...of all Possible Worlds
by T.S. Severe

Chapter 14


I was still in the tub when Mr. Reiser arrived home, the water tepid at
best and hardly soothing, but I didn't want to move. I half expected my
Master to be angry with me, but Mercy hadn't told him about my behavior yet
and so I suspected that she never would. It was an affair between slaves,
as some things inevitably are, and there was no need to involve
Mr. Reiser. Mercy probably thought Mr. Reiser would notice my unfriendly
attitude towards Tom Henry soon enough anyway, without any help from her.

"The water's cold." Mr. Reiser bent over and ran his fingers through
it. "Let me take a shower, we'll go to the Owner's Club for dinner
tonight."

"I'll wash you." I smiled at him, opening the drain and standing slowly. I
shivered slightly and hugged myself while my Master returned to the bedroom
to finish undressing.

"Did you meet the new houseboy?" He asked me from the other room and I
decided to be somewhat honest. I was never able to lie to Mr. Reiser anyway
and he would know I was hiding something if I did.

"Yes sir." I answered, watching the water swirl and drain around my
calves. "I...I wasn't very polite. Mercy's mad at me."

"Is she?" Mr. Reiser entered, wearing his robe and looking at me as I stood
there naked for him.

"Yes sir." I swallowed hard.

"What did you say to the boy?" He wanted to know.

"I, uh, I asked him if he was queer." I shrugged.

"And not nicely?" Mr. Reiser lifted an eyebrow, but I think he found my
confession slightly amusing.

"No sir." I shook my head, sensing his mood. "I asked him if he was a...a
cocksucker."

Mr. Reiser laughed at that and he was looking at my body.

"Turn around for me." He said. "You have some real hips now, a little bit
of fat there, I think."

I turned for him, showing my Master my back and looking over my
shoulder. The water was almost gone now, but I hardly noticed and I had
goosebumps from the cool air on my wet body and more, from being examined
by Mr. Reiser. I liked being looked at and I wasn't afraid of it.

"I'm fat?" I gave him a pout, knowing what he meant but playing with him. 

"No, you're not fat, Danielle." He shook his head.

I reached back, pressing my palms over my hips, feeling them slightly wider
perhaps than I remembered, softer and those hormones and drugs were
working, putting my body into a more proper shape although I did wish I
could eat more sometimes. My diet was a strict one and Mercy was under
orders to see me stay on it. I moved my hands to my butt, which was more
round as well and somewhat larger, but no less firm than it had ever been
and not so big as a lot of the girls I knew at school. Some of them had
some huge asses and I thought they didn't look very sexy at all. I was
happy with mine and so was my Master as he watched my massage my cheeks for
him.

"My butt's bigger too, isn't it?" I asked and Mr. Reiser grinned at me. "Is
it perfect? Do you love my ass?"

I bent over slightly, moving my feet apart, and spread my tight brown
cheeks so he could see my anus and my balls and cock hanging between my
thighs. I was inviting him to fuck me, like the bedroom negra he wanted me
to be. I was wanton and shameless and my only desire was to seduce the man
every opportunity I had.

"It's perfect." Mr. Reiser decided, taking off his robe and hanging on a
hook at the back of the door.

"I'm the prettiest girl in school." I told him seriously. "The prettiest
slave there, everybody knows it."

"You're proud of that, aren't you?" Mr. Reiser asked me and he was reaching
for the shower faucets. "Stand back, I'm going to turn on the water."

"I'm very proud." I nodded and moved out from under the showerhead because
the water was going to come out either too hot or too cold, and I wouldn't
like it much.

"Do you know what makes a pretty woman beautiful, Danielle?" My Master
asked me and I smiled, waiting for the answer. "Modesty."

"Modesty?" I frowned at that as the water sprayed out and it was cold, but
Mr. Reiser adjusted it quickly enough.

"A little less pride, I think, would do you some good." He nodded and a
moment later he was stepping in with me, sliding the glass door shut behind
him.

"I thought you liked me this way." I said, standing at the rear of the tub
now and facing my owner as he turned to look at me.

