Date: Fri, 06 Apr 2007 12:43:12 -0400
From: Andrea Smith <andreasmithnhp@hotmail.com>
Subject: ABDUCTION OF THE MID STORY PART 4-FOR TG SECTION

This is Part IV of "Abduction of the Mind." If you have not read Parts
I-III, I recommend it. You will be a little lost if you don't read them in
order. to those who commented to me that they wanted me to keep goingÑsorry
for the delay.

Abduction of the Mind, Part IV.

Chapter 21

Paula was surprised that John's sister Mandy took the news of her brothers
crossdressing so well. She probed her newbie carefully for all the
details. She was puzzled as to why he did not admit to his sister his
desire to be a full woman. Afterall, it was only a short amount of time
before she would find out due to the changes that were inevitable in John's
body.

"I could not tell her Paula," John protested. "It was hard enough to tell
her that I was wearing panties everyday and that I wanted to dress like a
girl at all."

"I understand your difficulty John, but you will have to expose your
changes to her, and to everyone before too long."

John was unsure of what Paula meant by that. He knew his body would change
someday, but he did not think it would be soon. He also considered that he
would stop if things got too out of hand. He could control it. He decided
to express some of his thoughts to Paula. "I don't think I could ever tell
anyone else Paula. I mean if things start to get to the point where I can't
hind it, Ill just stop"

"Stop what?"

"Stop the hormones. The dressing up. I can't do this forever." John was
sure this was going to stop someday soon. He figured it could only go so
far, and he was going to go to college in a couple of years, and probably
would not see Paula much, if ever.

"You really think you are going to stop?" Paula asked cooley. There was no
emotion in her voice at all. "You really think I would let you stop after I
have brought you this far; wearing my clothes, parading around here as a
woman, taking my hormones...you think this is some sort of temporary game
Julia?"

John was a little surprised by Paula's words.

"There is no stopping Julia.," Paula continued. "You will not be allowed to
stop even if you wanted to."

Paula had experienced this type of behavior before in her subjects. She and
Dr. Rice spent time discussing how to work with girls like this, who were
having doubt. Each one was individual and had to dealt with a certain
way. Some needed a strong-arm approach, others a loving, caring touch of
persuasion. She knew that once Julia told Mandy, that the dynamic of what
was happening would change and that he may choose to distance himself from
the fact that he was crossdressing and turning female.

"I can stop when I want Paula." John found some of his old nerve. "I mean
don't think I don't appreciate what you have been doing with me and all. I
mean, I have had a great time....and...well..." John did not want to
completely insult Paula, after all he was enjoying their time together and
did not want it to end deep down. "...well, I want to keep going of course,
but I mean at some point...although I guess not for a while..."

Paula saw the conflict within him. She knew he was closing in on the point
of no return. She realized that this one would need a combination of some
light touch and perhaps a little more severe persuasion down the road. She
also realized that some how, his sister Mandy could prove to be a major
factor in completing the transformation for John into Julia
permanently. She decided to make her play for Mandy.

"Julia, I would like you to tell your sister about what you have been doing
here. I want you to let her know that I have been helping you out after I
caught you in my things. And Julia....I will give you until the end of the
week to tell her....and if you don't...I will."

John was stunned. "But....but .... Paula...."

"Stop!" Paula exclaimed.

The word was definitive and cut John suddenly. After a moment of silence,
Paula turned to John and came up to her, close to her face. "Stop you
whining and stammering," Paula said almost in a whisper. "You have been
coming her for almost 8 months now, dressing as a girl, wearing your sister
panties everyday, taking female hormones. Your skin tone is softer, you
have been complaining that your nipples are sore and tender...and you think
you have only been playing? I did not think you were that simple minded
Julia. Perhaps we should stop seeing each other. I want someone strong
enough to handle this." Paula started to turn away and show her back to
John.

The remarks devastated John. He was upset, almost in tears as the words
came out of Paula's mouth. "No....please....please Paula, I'm sorry I did
not mean it. I want to keep seeing you....please...."

Paula did not show it, but she was delighted. Delighted that John was more
concerned about not seeing her any longer then about all the things she had
said to him about the past 8 months.

