Date: Sun, 24 Sep 2006 06:50:06 -0700 (PDT)
From: Rebel Doll <rando1000@yahoo.com>
Subject: Lonely Man becomes a Sissy (part 2) TG

Lonely Man becomes a Sissy (part 2)
By Rachael (gothictron@daddysbeenabadgirl.com)

I awoke groggy and confused. I normally wake up in my nice queen size
bed. I didn't know where I was. I had had the craziest dreams of me being a
woman and getting me ass beat and fucked. Then I realized that it was no
dream. I was tied down, my arms in front of me, I was on my stomach, my ass
stuck in the air, something holding my feet spread apart, and I still was
gagged and had the cb-2000 on. I could tell I was still wearing the false
tits, corset, hose and my heels were on my feet again and felt locked in
place again. I could see that I was on a bed in a candle lit bedroom that
was very nicely decorated and some type of industrial music playing in the
background and some rustling noises near me. I began to freak out. Only god
and my Mistress knew what time it was. Had I missed work? If so, would I
get fired and lose everything? Where am I? And when the fuck am I going
home? I wanted this to all end, and I started crying.

"Awake are we cunt?" my Mistress said.

I tried to mumble yes and get me out but no real words come out when you're
gagged.

"I had to put your heels back on you, I love fucking a whore while she
wears her slutty heels for me. I hope you slept well. It is Sunday
afternoon now, and I know you have work tomorrow. So, lets see if you make
it through the night. If not, I guess there will be an opening at your
office."

She began laughing so hard that I hope she would have a heart attack.  I
could tell she knew I was angry.  That only made her laugh harder WHILE
pointing at me and calling me names. I tried to ignore her and turned
around. In front of me were the pictures of me dressed up and sucking on
the dildo, and some of me standing in front of my house. I could tell she
took those from inside of her car when she picked me up. Also in front of
me was a TV with a live image of me and my Mistress behind me. She was
wearing the biggest strap on dildo I had ever seen and she was stroking
what looked like K.Y. all over it.  I tried to get out of my bounds and
escape only to find out that my feet were also chained down AND spread
apart.

"Can you see yourself bitch? Can you see me? I hope so! I want you to see
this. Every girl remembers her first time, and god damn it, you fucking
will too bitch!"

And with that, she thrust her fake dick into my ass so hard that I couldn't
scream. It hurt so bad, nothing but air came out when I tried to scream.
She then began fucking my virgin ass with such force, the bed began to
shake and the pictures on the bed were falling off. I tried to scream. I
tried to fight it, but it only made it worse. IN AND OUT, HARDER AND
HARDER.  I tried to break free. I tried to say stop. IN AND OUT, HARDER AND
HARDER. I began to cry so hard I was balling like a little girl with a
skinned knee!

"You FUCKING LITTLE BITCH! ARE YOU CRYING?!! You deserve those panties and
those tits. Your male life is OVER!! You are mine and you better learn to
live with it. Your man cunt and that mouth of yours are mine and I will do
with them WHAT EVER I WANT WITH WHOM EVER I WANT!! YOU GOT THAT
BITCH???!!!"

She had a steady pace going now. I could tell she was getting off on the
dildo as well, so it must have been double sided.  She clawed her nails
into my back as she fucked me, and I cried harder! It was so humiliating to
have to watch the reaction on my face on the monitor. I could see my fake
tits shake with ever hump of my Mistresses dick. The weight of my new
breast felt like I had had them for life and moved, as a real woman
should. The sad thing is, no matter how much I wanted it to stop, AND I
DID, my dick was acing in its cage from being aroused. My body was
betraying me.

"I want you to commit to me. I want you to obey. I want you to say OUT LOUD
that you loved to get fucked by your Mistress, and that you are MY little
girl slut and want more cock. Say it or you'll fucking pay bitch!"

I felt her unlock and undo my ball gag as she kept fucking me. I fixed my
jaw and rearrange my mouth.

"Say bitch or I'll fuck you until your ass bleeds!!"

