Date: Wed, 30 Aug 2006 19:11:56 -0700 (PDT)
From: Racheal <gothictron@daddysbeenabadgirl.com>
Subject: Lonely Man becomes Sissy (Part 1) TG

	I am a 28-year-old male. I'm single and live alone. I work days and
usually sit at home at nights and watch movies, and talk online. I do small
buying and selling on Ebay for extra cash that I stash away for a rainy
day. So most of my time is spent online. I use to be into rock music a lot
and have had long hair since I was a teenager. I some how lucked out in the
professional business world and got away with having a ponytail. I'm skinny
and not very muscular. Now days, I'm more of a computer nerd so I don't get
to tone up like when I was younger.

	For months, I had been talking to an online Mistress. She lived in
my area and I begged to meet her. To no avail, she would always say no.
After the first 2 months, she asked for more personal information about
myself. She wanted my hone address, phone number, clothing size, height,
weight, work address, work number and work e-mail address. That's about the
time she started taking things more serious.

	A few days later, a UPS letter came for me. After I went back
inside and opened it, I discovered it to be a pair of pink panties also
with a letter from my Internet Mistress.  She wrote,

"Hello slut,
	I hope you like your present. They are from "Victoria's Secret" and
are not cheap, so I want you to wear them to work tomorrow and you better
have them on when you get home. I will be waiting for you online and I will
check you on web cam to prove that you still have them on. If you want to
get my attention enough to be my full time slave, do as I say. Enjoy!

Xoxo,
Mistress"

	The next morning when I woke, I showed as usual and went back to my
room and my cell phone went off saying that I had a text message. It said,
"Take a pic of you in your panties and send it back, you have 5 minutes!" I
had almost forgot the panties I got yesterday. I had left them on my
dresser. I slowly put my feet in and slid them up my legs. My dick and my
nipple immediately got hard. It was a wonderful feeling. Then I started to
not like it, thinking it would make me gay. I took my cell phone and took a
picture and sent it to the number that had sent me the message. I knew it
was my Mistress; other wise I would have said fuck you! That day at work, I
got more text messages from her too. About every 2 hours, she demanded that
I take another pic of my panties to make sure that I was still wearing
them. When I arrived home, I immediately got online to check e-mail and my
Ebay account. My Mistress messaged me and said, "Turn on your cam, stand
up, and take everything off BUT your panties." I complied and stood there
feeling embarrassed but my dick started to grow.  "You look like you are
enjoying those panties bitch, I hope so. I have a pair of them and they
sure are comfortable. But you do look like something is missing," she
wrote. "I know what it is. In about 30 minutes, you will get another
surprise. When you do, message me online and tell me what you think!"  Oh
shit, I thought. What next?

	A little over 30 minutes later, the doorbell rang and it was UPS
again. I accepted the even small package and went inside to open it. This
time it was white lightly padded bra and white satin and lacy thong
panties. I ran to the computer and sent a message to my Mistress stating
that I received her package. "Do you like them, aren't they pretty??" she
replied. I told her yes and what should I do with them. She said, "The same
thing you did today. When you get up for work, you will put them on under
your work clothes, and no boy undies over them. You will send me a picture
from your cell when you first put them on. And every 2 hours you will send
me of pic of you at work wearing YOUR new panties and bra." she then logged
off before I could reply to her. Normally at work we have to wear suit and
tie, but once I get to work, I take my jacket off. If I'm to wear a bra
under my white work shirt, everyone will see. I could tell the tomorrow
will be a hot and uncomfortable day.

	Throughout the day, I sent the pictures to my Mistress as requested
of me. I am so lonely most the time and sex craved that I will go through
this game until I get what I want. In hopes that I t all works out, maybe I
will get a home run with my Mistress. I was scared during the day that
someone would see the bra, or feel it threw my jacket if the touched my
back or chest. When I went to the restroom, I was scared that a co-worker
would happen to look over and see my panties under the stall. I was
shacking by the time I got home. Once home, I got online and was ordered to
strip to my undies. As I stood there my mistress wrote, "You did very good
today. By doing this you have been caught my interest and I would like to
further my involvement with you. If you are still interested, I want you to
do something for me. Go to the store and buy the reddest lipstick you can
find. Then come back and get online. If you put the lipstick on for me and
write" Mistress's Slut" on your chest, I will take you as my slave. But you
have to go to the store wearing what you have on now. You can only put on
your pants, shoes and button up white shirt. Make the choice, I'll be
waiting." If I go to the store like that, everyone will see my bra and see
that I'm buying lipstick. I sat there and thought about it. Then I thought
about how long it had been since I had been with a woman. Damn near 5
years. I need to do something. Even if it was weird in my book. I had never
wore women's clothes before, except one time my mother's pantyhose as a
dare by an old girl friend. She said that I had great legs and should wear
the hose for her one day and she would fuck me. It seems that I do dumb
shit for women. It was then that I decided I will do it. I need some
attention. I pulled my hair out of the rubber band and put on some
sunglasses and headed to the store.