"Then stop whining, and do as I say." Paula retorted coldly.

John realized what he had to do. "Okay Paula. I will do it. Just please let
me keep coming here?" John was begging now. He was tearing up, and very
concerned.

"I suppose you can continue to come here, but I want you to tell Mandy
about me, and what you are doing here," reminded Paula.

"Yes...I will tell her Paula. I will."

"And, I want you to do something else for me Julia," Paula knew she had him
right where she wanted him.

John did not know what else it was that Paula wanted, but he was in a zone
he had never been in with her. He would do anything she asked of him to
satisfy her. "Sure."

"I want you to begin shaving your legs and underarms every day starting
tonight. I do not want to see hair on your legs or arm pits again. Is that
clear?" Paula said.

John knew it was not a request. He knew Paula well enough to know. He had
no choice. He had to do it or Paula would not see him any longer. "Okay
Paula. I will do it tonight."

With that, John was on his way home. Mandy would most definitely be getting
a huge surprise.


Chapter 22

Mandy was in her room after dinner, and both John's parents had gone out
for the night. John figured this would most likely be a good night to tell
Mandy the truth.

It had been 2 weeks since John first admitted to his sister that he was
wearing her panties everyday. And for 2 weeks, John would see his sister in
the evening after the day was through, and get his sisters panties from
that day to put on. It had become part of the routine. But what was Mandy's
feeling going to be about what was really going on?

Mandy was sitting on her bed, and filing her nails when John came into the
room. He was in his jeans and tee shirt as usual. Mandy had her panties
from that day already off and set aside for her brother. She sensed tension
in John as he came into the room. She looked up at him from her nails. "Hey
John. Are you okay? Here are my panties by the way."

John knew this was going to be difficult and shocking, but he had to do
it. "Hi Mandy." He swallowed hard. He had to be brave. Paula did not want
any weaklings.

"Look sis...I appreciate the panties and all, but I need to tell you more
of what is happening and I really, really need you to be okay with it."
John was trying to prime her and soften her up as much as possible.

Mandy sensed the seriousness in his tone. She knew there was more to all of
this then what he first admitted to so she was not completely surprised
that he was about to tell her more. She was not sure how to handle what
ever it was. She figured he was going to come out of the closet and express
his homosexuality. She would accept that 100% of course. She did not know
that she was going to be hearing something very different. "John you are my
brother, and I love you. You can tell me anything. I would hope you would
know that by now."

John took a deep breath. He was scared and nervous. His mouth was dry and
palms sweaty. But he had to make sure he did this. Paula gave him a week
and this was day 5 of 7.

"Remember when you asked me about the panties...that I wear your panties
and all?"

"Yes...," replied Mandy.

"Well there is a little more to it then that sis."

Mandy decided to do everything she could to get it all out of her
brother. "I'm not surprised John. I mean it has been rather obvious that
something else is happening. Its okay...you can talk to me...I'm here for
you."

John swallowed hard again. He was still standing by the doorway. His heart
was racing and he was almost dizzy.

"John...why don't you come sit here on the bed with me and tell me all
about it?" Mandy wanted to hear this and she wanted her brother to be
comfortable. She knew once he began, there would be no stopping it from
coming out.

John found that he could still walk in a relatively straight line, and sat
on the bed. The moment had come for Mandy to learn the truth. He took
another deep breath. "Mandy, I don't think I told you how I came across
wearing you panties, or should I say where it became an every day thing."

Mandy knew this was it. She was finally going to get some answers. "No
John, you never mentioned it. I wanted you to tell me when you were ready,
and comfortable."

John was sensing a little more understanding and was beginning to feel more
at ease with what he was about to do. "Well, what happened was that as a
dare, I was asked to wear a woman's panties, and that's where it began."

Mandy was surprised. "What do you mean by dared John. By whom were you
dared?"

"Well....my friend Sam and I. We came across some girls underware, and we
dared each other..."

Things began to clear up for Mandy. She knew Sam had no sisters, so the
panties had to be Sam's mothers. "Whoa....John, are you telling me you have
worn Mrs. Conklin's panties?"

