The Girls-Only Club
by Pamela

(c) 1997 "peter bernard" <pamelapamela@hotmail.com>. 


8. Chapter

The girls and Blake decided it was best if he wore just a bra and panties
under his regular clothes when he went home, rather than risk being caught
with his breasts still on.  Taking them off along with his makeup, wig and
other clothes had given him a sad empty feeling.  It made the girls sad too,
but there was nothing they could do about it.  Blake would have to get used
to the trauma of switching between Pamela and Blake.  At least he had the
happy memory of their big day at the mall and could look forward to having
many fun times together in the future.  The most exciting time of all being
the upcoming wedding where Blake could wear his beautiful bridesmaids dress
the whole day long and even into the night.

The girls had insisted that he take the pretty nightie home with him
together with the two bras and panties.  Every night at eleven O'Clock when
he was going to bed, all the girls in the club would stop whatever they were
doing and think about each other.  If possible, he should put on the nightie
as a symbol of their closeness.

Blake got home just in time for dinner.  His father, Ann and Barry had
returned a short while earlier from the baseball game and were excitedly
talking about what had happened.  Blake had dreaded seeing Janice, but she
went about her business helping his mom prepare dinner without giving the
least indication that she had anything to say about what had happened
earlier that day in the mall.

Sitting at the table, Blake's dad said, ``you missed a fantastic game,
Blake.  The Orioles won 7 to 6 in the bottom of the ninth on a come from
behind homer by Smith!"

``Sounds great dad," Blake said, trying to show enthusiasm.  In spite of all
his previous years of liking baseball, he now felt that it was unladylike to
be too interested.

``Janice and I ran into Mrs.  O'Connor and the girls in the lingerie
department at Lord and Taylor," his mom said.  ``They said that you were
with a friend."

``Yeah, I ran into Clifford and some of the guys and we hung out awhile
while Mrs.  O'Connor went shopping for some things for herself."

``Did you buy a nice suit?" his mom asked.

``Yes.  It looks really good on me.  Its getting a few alterations so I'll
pick it up next weekend." Mrs.  O'Connor had told Blake that she would buy
him a suit this week to show his parents.  Blake sneaked a glance at Janice
and saw that she had rolled her eyes up at the mention of the suit.

``There was a lovely new girl with Mrs.  O'Connor.  I forget her name."

``Oh, you must mean Pamela," Blake said, ``she's a new friend of Kathy's and
the other girls."

``I never met such a polite, shy young girl as her.  She was so pretty and
sweet.  Just like a little flower."

``I had the feeling I've met her before," Janice said, looking straight at
Blake.

``She's new in town," Blake said, as he put a pleading expression on his
face, trying to communicate to Janice to please not say anything.

``So there were six girls plus Mrs.  O'Connor and you, and all of you went
to the mall together in a single car?" Barry asked.

``Yes."

``What car?"

``Mrs.  O'Connor's Plymouth."

``God, Blake.  You must have been in heaven.  Six pretty girls and you
crammed into one car!" Barry said.  ``How did you sit?"

``Well, four of us were in the back seat, and Penny sat on Amy's lap in the
front." Blake realized that it sounded implausible, but he would have to
stick to the lie.

``Sounds real fishy to me," Ann said, ``like Mrs.  O'Connor would drive you
all without seat belts."

``It was a special situation.  They weren't expecting Pamela to show up, and
they didn't want to disappoint her."

``Pamela was trying on bras, when we saw her," Blake's mom added.  ``I'm
sure Mrs.  O'Connor was making the best of the situation."

Blake couldn't quite figure out how to interpret what his mom said, but it
seemed to end the discussion, so he left it there.  After dinner, his dad
suggested they play some baseball in the backyard, while Blake's mom and
Janice did the dishes.

Blake wanted to help in the kitchen, rather than play baseball, but his
father wouldn't hear of it.  ``Blake, what has gotten into you?  Why are you
worrying about your mom getting stuck with the dishes?  Lets just have some
fun."

So he joined Ann and Barry in the backyard, taking a baseball glove from the
garage.  His father threw a ball to Barry, who through it to Ann, who threw
it as fast as she could at Blake.  It came very fast and Blake jumped away
in fear while letting out a high pitched scream.

``What in tarnation are you afraid of Blake," his dad yelled as Ann stood
there laughing.  ``You know how to catch don't you?"

``Sorry dad.  It was just so fast it kind of surprised me." He fetched the
ball and felt an extreme fear that he wouldn't be able to throw it far
enough to his dad.  He was very aware of his bra as he raised his arm back
to throw the ball.  He had to make sure the straps didn't fall to the side
or else have it become visible threw his arm holes.  The end result was an
awkward motion, very much like a girl throwing the ball.  It went in a slow
high trajectory falling far short of his dad.

``Blake, you threw that ball like a girl!" Ann said.

``I'm sorry dad.  I'm just tired from the day.  I'm sure I can throw it
right tomorrow.  Can I go now?"

