical game."

"Please may I get Yukase to be with us, can the 4 of us go this time."

So Togi asks, "What are you talking about Tuni."

"Get your brother darling your father has never played this game."

When the 4 of us are setting in a circle, holding hands I say, "now close
you eyes, and think of flying over us and looking down upon the palace
grounds...now open your eyes and look down, but be care do not fall off
this cloud."

As our children laugh and giggle, poor Togi, weakly asks, "Are we
actually flying, and if so on what."

"Oh, Togi, stop being so pragmatic enjoy this while it lasts. Now you
better begin believing or it will vanish and the children will be angry
with you for spoiling their fun, after a time we are back where we were,
and Togi asks, "Was that real or did you just hypnotize our minds into
believing it."

So Tuni tells him, "Oh daddy please learn to except what you witness
without trying to explain it."

"Tuni," I scold her, "Naughty, you should never speak to your father in
that tone of voice, I do not, nor should you, after all, Yukiosaki is
emperor of all the Japanese empire..."

Smiling I then say, "He can have us boiled in oil for less."

So then Togi tells us, "A far better way to deal with disrespectful
subjects is to tickle them into submission."

And so starts a tickling session that causes us all to end up crying
because of so much laughing. Later after the children have gone to bed,
Togi and I open the box, inside we find the bones of an infant along with
a golden necklace, with a very large diamond on it, so I ask, "Does this
mean anything to you my love."

"No, obviously some poor woman in the royal family had an unwanted child,
but who, and by whom, I have no idea, let us read in the histories of our
family and see if we can find who did this."

Which is a dumb idea because the last place it will be is written in the
imperial families history, so we put the diamond with the rest of the
crown jewels, and bury the poor little person whoever he or she was, but
after a proper Shinto burial the one's Kami comes to me, and tells me the
story of a young daughter of the emperor Geiji of whom I knew well, I was
his mistress for a long time, then the daughter comes to my mind, she was
there in the palace for only short time before Geiji sent her away to
school, which was never done back then, my precious Geiji, knew his
daughter was with child, so he sent her away to have it, but she never
returned, so why was the child put in a box and buried under the palace,
days passed, as we went about our family business, but this mystery
haunted me, until finally it became known to me, Geiji brought his
daughter back locked her away, leaving the box with her to ever remind
her of her shame...the young man who did this was boiled in oil, as the
daughter watched, such a heartless bastard Geiji was, and I his favorite
Courtesan,

how terribly blind with my love for him was I, that I missed this horror
able piece of my families history and the viciousness of a man I loved so
dearly. I choose to not tell Togi, it would only hurt him to think any
emperor could have been so hurtful toward his own daughter, but is this
any different from the way Japan has felt about baby girls from the
beginning of time, a woman is useless unless she can bring pleasure to a
man, and we start these poor girls out so very young, myself chief among
the wrong doers...but is it really wrong, to take a girl from a family who
does not want her, give her a pleasing life and shower her with love, no,
I think not. Every 10 or so years I plant another wood sprit seed in the
old cherry tree and know before hand if it will be a boy or girl so we
have 7 girls and 15 boys, and as I told Togi, some died of natural causes
before he was gone, simply because of the long life I had given him, it
was interesting having so many children, some were away at school others
living here, tottlers, a baby in a crib, as no one could say the palace
was too quiet, rather it was like a children's play ground, as I looked
ahead I saw who will be the next emperor and I begin tutoring him nightly
Prince Layeasu, was only 3 when I knew he would follow my love on the
throne, so nightly I came to him, teaching him about governments,
societies, as well as poetry music, and calligraphy so he will have a
good education and in not only government but the arts. Connase left my
house and went I believe to China, and little by little my house emptied
as more of the Oiran left to wed or go on their own, until it was empty
again, but my life was so full I had little time to concern myself with
that, for even with nannies, when one has this many children one's life
cannot help but be busy, so as I have gone so many times before I slipped
into loves deepest cavern and gloried in my good fortune, teaching my
young children the joys of being a sprite, as well as realizing that is
only within one's mind and most never be spoken to others about. Because
of the attempts on Yukiosaki's life each time we travel, I set out to
look over the empire alone, with a full company of palace guards,
naturally, we go 1st back to Moscow where I again go out into the people
and talk with them about our governing and if we are fair with them,
since we 1st took over Russia we have recruited 1000s into our military,
and now have a few generals from Russia, as part of a military no other
nation dares to try, not only because of number, but advanced weaponry,
since our fleets cover most of the seas now, and we have foreign offices
in every major nation on earth plus an attachment of troops, our largest
ally China, even though it is weak, it has large land mass, so we have
many troops there also, in a small district in Moscow as I casually walk
down the side walk a man comes out of a house and knees, as he asks,
"Empress...I beg of you, a word." "Rise my man do not humble yourself
before me, I am the same as you another mortal on this earth, how may I
be of assistance to you." "Please your majesty, come in my humble
dwelling...my son joined the army, since I have become unable to work, I
have tried to get him home, but the army refuses, can nothing be done."

I ask my captain of the guard, "Take this man's name, find his son and
have him released, if circumstances in his family are as he says...also
have the son talked to, make sure this is as it should be."

Captain Penase tells me, "If I may your majesty, this is one poor family,
can we take time to do this."

"Captain...it is a terrible matter that the empress of this great nation
knows so little of her subjects needs, please do not cause it to be worse
then it is...sir you shall have your son home if indeed he will be the only
one working to support this family, if although you seek to defuse the
truth from me, you had better find a place to hide, for as giving as I
may be, to those who tend to lie to me, I become their executioner."

To his good fortune he was telling the truth and his son wanted very much
to be home helping, later as Captain Penase and I are talking he asks,
"Empress you are so giving, warm and try to be so close to your subjects,
those of us in your escort, often wonder if these people know how good
they have it because of you."

"Penase, may I refer to you as such, when one is on the bottom looking up
one seldom sees who is either pushing them down or lifting them up, all
they see is the difference, then praises whoever it is that caused it,
not actually knowing that person at all...my heart breaks more each time I
realize this, man's inhumanity to man is the most heart breaking thing we
have to deal with, and Penase this does not even come close to what girls
have done to them, under bad conditions raped to death, as men laugh at
them for their weaknesses, if the women of earth ever had control, men
would be in a very bad way."

"But your majesty, that will never happen."

"Truly you are correct, it is and always will be a man's world. I fear
our next stop Penase, stay close to me, have many men with us, remember
the emperor was kidnapped in Korea."

"I also remember your majesty, you killed 8 men rescuing him, and with
your bare hands, truly you are a great warrior."

"Or the great Kami was with me Penase."

We had a nice visit in Korea, and no problems then on to the coastal
areas of China, Shanghai where my way of dressing was cheered by all the
women I was near, they even liked the way I changed it, longer with a
high slit up over one leg, and while we are there I puzzle the Captain by
telling him, "Find out where the houses of Prostitution are, I wish to
visit some."

"Empress...why."

"We have legal prostitution all over the empire, I want to see how it is
here especially since what is happening in the Yoshiwara is slowly
turning toward the Shanghai woman."

So in one of the houses I ask a girl there, "My precious little doll how
is your life here in Shanghai."

"Are you interested in having me please you Miss."

"You do not know who I am do you, darling I am your empress."

She looks shocked and asks the house mother, "Who is this woman
mistress."

The mistress starts to hit her as she says, "This is the Empress of Japan
foolish girl."

I stop her hand as I say, "Ignorance is not to be punished but corrected
mistress, now please let me talk in private to this girl...there my
precious, tell me is she brutal with you."

"No, I am a wild girl and probably need hitting as much as I get...since
you have Shanghai and whoring is legal our lives are good, we have good
pay, and live nicely."

"Sweetheart never think of yourself as a whore, whores give themselves
away for pleasure, yours is a noble profession, one that calls for
respect, to be a courtesan is next to being nobility, there is no greater
honor then to know men fall over themselves wanting you, if indeed you
are worth the wanting, are you."

"Are you really the empress of Japan."

"Yes, I am."

"Yet you are here in a whore house talking to a low life like me."

"Have you not been listening to me, you are not low, but above, if you
are desirable to men, how many other women are, certainly not their wives
or they would be home with them, and as many courtesans as there are here
think, these men want you, no other."

Going next to Hong Kong where again it is quiet with no problems, on to
Singapore where we run into a revolt, and we are no sooner off the ship
and my guards, except captain Penase are killed by arrows as a group of
Malaysian Islamic try to take Penase and I prisoner, but I explode from
my quiet shell of womanhood, not caring about knives or swords and kill
every one of our would be captures with my bare hands, ripping necks and
breaking legs and arms, as 100s of people look on and wonder how one tiny
woman can be so deadly, once they are all dead, I am standing in the
middle of dead men covered in blood yelling, "Who dares take me against
my will let him try, and die."

As Penase pulls me to himself and holds me tightly saying, "My precious
empress, they are all dead."

I burst our crying over my dead guards, as I faint from lose of blood, as
I awake I jump up again ready to kill whoever is close, but Penase holds
me again saying, "Pleased my empress they are all dead, by the spirits
you have killed 20 men, twice your size."

"Hold me close Penase, please for I am so frightened now."

The military Governor then tells us, "May I speak your majesty."

"Penase talk to him, I cannot now."

I hear, "The Islamic peoples are growing here, they wish to not be part
of the Japanese empire, tha..."

I speak up, "General have a vote if most want us out, then we are. It is
that simple but if not hunt down the ones who do and have them killed for
their uselessness to Japan. Both Penase & the governor look upon me as if
I am delirious from lose of blood, and Penase tells me, "Empress if we do
this, every Islamic nation will rise up against us."

"Then send them to their Islamic bother's nations we do not want them,
will that satisfy you. What have we done to cause these to be so against
us but feed and cloth them, I say, fuck them all we do not need such ones
as these who kill innocent men and try to capture me."

Still they look at me shocked at my choice of words, and Penase asks,
"Please my precious empress, rest this can be deiced later."

"Penase do not leave my side, I need a friendly face near me."

Quicker than any could imagine I am strong enough and I say to the
general and ask, "Have you done as I told you."

"You remember."

"General, please do not anger me further...the emperor and I speak as one
my words are his, do as I told you either the majority want us or not,
either way the Islamic people will be where they belong."

"I am sorry your majesty without word from the emperor I cannot." He sees
me close my eyes and pray softly, "Spirits of Kami, mine, Yukiosaki,
peoples of earth, I humbly plead hear my prayer, prove to this fool my
word is law."

Suddenly a great wind blows out the windows with such force no one can
see, after it dies, there stands emperor Yukiosaki and he tells them,
"Has not the empress given you an order and you dare defy her know you
not to whom you speak when you speak to her majesty, the very
personification of a goddess on this earth, run general and see to it."

As another great wind blows and scatters furniture all over his office,
dying down, the emperor now gone, the general then kneels and says, "At
once my empress, I obey."

After he leaves Penase falls to his face pleading for my forgiveness,
asking, "Hear me goddess I implore you, spare my life, I shall serve only
you, faithfully so."

"Be not frightened my love, I need you far too much now, Penase, please
darling hold me."

much later as we sail for Japan, Penase asks permission to speak and
asks, "Can you tell me what happened back in Malaysia was the emperor
truly there. And if so how can this be."

"Tell me of the Islamic people of our nation do they want us or not."

"It was a small group my empress, the few have been executed."

"Question me not, the Kami heeded my prayer...thankfully so, I must be
careful they do not want mortals asking for what I did."

"But your majesty, you are not mortal, but an immortal given to us weak
mortals to guide and protect us."

"I pray you are correct Penase, for now I feel very weak and very
mortal."

My poor husband had heard nothing of this, except a strange dream he had
one night about being in Malaysia so as I came into the palace and broke
down crying he had little idea of why, after telling Togi the whole
story, he says, "Our governor general must be weak, I shall have him
replaced by one who can keep these Islamic peoples under foot...captain the
empress was in great danger, yes."

"Mortal danger my emperor, she some how fought off 20 men, killing them
all...please my royal majesties, our people must know what happened there,
truly her majesty, empress Susiama is an immortal living among us, for no
human woman could have done what she did there, plus having you there to
back up her order."

"You brought my darling love back to me Captain, where...no what is your
wish for your next duty station." I speak up, "The captain has given me
has life, he is now forever mine."

"Then you shall be her majesties royal guard captain, do as well as you
have and life will be good to you captain...do less, and die horror ably."
"All I ask your majesties, it be the hand of the empress that kills me."
After he is gone Yuki asks, "Do you want him Susi."

"In truth my lord very much, but I refuse to take him, I have vowed my
everlasting loyalty to you, I shall not break it."

"Do you do this with regret or happily."

"My lord, may you strike me dead, if I lie, I am, have been and will
always be only yours, I joyfully, & happily wish to have only you take my
body as you see fit...but my master had he not been with me then I would
have faltered terribly, Penase was a rock to me then, when I was so very
frightened...please my lord, I plead, take me even now, I need to feel you
inside me."

Poor Yuki I cried most of the way through him making love to me, but soon
after I brightened up and tell him, "Thank you my lord, I needed to feel
your love for me...Yuki, I was so terribly frightened...terribly frightened,
so many men wanting me dead. Master I cannot travel any more, please do
not ask me."

"Darling this was your doing I never wanted you to travel alone, we
cannot know what or who is out there waiting of one of us, you are the
one who taught me, nations are easy to control, minds are not...and the
captain, I command you to have sex with him. Since you have such a need
for male semen then give him oral sex sucking his cock dry, I will hear
no arguments."

So the next day, Yuki sends for the captain and tells him, "The empress
desires to suck your prick, I have given her permission to do so, she has
an insatiable lust for male semen from now on you shall provide her with
how ever much she wishes, and captain one word of this, and you shall
have your wish, because the empress will take great pleasure in slitting
your throat."

Poor Penase stands there looking at Yuki, until he asks, "My master, how
can I do this in good conscious,

I have seen the two of you, your love for one another is far too great,
kill me if you must but I refuse."

Yuki looks over at me and smiles as he says, "Believe me my dearest,
knowing your needs for semen I was only trying to give you another
supplier, no captain, you are in mo danger, actually the empress told me
she would not do this either."

So after he leaves Yuki tells me, "My love is it not you who told me of
your need

for many ejaculations of semen in your mouth to keep up your strength and
power, and did you not suffer many stabbings in that fight you have, and
would you have if your were stronger and had the semen you need daily,
which I cannot give you." "A simple matter my lord, may we go to the
horse stables, will you allow me to go there and get what I need, their
semen is rich and thicker then humans." "May I know if you have...no I do
not need to know, yes, do whatever you need to especially to keep
yourself healthy, but Susi why will you choose a horse over the handsome
captain."

"Because I shall milk the horse and drink his semen from a cup, and not
feel as through I have been untrue to you, you would have killed our love
if you had forced the other."

"Then would you have allowed me to."

"I can see right now you are becoming too quick witted even for me, no my
darling I would not have, we have total trust, understand and oneness of
mind, I shall never allow anything to destroy any of that."

Once every so many years I plant another wood sprit seed, and 3 months
later we have another child, one who keep us young and happy, in the
orchard as I play with a few of my younger children I tell them, "I want
you all to look right here, where my hand is do not look away or you will
miss them, now ready...heeeewaaaacheeee."

I yell, as 1000s of my wood land sprites fly out and buzz around my face,
and my children hear, "No my precious I cannot these are my children they
will be frightened if I do, so please stay so they can see you."

So Timi asks, "what did you tell them mother."

"They want me tiny so we can play, but I would not be here, so I told
them you would be frightened."

"You can become little like these; mother."

"This is my real form darling I am a sprite but today we have pixies,
nixies, and fairies too, because of my friendliness they have come out to
play with us, be nice to them and they will tickle you too."

