Date: Sun, 2 Aug 2009 18:10:45 EDT From: Brwnsgrblondie87@aol.com Subject: My best friend, bodyguard, and lover? (TG College and or TV) My best friend, bodyguard, and ,lover......? Ok a little bit about myself as of current I am 6 feet tall medium brown caramel skin color (or as black people say redbone ). I am African American and Irish descent on account of my dad being half Irish. So I took my dads sandy red hair which now after locking my hair and growing it out past my shoulders is a very blonde sandy red. When I say locked yes I have dreadlocks but not your stereotypical dreads your thinking if you can get an idea with the color description. No my dreads are thin and very neat and yes I wash my hair just like everyone else only I use way more shampoo and conditioner. So yes my hair is as I have been told numerous times is beautiful and it is the reason I have the look that I have to easily become my true self, which is another long story for another day . Quick history on hair I started dreads 4 years ago from scalp and let it grow so my hair is all mine no extensions weave or any bull that everyone seems to thank black people or more specifically black girls need to have long beautiful hair, no I put in four years hard work. Now the reason I started dreads is because I am a long time surfer I started when I was 13 yes I said surfer for some people who are not used to the idea of a black surfer yes that's me. So I started them cause I have always wanted long hair so I let It grow and initially when it started to get a little length I had it braided back and wore braids for awhile, but when I would go surfing the waves did not agree with my braids and would knock them loose. I grew tired of my braids which I paid this neighborhood girl to do coming out so I had her do this double twist that was hot back in the early 2000s and still kind of is today I started in summer of 2004. The double twist was sort of like plats but with out the braid. So after getting the twists I surfed the whole summer and they didn't come out the salt water made it lock together and it became better so I keep them in washed them they stayed and grew and now five years later from my genes and surfing the salt water and the Florida sun my hair is naturally the color it is, oh yes I know its so hard for the uneducated or ignorant person to believe that someone of African American descent could have natural blonde hair but its natural. Back to description so overall I am 6 foot tall blonde sandy red past shoulder length hair and skinny slim slightly muscular surfers body with small waist for being male and as I was told my freshmen year by a girl who saw my legs I have girl legs she was even specific and said cheerleaders legs I didn't understand at the time, also as a later girlfriend told me whom I dated for 3 years I have a J lo booty. Mix all of that together with the hair and me having my moms pretty brown eyes although I am a male to someone who doesn't know me even while dressed as a guy people often mistake me for a girl until I project my voice which I have descent control over or get close. So that being said that's instrumental in why I am transgender. Not going to get into details of origin to much long story but every since I was 5 I recall feeling like I was meant to be a girl but I was smart enough not to want to catch hell at a young age and wanted to better understand what it really meant. So I grew up normal tough young boy playing football fishing playing in the mud skate boarding and surfing most of which I still do today mainly skateboard and surf. Present all those sports and the growing of the hair and trying to hide that girl inside me has caught up with me. Surfing and swimming has kept my body in a skinny slim slightly muscular frame and waist small and the hair growing long and pretty you do the math add it up and what do you get a pretty transgender. All of what has been said in this description of me is 100% true you can email me after story with input and questions if you would like to get to know me but here is where I tell my little fantasy tale with me as myself and main character but everything else made up. Oh and I am changing my real birth name in story cause I don't want to blast that, however Heather which my transgender character becomes is my real true entity name I have given myself and I do consider it real. Going to College with my best friend Ok so if you read about my character I made It through high school with no one suspect of my transgender being (so I thought). Going to college gave me a freedom that I hadn't had, I roomed with my best friend and neighbor from back home we have an off campus apartment which he secured because he is a star d lineman 1st string for our university football team which scouted him while he was in high school I got in on good grades and I happen to play high school ball with him but didn't want to take it to that college level. Besides at the state I am in it would ruin my feminine body and make me big and beefy. With my best friend Josh playing ball and us both having classes I hardly saw him during our first semester as it is fall and he had games and practices. I took this time to explore my real self and stop being Heath and became Heather. I bought all new clothes sexy outfits but nothing skanky and sexy underwear bras and untill I got on hormones the most realistic looking and feeling c cup breast forms which made me a nice 36c . So with a little work on makeup I made an easy change from a good looking cute guy to a pretty young woman but with it being such an easy change I didn' t make it permanent right away and hadn't let anyone see me like that yet even though I knew I could cause its not that I wasn't attractive its just everyone knew me as that good lucking kind of girl looking guy with the long blonde dreads which is