Date: Wed, 16 Jun 2010 14:31:32 -0400
From: carol o <caroloralrn@hotmail.com>
Subject: Snow Bunny (TV/CD, submissive CD to male)

Snow Bunny, Continuing Education

caroloralrn@hotmail.com


I am a 47 yo RN who is a a point where I am really enjoying the life I
discovered after my trip to Colorado with Steve his friends. I still live
in Memphis and see Steve regularly. We had a great trip to Nashville and I
am looking froward to seeing Jeff and Dave again.

I have been thinking a great deal about my recent experiences and how much
I enjoy trying new things. Steve and I still see each other and continue to
workout. I am able to talk to him about everything. The more we talk, I
keep wondering where I need to go with my life. One morning as we finished
our run I could tell he wanted to say something, finally he told me about
an article he read on the internet. He said it reminded him of me. I asked
him for the site and went home and read it. It was very interesting about a
person who cross dressed and went through several bad relationships until
they met a person who was able to counsel them while they made decisions
about the way they wanted to live their life.  I was upset at first because
I felt so up about all the choices I made at this point. The more I thought
about it I liked the idea. I started a search and found a few places that
sounded good. I found a place that did one on one counseling and had
references that were willing to contact me. I filled out an information and
histroy sheet, within a day I had a response and three people contacted me
about their expierences. All three had similar stories to mine, two were
much younger and one was a nurse. I exchanged a few emails with the
references and decided to go through with the appointment.

When I arrived for my appointment, everyone was very friendly and
professional. I was asked to fill out a much more indepth history
form. Shortly a very well dressed woman entered and told me her name was
Joyce. she guided me to an office and reviewed my paperwork and told me
that the director would be in soon. I heard the door open and a hansome
middle aged man entered and intoduced himself as Mark Spencer. I could tell
he knew I was a little nervous, so we talked for a few minutes.  Before he
even opened my file, he started telling me about the program. It was a two
week evaluation and instructional course, that could be done over five
weekends it was purely voluntary and I could stop at any point. Due to my
work I felt the weekend option would be the best for me. Mark assured me
that that option was the most popular and if I would practice during the
week it often worked better. He went on to describe the program, I would be
given a physical exam prior to beginning, I would have a case manager to
directly work with me, mine would be Joyce. Mark said he would be directly
involved. He also explained that there would be inteaction with others
going through the program at different times during my time there. The last
thing he told me was to be open and honest with the councelors and I should
learn a great deal. He said that if I had no further questions he would
like to bring in Joyce and go over the agreement and get signed and
started. The reciptionist brought in a contract to let me review, as I was
looking it over Joyce entered and Mark handed her a copy of my file. The
contract was a confidentiality agreement, everone was on a first name basis
after today to allow for a little privacy. I had to agree and inital that I
could be videoed but the all the disks were to remain private, I had to
indicate if I wanted to be allowed interaction with other
clients. Everything seemed good and I signed and they notorized it.

After the paper work was completed, Joyce stood and lead me to her office
to begin. Her first question kind of took me off guard, she asked if I was
thinking about becoming a woman through surgical transformation or was I
more interested in continuing to become a more femme submissive male. TO be
honest the thought had entered my mind but I told her I loved being a femme
male. She complimented me on the right answer. Her phone rang and she told
me they were ready for me down the hall. We walked to a room that looked
like a physicicns office and she told me to undress to my panties and put
on a gown. She handed me a cup for a urine sample for a drug screen. She
left and I undressed, filled the cup and put on the gown. You would think
that being a nusre I would understand and be comfortable in a patient gown
but it feels different when you are wearing one. I heard a knock on the
door and a woman walked in and intorduced herself as Sarah, a nurse
practitioner who was going to do my physical. She handed the urine sample
to someone and started to examine me. She had me slide the top of the gown
to listen to my heart and lungs and saw my tan lines. She told me that I
needed to remove my nipple rings and navel stud. She had me stand and lower
my pink pokadot panties. She examined my cock and testicles and then told
me to turn and lean on my elbows on the exam table. I saw he put some lube
on her gloved hand and I felt a familar pressure on my bottom. I felt her
finger enter and probe around. I let out a little moan when she felt my
prostate. Sarah inserted a second finger and started massaging my prostate
slowly. I began to get partially erect and have the sudden urge to cum. She
used her other hand to hold a small cup over the head of my cock and before
I knew it I blew my load. It had to be one of the quickest orgasms I had
ever had in my life. Sarah handed me a tissue and told me that I could pull
my panties up. AS she was finishing her notes, they told her my urine was
clear. I started to put the gown back on, but Sarah told me to leave it
off. She began to measure me, my chest, waist , hips about anything you
could measure. As she was finishing Joyce entered, Sarah excused herself
and Joyce told me that we were going to make some pre-therapy photos.