As the children are rolling in the grass laughing and giggling, Tenase
comes out and asks, "What is wrong with them."

"Come Tenase set and see for yourself."

Soon he is going crazy trying to figure out what is tickling him so much.
As far as travel after what happened to me, we did no more of it, staying
in Japan, but getting around our nation as much as we could, then one day
we get a report a group of Islamic men from India have come to Malaysia
and have started a small war against our military there, so we send
troops and what began small turns large as India, send more men and we
meet them on the shores of Malaysia, in a terrible battle, but no nation
on earth can stand against our military might, as we chase them back to
India, where we meet little resistance, and end up taking most of the
country just trying to get the ones who invaded us, the Indian government
sues for peace and the Maharaja requests an audience, so soon he is
before us and asks, "What is your intentions toward India...and myself."

So Yuki tells him, "We have no use for India, go back to you nation keep
your people there, bother us no more if we must go back again India will
become part of the Japanese empire, and not an equal part but a vassal
nation under military rule...and sir, do not let me see you or any of your
Islamic peoples near us again." After they leave and we are alone he
asks, "What is your thinking my love."

"I beg your forgiveness my lord, I should have spoke up then, we have a
strong military presence there now, strengthen them even more and keep
India, we shall need it later as other nations try to break up our
empire, for we as good as have China, they rely on us for almost
everything they have now."

"Why will you not let me see what you do, why most I be without knowledge
of the future when you have it."

"I am so very sorry my lord, the future is not for mortals to know, but I
see wars, many, 1st in China, who naturally will lose, Russia who will
lose, I see the Japanese empire becoming so large we have little control
over it all, then the English will take India away, Russia will become
its own nation again, under a new Czar Nickolas, the world will be at war
with almost every nation fighting others, Japan will be the loser, as we
are driven back into this island nation only, but no one will stand
against us until centuries from now, when we will fall completely and the
United States will control our beloved nation...none of which you shall
live to see praise the Kami, only I will live through this horror."

Even as I told my poor Togi these things I knew it is a mistake for the
mortal mind cannot stand against what it sees in the future and he
becomes so very saddened, so that night as we make love, I erase it all
from his mind. So we backed out of India, and did not have China become
part of Japan, but maintained control over it. More wood sprit seeds
planted and years roll by, as from then on time seemed to elude me and
far sooner than I had thought possible, my beloved Yukiosaki is coming to
the end of his life, the day of his passing on, even though he is still
strong and aware, I ask, "My lord let us play in the orchard, it has been
so many years since we have."

"My darling Susi you have never really grown to adulthood have you."

Making sure no one will bother us, we go there, strip and I call my many
sprites, nixies, pixies and even fairies to help me tantalize my darling
love into the next life, and by night fall, our 7th son is emperor,
Layeasu had married a few years before, and to a lovely cousin, after we
had many years of me tantalizing his sexual senses, and once all seemed
well, I once again, and after so many years faded from mortal sight only
to reappear in my house in the Yoshiwara, which had gone into disrepair
many years before, empty of all who had enjoyed years of pleasure here, I
set among the broken buildings, wondering what this next century will
bring me, as I wander the streets I see how terrible it has become, as in
the 15th century, male and female geisha, "girls," parade the streets
tempting even the strongest of men, and the new horror, as hoards of
English, American, French, Italian and whatever other nations sailors
actually taking girls on the streets, by simply bending them over, as I
pass by some, far too many I feel their pain of the sickness. Only my
cousin the emperor knows who I actually am, so I go to the palace and
after it taking forever finally he realizes who has been waiting so long
and has me brought to him, as I come to where he is setting, I begin to
kneel, and my sweet love slides off his pillow and kneels before me
asking, "Please forgive me your imperial royal highness, I was busy and
did not even question who has been waiting, it shall not happen again."

Then he pulls me to him kissing my lips passionately, then says, "It has
been far too long mother, I have missed you."

"I beg your forgiveness your majesty but I went to my old house in the
Yoshiwara, far too many years I joyed my happiness with your father and
all of you, forgetting my past, it has become a den of debauchery with
your permission my lord, may I clean it up, and renew it to how it was
when I ran it, no one will associate the Tayu they see there with the
mother of the emperor."

"what do you need from me."

"20 strong men, to enforce what I say, the rest I shall find myself."

"This new Tayu, will she become my Tayu."

"She always has my love, since before you were born, and will the emperor
be a noble Patron for Princess Pensuwana."

"what will be her price."

"2,000,000 Yen my lord, a trifle."

Laughing and slapping my ass, he says, "With each century you grow
wealthier, and yet now upon your return to professional life you dare
charge the emperor of the Japanese empire such a large amount."

"Inflation my lord, 3 hundred years ago it was a quarter that."

"Tell me my love what will you do in the Yoshiwara."

"Simply wall off the existing area from the new one I shall have built,
in which I alone shall control, as I have the other recline in
availability, and worth, until it fades from those perverted one's
minds."

"Several years ago you were minister of prostitution, will you resume
that office for me Susi."

"Pensuwana, my lord, yes possibly now will be an opportune time for that,
and my gracious emperor, it was more likened to 200 years ago, time does
elude us when we pay it no mind does it not my lord."

"Stay with me this night...Pensu...is that the name you shall go by now."

"Some what as your father, you have a sharp mind and a quick wit your
majesty." "My father, the father of modern Japan and his empress who
literally forged Japan as we know it today, a true world power of which
no nation dare trifle with, I have been looking over his
accomplishments...sorry your accomplishments, the two of you gathered more
land mass For Japan in one century than we had done during the last 100
centuries, done in such away we have loyal and submissive subjects from
all the nations we took, thus giving us the largest military force
earth's nations has ever dwelt with, our trade balance is in the black,
our military might 2nd to none, all our peoples happy, loving and
worshipping their emperor, from the Caspian sea to the middle of the
Pacific Ocean, even China begs to become part of our empire. Over the
past 100 years we have done no aggressive act on any nation and have
increased our abilities in manufacturing, our canons fire longer, and
explode on contact, our ships stronger and faster, or ground forces
better equipped especially with the repeating rifle and hand gun,
designed...by you. Because of your need to travel most of our subjects have
actually seen and talked to their empress. The office of emperor and
empress is now a holy office as millions upon millions of our subjects so
honor us in daily prayer and worship, and not only Japan, but Indo-China,
Korea, Formosa, all Russia, 400 miles of the Chinese coast, Laos,
Thailand, Cambodia and many of the islands in Oceania, large caverns in
mountains where millions work on our newest technology for ships, tanks,
armored cars, hand weapon of every kind, with only Japan having the great
Kami looking over us, truly this century will bring Japan far more
power."

"My gracious lord if I may ask has the emperor brought me here talk over
what we both know or to favor himself on my tender, tiny, lusting
body...forgive me my darling but from being here before you my heart beats
in anticipation of your love for me."

After we have a pleasant time together, Laye asks, "As strange as it is
there are no records of you in past time here in the palace, a birth
record anywhere, I know you are Princess Susiama, not Pensuwana, but
other than that all I know is you are my mother, former empress with my
father, a wood sprit that became mortal, you have lived a number of
years, obviously an immortal because you have never changed, I have had
the joy of having your body to worship since I was 3 but, what of you."

After I tell him enough to satisfy his question he looks in astonishment
at me, and slowly says, "Then all those fantasies I had as a child are
true, and I, my father, and you are really from the goddess of the sun,
no wonder we here in the palace as well as the people of Japan worship
you, as well as the emperor."

Back at the Yoshiwara I hire builders and supervise the rebuilding of my
pleasure palace, complete with a very high 8 foot wall around it, and
only one gate in, and even during its building I send out notices of my
value as a Courtesan extraordinaire, formally Tayu, being sure to tell
every one my price of 2,000,000 Yen, after really quite a time a runner
comes to me handing me a prose message, telling of some ones desires for
me, with a 500,000 deposit, well this is something new to me, a deposit
on my favors. Giving the runner my reply, as poetically, I soon get
another asking me to meet him at his home on Cherry tree lane, when I get
there I am glad I dressed in this Shanghai dress because it is the
Chinese embassy, looking the perfect picture of feminine allure, as I am
shown in a room, a library I set light a cigarette, pour myself a glass
of his scotch and wait, very soon this gorgeous large Chinese man comes
in and says, "Princess Pensuwana, I see you have made yourself at home,
good, pour a glass for me and light me a cigar please."

After he says, "Thank you my dear girl, you are lovely, please drop your
dress...yes, my god, you are simply gorgeous to my tired old eyes, come
here dear, set at my feet, and fondle my prick, and tell my love, how can
one so young have been a Tayu before."

I had pulled his prick from his pants, and I lightly kissed the head of
it I reply, "Age as time confounds the mortal mind my lord, I seldom
consider either."

"How marvelous Shinto philosopher and do you pray to your ancestors, the
many Kami, and the emperor."

"And Princess Susiama my lord the only true immortal on earth."

"Haaa, yes Princess Susiama, I terribly regret having never met such a
beauty as I have been told she was, but pray could she have been any more
adorably irresistible then you, I humbly submit to you, I doubt it."

Softly fondling him and pulling back I reply, "My master has given me a
great honor, to compare me to the infamous, untouchable princess of the
Shimabara in Kyoto, the Shimmachi in Osaka, and in Edo the Yoshiwara,
favorite of the mightiest of Daimyo, what can I reply that will seem not
too willing to except such glowing praises, thus not sounding overly
confident of myself."

"Look deep into my eyes, Princess Susiama, see if you have a hint of who
I am." Then I realize this is a descendant of Connase, and so I reply,
"Pray my lord tell me of Connase is she well."

"As you, yourself have just said Time flees us if we take no note of it,
Susi, you adorable thing, my mother never stopped praising your name,
happily she died peacefully, praying to you, asking only that she could,
but you knew that before you asked about her did you not I know you hold
dear ones of yours in your mind forever...tears Susi, you have always had a
tender heart, or else you would not have given my mother another life."

"I love her dearly my lord, but you have yet to tell me your name."

"She named me after you Susi, Susiamo Fellitio Cosmitto. You had never
heard her last name have you."

"No to my shame, I never cared as long as I could hold her in my
arms...please my lord tell me of her after left my house."

"Because of your gift, and what she had, mother went to Peking where she
met my father, the General of the armed forces of China, a large brave
man twice her age, they had a rocky marriage, but he was ever faithful to
her, died long before she, and all she could talk about after is the
prayer of seeing you again...well I must stop this idle chatter and come to
the point of my having you here, as you see I am past time to satisfy any
of what you might want from a man, I soon shall be with her, I ask only
that you give me my last days as you would have her, and have so many
emperors and empresses, there is a fenced yard in back may we go there,
when my time comes, until then can you possibly stay with me."

"Yes, my lord, how can I possibly not, please tell me more of my precious
Connase."

After he talks for hours he become tired and asks, "It is way passed my
bed time, will you lay next to me until I fall asleep, come back tomorrow
evening and each until I know my time is at hand, we shall speak of days
gone by, when you and mother were the very heart of the Yoshiwara."

Only 3 days later as we are talking later that night, he tells me, may we
go in back now, show me your world Princess Susiama."

As we walk there, the snow melts, the plum trees blossom, grasses grow, a
strange light glows above us, as tiny sprits and fairies dash about
seemingly chasing one another or all, as we set there in the freezing
cold neither of us are cold because with the light same warmth, he
reaches over and kisses my lips so tenderly, as he says, "Dance little
sprites come tease my senses, allow me this only glimpse into a world
that is not here, but in the minds of believers as Susi and I are...Susi
hold me tightly, never let go...I...fai...l...my...swee...t Su..."

The terrible thing about immortality is there is no one's shoulder to cry
on, especially during the times I need one. After as I set in my empty,
soon to be pleasure palace, alone and in the dim light of my candles I
begin crying, and ask the great Kami, "This emotion named sorrow is it
always so sad...or is it just that I have experienced so little of it, I
feel broken hearted now."

A few weeks later with me not able to shake off this feeling of sadness
even though my house is progressing nicely, an ever so handsome looking
gentlemen, walks into my area, and asks to see the owner of what this is
going to be, as I walk out to see him, he bows graciously as he
announces, "I am Captain Tochema Pencho Yamamoto, Japanese Royal navy,
retired, I now am a man looking for a vision, and I must say if my vision
was that of finding a woman of great loveliness I have to look no
further."

"Thank you noble sir, I am Princess Pensuwana, I own this, what is to be
the Pleasure Palace of the Yoshiwara how may I be of assistance to you."

"Dear lady, may we set and have tea as I tell you what I seek."

"Please sir do come in, I have living quarters completed in my home."

Once we are settled, he tells me, "I spent 30 years in the royal navy
retired a Captain, my pension, plus my families wealth has given me the
freedom to travel, I arrived back in Japan only a few weeks ago, as you
will learn my family is from Sapporo, came here and witness the
debauchery and sick perversion on now I see the other side of your wall,
and presumed whoever you must be have more pride than any out there. As
of now I do believe it is not what you can do for me, but what I can do
for you, Japan like all nations is still under the misconception it is a
man's world but that be it as it may, you dear lady need a man to cause
it to appear he may be the one to talk with in matters of operation and
scheduling, I humbly offer my services. I shall except no pay for this, I
have quite enough wealth of my own...I do ask only that we may make an
attempt to become lovers."

"You will not be offended if I see if I can find out anything about you
and your family."

"Heavens no, in fact here are papers to prove my Identification and short
family history, the emperor knows of my family, my uncle is the
Ambassador to Germany."

"After, where can I find you. It will take me only until tomorrow to
know."

"May I then stay here with you until you see if I am what I say."

Coming closer, I touch his arms, and stand sweetly looking at Tochemo as
I see if he is sick in any way, as I see he is not I reply, "Yes, that
will be fine, I do become lonely here especially at night when I am all
alone, I will ask you to have respect for me, and not try to seduce me."

"My fair lady that is asking a bull to not charge a red banner, but I
will not try to over power you physically, if you will show me to where I
shall sleep, I will bring my belongings here later today."

"As covenant as this may sound to you, the only sleeping area there is at
present is here with me."

"My lady, you ask me to not press you, then tell me I will sleep next to
you, which do you want the most."

"Bluntly put, hold me, pretend you know and care for me, it has been so
long since a man has, at least one I am not related to, but please
refrain from touching me, until I have made it obvious I want you to."

"Then you will not be an active part of this Geisha house."

"Oiran Geisha house, I am now what I refer to as a courtesan
extraordinaire, formally a Tayu."

"How can such I matter be possible when you cannot be over 20 years old,
looking more like 15."

"After you are in Tokyo a time you will hear about this infamous Tayu who
was the emperor's favorite, The His Empress, she was my aunt, the most
desirably irresistible woman ever, I started very young, and had an
exultant instructor." "That can only be Princess Susiama, I might have
been in the navy, but I spent much time here in Japan...your aunt, well not
knowing where I would find my vision I accidentally stumble into an even
better vision, I shall try to behave myself and try to sleep laying next
to you, but I will not guarantee I will be able to maintain my role as a
gentleman."

"That kind sir is more than I probably deserve because I have seldom been
accused of being a lady, possibly you may just be the only person to ever
refer to me as such."

"How many courtesans will you have."

"Once my house is ready I hope to find 3 very young girls to be my
attendants 10 more to train as courtesans, 3 men who have backgrounds in
some form of martial arts, weapons and hopefully military background."

"Now I should be of some value in helping you there."

"That my darling man is the only way I will except you, because as you
say truly I do need a man to assist me, because of the backward notion
nations have about it being a man's world. We have managed to talk all
day, the workers have left, might I impose upon you to take me to dinner
some where, possibly a tea house out side the Yoshiwara, where we can
have geisha girls entertain us."

"Splendid, shall we, I have my own carriage."

