...of all Possible Worlds
by T.S. Severe

Chapter 11


"What's wrong with you?" I asked my best friend, Sarah.

"Oh, hey Dani." She was a pretty black girl, slaveborn but smart, which was
why her master was sending her to Hathaway High School and college after
that, I was sure. She had a head for numbers and besides fucking her,
Sarah's owner was going to make the girl one of his accountants at some
business he owned.

"What's up?" I asked again, sitting next to her in the cafeteria and we
were soon joined by our other friends, all of us seventeen and in the
eleventh grade.

"Her master got a new slave." Tricia giggled and she was always kind of a
troublemaker, small and mousy, but with a nose too long for her own good.

"Really?" I shrugged and looked at Sarah and she nodded.

"She's beautiful too." Sarah sighed. "From Cuba."

"A Cuban, huh?" Venus snorted. "How beautiful can she be?"

Venus was a slaveborn mulatto and her father was her master...And her
lover, or so we all thought, and that probably warped the girl a
little. She thought anyone who wasn't part white was ugly, present company
included, and of course our general opinion was that half-breeds like her
were about as low as a person could get. Physically she was beautiful with
dark skin and kinky blonde hair to go with her Caucasian features, a long
narrow nose and thin sensual lips. Chocolate colored eyes though, a gift
from her negra mother, like her skin.

"Really beautiful." Sarah said, picking at her food. "She's sleeping in his
bed and I have to sleep with the women." 

"He'll probably sell you." Tricia said.

"Shut-up." I rolled my eyes.

"You shut-up." Tricia made a face at me, scrunching up her nose.

"Yeah." Sarah nodded, agreeing with Tricia. "He'll sell me probably. I'm
too old."

"Too old?" Venus laughed. "How old's the Cuban?"

"Thirteen." Sarah said. "I hate her."

"He's not gonna sell you." I said, but I was probably wrong. "He loves you
right, that what you're always saying."

"He used to." Sarah sighed. "Now he loves her."

"Hey ladies." Purdy's smooth voice interrupted us. "Hey Dani."

"Ha ha...Go away." I waved my hand at him like I was shooing a fly.

"I didn't mean it like that. Shit, let me sit down. I wanna talk to you."
He smiled at me and he was a good looking boy, very black with close
cropped hair and bright brown eyes.

"I know what you want." I said. "And if your mistress finds out she's gonna
whip your ass."

He was sitting down next to me anyway and he'd been one of the boys who
used to make me give him blowjobs in the boys' bathroom once upon a time,
but those days were behind me, thank goodness. He just had to get over it.

"Hey, what are you doing on Sunday?" He asked me and I blinked at him.

"What do you mean, what am I doing?" I laughed. "What are you doing?"

"We're having a little party." Purdy licked his lips. "Thought you might
want to come."

"You're having a party?" I stared at him.

"What kind of a party?" Venus asked.

"A party party, what do you think?" He smiled at her. "You can come too,
gonna be lots of boys there."

"Lots of niggers you mean." Venus laughed.

"Like you ain't?" Purdy grinned and turned back to me. "You still go see
your folks Sundays, right? Just skip out, ain't nobody gonna know."

"Why would I do that?" I asked him. "Just so I can get whipped when my
Master finds out? No thanks."

"What, you ain't never lied to a white man?" He shook his head at
me. "You're a fine ass bitch, but you're like dead, girl."

"What do you mean, I'm dead." I frowned at him.

"I mean you don't live or nothing, so you must be dead." Purdy told me. "Go
to school, go home, that's all you do."

"That's not all I do." I protested.

"Yeah it is." Tricia spoke up with a giggle. "All you do is talk about your
master this, and your master that. You're like snowblind."

"Snowblind?" I narrowed my eyes. "Fuck you. What do you know anyway?"

"I'm going to the party." She said. "Gonna sneak my ass out if I have to, I
don't care."

"You snowblind, huh?" Purdy chuckled. "Can't see nothing but white, you and
this stuck-up breeder." He jerked his head towards Venus.

"Who the fuck you calling breeder?" She stared at him.