We went to another room that had a back drop like a photo studio. I was
standing there in my panties as Joyce picked up a camera. She told me to
tuck my cock and stand in front of the back drop. She made several pics in
different poses and angles. She took video camera and had me walk up and
down the hall in my panties as she took video. I had to put on a pair of
three inch heels and repeat the walk, finally repeat the walk again in six
inch heels. We returned to the studio and Joyce offered me a bottle of
water whild she looked at the pics and video on her computer. She then open
a drawer and pulled out a long dildo that had markings every inch and
handed it to me. I was to try to take it as deep in my throat as I
could. She made a video of me taking it as deep as I could. When we
finished we returned to the exam room and Joyce told me to dress as I was
putting my bra, jeans and tee shirt back on, her assistant knocked and took
me to her office.

When I entered her office, she had me take a seat next to her desk so we
could both see her monitor. She told me that my physcial was good, my urine
drug screen was clear and that my volume of cum indicated that I was still
very fuctional. She showed me the the pics she made and told me we had to
work on my posture and stance. The video of me walking without shoes was ok
but with higher heels I still looked like a male in heels. As we watched
the of me with the dildo in my mouth Joyce pointed out I gave a good effort
but had plenty room for improvement. She asked more in depth questions
about my encounters, any fetish or fantasies or things I thought I could
never do. I thought were about done with the day when there was a knock at
the door and the girl at the front desk asked if Joyce needed anything
before she left. She told her to have have a seat. She asked me to stand
and disrobe, it really suprised me but I stood and removed my
clothing. Joyce told Carolyn that I was getting started and needed to get
comfortable. Carolyn looked me over closely and Joyce motioned me
closer. Carolyn started tracing my tan lines with her finger nail, gently
touching my cock until I started getting hard. She never took took my cock
in her hand, when I was hard she slipped her lips around the head and
slowly took it into her mouth. Her mouth was perfect, so soft and
warm. Joyce told me to relax and enjoy. It didn't take long for me to
cum. After I finished Joyce had me sit next to her at the desk and brought
up another file, the first pics that opened was Carolyn with the didlo in
her mouth in a similar pics to the ones Joyce had made with me earlier. The
amount that Carolyn was able to take in he mouth was the same as I had been
able to take. Joyce told me that I should thank Carolyn When I looked
toward her she had removed her skirt and panties revealing a beautiful
erect cock. I walked over and started to take her cock in my hands. Joyce
stopped me and told me to use only my mouth. I started and kept trying to
use my hands to get her off, Carolyn came in my mouth but I was never able
to take her as deep as I wanted.  Joyce said it was a good first effort and
I could get better.