As we set and the geisha are playing, dancing and singing for us, Tochema
asks, "Have you any expertise in music."

"I have been completely trained in the geisha way, plus being a Tayu,
Oiran, and courtesan at various times in my life, the art of sensuous
dancing and love making is a specialty of mine."

"Oh how fantastic, will you dance for me."

"I will ask the geisha if they know the pieces I dance to."

After I do, they play the instruments as I seductively dance in front of
the Captain, my way of moving my hips must have aroused his lust, because
as I came closer to him he pulls me down and passionately kisses my lips,
lightly fondling my breast, he asks, "Did you expect me to not become
aroused by that."

"I should say not, if you had...you would have set a record, no one else
ever has. Do you desire me now my lord or may we wait until we return
home." "Desire you, since I 1st saw you I have desired the wet warmth of
your lips pressed against mine...plus many other parts of you, and since we
have somewhere that we need not bothering to rise early, shall we wait."

Later as we made love I thought to myself what a terrible wanton trollop
I have become; to meet, learn to know a little and allow him to bed me in
one afternoon, and not even for pay, it is one thing to be paid for my
favors but to willingly give them away...shame on you Susi, but oh my, how
gallant and fulfilling the captain is, later as he falls asleep, I am far
too contented to be concerned about if or whether, what or who I am."

After a few more weeks as my house is beginning to look as it should, I
send out noticed of the need for an Oiran to train several girls in the
art. And surprisingly I am flooded with women of various ages wanting to
do this, and it wasn't so much of picking the best one as it was finding
one that is not sick, until finally I have a geisha whose only sexual
experience has been freelance when she is off duty, and surprisingly is
not sick, her name Friti, some what older then I had hoped for but
pleasant looking and has a nice personality, so after we agree on price
and hours, I ask, "Will it be possible for you an I to love one another."

"Only if you allow me dominance over you, and what of the man is he
yours." "No you can have as much of him as you wish, he is lustfully
savage in bed." "How pleasingly wonderful, I dominate women and submit to
men, and you I shall take great joy in, since you are so tiny."

After she and I test our sexual compatibility the three of us leave to
find girls for me, as we ride along Friti asks, "The girls we get will
they be free to have at my leisure."

"Only after I have shown them the wonderfully pleasing world of feminine
sexuality, but be very careful to not break their hymen that will be
auctioned off when they are older."

As with other trips of this kind, my heart broke as I witnessed some of
the places these poor innocent young girls lived, and for no other reason
except they were girls and not boys, and we ended up with 15 very young
girls, so as we're going back Friti asks, "No offence meant but you
wanted 3 and now have 15, what are you going to do with these all."

"1st give them a home and treat them like humans, instead of barn animals
as they have been, the older one will teach the younger one, all children
are won over with love and kindness, and when you love them Friti, be
very sweet and giving, never frighten one of them."

Shortly after we get back I am in my bedroom when the door opens and in
walks this tiny little girl, walks up to me and asks, "Why are you do
nice to us." Reaching down and putting her on my lap, I reply, "Why
should I not be nice to you, for you are so sweet yourself...here darling a
kiss for your sweet lips."

She put her arms around me and hangs on tight, as she asks, "Those people
where I came from, why were they so mean to me."

I could not stop myself from crying, she is talking about her parents,
who apparently never bothered to tell her that, I must talk to my son
Layeasu, here is a part of Japan I over looked as Empress, and how could
I have when I made my business young girls. I had a few of them sleep
with me after that, having them there for when I come back from my
appointment. I soon discovered I had patrons who wanted the old way, with
the procession through the streets, and me dressed as a Tayu, complete
with many kimonos, white face, and glistening red lips, with a large Obi
tied in front, and younger men who were pleased with my Shanghai lady
look with just enough make up to enhance my natural beauty, as in no time
my nights were full, but to my sadness the filthy place next to mine
never stopped begin the most popular, and while they catered to low life
scum I had only a very wealthy, and socially prominent men of Tokyo, but
ever soon the time came when a foreigner came to my house, and asks for
me by name, Courtesan Pensuwana so my man asks, "From where do you come
by knowing of out gracious Princess Pensuwana."

"Directly from emperor Layeasu, I am the American Ambassador, William S.
Hart."

"If indeed you learned of the princess from the Emperor, you know to
write to her, tender words of love, to win her attention."

"Oh, for god's sake man I do not want the Tayu Pensuwana, I wish to have
the courtesan Pensuwana, I know the Tayu is untouchable by common man
like myself, but the courtesan certainly cannot refuse me."

I had heard this, and wondered how I became to be known as 2 women, so
dressed in what I normally wear now the Shanghai dress I come out and
say, "Please gracious sir, come to my bedroom suite...Tensuana, attend us,
please this way..."

Once we are settled I ask, "And what does the emperor say of me."

"He told me of your charm and talents, telling me although he personally
has never had you, your twin sister he has in the palace many times, to
be favored by a daughter of the famous Princess Susiama will be a high
light in my life." "The real Princess Susiama lived many years ago, I am
but her descendant, the great Kami has been good to us in that her rare
talents have been passed down through generations."

"I feel like royalty, so I am told you never entertain in your living
quarters, and it is so lovely here, is this all your doing."

"Yes, tapestries from hundreds of years ago, hanging in the wardrobe the
kimonos of the days of the Oiran and Tayu, not as to day when there are
few but then we ruled the Yoshiwara with long processions picking and
choosing who will be favored by our most exultant sexual talents,
demanding and receiving what in America would be close to 1000 US dollars
for a few hours of splendor and impossible to explain euphoria...I am so
very sorry you did not come to here my ramblings, now please noble sir,
in what way my I serve you." "You sound as if you were there when that
was going on, and you miss it greatly, but as for myself, I was told only
to allow you to make love to me." "That must be the emperor, my cousin, a
lovely man, now my precious let me disrobe you and show you what Japanese
men have been enjoying for 1000s of years."

Hours later as we are half laying on my sleeping mat, William says, "Now
I understand why the Japanese men are so strong if they have this kind of
sexual contact all their lives, they would have to be."

"Does not Pensuwana please you...I tried."

"Please me, oh honey, that hardly covers how I feel right now, how long
may I stay."

"As long as you have Yen to cover your stay kind sir."

"I want you to take me dining for you will know the best place, possible
shopping also, I just want to be with you Pensuwana you are so adorably
precious, please tell me how much I shall owe you for a week."

"Let us not talk of such matters now, it shall be within your ability to
pay, let me further tantalize you now William."

For the next week we have a fantastic time, shopping, eating out every
evening, long wonderfully fulfilling night of satisfying one another
sexual fantasies until next to our last night together William tells me,
"Pensuwana, I have a serious problem...I have fallen in love with you."

"Oh, William, I do love you so, but I have so many I love, do you
understand I am, have been and will always be a courtesan, this is my way
of life, if you can except me as such, then we can enjoy one another's
company, exhaust one another's desires, and bathe in one another's
affections."

"If this is the only way I may have you, then so be it, unfortunately we
do have to settle my account."

"I am but a weak woman and I know not how to price love, there fore I
must leave it to you, tell me not, leave it as you leave tomorrow,
morning. Much later after he left, I counted what he left, he truly loves
me deeply, 20 million Yen, what I would have asked, soon I am called to
the palace where Layeasu asks, "You pleased Ambassador Hart very nicely,
after he was with you, he came by and raved most all his stay on how
gracious and alluring you are...well that be it as it may, please Susi, do
something about the Yoshiwara, I leave it to you." "If I may my lord, I
shall burn it and scare the earth under it so nothing may be built there
again, I will naturally have to allow other in my part. Or they will
scatter throughout Tokyo, bringing sickness wherever they are."

"Then let them rebuild there, but cause many to leave so at least it will
have a new start. You will stay this night will you not, I desire your
body greatly Susiama...my mother, tutor, & lover. Speaking of being my
mother, I faintly remember you telling me I was nurtured by that old
cherry tree in the orchard, is that possible, or is that another of your
fairy tales to me."

"Sprite tales darling I am a sprite, not a fairy, and yes, you were
planted as your brothers and sisters were in that tree as a wood sprit
seed, that is why I kept it and never allowed it to be taken down."

"Then it has never been unusual for us to love one another as we do,
because technically I do not come from your womb."

"That is as it is my darling and also why I feel right in nurturing you
now as I do...also my love, a new title I give myself, "Minister of
Feminine Procurement." What say you my emperor, does it not fit me well."

"Oh mother will you ever become an adult in matters such as these."

"No my precious, never, for youth has its virtues and as the blossoms
each spring bloom new as do I...even though I learn and retain all that
comes to my mind, I shall ever be youth personified, as you are a god
among your subjects." After yet another night of blissful fulfillment of
our senses and joyfully joining our bodies in rapturous love, I go back
to the Yoshiwara, and begin the laborious task of cleaning it of sick
persons who no longer have the right to spread these horror able diseases
that take ones pride, and spread it to all they encounter, actually
ripping them from the Yoshiwara and replanting them as such else where,
guarding them so they cannot come in contact with any other, as once
again the Yoshiwara is a place where men can come to fulfill their
lustful passions on women and go away still healthy. In the next meeting
of the emperor's councilors as we discuss matters of importance to the
Japanese empire, one, the lord mayor of Okinawa stands and asks, "Your
majesty...this woman, Princess Pensuwana, she is minister of Feminine
procurement is not Japan behind in its attitudes toward prostitution as
its ill effects on the population."

Layeasu looks to me as he says, "Minister Pensuwana, will you reply to
this." After I give the lord mayor, the facts of women's role in nations
though out earth, and how impossible it is to not have prostitution,
better it be under government supervision then allowed to be lose and
spreading diseases, plus the millions of men Japanese and foreigners who
will find women who will satisfy their desires, so why not do it in such
a way as to ensure their continued health, so is it not more civilized
this way, then say, France, Germany, and most all the others who leave
this to chance. Easily winning my position later after we adjourn the
lord Mayor of Okinawa, Fondeso Walica, asks me, "Princess Pensuwana, if I
may my dear woman may I call upon you some evening soon...so you may better
educate me on this thinking."

"My gracious lord mayor, it will be my honor to satisfy your questions,
simply send a runner to me, I will send back what evening I am free to
accommodate you."

So the day comes and he awaits me in one of my tea houses as my
procession spreads out for blocks, and all come out to see my parade
asking, "This must be the one we have heard so much about, descendant of
or the immortal Princess Susiama, is this she or who." In the tea house
Fondeso, says, as I enter, "Come my precious little flower, set here, may
I call the geisha to entertain us."

"As you wish my lord, later I shall dance the dance of sensuality and
desire for you, to create fire in your loins, burning for my bodies
lustfulness."

Much later after he has expended himself upon my tiny body, he weakly
asks, "Pray Pensuwana never allow this to fade from Japan, for your
loveliness as who you are can never be replaced by a simple courtesan or
prostitute."

"Alas my precious the costs involved in keeping up this life style
becomes more difficult to obtain as men continue choosing those of a
lesser degree of learning and professionalism opting instead for a simple
trollop to satisfy their desires...I greatly fear it is beyond my capacity
to stop change."

"Yes...I also fear you are correct, as more of the Chinese and Korean women
come to our sacred shores and pervert what we hold dear, what will become
of the old ways Princess."

"They as all else will evolve into a newness which will be excepted as
well I fear my lord, we as the old keepers of Pleasure District of Edo,
the Yoshiwara will either change with that or be swept under the carpet
of time, but pray my lord, fear not the future, live as I do enjoying the
now...hold me tightly against your body my lord, brush away these fears of
tomorrow, revel in today."

Even the next afternoon a man of such dashing appearance comes to call
saying, "I have been told a courtesan of such beauty, Miss Yamato is
living here, how do I go about meeting her."

Dressed as a Shanghai lady I step out into the room as I ask, "Who, noble
sir may I ask are you."

"A weary traveler from Sapporo who has heard of your richness in matters
of love, I presume you to be Miss Yamato, courtesan extraordinaire."

"Please if you will in here...my bed chambers, what is your wish to drink
my lord."

"I am Yukio Kanakura, and you dear lady are ravishingly irresistible, may
we dispense with all else so I might taste the richness of your favors
even now, and return to frivolous conversation after."

Smiling brightly and with a coy look in my eyes and on my face, I drop my
dress so easily, revealing me naked, as I ask, "May I assist you as you
disrobe gallant sir, I long for your touch as much as you do mine."

After a wonderfully pleasing and fulfilling time of satisfying ourselves
upon one another's bodies, he weakly asks, "You have the talents of a
courtesan of many years experience, yet I see a young teen age girl
laying beside me, you could not have possibly begun early enough to gain
all this, so young, is there an explanation."

"Does this have a place between lovers, where it matters, is not the end
worth whatever means created it."

"Your meaning escapes me madam, must I assume you to be much older than
you seem or has your Kami given you such rare abilities as these."

"Do you practice Shinto as it is, or have you perverted it into part
Buddhism as so many others have, for myself, only the Kami have power
within us, and the great Kami of mankind dwells within myself giving what
I need from generations past to know the secrets of sensuousness and
seductiveness." "Enough of this double talk; you puzzle my mind as it is,
may I stay the night, tomorrow will you show me Edo."

"It will be my honor Yukio, if I may refer to you as such."

"Cuddle close to me my little cherry blossom, allow me to feel your nude
body pressed against mine."

"Ooohhh, Yukio, how divinely sweet of you."

We held one another, and fell asleep that way, awaking the next morning
still in one another's arms, he asks, "I did not feel you move once, you
felt safe in my arms did you not Pensu."

I could not stop the tears from rolling down my face as I looked into his
eyes and replied, "Safe, secure, without any of the world's cares to
cause me fear, why do you have this effect upon me Yukio."

"We both long for the tenderness of one's arms around our bodies, giving
the other security from earth's dangers...some age ago our Kami loved
deeply one another, who knows who we were then."

I then felt so dumb, as to not know a descendent of my loyal Yukio of
old...how little I gave him and he worshipped the ground I walked on, then
to my surprise my bed companion tells me, "Princess Susiama a century ago
my great great grandfather loved you so very deeply, stayed with you
until he died, but somewhere along in his life he impregnated a lovely
woman of Sapporo, is it not strange how one's Kami will bring lovers
together again, after a night with you I feel as if I were your sweet
Yukio reincarnate, in that I know you to be my precious Princess Susiama,
who has no lover, please my love past, may I fill that void in your other
wise full life...asking nothing but whatever amount of your love you deem
possible for me."

I burst out wailing my love for him as I meekly ask, "Will you be the
father of my daughter my precious love, I long for a little one near me
again, and Yukio I will not deny you what you have waited so many years
to have, as much of me as time permits."

Later as we walk around Tokyo I marvel at the Kami bringing us together
because I had longed for a lover, and had no one I wanted that much to
promote a relationship with other than the many who excite me each time
we are together, now I have my Yukio again, I will not waste him this
time, but allow him to have as much of me as I possibly can. Although I
have no patrons, the many who frequent my bed are satisfying enough, the
next time I am at the palace Layeasu asks me, "You never come to me
dressed as a Tayu, have you changed completely to the Shanghai Courtesan
of the Chinese way of thinking Susi."

"Does the emperor not find me sensuous and seductive enough, I rather
enjoy these dresses, they show off my figure very well, and I do have a
very alluring figure to see do I not, as well as my natural beauty, not
hidden beneath the white face of the days of the Tayu, sex my lord is
coming out into the open more, look see my legs under my dress, are they
not beguiling and tempting to your majesty."

"By the spirits Susi, go in my bed chamber and wait for me...my lust
overwhelms my capacity to remain in control of my composure, I shall
ravish your tender adorably irresistible body this day."

"Ooohhh...Layeasu, please do my lord and master, I long for you to over
power me."