Shaking his head in disgust, his dad said, ``OK, Blake.  Go help your mom in
the kitchen."

Blake ran into the house feeling a mixture of shame and pleasure that he
didn't have to play baseball.  When he got to the kitchen his mom was
surprised to see him.  ``I'm too tired to play," he told her, ``but I don't
mind helping out in the kitchen."

``Well, in that case, you and Janice can do the dishes, and I'll sit down."

His mom left leaving Janice to take over washing the dishes with Blake
drying them.

``Janice, I'm sorry for what happened today."

``Oh Blake you have me so worried about you.  I can't believe that my
brother is trying on bras at Lord and Taylor, pretending to be a sweet
little girl named Pamela.  I don't understand how all the other girls and
Mrs.  O'Connor go along with this."

``But you said the other day that there was nothing really wrong with a boy
who wants to wear girls clothes."

``I know I said that, and that is why I didn't just run and tell mom.  But
it is such a shock anyway.  You are my brother after all.  And we both know
how much it would hurt mom and dad if they found out!  I'm sure that it
would really crush dad.  I mean he might get a heart attack.  He might never
speak to you again."

The thought of this terrified Blake.  ``I don't know what to do Janice.
Today was the happiest day of my life.  When I'm with the other girls I feel
like I am one of them.  I feel so pretty and alive and happy.  I know that
deep inside I am a girl; I want to be your sister so bad Janice!"

Janice had stopped washing the dishes and was staring at Blake.  ``Blake, I
don't know what to say.  I love you and care about you.  And I see that it
took a lot of courage to say what you just said.  But I really am in a
dilemma." She took a long pause before continuing.  ``I also love mom and
dad, and I can't stand the thought of them being hurt.  My guess is that mom
would learn to accept you as a girl; she could never abandon one of her
kids.  But dad is another story."

``Janice, this only concerns you and me right now.  They don't know and if
all goes well they will never know."

``How can you say that.  After what I saw today, and what you just said a
moment ago, it is clear that you will someday become a real girl.  What
then?"

This was going so much further than Blake had ever really thought about.  He
only knew what he felt right now, but he could see that Janice had a point.
It looked like there would never be a time when he would just suddenly give
up wanting to be a girl and just become a man.  As long as he was alive, he
was going to want to be a girl, and he would never be able to accept being a
man.  He remembered Mr.  Morris's offer to make him a real girl and for the
first time he realized that one day he might very well want that to happen
to him.

``I guess you're right Janice.  I know deep inside that I can never turn
back.  I feel so awful just wearing these male clothes right now.  I want to
put on a skirt and blouse right now!  I want to have breasts in front of me
like the other girls.  Oh, and Janice, later today Mrs.  O'Connor bought me
some high heels.  I just loved walking in them, and I wish that I could wear
them now too!"

``Blake, get control of yourself!  If it is of any consolation to you, I'll
go along with you being my sister, but you must promise me that you'll do
everything you can possibly do to keep it a secret from the rest of the
family."

``Oh, of course I will Janice," Blake said smiling.  He embraced her and
Janice held him back.  They each had to wipe away a few tears from their
eyes when the moment passed.

``It looks to me that your friends have got you off to a really great start
in feminizing you, but there are a lot of little things I could probably
help you with on a day to day basis."

``That would be marvelous, Janice!"

``I could teach you a lot more about make-up and styling your hair.  Also I
could show you how to sew and how to arrange flowers."

``One thing I really want to learn is how to not let boys take advantage of
me!"

``That's weird, you dating boys!  Imagine how crazy it would be if we went
on a double date together!"

``I'm not ready to date yet, Janice, but I feel like I have to be prepared
to deal with men.  Today, I got the feeling that they find me very sexy; I
mean when I walk by them, they stare at me."

``That happens all the time to girls.  Ever since I was your age, I always
noticed the boys and men sneaking a peak at my legs or my breasts," Janice
said.  ``All girls experience that, and it is something that you eventually
accept as second nature."

Janice was looking at Blake with an expression of slight bewilderment.  This
was all so strange to deal with.  She asked him, ``do you only dress up when
you're with the girls?"

Blake didn't say anything so she said, ``do mean you also dress up other
times?  Are you wearing anything now?"

Blake's continued silence prompted her to say, ``let me look Blake." She
pulled open the front of his shirt and saw his bra.  ``Oh my god, Blake,
you're wearing a bra at home here!  And I bet you have panties too!"

Blake nodded his head.  ``One false move and mom or dad will catch you.  Or
maybe even Ann or Barry!  This is going too far!"

``But Janice, I'm very careful.  They suspect nothing and I always make sure
I have on tops which fully hide the bra straps.  See?" Blake turned around.
``Do you see them?"

``No, not really, but if I smooth out the shirt, or I was to pat you on the
back, I would see the place where it clips.  That part always sticks out a
little."

``No one will pat me on the back."

``Where do you keep your clothes.  Mom could find that bra in your room any
time."