Something shut off in me and I began to say,

"I will obey you Mistress, I promise! I want your cock in me. I want to be
your little girl slut. I want to wear panties and pretty undies for you. I
want to wear dresses that show off my breast. I want you to use my man cunt
and my mouth however you see fit. PLEASE PLEASE MISTRESS, I WILL BE GOOD!!
I WILL OBEY!!!"

I was crying so hard by that point that I couldn't say anymore. I just kept
crying as she kept fucking me, and fucking me. Then, it started to slowly
feel good and I actually wanted it. Dear god! What's happening to me?!

"That's a good girl Lilly. You will get what you want and I will get what I
want out of you, OR, this tape you are watch will go out to everyone you
know.  It would make a great stocking stuffer for Christmas, don't you
think?"

As I tried to respond, she slapped my face so hard I bit my tongue, and it
was bleeding.

"You will speak only when I tell you to, and I didn't FUCKING SAY SPEAK YOU
BITCH!!"

With that, she shoved some clothe in my mouth, followed by that ball gag
and locked it once again behind my head.

"D o you like that taste of my panties bitch? I hope so! They are what I
cleaned up yours and my cum from last nights little fuck session. Get use
to that taste too. You will have so much cum in you, that I think you will
get "Cum Dumpster" tattooed on your ass."

She began to trust her dick into me harder and deeper. BANG BANG!! She
began to scream from her orgasm as she dug her nails into my back again. I
tried to scream from my orgasm but nothing was heard through my gag. We
came at the same time! My body went limp, as did hers. She lie on my back
breathing heavy and moaning and repeating "oh my god" over and over. I
tried to breath and wipe the tears from my eyes on the bed.  Then suddenly,
PLOP, she pulled out of me and I was left there in my shame, trying to
recover.

WHACK WHACK!!

She was beating me again, only this time, with A WHIP!! She cracked it
against my ass, my back and my thighs. I began crying again.

"I DIDN'T SAY YOU COULD CUM YOU FUCKING WHORE!!  And all over my bed spread
too!! YOU BITCH!!"

I counted 10 strikes, and then she stopped. I was crying so hard from the
pain, that couldn't see through all of my tears. She grabbed my chin,
lifting my head and slapped me across the face. I just kept crying. I could
feel here start to untie me. First my feet were unchained and the spread
bar undone. Then, my arms undone and I dropped to the floor. I had no more
strength. I just kept crying.

My Mistress leaned over me and smiled.

"You are such a sight to see. You are such a little sissy bitch. Aren't
you??!"

She then flipped me over onto my stomach and hand cuffed my arms behind my
back. Then placed the blindfold over my eyes. I could feel her start to
lift me up and she said, "Get up NOW!" I helped her pick me up. I could
feel he put a leash onto my cb-2000 AND my collar and start to drag me by
my "clit" and my neck. She pulled me down till I was on my knees. She
pulled my blindfold off only for me to see her dildo, right in front of my
mouth. She undid my gag and pulled the panties out of my mouth and shoved
them down my cleavage and just said "SUCK IT!"  I closed my eyes, and began
to suck her fake dick like it was the last thing I would ever do. I wanted
her to be proud of me, AND I wanted to do it right so that I wouldn't get
beat again. She started to face fuck me slowly. Her cock slowly going
deeper and deeper down my throat. It got so far down that I could smell her
pussy right in front of my nose.

" That's a good girl. A girl must know how to suck a good dick. Especially
a big black dick like this one. Can you taste yourself on it whore? HAHAHA!
You better get use to sucking dick and become a fucking pro at it too. I
have to be hard on you the first time like this, or you bitches never learn
right. I have to break you in the first night so I know you won't run away
from me. You are my new dog. And this is your training."