Hours later as we slowly recover from such passion how can the mortal
body with stand such fatigue I think to myself of how much of a terribly
lustful woman I have been for centuries, and praise the Kami for giving
me this disposition.

Soon Layeasu asks, "You look as if you are not with me my darling where
is your mind."

"Soon my son you will have a half sister, the reincarnation of a long
lost love is now living with me, he shall be the father of my daughter...I
became so used to having little ones around me during the time your
father and I were married, I need more of that, will this anger you."

"Why will it, no one knows who you are in the Yoshiwara, to all others
you are Princess Susiama's descendant, for the mother of the emperor,
myself could hardly still be alive, I and happy for you, and please bring
her to meet me when she is old enough."

"What of crown prince Herosaki, he is well...and my sweet Tenasi, it has
been so long since I held her in my arms, I do pray she is as lovely as
ever."

"She speaks of you often when will you make yourself available to her."

"If she so desires after you fall asleep tonight my precious."

"Do not let me know when you leave, I do so enjoy the feeling of you
close to me at night."

Later I go to Tenasi and ask, "Do you desire my presence my mistress."

"Oh Susi he did tell you, please let me kiss your sweet lips."

I had always loved Tenasi, for she is so very gentle and caring in her
love making, as the two of us share in enjoying one another's favors we
swoon to the other's expertise, until we have exhausted ourselves and
fall peacefully asleep, being sure to awake in time to be next to Layeasu
as he awakes the next morning, and before I leave I ask Layeasu,
"Although I made my living from young girls, not until a few weeks ago
did I see where I failed so miserably when I was empress, the 1000s of
young girls whose parents never wanted them so now they live worse then
barn animals, can you open places where these girls can be kept giving
them homes, clothing and food, it will be a drain on the nations budget
because until they can make their own way, no one will come to adopt them
we both know this, if you will not, because of costs, can you find them
and I personally will have a home built for them and hire ones to care
for them, naturally it will be a boon to me, so when I go to find girls
for myself, I need go only one place, as will the other house
mistresses."

"My tender hearted mother, now you want the government to support every
unwanted girl in Japan...done, for I know you are right."

Back at my house I have had young girls trained with just enough dancing
in the Oiran fashion to be provocative and seductive enough to tantalize
men into wanting them, naming them geisha girls I have 30 of them busy
all night, starting out simply serving men the dancing until they are
nude, then setting with the men and teasing them into having one of them
in a private room, with each man, others I have 40 courtesans who
specialize in just allowing men to have them without any fore play or
build up to the act, another 20 for who ever comes looking for action,
with only one true Oiran or Tayu as I refer to myself, having long
processions through the streets and catering to only the wealthy, plus
100 on the streets, and it keeps growing in number, until once again I
have close to 3000 girls of one degree or another prostitutes who give
men their bodies for Yen allowing no other to have a house I control all
the prostitution in the Yoshiwara, and soon even I no longer dress as a
Tayu but in Shanghai ladies apparel reducing myself to the role of plain
prostitute, as soon a rebellion in China causes us to go to war and after
a few years Japan takes control of it also, now with far more territory
then we can possibly administer problems arise in Russia and Japan, since
we had it to begin with nothing really changed except the way we governed
it, tighter control and more of the population wanting us out of Russia,
all this I find out when I am at the palace, but other then that I no
longer wish to have an active role in the politics of international
affairs. One night after Yukio and I had made love, I tell him, as I sigh
and rub my lower belly, "This night have you impregnated me my love,
tomorrow we shall plant the wood sprit seed in the oldest plum tree in
back." "You are serious, I thought you were kidding me, plant our child,
explain this to me."

"I had forgotten you do not know this, Yukio of old did, although I was
never sure he believed me, my precious, I am a wood sprit, given this
mortal body by the great Kami, my children need to be born as I was, from
a fruit tree, cherry is best, but plum will do."

"Susi, this you must prove to me, I can never believe in Sprites,
fairies, pixies or such."

"My poor darling you have missed the best in life, please love come
outside with me."

"Susi it is cold out there."

"Please darling trust me."

As we near the little orchard I have, as we come to one tree, the snow
melts from the ground, it becomes warm, the tree buds, and blossoms come
out, as we set under it, I call my tiny ones as suddenly Yukio and I have
what seems 1000s of so very tiny little creatures buzzing around our
faces, then he asks, "Is this real or are you a hypnotist."

"They are to me, and all you must do is see, and why do you not
believe...if not watch."

I seem to disappear, and land on his shoulder as yell, "Look my love on
your shoulder, it is I in my real form, I am one, a wood sprit too."

After ever so long a time slowly Yukio says, "These creatures are
tickling my nose and lips, can you get them off me."

"Yelling again I tell him, "Not until you realize this is real, and I but
another sprite and remember darling I can see in your mind, so no trying
to fool me." finally he all but yells, "Yes, I believe, now please come
back to me."

"Now that I am here I'll go in the tree and plant my child."

I fly off his shoulder and he watches me go in to the tree and shortly
come out and reappear, setting next to him as I tell Yukio, "In 3 months
our daughter will crawl from the base of this tree, we must be here to
get her, she will come out as the blossoms are full, even though you are
not convinced now you will be then, my precious love."

Weakly he asks, "Have you ever done this before, do you know it works
this way."

"As empress while Yukiosaki was emperor I planted 21 wood sprite seeds,
the emperor is one of them. Many as their father has gone to be with
their ancestors, some day you shall meet my son the emperor, he will not
tell you this because in adulthood he chooses to not remember...oh...William
needs me darling I must go in now."

As we do I see William walking to my house, where once in he says, "I
know I did not ask ahead of time but are you open tonight."

"Yes William, even if I were not, I would some how be for you. Shall we
go into my bed chambers."

Once there and we have sake to drink as he smokes a cigar he asks, "I
have never loved as I do now, will you ever consider my proposal."

"Please William my love what you ask is quite impossible, for I entertain
wealthy husband's of wealthy wives most of my time, they are with me, not
them, I shall never wed for that reason."

"Pensuwana, once I have you, why would I ever want another."

"It is not you my precious, I am a Tayu, Courtesan, prostitute, even a
paid whore, whether you want me to be or not, it is my life...and my
darling I adore the life."

He leans close and kisses my lips as he fondles my breast and then says,
"But you are mine now, and nothing else matters, now, may take you my
sweet little sprite."

Much later after we have exhausted ourselves upon one another's bodies,
he slowly asks, "Does any other stir your imagination as I do Pensuwana.
Tell me truthfully."

"No, William no other does, but I still need them as I need you. You must
stop this or it will pull us apart, and neither of us will win. Now I
must ask you to leave, and do not come back until you have stopped the
nonsense."

"You'll turn me away, alright Pensuwana, I shall be back, as you say
after I have resigned myself into knowing you for what you are, a filthy
heartless arrogant whore who beguiles every man's emotions and toys with
his love." After he left my oldest attendant Penase who is now the age
she must under go the deflowering process asks me, "Mistress you allow
that barbarian to call you that, pray my gracious mistress why."

"Alas my pet, poor William is so love sick he knows not what he says...I do
love him so, it is a shame I love so many others as well, Penase as we
have talked you time nears, are you ready to experience the passions and
lustfulness of men, as with all my young girls you shall be auctioned off
to the highest bidder."

"My mistress, you have told me many times as I have been with you as you
have submitted to men's desires for your body, I now look longingly for
my time of deflowering, may I be all you have trained me to be and show
respect and honor to the man who wins my flower."

The `lord mayor of Osaka' new in office sends a runner to me who gives me
a beautiful piece of prose expressing his longing to feel my nude body
next to his, although it is pointed and wastes no words, I see his
longing in it and return my acceptance, so on a given afternoon as he
awaits in one of my tea houses, I go there in the midst of a 3 block
procession as other Oiran, courtesan, prostitutes and street whores look
on and marvel at my old ways, in the tea house my noble master, tells me,
"Truly Princess Pensuwana, with you the noble arts of the old ways shall
never die, how lovely you look, so richly adorned...has there ever been
such beauty as yours."

"My lord Mayor Kanako, your words thrill and excite my passions, may we
drink to your continued success in Osaka, bringing wealth and good life
to all your subjects."

"Princess Pensuwana, this lovely young thing you have with you is she of
age for deflowering, she looks delicious."

"I do wish to speak to you about that Kanako, my lord, yes, but with all
my girls I will not allow mean ill tempered men near my girls, my request
my gracious lord, will you bring noble men to bid on her virginity, only
the most wealthy and prominent will do, or I will simply give her to one
of my body guards rather than see her harmed."

"What will be the range of bidding."

"Beginning at 2 million Yen...Penase, lower your kimono, so the lord mayor
may see your gorgeous body."

He looks and sighs as he says, "She is exquisite...any man will spend far
more than a trifle 2 million Yen for such a body as this...her hymen is in
place."

"Yes my lord, nothing has penetrated past the outer lips of her vagina,
Penase has been my favorite for many years, but I have been careful to
not rip her hymen, so some fortunate man will see for himself her
innocence."

"May we smoke opium to relax my growing desires for you, so I may fully
enjoy your tantalizing of my senses Pensuwana."

"As you do my lord, I shall disrobe us and excite your will to remain
composed." Much later as we lay next to one another smoking from my opium
pipe, Kanako softly says, "Will you ever allow a man to take you as his
wife Pensuwana."

"No my lord, after spending a life time entertaining married men, as
their wives set at home tending their children, I shall never become one
of them, besides I am far and away too much of a butterfly, or as I
choose to refer to myself, a sprite, pollinating the cherry and plum
blossom flowers of spring."

"I heard an interesting tail about your thoughts of being a sprite, and
giving dying emperor's a glimpse of an alternate world from which you
supposedly come from. That of sprites, fairies, pixies, nixies and the
like, may a man who sees death coming humbly request you do the same for
me."

I slid off my cushion and kiss his foot as I tearfully ask, "My lord,
no...speak not of death so lightly, for it is not death as you see it but
newness of life, to where you shall be transcended to, with your
ancestors, to be worshipped and prayed to daily. The passing of one to
that glorious house is the reward each one's Kami gives us, and yes my
lord and master to do this for you will be my humble honor." "Pensuwana,
the opium has taken its toll on my senses, I sleep now. You will not be
here when I awake, so a sweet kiss I give you now."

After he is asleep I go back to my house, and Penase asks, "What a
glorious way for me to have my flower taken, to have the man be one so
noble as the lord Mayor."

"Do you desire him Penase."

"Oh, my yes mistress for he is so pleasing to behold and he thrills you
so as he ravishes your tiny body, I would be so pleased to have him do so
to me."

"Although this is not done, write your feelings in prose to the lord
Mayor, he will surely respond positively toward your wishes, if you wish
I shall personally see to it you have Kanako deflower you."

The next day I call Yukio and tell him, "We must go to the plum tree and
wait for the child, your daughter to spring forth from it...you still cling
to your disbelief, Yukio, soon you shall see I speak truthfully."

"I am lost in your love my precious Susiama at the same time I want to
believe you, logic stops me."

"The ever pragmatic man of this century, where has the dreamers of old
gone, long since dead I fear, part of an age gone by. Come my love and
witness what mortal man refers to as a miracle."

As the child slowly crawls from the base of the tree, poor Yukio all but
faints, weakly trying to say, "This cannot be, my daughter born of a plum
tree...Susi, what sort of magical wonderment have you with in your being,
to have such an impossible event happen as this."

"Yukio will you not pick the child up, she needs our care and love my
precious, bring her in the house so I may wash the dirt and core of the
tree from her skin." As I wash her, Yukio asks, "She is so perfect, not
red and wrinkled as other babies are." "She did not spend 9 months
swimming in a pool of liquid, wood sprite seeds when hatched are far
advanced from mortal children, our daughter is even now much older then
normal babies when they are born."

"This still has me puzzled, Susi you truly are an immortal...and to think...I
have your love, can any man be more blessed."

"We are a family now my precious Yukio, name our daughter."

"Yuki Susiama, how is that."

"Prefect my darling love, please Yukio let nothing spoil our love."

Soon Kanako comes with several men who wish to bid on my precious Penase,
so again I sent a large hall where we can all be and have geisha
entertaining us, with dance and song, food and drink then my lovely
Penase makes her appearance dressed as an Oiran geisha, and the men bid,
Kanako did not mean to be the high bidder, but because Penase wanted him
to deflower her I made sure he is, and as they are standing waiting for
me to tell them where to go, I say, "My lord, take my lovely Penase to my
bed chambers where you may enjoy your selves much better. After they
leave one of the men here sees tears in my eyes and asks, "Madam I am
Tugiwasa member of the emperor's high council, please may I be of comfort
to you, I see your deep feelings for the ever so lovely young virgin we
bid on...you know Kanako is a gentle man and will not harm her, please
allow me to use my bid, to comfort you this night."

"I will be honored kind sir, each time one of my flowers lose their
virginity I weep as you see, only because as we all have experienced,
once taken it can never be again."

In another bed chamber Tugiwasa tells me, "I still remember when my
father took me to an Oiran as a mere lad of only 12, and I lost my
virginity, I was frightened out of my wits, she was not gentle, but harsh
and demanding. To my shame I cried all the way through it, I had to bribe
her so she would not reveal my weaknesses to my father, he never knew, it
took me years to find that all women are not so callus during which time
I entertained thoughts of young boys, and consummated my lust on quite a
few, at long last a wonderfully tender woman seduced me and since my love
life has forever been pleasing."

"it must be difficult for you to speak of such matters my lord."

"I had forgotten until I witnessed the tears in your eyes, and knew from
whence they came, please my precious, favor me with your talents."

Tugiwasa is a pleasingly gentle but forceful man who satisfied my desires
completely, and after as we smoked opium and drank sake, he asks, "Such a
rare flower you are princess Pensuwana, this as if it were your 1st, as a
deflowering of you, yet I know of your exploits and lovers, who are many.
How does one so desirably irresistible manage to keep yourself seeming to
be fresh and new."

"My lord, I am likened on to the spring blossoms on the cherry and plum
trees, being renewed each spring in brilliant array hungering for the
suns energy, and thirsting for the liquids of regeneration an new
birth...may I say my lord, you are must pleasurably pleasing and refreshing
to one so lowly humble as I."

"Tell me Pensuwana, this house it has been here for generations, how come
you be it."

"Since the days of the Shammichi, in Osaka, Shimabara in Kyoto, and in
Edo the Yoshiwara. my family has owned the finest house, when the emperor
and shogun did so, I am but a descendant of a long line of Oiran, Tayu,
although I do still have many who request the blissfulness of the Tayu
with all my pomp and ceremony." "Yes as Kanako has told me, I wish to
become a part of your desirous patrons who ask for your knowledge of old
Japan and its beauty, you will find my pet, there are many of us who
still cling to our glorious past, especially when it comes to enjoying
femininity in its finest form, the Tayu and all your pomp and
processions."

Looking joyful I ask, "My lord, please hold me, tell me sweet things,
treat me as you would a wee child for you have caused Pensuwana such
happiness and joy with your words of reassurance."

"By the spirits, you make love as a seasoned Tayu, yet you are seemingly
so innocent and vulnerable...here my little sprite, let me hold you in my
arms, and protect you from this cruel world which dares change our
ways...then may I assume you will take on Patrons."

"As now I have only one, so oh my yes, I will be so pleased to again have
those who know my talents and appreciate my humble attempts to satisfy
and please lords of mighty Japan such as yourself."

After Tugiwasa leaves I feel as if a newness of life has been born within
my being, in the midst of the careless ness I witness around me there are
still those who favor what I hold so dearly the royal processions of the
Tayu, the words of love written in prose, sending them back and forth,
until I favor the men who hungers for my extraordinary abilities to
render them helpless before me because of my overwhelming and
euphorically induced delirium they so willingly surrender to and feed
upon so desperately. Praise the spirits, true beauty and honor in Japan
has not died. The next morning late Penase comes to me and asks, "Do you
always feel drained of your being my mistress...Kanako is so over powering
and pleasingly forceful in his delivery, I enjoyed him so much the pain
was not to be even noticeable...I can have these expressions of love from
now on, please my mistress, I adore men."