``I put the things in the attic.  But now that you know, could I put them in
one of your drawers?"

``That would be worse, since Mom would easily see that I have some new bras
that she didn't know about, if she was to put the laundry away.  Anyway,
your bras are what cup size?"

``B."

``Yes, and I'm a C cup, so she'll really see the difference.  In the attic
you could at least pretend they are some old bras of mine, if she were to
find them."

                     ******************************

When Blake's dad, Barry and Ann came back inside from playing ball, Blake
was sitting with Janice and his mom in the living room.  His mom and Janice
were talking about a quilt they were planning to sew, and Blake had been
asking many questions about how they would do it.  The newcomers sat down so
that the whole family was sitting together.

The doorbell rang and Barry went to answer it.  He came back with a friend,
Steve, who was giving his barbell set to Barry.  They went back and forth in
several trips carrying the weights and the long metal pole on which they
fastened.  When they were done, Blake's dad and Ann got up to take a look at
the set.

``You've got about 200 pounds of weights there."

``Actually, there is 250 pounds," Steve said.

``Let me try and lift some," Ann said.

``Sure," Steve said, ``how much weight do you want?  Twenty pounds?"

``Give me a hundred pounds."

``A hundred pounds?  You've got to be crazy.  There is no way a girl your
age, or a girl any age can lift that much!"

``I said a hundred pounds," Ann said angrily.

Steve did as she told him.  When it was all set up, Ann walked over to the
bar, stooped down with bent knees, grabbed it firmly and straightened up so
the bar was held at her waist.  Everyone looked on in astonishment.

``Now, I'll curl it," she said, and she proceeded to do a perfect curl with
the hundred pound weight.  Blake watched her biceps bulge out under the
strain, and a vein in her neck stood out by the effort.  Next she suddenly
jerked the weight strait over her head and held it there, and then quickly
brought it down to the ground.  Blake's dad jumped with excitement, saying,
``that's my girl!  Fantastic!" and Barry said, elated, ``Ann, your just a
knockout.  How did you ever get so strong?"

``I've been working out in the gym after school, everyday for a year."

Ann was beaming with pride at her accomplishment.

Barry said, ``Now let me show you what to shoot for." He added another
hundred pounds, and repeated the same movements as Ann.  Almost effortlessly
he was able to manipulate the 200 pound weight.``Very impressive, Barry, now
let me try," Blake's dad said.

His mother quickly intervened saying, ``you know you'll throw your back out
for a month.  Don't try it," but he ignored her and proceeded to do one curl
with the weight, but didn't try to get it over his head.

Blake couldn't help but admire the awesome strength of Barry and his dad as
he watched their arms bulge tightly under the weight.  Ann then said, ``come
on, Blake, let's see what you can do."

Surprised that the attention had been turned to him, Blake said, ``oh no,
I'm not very good at that."

``Come on, Blake," his dad said.  ``Let's just see where you are, then you
can aim to get a little better.  Put it back to a hundred pounds."

When the bar was adjusted back to a hundred, Blake had no choice but to
attempt it.  Very conscious of his bra, he reached down awkwardly, grasped
the rod and tried to lift it.  It didn't move at all.  It was as if it were
welded to the floor.  ``I guess this is too much for me."

``I'll say so," said Ann.

``Now don't be nasty, Ann," Blake's mom spoke up.

A ten pound weight was taken off each side, and Blake now tried it again at
eighty pounds.  His thin arms pulled it as hard as he could and this time it
rolled backward a bit, but didn't get off the ground.

``Jesus, Blake," his dad said, ``can't you do eighty?  You weigh more than
that!"

``Dad, I said that I'm not good at this.  I guess it doesn't really interest
me to lift weights."

``Come on now, try sixty pounds,"

This was set up and Blake was only able to get one end of it a little off
the ground.  They lowered the weight to 40 pounds, and finally Blake was
able to stand up with it.  He tried hard to do a curl with it, but he
couldn't bend his arm; the weight just hung down straight.  They lowered it
now to just twenty pounds, ten on each side.  Through a great struggle,
Blake managed to barely do one curl.

``Congratulations, Blake," his dad said sarcastically.  Ann was smirking and
Barry and Steve were shaking their heads in amazement.  Only his mom and
Janice were clearly upset at his predicament.

``Thats very fine Blake," his mother said.  ``All it takes is a little
practice and you'll be just as good as Ann or Barry."

``You all stop teasing Blake," Janice said, ``why should he be good at
weightlifting if it doesn't interest him?"



  Blake felt both ashamed and hurt.  His dad had been inconsiderate to make
him lift the weights in front of everybody.  ``Dad, I don't care about being
strong.  I don't want to be strong.  It serves no purpose."

``If your little sister can lift a hundred pounds, and you can only lift
twenty, and barely that, then I really wonder if you are a boy!" his dad
said angrily.

``Don't say such a thing!" his mom interjected.