John saw that his sister was very intuitive. "Well....yes....but wait,
please don't get upset..." John was concerned he had gone to far, but he
also notice his sister had not moved a muscle.

Mandy was trying very hard to stay composed and relaxed although she was
very shocked that her brother was wearing another woman's panties, at least
someone outside the family, an outside the home. Since her brothers
revelation a few weeks back, Mandy had read up some on crossdressers and
how they had a propensity to start in their teens with either a mothers or
sisters clothing. "Wow John...just wow. I had no idea you would do that, or
that you were that brave. Did Sam put them on too or were you the only
brave one?"

"No... he was already wearing a different pair of his moms panties, and he
basically dared me to put a pair of Paula's on."

Mandy heard something in that statement that drew her eye in
tightly. "Paula?" John was not sure what his sister was asking. "What do
you mean "`Paula' John. Isn't it Mrs. Conklin?"

She was intuitive and smart John thought. "Well, it kind of went further
then just panties Mandy."

John went on slowly and told his sister how Paula Conklin came home finding
John wearing her bra and panties. Mandy sat quietly while John explained
the events of that first encounter with Paula. she was stunned by the ease
at which her brother was caught, and was surprised he would be so easily
controlled by this woman.

"John, I just can't believe that you would be so easily swayed into staying
their that night, and what's more, staying in Mrs. Conklin's bra and
panties, in front of her, and what is even more shocking is that she would
strip down to her bra and panties in front of you. that's like abuse isn't
it?"

John considered what his sister was saying. she had a point. He should have
been out of their the instant he was caught, and never returned. But the
truth was he liked it. He actually loved it. And this was something his
sister would not know unless he told her. "At the time Mandy, I did want to
get away. At least that's what my brain was telling me."

"I sense a `but' coming."

"But...I think deep down, my heart wanted it," replied John.

"You wanted her to see you like that? You wanted to be caught? What?" Mandy
was practically out of her skin. At first it was a frustration, anger with
her brother. But the more he went on, she admitted it was somehow exciting
too.

"I did not want to be caught," John responded. "and I did not want to be
seen...at least not at the time. But looking back on it now."

"Does she know what has happened as a result of this? Does she realize you
like to wear girls clothes now, although I have only seen you in panties
myself so, what could she possibly know?"

With that remark from his sister, John realized she had no idea about how
involved Paula was in all of this, or that he was much more interested in
this then just clothing. He took another deep breath to tell his sister the
most difficult part of this whole encounter with Paula. "Mandy...I go over
their pretty much everyday...and when I am their..."

"Oh my god!" Mandy put her hands to her mouth. she realized that her
brother had been dressing as a girl everyday, and doing it in front of this
strange woman. Her eyes were wide and the breath was almost taken out of
her.

John realized his sister was now `getting it' and he decided that this was
the time to tell her about the final part of what was happening to
him. "...when I'm their I dress up, and I think you can figure out the rest
since you can already see I look different..."  "What do you mean the
rest?" Mandy said in all but a whisper. It was all she could muster.

John had gone this far already, and was almost comfortable just telling his
sister at this point. There was no going back. "Well she has been....I have
been taking...they are injections. Everyday. And...:

"Hormones?" Mandy interrupted.

"Ummm....yeah....estrogen, I think..."

"Oh John!" Mandy was trying to maintain her composure and remain relaxed,
but she was shocked. She felt a little betrayed however, because she
thought it was kind of fun that they were sharing panties. The past few
weeks, she felt closer to John then ever before and she felt like this is
kind of what it would be like if I had a sister.

"John, do you understand that...you will....that you going..." Mandy could
not get the words out. "You have to tell mom and dad." That she was able to
get out, in almost a normal volume and tone, but it was definitive.

"No!....No....and please Mandy. Please promise me you wont say anything."

"John, you understand that they will see it at some point," Mandy
continued. "I mean, you are taking estrogen or whatever. How long have you
been doing this, or has that witch been doing this to you?"

John was surprised by his sisters description of Paula. "Okay she is not a
witch, and you have to promise me not to tell anyone about this.. Promise
me, please?" John was really concerned that he was about to be outed by his
own sister, and suddenly he was feeling anger towards her.