"You are if all you're doin' is fucking that white cock." Purdy told her.

"Like fucking black cock is different?" Sarah spoke up with a giggle. "I
had both and it's all the same in the dark, boy."

"I heard you're gonna be getting more of both too." Purdy laughed at her
and Sarah scowled. "Got you sleepin on the floor now, huh?"

"Don't talk like that. What's wrong with you?" I asked Purdy. "Why you have
to be such a dick all the time?"

"Cause I'm all dick, baby." He grabbed his crotch. "You know that better
than anybody, huh?"

"Not anymore." I gave him a sarcastic smile.

"Shit. You know you want some." He leaned closer, touching a finger to my
right tit through my sweater and I jerked away. "You come to the party, we
give you some."

"You and your friends, huh?" I looked around. "All of them? Probably ain't
gonna be nobody there but you."

"They're gonna be there, don't you worry." He smiled. "Come on, Dani, it'll
be fun...Just us, no owners around. Nobody telling you what you gotta do,
who you gotta fuck. Get loose a little. Live some, baby."

"Where's it gonna be?" Sarah asked.

"That's secret, girl." Purdy grinned at her. "Let you know if your coming,
last minute, you know?"

"So you don't have a place." Venus laughed. "Stupid."

"We got a place, a real one too." Purdy told her. "Got some friends of mine
hooking us up."

"What kind of friends?" I asked him.

"The kind who like pretty little negras like you." Purdy nodded, looking
around so we'd know he meant all of us sitting there.

"Even the ones like me?" I giggled.

"Shit, they ain't gonna care when they see you, girl." Purdy
promised. "They all white anyway, who cares?"

"White guys?" Venus stared at him.

"Like you got white friends?" I rolled my eyes.

"What white guy is gonna throw a party for a bunch of slaves?" Sarah
laughed. "What is he, retarded or something?"

"Shhh..." Purdy looked around and leaned forward, so naturally we all
did. "...It ain't one white guy, there's a couple of them, some white bitch
too..."

"A white woman?" Venus frowned.

"...She got the hots for my black dick." Purdy laughed at her. "They're
cool though, they wanna meet you guys."

"What, like us specifically?" I shook my head.

"Specifically? No, fuck you. Like slaves, kids in school here." Purdy
shrugged. "They gotta place and they got some dope and beer. It's all cool,
I'm telling ya."

"You been there before?" Sarah asked. "You party with these people?"

"Hell yeah." Purdy grinned. "My Mistress got her bridge club Tuesday
nights, I slip right out."

"You were partying Tuesday?" Tricia frowned. "How come you didn't tell me?"

"Cause it just came up." Purdy gave her a look.

"What's it to you?" Venus looked at Tricia.

"What?" Tricia shrugged.

"You and Purdy?" Sarah laughed. "That's sick! You're Master's gonna kill
you he finds out you're fuckin' a nigger!"

"Shut-up." Purdy looked at Sarah. "Leave her alone."

"He's gonna kill you too! Shit!" Sarah nodded her head at Purdy. "Dead."

"He ain't gonna find out." Tricia frowned, but her master was a sixteen
year old white boy and he was crazy jealous and everybody knew it.

"He beat down that one boy..." Venus narrowed her eyes.

"Josh." Tricia frowned.

"...Josh, yeah. Beat his ass into the hospital just for talking to you in
the parking lot, remember that, Dani?" Venus looked at me and I nodded. We
all remembered that.

"Beat your ass too." I looked at Tricia.

"Never mind all that." Purdy shook his head. "So you guys coming, or what?"

"I'll go." Sarah said. "It ain't like anybody's gonna miss me now, not with
that Cuban bitch there."

"White boys, huh?" Venus shrugged. "I gotta see if I can sneak out or not."

"How about you, frog legs?" Purdy grinned at me.

"No way." I shook my head. 

"Dani, come on." Sarah looked at me.

"It's just gonna be trouble." I said. "I'm happy, I don't need that."

"You're a fuckin snowblind dead girl." Purdy decided.

"So?" I shrugged.