	Once at the store, I couldn't get out of the car. I froze. I then
remembered a method they taught us at work to do after dealing with my
customers. I closed my eyes, took deep breaths and counted backwards from
20. Once I hit 1 I felt better, and said fuck and went inside. I walk
quickly to the make-up aisle and went to the high-class cosmetics. After
about 10 minutes, I found a lipstick called "Passion Red" and I knew it was
the one. When I went to pay, the check out girl didn't really look twice at
me. I did see her look at my bra through my shirt and kind of smile. That
made me haul ass out of there after paying. I sped home and jumped on the
computer. I sent an IM to my Mistress say "I bought the lipstick", and
turned on my cam. By the time she accepted to view my cam, I had my male
clothes off and sat there in MY bra and panties. I took a deep breath
knowing that if I went through this, it would change things. I applied the
lipstick to my lips as best as I could, then wrote "Mistress's Slut" on my
chest and waited. She replied with, "Very good slut. Now that I know that
you can follow my orders with out any hassle, you are ready for the next
step. Wash your panties you are wearing now and wear them tomorrow again
along with your bra as you did today. You will repeat your picture taking
schedule and you will also wear them to bed. Since you have been so good,
you will receive another gift today in a few hours. You will wear it to bed
with your panties and bra and send me a picture of you via e-mail. Do this
for the next few days, and by the weekend, I will have your next surprise
ready for you. Until then, be a good girl and don't let me down". And with
that she logged off. As clockwork, a few hours later I heard the doorbell
ring. I was still wearing the lipstick. I got so busy with my Ebay stuff
that I for got I was wearing it. So I freaked out trying to find something
to take it off with. I ran to the kitchen and got a paper towel. Rubbed off
the lipstick from lips and chest, through on my clothes over my undies, and
ran to the door. By the time I got there, no one was there, but a small box
was there on the porch. Grabbing it and running inside, I opened it to find
a white satin and lace nightgown with a bow on the chest. That night, I put
on MY new nightgown over my undies and took some pictures from my web cam
and e-mailed them to my Mistress. I took 15 or so, cause I didn't know
which one she would like. The next few days went like that. I would wear my
panties and bra under my work clothes and take pictures with camera phone
every 2 hours and when I slept, I wore the nightgown. All that time, I
didn't hear from my Mistress. I hoped all was well. I just kept on until
the weekend.

	As I'm sitting around on my day off work, I here the doorbell
ring. By the time I got to the door, the driver was driving off. I go to
the door to find a package. I big box covered in packaging tape and it just
says "Private, open alone!" I eagerly take the box and run to my
bedroom. As I open the box I find a letter saying:

"Dear slut,
	I want you to take the contents of this box and wear them for me
tonight. You will need to be ready by 9pm. I will come to pick you up at
9pm on the dot, AND YOU BETTER BE READY, cause if I have to find you; you
are in some FUCKING SERIOUS TROUBLE!!! Inside you will find a razor,
shaving cream, baby lotion, rose scented body wash and perfume. I want you
take a shower and use the body wash. And shave ALL of your body hair off,
except you eyebrows and your long hair. For the long hair I have included
some pretty smelling shampoo and conditioner to use. After the shower, use
the baby lotion where you shaved and then apply the perfume everywhere!"

"Inside you will also find some other items all in black as followed: black
satin padded panties, thigh high sheer hose, padded bra, corset, size d
fake breast forms with spay-on glue applicator, little black dress, and 4
inch locking strap heals. You are to wear ALL OF THEM!! Style your hair in
a feminine way and put on jewelry also included: hoop earrings, necklace,
collar, rings, and a cb-2000 chastity device on as well. Be sure to lock
the pad lock on the CB-2000, and I have the key to it and the shoes. There
are also a set of red long false nails that are to be super glued on and
placed on each finger nails or you will be punished. Don't worry; I have
the solution to remove the nails and the breast forms AFTER I'm done with
you!! You are to apply your make-up that's inside and re-apply
perfume. Place your keys, make-up and nothing else in the little black
purse from inside the box, and make-sure you brush your teeth and take
nothing else! If any of the clothes are ruined, you will have to wear that
item from now on until I say so. Such as, a run in your hose, broken or
chipped nails, bad make-up and hair. I will see you at 9 bitch.

