Date: Wed, 9 Apr 2008 12:11:39 -0400
From: Russell Gould <rhgould@cox.net>
Subject: Crossing Over (part 6)

The next man in my life was Slim, a good friend of Gene's, who was a very
dominant top. Gene had told him about me, and that we should meet, and see
what happened. He had told me to be as girlie as I wanted with Gene, as he
loved fem bois who were somewhat submissive. He also said, "Be careful, as
he can be a little kinky". I assured him if his cock was nice, that I'd be
ok, as that's my goal in life: to satisfy cocks.

I went to Slim's house about a week later, Friday night, about 9, and he
met me at the door with a tank top and a very sheer pair of white, sexy
boxers, that did very little to hide his manflesh, and that was
it. Needless to say, my eyes, went from his eyes, to his crotch, and
lingered. I had prepared my self, bathing, douching, shaving, and primping,
wearing a pink panty/cami set, lavender short shorts, cock ring, and a
slinky fem top. He must have liked what he saw, as he told me to come in,
grabbed me, and kissed me hard on the lips, forcing his tongue into my
mouth, swabbing my teeth and gums with is fat tongue. On, my It felt
soooooo good to be in his arms, already. I don't know if I'm "that easy",
or if he was "that good", but, all I know is, that I was his, from the
first kiss. He was so full of power!

As I was melting into him, he grabbed my ass cheeks, and firmly pulled me
to him, mashing his semi hard cock to my belly, making me moan. "You like
that, bitch?", he asked.

I moaned into him, saying, "Oh, yes." I couldn't believe how his strength
was overwhelming me.

He literally picked me up, carried me to the bedroom, and stripped to
reveal a beautiful, 7"er, thick and veiny, with with a large mushroom
purple head. Gene had said I'd like his cock, but, he didn't know I'd LOVE
it. God, it was perfect, with a large piss slit, large hairy balls, and
standing straight out, for me. I'm laying on the bed, watching him, when he
says, "Ok, now you can do a strip for me. I want you to make me hard from
your movements."

I've never been one to back down from a challenge, so, did as he asked. I
love to dance, anyway, so, it would be fun. I finally got down to my cami
and panties, when he said, "Ok, leave the cami on, take your panties off,
and get over her." I did as instructed.

"Suck my toes, get them all nice and clean." So, I knelt down, at this feet
and began licking his toes, sucking in one, then two, then three at a
time. They weren't dirty, but, still had a little "foot" aroma to them,
but, I was ok. He told me to get to the other foot, shoving it in my mouth,
making me take all of his toes, inside, at once. My mouth was stretched,
but, it worked. "You like my feet?"

I moaned a "Yes", as I continued my oral stimulation on his toes. They were
like little cocks, and I sort of liked the whole scene.

"Ok, that's enough foreplay, get up here and suck my cock. I've got protein
treat for you." I nearly jumped up, and got between his legs, looking very
closely at the object of my desire. A drop of precum had formed, so I
licked it, savoring the male taste, knowing Iwill get much more of that
yummy fluid, as well as his whole load of creamy cum. I bathed his member,
with my tongue wanting to get it all nice and wet before actually going
down on him, for the first time. He was quite thick, and I knew I'd need a
lot of spit, to get it into my throat. I also, knew I was determined to
please him, giving him as much pleasure as possible. As a cocksucker, one
of the things I already know is: the more pleasure I can give my top, the
more cum he'll produce, which gives me more pleasure. So, it's a win win
situation.


"That's right bitch, suck that cock. Make it cum in your faggot mouth, so,
you can beg for more. You want it all, don't you? You want my cum to bathe
you're insides, coating your guts, giving you you're needy fluid intake. I
know sluts like you. I know what you need, and I'm just the man to give it
to a cock loving cunt, like you. Stay right there, on your knees, and feed
on my cock, feed on the strength it oozes into your body." Oh, god, he was
so right. It's exactly what I needed. He knows me, all too well. Maybe I'm
typical of bottoms he's had before, or maybe I'm totally transparent to his
knowing wisdom. Either way, he's 100% correct!!! His cock is my strength,
right now. It controls me, to the point of complete submission, I think. I
would do anything for him, right now, in order to continue sucking his
cock, to climax. He knows it, and I'm in trouble for it, cause he could
make me to anything he wanted, right now. How is this all possible? How can
a cock have that much power over me? I don't have the total answer, but,
all I know is that it does.....I"m powerless in his presence.