"And you ain't even a girl anyway." He added and I just stuck my tongue out
at him.

"You wanna fuck me though, don't ya?" I teased him and I knew he did.

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"Goddamn I love fucking your ass!" Mr. Davis had me bent over his desk and
it was my last class of the day.

"Yesssss...Fuck me..." I breathed, just so it would maybe get him off
sooner. 

His cock wasn't overly large and I took him easily, knowing what was
coming. He'd been fucking me almost everyday since I'd been in tenth grade
the year before. Mr. Davis swore he wasn't gay, but occasionally he liked
to suck my girl cock until I came in his mouth. Usually he just fucked me
though and so I always made sure my ass was clean and slippery with some KY
Jelly, and I always had a condom for him. He was the only teacher doing me
on a regular basis, most of the others having their own personal favorite
fucktoys among the student body. I just happened to be Mr. Davis' favorite.

"Ummm...Dani...Give those tits..." He had his hands under my sweater,
pulling at my bra and I was afraid he'd ruin it, but I wasn't stopping
him. I liked it a little rough like that.

"Sir...Fuck...Me..." I moaned, grinding my ass back against him and
gripping the edges of his desk tightly with my hands. I had my left foot on
the floor and my right leg high, my knee on his desk to give the man a nice
deep shot into my tight rectum. 

Mr. Davis rewarded me for it though, so I didn't complain and I actually
liked him now. A lot more than I had at first, when him and some of the
other teachers had raped me as punishment for being a sissy. After I'd been
there awhile and gotten accepted as just another student, another girl
really, Mr. Davis had almost apologized, coming as close to it as a white
man could to a slave, and he'd given me small gifts from time to time as
well as excellent grades in my math classes.

"Yeah...Oh yeah, Dani...Tight..." He was keeping his cock inside me, deep
inside, and short stroking my ass while he pinched and pulled at my nipples
the way we both liked it.

"Uh-huh...uh-huuuuuh...uhhh..." I shuddered as I felt my hard penis sliding
against the cool wood beneath me. He was going to make me cum soon, fucking
me so good like that.

"I love you...Fuck...I love you..." He was kissing my hair, wanting my
mouth the way Mr. Davis always did when he started getting close.

"Ummmm...mmmphh..." I moaned into his mouth as I turned my head for him,
letting his tongue fill me and I sucked it frantically because that was the
sort of fuck we had going.

He was hardly moving in at out of me at all by then. Mr. Davis was trying
to hold off, wanting to make every second count, and then he gasped loudly,
jerking his lips from mine as he took a ragged breath and I could feel his
cock spasm, but that rubber was denying me the pleasant warmth of his
sperm.

"Ohhh Jesus...Dani...You sweet sissy fucking slut..." He laughed weakly,
panting for air as he held his cock in my ass, his chin on my shoulder as I
gasped along with him.

"That was good..." I giggled breathlessly. "...Oh God...Mr. Davis..."

"Yeah...It was..." He kissed me again, deeper and slower this time, still
holding my tits and moving his softening cock back forth as if he could
still fuck me.

His cock slipped out a minute later and he released me reluctantly, letting
me turn around and go to my knees. I pinched the tip of his condom and
worked it free of his cock carefully, dropping it in the nearby garbage can
before I went to work cleaning the man's semen covered penis. I washed him
quickly, making sure I got every drop of his sperm and swallowing it while
he watched me.

"Good girl, Dani." He smiled, nodding and helping me to my feet so I could
straighten my clothes.

He eyed my still erect girl cock, but didn't say anything as I tucked it
down inside my panties, knowing I'd have a wet spot there soon enough. I
smooth my skirt back down and it was stained with my precum already, but
that couldn't be helped. I reached awkwardly under my sweater and pulled it
back into place, as best I could. I combed my fingers through my hair and
looked at Mr. Davis.

"Am I okay?" I asked him and he chuckled.

"God, Dani..." He nodded. "...Yeah, you're okay."

"Okay." I smiled and lowered my eyes because he liked that little bit of
shyness. "I'll see you tomorrow, Mr. Davis."