``Well honey I don't want to be cruel but Blake has the choice to do some
exercise to get himself in shape.  Like Ann did for herself.  Right now he
has the strength of a girl.  I mean, how can he stand that?  Maybe we should
put him in little dresses and put bows in his hair."

Ann, Barry and Steve couldn't stifle their laughter at Blake's dad's
outburst.  Blake ran out of the room crying, and after a minute his dad went
after him to apologize.

``I'm sorry Blake.  That was really mean of me.  You know that I'm proud of
you.  I just got a little upset that you don't try harder to do some
exercise.  If a girl like Ann could work hard to get to 100 pounds, then I
don't see any reason why you can't do it too.  In fact, it should be a lot
easier for you, since you have male hormones and she doesn't."

``I'm really sorry dad.  You're right, I'll try and practice everyday and
see if I can get stronger." Blake knew he was lying.  If he got large
muscles the girls would not like it; they might even ask him to leave the
club.  No, he knew that he would never get manly arms.

Later that evening his mom came up to his room and told him to just be the
way he wants to be.  ``The family has enough muscle men running around here.
We don't need any more.  I like how sensitive you are, honey.  I wish all
boys were like you, and especially Ann!"

                   **********************************

Later that night, Blake put on the nightie and got under the covers of his
bed.  At eleven O'Clock he thought of each of the girls in turn:  Penny,
Kathy, Karen, Janet and Amy.  A short while later he heard a faint knock on
his door.  Petrified, he raced to take off the nightie but the door opened
before he could take it completely off and hide it.  It was Janice, and in
the dark of the room, she whispered.  ``Blake, honey, or I mean Pamela, I
want to chat with you for a second."

Relieved, he said, ``come in."

Janice saw Blake putting the nightie back on and said, ``wow is that a
pretty nightie!"

``The girls gave it to me as a present."

``You're really lucky to have such nice friends."

Janice was wearing a nightie also, and she got into bed with Blake and
snuggled up to him, so they were both lying there together.

``Aren't we two pretty sisters!" Janice said, and Blake giggled.  ``I think
I am going to like you being my sister.  You know I could never do this with
Ann.  She's always been such a tomboy."

``The reason I came in here was to tell you that no matter what happens I'll
always accept you for who you are.  Even if one day you break Dad's heart -
and I do think it inevitable that it will happen - I still will care about
you, and I'll help you out as best I can."

Blake started to cry, and Janice held him tightly to her breast.  Anyone
looking in on them would have seen two sisters lying together in each others
arms, secure in the love they have for each other.

                  *************************************

The next day was Sunday.  Blake's mom and dad went off to play golf and
Barry and Janice had made plans for the entire day, so that Ann and Blake
were left alone in the house.  Blake sat in a chair in the front yard
enjoying the sun and reading ``The Idiot" by Dostoyevsky.  At about noon
time, two girls that Blake had never seen before came up the lawn to the
front door and Ann came running out to meet them.  Both of the girls wore
skin tight black leather pants, and faded tee shirts; one had a Budweiser
Beer ad on the front and the other had a Harley-Davidson insignia.  They had
short hair, and they each were carrying a paper bag.  One of these clearly
contained a six pack of beer.  Neither of the girls took notice of Blake.

Ann led them into the house in open defiance of one of the most strictly
held rules of their family:  no one was allowed to bring strangers into the
house while mom and dad were away.  The situation made Blake nervous:  he
couldn't just ignore such a blatant action by Ann, yet he felt powerless to
do anything about it.  The previous evening had convinced him, if he had any
doubt before, that he had better not get her angry since there was no
telling what she might decide to do to him.  The thought of her biceps
bunched up as she lifted the barbell made him shiver.  How had she ever
gotten so strong being a young girl?  It mystified him, but he was smart
enough to realize that he had to avoid a confrontation with her, lest he
really get hurt.



  His agitation made it difficult to read, so he closed the book.  Looking
at the cover, he joked to himself that Dostoyevsky must have had Ann in mind
when he wrote it.  He got up to go inside to see if there would be any
possibility that he could do something.  When he entered the house, he saw
that Ann and the girls were sitting in the living room drinking beer.  He
couldn't believe that Ann could be so openly defiant and his face showed
that he was shocked.  The other girls had their feet propped up on the
coffee table and were talking loudly and laughing.  Seeing, Blake, Ann
called out, ``got a problem Blake?"

``Ann, how can you drink beer?"

``What's it to you?"

``And you also know the rule..."

``Listen Blake, come over here!" Ann said, cutting Blake off in mid
sentence.

Realizing that he probably shouldn't have said anything, he walked over to
where Ann was sitting.  ``You're not going to mention any of this to mom or
dad, are you?"

``Ann, that's not fair."

Ann looked at her friends and said, ``watch this." She got up and walked
over to Blake, who started to back away not sure of what she was about to
do.  She caught up to him and grabbed his wrist in her hand.  Her grip was
like iron and she forcefully led him back to the living room.  ``Sit down,"
she ordered him.