She pulled her dick out of my mouth and stepped back. She undid her
strap-on, pulling the other end of it out of you cunt and let it drop to
the floor. She stepped backup to me and shoved my face into her pussy. I
knew what exactly what to do. I lick and licked. I sucked on her little
clit and shoved my tongue as deep into her as I could. She just rode my
face, face fucking my tongue so hard I couldn't breath. All I could taste
and smell was her pussy. She began to convulse and pulled my hair, shoving
my head into her crotch as she came right into my mouth. I swallowed every
bit and even licked my lips clean.

"VERY GOOD! You are so good at that, that I don't need your little clit
anymore; I will just use your mouth and fuck that ass.  Now I'm sure you
are tired and hungry, so I will allow you to eat, and you will be PUT AWAY
until I need you again."

With that said, she pushed me down, turned me over and undid my
handcuffs. I was then instructed to stand on all fours like a dog. She the
applied chained handcuffs to my wrist and to my ankles. These allowed me to
move but only about a foot at a time. She pulled on my leash and I crawled
around on the floor. She pulled me to a dog cage with a bed and two bowls
inside. She pulled me inside and pulled my leash through the other side of
the cage and locked it. I couldn't now back out of the cage. She smacked my
inner thighs so I would spread my legs apart. I fear I would get fucked
again. Instead, she shoved a big butt plug into my ass. I tried not to
scream to prevent another beating. She then put an adult diaper on me and
duck taped in on. She unlocked my ankle chains and pulled something up my
legs. They were frilly panties. She pulled up my legs and over my ass
covering the diaper. I could feel all the lace from the panties around my
thighs.  Spanking my ass one last time, she then shut the cage and pad
locked it. She came around so I could see her. I watched her put the key
hat was on a gold necklace with a bunch of other keys, over her head and
resting against her breast.

"Eat up! You'll need your strength later. And I better not hear a peep out
of you, or I'll just use the taser!"

She went around to the back of me again. I felt a sharp pain in my ass as
if I got a shot, and she just said, " nighty night bitch!"

She covered the cage with a blanket, and walked away. I could only see what
was in the cage and the light threw the blanket. I looked down, trying to
forget the pain in my ass. I saw in the bowls, one had water; the other had
a few pills in some applesauce. I wondered what the pills were and feared
what might happen to me. Then I remembered the beatings, the rape, the
torture. I didn't want to that again. I knew she now owned me and I better
eat this shit or I might get hurt again. Plus, I hadn't eaten anything
since before I dressed myself up at home and was picked up by my
mistress. I was starving! I ate it all, ignoring the pills and what they
might be. I licked up the water like a dog that just ran a marathon. I then
tried to cope with what all had happened to me. This was for real. What had
I done? Can I ever go back from this? I soon became very sleepy, and curled
up in the fetal position and passed out asleep.

I awoke to the sound of a spoon hitting a pot. My Mistress was screaming at
me to wake up.  She pulled my legs, yanking me out of the cage and orders
me to stand. I almost fell from being so out of it and being confined in
the cage, AND I was still wearing heels. I looked down to see that I had
wet my diaper, and I still had to pee.

"You are pathetic! You wet yourself! Now, go to the restroom to the right,
take off you dirty diaper, and sit on the toilet like a good girl and
potty. I will be in there in a minute."

I took baby steps, trying not to fall all the way to the bathroom. Once
inside, I pulled the frilly panties off and undid my diaper, and sat down
on the toilet. I pushed my "clit" in its cage between my legs and peed.  I
looked up on the wall and saw a clock. It was 5am and I had to be at work
at 9am! My Mistress entered.

"Stand up and turn around!"

She un-cuffed me, took off my collar, unlocked and took off my heels,
rolled my stocking down my legs, and untied my corset, letting it all fall
to the ground.  She went to the shower and turned it on for me.

"Get in the shower, shave everything, and wash with the pretty smelling
body wash and shampoo and condition your hair. When you get out, rub the
baby lotion all over you and apply the rose perfume. By the time you do all
that, I will be back with your clothes, and I will take you home."

I almost exploded I was so happy. I jumped in the shower. I was curious to
when I would be able to get the false breast off.