"Bye Dani." He agreed and I left his classroom, finding Sarah waiting for
me in the hallway.

"You look like you just got fucked." She giggled at me.

"I did." I laughed at her.

"I know, God, like the whole school can hear you guys." She always liked to
tease me, but she only got fucked once in awhile by a teacher, so maybe she
was a little jealous or something.

"He likes it like that." I shrugged.

"I never figured he was a fag though."

"What?" I frowned at her because I really didn't think of myself as a boy
at all anymore, even though I was, obviously.

"Sorry." Sarah smiled. "You know what I mean though."

"I don't think he's really gay." I told her as we walked towards the
parking lot and my car. "He's like...Sorta gay."

"Yeah." Sarah giggled. "Does that make me sorta gay too?"

"Shhh..." I looked around.

"Nobody can hear us." Sarah said and her left hand, the fingers, were
brushing across the back of my right hand as we walked side by side.

"I know, but..." I shrugged.

"He didn't make you cum, did he?" Sarah asked softly and I shook my
head. "Good."

We got in my little Mercedes, which was actually Mr. Reiser's car, just
like I was Mr. Reiser's negra, and I was giving Sarah a ride home like I
always did. I started the car and we drove two blocks, pulling into a big
grocery store parking lot and I found a good spot between two
vans. Hopefully the people driving the vans wouldn't be done shopping for
another fifteen or twenty minutes, because sometimes they were and that was
always a little embarrassing. That was part of the fun for me though, the
possibility of getting caught.

"Here...Let me suck it first." Sarah said and she was always in a hurry.

"Mmmm..." I smiled, reclining my seat a little as my best friend leaned
over, pulling up my skirt and rubbing my flaccid penis through my thin
panties.

"That's so sexy." Sarah giggled and she pulled the cotton gusset aside, so
she could take me in her small brown fist.

I wasn't really into girls very much, hardly at all really, and it always
took some work before Sarah could get me stiff. I usually had to close my
eyes and imagine she was someone else, not my Master, but one of the
niggers at school that I thought were handsome. Like Purdy, he was a good
looking boy and I'd love to see him sucking my hard little girl cock.

Sarah wasn't into girls either, or so she claimed, but she'd seduced me and
I never knew if it was because I was a sissy, or in spite of it. It had
made us friends though, which was the biggest reason I let her have sex
with me. Mostly I just wanted to drop her off and get home because
Mr. Reiser was the man I loved.

"I think it's getting bigger." Sarah giggled, pumping my hardening penis
slowly in her hand.

"You think?" I laughed at her.

"No, I mean like bigger than it usually gets." She said and I looked down
at my penis, but it looked about the same to me as it always did. About
five inches long and not very thick really, as big around as a grown man's
thumb, maybe.

"It should be getting smaller, if anything." I shrugged. "I'm taking like
three different female hormones now."

"Really?" Sarah looked at me and she was seriously cute, a little too round
in the face maybe, but she had nice eyes and pretty lips, not too big, but
pouting sort of.

"Yeah." I nodded. "One of them is basically birth control pills, or so the
doctor told me. It's weird."

"Huh." Sarah shrugged and then she was taking me in her mouth and she was
really good at that. Not as good as a man is, since men have cocks and know
how they work a lot better than a girl ever could, but Sarah was still a
pretty good cocksucker.

I just closed my eyes again, imagining Purdy on his knees, working my penis
between his virgin lips in the boys' bathroom at school. Just like he used
to do it to me, I was doing it to him in my imagination. That made me real
hard, picturing the boy with his own big cock hanging out, long and thick
and dark. He was stroking it while he sucked me, jerking himself off while
swallowing my precum, moaning softly as he got his first taste of penis.

"God..." Sarah breathed, licking her lips. "...You're really hard today,
Dani."

"Ummm..." I smiled and reached blindly for her head, pulling her mouth back
down so she could keep sucking.