my hair. Now to get an idea how I look being Heather Amazon a broad word for description but more accurate I have been told (true fact) that I look like Serena Williams only prettier and I think that' s saying something cause she is a gg genetic girl that's actually pretty for being her big muscular stature for a woman. I have that same body with legs ass and all . As I got more into the role of being Heather I was unsure whether I wanted to start a new life and become Heather for life I was afraid of the reception but we are talking modern day here its 2009 we got a black president things have changed socially drastic for a better. I became care less when I was Heather after awhile about someone seeing me like Josh. That's what it took to get me to just be real and stop hiding. Normally Josh has practice till about 9 pm so that gives me time to be around the apartment as Heather but this day I would discover he had a half practice. So I am in the kitchen cooking our dinner like I always do only until now he never knew I did it as Heather, I am wearing some short tight little white summer shorts that show off my ass and legs nicely pink volcom baby tee and pink flip flops. Now here I am cooking and I don't hear the door I never hear Josh come in until he is behind me I have my back turned at the sink . He comes up silently and I get the shock of my life he hugs me from behind I froze and dropped what I was holding in the sink, He says in a low voice while still holding me in hug I was going to slap fives but seeing you're a hot amazon I think a hug is appropriate. Ok so I realize he is not mad and is not gonna hurt me but I still start to cry he turns me around and I am looking up into his green eyes (I am 6 foot but a real girl in comparison to Josh he stands 6'7 almost 6'8 and is wider a solid man of muscle weighing in at 300).Josh pulls me to him in a hugging embrace (I feel tiny in his arms the way a woman should in her mans arms sorry a little old fashioned) Hey well I cant call you Heath but uh.... Hey cutie don't cry you look good (I stop crying and tell him my name is Heather) fits you, you just added two letters that's cool. Your finally being you I have always known you where different Heather although you where and are still tough I always could sense the girl in you I just couldn't exactly put my finger on it but I know this is the real you and not a costume or phased (at this point I am crying harder in happiness and this big strong man my best friend's acceptance of me ).Still holding me consoling me he says why do you think I have always been so protective of you even though you are my best friend I was extra protective of you even though I know your no push over and a strong fighter. I know thank you for being so accepting I pull back he wipes the tears from my eye I got to get this food out and I pull away and finish preparing meal he takes his football bag to his room saying man this whole time I had no idea I had a hot house wife cooking these meals I knew Heath didn't have those skills he says jokingly in further acceptance and no wonder why the apartment is so clean he chuckles and goes off to put his things away. When he comes back I have dinner ready on table I cooked teriyaki dolphin (mahi mahi not flipper to those land locked) with asparagus white rice and a nice salad. Damn you cook so good babe he says then he pause when he sees my reaction to him calling me babe he says sorry do you mind if I call you babe its just you look very babe like to me. I smile and giggle for first time since he has been home no I don't mind I was mildly shocked and im flattered. He laughs you kno Heath was always a cute kid then he pause and said that's what I could not put my finger on it you where always that cute girlish looking kid that never acted girly you controlled yourself .(thinking to myself we have a winner he is not just a football cave man he has intellect that's deeper then I knew) Your right I say I did control it and did it well so I thought. Don't control it he says be you I have a feeling Heath was not you at all you have always been Heather. We finish dinner I take our plates and start washing everything and he trys to help me with it but I shoo him to the couch telling him no he chuckles and says ok wifey I giggle and play punch him. He starts laughing did you hit me little girl he says I giggle im not little to me you are he says don't think I want spank you. I taunt him and stick my tongue out you wouldn't then that would make you gay for touching me. Oh hold up he says now I know your still genetically male but to me you're all girl woman is the correct word and the way you look to most looking that don't already know you, you look like a girl don't think cause your not small you actually look like a women's college basketball player hell they got girls 6'5 taller then your 6 foot with that said he slapped my ass and went to the couch. I stood there a little shocked how good he took me being a girl. I finish cleaning up and come join him on the couch I sit with space between us and he turns and looks at me and grabs me and pulls me next to him stop fronting with those guy rules of space ok he says I tell him ok. In fact its time we get out of the apartment and go show you off he says we will go for a drink he sees the look of terror on my face relax cutie you'll be by my side the whole time. I don't know I say I am afraid of what people are going to think . Its going to happen sooner or later you cant stay inside forever, come on he says he shuts off the tv and grabs his keys come on lets go to the watering hole (our local college bar) ill drive he stands up and pulls me to my feet I need to change I say. Why you look cute and dressed like most of the girls that go there you don't need to get all dressed up he says, with that he grabs me by the waist and