Xoxo,
Mistress"

	I was in shock, I knew that my night I had planned of watching
movies and chatting online was not going to happen. I went into the
bathroom and did as instructed by my letter. I shave all my body hair off,
washed with pretty body wash and wash hair with girly shampoo. After the
shower, I rolled my hair up in a towel and rubbed the baby lotion all over
my body. I thought I was going to cum right there. Then I sprayed the
perfume on me. The stinging from it on my freshly shaven genitals took my
hard-on away. I put on the CB-200 since I knew I wouldn't have much time
till I was hard again, and locked it in place. I slowly dressed trying not
to fuck anything up. First were the padded panties that gave me a fake but
and hips, then the breast forms. Before gluing, I put them up to my chest
to measure about where they should go. Once satisfied, I sprayed the glue
on the first breast and applied it, then the other. The weight and look and
feel was insane. I now knew why women wore bras. If the didn't, they would
all be hunchbacks.  I quickly put on the padded bra and adjusted it so that
it would support the weight of my new breast. Next was the corset. Thank
god id had a zipper. Once on and zipped in all the way, it made me stand up
straight and pushed my chest out, making my breast look even bigger and now
with cleavage. I could barely breath. I then put on the thigh highs and
clipped them to the corset. By this time my hair was dry. I tried put style
it like some of the girls I see around the office. It took me about 30
minutes to get the make-up right. I was starting to get hard while tucked
into my CB-2000. I was looking hot. I hope that this was all worth the
trouble or I was going kill my self or something. The dress was easy to get
into. I realized that it fit like a glove and only because I now had a
false female figure because of the breast forms, corset, and padded
panties. I swished around in the dress for a little bit, trying to get use
to it until I saw the clock. It was 8:15 and I wasn't ready yet. I pulled
on the high heels, strapped them on, and locked the little pad locks on
them. I practiced walk for a second or two and I was a natural or
something. I just felt taller and couldn't see my feet because of my
tits. I through on all the jewelry and then sat down and super glue the
long fake red nails to my hands. By the time I was done, it was 8:55. I
went to my full-length mirror behind my door.  I was in shock!! I was
staring back at a beautiful sluty looking girl you might see at a Goth
club. . My only concern was the breast form that hung from my chest. It
actually felt like I had tits! I even gave them a test tug, they wouldn't
move and actually pulled on my skin and hurt to try to remove them. Then I
thought about the chastity device, shoes and nails I was entrapped in. they
were all stuck, and there was no key in the box, and the letter said
nothing of there being a key. How long was I suppose to wear this shit? I
started to get really nervous as I looked at the clock and it was 8:58pm. I
decided to take the purse, check my make-up and re-read the letter to make
sure I didn't forget anything. . I locked my door and went to sit on the
curb.
	She pulled up at 8:59 in a black BMW. The passenger door opened and
I heard, "Get in NOW YOU WHORE!!!" I literally tried to run in the 4in
heels to the car and got in. She said, "Shut up, close your eyes and put
your hands behind the seat." I did as told and felt my hand being hand
cuffed behind the car seat, and then a blindfold over my eyes and some sort
of gag in my mouth and locked behind my head, it felt like a rubber ball
stuck in my mouth. I tried to talk but the only thing to come out was