I could feel her hand holding my soft little balls, smooth shaven and light
brown between my ebony legs. Sarah was rolling them gently, tugging at them
every now and then as she swirled her tongue around my exposed cockhead. I
was holding her too, my fingers in her kinky hair, urging her to make it
good for me. Sarah didn't mind that at all and she was working my girl cock
nice, really nice, and if she wasn't careful I was going to cum soon.

"Let me fuck it now..." She whispered, sensing that I was getting close and
wanting to get off with me. 

Sarah was the only girl I'd ever had sex with and I wondered sometimes if
every girl came as quick and easy as she did. I swear, like two minutes
after she got on my penis, she was cumming. Every time. And she didn't stop
either, her orgasms just kept going and going. I think that would have
driven me a little crazy.

"Okay." I nodded and I was feeling warm all over as she straddled me in the
driver's seat. 

It was a little clumsy, but neither of us were very big anyway, and we were
used to it now. She liked it that way, lowering her wet black cunt onto my
penis, taking me so easily I wondered if she even felt me, but Sarah swore
it felt great, especially when she'd lean forward. Her breasts pressed hard
against mine and even though we were both clothed, it still felt pretty
good. Just that pressure was nice and I'd hold her ass and lift my hips,
fucking my penis inside her the best I could.

Sarah was grinding more than fucking, moving her big round ass and sliding
her pussy around so that her hard little clit could rub the shaft of my
girl cock. She was kissing me too, that was her thing and it sort of turned
me off, but I never told her that. I let her do it and I pretended it was a
boy, but that was hard because she smelled like a girl and most especially
she kissed like a girl. Boys kiss different than girls...It was
unmistakable and too soft or something. I missed feeling a man's rough
skin, the stubble of his hair, the heaviness of his tongue. Sarah was light
and soft and utterly feminine and a few times I'd even gone soft because
she was kissing me too much. I just wasn't a lesbian at all.

It was okay this time though. I was hard as a rock and thinking about Purdy
and trying to imagine that I was Sarah and Purdy was me and he was fucking
me and...It's crazy the kind of things you fantasize about during sex, but
that's where I was and it was working. I was fucking Sarah good and she was
moaning and shivering and then all of a sudden her thighs were squeezing me
hard and her fingers were digging into my shoulders. She was cumming, her
juices flooding her cunt and bathing my penis. It leaked out of her and
onto my skin, down my ass and between my thighs, but I didn't mind so
much. It was good for her and it tripped me too, the way her pussy seemed
to become tighter and hotter almost, but so wet it was like fucking in a
bathtub or something and I was cumming too.

My penis spasmed and ejaculated my sperm inside the girl and I always liked
that, just because I never really got to cum inside anyone very much. Not
that I especially wanted to, but sometimes I wondered what it would be like
to fuck a handsome boy in the ass and cum inside him. That would feel
pretty good, I thought, but it would probably never happen and so I didn't
even think about it. It was enough to cum in my Master's mouth sometimes,
when he wanted to taste me, or Mr. Davis once in awhile. Other than those
times, I was always the one taking it and I liked that a lot. Cumming
inside Sarah was okay for me though, if only she didn't always want to kiss
me when I came, but I was like that with boys too, so I could sorta
understand it.

"Wow! That was really good today." Sarah kissed me again and I smiled. 

"Your Master doesn't make you use condoms?" I asked her, just because I'd
been curious before but hadn't asked.

"Yeah." She giggled. "He does."

"So how come we don't use one?" I wondered and my penis was shrinking out
of her pussy slowly, getting me really wet in the process.

"Cause I want a baby." She told me. "A black one."

"So you just wear rubbers with white guys?" I asked and she nodded. "But I
thought you were on the pill."

"I am." She shrugged. "I was. I stopped taking them when he got that Cuban
whore."

"He's not gonna be mad?" I blinked at her.

"I don't care." She told me. "What's he gonna do? Sell me?"

"He might whip your ass." I laughed.

"Probably, but I'm still gonna have a baby and he can't stop it." She said.

"He might make you get an abortion." I frowned and that was illegal, but it
happened all the time, everybody knew that.

"Nah, he's super religious and stuff, the whole family is." Sarah
nodded. "He'll let me keep it."

