Date: Sun, 26 Aug 2012 10:47:54 -0500
From: VA <vanesanne@bellsouth.net>
Subject: vanessas-new-life-5 (TG Control)

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Part V

I had never been inside Mistress Dee's Boutique before although I did know
where it was.  I had always been too bashful to go inside.  Now, I was in
sissy paradise.  I was astonished at all the gorgeous clothing of satin,
leather and PVC and the all the leather restraints in so many different
colors, even patent leather.  I especially loved all the many styles and
colors of collars from simple half inch to four inch posture collars.  I was
getting excited just looking at them.  The ones that really turned me on was
the two inch wide leather lined stainless steel collars with matching wrist
and ankle restraints.

I was greeted by a well built Lady who apparently realized my excitement who
asked me if I would like to try some of the collars.  I immediately replied,
"Oh yes, please, I would simply love it."  I then remembered my own collar
that I was wearing.

"I am so sorry, I forgot, my collar is locked on and I cannot remove it.
Please forgive me, I just got so very excited," I said.
"Don't worry sweetie, that's ok", she smiled, "you must be sissy Vanessa,
Master Jevan's new gurl."

"Yes Ma'm, I am." I said blushing and with my head lowered.
"Good gurl, Vanessa, I have your Master's order ready for you to pick up.  I
hope you will come back when your Master allows.  There is much I would love
to show you and let you try out.  I absolutely know you will be so very
excited to do that.  Also, Vanessa, I just know you will love what your
Master has in store for you." She stated with a big smile and a wink.
"By the way, Vanessa dear, you may call me Mistress Dee or Mistress," she
said.

"Yes Mistress, thank you Mistress."

"Good gurl," she replied.

I carried my packages to the car and drove home nervously wondering what was
in store for me.

I arrived home and carried my packages inside.  "Welcome back, Vanessa, you
made it with time to spare," he said. "Thank you, Master, I really enjoyed
myself and was very proud to be wearing your collar in public." I said, It
was so exciting."  Then I told him about the sales clerk at the market and
how happy it made me telling the clerk who and what I was, especially wearing
my "BLACK OWNED" collar.

"Good gurl, Vanessa that pleases me very much.  Now, I have had a few items
delivered while you were gone that I want to try out shortly but I want you
to go to your room and remove all your clothes except you corset, stockings
and heels and report to me in the basement dungeon."

"Yes Master, right away."

I remove my blouse, skirt, and panties and put them away neatly.
I then go the basement gingerly descending the stairs as my bare breasts and
clitty sway with each step.  Master looks me over and is well pleased.
Master, then has me sit on a stool and removes my heels.  He brings out my
hooved pony boots and makes sure they are properly and tightly fitted.  He
then places my bit and bridle onto my head and firmly buckles it. He then
makes sure my bit is seated securely in my mouth.  Satisfied, he then
attaches reigns to my bridle and leads me to a covered table in the middle of
the room.  The clip clop sound of my hooves on the concrete is wonderful and
excites me so much.

Master then removes the cover from the leather covered, padded, wooden table.
It is about six feet long and about two feet wide with four strategically
placed holes.  He assists me onto the table and has me lay on my tummy with
my face placed into the centered hole near the end of the table.  My breasts
fit perfectly into the two holes further down and my clitty was perfectly
aligned in the fourth hole.

He then, without a word,  proceeds to secure me to the table with leather
straps at my waist and, with my legs spread, leather cuffs around my ankles,
then secured to the table.  That portion of the table to which my legs were
secured was hinged in order to spread my legs at whatever angle was required.
My arms are brought behind my back and secured with leather cuffs at my
wrists and elbows.

Satisfied, he says, "My darling Vanessa this is your breeding and milking
table to which you will become accustomed.  You must be milked regularly.
Special injections will help you to lactate and give breast milk and your
prostate absolutely requires milking often to maintain your femininity."
"Your breasts will be milked with a small vacuum pump with attachments fitted
to your nipples.  The pump will cause pulsed suction stimulation to your
nipples and force you to give milk.  This will also help make your nipples
larger and much more sensitive.