"Oh, Penase I am so happy for you, yes my love, I shall put you in my
paper, as Oiran Geisha, you know enough music to please even the
strictest of men, you will be my prize Oiran, my precious, young tender
and so very loving, now tell me how you rendered him weak from your
desirably irresistible intoxication... do not leave one thing out I must
hear it all."

Joyful Penase raved on until I had to stop her because I have to ready
myself for this afternoon when yet another noble lord comes to see me.
lord Kendo Toshama of Hiroshima comes to me the 1st time, under
suggestion from Kanako, as he impatiently awaits my arrival in a tea
house he has geisha entertaining him, to my disfavor drinking far too
much, so as I enter, he harshly pulls me to himself covering my lips with
his, in a sloppy almost sake dripping wet kiss, slaps my ass as he says,
"Bitch will you keep me waiting all day."

Alas I am caught, if I deny him what will Kanako say, if I submit will he
harm me, so I pull away, kiss his foot as I ask, "Please my lord, I am
but a humble servant for your lust this day, would you not be far more
pleased with my performances if you had not drank so much."

His complete attitude changes as he asks, "I know you have the right to
deny me, please I plead, do not, allow time so I may recover, it is my
nervousness that caused me to drink too much."

"My lord...you nervous from knowing you are to be with me, how come you by
this feeling."

"So many have told me of your remarkable talents and abilities, although
I am a great man as far as men know, my possible worth to women is
questionable...if you turn me down shall I ever live under the scorn of my
fellow ministers."

"How admirably noble of you to admit such a thing to a common Tayu...I
shall stay, be not harsh with me for no reason, I do enjoy roughness
during love, but only as a part of it, not brutality for brutalities
sake...Geisha tea for my honored lord. Also my lord, let me light my opium
pipe, the opium will calm your nerves." Unfortunately it also causes him
to become so useless I then tell the geisha you will say nothing of this,
guards carry lord Kendo to the sleeping room here, I will stay with him,
even though he is rather useless sexually."

As lord Kendo awakes the next morning seeing me setting next to him he
asks, "I made a proper fool of myself, I would not blame you if you told
my associates of this terrible performance of mine."

"And cause you embarrassment, why would I ever do that, my lord you are a
very handsome man, was your nervousness caused because you favor young
boys and not women."

"How very perceptive of you Pensuwana, yes, I have a few who I have in my
bed nightly."

"But you choose to not have any one know this, therefore we have spent a
very enjoyable night of blissful love, you pleased me and I satisfied
your desires, tell your friends I swooned to your expertise."

"Why will you do this for me Pensuwana, what have I done for you, but
embarrass you in front of those Geisha."

"No my lord you did not, I bribed them to be still over your lack of
performance. Now let us part, I have another I must see shortly."

"Your fee Pensuwana."

"Yes my lord that I must have, it is a matter of pride to me, 2 million
Yen."

And he leaves knowing his secret is safe with me. actually I must go to
the palace to see my sweet Layeasu, who is getting older, but needs my
council, after we are settled and Tenasi is here also, he asks, "Susi we
now have a generation in Russia, and they are requesting independence
what is your thinking on this."

"Let them have it my lord, better you give it to them, then they take it,
and forever be your enemy, since Japanese troops have been there, they
now have what we have in power and new weapons, you do not want to fight
again your own countrymen, Russia will be a great ally, better than an
enemy, we have China for all practical purposes, except they are their
own nation and our ally, the same will be with Russia."

"Susi will you stay with Tenasi this night, I no longer desire the
company of women, but Tenasi still needs physical contact...and Susi thank
you for your thoughts."

The next morning as Tenasi and I have breakfast out in the orchard she
asks, "You remember Henriti."

"How can I forget we were lovers and I loved her dearly."

"The home she had in the mountains you know is one of the imperial
families residences now, will you go there with me, I do want to be in
the country for a time this spring, and I cannot choose any one I would
rather be with than you Susi." "You are most kind to ask me my mistress,
I am so honored by your invitation. And yes I can go, but stay only a
short time I have many now who require my presence."

"Why do you tie yourself to that business when you have wealth beyond
what any of us can probably imagine."

"I am not tied, I enjoy men's desires toward me, they cause my arrogance
to maintain its haughtiness."

"You nasty girl, you tease those poor men until they are crazy in love
with you, and laugh at them behind their backs do you not."

"Why do you think such about me, have I ever given you that idea...but
probably you are correct, what other use does a man have for a woman then
to render them helpless before us, tease, torment, tantalize and
overwhelm them with our lustfulness, then cast them aside when they are
of no further value to us, but now I have older men who enjoy the Tayu
yet, so I have the pomp and processions through the streets regularly
again."

"And what did you do with that foolish love sick American ambassador."

"Told him to leave and not come back until he grows up and realizes what
I am. He called me a filthy whore and left, I have not seen him since."

"Ooohhh...Susi he did not, you a whore as if you will ever give yourself
away, not if there is Yen to be made from your tender ass...oh, darling I
have hurt you, please forgive me."

"No darling it is not that, it is that I have...I have given myself to a
man who thrilled and excited me so, I loved him deeply, but as all men
what they do not pay for they use and cast aside... not actually but
close."

"May I know who this so very fortunate man is."

"A few life times ago, I had a man servant who loved me deeply, I treated
him terribly, he came with me to the palace when I married Togisaki,
stayed until he died, then one day not that long ago, a man came to me
and I discovered he to be Yukio's descendant...all my past guilt rose up
within me and I willingly made him my lover, I planted a wood sprit seed
from our union and we have an adorably cute little girl, as Yukio and I
have a wonderfully pleasing relationship, I become saddened every now and
then asking myself why I could not have given the 1st Yukio this much of
me."

"Then stop it, this man's Kami looked you up it is as if the tow of you
have another chance, fly with it Susi."

"Thank you so very much for those words my darling because he loves his
daughter and plays with her every chance he has. Still he desires
me...also...even though he know what I am...and will forever be."

"Do you ever regret becoming in mortal form. Do you not long for the
carefree life of the sprit you were."

"I return often especially when a mortal is with me so they can have a
glimpse of another world no one even realizes exists."

"Susi...will you show it to me while we are in the mountains."

"Oh, Tenasi, how magical of you to ask, possibly we may find some elves
and gnomes also, most of the time all I call for are the fairies, pixies,
nixies, and sprites."

"Elves...Gnomes how can you catch one of those."

"I must be very quick, and grab them by an ear, they cannot bit me that
way."

"Are you teasing me now...I am not sure I believe all this."

"It matters little my darling when we are there, you shall see...now allow
me to go to my house and leave word, I am on a vacation...for 2 weeks only,
if only Yuki were old enough to enjoy this, Tenasi, please do not seduce
me into staying longer."

"I shall not attempt to...unless I know I can, after all those nasty, horny
men can wait, for once I have you to myself I shall not let you go
easily...all fun aside Susi, you know how deep my love is for you, if I
never was touched by another, but you, I will pass on to the next life a
pleased and fulfilled woman...oh...now what did I say, you are so tender
hearted, you do long for a simple life do you not my love." Fighting back
my tears I reply, "Tenasi you are such an adorably precious woman to me,
if only...no...I really cannot think that way, I have set my course there is
no changing it now."

Back at my house I send runners to all my patrons telling them I have
left for the mountains for 2 weeks rest, pack and, kiss Yukio and Yuki
good bye for 2 weeks and Tenasi and I leave, as we are riding out of
Tokyo she asks, "This will be a long trip, days we shall be on the road,
have you any way of entertaining us."

Putting my finger to my nose I tell Tenasi, "Watch closely...do not take
your eyes off my finger, and do not blink...see darling my many ones."

Tenasi gasps, and screams, frightening them away, as she says, "They are
sprites." "Please darling do not scream, they frighten easily, although
they cannot understand you, speak softly, and tell them how precious they
are...I shall assist you."

I disappear and land on her shoulder as yell, "Tenasi, look on your
shoulder... see I am here, I call again and the coach is full of my many
ones, as on through that day we play and whisper to my many ones, but
even realizing the coach has stopped until the driver opens the door,
they scatter as he says, "Empress, we are here." Poor Tenasi amazed and
awe struck asks, "So soon how can we be, is it not days ride."

The driver mystified at her question, just replies, "we have been your
majesty, look see your country home."

Saying no more we go in, have our things put away, telling the servants
to open the house, then Tenasi asks, "Susi explain this to me...please."
"my ever so precious darling love, time for us moved very quickly, but
not for any out side our carriage...it is magic my love, pure and simple."

"Easy for you to say...magic indeed, sorcery I think...but you are, are you
not, a sorceress."

"In more ways than I can have you know darling, ask for our dinner, so we
may relax the rest of the evening...I wish you naked as I shall be...this
night I will tempt my powers over darkness and see if I can catch a
gnome...or elf for you to see."

"You, go out after dark, I thought you were afraid of the dark."

"I am, it is then the goblins & trolls lurk to see if they can catch one
of us and eat us."

"They eat humans."

"No precious sprites, fairies, nixies and pixies, we are as sweet candy
to them...but I have long wanted to see if I can catch an elf or gnome."

"May we put it in a cage and keep it."

"Heavens no darling as soon as I let go of his ear he will disappear...I
wish I was as brave as I was as a sprite, then we could find a goblin
cave and go down it, and find them too, they run from humans...but then we
will never fit in their caves."

"I still think you are teasing me Susi, let me see these you believe to
be so."

"Now when we are there I must become a sprite, and find a gnome or elf,
once I do I will change quickly and have him by an ear, so do not become
frightened when I am no longer next to you."

She was not pleased with me telling her that but goes along because
Tenasi's interest has gotten her so she has to see what I am talking
about, shortly I am gone, and she asks, "Susi are you here."

Fluttering in front of her face I say, "I will not be far, shall I leave
you some company."

"Who."

"Some of my many ones."

"Yes, please do."

No sooner that said and suddenly I am setting next to Tinasi with a
little bearded man yelling nasty things at me while I hold his ear.
Tenasi jumps and screams, then weakly asks, "What is that."

"This is Pehoo, a gnome and he is very upset at me for fooling him as I
did, he had just caught me, when I changed back into mortal form and had
him by his ear." "May I touch him."

"As long as I have his ear he cannot harm us."

So Tenasi gingerly touches him on his head and he yells at her, scaring
her, she jumps again and screams, by now all my many ones far gone
because of her screaming as the gnome just stands there cussing us out
terribly, so Tenasi asks, "What is he saying."

"You do not want to know...his language is terrible."

"What can we do with him. Cannot we make friends with him."

"Possibly, let me try, do you have any food on you."

"Cookies."

"Great, they love sweets."

I give him a cookie as I speaking ion his language say, "We mean you no
harm my lover and I wanted to see you, Pehoo you are a great person to
us, please be nice we have lots of Cookies in side." So he replies, "I
know you, you are that sprite who became mortal...and why, so you can have
this thing mortals call love in your life." "Do you not dare tell me you
do not know love, you gnomes have wives and children...and speaking of them
are you living well. I can help.' "Mortal never help they take and take,
so little room for us is left." "please Pehoo, let me help you, can we
not be friends, I can have this area become larger for you, supply food
and whatever you need, even though you were going to eat me, I understand
why, you poor man you are hungry, if you promise I will let you go, and
get whatever you want from the house there, and it will be yours.
Remember I am a sprite at heart." "Alright, 1st you let me go...there that
hurt my ear, how did you know to hold it so I could not harm you...oh...that
is right, you are one of those tasty sprites...well where is my stuff." "We
are not in the house, and you have not told me what you need and want...oh
another matter once I have supplied you with what you need no more eating
my kind."

"I will never agree to that, nor will any of us, you are far too tasty.
Now where is my stuff." "Well shit little man give us time to get in the
house, you keep giving me a bad time and the next time I get your ear, I
will bit it off." Then he actually gets on his knees and pleads, "No,
please no, you know I cannot live without my ears." "alright then let us
go." Poor Tenasi not knowing any of this I tell her what we talked about,
once at the house I ask, "Food, what kind, blankets, material for
clothing...whatever I have you can have."

"Anything Pensuwana... I am sorry I am such a grouch but you know why,
mortals beat us down so much."

After he has all he can carry, we help him with more, and we walk way out
in the wooded area and then we come upon a hollow tree, at the base of
it, is his home, so I ask, "Is your family here may we see them."

"Pensuwana, is this mortal woman a good friend can I trust her."

"Pehoo I love her as I do myself."

"Then I will get them."

After he goes in the tree Tenasi asks, "I heard your name the one you use
now Pensuwana, how did he know it."

"It is my sprite name Tenasi, I use it now."

"Oh...my darling now precious...it is your real name."

Soon he comes out with his wife who is really scared, and 6 little tiny
children, so I ask, "Do you have room enough here, may I Build you a
better home. Oh sorry what is your wife's name."

"Penne and my children are Pehu, Tehu, Hetu, "Wetu, yetu and Wildu as you
can see he does not stay still long so we call him Wildu...how can you
build us a home that will not be seen Pensuwana."

"As a sprite I was magical, as a mortal it is larger, watch my little
man."

Suddenly the tree becomes larger, their home with it, as soon it is very
large, and I tell Pehoo, "Shall I divide it into rooms or can you do
that."

"Give me the wood and I can I am a very good builder."

"Tomorrow I will bring some, now Pehoo, will you be our friends."

"What can I do to be friends to you Pensuwana."

"Only let us see you when we want, and talk to you, to make sure all is
good with you, any other gnomes you know of tell them they have a friend
in the mortal worlds, I Pensuwana, the sprite of old, who became mortal
will assist them in any way I can...please believe me, we mean you no
harm."

"Then this calls for some ale, you do drink ale don't you."

"Oh yes we certainly do...what kind is it."

"Clover...but be careful because it is stout. It is a man's drink so you
mortal women better make sure you are where you want to be before you
drink any, or you'll never get there."

So we set, told stories and got so drunk neither Tenasi or I could walk
back to the house and slept on the ground out side his tree house, and
the little shit ass woke us up at dawn yelling, "Mortal women, I told
you, now please I must work can you move."

"Sleepily and with a terrible hang over I ask, "What do you do Pehoo."

"I mine, digging for gold, silver and diamonds, then I take them to a
gnome I know who some how has gotten a way to trade them for what we
need."

"Please show me and tell me what you get for it."

He goes back in the house, and comes back with a golden nugget worth
probably a few million Yen, and tells us, this size rock is worth a weeks
food."

"Pehoo, I will give you a years worth of food for it."

"You my poor mortal are still drunk."

"No my friend you are being cheated...please do me a large favor, keep all
you mine, and after I have this land 10 times the size it is now, I will
come back see what you have and pay you a fair price for it."

"Take this, bring me a piece of paper proving to me its worth."

"Good before we leave we will empty the house of all the food there, plus
more blankets if you want and cloth for clothing."

"Pensuwana, if you can do this for us, whatever you ask I will do my best
to help you also."

"If it were not for your wife I would kiss you Pehoo, you are a sweet
man."

So soon we leave, making sure he has all the food that can be left out,
it took me a long time to explain all this to Tenasi, but after she sees
the gold nugget and hears what he was getting for it, she tells me, "We
must help these little people Susi...Pensuwana...such a lovely name,
Pensuwana...fitting an even lovelier young woman...but Pensuwana how can you
take care of them and your men also." "Perhaps it is time for me to
retire from what I have been for centuries, I can always go back to being
a courtesan, men will never change."