"Look John, I have not said anything about you wearing my dirty
underwear...underwear that I have worn and that you like to put on after I
wear it. You know not for nothing, but what is that all about? I mean if
you like to dress as a girl, and are taking hormones to become a girl why
don't you buy your own clean panties? Why do they have to be my panties
that I have worn all day? You have a thing for me or something?" As the
words escaped her lips, her anger towards her brother turned to a bit of
excitement again, but in a way she was surprised by and never felt
before. The excite was sexual, and Mandy knew it.

John had no answer except the one he could think of which was not right and
could not say to his sister. The idea that he wanted to become more like
his sister as being the reason to wear her panties, that he enjoyed the
fact that her skin was on them earlier and that he would be now taking in
that scent, that touch on his pores. He knew Mandy could not accept
that. "Maybe I will buy my own things."

"Look John, I don't mind sharing my underware with you." Mandy had soften
somewhat. The feeling she was getting her within, had mellowed her
quickly. she did not want to hurt her brother and calmed herself down. "The
point is, that you are letting Mrs. Conklin do this to you, and I guess I
am not sure why other then you must want to be a girl."

That was the real question that John was hoping he would not have to face
from his sister, but in reality, it was the inevitable conclusion of
this. He would have to answer it to Mandy, his parent, and his friends at
some point. Afterall, Mandy and Paula both told him, that he would not be
able to hid what was to come. eventually people would know weather he told
them or not.

"I suppose that I might want to be a girl," John said looking down at the
bed.

Mandy looked at her brother carefully. Since he had been on hormones for
more then 6 months, he must be going through some changes of some
kind. "Look John, you understand that eventually, you wont be able to hind
breasts right? That you will change physically. Not because you do it to
yourself manually, like that you are now shaving your legs, but I mean, the
other things too. You get that right? You understand that you will not be
able to go back, that you will lose...lose your...penis."

John was hearing the words from his sister. He was listen loud and clear
and he knew that they were very similar to what he had heard from Paula,
even though they were in a different way. He had no answer for her
however. He was afraid of the words, even though he knew it was true. He
tried to formulate a comment, but all he could do was wonder how it had
gone this far.

Mandy was curious of how her brother had been so comfortable to allow this
woman to do this to him. She decided she wanted to meet Mrs. Conklin face
to face to discuss it with her. She figured that maybe Mrs. Conklin would
be able to discuss more details with her.

"John, I want to meet Mrs. Conklin and talk to her about this," Mandy said.

John thought that it might not be a good idea for them to meet. "No way
Mandy..."

"Yes way...or I'm telling mom and dad what your doing to yourself."

"Mandy you promised not to do that."

"Yeah well I wont tell as long as I can see Mrs. Conklin this weekend."

John agreed that they could meet and discuss this. In the end, John knew it
would make Paula happy to discuss this with Mandy. He knew that he had
fulfilled his promise to Paula to tell his sister about everything.

Mandy was still somewhat excited about everything. She realized that she
was a little turned on and she knew that was not a good thing, but she
could not help the feeling. Perhaps this is what her brother was going
through, but in a different way. John got up off the bed to leave when
Mandy stopped him.

"Um John....I think you're forgetting something."

John turned around and saw his sister hand extended to him, holding the
light green silk french cut panties she had been wearing that day. John
thought she must be okay with all of this if she was continuing to give him
her underware. For some reason, that thought made his groin stir a little
and it puzzled him. He figured he better take the panties and leave before
something else became too obvious. He thanked her as he took the panties
from her hand.

"Oh, and John," Mandy said as John opened the door. "Is there anything else
you did not tell me that you want me to know before I talk with
Mrs. Conklin?"

John thought hard for a few seconds about it, and wonder if he had told her
everything. After a little while, he remembered a detail that he left
out. It was a critical detail that he knew would change everything else
from this point on. Something that would effectively end his existence in
his sisters eyes, and in many ways to himself as well.

"Yes, there is one other thing," John said as he turned back around to face
his sister. He swallowed hard one more time. "My name....my name is not
John." He took a breath. "My name is Julia."

He turned and left the room.

More to come....