ushers me to the door (thinking to myself only this big man can grab me and guide me like that he makes me feel so small ) As soon as we step out we run into Ryan and Chad two of Josh's Teammates Chad the cornerback Ryan Wide reciever. I try and get behind Josh as if to hide like they didn 't see me but Josh grabbed me around the waist again and had me standing next to him. Chad hollers out whats up Juice, Josh's football nick name Chad and Ryan eye me I can tell they know who I am Ryan just kind of gawked in what I guess was amazement. Chad hollers out damn whose this hot amazon. Josh speaks up for me this is Heather my roommate Chad steps closer to greet as if we never met Ryan mutters but I thought at which Chad nudged him and he stopped and looked away I extend my hand to him in meeting and he pushes it off and hugs me. Ryan getting the program steps forward in greeting and hugs me but I can tell it was a little awkward for him he will get there I think. So whats the happening tonight Chad says me and Ryan where about to go check the hole (short for watering hole). That's where we where about to go too Josh says why don't you and Ryan ride with us you know I got room in the truck. Ryan seems to come out of his initial shock and interjects yea that's cool he chuckles I know you got room in that monster truck ass f-250 he says you big wheeling redneck grinning, Josh thumps him and in his best southern accent he says now listen here boy I aint no redneck I am just slightly Country we all laugh at that one and chorus slightly? We walk to the truck and Josh says besides if was a real redneck non of yall could ride in my truck seeing as your all black he chuckles. We get a good laugh and get to his black F-250 that sits on 20 inch black rims with the chrome lip 40inch Mickey Thompson's tires he proably has at least an 10inch suspension lift along with some other modifications like his loud exhaust and sound system. (I actually love his truck and drive it every chance I get been in it plenty of times ) but he did surprise me by coming over to the passenger side and open the door for me and placing his hands on me as I climbed up like a safe guard Ryan and Chad get in the back He has the super crew cab 4 door. So we get to the hole as usual it takes a min to find a spot good for his monster truck. We see its crowded Josh sees my worried look and says don't worry your fine you got 3 big guys with you I dare someone to get out of line with you, Ryan's warmed up you look good relax he says besides your with the Juice (secretly I kind of like that name for him) He goes on its been awhile since the Juice and us had to mash on someone were about ready. So we walk in and everyone knows the Juice and Ryan and Chad there starters too 1st string. So everyone looks to see them and welcome the star football players Heath is usually who would be there but here I Heather stood. It was a mixed reception some where openly in shock others kind of leered but most looked on with smiles most of the girls where really friendly, some of the guys look as if they where ready to start calling names but one look at how Josh was near me and the look he gave that offending person they kept quite. It turned out to be cool we had a pool table section just us with some other teammates of Josh and some cheerleaders and there friends. Josh's other teammates where all nice to me except for two Scott Jared and Michael Mayor. They kept looking at me nasty and didn't talk to me Josh, Chad, or ,Ryan but as they pointed out they where never friends with the two and didn't care and just said ignore them. Hey guys Josh says now Scott and Michael are some real rednecks that's why there on that tripping backwards racist sexcist method. The boys shoot pool I join a couple games and just have drinks with them the cheerleader crew sitting at the table near our pool table comes over. The boys acknowledge the two approaching blonde cheerleaders as Shaina and Marlee Shaina being taller about 5'10 near my height and Marlee being shorter at 5'6. They where two pretty girls like most cheerleaders Shaina's Long blonde hair was dark like dirty blonde and she had brown eyes, Marlee had straight long blonde almost white hair and blue ocean eyes almost green . Shaina and Marlee come up to me Shaina comes forwar d I don't believe we've met they have knowing innocent smiles as we've seen each other before but never introduced (although I was Heath at time),No we have not met before I am Heather I say and hug both of them. Shaina looks me up in down and says you look good it suits you Marlee comes in yea its about time you came out your shell your beautiful come hang with us we can probably help you with a thing or too, yea that would be cool I say .They take me by the hand introduce me to all there friends and i go through the pleasantries. there friend that I thought was most endearing to me and I think I found a potential best girlfriend was Dana. Dana was another tall girl kind of amazon like me but a little smaller she stood 5'11 light brunette almost blonde thick wavy hair that was almost to her waist she was a beautiful mix of African American and Australian with light brown eyes, and she told me that she understood me and really wanted to help in any way she could she has a slightly older brother that has chosen the same paths as me but further along and on hormones and has had implants. So all in all my first outing and re introduction to my college peers was good. The boys came over and where ready to go we said our good byes and paid the tab and where back in the truck Josh did the door thing again for me (he is so sweet). We got back to the complex and we said good bye and I hugged Ryan and Chad and they went to there apartment and us to ours. It was later then I knew when we got in about 3:30 am we both had stuff to do tomorrow I