A few days later I have purchased all the land I need in that area, piled
4 wagons with food that will keep without being cold, all kinds of cloth,
wooden boards, walling material. Wrote letters to all my patrons telling
them I have left Tokyo, put my house under Penase's watchful care and
went back up into the mountains, having sold the gold nugget and bought
all this food with the Yen, especially since Yen will have no meaning to
Pehoo, but when he sees how much food it bought he will see he has been
cheated...and how does a gnome go about getting food for gold, then it hits
me a house elf...if I ever catch him look out...elf you cheating little shit.
Altering time I am back there in a day, and have the wagons brought to
where I know I will soon see Pehoo, so after the men who hauled them
leave I call my many ones, who show me where Pehoo lives, so I tell him,
"Look my sweet friend see all those wagons, they are full of food, that
is what I got for your gold nugget." "Pensuwana...please wait here while I
get the rest of the gnomes who live here. As I wait, here comes a few
hundred of them, very frightened of me they stay far enough away as Pehoo
tells them what I have done, and shows them the food. After several days
of listening to them argue over if they can trust me, once they do, the
ale is served and we all become rather intoxicated, much later, I find
myself the object of 4 aggressive little gnomes who are actually making
love to me, and it is either my drunken condition or they really are
pleasing to me, but I become totally lost in their will over me, as I
awake the next morning with what is known as a hangover, as I move, Poo
one of the gnomes, asks, "Do we please you Pensuwana, you sure do us."

"How would I know, you seem to have gotten me drunk, and I certainly
cannot know whither you were or not."

"The overseer assigned us to you, telling us to keep you pleased with us,
so you will continue helping us."

"Is this a bribe of some sort, I do not need to be sexually satisfied to
help you, my purpose is to make your way of living better, not expend
your young unmarried men of their energies."

"Either way you lovely mortal creature we did and will continue enjoying
you, come let us show you our dwellings."

As I am shown where all these little people live I am amazed at their
resourcefulness, as a whole village of hundreds is right here in the
mountains so neatly hidden no one walking through here could ever find
them, then I am taken to the overseer, who asks, "I am told you are
pleased with the young men I gave you."

"Yes, my lord, but they are not necessary, my purpose here is to assist
you, not to be the object of young men's desires."

"That matters little, you enjoy them that is enough...you may leave now."

Later that day, after we have eaten, damn if Poo doesn't kiss me and tell
me, "I want you badly Pensuwana, you will give yourself to us won't you."

"You are so adorably cute, yes Poo, take me."

"1st some ale, to help us enjoy what we do."

Much later the ale, much stronger than I had remembered causing me to be
rather drunk again, and after all of them had expended their energies
upon my body, as we lay out in the open, me nude, with dozens of other
little men and women looking on I ask, "As a sprite I spied on you enough
to know you do not openly make love as we have been doing, so why are
we."

"Here Pensuwana, have one of our smokes and concern yourself no more of
those who watch us, they as we are simply marveling over your stamina."

As I smoke I become feeling needful of more of their lustfulness and
actually pull one, Pal by name, to me and kiss him passionately. Later
again with me lost in delirium and euphoria I weakly ask, "please my
lovers, no more now, I tire... you are so very pleasing to me, but even a
whore such as I, must rest."

"So Pal replies, "Nonsense Pensuwana, we are so small, you can stand
against our lust for you easily. The whole day must have been spent with
them making wanton sex to me, as I awake it is morning, after we eat,
damn if they don't want more of me, as between the smoking and ale, days
I think go by with me in a drugged and drunken stupor weakly continue to
submit to their inhuman demands on me, until one morning I wake and
feeling sober ask, "What is going on here, why have you kept me weakened
and drugged so that I am helpless to resist your advances." "Pensuwana,
please you precious mortal female have a smoke, ale, relax you sweet
large woman and enjoy us."

"No more, get away from me."

Now me fully awake they scatter, and I go out and find Pehoo, and ask,
"Why am I kept in a half drunken state, and practically raped because of
my weakened condition, endlessly weakening me terribly." "A thousands
pardons Pensuwana...I tried to tell the overseer we can trust you but since
you were long ago a teasing sprite, now a harmful mortal he does not
trust you at all, and wants you kept weak so you can't harm us."

"Oh my...what shit is this, try to tell the overseer he will either learn
to take me at face value, or I shall leave you as I found you, being
cheated for you mining and barely living, gather all and tell them I am
taking what you have and selling it, bringing back what you need, give me
a list, also tell, not ask the overseer to come to me, I have matters for
him alone."

So as they get all they've mined so far on my wagons, the overseer asks,
"What is it you want, who are you to demand to see me."

"Listen little man, I gave up my life to assist your people to have a
better life, I have given you nothing but trust and loyalty and my vow to
assist you, for this I am kept drunk, raped several times during this,
forced into the sick perverted sexual lusts and passions of your single
men, and not even allowed to enjoy them because of this, either I have
your trust, or I shall leave you as I found you...test me not, my magic is
far superior to whatever means you only think you have against me."

"You will need to prove yourself to me."

"I humbly agree, in what way may I do that."

"Show me your magic, what can it do to us."

"As you command my lord."

He falls to the ground and cannot move except his voice so he asks, "What
is this, I can't move...guards overpower this mere mortal woman cast her in
the pit."

As they run in they too are paralyzed unable to even stand, so I then
tell the overseer, "If I wish I can do this to you all, then call for the
goblins and trolls to come and eat you...please Pen, I do love the men you
gave me, they please me greatly, but I shall not continue to allow them
to keep me drunkenly weak, because of your inability to see a good thing
for your people when I have done nothing but treat you all with
respect...Pehoo, tell this fool I mean what I have said."

So the overseer hesitantly says, "I see your logic...possibly I have been
unfair with you, please once again do as you have promised once you
return with our needs...I yield to your sincerity...but please Pensuwana, see
my side of this, how can I easily trust one such as you, a teasing
sprite, become a mortal woman who, without regard to yourself and your
personal needs, to give up your former life for us, isn't that against
all moral reasoning."

I ponder his words, then kneel before him, having released him as I ask,
"Please my master forgive my outburst and allow me to continue with my
mission to you all...I will upon my return find and neutralize the trolls
and goblins who prey on you so you may never fear them again."

"Pensuwana you can do this, wonder."

"Only if I have your love and devotion...for I shall no longer allow you to
use my body as a hole for your young men to masturbate in."

Left as it is, I go back to Tokyo, sell what I have and go to the palace
to see the family, seeing my weak son Layeasu nearing death and realizing
I have not spent enough time with crown prince Herosaki I ask, "Please my
lord and master may Tenasi, and Herosaki come back with me to the
mountain retreat where I may instruct Herosaki in his future rule,
pleasure Tenasi and prepare myself to see you off to your life with our
ancestors, so the people will worship and pray to you for generations to
come."

"Yes Susi, if you will, thank you, I shall be here upon your return."

So as we begin our trip Herosaki asks, " Princess Susiama why do you have
all this basic food stuff, there must be enough here to feed several
hundred people for months."

Even before I can reply, Tenasi asks, `I am wondering too, what have you
been going up there all this time, we sent runners to ask you to come to
see us, who all returned saying you were still in the mountains."

"Better I wait and show you, other wise you probably will be some what
reluctant to believe me."

"You have not, oh may my son we are in for a great treat...am I not right
Pensuwana, and Herosaki, Pensuwana is Susi's real name from long ago."
Upon our arrival, after the men have gone, I call and our comes the
overseer and a few of his guards, so he looks through what I brought to
them and kneels as he says, "Pensuwana please forgive an old man's
mistrust, I am 7 hundred years now, never have I trusted Sprites, and
especially never mortals, you are both and have proven me so very wrong."

I reach down and help him up as I say, "My lord your distrust is
commendable, if you were any less vigilant possibly your people would not
be as safe as they have been under your guidance...also my lord may I
introduce you to the empress of the Japanese empire and crown prince
Herosaki."

"It is my place to be honored by meeting you, pardon me for not being so
honored, but Mortals in general are not kind to gnomes and the wee
peoples from middle earth, but you being close to one who has proven her
value and love for my people I welcome you and graciously ask you to be
relaxed and enjoy our company."

So Tenasi says, "Thank you my lord, since Pensuwana has befriended you, I
know we will, my son Herosaki pay honor to this great man."

Herosaki just stands there looking as if he is dreaming, then finally
asks, "Are these little people real or have I been some how put to
sleep."

So I ask him, "Please your highness, whatever your thoughts are say
something to this mighty chief of the mountain gnomes."

Hesitantly Herosaki says, "It is my honor to meet you sir."

Then Pen says to me, "He like I is distrusting of what he sees, with your
permission I will have the crown prince pleasantly relaxed."

"The empress also my lord, they are in need of relaxing as you witness."

A bright smile on my face as I say that, so Tenasi asks, "Pensuwana...what
have you allowed to happen to us."

I kiss her lips and Herosaki's as I ask them, "Please, if you will allow
yourselves to be taken to a world where I have spent the past several
weeks, if my lord will may the crown prince have women to himself."

"Pensuwana you ask much...Haaa-haaa...yes we can do that, we have many young
girls who will find him desirably irresistible...my children take these two
and give them smokes and ale, treat them as you did Pensuwana, give them
memories they will never forget. Pensuwana, may we be alone."

"Yes my lord, what do you require of me."

"I am alone now my wife long since faded way, please you desirably
precious bitch allow an old man to ravish your body...it has been so very
long since I felt one so easy to look at close to me."

"A bitch am I, shame on you, my lord, but so be it, take me."

The next morning as I awake, I see Pen setting at the table, drinking
tea, or so I thought, as he sees me awake he hands me a cup and says, "Be
careful it is strong."

As I sip it, I taste honey, so I ask, "Mead my lord."

Yes, it takes years to ferment but it is well worth it, Pensuwana, many
thanks for last night, did you enjoy me as much as I enjoyed you."

"Yes, my lord, I certainly did, I wonder now why I ever thought mortal
men were worth the effort I put into seducing them."

"You truly are a rare prize to have Pensuwana, and you will keep me
young, will you give up those 4 men and be mine."

"You are so very fulfilling, my lord, how can I refuse, your beard is
rough on my face, but I can become used to that...and speaking of
roughness, let us find these Goblins and trolls who you told me about."
"You told me, neutralize them...what do you mean." "My magic has limits
Pen, but I can cause them to not see Gnomes and elves, then we can have
fun with them, teasing and they will not know from where the teasing
comes."

"Pensuwana, you have never totally lost the sprite in you, no we will not
tease them we will just leave them alone, if you want to tease them go
ahead, but do it away from us."

"No my lord, you word is my command as long as I am your woman."

"I will like having you under my will and authority, especially since to
us you are so large, and might I say most desirably tempting even now
after I have actually expended my energies on you."

"My gracious master would you enjoy me cuddling you close to me."

"My god woman am I a child in your mind, shit no...now clean my house, wash
my cloths, make bread, pies, cakes, cookies and be ready to go about the
dwellings with me this afternoon."

"My lord the goblins and trolls, what do is your wish I do."

"That subject has passed, do as you promised."

"I will need some men to go with me late tonight."

He becomes angry with me as he yells, "Well shit bitch, do I need to hold
your hand with every step you take."

"Please my lord and master be not angry with me, please remember I am but
a weak mortal woman, and need men's guidance."

"Ooohhh, Pensuwana..."

He kisses my lips and he rubs my ass and smiling says, "Be humble and
submissive, this way toward me, I know I am a bastard to live with, but I
will treat you well. After I have finished what he told me to do, we go
and he simply looks through several dwellings, correcting certain ones on
what they have in their caves. Long after dark the 4 young men who
previously done such a great job of keeping me helpless by me being
either drugged or drunk, and I went looking for trolls and goblins, and I
am surprised to find they are closer than I would have expected, my
little men using themselves as bait, get caught by 3 goblins, only to
have the goblins facing me, as they try to run, I grab 2 by his large toe
on his left foot and he is helpless, seeing what I did, Poo does the same
and yells, "Pensuwana, it works."

"Yes now all of you stand so they can see you, and watch."

Shortly one yells, "What is holding my toe...I cannot see a thing."

So we let go and the goblins all quickly, or at least in their slow dumb
way, look around and seeing no one near they go back in their cave
grumbling to themselves. Over the next several weeks I neutralize all the
goblins and trolls, only the 2nd night I am with Pen as we are setting,
smoking from his pipe, he asks, "You will never totally be mine will you
Pensuwana."

"My darling please do not toy words with me, what is on your mind."

"You belong to the mortal world now, and some day you will go back."

I lean close and kiss his lips as I say, "Pen my dearest, you have lived
700 years, I have lived 100,000 years, time no longer has meaning for me,
if we remain good to one another and you soften and learn to love me, I
shall stay with you until you fade away."

Pen looks sad as he tells me, " Love, a young man's dream of how he will
feel toward the one he chooses to have live with him...can an old man such
as I learn love again Pensuwana, and if I do, and you leave me, I will be
heart broken as I was when SoSo faded away...possibly so much I will fade
away." Holding him close to my breasts, I say, "My poor dear Pen, my
sweet darling, how may I convince you of my devotion to you."

"Will you allow me to impregnate you, and plant wood sprite seeds who
will be my children."

"Have you none of your own master."

"No...poor SoSo never became with child...but I know you can, please my
precious Pensuwana."

"I will; but only after you have treated me this way for a few years. So
I may know you truly love me, leave behind this bastard who yells at me,
and show me tenderness and gentleness, pleasantly taking me as many
nights as you have strength and holding me close telling me of your deep
love for me."

"You really want me to act like a young love sick boy."

"Yes my lord, that is my condition."

"Then take off my beard, let me feel as a young man and help me learn to
love you."

After a few weeks Tenasi and Herosaki make ready to go back to Tokyo and
I have felt the emperor needing me so I tell Pen, "My darling please
allow me to go to Edo with Tenasi and Herosaki, the emperor is dying I
must be with him." "You have renewed my life Pensuwana, please promise
you will return to me." "My darling I have learned to love you so dearly,
if I do not, to be away from you will surly render me useless, and there
is much to be done, so I cannot allow that to happen to me." So we load
the wagons and travel to Edo, and as soon as we are there, I know I will
never stay now, Japan is at war, the high council has taken control of
the government, so once again the emperor is only one to be worshipped
with no political power, foreigners are so many now and everywhere, I go
to my house and find Penase has left it, and it is as nasty and filthy as
the rest of the Yoshiwara, the rest of my girls choosing to be common
prostitutes and earning more Yen, by having many men nightly, so I
magically pack my many kimonos, and all else I want, walk away and go to
the palace where I take my beloved son and emperor, Layeasu, out in the
orchard, as he asks, "Pensuwana it is winter, it is cold out there."

"Possibly my darling let us go and see."

As we get to where I wish the sun shines, the snow melts, the trees
blossom my many ones flutter out to see my son off to the next life and
Layeasu marvels at all he sees, letting me kiss his lips as he dies. As I
set, with his head on my lap Herosaki comes out and asks, "How do you
stand it Pensuwana, so very many you have seen born, and died...is
immortality worth having to see all this death."

"Herosaki," I cry out, "Please do not cause me more sadness...is this not
enough...I choice my path, so I must live it, as you will now live yours...my
precious emperor, praise the Kami, you are emperor of Japan, now before
the ceremonies begin go to the orchard Shinto Shrine and pray to the Kami
for wisdom, strength, Knowledge, and most of all gentleness with your
subjects, for nothing else matters unless they love, worship and pray to
you."

"My dearest Pensuwana you will now go back will you not, will I ever see
you again."

"Yes my brave emperor, more than you now believe."

During all this Yukio had taken his daughter and left, leaving an address
where I can write and or come to them. Weeks later as I arrive at the
gnomes settlement, Pen runs to me, actually crying with joy over my
return, kissing my lips, pressing tight against them, he asks, "Please
tell me you have missed me as much as I have you."