"mmmmmmm mmmmm". I felt a sharp pain across my face. I JUST GOT THE FUCK
SLAPPED OUT OF ME AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT!! I heard," I said
SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!! Talk again and I'll drive you to West Hollywood
and make you walk back to dressed like at 12 noon and we'll see if you make
it home with all those horny fuckers on the way." I immediately said
nothing and heard the car get put into gear and pull out of the
driveway. Before we ascended, my seat was leaned all the way back and I was
stuck lying down, and then a second pair of handcuffs applied around my
ankles. My Mistress said," Just incase, I don't want you to try to get away
now, you are all mine until I'm finished with you!! You are going to my
special girl for as long as I wish. I hope you got a good look at your
house, work, and friends, cause who knows when you'll see them again!!"
That scared the shit out of me! How long would this go on for? I knew I was
completely at her mercy. I had no I.D. on me. I had to be at work tomorrow
afternoon and I was dressed like a woman and bound to a car!! I had no idea
where we were going and how long we were driving. The music was turned up
so loud; nothing could be heard but metal music and the car engine. It
seemed that we drove for about an hour, because of how many songs I
heard. Each song was an average of 3 to 4 mins long. So I figured 1
hour. If I was an hour from home, I could be anywhere and have no idea how
to get back home even if I DID get away. For some reason this all started
to excite me by the strain in my chastity device. My penis started to hurt
in its cage. Suddenly, the car stopped and the music and engine went dead
and I heard," ok cunt, we're here!" I felt some thing applied to my dog
collar that tugged on it. A leash I thought! And my cuffs on my hands and
ankles taking off. I was pulled out of the car, and pushed against the car
and my hand pulled behind my back and rebuffed. "If you fucking run out
here you won't get far at all dressed like that! You sissy bitch! Look at
you, you like this don't you? You love being a girl, you want a dick in
your mouth huh!" then she started laughing at me. This set my penis into
shrinking into new depths. I was so embarrassed. "Only sissy slut whores
dress like that, and that's what you look like, hahahaha, my god! You mind
as well get fitted for wearing dresses all the time, cause you are no kind
of man at all, just a bitch that's about to get put in her place. Most the
things I had on were pad locked, the collar, the heals, the cb-2000. I was
proper fucked. What have I got my self into? I was getting dragged because
I couldn't keep up as the heels were hard to walk in and I couldn't see. I
felt myself step up into a porch of some sort and I heard, "don't move!" I
then heard a door being opened. I was pulled inside and I heard her slam
the door and lock it " That also has a key, so you are locked in too!" she
yelled at me.  Being tugged again into some candle smelling room and then
pushed down onto my stomach. I felt my ankles handcuffed again and the
leash lock onto something in front of me and I was stuck bending over what
felt like a bed with my hand behind my back and my ass in the air. "Sit
tight, hahaha", I heard her say and then leave. Then, it felt as in one
instance, my ass was set on fire by a great impact. I was being spanked!
"Count them you fucking cunt!" Goddamn she could hit. I was crying! "You
fucking pansy, I wasn't even trying to hurt. Aww, look! The little girl is
crying. Are you going to run to your mommy little girl?"  WHACK!! She
started unloading on my ass!! I counted up to 6 and the pain was so great
that everything went black and I passed out....

