Date: Sun, 7 Jan 2001 09:45:29 EST
From: Merkino1@aol.com
Subject: Sean to Susan  chapter 5   TG Authoritarian

 I lay there rubbing my breasts through the silken material of the gown
feeling the pressure transferred to my own nipples. Remembering the
degradation and humiliation that I was subjected to I began to sob quietly.
Was this to be permanent? Or just passing? I suddenly realized that I was
being turned on by Dawn's dominance and feared that it was just a passing
fantasy being acted out. I wanted to be dominated by this forceful woman. The
more Dawn degraded me the more sexually charged I had become. I was putty in
her hands and would perform any perversion that I was ordered to.

  With the warm afterglow of the fantastic sex and the aftertaste of cum in
my mouth, I knew that I truly belonged to Dawn.
..............................................................................

............................


  Waking to the harsh ringing of the alarm I was momentarily confused as to
my whereabouts. Then the memories of the previous night came flooding back.
My face smelled of pussy and was covered with Dawns dried cum and I flushed
with embarrassment.

  Having much to do before leaving for work, I put my feelings aside and
hurried about my business. Removing my nighty I perched on the throne like a
princess and made water. Next I removed the butt plug and marveled that I
felt so empty and wanting when the widest part slipped past my sphincter.
YECH! A thorough cleaning was in order if it was to be used tonight.

  I quickly removed my press on nails and breast forms. Cleaned off the
adhesive on my chest and forms with solvent. Into the shower where I scrubbed
away all signs of my makeup and began the tedious process of shaving away my
body hair. When I was toweling off, the cool air touched my now hairless body
and it felt extremely erotic. I started to get an erection. No time for that.
I finished dressing and left for work.

  After arriving at the office, the first thing I did was fill out a vacation
request for the following week. I then typed a memo apologizing for the lack
of notice and a bull shit reason why. Placing these on the bosses desk I got
down to work.

  Throughout the morning I was constantly reminded of my plight by the clean
shaven feeling of my body. The material rubbing against my depilated skin was
quite sensuous and kept me in a semi state of arousal.

  Around ten o'clock as I was sitting there day dreaming about last nights
events when the phone rang.

  "Good morning. Sus... aah.. Sean Roberts speaking" I stammered [what in the
hell was wrong with me]?

  There was silence for a few seconds and then a low throaty laugh. "You
can't fool me. I know it's you Susan."

  It was Dawn. My face flamed red as I glanced around imagining that she
could be overheard. I adopted a macho attitude, "Oh hi babe. Say I noticed
last night that you shaved your beaver. When did you do that?"

  "Why Susan you silly goose, I didn't shave my bush............Gail did!
Last weekend."

   I was stunned, my knees weakened an I slowly sank lower into my chair. Her
next comments further deflated me, crushing what little male ego I had left.

  "Gail and I have been fucking each other sense we roomed together in
college. In truth she is a much better lover then you are. The beautiful part
of this, is that we no longer have to hide it from you. After all you are, or
soon will be one of the girls."

D] "Are you alone now? Just answer me yes or no."
S] "Yes"

D] "Are you sitting behind your desk now"?
S] " Yes"

D] "Unzip your pants and reach in and run your hand over your pubes. [thirty
      seconds of silence and I'm frantic that I'll be discovered]
D] "Are you doing it"?
S] "Yes"[softly]

D] "Do you think a real man would shave his pubic area so that it looks like
      his wife's pussy"?
S] "No"

D] "Are you getting hard"?
S] "Yes"

D] [with a giggle] "I think you like being my sissy whore. Are you prepared to
     submit yourself to me completely"?
S] "Yes" [humiliated beyond belief]

D] "Good girl. Now I'm sending you an e-mail and it would be in your best
      interest to open and read it privately. You must be prepared to accept
      and obey all that is spelled out in it. If this is agreeable, you may
come
      home tonight. If not.....GET LOST".

  I waited until noon when everyone had left for lunch before I checked my
mail. Sure enough there it was. It was from merkino1 [what use to be my
screen name] and it had an attachment.

  With dread and trembling fingers, I clicked and opened it. To my complete
horror I saw that it was to Dawn's friend Gail Evers and copied to me. When I
opened the attachment I was shocked further to see "Susan" perched on her
little stool sucking on a large cock.