"Better feel my heart my darling it beats wildly at my return to you...have
you the time my lord, for I have been true to you, and need you within me
desperately now."

As others take care of the wagon loads, Pen and I go to our little tree
base home. the sun still high in the sky, as we wake later, it is the
next morning, and he tells me, "How I missed your tender touch, the
warmth of you close to me, the quickness of your breathing as we make
love, the thrill of you climaxing as I do also, and this, your sweet
softness after as you lay so close sweat can't form between us...how soon
will you plant wood sprite seeds my dearest." "You were so powerful last
night my lord, I have 6 to plant this day, 3 months and you will be a
father."

"Oh joyful day, dress, we must tell every one, my love is with child."

"Wait my master remember sprites do not live within me, but are nurtured
by fruit trees."

Stopping him there, he asks, "What will we have, a cross between a sprite
and gnome."

"Trust me my lord, perfect tiny little gnome babies...you do not think I
would allow you anything less do you...Pen my precious my love is far too
strong to not give you exactly what you have wanted all these years.
planting them now, they will come out of the tree in spring."

Winter up here is such we cannot do much of anything, the younger ones
play in the snow but must be careful because if they fall into very deep
snow we may never find them, but the older gnomes almost hibernate
staying partly intoxicated and doped from the weed we smoke, eating very
little and making love every second we have the energy to consummate it,
then just dopey like laying very close necking up a tornado. Winter is
when many younger ones are lost to wild animals up here, because like the
Kami's every creature they hunger also, so Pen asks, "Pensuwana, is it
possible for you to keep our young safe from the animals who will eat
them if they see them."

"Oh, pen, how horror able, yes, of course. No raccoon is going to eat one
of our younger men...I know it is late for this but can we somehow gather
all the young ones who play our side, and I will do a reverse enchantment
on them so they cannot be seen by any thing but another gnome. Months
later Pen's 6 little word sprites hatch and roll out of the apple tree we
planted them in, after that it was as if that is all he was waiting for,
as there are times I would look at him and almost see through him...my poor
darling Pen has begun to fade away, so he asks, "You will be with me as I
fade away won't you Pensuwana." "Pen my darling we have only been
together 2 years most you fade away so soon." "You of all, should know we
have no choice in this, come my precious little sprite this is a day of
rejoicing not crying."

Out side our little house I watch as the little love of mine fades into
the ground under his body.' I light one of his pipes and become rather
goofy and set there drinking heather ale getting drunk and goofier by the
minute, until I undress and dance around naked, as many young single men
come out strip and dance with me, until we are all so pooped, drunk,
doped we fall on the ground and fall asleep. as I awake the next morning
I have a dozen or more young naked men laying around me, and one rolls on
top of me and says, "We passed out before we consummated Pen's fading
way."

Pushing him off me I tell him, "I am not that naive remember little man I
have been long before any of you were, I know the fading away process,
and what you have in mind is not part of it."

Later some women come to me and one asks, `Pensuwana, you need ones to
raise your young."

"Yes, but they are your young they are gnomes. How do I go about having
this taken care of."

"You must take to the new overseer."

"Who and where do I find him." Then Pehoo walks to me and tells me, "I am
Pensuwana, can you believe it, they all wanted me, your...no our young
gnome children, women, take one each. Pensuwana as the sprite who planted
them, what hold do you have on them."

"I ask nothing my lord, I planted them only because my darling Pen wanted
young..."

"Pensuwana what will you do now."

"After we have enough minerals I shall take them to Edo, exchange for
gold, buy what we need and come back...remember Pehoo, my vow is to you all
not Pen."

"You naturally have to open yourself to our young men, or will you allow
one to marry you."

"No my lord, I shall; never wed. and I shall be pleased to accommodate
whoever has a desire for me...or how many ever."

"Go to your own home now Pensuwana, I shall come by later and tell you if
it is as it should be...you do know you will be overwhelmed with young men
who desire you."

"I do pray so my master, life would not be worth living if it were not
so."

A few weeks from then I head once again for Tokyo, take care of my
business and go to the palace where I find Herosaki and his new bride,
Tunase as he sees me he runs to me, kisses my lips sweetly and says, "oh
good you have come back to us, you are here to stay."

"Oo my darling, I have found love there, I have had 6 little children...you
do remember who I now live with."

"Pensuwana, I no longer think of that as actually happening, it is just
too unbelievable...gnomes, Goblins...word sprites...come now Pensuwana surly
you do not still cling to those foolish beliefs. So stay here this is
much better then living alone."

"But my precious do you not hear, I have 6 children, and a true love in
my life.' I lied. So he says, "if I need you how will you know."

"Emperor Herosaki, you will never be without my closeness, not even if
you do not call my name if you are overly troubled I shall know., as it
has been for generations it is with you."

"Now Pensuwana please do not expect me to believe all this either...you as
the rest of us have your life span to live."

Seeing he thinks he knows what he is talking about, I reply, "Of course
my lord, how silly of me, well really I do have a long journey so I must
leave now."

I no sooner get back and Pehoo comes to me and tells me, "The women who
have the children want you to tell them who they really are, it is
not...well ever that a former sprite, now mortal has mated with one of us
and planted 6 wood sprite seeds we all voted on this, they must be raised
to know their heritage."

I fall to the ground and kiss his foot as I say, tears running down my
face, "Ooohhh...my master, overseer you have caused me great joy and
happiness by allowing me this rare privilege." "Please stand Pensuwana, I
have chosen 4 men for you to either keep for your pleasures, or pick one
or more to keep you warm nights."

"Thank you overseer, I will probably keep them all for now."

"At what age will you begin instructing the children gnomes."

"Now my lord, as I have all my children is past days, even though they
understand not, their subconscious learns, and they come into the age of
understanding having this in their minds. But you need not have them come
to me, I shall visit them nightly."

"Pensuwana...am I supposed to understand what you just told me." "no my
lord."

"Oh more magic."

"Well sorcery plus spiritualism...I do not appear, they only hear my voice
in their minds."

He looks around making sure no one can hear, then tells me, "Pensuwana,
please if nothing else make sure we never anger you... for you truly are a
goddess of which we can have no defense against."

I kneel before him as I reply, "I once again will commit my life and
ability to the gnome families here, my I die a horror able death if I
ever break this vow, by the great Kami who gave me mortal form and keeps
us all, I so swear...master command, I shall obey."

He lifts me up and kisses my lips passionately, then says, "Too many of
us married men love you dearly Pensuwana, if we could, we would all not
only desire you as we do, but consummate this desire."

"Then my lord I would be driven out, as a filthy whore by your wives."

I go to my little cave under the very large tree, and inside here are my
mates, surprisingly the same four I had before, so I laugh as I tell
them, "Praise by you have come back to me, come my loves please me."

Poo, who always has something to say about everything, then tells me,
"Not without pleasuring ourselves on this lusciously large body of yours,
Pensuwana."

"1st my sweet men let us drink ale and smoke so we are goofy and happy as
we love one another. We all vote one day about how often I must go and
bring back supplies, in the end it is once a summer, toward the end, and
it is all put in a large supply house, so months later after my yearly
trip and we are set for winter, Pehoo asks, "this winter will the
enchantment continue to keep our young men safe as they play in the
snow."

"Yes my lord, enchantments are in the air around us, not within persons."
"Pensuwana the children you gave life to, they are healthier, stronger
and learning faster than any others...will you plant more wood sprite seeds
come late winter."

"Pehoo...I must remind you of the natural order of nature, you are gnomes,
I a former sprite now mortal if we pursue what I am seeing in your mind
the gnomes as we now know you to be...shall cease to exist, and your kind
will be a cross between mortal, sprit and gnome...your loving families will
also cease, because they all come from a tree, that is why I pleaded and
begged the Kami to make me mortal so I would have a family...all gnomes
would be my seeds, owing their very existence to only myself...please
overseer, Pehoo, my so very precious man do you not see the danger."

"Pensuwana, I must have you nearer to me, I have learned you are far
wiser than any of us, you can better lead us in our lives than I, or any
other gnome." "As I have the imperial Japanese family for centuries I
shall assist and council you, for myself to become head of the Gnomes is
as tragic a matter as I planting all the future gnomes...you desire my body
Pehoo, your wife and help mate will not approve of this, why are you
becoming so obsessed with my carnality and lustfulness...please my darling
man see me for what I am, in plane terms I am the worse of filthy, slut
whores, who take pleasure in seducing poor men, having them expend
themselves upon my tiny but irresistibly tempting body, and for what...my
selfish pleasure."

Damn if he doesn't laugh at me and reply, "You will never convince me you
honestly believe that, but I do know why you said it...shit...you are right
again...please Pensuwana never refer to yourself as that again, this is an
order from your overseer, do it."

Smiling I reply, kneeling as I do, "Yes my lord and master I hear and
obey."

As I walk back to my home, I wonder if I will be able to hold him back
from making a terrible mistake...then it hits me, take a husband, then one
other male gnome will dare try to seduce me."

So days later as Pehoo and I are talking about the elves and their
infringing upon our area, suddenly he stands and tells me, "I cannot
stand this any longer...I, as your overseer order you to submit to my
sexual advances...Penne come in here."

Oh shit, I think I am now in real trouble, Penne comes in and asks, "I
told you Pehoo, Pensuwana is an honorable woman she will not give in to
your lustfulness unless I agree."

"Well then tell Pensuwana, you agree."

So then I stand and tell them both, "I am leaving, when Pehoo...you can
control your desires for me, I shall return. I found you poor and needy,
I have helped you become wealthy and healthy. I shall not cause this
lovely little group of gnomes to fall apart because of a bitch like
me...when you have yourself under control I will know, good bye."

I vanish from their sight. What I did not even look to see many others
had been listening to us, and as soon as Pehoo did what he did, they came
in and stripped him of Overseer voted in an old gnome who has lost has
wife, and I was gone minutes, when I came back, arriving in front of the
new overseer, kneeling and asking, "All I ask my lord and master do you
still want me here living among you."

A sweet old man standing there reaches down and lifts me up, as much as
he can, as he tells me, "Pensuwana, this is our doing we acted too
quickly when Pen faded away, none of us expecting it, Pehoo is our
problem...I as overseer humbly plead with you to stay...under one condition,
allow young single men your favors, no pressure, just as you want, you
will become public property, owned by us all, freely giving yourself to
our single men and keeping them from chasing the girls so much and
married men in place because you will have no use or time for them, this
is what you do in the mortal world, do it here...according to my figures
from the % we gave you in all our mining by now you should be very
wealthy. So gold will not be a facture in what you are doing for us."

"My lord, I have always been very wealthy, I have taken none of your
gold...you are wealthy, in mortal terms worth over 100 million Yen...or
around 50 million lbs of gold. Where we are, many have gathered, women
fainted, men gasp, the poor overseer just stares at me, then slowly tells
me, "You were ordered to take your % you have refused a direct order from
your overseer, there fore I fine you all the % you would have taken, and
Pensuwana, no matter how much we may want you living with us, I
personally will banish you if from now on you do not...now kneel and vow."

After I do he tells me, "Now come with me."

We walk to his home, and I see such a perfectly orderly little cave home,
so he then asks, "It has been a 100 years since my TeeTee faded away. I
have lived a life without a woman's love since, when they voted me to
this position I asked only one matter, if I could convenes you to be mine
can I have you, they told me I could. So all I now ask, is that as you
have many numbers of young men coming to you, choose if you actually want
that life to continue in our world or will you consent to be one man's
woman...I witnessed Pen become a happy man after you went to live with him,
can you do that for me."

I just could not stop tears from coming to my eyes, as I kneeled before
him, I tearfully say, "For me to live with a man, I must love him, I
shall try my lord, because I now see how passionately humble and gentle
you truly are...please tell me now, if we learn to love one another, will
you ask me to plant wood sprite seeds."

"No Pensuwana, I have 3 dozen children now, and 1 dozen grandchildren and
a half a dozen great grandchildren...and they go on from there, too many
greats for me to remember."

"My lord do you still wish me to spend some time satisfying the lusts of
you young men."

"Is that what you want to do."

"Please my lord, no matter what you may believe of me, I am only a mere
woman and without the council of men I cannot always know my mind, as you
expressed your desires for me, I committed myself to you, so now you must
tell me what to do."

"Pensuwana, I know you to be an expert business woman, and you have been
for centuries, so sensuously irresistible men flocked to take your
favors, which you demanded a very high price for, million's of your Yen..."

He stops and lights his pipe, then asks, "You smoke, here have this pipe
I will light another, well...we may as well have a drink of ale also...her my
pet, set at my feet...where...was...I...haaa yes, councilor to emperors, lovers
to them also and their wives, children and so on, so for you to tell me I
now must decide what you next move will be is redundant. Alone look what
you have done for us, you are a genius of finance, love, sex, men's
emotions and your own desirability... you see in to the minds of us all and
know now what is in mine, yet you insult my intelligence with that load
of pure bullshit... you want our single men don't you, damn it just tell
me."

"Alright my lord, I do I felt the lust for them build inside me as you
told me what my purpose would be here, then you told me that was what I
did in the mortal world, so do it here...and my desires for them left me,
because even poor wretched women as I, know some day we must change our
ways. Now my lord I commit my life and body to only you, for as long as
you desire me, no one shall touch me...but you. If we can learn to love one
another so much the better, I can easily live several life times with one
I truly love and adore, if you love me the same, even more the better, I
become your humble servant and slave if you wish. I shall clean, wash,
cook and keep your dwelling as perfect as it is now, asking only to be
kind, respectful and pleasingly amorous toward me. you must know I will
need to go to Tokyo at times, there I may, probably will have one or more
of the royal family loving me, but my total love and obedient submission
will be only to you."

"Thank you Pensuwana for being truthful with me...I cannot hold you to what
you have told me, I order you to allow our young single men to take your
favors as you wish to give them. I will never actually love you, there is
none in me, I will desire your body, ravishing it as you allow me, never
speak of whom you have been with, live here with me, no one ever thinks I
have any stamina left in my old body. But my treasure I will now prove to
you I have."

As I weakly try to rise from his bed the next morning I realize I have
been with a man of such power, might, forcefulness and stamina, he
overwhelmed me completely, my face burning from whisker burns, my vagina
actually sour from him lasting so very long, and as he walks in, asks,
"Why are you not up, where is my breakfast."

As my tears rush from my eyes, I plead, "Have mercy on me my lord, you
some wonderfully overwhelmed me last night I can hardly move."

He walks to me, holds my face up, and I see in his eyes, he softens and
asks, "Please...I didn't harm you did I." "Not seriously my lord, please do
not force me to also take on your young men, I cannot last against you...I
certainly cannot take another man today."

Kissing my lips sweetly, he smiles as he tells me, "I have our food
ready, and on a platter, I will bring it in, stay as you are, nude and
beautiful."

"Thank you my master you are so good to me."

As he sets the food next to me he says, "My name is Pizho...please my
dearest refer to me as such."

"Pizho, may I say now it will be very difficult to not fall deeply in
love with you." "Do not try, after last night I feel as you...your face...I
must remove this beard if I insist on kissing you half the night...also I
don't want you stuck in this dwelling, we both will clean, cook and wash,
I have been doing this for a century now and I have come to like it."

"As you wish Pizho, but remember, you should have a woman to wait on you,
so you may relax nights, smoking your pipe, and reading, and Pizho, if
you enjoy your beard so not remove it for me, look see my face the
redness is gone, especially as you kiss my breasts it feels nice on my
skin there."

"This day we will look over the dwellings and the mines, I want you to
learn all our ways, as I also want you to tell me of the mortal world you
lived in before coming to us...do you like getting rather drunk, high on
our smokes, and then making love."