I drooled, sucked, deep throated the lovely male specimen, for a long time,
not wanting him to cum, but, he had other ideas. He grabbed the back of my
head, held me down, and began bucking his hips up and down, using my mouth
and throat as a cunt, with a force that had me gasping for air, and gagging
a few times, almost vomiting. He didn't care, though, as all I was to him,
at that moment was a place to dump his load, no matter what the cost, no
matter what price I had to pay, no matter what my 'discomfort' might be. He
was only out for one mission: to fuck my face till he orgasmed. So, he
continued to do just that. Again, holding my head in his required position
as he fucked hard, and fast. He was literally bouncing his ass off the bed
as he thrust his groin into my face.

"Here it comes, cocksucker. Here comes your dessert, get ready, cause it's
gonna flood you. MMMMMMMMPPPPPFFFFFFFFF." And flood me he did, holding my
nose against his pubes, lurching at me with each fire from his cannon. I
didn't get to taste any of the first 4 or 5 shots, as they went directly to
my stomach, due his cock being buried in my throat. I could feel each one,
though, pulsing up thru his cock, into my gullet. He let up, just a bit,
and I pulled my face back, in order to get some of that juice in my
mouth. He must have understood, and let go of my hair, allowing me to move
up on his spasming shaft, allowing me to feel his spurts on the roof of my
mouth. MMMMMM, ok, now this is wonderful, I thought. Ah, now I'm ok. I have
some of his cream in my mouth, I'm suckling his softening dick, being sure
to get every last drop, and I'm so happy deep inside to have been able to
satisfy his lusty need.

"Oh, my little bitch, that was nice. Did you like? Did you get all of my
life giving juice? Do you want some more? I'm sure you do. All my bottom
bitches love my cock, and love the taste of my cum. I know you do too.,
right?"

"Yes, sir, I love it. Thank you very much!!! And of course I want
more. "Can I suck you again, right now, please? It would be my pleasure, if
you'd like. It tastes so good, and your cock is so big, I'd love to suck
you more, anytime." Wow, I can't believe what I just told him.

"Not now, my little slut. Maybe a little later. But, I do have another
treat for you. Just keep sucking on me, for a bit, and I'll give you
something I know you're gonna love. Then later, if your good, I'll let you
get some more cum, from me. And I know you're pussy is aching for me, too,
isn't it? Would you like me to fuck your cunt? Make you scream with
pleasure?"

"Oh, yes, please, I'd love that," I moaned slipping is semi hardness back
in my mouth. MMMMMM, the aftermath of his orgasm is so special for me, as I
get to think back and replay the entire episode in my mind, while suckling
his softening cock. I get so turned on, with those thoughts, it makes me
want to suck him again, right now, making him cum again. "Please fuck me,
please make me feel like the girlie I am."

He grabs my head again, saying, "Look at me, now." I look up at him, as I
feel a burst of fluid inside my mouth. He smiles, saying, "There's your
treat, now drink up, and don't you dare spill a drop." My eyes got wide, as
I realize he's pissing in my mouth, and I have no choice but to swallow the
acrid fluid. He knows I wouldn't like it, so he hangs on to my hair,
keeping his cock impaled in my mouth, forcing me to drink his urine, all
the while looking at me with a confident smirk, excersising his power over
me. I'm gulping now, trying to keep up with his flow, blinking each time I
swallow. He loves the predicament I'm in, knowing I'm very uncomfortable,
and have to work hard at keep up. "Ah, that's the way, girlie, keep sucking
out my piss. Your mouth is such a great urinal, for me. I think I'll keep
you around for a while. MMMMMM, it feels so good to pee into a hot mouth,
feeling you swallowing down all that golden nectar, taking my waste inside
your body. Doesn't that feel good? Don't you like it? Do you like bing my
pisspig? It's giving me sooooooooo much pleasure pissing in your mouth. I'm
sure you'll learn to love it too, wanting me to use you face as a urinal,
and a cum dump, any time I want. I know what bitches like you need."