Blake sat down in an arm chair.  Ann paced back and forth in front of him
drinking from her beer can.  ``Now, I'm going to ask you this again.  You're
not going to mention any of this to mom and dad are you?"

``Ann!"

``Blake!" she yelled menacingly.

``No, Ann, I won't, but you should stop drinking the beer and your friends
should leave."

``Blake, you're really irritating me.  I don't like you telling me what to
do."

``I'm sorry, Ann, but you're putting me in an awkward position." Blake said
in an exasperated voice.

``Blake, behave yourself" she warned and then turning to her friends said,
``Oh, by the way, Connie and Len, this is my older brother, Blake."

Connie, wearing the Harley tee shirt said, ``he's really your older
brother?"

``Hard to believe, isn't it?" Ann said.  ``The only thing male about him is
his prick.  You should have seen him throw a baseball yesterday.  It was
like a girl.  And the funniest thing was watching him try to lift some
weights."

``Ann, I don't really appreciate you talking about me like this to your
friends.  I never did anything to you.  Can I go now?"

``No, you can't," Ann said.  ``Go in the family room and bring the weight
set in here."

``Ann!"

``Are you going to fucking question everything I say?  Get your ass in there
and bring the weights.  I want to show Connie and Len how pathetic you are."

Feeling trapped, Blake shrugged his shoulders, and went to the family room
to get the weights.  The bar had 100 pounds on it and he couldn't budge it.
He picked up one of the ten pound weights and carried it back in.

``Ann, I can't lift the weights, could you bring it in for me?"

Ann laughed to her friends.  ``What'd I tell you?  You just bring the extra
weights and I'll get the bar."

She then went and came back carrying the 100 pound barbell, while Blake went
back and forth carrying the individual weights.

Ann took 60 pounds off the bar and said, ``Blake, show Connie and Len what a
muscleman you are.  Lift this over your head."

``Ann, this is ridiculous."

``Blake, I'm not going to take any more shit from you.  You either do what I
say, or I'll make you do what I say." The beer appeared to be taking some
effect on her, since she slurred her words a little.  She reached for a
second beer, opened it, and took a long drink.  ``Now lift."

Blake got in front of the bar and with all his effort tried to lift it.  The
bar wobbled around terribly and he strained hard but could not get it even
up to his midsection.  He finally half dropped it back to the ground.  Ann
ran up to him and slapped him hard on the cheek.

``Ow," Blake yelled.

`You can do better, Now try again." Ann now stood over him, swaying slowly.
She was clearly drunk and getting drunker.  He once again reached down for
the bar.  This time he could barely get one end off the floor.  He was in a
near panic afraid that Ann would hit him again and he dropped the bar and
ran toward the stairs with the idea of locking himself in his room.  As
drunk as Ann was, she caught up to him before he got to the stairway.  She
caught hold of him by his shirt and there was a loud ripping sound as it
tore across his back.  The strap of Blake's bra was clearly visible.  Ann,
Connie and Len let out whoops of laughter as Ann pinned Blake's arm behind
him and led him back to the living room.

``If you run anywhere again Blake I'll really make you hurt.  Take off your
shirt."

``Please, Ann, I beg you, please let me go."

``Take off your shirt and your shorts as well," Ann said while slapping him
in the cheek again.  ``I told you not to give me a hard time."

Blake took off the ripped shirt revealing his white Maidenform Chantilly
bra.  Slowly he pulled down his pants revealing a pair of pink lacy panties.

``God, Ann, your brother is really fucked up," Connie remarked.

``What do you mean `brother'," Len said, ``she's Ann's sister.  And boy
isn't she into pretty little clothes!" She took a hold of the waist band of
Blake's panties, gave it a snap and laughed loudly.  ``Look, he's even
wearing a maxipad!"

``Let me take a look!" Connie said, as she held out the front of Blake's
panties to look inside.  ``Oh my god its true.  The little sissy is wearing
a maxipad!"

Ann came over and also looked.
``Jesus, Blake, your penis is really wasted on you," Ann said with disgust.
``Where did you get the bra and panties and why the fuck are you wearing a
maxipad?"

``I bought them, and I'm having a pretend period now."

``A pretend period!" Ann whooped with laughter.  ``Jesus!  If only dad
knew."

``Ann, I can explain everything, but just don't tell mom or dad.  Please
promise me!"

``Blake, I won't promise you anything.  But if you really don't want me to
tell dad, you better do whatever I tell you to do from now on, got it?"

``That's blackmail, Ann!  Its completely unfair.  I can explain everything."

``Shut up Blake, I don't care what's fair.  I'm sick and tired of you always
getting to play with dad cause your a boy.  For years and years I had to be
stuck with the girls shit:  the stupid laundry and dishes and sewing, yuck.
Now, I'm finally getting what's due me, and I'm going to make sure that
you'll be my little helper."

``OK, Ann, whatever you want, just don't tell Mom or Dad."

Turning to Len and Connie, Ann said, ``what do you think we ought to do with
our little sissy?"