The next morning, I returned to the office. Carolyn smiled and let Joyce I
arived. She came out and lead me to a dressing room and told me to undress,
I was to put on the clothing on the table. All that was there was a pair of
white cotton panties, what looked like a training bra and white ankle
socks. She told me to put my hair up in pigtails and wait. She came in and
went over the days plan. She told me that I would have three appointments
through the day two hours of walking and heel training in the morning and a
sensory training session in the afternoon. She had me put on a pair of 2
inch heels and had me walk ahead of her to another room. I open the door
and was suprised to find a guy sitting naked on an exam table. Joyce told
me to proceed to collect a sperm sample. No Hands she said very clearly. I
knelt and took his cock in my mouth, I reached my hand up and she made me
stop and put wrist restraints on me and locked my wrist behind me. The guy
kept moving and I trouble getting him hard. Finally he stood and I was able
to really get started. He kept shoving his cock roughly in my mouth, Joyce
kept telling me to relax. Just as I thought I was starting to relax he came
in my mouth. Joyce thanked him and he left. Her personality changed after
he left. SHe told me that I didn't even try as I sucked his cock and had
doubts if i would ever learn anything. I was told that if my other three
appointments went as badly I would be dropped from the program. She told me
to remove my bra, telling me until starting acting more mature and put
forth a better effort I should look immature. She had me walk up and down
the hall in just my heels, ankle socks and panties, constantly telling me
how I needed to improve my posture and to quit walking like a guy in
panties. After an hour she had me sit and she put a brace around my neck to
help me stand straighter as I walked and it did help. As the second hour
drew to a close she had me return to the room where I started the day and
sit. I had just sat down when the door opened and a man in a robe entered,
he walked to me and opened his robe. I got on my knees and remembered to
put my hands behind my back. As I took his cock in my mouth the neck brace
made it easier to take his cock deeper. He slowly kept working deeper until
I took it all. He rewarded me with a very slow and enjoyable expierence. He
finished and Joyce walked in and told me that I had made some improvement,
but still needed practice.

Joyce lead me to the sensory training room and explained that it was
designed to teach me to both focus and expierence pleasure at the same
time. There was a chair in the room that had a large flat screen monitor on
the wall in front of it, that showed the activity in the room. In the
center of the chair there was what appeared to be a butt plug. Joyce handed
me some lubticant and had me sit on plug. She made a few adjustments and
asked if I were comfortable. She then slipped a metal tube around my cock
that left just the head exposed. She then strapped me to the chair, I could
move for comfort but was not able to get off the plug or touch my cock. She
then put a condom catherer on the head of my cock that lead to a collecting
bag. Finally she connected the neck brace I had on to the back of the
chair, my head directed toward the monitor.  Joyce left the room and I
could see myself in the chair. The monitor changed and I began to watch a
video of a TV sucking a cock, she was beautiful and so hot. I could feel
the plug in my butt slowly vibrate and get warmer. The tube on my cock
definitely got warmer and tingle like an electric current was being
applied. It felt so good, I wanted to cum so badly, I heard the door open
and the guy from my second appointment came into the room. He removed his
robe and offered me his cock.  I opened my mouth and took as much as I
could. I could still hear the sounds from the video as his pace increased,
he finished and left, very soon I came. The video then switched to a naked
woman who started playing with herself, suddenly the warmth and vibration
stopped in my butt and the tube around my cock started getting cooler. A
man entered the video and the two started having having sex, my butt and
cock felt like it kept getting colder until the video ended. Another
started one started with an erect cock, the warmth in the chair and my cock
returned. As beautiful red lips started sucking the cock I felt the
electrical sensation in my cock again. As the camera panned out I could
tell it was a sexy TV sucking the guy and stroking herself. I came for the
second time before they did in the video. I was trying to hold off until
the cum shot but couldn't. The next clip was a femme getting dressed,
before he finished dressing he started stroking his cock and shot a huge
load before he tucked and finished dressing which resulted in my third
orgasm. As I felt the warmth disappear and my cock get cold again the video
switched back to a man and woman having missionary position. I thought I
would freeze before they came. Alternating between warm and cold continued
all afternoon. I finished with four orgasms over about three hours.

Joyce came back into the room and stopped the video with a remote and
changed to a video showing me sucking cock after I was in the chair. She
commented that it appeared my effort and attitude was much better. She
released me from the chair and had me dress. The first guy I sucked that
morning walked into the room, I asked permission to try again and Joyce
smiled. I was on my knees with an open mouth before he could get his pants
off. I kept my hands on my thighs and opened, he slipped his cock in my
mouth and slowly fucked me. I could feel his hand on the back of my head
guiding my mouth futher down his shaft. I was suprised I felt the tip of my
nose touch his skin, I held it as deep as I could until I felt his hand
start relaxing. I tried to hold as still as I could as he fucked my mouth,
soon I was rewarded He told Joyce that I had put forth a much better effort
but I was almost too egar. Joyce and I talked for a few minutes about the
day, she told me things to work on before next weekend and suggested if I
wanted to really enjoy the full effect of the sessions not to have any
physical relations until I finish. She walked to the chair and retireved
the collection bag and measured the amount of cum that had collected and
said she thought the sensory training worked well and I would have more
sessions. She handed me the bag and I emptied it in one gulp.