"Your clitty will be milked by me with a small tool which is inserted into
your boy pussy in order to stimulate you prostate and force you to cum into a
small container which you will, most often, be required to drink.  This will
happen at least once a day.  There will be refinements made to the process as
we go along."

"Now that you are aware what is going to happen, we will begin," he says.
He opens the package which I got at Mistress Dee's and pulls out my breast
pump.  He places a small amount of KY around each nipple and turns on the
little pump.  He attaches the little suction devices to each nipple and I
immediately feel the suction.  I feel my nipples being pulled and stretched.
After a few minutes It becomes a little painful but I have to admit, I
enjoyed it.  Master stops the pump and removes the little suction cups and is
very pleased as my nipples have become much bigger as they are engorged and
are extremely sensitive as he tweaks both with a pinch and twist...even after
a few minutes.  My nipples, at this point, are about a half inch long and
larger than a pencil eraser.  I moan with pain but my moans are muffled by my
bit.  He then replaces the little suction devices and turns on the pump
again.

"Soon your breasts will become engorged with milk but you will become
accustomed to this Vanessa, dear, like it or not," he states.  "I want you to
be able so suckle your puppies once you have been bred so you must be able to
give milk when required and that will happen soon.  I can also raise or lower
the table for the correct breeding and feeding height.  It fits your body
perfectly."

"Suckle my puppies...what is happening to me?"  I had no clue that this was
going to happen to me and I was frightened.

Master then moves my legs outward to give him access to me.  He inserted
something cool into my little hole and begins to massage my prostate making
me ejaculate but not have a climax.  I cum in loads into a glass container.
"You will drink this when I release you, Vanessa.  Later I will attach a tube
to your clitty and insert the other end into your mouth and, as I milk you,
you will suck it all in my darling," he says."

I mumble softly, "Yes Master."

When he is finished, he inserts my beautiful tail which is attached to a
large butt plug and then releases me from my milking table.  He helps me off
the table and as I stand there somewhat weak he places my posture collar
around my neck, firmly buckles the three buckles and then locks it with a
small padlock.  "You are to be my pony for the rest of the day my darling,"
he says.  I can only mumble softly as my bit is still firmly in my mouth.  He
removes my bit and bridle and then makes me drink the glass filled with my
cum which is to become part of my regular diet.  Afterward, he reattaches my
bit and bridle.

Master then attaches reigns to my bridle and leads me up the stairs and takes
me to my room.  I am taken to the center of the room and told to wait.
Master goes to my vanity seat where he has taken a leather strap and wrapped
it around the top through the bottom.  The belt is centered and to it is
attached a six inch penis shaped dildo about two inches in diameter.
He takes my reigns and leads me to the seat.  "Vanessa, when you have
prepared yourself in the mornings, after you bathe and douche, you will sit
here to apply your makeup.  But before you begin you will slip a condom on
the dildo, lubricate it lightly and arrange your bottom so it will enter you
completely when you sit.  You are required to follow this procedure every
time you sit here.

"Yes Master."

"Place you arms behind your back, my darling, palms together."
I do as he orders and he then slips a leather single glove over my arms.
Then he buckles the straps firmly over my shoulders and under my breasts
after which he laces the glove tightly almost drawing my elbows together.
"That should suffice for now," he says, "soon your elbows will meet behind
you."

He turns me around and reaches out again and takes each of my nipples between
his forefingers and thumbs then pinches and twists them sending pain into my
breasts.  He takes pleasure in doing this so he has purchased several stretch
satin bras for me in different colors. My lovely new bras are open tip which
makes my nipples easily stand out and gives him access to them whenever he
wants.  He likes for me to wear satin blouses and little T's that show off my
nipples especially after using my breast pumps.  Since my nipples are
becoming enlarged and so sensitive, wearing satin keeps me excited and my
nipples hard and I do love satin next to my skin.  He especially likes me to
wear very sheer silk blouses with no bra when we are in public.