"I like the way you look." He said, hot water cascading over his shoulders
and back, the steam rising now. "But I miss the shyness, the innocence you
used to have."

"You wanted me to be a slut." I blinked at him, not really
understanding. "Your negra whore, that's what you said."

"In the bedroom." Mr. Reiser nodded. "Other places, sometimes, but not
always and that's not what I mean."

"Oh." I wanted to touch him, but I didn't, we just stood close
together. "What then?"

"Just a little modesty." He told me and I didn't think that was much of an
answer at all. "Wash me now."

I didn't understand what Mr. Reiser was trying to tell me and I wondered
how he could expect me to be modest when he dressed me in a thousand dollar
dress, red and gorgeous. It was an evening gown made of silk that held my
body close, caressing my skin with every small movement of my body. It was
formed as elongated diamonds, front and back, with the widest portion taut
over my braless breasts and they were joined at the sides there. The apex
of each formed a choker around my neck and the nadir joined the bottom of
my dress at a point just above my sex in the front, which would have been
mons veneris on a real woman, the rounded pubic mound. And in the back, at
the very top of my ass so that the skirt portion fell low at my sides,
riding around my hips, rather than over them. A lot of skin was exposed,
much of my tummy, hips and lower back, my waist completely and my shoulders
and arms, of course. It was a full length dress and covered my legs down to
my ankles with slits on either side to a point just above my knees, and
that dress was pretty wonderful on me.

I wore ruby colored slippers and real ruby earrings along with a diamond
tennis bracelet which must have cost a small fortune, it was so
beautiful. I was beautiful. Where would I find modesty attired in that
fashion? Mr. Reiser had made me this way and he would complain that I knew
how perfect I was? I smoothed the dress over my hard nipples and then my
hard cock, because I was always aroused when I dressed for an evening out,
it was unavoidable and especially if I hadn't orgasmed immediately before
dressing. I would be hard all night and my unfettered girl cock created a
small protrusion which my Master noticed immediately and he drew a happy
sigh, enjoying that part of my appearance most of all. It was why he
forbade me so much as a thong to keep my physical ardor in check.

"In a perfect world I should have to marry you." Mr. Reiser said softly,
embracing me from behind in front of the mirrored vanity in my bedroom.

"This is a perfect world." I whispered and I believed that with all my
heart.

I rather enjoyed looking at myself, in the arms of a handsome and wealthy
white man, dressed and appearing as a beautiful woman, and knowing I was a
slave. Or more precisely, knowing that I was beyond the limits of a mere
slave. I was something else and that was the source of my pride as much as
anything else, that sense of worth I felt at being owned precisely because
I was loved. It was the only way the man could have me and it elevated me
above everyone else. It was a romantic notion, the idea that I'd sacrificed
my freedom for love, but I felt the truth of it and this was the only world
I could imagine where such a thing might be. How mundane our love would be
if we were free to marry and have children and grow old together as husband
and wife.

Freedom would be a burden and a bore, and I wanted no part of it.

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"Master?" I glanced towards the club's dining room, my stomach growling
softly at the scent of food wafting through the door, but he was holding my
hand and leading us past.

"We'll eat later, there's little time now." He told me.

"Time for what?" I wondered, but he didn't hear me, or chose not to.

I swallowed hard as I realized Mr. Reiser was leading me towards the
cellars of the mansion and I'd noticed the club was strangely quiet for a
Friday evening, now I could see why. There were a lot of men downstairs,
talking and laughing. Not so many slaves however, only myself and a few
others, looking anxious and standing close to their owners. I myself was
clinging to Mr. Reiser, not liking that place at all and I'd only been
there once before, on my first visit to the owner's Club over a year
before.

This was where they sold slaves and it wasn't a place for me. Mr. Reiser
was greeted by men he knew and he paused only briefly to shake hands and
exchange a quick word or two before we moved on. A man asked him if I was
going on the block, but it was clearly a joke and my Master laughed and
told him not tonight, which hardly made me feel better. My heart was
beating quickly and I felt flushed with nervous energy. There was
adrenaline in my veins and I might have run from that place if Mr. Reiser
weren't holding me close and I him.