Joyce had given me a dildo to practice with during the week, she wanted me
to work on depth and tempo more that size.  Every day I tried to take more
and hold it for a longer time but I didn't feel like I was making much
Progress. Finally the weekend arrived. I arrive at the office and was taken
to the room where we had taken the pics previously. I Waited for
Joyce. WHen she arrived she told me that from that day forward I was to
arrive in a dress or skirt. She had me strip to my panties and handed me
the dildo I had used the first time and I was to my suprise able to take it
almost one and a half inches farther. She then told me we were going to
work on walking in heels again, but this time she had me insert a butt plug
that had a small ring to which she attached a strap added a small weight. I
put on a pair of 3 inch heels and started walking up and down the hall
again, I could feel the weight swinging from side to side.  Joyce had me
take shorter steps and try to make the weight swing in a smooth
motion. After a hour I changed into 4 inch heels and continued to
practice. I had only one appointment that morning. As I entered the room,
he was dressed in jeans and polo shirt. I simply went to him and unzipped
his pants and took his cock out. I was able to take his whole cock at first
but the more I sucked he got much larger and became almost impossible to
take it all. I struggled but couldn't relax enough to keep him in my
throat. Just as I thought he would come Joyce came into the room and
stopped me and dismissed the guy before he climaxed. After the door closed,
she turned and told me that if all I wanted to do was suck cock and be a
whore I could learn that on the street. She made it clear to me that my
purpose was to learn how to be more femme and to please men, not just
service them. SHe told me she canceled my afternoon appointments due to my
poor performance. She had me put on a skirt and continue practice walking
in heels. The afternoon was spent in sensory training. I was again secured
in the chair with my cock restrained.  The video again showed a femme male
in only panties and bra enjoying a cock, he seemed so turned on and
enjoying every stroke. Between the video and the stimulation from the chair
I was on the verge of cumming. Everything stopped and Joyce's image came on
the monitor. She replayed the video thay had just made with me sucking cock
this morning.  It then changed to a video of attractive women undressing as
the cold sensation hit my cock and today my ass also.  It was so cold tried
to free myself without success. Joyce came back into the room and asked if
I remembered the mistake I made this morning, I told her that I would try
harder and repeatd exactly what she had told me, I was to bring pleasure
not just service. She left the room and the video of the femme male sucking
cock returned as did the warmth. I came long before the cock he was sucking
did. As he finished he stood and started dressing more femme and I enjoyed
two more orgasms by the time he fully dressed.

Joyce came into the room and picked looked at the collecting bag and
measured the amount. She then turned and emptied it, telling me that I
needed to do more that sit in a chair and get milked to deserve the reward
of cum. She released me from the restraints and took me to the changing
room. I asked her what I had done and what I needed to do to improve. She
told to dressed and left. I dressed and looked in the mirror, as I
straigtened my hair, I noticed make up arranged on the table.  I began to
apply some and before long I thought I looked very nice, I remembered Joyce
had told me that I should wear a skirt or dress and noticed a yellow sun
dress on a hanger on the back of the door. I tried it on and it fit
perfectly.  I took off my bra because the straps showed so badly, I pulled
my hair into a pony tail. As I was admiring myself in the mirror, there was
a knock on the door and Mark, the director entered. I turned and looked at
him, I walked to him and actually hugged him and thanked him for letting me
be there. I let my hands slip to his crotch and started gently started
feeling for his cock, I could feel the outline. I looked him in the eye as
I felt him harden. I unbuttoned and unzipped him and pushed his pants to
the ground, all the time coutinuing to look at him. I felt his cock rub
against my chin as my hand just lightly brushed against his balls. I opened
my mouth and took his cock, I didn't want to break eye contact with him. I
wrapped my lips around the head and let my tongue tease the opening of his
cock. I started slowly taking my time taking him deeper with each stroke. I
was really enjoying myself when I felt like I really needed to cum.  Then I
felt him shutter and cum, I waited until he was finished and stood and
hugged him again. We sat and he asked how things were progressing. I told
him I didn't know if I were making any progress. He had me stand and lifted
my dress. He mentioned that from the looks of the spot on my panties I was
at least enjoying myself. Looking down the my panties were soaked. Joyce
then came into the room and commented pleasure is not just service, smiled
and told me she would see me next week.