went and washed my face of makeup and moisturized my face brushed my teeth. I finally don't have to hide wearing my baby doll nighties anymore I put my silk pink baby doll on let my hair down to one side over my shoulder. I go out to kitchen to get water and there stands Josh getting water too in nothing but his football gym shorts we both kind of gawk at each other in a bit of lust. He looks like the hulk to me 6'7 300 and all muscle I think I swayed where I stood infatuated by his stature and how vulnerable I was in his big presence. He breaks the silence gosh your beautiful with out makeup even you've changed with out changing you look more beautiful now that you've released your inner self it shines beautifully through. I almost fall over with his praise He comes and pulls me into his arms for a hug I want to say good night and take you to your room ok I get water, he grabs me around the waist and walks me to my room when we get there he pulls me to him again in a hug that was a little longer then you know he surprises me by kissing me on my forehead and saying good night sweet heart I go in my room and fall happily asleep while he goes to his room and is conflicted slightly but needs relief. Josh knows he is very attracted to and aroused by me now that I have let him see the true me but he is conflicted with what it means and society and what will people say when he professes his love for his wifey as he now coined her he chucked it over and says F it will get there when we do but right now thinking of her in that pink baby doll I need some relief and he indulged in some relief thinking of what he might do to the unknowing sleeping Heather if he weren't so conflicted right then and there. So he relieved himself and went to sleep happy with the prospect of his wifey. The next day we pretty much get back to our busy separate college lives . I become good friends with Marlee , Shaina , and, Dana the cheerleading crew. So with the majority of the school being nice and not treating me different I didn't have a hard time with my social transition. My teachers didn't even give me a problem in fact two of my male professors will not say names but paid me an awful lot of extra attention and not in a bad way , they where not the only two my male classmates and peers that where not intimidated by my height and stature or the so called wrongness of me as the backwards uneducated ignorant would tell you, they would flirt with me and where very nice to me but I think most held back because they knew I was proably going to end up juice's girl whenever he wasn't playing football or In class his was with me, and I mean yes we are best friends known each other since the age of 5 but anyone looking could tell it was becoming more then friends. Sometime has gone by with me not seeing much of Josh with his football season peaked and class but its now winter break and he is done with football for the season Just weightlifting. So with this new free time Josh is paying a lot of attention to me and keeping me with him, he's starting to get touchy with me and I don't mind we usually end up wrestling which in most cases its him holding me down and Im squirming as he tickles or spanks me. With this free time with our break Josh decides we should take a trip to the little lake house his parents own, now I have been there through out the years plenty of times its more like a cabin one bedroom bathroom little living room and kitchen ,so how did I not remember there's only one bed oh boy. So we go to the cabin the first day we just mess around in the woods on the four wheelers and grill some food. Josh says well we only have one bed but its big enough and we used to share beds back in the day he says, I smile shyly and say but its different now , Josh cuts me off no its not your still my best friend and we will share that bed he says smirking. I smile you better not snore and you better stay on your side he chuckles and says whatever. So first night we sleep together nothing happens Josh falls asleep quickly and I did right after that. Next day we take the boat out fishing long day, That night getting ready for bed Josh says I don't think you where comfortable last night you don't have to sleep in shorts and tee cause of me sleep in your nightie or thong in shirt like you normaly do. I look at him are you sure he chooses to play around and be funny he comes up and pull my shorts off im screaming and giggling stop I say as he strips my shorts to my thong and wrestle me onto the bed he starts to spank my thong covered ass playfully but a little hard I squirm giggling I say stop it Josh not until you stop being shy with me he says laughing ok ok I say. I can feel he's is spanking me differently he spanks then grips my ass and then stops im surprised and stop squirming. He gets up and turns off the lights and gets in bed with me we talk for awhile he feels me shivering after awhile because its cold he is laying on his back and im laying on my side facing him as we talk he says awww your cold babe he grabs me and pulls me to him and has me rest my head on his chest and wraps his arm around me with his hand resting kind of on my butt. I look up and ask him if this is ok he silences me with the kiss that changed it all he lightly kisses me on the lips then forehead and says good night baby and he gives my butt a squeeze as we doze off. As usual im the first to wake and it seems we changed sleeping positions last night and I ended up with my back to Josh with him holding me in spoon position and even in his sleep he is holding me tight. I think what really woke me was the fact that his morning wood was damn there through his boxers and between my cheeks. I knew I wasn't ready then to answer that one it felt big and kind of scared me. So I ease out of his arms as not to wake him and make us breakfast. Josh wakes half