My only fear in this world was to be sold and if it was my Master's desire
to instill some sense of modesty into my heart, a return to my shy and
innocent past, this was working. I kept my eyes down and I was terrified to
meet the assessing gaze of anyone down there. They were white men and
masters and assembled to one purpose, to trade slaves and they looked upon
me then not as a beautiful woman, but a possession with a practical value
in dollars and cents. I was stripped of my romantic illusions and I felt
naked and vulnerable and an irrational sense of panic rose in my belly.

"In here, we'll look first." Mr. Reiser said and he glanced at his
watch. "We have time."

The pens were crowded as well, with cages I'd seen previously empty now
filled with people, black persons of different ages and both sexes equally
presented. There were several dozen at least, perhaps thirty all told and a
few had been withdrawn from their cells, to be inspected and touched. They
were questioned, but it was all done gently, there was no rough treatment
or harsh words, and that lent greater anxiety to my emotions as I wondered
at my own reactions in such circumstances. I would hardly be so calm as
those slaves patiently waiting for their futures to unfold and that sense
of empathy, of imagining myself in one of those cages was making me dizzy
with fear.

Mr. Reiser didn't notice my state, or perhaps didn't care, for he must have
felt my fingers clutching at his arm. He chose to ignore me, touring the
pens slowly and pausing every now and again as he looked at the slave
within. He seemed most interested in females, but given my Master's natural
inclinations, those young males which were particularly attractive caught
his eye as well. I would have been indignant under other circumstances, to
see my Master engaged so openly with appraising what he must have regarded
as potential bedroom slaves, but given my nervous state my emotions were
chaste and turned inward.

"Hmmm...What do you think, Danielle?" My Master asked me suddenly and I
jerked at the unexpected sound of his voice.

"S-Sir?"

I looked at him and then the slave he was intent upon, a girl of some
thirteen or fourteen years I suppose, pretty and perhaps half white, or a
little more. Three quarters bred with a parent and one of her grandparents
a white man, I suspected. She looked like a fair negra, lighter than most,
but her eyes were blue and she was huddled in a corner. It was difficult to
judge her real beauty and I was hardly of a mind to do so and I didn't even
know why we were there or what Mr. Reiser's interest in purchasing a new
slave might be. We'd just gotten a houseboy, why another and why so soon?

"Stand up, girl." My Master told her. "Come here."

She did as she was told, looking nervous, but not frightened, not like I
was. The negra stood close to the bars between us, wearing a plain white
dress, a clean one and made of cotton. All the slaves were dressed like
that, the females anyway, the males wore pants with drawstrings and loose
shirts tied in the front. They had simple shoes, sandals really, and again
of the cheapest sort. Their clothing wasn't intended to influence a buyer's
decision in any way, but merely offer some sense of modesty to the slave's
presentation. She wore nothing beneath her dress, this girl, and that was
plain from the way her small brown nipples stuck out from her flat chest.

"How old are you?" Mr. Reiser asked.

"Thirteen years and some two months, sir." She said and a few other men
were nearby, appraising her and listening as they let Mr. Reiser ask the
obvious questions.

The information was available on a clipboard hanging nearby. Mr. Reiser had
looked it over briefly and now another man had it in his hands, reading
whatever information it contained on her background and medical history,
all that sort of thing.

"Are you a virgin?" My Master asked her and she shook her head.

"No sir."

"What kind of work have you done?"

"Kitchen work, sir. I can cook and clean." She gave a little shrug and kept
her eyes down, but mostly she was looking at me.

"Have you ever been sick?" A man asked.

"No sir, cept I had the chicken pox once and some fever, but it weren't
nothing at all."

"Any broken bones?" My Master asked. "Ever been pregnant?"

"No sir, never broke anything and I ain't had any seasoning yet."

"Seasoning?" Mr. Reiser chuckled. "You mean you haven't had a period yet?"

"Yes sir, sorry sir." She nodded quickly. "I ain't had my first blood."

"Have you been to school? Can you read and write?" A man asked.

"I can read some, yes sir. I had some schooling until I was about ten years
maybe."