For the next week I worked on walking in heels and trying to take more of
the dildo deeper in my throat. Instead of wearing my usual jeans and top, I
wore the sun dress as directed, I tucked my cock in my panties and put on
some casual heels. When I arrived Carolyn told me to have a seat, as I was
waiting a couple arrived and spoke with Carolyn. She handed them a packet
of paperwork and the woman began to fill it out. I kept noticing the male
glancing at me. I made eye contact with him and he quickly looked away. I
kept wondering what was going through his mind. I kept adjusting my legs
and watching his eyes, everytime I crossed my legs he would look at
me. Soon Joyce came into the room and escorted me to the room to take the
pics to monitor my progress. As I walked to the room she noted that my walk
and posture was much better. She shot the pics and we viewed them on her
computer, I have been able to improve taking the dildo almost four inches
deeper.

She had me take off my dress and put on a pair of five inch heels and
videoed me walking. She again had me take off my panties and insert a butt
plug with a small weight and had me walk again. When we reviewed the video
and compaired it to the first one my walk was much more femme. Joyce made a
few notes in my file and we walked to the room where I had watched the
videos before. Once inside she put wirst and anlke restraints on me and
connected my wrists to a bar that she raised over my head and connected my
ankles to a spreader bar that was about shoulder width. She explained that
we were going to work on my anal skills. She asked me how the plug felt in
my ass, as she talked to me she would occasionally brush against my
cock. She walked behind me and I heard her open a drawer and take something
out. When she returned she had one of the largest dildos I have ever seen,
she asked if I thought men preferred a loose, streched out, whore-like cunt
or did I think they might like the feel of the first tight pussy. As she
walked behind me, she asked if I wanted to be just a whore or learn to
bring pleasure. I could feel the doing something with the weight on the
butt plug. She told me to hold pressure on the plug and she slowly released
the weight, it was heavier. Joyce told me to be able to really bring
pleasure I needed to build strength in my sphincter muscles we would
acomplish this by seeing how long I could hold the plug in place. At first
it was fairly easy, but every few minutes she would add a little more
weight, finally the plug slipped out. She replaced it, this time she told
me to hold a gentle pressure. She told me to slowly relax the pressure and
tighten my sphincter and tell her as I felt the weight start slipping. I
began to relax and as the plug felt like It started to slip I would tighten
and feel it go back to place. When the plug would go back to place it would
hit my prostate.  The more I was able to move the plug the more stimulation
I started receiving, the feeling was increadible. Joyce explained that the
more pleasure I could give would only increase my own.

Joyce released me and had me relax, she wanted me to do a senory training
session that morning. The video started and I could feel the cold, for over
and hour I watched women having straight sex with men, no passion what so
ever. They just seemed to be going through the motions. Soon the scene
switched to a man naked on a bed with a beautiful erection. I kept waiting
for the warmth to begin. A TV entered the scene and knelt beside the man on
the bed and began to give a beautiful blow job. Before the guy could cum
she stopped and started stroking her cock, before long she shot her load on
his cock and began to slowly lick every drop off his body finishing with
his cock. She started stroking his cock and brought him to a climax
shooting into her mouth and face. As she sucked his cock of every last drop
I felt the warmth on my cock, I came almost immediately.