When I was finished, my mistress came in with a hand full of clothes and
handed them to me. I had a towel around my chest, covering my breast and my
hair was also wrapped in a towel. I was ordered to go into the bedroom and
get dressed. I walked into the bedroom, wobbling a little from the butt
plug still inside me. I went through the clothes to see what I going to
wear. There were pink bikini cut panties, pink 36 d size bra, pink garter
belt, tan colored thigh high hose, a low cut white sweater, and a pink knee
length leather skirt. I looked down to see a pair of pink strappy high
heels. I quickly dressed. Trying not to get a run in my hose with my long
fake nails. I was half way done putting on my heels when I looked at a
clock. It was now 6:30am. I normally get up a t 7am and get ready for
work. I was dressed as a woman with glued on nails and fake breast and I
knew I was about an hour from home. Plus, I know it would take longer
getting home because of traffic, AND I had to change once I got home and
speed to work to not be late. My Mistress entered, holding out a pink
leather purse.

"You look hot! I bet every guy at you office will want to fuck you when you
into work dressed like that! Now, come with me so I can do your hair and
make-up. You better learn how to do these things, as I won't do them for
you after today."

She grabbed me by putting her hand up my skirt and pulling me by my
cb-2000. I was dragged into another room where there was a vanity with tons
of make-up and a chair. She pushed me down into the chair, and quickly went
to work on me. First, she pierced my ears with big hoop earrings. She then
went to work on my face. Foundation, powder, rouge, eyeliner, eye shadow,
mascara, and finally, stay on lipstick.  The whole time she was doing this,
I was freaking out. Am I to go to work dressed like this? If so, will I get
fired?  What will happen next? While she was fixing my hair, she started
curling it and applying hair spray to make the curls stay.  As she worked,
she told me to take the jewelry in front of me and put it on. There where 6
rings with diamonds, a gold necklace with a gold heart, and a couple of
gold bracelets for my skinny wrists.  She finished I all up by squirting a
few sprays of more perfume on my neck and wrists.

"You look stunning! I can't believe you USE to be a man. Well, those days
are over with. You'll notice when you get home that I made some changes to
you apartment. I found you secret little e-bay bank account and bought you
a new wardrobe. You now have a closet full of dresses, skirts, blouses,
shoes and so on. Your drawers are packed with new panties, bras, a few
corsets, slips, nightgowns, garters, hose, pantyhose, teddies, camis, and
work out clothes like sports bras and spandex shorts. I also put some
bikinis and bathing suits in there. I also fixed you room with some pretty
sheets for your bed and some girly decorations. Also, I fixed up your
bathroom with feminine products. You have plenty of make-up, shaving gel,
body wash, shampoos and conditioners, hair care products, tampons and maxi
pads, face scrubs and so on. You also have a little box with jewelry on
your new vanity filled with perfume and more make-up and nail polish. You
will also find some vitamins in your bathroom. You are to take one of each
a day. I want you healthy and in shape. You are to change you diet as
well. You will eat salads and drink water till I say other wise. Ad you can
only have a slim fast for breakfast. I scheduled you weekly appointments at
my beauty shop for your hair, nails, eyebrows and body waxing. I will know
if you go or not, so you better not let me down. You seem scared. I did
leave SOME of you nasty boy clothes for you. You are to only wear them when
I say to. As for you boxers and boy socks, they are burning in the furnace
heating up this place. Now, lets go. You don't want to be late for work!"

I was shaking and in tears.

SLAP!!!

"Don't cry!! You'll ruin your make-up. Now LET'S GO BITCH!!"

She threw the pink purse at me and grabbed my wrist and pulled me through
the house. She then put sunglasses on me that were completely black, so I
could not see. I heard her unlock her door and she pulled me out, lock her
door, and dragged me to the car. I heard her open the door for me and help
me in. once inside, she pulled my wrist around the back of the seat and
handcuffed me. She slammed me door and walk to the other side and got in.

"Don't say a word, or I'll drop you off in Compton, then you'll really get
fucked by a big black dick!"

With that, she started the car, blaring heavy metal music, and sped away.