"Your daddy black or white, girl?" Another man asked.

"I don't know, sir." She shrugged at that and it wasn't important anyway.

We moved along then and looked at couple other girls, slightly older and
less attractive than the first one. We looked at a boy too, for a long
while and he was pretty and my Master was caressing my bare hip with his
fingers while he talked to the boy. I'd calmed somewhat by then, but not a
lot and I wanted to leave, to go back upstairs where it was safe. 

We did leave finally, as a heavyset white man announced in a loud voice
that the auction would be starting in ten minutes. I was led by my Master
to a table where buyers were registered and made their payment arrangements
in advance. Some with bank notes, some with checks or credit cards,
establishing their credentials, so to speak, and thus avoiding later
embarrassment. Everyone down there was a member of the club in any event,
and so they all enjoyed some measure of affluence. It was my first
experience with such a thing and I didn't really understand it very much, I
just watched as my Master produced a platinum American Express card, which
was run quickly through a computer and returned with a white card bearing a
number in large black letters.

I suppose the event may have been enjoyable under other
circumstance. Clearly the owners were enjoying themselves as black waiters
and waitresses moved about quietly, delivering wine and champagne on silver
trays. The men talked and there was a sense of excitement and expectation
in the air, not so much for the prospects of owning a new slave, but more
for the contest itself, it seemed to me. The auction was very much like a
game, calculated and subtle with strategy perhaps, but I was just a negra
sitting close to my Master and such things were largely lost upon me. I
just wanted it to be over.

The slaves were paraded out, one at a time and auctioned off. Some of them
rather quickly, others after longer and increasingly heated bidding. It was
confusing, some of it and I had difficulty at times keeping track of who
had bid and how much, but it was interesting and even enjoyable as my
attention was diverted from the emotional turmoil I'd been suffering. I was
weary of it and so I welcomed the distraction and took some refuge in it,
smiling and even giggling as the men shouted over each other at one
point. The slave in question being a wonderfully demure and attractive girl
of seventeen, and a virgin according to the auctioneer who had detailed the
finer points of her background before opening the bidding.

She was the prize of the night, my Master whispered to me and he was my
constant guide in such things as he at last tried to comfort me.

"Shouldn't they have saved her then?" I asked him. "To be the last slave?"

As it was the girl was towards the middle, the twelfth slave up for bid,
and I wasn't an expert but it seemed to me that keeping the most valuable
slaves until the end would be the most sensible approach. It would keep the
men sitting and anxious, waiting through all the others if their intent was
to buy that one negra, and perhaps during the wait they'd bid on others.

"Usually they would." Mr. Reiser said into my ear, for the men were loud
again. "But she has a twin sister, a matching set...The other will be the
last."

"Oh." I giggled at that. "Why didn't they sell them together?"

"They'll be worth more this way and whoever wants to buy this one, he needs
to think about the price he'll have to pay for the other."

"So they're all trying to bid low?" I wondered, because the bids were
already pretty high for a slave, especially for a bedroom negra, virgin or
not. 

Unless she was whored out, the girl wouldn't be anything but an expense, I
thought somewhat cattily, I suppose. Bedroom negras didn't make money for
their owners, they were a hobby, a luxury and nothing more, and I giggled
at the foolishness of these men spending so much for a girl like
that. Until I remembered that a girl like that was precisely who and what I
was. I was filled with chagrin at my foolishness because I really had
forgotten I was a slave, just for a moment, a second or two at the most,
but nonetheless...

"The man who buys her will be desperate for the other." My Master
nodded. "And the men who don't get her will want the sister even more."

"I'm glad she's not a boy." I whispered very softly into my Master's ear,
pressing my hand to his crotch and he laughed, but didn't agree with me and
I felt his cock move slightly, perhaps as he imagined that negra with a
long black cock between her legs.

The boy my Master had looked at was number eighteen and stood on the small
stage as the owner read off the young nigger's background. He was all of
fifteen and mechanically inclined, having spent much of his young life
working for a cable and wire company as an apprentice machinist. The owner
of the boy, and all the others, was a slave trader by profession and a
guest of the club. He had a long Texas drawl and a handsome personality, if
not appearance, and I thought he looked like a door-to-door Bible salesman.