	When I awoke, I was spread eagle on the bed, tied down, stripped
down to my corset, hose, breast form, and I ball gag. I could see was my
hair in my face and my tits. I could see my delicious Dom. she was
beautiful. She was wearing exactly what I was wearing. Same corset, and
hose, and was holding a riding crop and grinning from ear to ear! I felt a
pain inside my ass, as if something was inside me. And just as I tried to
look down to see what was going on, I figured out what it was when it was
turned on. It was a vibrating dildo!! She started it on slow and pushed in
in and out of me gently. It surprisingly felt great. I rolled my eyes in
the back of my head and enjoy what was happening. "Do you like that bitch?
Do you like getting fucked by your Mistress? I bet you wish it was a real
dick, huh! You're such a fucking whore. You want it bad don't you? You want
to be fucked by a big black man! Shall I continue?" I whimpered out a
muffled yes, and then she turn it up, it seemed like full blast, shoved it
as far as she could inside me and said, "there you go cunt! Now your little
pussy is filled with that monster cock!" "I'm now going to take off you
gag, don't say a word or you'll never go home again!!" the gag felt so
great to be taking out. I had no idea how long I was out for, so I had no
idea how long I had been in bondage. As soon as I adjusted my jaw and tried
to get it comfortable I heard, "now OPEN WIDE!" I felt something enter my
mouth, long soft and thick. My madam said, " Suck it! Suck that dick bitch
like you know you want to. Do it for me and I'll do the same for your sad
clit you call a cock!" I imagined girl friends I had had sucking my dick,
and tried to imitate them. "Very good girl, a natural! You look like you've
done this before! You love sucking dick don't you? All girls do it. So you
better learn now cause I'm going to put that mouth and cunt of yours to
work whore! You are going to be my new party favor!" the combination of the
dildo in my ass and me getting blown set me into over drive. I was ready to
cum! Almost, almost, ALMOST!! Then she got up, duck tape the dildo in my
mouth and left. Now I was pissed! I tried to get up, I was trapped. I tried
to scream but the fake dick in my mouth was too deep to utter a word. She
arrived with something in her hand, a bag of something. I felt what it was
right away, as it was applied to my genitals, it was ICE! I went flaccid
right away and I could feel my mistress re-applying the cb-2000 to my
penis. She jumped on top of my chest and pulled a camcorder from beside me
and turned it around so that I could see the display. She played the tape
of me sucking the fake dick, in the lingerie with the fake tits and looking
like I loved it! "This video is mine, if you do anything to upset me,
misbehave. Or anything like that, it's going out to everyone on your buddy
list's e-mail, mailed to all your family and friends, and your work. If you
don't think I can do, check this out. And pulled a little notebook out and
read off like 10 names, addresses, phone numbers, and e-mails of family
members and friends and co-workers I knew now, I'm fucked. She pulled out
the cock from my mouth, pulled her self to my face and sat her pussy to my
mouth and said, "lick"! I licked like I was a robot. She had total control
of me now. I started to lick, and suck on her pussy like there was no
tomorrow, cause for all I knew; there might not be one for me! This started
to arouse me. Hearing her moan and whimper, while I still had the vibrater
in my ass. My penis began to hurt in its cage. My god, I wanted to
fuck. She started pulling on my hair and forcing my head into her
crouch. More and more I licked and sucked, and the more I did it, the more
she road my face!! Finally, she screamed and releases her cum in my
mouth. "Swallow it like a good girl and you'll get a reward!" I swallowed
all her juices. As she got up, I felt the ball gag placed in my mouth
again. "That's a good little bitch. You use that tongue just like a real
girl, so you must be one. From now on you are going to be called Lilly! You
will only dress, as a male at work and that will only be your outer
clothes. You are to wear panties and bras and shave your body hair ALL THE
TIME! FROM NOW ON!!!" she again unlocked my cb-2000 and started stroking
it, up and down ever so gently. "Do you like your clit rubbed like that
bitch?" I nodded my head yes. She then sat her pussy right above the tip of
my now "clit" and teased me with it. "Do you want me to fuck you? Do you
think you deserve it?" I muffled thought the ball gag a hundred times yes
and nodded to know that I want her so badly. She kept rubbing her pussy on
my dick. It was so wet and warm. I wanted her so bad. "Are you ready to
submit bitch? Are you ready to me mine and do WHATEVER I WANT YOU TO WHEN I
WANT IT???" I shook my head yes. She stopped, and pulled the ball gag out
and said, then say it cunt!" I said, " I will submit to you. I will do
anything you say. I will wear what ever you want. I will do what ever you
want when you want." "And what's your name bitch?" she asked.  "Lilly my
Mistress," I replied. "Good, now shut up, a whore is better seen and used
but not heard", and with that she drove her self onto my "clit". She felt
so nice inside. She started riding me so hard that...I could feel my climax
coming soon. With that, and that vibrater still on inside me, I let go. I
came like I never had before. As if it would stop. It was the longest
orgasm ever!! I moaned and moaned. It felt soooooooo good. Normally when
this happens, the girl will stop, and you'll get into an argument that you
got off before her. My Mistress did not stop. She just kept riding me, now
harder that before. My dick started to hurt and hurt bad. I started to
scream through my gag. And it sounded like muffled shit of course. "Shut
the fuck up you bitch, I'm not done with you yet. I'm going to fuck you
until I can't move anymore, and by the looks of it, I'm in allot better
shape than you and might be here awhile!!" she road and road, and I
screamed and screamed! There was no longer any pleasure, just pain. Even
the dildo inside me was hurting from being so deep inside and for being on
so long. I tried to pull on my restraints again and all I could do was
scream! She fucked me so hard that my eyes were so far back inside my head
I couldn't see, and my dick no longer had any cum to give. Just then what
seemed like about an hour, she slapped me, grabbed my neck and started
choking me! She was orgasming so hard, her mouth just hung open and she
screamed all while she choked me. She let go and I exhaled and gasped for
air. Lit a cig and sat next to me and blew her smoke into my face saying,
"I bet you wish you could have a smoke huh?  Well you better get some sleep
you pussy, I'm going to go take a knap, when I wake up I will want that
tongue of yours again!" with that, she locked the gag into place, re-placed
the blindfold and re-applied the cb-2000 to my "clit" and said, "goodnight
whore!"