"I certainly did enjoy all of it and especially you darling last night."

"Do not expect me to perform like that several times a day, once is quite
enough for me."

"Oh, Pizho I am so happy to hear you say that, because I would not be
able to be so amorously responsive every time if you did want me several
times a day, once is truly enough."

"How can that be, you have spent several life times with men of that
world as must larger than we are smaller than you and none of them have
our stamina." "Not even close Pizho...not even close. You are a very good
cook I do pray mine satisfies you as much as yours pleases me."

"Do you know gnome cooking...of course you do, Pen would not have been so
pleased with you other wise, you must learn fast."

"As you said Pizho, I am a genius and yes I earn very fast."

"And you stay as you are, being so sexually overwhelmed by me."

"You know I can and will, darling my purpose now is you and your pleasure
and fulfillment at least as far as my small part of your life is
concerned."

"Small part, when I know we will spend at least 2-4 hours daily enjoying
one another's sexual passions, and that my large gorgeous woman is a 6th
of my day." "Pizho do you have problems with Eves."

"Not any more, we had a battle and they lost, then went back to the
cities, since then our only contact was that thief who you exposed."

"What did you do with him."

"We found most of the gold, silver and diamonds we'd given him and took
him way out in the mountains and left him there."

"Good, if it had been me I would have probably killed him."

"In a round about way we most likely did, he couldn't have survived there
alone very long, especially once the snow came. Come my pet, let's see
the dwellings." After inspecting a few of them we go to the mining areas,
and I see how miserably difficult these little men must work to dig out
what they do, so looking at the mines I ask, "Why do you not allow me to
cause this to be easier for these poor hard working men."

"Other than the few crops we grow, there would be nothing left for them
to do, no this is what keeps us strong. You have seen enough for today as
we walk tell me about the mortal world, and after we are home also."

"I talk about cooking, how we live, no chairs or high tables, sleeping on
the floor on mats, everything is gotten with paper Yen worth so much
gold, then I ask, "Pizho would you like to see me in my many kimonos the
way I used to go to see the men who came to pleasure themselves with my
body...oh look Pizho a doe and her fawn, may I play with them Pizho."

"Play with them how can you get near them."

"They see the sprit in me, and will come to me, watch, but stay hidden."

I walk out into the clearing and call making a strange sound, they look
my way and slowly walk to me, I pet the doe and she asks, "You are the
sprit who became mortal, how nice we get to meet you, I am goodness, my
little fawn Glover...say hello to Pensuwana."

After a time I tell her, "My man awaits me, I must go, do the gnomes
bother you."

"No they fish, they cannot catch us, or really much of any of the
creatures here in the mountains, good bye Pensuwana."

Back where Pizho is he marvels at my ability to actually talk to these
what he calls animals, then he says, "You must pray often to be so tender
hearted these animals so easily come to you, to what god do you pray."

"The Kami of us all, there are many Kami, even rocks, grass, water, sky,
the sun, moon, these mountains every living and non-living object,
including the world itself has its own Kami."

"The spirit of creation, yes we pray to that also, what is this named."

"Shinto, the old Japanese way of life the philosophy of Japan's people."
"Japan... what is that."

"The island nation we are on; there are many nations on earth, each
having mountains, rivers, lakes, flat land, dense wooded areas, where
other gnomes are."

"Other gnomes, oh no, Pensuwana we are the only gnomes here."

"Pizho...you are a very intelligent man do you actually believe you are the
only gnomes on earth."

"Are you telling me there are more somewhere else."

"Yes my darling, probably millions."

By the look on his face I know he thinks I am teasing him so before he
can say anything else I ask, "Please Pizho, think a moment would the
great creator Kami of earth put gnomes only on this so very small island
nation of Japan." Pizho inhales a deep drag from his pipe, and ponders my
thoughts...and as he exhales the smoke from his lips, then asks, "How can
we know this." "Hmmm...let me think...can I some how show you... Pizho have I
proven to you I am your humble servant and will never do anything to harm
you or any gnome."

A long time passes as he again ponders my question, then slowly he
replies, "You are going to do some of your magic... but even then how can I
know you have not clouded my mind, and I see what you will me to see."

"Again Pizho you are correct I cannot...we will need to drop it then
because I know of no other way, but even what I was thinking calls for
you to except what you see if fact. I leave this question on your mind,
if there are peoples all over this earth, on several pieces of land
called continents divided into nations, probably billions of peoples, why
would there not be gnomes, elves, fairies, sprites and all the others who
came from middle earth."

"How were you going to show me this marvel."

"On what is known as spiritualism there is a place called the astral
plane it is possible for me to rise to it, in spirit form and go where I
please, and still be here, but seeing the wonders of this earth below
me."

"Pensuwana I do respect you, and have a lot of trust in what you tell me,
but my pet, you have just crossed over in to a realm that has no meaning
to me at all."

"Yes, Pizho, you are correct again, we must end this, it only becomes
more complex as I try to explain it further."

"I just had a thought, tell me what Poo is doing right now, when we get
back I will ask him if he was doing what you say, you have won a large
part of your explanation."

Setting my mind on Poo, I see the little shit seducing one of the young
unmarried girls, both of them only around a 150 years young, so I tell
Pizho, Please Pizho you cannot punish Poo for what he is doing right now,
after we get back."

"Oh no, is he after another young girl."

"Check the time he is kissing her breasts right now."

"Pensuwana this is why I still believe it will be better for you to
satisfy these horny unmarried men."

"Let us not discuss that right now, we should be close to the
settlement."

"Just over this next hill. After we get there Pizho goes to Poo and tells
him, "I know who you seduced a short time ago, today, now you tell me at
about 3:30 were you doing what with Pinrosea."

"I will not tell you, for that you will have me punished...oh...I admitted it
didn't I...well ...kissing her breasts."

"Alright Poo you have nothing to far this time but be careful if one of
the girls complains about you, I must punish you."

Pizho is quiet all the rest of the way to his cave home, so after getting
there he lights his pipe, pours a glass of ale, and one for me, then he
asks, "You witnessed what he was doing, how did you."

"This is difficult to explain I visualized Poo in my mind, and as I did
where he was and what he was doing came into my mind, but this is not
what I am talking about, we will actually be where I will us to be...in our
spiritual form, or better put, our spirit will go where I will ours to
go...I have a way to show you, we just left the mines hold my hand and
close your eyes, try to empty your mind of everything, and please do not
become frightened, I am with you always."

Then we are in one of the mines, and Pizho whispers, "Why are they not
acting like they see us we are standing right in the middle of all these
men."

"They can neither see or hear us, we are our spirits."

"Well...by the spirits you are right we are here, and I can still see us
where we are also, back at the settlement...has this any practical value."

"Watch darling and see."

I cause a small crack to break open wider and there is a monstrous rough
diamond, the size of which I have never seen before so I magically pull
it out and put it in a bag I carry so no one else can see it, and say,
"Let us return to our bodies Pizho."

Once back, I pull the diamond out as I say, "Here my love is that
diamond...by its weight and size this stone may be worth a whole winters
supply."

"I must forget the diamond...now tell me how can your spirit take it away
from there it is solid and material, per what you told me we were in
spirit form how can your spirit take something that is real and itself, a
solid piece of whatever it may be."

I kiss his lips as I reply, "This will not help you...but it is all I have
that I can tell you...darling I actually do not know."

"Pensuwana why do you call me darling."

My gosh he can change a subject fast, so I tell Pizho, "Is it not a word
saying my feelings for you a term of endearment...like my love, my dearest
one, honey, sweetheart love of my life...and so on."

"My wife never called me her darling, in all those glorious years we were
together...oh.. the diamond...well if you do not know who does."

"Only the giver of life and will, the great Kami of earth, who in one way
or another created us all, changed me from a quarter inch sprite to as 4
foot, 8 inch mortal, so very much of what I can do I have never
understood, seeing into one's mind, seeing the future, although I have
never done it actually traveling the earth over, magically causing my
home to be invisible to other forms of life, having the wagons manned by
no one yet going where I will them to go...so very much only the Kami knows
the answers to... you know earth is round, right."

"Pensuwana I am becoming to realize how terribly stupid I really am, no
my love, I never thought about the earth being round, flat or whatever."

"My precious love never stupid, yet to learn, something over looked, of
no use in knowing, never stupid, that is as bad as me saying I am a
filthy slut."

He quivers as I say that, and tells me, "Please never say that terrible
word in connection to you, I am the overseer of our civilization, you are
my woman, so you can never be known as a slut."

"You just won my side, because as head of us all you can never be
stupid." "Pensuwana you caused our young to be invisible to wild animals
as they play in the snow, can you cause me to be that way as we go to the
Tokyo you go to when you exchange our minerals for gold to buy what we
need."

"Pizho you never told me you want to go with me, yes, and with no trouble
at all. This rock will buy everything we need for the next winter, so
after we have all that we will take it will be worth far more than we
will ever need."

"Another question you told us we are worth 50 million lbs of gold, where
is it all."

"I reduced its size, and caused it to be invisible, I carry it wherever I
go, here darling is what really is 50 million lbs of gold."

I hand him a piece of rock that looks like nothing special, and Pizho
asks, "I will never understand your magic."

"Nor do I my precious, nor do I, but we both know it is here within me."

The summer rolls by and after loading my wagons Pizho, Poo, Pal and I
leave for Tokyo. I had been so preoccupied I missed Tenasi's death...it
just never came to my mind, most likely because I am falling in love
again and to this so wonderfully pleasing older man, who is nothing to
look at, except he is a gnome, 2 feet tall stocky, a long beard, and
hair, wearing a pointed cap, interesting shoes that curl up beyond his
toes, a regular shirt and pants, or so they look, sparkling eyes
perfectly shaped lips, and rosy cheeks, a very warm disposition, and
loving also, most all gnomes look much alike, except for the beards they
all dress in rather drab brown, gray, off black and generally dark
clothing stronger than any normal mortal man, faster and usually wittier,
actually funny, their capacity to consume large amounts of ale and the
smoke they have that would kick any mortal in his ass, hardly touches
them until they smoke a lot, all are jolly especially after enough ale,
Clover is the best, Heather come after it and wild wheat is the
strongest. After we get there, I make sure I keep doors open for them and
so others do not bump into them, as I make the exchanges Pizho, when we
are alone asks, "How much is that in gold."

"You better set down; 10 million lbs. Is that not so wonderful, do you
have any idea of how wealthy your...our family of gnomes is...to date 70
million lbs, and we will buy everything we need for 500 lbs of gold."

"My darling Pizho if you wanted no one will ever need to work in the
mines again, but again you are right what will we all do but probably get
ourselves in trouble with only the Kami knows who. So what would you like
to see or do now."

Pal and Poo who were not near us, came to us and Poo asks, "Can we leave
soon, all these mortals cause me to be scared."

"Pizho what are your thoughts."

"Poo is right let's get away from here, there is nothing we care to see
or do among these mortals."

"Since we have all we came for ok let us leave. As soon as we clear the
busy streets, I cause us to be home in a split second. After unloading
and storing it all back in our little cave home Pizho asks, "How could
you have ever liked it there so many mortals walking so near us all the
time.. I expected to be knocked over at any given time, they don't even
look where they're going...and those ones who looked so different, whiter
larger, dressed so fancy, such bright colors...they look like clowns."

"Gee, I never looked at them that way, but you are right Pizho they also
act like clowns."

So Pal asks, "Why were those women in the tight dresses standing on the
street corners."

"My sweet innocent men they are a low class of what I used to be,
prostitutes, selling their bodies to whoever will buy it for whatever
length of time, but I never stood on a street, men came to me, dressed
like they are going to a wedding so fancy, what those poor girls make in
several days is what I spent on my Obi for my kimonos, one of my men
would pay me more than they make in a month, the highest price I ever
received from a man who was my patron and was with me either weekly or
more was 20 million Yen or around 5 thousand lbs of gold...but enough of my
nasty past, my precious we have not been close for a few days and I, my
darling desire you so very much."

After the 1st cold comes and the snow covers everything, some times even
our way to get out of our homes, some other who can get out must come and
dig us out, Pizho and I put on large wide platform type things on our
feet and go out walking on the snow, 1st getting a lot of wheat, oats and
barley that we put on a sled to feed the deer and off we go, returning
very soon because walking is so difficult, then one day soon after Pal
and Wal come and show Pizho this sled they made...as I look at it, I ask,
"If you put a pole here and attached a cloth sail it should slid by
itself driven by the wind."

"Oh Pensuwana what a great idea let's see."

It takes us weeks to get this thing the way we think it will work best.
Then we try it and it slides across the snow like a horse was pulling it,
so we load it with grain for the deer and move along to where we know
they try to get bark off trees and put a big pile there, since we have so
much more than we need throughout the winter we feed the deer, giving us
a good feeling for helping some of the Kami's creatures get through the
winter, one evening while the deepest snow covered every one of our holes
to where no one can get out, as Pizho and I set close to the fireplace he
asks, "Are you truly happy living with me Pensuwana."

"Yes my love, why do you ask."

"After seeing where you came from and thinking of how many years you were
there, don't you miss the glamour and excitement of your former life."

"I shall not lie to you Pizho, darling...yes, I miss much of it, and wonder
if I shall ever return, then I look at you, and see how much you love me,
and most of all want me. and it all goes way."

"Does it really or are you trying to make me feel better."

"My precious darling, Pizho why are you doubting my words to you."

"Because I...oh...how..."

Then he slides off his chair, kneels before me, holding out a special
necklace, that has only one meaning as he asks, "Will you marry me
Pensuwana, my deepest desire for you is to be my wife."

As my tears build up and run down my face, I kneel next to him and he
kisses me passionately as he puts the wedding necklace on me and says,
"With this token of my endearing love for you I now wed you Pensuwana,
and make you my wife until fading away parts us. We kiss again and hold
the kiss until we are laying on the floor, then he begins making love to
me."

The next morning as we look out the snow has covered all the homes, so I
ask, "I must check the families to make sure they are all in good health,
although my body will be here, what makes Pensuwana will be wherever,
fear not my darling nothing can harm my spirit."

In the spirit it takes me a short time, and as I look like I am waking, I
tell Pizho, "Sono and Sisi have run out of food, and she is going to
birth her young any time now, I came back to tell you this so you will
not worry, I do not know how many trips I must make to do this, and
please darling do not go out side it is bitter cold out there."

It took me so long I had to go back and reassure my love I am alright,
once I am there to help, in case I am need I magically bring my body
there also gnome women need no help birthing their children they have
done it alone for centuries, but in this case, poor Sono becomes so
frightened that something is going to go wrong, I actually have to
magically put him at ease. After the baby is born the next morning I tell
them, "I must go back to Pizho he must be out of his mind by now, as I
come in the house it is quiet, scared for my love I call out, "Pizho
darling are you sleeping...Pizho...please where are you."

A sleepy Pizho comes out of the bedroom and asks, "I am so sorry, I must
have fallen asleep, I am a poor man to not even stay awake for my love to
return."

I burst out crying as I say, "You worried me when I got no reply."

"No my love as you must know gnomes only fade away when we can on the
grassy ground, you poor thing...you looked frightened out of your mind...so
tell me the good news."

"A boy healthy and loud. Poor Sono became so upset with worry I had to
magically calm him. Have you ever witnessed it so cold and the snow so
deep." "No I haven't, I wonder if this has a meaning hidden in it."

"Can you forgive me ,but until this goes away I must check the families
at least every other day."

It lasted days more, and after the snow melted we lost three older men
who were waiting to fade away in the sweet fresh earth of early spring,
which called for rejoicing and ale, and smokes, by night most of us were
falling over others who had passed out earlier, Pizho is the only one of
us who did not become so drunk he couldn't walk I really over did it,
vomited and passed out on the floor of the gnome's home as did most of
us.