My Master raised his card, being the third one to bid on the boy, and I
jerked my head as if he'd slapped me with it. I stared at him then, my
mouth open as if I might speak, but I didn't make a sound and Mr. Reiser
glanced at me without humor. We had a new houseboy and no need of an
apprentice machinist, I knew that, so the only plausible reason for buying
the boy would be for my Master's bed and I felt the heat rising in my face.

"I want to leave." I said, feeling my empty stomach lurch as if I were
going to be sick.

"Be quiet." My Master said, lifting his card again and the auctioneer
pointed his gavel at us, announcing the current bid and asking the small
crowd for more.

Mr. Reiser's right hand gripped my left bicep hard, painfully so that he
held me in my place and I closed my eyes, feeling more humiliated than
anything else. I should have been enough for him, that's what I was
thinking, and for the second time in as many days I was struggling with my
jealous vanity at the idea of my Master owning another slave, a boy who
might replace me somehow. This was worse however, much worse than merely
receiving such news in the comfort of our home. I was watching it happen
and the boy was pretty and I knew my Master found him sexually attractive,
and I was powerless to affect the outcome of this deliberate torment.

There were two other men bidding on the boy besides my Master, the others
dropping out quickly as the price rose beyond what they considered
prudent. Finally there came a pause as one of the men made a bid with
neither my Master nor the other man was willing to contest immediately. The
gavel rose and fell slowly, much too slowly for my taste as the matter was
settled and we did not own the boy. I sagged with relief then and my Master
let go of my arm so that I could rub it, the skin indented and perhaps
bruised from the force of his grip.

"I'm sorry." I said softly, but that meant little of course, coming as it
did after my small victory. Mr. Reiser ignored it.

The girl was very near the end, number twenty-three and her name was Lilah,
short for Delilah naturally, and there was a lot of energy in the room as
the girl stood in front of all those white men. She did look frightened
then and she held her hands behind her back, turning as the slaver told her
to pose, extolling her virtues as a house negra all the while. I suspected
very few of the men who wanted her were much interested in the girl's
ability to cook or clean, however.

I was perhaps more surprised when Mr. Reiser entered the bidding for her,
even more than I'd been with the boy earlier, but I shouldn't have
been. Not after he showed such interest in the girl before the auction
started. I didn't speak or move and barely looked at my Master while he
lifted his arm every now and again, holding that white card up and entering
a bid. I didn't know why he would want her though. Mercy was more than able
to take care of us and the woman didn't want any help, I knew that from
personal experience. Or probably she didn't want my help, I thought with a
frown, and I wondered if she'd mentioned to our Master the need for another
set of hands in the kitchen. He wouldn't want her for his bed, I was
certain. Mr. Reiser had no interest in girls and from what I'd understood
in listening to Mercy talk, he'd never touched a girl in his life. 

Except me and I wondered if I wasn't a little too girlish. Was it possible
I'd made the man curious somehow? Maybe Mr. Reiser wondered if he wouldn't
find a real girl just as enjoyable as he found me, since the only real
difference was the small penis I sported and most often when we made love
Mr. Reiser would hardly be aware of it, except in his mind. These were
foolish thoughts perhaps, but they were mine and I felt as if my Master was
deliberately provoking me for some reason. First with Tom Henry, then the
boy he'd tried to buy, and now this girl. I was sullen and pouting, but I
kept it to myself and ignored the man as best I could, only wincing
slightly every time that card went up and it did so often as the price went
higher.

Perhaps if I had said something, like I'd done with the boy, Mr. Reiser
would have found the reaction he wanted and let her go. I'll never know for
sure. In the end it was my Master and another man and to my utter dismay my
Master had the final and winning bid.

"Going once...Twice...Going three times..." The auctioneer paused
deliberately with his wooden gavel raised and then brought it down with a
sharp crack, like he was driving a nail through my heart.

"Sold." My Master breathed a half-second before the auctioneer could say
the same thing.

"...Sold for eight thousand three hundred dollars to bidder
two-seven-seven." The man said, referring to the number on my Master's
card.