All I could do, was comply. There was no way to answer his questions,
gulping and swallowing, but, really they were rhetorical anyway, as we both
knew, deep down, the answers to all of them. Simply put, yes, he can piss
in my mouth whenever he wants, he can cum in my mouth whenever he wants,
and he'll be able to fuck my pussy whenever he wants. He knows it, I know
it, so, we're in for a ride, both being in our respective places: him
dominating his sub.

I continued to ride the high I was on, just being in his presence. I can't
explain the sensation, but, it was very real to both of us. I knew, that
anything he would ask of me, would be done, almost without question, and he
knew he could ask almost anything. It was like a hypnotic trance, without
the hypnotism. Looking back, it was his cock that had made me do his
bidding. It's that plain and simple. I loved his cock, and it had some
mysterious power over me, to please it, and do anything required in order
to please it. Cocks have ruled my life always. Knowing I'd get to be
fucked, or get to suck on one, would make me do a lot of things that
normally I shouldn't/wouldn't do. I was shown that at an early age, and it
has manifested as I get older.

Later on that night, after watching some tv, he put in a video, which
depicted some very sensual, and very explicit gay sex, where a girlie boi
was fucked by eleven men, and some more than once. It was very descriptive,
getting both of us very turned on. Slim said, "Would you like that girle?
Would you like to be gang banged by a dozen big cocked men, using and
abusing you till you couldn't sit down? Let's see how well your pussy
handles my big cock, then we'll decide if you want more, ok?"

All I could do, was to crawl to him, and begin sucking his hardening tool,
with the anticipation of things to come. I slobbered all over him, making a
pig of myself, with desire. His rock hard cock, stood up proudly, as he
said, "Ok, girlie, time for some fucking. You want me to fuck you? You want
to feel my big cock sliding in you man cunt? Are you ready to be fucked?
Come up here and sit down on me. I want you to fuck yourself for a while,
and to watch your face as you slide up and down on your knew master."

I got up, put my pussy above his cock, and slowly sat down, feeling his big
mushroomed head wanting entrance. It would go, at first, so, I bore down,
and sat down, and he popped in, making me scream in agony. I held
completely still, trying to get used to the abuse my little rosebud was
experiencing, and my legs began to hurt, being in such and awkward
position. Slowly, then, I did sit down, until finally my pussy was totally
full, with his balls, nudging my pucker. Here we go again, for all of you
bottoms, you know the feeling, of being taken, of being filled, of knowing
the initial pain of fuck. But, and most importantly, you also know that
that serious pain will dissipate and turn into shear pleasure, to include
such a desire to please, that you'll do anything to make him happy. I arose
and sat down a few time, slowly, to get used to his invasion, and finally,
that buning sensation started. Ah, the burn, the fire, the raging inferno
that is created when my pussy is being taken. Now, I'm his. Now I'll do
what he needs, wants desires...whatever it takes, just don't take it
out. Make me whole, keep that lovely monster deep inside me, milking my
guts, mashing my love button, making me a complete and utter girlie for
him. He pulls me from my thoughts, saying, "Up girlie, and get on your
hands and knees, with your pussy up in the air."

"Now it's time to make you my bitch. I'm gonna breed you like the bitch you
are, and when I'm done, you'll beg me for more. I'm gonna own that pussy of
yours, it'll be mine for the taking." (Sound familiar? It's exactly the way
Bob talked to me, during my anal deflowering) How do these guys know that?
How? It's still amazing to me, but, he's dead on target. I know myself,
well enough now, that I'll do exactly that. I'll beg him for more, I'll
come to him whenever he wants, I'll be his bitch any place he wants. Now
he's added the final straw, too, I'll drink his piss anytime/anyplace he
wants. Wow!!!