``Ann, you must be embarrassed having a brother like that.  Its so creepy,
him sneaking around wearing girls things under his clothes," Connie said.

``We ought to make him know what it is really like to be a girl.  How about
making him suck on the dildos," Len said.

``We could even rape him!" Connie added, and the three girls laughed.

Blake was terrified listening to them decide what to do.  The beer had
clearly gotten the best of their judgement.  He was afraid to run away, and
afraid to stay.  There was nothing he could do except wait.

``Let's have a little fun.  First we'll show him how to be a proper little
lady." Addressing Blake, Ann said, ``go upstairs and get me three pairs of
your boys underwear."

``Why?"

``I told you to cut out questioning my orders," Ann said as she walked over
and spanked Blake three times very hard on his panty bottom.

``Ouch, Ann, stop that."

Blake ran upstairs to get the underwear.  He came down in a minute with it
and gave it to Ann.  While he was upstairs the girls had taken three large
strap-on dildos from one of the bags.  They were lifelike replicas of very
large penises.  Ann took the underwear from Blake and said, ``strap this
penis on Len."

Len had taken off her jeans revealing a plain white panty.  She took this
off and Blake knelt in front of her as she explained to him how the dildo
was to be strapped on.  When he was done, she put on a pair of Blake's
underwear.  The dildo underneath caused a large tent to be evident in the
underpants.  Blake then proceeded to do the same for Connie and Ann.  When
he was done the three girls had nothing on but teeshirts and Blake's
underwear with the large phalluses poking up.

``Now watch some real men," Ann said as she loaded up the barbell to 100
pounds.

``Hey, Ann," Connie said.  ``Have your sister put on a dress.  It ain't
proper for a girl to parade around in her undies like that!"

They all laughed at this.  ``Blake, go up to Janice's room and find a nice
dress to wear.  Something feminine.  Come down after you put it on."

He got up and went upstairs, more frightened then ever.  After a minute he
hadn't come and Ann yelled, ``Blake!"

He yelled back, ``I'm coming.  I had some trouble finding a good dress."

Blake came down the stairs in a pink dress with a pink lace pattern around
the bosom.  ``The back is not zipped up," he said.  Ann came over and
without warning slapped Blake on the cheek again, ``you moron, you're
supposed to wear a slip with that dress.  Go find a slip and put that on
first.  And stuff something into your bra, so you're not flat!"

Blake started to cry from the pain and ran up the stairs again.  He found a
white full length slip and put it on.  He also stuffed some panties in the
bra cups, put on the dress again, and managed to zip it up himself.

When he came down the stairs Ann said, ``that's much better.  You look
pretty cute now, little sister.  Now sit down and watch us do some
exercises."

Ann did a heavy workout with the hundred pound barbell.  Blake watched her
musculature strain with the weight.  The whole time her permanent hard-on
was visible in the white Jockey shorts she was wearing.  The image was so
bizarre that Blake watched spellbound.

When Ann was done, it was Len's turn.  She added ten pounds on each side and
proceeded to press 120 pounds.  After fifteen minutes, Len passed the bar to
Connie who began her workout.  Ann laid on the sofa and told Blake,
``Massage my arms and back." Blake kneeled down next to her and proceeded to
squeeze her biceps and shoulder muscles.  They were hard and much wider and
stronger than his own.

Her biceps had powerful knots of muscle that he felt as he ran his fingers
over them.  Ann moaned with pleasure.  After a few minutes, Len told Blake
to do her, and he did so.  Her shoulders were even more well developed than
Ann's; in fact, if he didn't know better he would have thought her a man.
Her large muscles were a challenge to rub firmly and he found himself
exerting himself to do the job.  When he had massaged Len for a while, Ann
said, ``go get us some sandwiches."

``What kind?"

``Whatever you find in the fridge."

Blake went into the kitchen and made the sandwiches.  He carried them back
on a tray.  In her drunken state, Connie knocked over a beer can while
reaching for a sandwich and Ann yelled at Blake, ``don't just stand there,
get a sponge and clean it up."

Not wishing to get Ann mad, he resigned himself to being the servant they
seemed to want.  He dutifully cleaned up the beer and with a wet sponge got
out any trace of it in the carpet.  While he was doing this, he bent down
with his back to Ann.  Without warning she gave him a mighty smack on his
behind, which sent him toppling over and made him cry in pain.  ``What's
that for Ann?  Stop hurting me!"

``You have a cute ass Blake.  I think you look good in panties.  Connie, do
you want your cock sucked?"

Connie laughed and Ann said, ``Go on over and suck Connie's cock." With a
sigh, Blake knelt down in front of her and took the penis out of the
underwear and started to suck on it while Connie reclined on the seat.  This
went on for a few minutes.  It was strange sucking the plastic, but Blake
thought at least he didn't have to worry about hurting her with his teeth.