That was a lot of money for a slave, for any slave, and more than number
twelve, the beautiful sister, had gone for previously by nearly a thousand
dollars. Doubtless the other twin would go for more, but eight thousand
seemed a ridiculous sum for a house negra, especially one who was just
thirteen, and there was a lot of talk about it from the men around us. I
was embarrassed by their envious congratulations as some of my Master's
friends pressed their hands to his, or patted him on the shoulder. A few
chided him for spending so much and one man in particular, Mr. Connelly,
wondered what on earth Mr. Reiser was going to do with her. He was well
aware of my Master's sexual tastes and shared it, having a several bedroom
boys of his own.

"Put her to work, I suppose." Mr. Reiser smiled and that was all the answer
we were getting for the moment. "Let's go, we don't need to see any more." 

My Master stood slowly, pulling me up with him and we made our way back to
the table where payment was made and the necessary forms completed and
filed. I merely waited unhappily until Mr. Reiser was finished and
arrangements were made for delivery of the girl the following morning.

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"I'm being punished." I said softly, picking at my plate as my hunger had
vanished.

"What? The salad?" Mr. Reiser smiled from across our small table.

"Why are you unhappy with me?" I looked up and I was crying; I couldn't
help it.

"Shhh...This is no place for that." Mr. Reiser drew a breath, looking
around and the dining room was filling up quickly as the auction downstairs
ended.

"I know." I used my napkin, dabbing at my eyes in a vain effort to avoid
ruining my makeup.

"I'm very happy with you, Danielle. Eat more, have some champagne."

"I'm not hungry." I let out a ragged breath. "Why can't it just be us?"

"Just us?" He chuckled. "I've had you for a year, Dani. Just us for a long
time, but a man in my position has certain...Expectations placed upon him."

"I don't understand." I sucked my lips.

"I have a lot of money, a big house, and no family." Mr. Reiser
shrugged. "I have an old woman who cooks and girl, who may or may not be a
girl, sharing my bed. It makes me suspect, in some circles, and I've come
to realize I require a certain image."

"What image?" I shook my head. "Why?"

"Why?" He lifted his champagne. "I want to be the president of my company
someday. I want to have more money. More friends. More influence. I want
the same things everyone else wants, but to do it I need to look and act
like people expect."

"So you're buying slaves?" I smiled weakly. "What does that prove?"

"Nothing by itself, but the girl will be useful. I'll dress her, have her
seen and she'll be beautiful." He shrugged, ignoring the pain on my
face. "Everyone knows what she is."

"And me too?" I blinked at him.

"You're an open secret, too many people have heard rumors, and of course
your father works for the company and he's never kept the fact that you're
really a boy hidden from anyone."

"My father..."

"He's very proud of you." Mr. Reiser smiled at me. "I treated him poorly
the night I took you and I've always regretted it."

"I don't understand." I frowned, looking down at my hands.

"I'm going to need a wife soon." Mr. Reiser told me and I looked up. "A
real one. A white one who can give me a child. I'm not getting any
younger."

"But what about me?" I swallowed hard.

"Of course I'd prefer to find a wife who isn't very particular about her
husband's, uh, interests." He smiled. "But at my age, in my social circles,
my choices are going to be somewhat limited, I'm afraid."

"You're going to sell me." I stared at him and all my worst fears filled my
mind like a fever. I felt faint and my hand trembled as I reached for my
glass.

"I'll never sell you." Mr. Reiser told me and he reached across,
intercepting my fingers before I could find my champagne.

"You're lying." I whispered. "You have a boy for your bed now, and a girl
to replace me here, and you'll find a woman and she won't like me. She
won't want me, or you if she finds out." I closed my eyes. "You can't keep
me."

"If it comes to that I can put you in an apartment, a nice one all your
own." Mr. Reiser told me. "Men do it all the time, believe me."

"And visit me on weekends?" I laughed sadly and shook my head.

"Whatever I do, it'll be what's best for you, Danielle." Mr. Reiser said,
and maybe he even believed that, but I didn't.


End of chapter 14