Joyce came back to the room and released me. The collection bag looked like
it had almost as much cum in it as the previous session had collected in
multiple cums. Joyce allowed me to enjoy the fruits of my efforts. As we
returned to the dressing room Joyce told me that we needed to work on my
hair and make up. I had been letting my hair grow since the trip to
Colorado but Joyce felt that it being so long made me look too thin. She
gave me the address of a salon with an appointment for the next week. She
told me to get dressed and to stop by Mark's office before I left. As Joyce
closed door I saw a black teddy hanging in front of the sun dress I wore
that day, complete with hose and five inch heels and long robe. I put it on
and walked down the hall to see Mark. As I entered his office he greeted me
and had sit. He told me Joyce thought I was making steady progress but
still could improve. He asked if I had any questions about the program and
wanted to know how I felt I was progressing. After we talked for a few
minutes he stood and walked toward the door and told me if I ever had any
questions or problems his door was always open. As I stood and started
toward the door I stopped and faced him and put my hand on his crotch. I
Slowly unzipped his pants and began to suck his wonderful cock as soon as
he was hard I took off my robe and leaned across the edge on his desk. I
felt him move behind me and press the head of his cock against me. I waited
for him to enter me but he didn't, I pushed back and felt him slowly enter
me. There was no disfomfort at all as I felt myself slide onto his cock. I
started slowly trying to squeeze his cock like I did while I was holding
the butt plug inside. I felt him slowly start to move his cock at a slow
steady pace until to my suprise I came. After I had cum he pulled out and
pulled his pants up and told me to keep thinking what I am learning. I
walked back to the dressing room with the front of my teddy dripping my own
cum wondering why Mark did not cum. I finally started realizing that I can
receive so much pleasure by serving others.

For the next week I continued to work on everything Joyce recommended. When
I went to the salon Joyce had arrange for everything. They cut my hair to a
shorter lenght, more of a metrosexual look, did my eyebrows and facial. The
following day was my next session with Joyce. When I arrived we went
straight to the photo shoot and I had gained another inch in swallowing. My
walk in heels had greatly inproved. Joyce told me that I would fill in for
the assistant, Carolyn after lunch. We went to the dressing room and styled
my hair and Joyce took helped me apply my make-up. She had me dress in a
nice business suit with a knee lenght skirt and conserative 4 inch
heels. When I looked in the mirror, I was so suprised at my appearence. My
shorter hair style and make-up made me look much more passable. As we
walked to carolyn's desk, Joyce gave me instructions on what I needed to
do. There was one new client and all I needed to do was to give them the
packed on the desk. She told me that there would be a few other clients
arriving and to tell Mark as they arrived. Joyce told Carolyn that she
could leave and get ready.  Carolyn walked to the back, watching her walk
was amazing so femme.

The afternoon went as planned I greeted the new client and notified
Joyce. As the other clients arrived I let Mark know. He had me bring them
to his office and bring coffee and drinks. After the last one arrived,
Joyce called me to her office. When I arrived the new client was standing
naked in front of Joyce, she wanted to introduce us. Thinking back to my
first day I walked to him and ran my finger over his cock and knelt before
him and took his hardening cock in my mouth. I started feeling him get
hard, to my suprise I was able to take his entire cock without any
trouble. I slowly began to work his shaft with my mouth, it felt so good. I
was enjoying myself so much that I was almost suprised when he shot his
load. I continued to suck until he was limp. I stood and Joyce had him to
sit by her desk to continue to review his evaluation. She turned to me and
asked me to wait. I took the hint and removed my skirt and panties. The
client was looking at the monitor but I could see Joyce occasionally
looking my way. She finished the review and told the client he might want
to thank me. I had removed my skirt and panties.  He definitely looked
suprised but made no effort to return the favor. The phone rang and Joyce
told me to put my clothes back on and dismissed the client. Mark had
requested me to come to the sensory training room. When I arrived he had me
undress to my bra and panties. He turned the monitor on and I could see
Carolyn dressed like an absolute slut, corset, fish net hose, boots with
what had to be six or seven inch heels. She looked like a fetish dream, her
cock was hanging limp. The clients entered the room and I watched how sexy
she looked as she greeted each one. carolyn was so sensual as she undressed
each of the six guys in the room. She started by sucking each cock until it
was rock hard. Mark sked if I would like a better view, he took me to the
room where they were. She was standing as one of the guys was fucking her,
she looked so relaxed and seemed like she was really enjoying
herself. Carolyn bent over and grabbed her ankles and cum erupted from her
cock on to her face as the guy continued to pound away. A second guy raised
her face and she started sucking his cock. Very soon the one fucking her
pulled out, she turned and took his load in her mouth. She proceeded to let
each one fuck he and take each load effortlessly. Mark ahd started rubbing
my panties and I filled them with a load, he left and told me to stay as
long as I wanted, but I could not get engage in the activity or take my
cock out, I could rub myself all I wanted through my panties but I couldn't
change until I got home. He expalined it was Carolyn's bonus for being such
a good employee. I watched her enjoy herself again and again. I was able to
cum three more times and my cum was dripping through my panties and running
down my leg.  Joyce entered the room and had me follow her to her office.