"Hmmmm..." I shrugged at that, it was her business anyway. "How many black
guys you been fucking?"

"Just you." She giggled. "I wanna know who the daddy is. I ain't stupid."

"Oh." I nodded. "That's good then."

"Yeah." She decided. "He's gonna be so pissed at me!"

"You're crazy...Come on, we gotta get going." I said and we started moving,
Sarah getting off me slowly and pulling her panties back into place.

"You're coming to that thing on Sunday, right?" Sarah asked me a few
minutes later and I made a face. "Come on, please, Dani? I don't wanna go
if you're not there and I really wanna go!"

"And if we get caught it's gonna be a whipping post for sure." I told
her. "I haven't been to the post yet and I don't want to go neither."

"You ain't gonna get caught, you have the perfect excuse. All you gotta do
is call your parents and tell them you can't make it that day." Sarah told
me and she knew all about my weekly visits. "Your master ain't gonna know."

"That's another thing too." I said, thinking through even worse
possibilities. "What if I get caught and he tells me I can't see them any
more because he can't trust me?"

"Well..." Sarah frowned at that one and didn't have a good answer. There
weren't a whole lot of slaves, freeborn slaves or any other kind, who got
to see her parents every Sunday afternoon. That was a real gift and to
squander it on a party with a bunch of niggers? No way.

"See?" I glanced a her while I drove. "You don't care cause your master's
got some new girl in his bed, so you ain't nothing but a house negra now
anyway, but I still got something to lose."

"Yeah." Sarah agreed reluctantly and she looked out the window for a few
minutes. "Well what about you just ask him then?"

"Ask him what?"

"Ask your master if you can go to the party." Sarah smiled as she got
excited about it. "I mean, you got a good master, right? You're always
talking about how he loves you and stuff, so just ask him."

"You're nuts, girl." I laughed. "I ain't going to ask my Master if I can go
to some party with a bunch of slaveborn niggers who just want to get me
high so they can fuck me."

"Well, don't say it like that, dummy. Just say it's a party like a birthday
party or something, you know? Some friends from school having it."

"A birthday party?" I rolled my eyes. "When's the last time you went to a
slave's birthday party?"

"Uh, never." Sarah laughed. "So what?"

"So Mr. Reiser ain't a fool, that's what."

"So what's he gonna do if you ask?" Sarah looked at me. "He gonna strap
your black ass for askin?"

"No." I replied.

"So you're just afraid to go to the party then."

"What? I am not!"

"If you ain't afraid to ask then it's gotta be something, Dani." Sarah
said. "Fuck. Purdy wants to go down with you anyways, like that ain't a
good reason? Or is that why you're scared?"

"You think I'm scared of Purdy?" I frowned.

"I dunno, you tell me." Sarah gave me her innocent brown eyes and I
shrugged.

"I'll think about it." I told her. "But even if I ask and even if my Master
says yes, it's still a bad idea."

"So?" Sarah giggled and I laughed at her.

I dropped her off at her house, a big one set back across a broad lawn and
her Master was a real estate developer or something, he was rich anyway
like all our owners were. It wasn't far out of my way and I had a short
drive to wonder if I was really gonna ask my Master if I could go to that
party or not. I had a bad feeling about it, but I'm one of those people who
get a bad feeling about anything that isn't the same as the day before, so
that didn't mean a whole lot. I guess it was just that I was about the
happiest slave I knew, boy, girl, or otherwise, and I really didn't want to
screw it up.

But getting Purdy a little buzzed, I thought, enough so maybe I could get
his mouth around my girl cock...Maybe a nice hot sixty-nine with that boy?
Yummy! I had that in my head too and I wanted it badly. I didn't want to
let him fuck me, no way, but I was still kinda up on him for giving me a
hard time when I was new to the school, and a straight boy like that
sucking my penis, that would be worth a little bit of trouble...Maybe. It's
hard being real objective when you're just barely seventeen and full of
teenage boy hormones and then getting pills and shots full of teenage girl
hormones too. 

My brain wasn't working real well, but my sex motor was!


End of chapter 11