"I also have devised something new for you my darling."  He shows me a small
chain about a foot long to which is attached nipple clamps at each end.
"This will hurt at first, Vanessa but you will learn to like it, even miss it
when they are removed."  He attaches each clip to my nipples and I want to
cry out with a stinging pain, as he adjusts them. He then attaches my leash
to the center of the little chain and now can pull me along with my leash
attached to my breasts instead of my collar. He tells me this is meant as a
punishment since it can be quite painful.  I intend to be a very good gurl
and do as I am told...!

A few months have passed and I have become somewhat used to the breeding-
milking table as I am milked at least once a day by Master.  My nipples have
gotten larger, puffy and over 1/2 inch long and very sensitive.  My newest
maid uniforms are of heavy bridal satin and PVC in different colors.  The
necklines are cut very low and fit underneath my breasts.  My corsets push my
breasts up and out and the uniform fitting underneath totally exposes my
breasts.  With these uniforms I wear only my corsets with 6 to 8 attached
garters and stockings and, of course, my matching patent leather 5" heel
pumps with wide locking ankle collars.  I am not allowed to wear panties with
these uniforms.  If I wear pantyhose they must have an open crotch so Master
will have instant access whenever he desires.

The reason for my new uniforms is Master loves playing with my nipples
because He knows what it does to me.  He will come up behind me, lift my
skirt and petticoats, pulls me to Him, reaches around and roll my nipples
between His forefingers and thumbs while pinching and stretching them causing
me to arch my back and press my ass into His bulge while He nibbles on my
ears and neck.  It excites me so much and sends me into a quivering frenzy of
desire and lust for Him as He pushes His huge cock into my boypussy and fucks
me until I can't see straight.  I am immediately His to do with as He pleases
and I want so much to please my Master Jevan.  I have become totally
submissive to Him.

Now, while at home, I am completely bare breasted even when I serve his
dinner guests or party goers.  He takes pride in showing off His white
shemale maid slavegurl to His friends.  He even now requires me, on occasion,
to do my shopping in one of my maid's uniforms although not one of the new
open breast uniforms...thankfully.  And I do wear panties and always wear one
of my collars.

One evening Master invited five of his friends to his home for dinner and I
was to be dressed to the hilt as his serving maid.  I dressed in my red pvc
open breasted maid's uniform, very full white petticoat, a little white satin
apron, black stockings and my 5" red patent stilettos.  I was also tight
laced into my white heavy satin corset with eight garters.  Master placed my
leather lined shiny steel collar around my neck and locked it along with
matching wrist and ankle cuffs which were also locked.  Needless to say, my
makeup and my nails were perfect.  I was not wearing panties.

The guests were three very attractive ladies and two very handsome gentlemen.
Prior to serving dinner, I served them all drinks and appetizers.  Diner was
catered so all I had to do was to serve.  Each of the guests watched me
closely as I went about my duties, especially one of the women.  Her eyes
followed me wherever I was and it was as thought She was peering deep into my
being.  I was so aware of Her piercing glaze that it excited me very much
although I dare not look Her in the eye for fear of punishment.

Upon finishing serving everyone their meal and standing to Master's right and
slightly behind with eyes lowered and hands lightly clasped in front, the
lady, Mistress Miranda, leaned over and whispered something into Master's
ear.  There came a smile on Master's face as he nodded approval to the woman.
Once the meal was completed and I had removed all the dinnerware I was told
to come to Mistress Miranda's side and wait.  I did as I was told as I was
feeling a little apprehensive and weak kneed at the time.

I had noticed earlier that Master had rolled the X-frame into the dining
room.  I did not know for what reason that was done but I felt for sure it
was for me.

mistress Miranda stands and says, "Vanessa, come with me my dear,"  "Yes
Mistress," I reply.