In her office she handed me a towel to clean up with but told me not to
change panties until I got home. Joyce told me to return the next day
dressed as a male, nothing femme. I arrived the next day dressed as
directed. Carolyn looked lovely as usual. She had me take a seat, while I
was waiting a very attractive young lady arrived. She told Carolyn her name
and sat directly across from me. As she sat down her skirt slipped up and
gave me a great view of her panties, white with little hearts. She was
probably in her mid twenties and very friendly. She started a conversation
without hesitation, she leaned over get her lipstick from her purse and I
could tell she was not wearing a bra. As we talked she would change
positions but always kept providing a very sexy view. Joyce appeared and
took me to her office, she told me that I had one appointment to see that
morning. She discussed how well my femme side was developing since she
started working with me. Again asked if I was considering sexual
reassignment surgery.  After talking for a while, I told her I was
comfortable being a femme. At that point she left the room and returned
with the young lady I had met earlier. Joyce introduced us formally and
left the room. She sat down beside me and really started comming on to me,
her kisses were so sensual.  I felt her unzipping my pants and feeing for
my cock.  She stood and started undressing, she had the perfect body. Once
naked she began to remove my shirt and pants and started sucking my
cock. It really felt good but I was having trouble getting erect. She
didn't stop sucking until Joyce returned at which time Joyce had her stop,
dress and leave. Joyce explained that it seemed like the sensory training
had worked well. It was designed to focus my mind on not only being able to
give pleasure, but more importantly to enjoy the pleasure that it brought
to me.

The next week went by quickly, I had time to think about what Joyce and I
had talked about and realized how much more I enjoyed being a femme
sub. Since at this point I am not planning to undergo any surgery, Joyce
stressed that I needed to maintain some of my male side. WHen I arrived it
was almost like the first visit. Joyce made the pics just as before and
videoed my walk. We sat at her desk and she pulled the pics up side by
side. I could not believe the difference.  When we compaired the video of
me walking day one with the one she just made, my balance and posture and
confidence walking in heels was much improved. Joyce walked me to the
changing room to do my hair and make up, which I learned to do myself much
better. After she checked and approved my hair and make up, she has me put
on a light blue strapless push up bra and matching panties and a beautiful
light blue dress and heels. She told me that I had done well, but needed to
continue to practice. We walked toward the conference room, Carolyn met us
at the door with her usual smile.  Inside the room were Mark and three of
the clients that helped me improve my cock sucking skills. Carolyn seated
me and then took a seat next to Mark. He opened a folder and started asking
questions about my expierences during my time there and wanted to know
where I felt I had improved most and if there were any areas I felt I
needed more expiernce. I told him how much I enjoyed everything and how I
really enjoyed watching Carolyn last week. Mark looked at her and she stood
and walked to me, She slipped off her skirt and panties, sat on the edge of
the tableand allowed me to enjoy her cock again. I could feel her hands
lifting the back of my skirt, sliding it above my hips. I felt another set
of hands slipping the back of my panties down, I kept a slow continous
motion on Carolyn's cock taking it deeper. I could feel my nose make
contact with her skin. I felt so totally relaxed. I felt the pleasure of
the head of a cock enter me, a a slow penatration until I could feel his
body against the cheeks of my bottom. I could feel his movement inside me,
I tightened around his cock. I kept focusing on how great it felt as my
precum began to fill the front of my panties.  I could feel Carolyn holding
my dress out of the way with one hand and gouding my tempo with the
other. I felt the cock in my ass twitch and begin to fill me before I could
cum. Almost immediately a second cock entered me and I came almost as soon
as he started. With his every stroke more of my own cum filled my
panties. Before he finished I was getting again and wanted to cum
again. The third guy entered me and added a third laod as I enjoyed cumming
again. All the time I wanted to tell Carolyn to cum, but kept followed the
guidance from her hand. As as the forth man entered me Carolyn began to
speed up. I could feel my cum flowing from my cock as the last guy pulled
out. As the head of his cock pulled out Carolyn shot her load in my
mouth. I was more than willing to take every drop. I reached and pulled up
my panties totally full of cum. It felt so good, totally spent cum slowly
soaking through my panties. Mark asked to sit as Carolyn used a towel to
clean the desk and floor. Everyone left the room except for Mark and I, he
told me that I had done a wonderful job. Joyce entered the room and I
thanked them for their help and everything they taught me. Joyce told me
she would meet me in the dressing room in a few minutes. As I stood and
walked to to the dressing room I though just how much I had learned.