``Put some energy into it Blake.  Show that you love doing it," Connie said
threateningly.  Blake pretended he was really into sucking on the penis.
After a few minutes, Connie took Blake by the shoulders, spun him around and
pushed him down on the sofa on his back.  She straddled him with her knees
and leaned forward and put her mouth up to his.  Held in her strong grip, he
felt his mouth forced open by Connie's tongue and she proceeded to French
kiss him.  After a few seconds Connie pulled back and said, ``Ann, your
little brother doesn't have any passion.  He's acting like he's dead."

Ann walked over and slapped Blake again on the cheek.  ``Blake, I want you
to show Connie that you worship her.  If she complains again, I'll take care
of you once and for all."

This time when Connie inserted her tongue, Blake kissed back with as much
feeling as he could show.  He put his arms around Connie's neck and tried to
squeeze her.  He looked in her face and saw her eyes were closed.  She
suddenly opened them and looked at him.

``That's fine, now you got the idea."

The taste of beer was all too evident in her mouth as Connie alternately
sipped beer and forced Blake to kiss her.  She kissed him so deeply that he
found himself feeling possessed by her.  It was a very lovely dress that he
had on, and he had to admit to himself it was nice to get to wear it.  He
hoped Janice wouldn't mind; if he ever did tell her what had happened.  He
closed his eyes and felt the power of Connie's tongue and the force with
which she easily held him down on the sofa.  It was like Mr.  Morris all
over again as he felt some stirrings of affection for Connie.  It was sort
of nice that she wanted to kiss him so hard.



  He got pulled out of his dream world when Connie stopped the kiss and
said, ``C'mon Len lets do him real good now.  You can go first."

Connie got up and sat down facing the other way next to Blake's head so that
her dildo came over his forehead.  Looking up, he could see the plastic
balls that came with it.  Connie directed the end of the dildo into his
mouth, and he started to suck on it.  Len then lifted Blake's legs up in the
air and climbed onto the sofa so his feet were on her shoulders.  Ann helped
hold his legs steady.  Blake felt Len groping inside his dress and slip
until she found his panties, which she pulled down.  Then he felt a sudden
sharp pain in his bottom hole which he realized was being attacked by Len's
dildo.  ``Ouch," he mumbled around Connie's dildo which was deep in his
mouth.

He saw Ann go away and come back with a bottle of lotion.  Then she and Len
covered the dildo with it.  He started to struggle, realizing what they had
in mind.  Ann gripped his legs tighter, and Connie reached forward and held
his arms and shoulders down.  Suddenly, he felt the dildo forced up again
towards bottom, and it hurt even more.  Len pushed harder and he felt it
penetrate a tiny bit.  The pain was increasing and he started to whimper and
tried to squirm.  The three girls were much stronger than him, and he could
barely move.  They had him held down tightly.  Tears formed in the corner of
his eyes.

``Come on little sister, you're going to get raped," Ann yelled as she
feverishly helped Len to get the penis into the small opening.  Len pushed
harder, and Blake let out a wail.

``Shut up faggot!" Ann cried, smacking Blake on his ass.  He started to cry
and she proceed to give him a solid spanking which made him cry even more.
Len backed out the dildo a bit and pushed forward again, getting it to just
begin opening up the sphincter muscle.  The dildo was too big for such a
virgin ass and Blake was in terrible pain.  Pinned down by Connie and Len
and held by Ann he was unable to stop them from their rape.  He started
crying hysterically.  Len tried pushing forward again and caused a small cut
in Blake's skin which started to bleed.

Ann said, ``Oh shit, he's starting to bleed.  We better stop this."

Blake felt relieved that Ann actually had a limit to her sadism.  The sight
of blood had sobered her up enough to take some pity on him.  ``Please, Ann,
let me up.  Its really hurting now," he said.

``OK, Len, you better stop," Ann said again.

``Fuck you Ann, this is fun," Len said as she tried pushing the dildo in
again.  ``I know, all we have to do is switch to the other dildo.  Get it
Ann."

``No, Len, we're going to screw up his asshole or something and my parents
will find out."

``They aren't to find out anything.  Since when will his mom be looking at
his asshole?" Len laughed.

``Ann, don't be a shit," Connie said, ``get Len the smaller dildo."



  Very reluctantly, Ann retrieved a smaller and thinner dildo which had been
in the bag and gave it to Len.  She stood up over Blake whose head was still
looking up into Connie's crotch with the large dildo next to his face.
Roughly, Len turned him around and said, ``OK little faggot, put this dildo
on me," as she handed it to Blake.

``Please Len, Ann is right.  My bottom hurts a lot and my parents may find
out."

Len, suddenly angered and terribly drunk, let loose with a sharp slap on
Blake's face which made his head ring.  He burst into tears and fumbled as
fast as he could to put on the new dildo.  When it was on, Connie and Len
flipped him over, pushed his head down again beneath Connie's lap and raised
his legs in the air.  Connie guided her large dildo back into his mouth and
yelled at him to suck it as hard as he could.



  ``Give me the lotion," Len said to Ann.