She hooks her finger into the ring on the front of my collar and takes me to
the X frame.  She begins by placing my bit and bridle into my mouth, and onto
my head. She then firmly buckles the straps firmly in back.  Mistress then
orders me to bend over while Master steadies me from the front.  She lifts my
petticoats and begins to insert my butt plug pony tail into me.  "I know,
Vanessa, you love your plug tail and I want you to me happy."  "Yes
Mistress," I mumble underneath my bridle.

As I stand, She rolls the X frame behind me and orders me to spread my legs
and She attaches my ankle cuffs to the lower frame.  She takes my arms and
slowly attaches my wrist cuffs to each of the uprights and then, with a
smile, She admires her handiwork. "Oh, Master Jevan, she is so pretty and
sexy and wonderfully submissive...I just love her," as She slowly moves Her
hands over me, touching, feeling.

"Very nice Miranda, she is now totally helpless for you and you request is
heartily granted," Master commented.  Although Master never lets anyone touch
me, he did so in this case and I was frightened.

Mistress cups my breasts with her very soft hands making me quiver.  She
rolls my nipples with Her thumb and forefinger and pinches then lightly
making them hard and very sensitive while I close my eyes and wanting more.
Then She pinches them hard making me scream and groan.  It hurt so bad by it
made me want Her so much.  She then kneads my left breast while taking my
right nipple into her mouth and begins to lick, bite and suck.  She is
driving me to amazing ecstasy.   "Ooooh vanessa, you are marvelous and your
milk is sooo delicious..!

I thought I was lactating but was not real sure.  However, my breasts felt
full with firmness that I had not experienced before.  It was thrilling now
that I know I am able to give breast milk.  Mistress finishes my left breast
and moves to my right and begins to suckle me again and I am about to go
crazy with desire as She tries to drain me of my milk.
"Ooohhh Master Jevan, I must have her for my own, please sell her to me,
please Master," She pleads. Maybe, Miranda, maybe but first you should have
dessert."

"Oh yes, she replies."

She kneels in front of me and lifts my dress and petticoat and takes my
little but very hard clitty and begins to lick the smooth head and slowly
takes it all into her mouth while sucking.  Shortly, I begin to convulse and
with a load moan under by bridle I cum into Her mouth.  "Swallow it all,
Miranda," orders Master, "and lick it clean."

"Yes Master Jevan," she replies, her breathing so very heavy. As for me, I am
exhausted and drained.

"Release her from the frame and bring her to me," orders Master.  Mistress
Miranda complies and releases my hands and feet from the X frame.  She takes
me to Master.

I am standing before my Master with head bowed and breathing hard from what
had just happened to me.  "Vanessa, please bend over and touch your ankles."
I do as he orders and he attaches my wrist cuffs to my ankle cuffs.  "Brace
her from the front Miranda. as she puts her hands on my shoulders to hold me
steady. Master goes behind me, lifts my dress and petticoat and slowly moves
my tail plug inside me and slowly removes it.  I then feel His so very hard cock
trying to enter me.  I relax a little and it enters me freely and smoothly.
Oooooh it feels wonderful as it slides deep into me, so hot, so smooth...so
BIG.  I love for Him to fuck me like this.

After several minutes He cums in huge amounts into me...sooo hot.  I dare not
cum since it would shoot all over the floor and I would have to clean it up.
I know He would not be happy if I soiled the carpet.  Since Mistress Miranda
had shortly before drained me, I probably would not have made much of a mess
anyway.

Master released my wrist cuffs from my ankles and ordered me to serve drinks
to Him and Mistress Miranda.  Before I go to prepare their drinks, Master
affixes by little bells to my nipples.  Now the little bells ring whenever I
walk.  Ding, ding.  Although I am weak and totally drained, I do as my Master
orders.