I was standing in front of the mirror in the dressing room, my light blue
dress soaked. Carolyn opened the door and told me to remove my dress but
keep my bra and panties. When Joyce arrived, she asked how I felt about
what just happened. I told her that it was difficult to put into words but
it was the most pleasure I had expierenced.  I wanted to know if the last
guy had a chance to cum, she assured me he did. She had me close my eyes
and relax.  Joyce started talking to me about all the expierences I had
gone thorugh since I started. She described each one in detail in a soft
relaxed voice, ever so often telling to to continue to relax and close my
eyes, she encouraged me to feel free to touch myself through my panties as
she continued to talk to me. Suddenly I felt Joyce touching my shoulder,
when I opened my eyes Mark was standing beside Joyce. I was a little
startled, because I hadn't heard him enter the room. He handed me an
envolope and told me that I was ready to have an evening out. As I was
dressing, he went on to explain that inside the envolope, I was to dress
per the instructions in the envolope and follow the directions to a local
restrauant. I was told not to open the envelope until I got home.

The closer to home I got the more excited I became, I opened the envelope
and the first page just said to take a warm bath and relax. As I undressed,
I almost had to peel my panties off they were so full of cum. I slipped
into my bath and began to read. I was to wear a little black dress, sheer
black panty hose and no panites. I was to not tuck my but have it in the
right leg of the panty hose. I styled my hair and applied make up just as I
had been taught.  I was to arrive at the restrauant at 7:30 and take a seat
near the end of the bar and order a glass of wine. I was going to meet am
man who would be wearing a kelly green tie and would have a pin on the
lapel of his jacket. He was aware of my name. I found the place without any
problem and took my seat and ordered, I felt someone touch my shoulder and
when I turned, to my suprise it was Steve, wearing a green tie with a snow
bunny pin on his jacket.  We talked and had another glass of wine, they
called us to a table soon.  After we were seated I felt his hand slip under
my skirt and straight to my cock. He leaned over to me and wispered the
word Keystone. After hearing the word I started getting hard, I turned to
Steve and told him I needed to suck his cock. I felt like it was something
I need immediately, I started reaching for his zipper. Before I could unzip
him, he wispered the word Memphis to me and my cock started getting soft, I
felt very relaxed much more calm. He removed his hand and wiped it on a
napkin, I could feel the dampness on my thighs. I looked at him as he
smiled. While we were waiting for dinner he complimented me on my looks and
how I seemed more comfortable. I was so glad to see Steve again, I kept
thinking how much I missed our work outs, how great his cock is to suck. I
wanted to have teh chance to show him everything I learned. AS we were
waiting for the check, he excused himself to the restroom. As he stood
wispered Keystone again before he walked away. I began to get hard again, I
wanted him to hurry back because I need his cock. I thought about going to
the mens room, but didn't want to disappoint him or make a public scene.  I
kept squeezing my cock between my thighs, before I could stop I came. I
slipped my napkin under my skirt to prevent a mess, my cock was still
hard. I couldn't seem to get comfortable, I saw Steve walking back to the
table as soon as he was seated My hand was on his crotch. All he said was
Memphis and I relaxed.

As we walked out he asked me if I wanted to run in the morning, he then
said that Dave had an idea he wanted to talk to me about......

The snow bunny continues to learn
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