``C'mon Len, this is going way to far," Ann said impatiently.

``Ann, give me the lotion."

After a pause, Ann gave the lotion bottle to Len, who then proceeded to coat
the smaller dildo with it.



  ``Now lets get inside the little faggot."

Len raised Blake's skirt up.  She found his opening with the smaller dildo,
and this time after one hard push, it went in.  Blake let out a yelp of
pain, but once it was inside him, the pain faded away.  He did feel an
intense pleasure when the dildo ran along his prostrate.  An intense warm
sexual feeling came over his loins at the same time he felt fear and anger
at the girls.

Ann looked down on her brother as he lay there caught in the powerful hold
of Connie and Len who started to rhythmically pump the dildo in and out of
Blake.  ``This is what a rape is like," Len said.  ``You want to be a girl,
so you got to take what the men dish out to you."

``Hey, Blake, I want you to thank Len for fucking you," Connie said.

``Thanks, Len," Blake said as he watched Len intent on pounding her dildo
back and forth inside of him.

``Am I your man?." Len asked.

``Yes, Len."

The action of screwing Blake caused Len to get hotter and hotter.  She began
to moan loudly and finally as she approached orgasm she began yelling, ``Oh,
my fucking little faggot!  What a sweet pussy!" Until finally she came with
a mighty heave at Blake.  Each of Len's thrusts had forced him hard against
Connie.  Len was very powerful and by the end he was destroyed; his bottom
ached and his mouth hurt.

``It's my turn," Connie said jumping up, once Len had withdrawn the dildo
from Blake.  Once again they grabbed Blake and forced him to switch the
dildos between them.  Ann sat in the sofa watching.  Blake looked pleadingly
at her but there was nothing she could do.  Connie and Len were older and
stronger than her.  Connie forced Blake around and rudely shoved his head
face down now into Len's lap where he once again put the large dildo in his
mouth.  This time, while his ass was sticking up in the air, Connie came
behind him and lined up the dildo and slowly pushed it in.
``Doggie style, honey, I'm going to fuck you like the bitch you are!"

She beg to rhythmically push the dildo in and out of Blake, occasionally
slapping him on the buttocks.  ``Oh, yes, Blake is such a pretty bitch," she
said.  ``Come on Blake, keep on thanking me for raping you."



  Blake, delirious from fear, started talking without stopping, ``thank you
Connie, honey, Oh thank you honey.  It feels so good, I love you Connie,
please do it more and more, please honey, oh thank you honey."

After what seemed ages, Connie reached an orgasm and then pulled out of
Blake.  She shoved him to the side and sat down.  Blake lay on the floor in
his sister's dress feeling a numb pain in his bottom, and crying quietly.

               ********************************************

When Connie and Len had gone, Ann said to Blake who was still lying on the
floor, ``get up and straighten the room."

In no mood to resist, Blake got up and started cleaning up the beer cans and
food, and helped Ann put the weight set back.  He cleaned the sofas and
floor until the living room was like it was supposed to be.

``Mom and dad will be home soon.  Can I take off the dress and slip and
return them?" Blake asked Ann.

``Just wait Blake, I'll let you know when you can get undressed.  Just stand
there in the corner."

Blake walked to the corner of the living room and stood, while Ann busied
herself looking at some magazines.  After a few minutes Blake said, ``Ann,
they'll be home any second now.  You've got to let me get out of the dress."

``Shut up Blake, I'll let you know when.  The next time you talk, I'll smack
you."

Ten minutes passed with Blake standing in the corner.  He had to pee very
badly and he was very anxious about his mom and dad catching him there.
``Please Ann, I've got to pee, let me go!"

Ann got up and walked over to Blake.  She threatened to hit him and he
raised an arm to protect himself.  When she lowered her hand, he lowered
his, and then she quickly swung up and slapped his face.  She sat down
again.

His bladder was aching, he was standing in his sisters dress in the living
room, and his parents would be home from golfing any second.  He would have
to stand up to Ann, but as much as he tried to get the courage to run
upstairs, he was sure she would not only hurt him, but she would tell dad
everything.  The minutes ticked by, and he was frantic.  Ann acting
nonchalant, slowly read the magazine.

In a few minutes, he heard his parents car pull up the driveway.  ``Ann
please let me go!"

``Shut up, Blake, I'll let you know when."

Blake was in a near panic.  He could hear his parents steps going up the
walkway.  In his excitement he felt like the pee was about to come out.  He
heard the key hit the lock and suddenly Ann said, ``Now faggot, go
upstairs."

Blake ran out of the living room and up the stairs just as the door opened.
He made it into Janice's room unobserved, took off the dress and slip, put
them back and then, listening to make sure his parents were still downstairs
he ran to his room.  He took off his bra, and put on a shirt and pants and
ran to the bathroom to pee.  When he got out, he ran into his mom just
coming up the stairs.  ``How was your afternoon, honey?"

``OK, mom, it was OK," he said as brightly as possible.


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