  Dawn had edited the photo so that it no longer looked like a dildo but like
a portion of a man standing partially off camera.

  I felt the heat of humiliation surging into my face. D had sent the letter
to Gail and it was entirely possible that she was viewing it at this very
moment. What Gail would see was Susan, eyes closed with her lipstick covered
mouth suctioning on an eight inch cock and holding it daintily with her
slender manicured fingers. Susan's teats matched her skin tone so they
appeared real. The only give away that she wasn't a woman was the boner
sticking up from her lap.

  As I gazed intently at the screen I came to the realization that in the
near future Dawn would undoubtedly be taking a picture of me with a real cock
in my mouth. Strangely I became intensely excited at the thought of this. She
was breaking me at a rapid pace and I knew that she wouldn't slake up. I was
starting to look forward to dressing as Susan and serving her.

 I quickly deleted the picture and moved on to the text. It read:

  Hi Gail:

  As you can see by the attached photo, Susan's progressing much faster than
you or I anticipated. I'm keeping her home from work next week so I can train
her and I was hoping that you could come up to LA for a few days and help me
out.
  The guest room is now Susan's room, so you can sleep with me. We no longer
have to keep our love making a secret cause I told Susan all about us. I'm
going out to pick up a couple of bra and panty sets for my whore to get her
by until she can get her own. I think I'll get some real slutty makeup and
costume jewelry while I'm at it.
 Let me know if you can make it. Love ya,
Dawn
PS: Can't wait to get you naked in my bed. The rest of this letter is for
Susan
       but read on, I think you'll get a laugh out of it



 Susan dear,

  You are sooo photogenic. I'm looking forward to another session tonight if
we have time but first I'm going to establish a few rules for you.
 You are never again to wear mens clothes in the house. I've taken the
liberty to move all male clothing into the garage with the exception of your
jockey shorts and socks. Those, I threw in the trash.
 When you leave for work in the mornings you are to dress out there and when
you return at night you will change into proper feminine apparel before
reentering. I've laid out a few things for tonight.
 Starting tomorrow you will wear female under garments at ALL times. This
will include but not be limited to the following. Nylons, either thigh highs
with the elastic bands or the type that require a garter belt or corset.  Bra
or camisole and panties. They must be matching.  You are never, ever, to wear
panty hose, I want your sweet ass readily available.
  Tonight I've made an appointment for you to have your ears pierced. You may
wear studs at work [lots of men have pierced ears] but the rest of the time
you will wear hoops. At the same time you will have your nipples pierced and
hoops permanently installed.
  As I told you before you are not allowed to cum without my permission. You
will wear a condom at all times until you are suitably trained. You are to
present yourself to me for inspection before you tinkle in the mornings. This
is to assure that you have not had any nocturnal emissions.
  No more showers. You are to take scented bubble baths and use perfume
instead of after shave. I'm tired of smelling your maleness.
  This is just a start I'm sure there will be more. Call before you leave the
office, I may be entertaining and I wouldn't want any one to be embarrassed.
Dawn

 I read it through one more time and erased all traces of it from the PC. If
there was a record of this on the main server and it was discovered, I'd just
die.

  If I didn't see it with my own eyes I wouldn't have believed it. Wear
woman's under things to work, ears and nipples pierced, Gail to help train
me, a rubber at all times, What could possible be next? I can't believe I had
unzipped my pants and rubbed myself here in the office. Remembering the
earlier conversation and Dawn urging me to fondle myself was making me
painfully hard.

  Locking the office door, I dropped my slacks and shorts, grabbed my
throbbing cock and masturbated furiously. As I started to cum I clenched my
ass wishing that I was impaled on my plug. Cupping my free hand under my cock
head I was soon gushing warm jizzim into it. Having nothing to wipe it off
with I licked it off my hand, savoring the taste as I did so.

  It wasn't even one in the afternoon and I was a physical and mental wreck.
I called Dawn and begged her to let me come home but she refused. I promised
to be a good girl and do every thing ordered. All I wanted was to be with her
and she could do what ever she pleased. I confessed that she had broken me
and please, would she have her way with me.

  Dawn laughed and replied "Yes I will have my way with you, but not now, I'm
busy. I'll call you later."

 Crushed and hurt I sat down to wait her call.


Susan...(_!_)