way through cooking and hugs me from behind while I stand at stove good morning baby doll he says as he kisses me on the cheek and when I turn to look up at him he kisses me on the lips proving last night was no fluke. Im near breathless from him I barely manage a good morning back he lets go smacks my ass and says don't burn breakfast baby, His quick humor brings me back to character I say it will be your fault if I do You!. So we eat breakfast and he tells me we should go for a ride on the 4wheelers. So when we get out to the trailer he says we only need one just ride on the back with me. I give him a quizzical look he says come on we don't need to waste gas cutie he chuckles. You just want me to hold on to you I say smiling he says your right now quit giving me lip he says jokingly before I spank you right here over the 4wheeler. I play pout and say in my best little girl' s voice but I wanna ride me own (I think I like playing along with him when he says he is going to spank me). That's it you little princess he says with that playful smirk uh oh I say and giggle as he is coming towards me I run and he chases me around the woods (the family cabin is in the woods with no one around for miles except the lake and people in the lake and there is another cabin across from our side of the lake) He grabs me and picks me up and actually puts me over his shoulder im giggling and flailing (thinking wow I have never been handled like this )he spanks me with me defenseless over his shoulder I playfully scream. He walks me back to 4wheeler and He smiles I aint kidding when I said I was going to bend you over and spank you across the 4wheeler. (at that point I am riled up and frisky) as he puts me down I put my hands on my hips and pull a stance I say in a sexy flirty but funny voice oh yea is that what turns you on country boy bending me over your 4wheeler and spanking me huh ( I can tell something is happening he still has that joking demeanor but he seems to have got a little stiff and has paused just stares at me I see lust in his eyes im doing something right . (I have on the daisy duke cut offs and white tank top looking a little like a country girl well hot country girl mind you) I bend over the four wheeler go ahead spank me I say laughing I glance back and can see he is stunned and actually literally stiff there is a bulge in his pants he is only slow for a second as he moves over to me I hear him mutter oh my god he slaps my ass but he is not exactly spanking it he slaps it every now and then but he is mostly feeling it grabbing and griping it and feeling and rubbing on my legs(at this point im ready for anything and turned on by him to the point of no return ). Josh says stand up baby as I do he turns me around to face him and pulls me to him quickly and is kissing me like he may never kiss me again im kissing back but he is in go mode I let his tongue overpower mine and melt into his arms. As he holds me close I can feel his dick is solid and is poking me he kind of grinds it on me. After awhile of kissing and feeling him poking into me I start to feel him through his jeans with my hands rubbing him he lets out a low moan and says baby fuck 4wheelers lets go inside and before I can say anything he scoops me up in his arms rescue style and carries me back in the cabin straight to the bed where he puts me down and is quickly on top of me and where kissing madly again with him grinding his dick into me harder. I begin to rub him again and unbuckle him and take his pants off and boxers and grab his dick for the first time direct contact. I start to stroke him it feels so good in my hands I don' t think he could possibly be any harder and it has to be like 8 inch maybe bigger. I decide I want to put it in my mouth and make him lay on his back and slide down and take the first dick ever in my mouth . Its different at first and a lot to take in with his size but I quickly get with it and he's moaning swearing it's the best he's ever had, I just do what I liked girls doing to me when I was getting head. While im sucking him he takes off my shorts and is rubbing and grabbing my ass all of a sudden I feel him going between my cheeks and he puts a finger in my ass while im sucking him I moan on his dick nearly making him cum. God your tight baby He says your really a virgin back there huh baby I moan an um hm into his dick which he twitches hard and I feel his orgasm is near. Baby baby wait stop fuck im gonna cum he says he trys to come out of my mouth but I hold him there and surprise myself as I nearly deep throat him and he cums in mouth. I surprise myself the most and him when I swallow it down. He is breathing hard almost gasping after his orgasm he is silent for a minute then he says oh god I have not had head like that before, he smiles you have to be my girlfriend now I wont take no for an answer he chuckles. Well after what I did I cant say no I giggle , I feel his finger is still in my ass and he starts moving it in and out again I moan then with his other hand he starts touching me down there he starts to stroke my girl stick which is just that compared to his im not small but like a 7 to his 8 something. He says baby I wanna make you cum you need it he fingers and strokes me on till I scream and cant hold it and cum all in his hand. I collapse on the bed and he wipes up and is quickly back with me kissing me and holding me in the bed I just lay there and rest in my new boyfriends arms, Suddenly I wonder whats its gonna be like when he fucks me. _brwnsgrblondie87@aol.com_ (mailto:brwnsgrblondie87@aol.com) The real Heather email or if you have aol and im on instant message me with any comments questions feedback if i should make this into a series cause it can keep going. I have been reading stories on here for a year or two now and wanted to try my hand at it. Heather Lynn Harvey