I'm on the bed, on hands and knees, pussy in the air, as he says, "Ok,
cunt, now spread those cheeks for me, to give me a good target at your
pussy. Spread em, bitch,", he almost yelled. I reached back, face in the
mattress, and did as told, allowing him a perfect shot at my completely
exposed fuck hole. He pressed his head at my sphincter and shoved in,
again, making me scream. "MMMM, like that bitch? Like feeling my big cock
filling up that shitcunt of yours? That's right scream out, make me know
you're enjoying your knew master. Make me know you want me to fuck you till
you can't stand up." I moaned a "yes", as he started to slowly but surely
fuck me, reaching places inside that has never been touched by a human,
before. Every time he would pull out, or push in, he'd hit my love button,
too, making me gasp with the utmost pleasure. This man knew how to fuck, he
knew what a bottom girlie, like me needed, and gave it to me hard and
fast. He's pounding hard, now, his balls, slapping mine on each stroke,
making me whimper in delight. I feel my impending orgasm, and explode all
over his sheets, without ever touching myself. That's happened from only
one other top, so, I know he's giving me what I need. I'm his, now, and he
knows it. He can have me any time anyplace he wants, and we both know it,
and accept it.

Finally after a about 10 minutes of his brutal assault, (I'm not
complaining, just stating the facts), he says, "Here we go, cunt,! I"m
gonna breed that pussy, real soon! Gonna fill you up and make you beg for
more!" He's pounding, I'm gasping, and he suddenly stops, holding my hips
with a vice like grips, and does exactly that: unloads his wonderful baby
making milk, into my wanting cunt. His spasms are unlike any I've ever felt
before in my pussy. He's firing so hard, with such force, I can actually
feel them, splashing my insides, coating me with that lovely creamy
goo. He's still firing, as begins to slacken a bit, his grips loosening,
but, not gone. I can tell, the surges have eased, but, the feeling is still
there, as he slowly approaches the "aftermath of the fuck". I love this
part too, as I know he's been totally satisfied, totally spent, and doesn't
want to move. He'll need a few minutes to come back to reality, after such
a mind blowing experience. So, I get to feel his cock, shrinking, just a
bit, sliding in my well lubricated rectum, never wanting him to
leave. Alas, after a few more minutes, he's slipping out, his semi hardness
all glistening with my personal cunt juice and of course his cum. My cunt
feels so empty, but squishy, as he rolls off me, leaving me wanting more.

"Oh, girlie, that was a good fuck. I'll have to have some more of your cunt
later, but, first I need to piss, so, get over here and get your drink." I
obeyed, sliding to his semi hardness, and swallowing his slimy cock, right
down to his pubes, tasting that wonderful fuck residue, that we girlie
bottoms just thrive on. I pulled back a bit, and felt his piss hit me in
the tonsils, so, I pulled up further, to collect it in my mouth, before
swallowing. I looked up to see his eyes, closed, in sheer pleasure as he
unloaded his liquid waste in his new urinal: my mouth and stomach. The
volume ebbed, so, I got to taste it, and began liking the acrid flavor,
more and more with each gulp. As his stream subsided, I actually took two
mouthfuls and swished it around, like you would do with mouthwash, and let
it slide down my throat. Then, as he stopped, I used my lips, and suction
to get any final drops, so he wouldn't dribble. I could have left his cock
in my mouth for the rest of the day, but he had other ides, as he said,
"Ah, it's nice to have a human urinal around. I always have to piss after
fucking, and hate having to get up and go to the bathroom. Now I have my
own personal pisspot. Ok, that's enough, get up," he finally said.

I'm drained, too, totally out of it, and my after fuck bliss. My pussy is
twitching, leaking some, my cock has shriveled up to nothing after my
orgasm, and all I can think of is: the next time!