Date: Tue, 6 Sep 2011 09:18:14 -0700 (PDT)
From: A K <littlesisteralyssia@yahoo.com>
Subject: Call Me Alyssia!

My life as Alyssia continues, (see babsitter in High School) please let me
know if you enjoy it or have suggestions or just want to chat, I would love
to commiserate with other writers and readers. I truly appreciated and
loved hearing from everyone who wrote to me and gave me the courage to
continue! Thank You.

Copyright 2011. All rights reserved.



Well, I still had the dress! I'd mixed it in with my mom's stuff that I had
taken to the dry cleaners for her. I had spoken with Paul a few times, of
course no plans to run away to the islands or whatever, but he was very
nice, and he said he might be free and alone and have his house to himself
on Friday. Lily was (and still is) awesome in some tips for makeup, like a
little bit of foundation to thin my brows, skirts and dresses that would
look good for my hips, bras to give me a little bit (or at least the
appearance!) of breasts, etc., but she was trying to get me to come visit
and could tell I was smitten with Paul and wasn't quite thinking right,
getting myself all worked up for phantom dates with Paul

I was pretty sore down there for a few days after my weekend with Paul, my
lips and neck too, but it actually sort of felt delicious, and I would get
excited at the thought of having Paul make love to me again. Sometimes I
couldn't help myself and actually wore panties to school under my jeans. I
was paranoid at first, that all my friends knew what I had done with
Paul. One time in trig class I was just daydreaming what if I had a skirt
on, what heels I would wear, or a dress? Would the guys take second
glances? I'd so love to feel their eyes on my butt, and legs as I sauntered
down the hall. What would it be like to have a handsome guy corner me in
the hallway, Would he ask me out? try to touch me? try to kiss me?

Would the girls be jealous or want to be my friend because they all knew I
had been made love to by real man?

Suddenly I couldn't keep my eyes off of this cute guy, Oscar. He was just
sitting there, leaning back, his trim hips and thighs so sexy in his faded
jeans, the way his white shirt was open, hinting at his pecs inside. I
began blushing, I had never really thought of other guys like this before.
I had the tip of my pencil in my lips, trying to pay attention to the
lesson, but kept looking back at him till my butt began clenching at
nothing and my little cock began to more than tingling in my panties,
imagining what it would be like if I was straddling his lap where he was
sitting, my skirt falling over his hips, heels dangling off the chair
beside his knees, his arms around me, my hands on his chest through his
open shirt, his hands sliding under my skirt, holding my butt, grinding me
against him, my elbows on his shoulders and him kissing my neck, my hands
in his bushy blonde hair holding him to me..... I quickly looked down at my
notes, imagining sliding down between his knees and looking up in his eyes,
and when I looked back at him of course he made eye contact and he gave me
the cutest quizzical kind of smile as I died a slow death.... I ran from
class when the bell rang.

Anyway, I was off school that Friday, my mom had gone out of town to visit
her older sister. I could have gone with her, I do get along with my
cousins, more close to Lily's age than mine, but I stayed home so that I
would be available, fully expecting, hoping Paul would call and invite me
over for some fun!. Since I had all weekend, I got to play in my sister's
room. I love her full length mirror and especially the mirror on her vanity
that shows the whole bed! I couldn't decide what to wear, Paul apparently
liked the red outfit, but of course I couldn't wear that again. Just for
fun I put on a cute black flared mini, shorter on Lily's tallish frame but
still above mid thigh on me, a fitted white tie up lace blouse over a black
push-up bra. I felt so feminine as I slid up some white thigh-highs over my
smooth tan legs, and decided on some 3 inch black velvet pumps for now. I
lightly did my eyes and face, with some light mocha lips. If we were
getting together later I could change to a more elegant look, but it was
afternoon. As I was posing and strutting in the mirror and fluffing my hair
I thought I should try to do my hair in some sassy curls. I was starting to
think Paul wouldn't call (again) and was feeling kindof left out, resentful
and jealous of Nicole.

I had the curler in my hand, feeling pretty, dangling a shoe on my toes and
the phone rang! I was so excited that I was finally going to see Paul again
I dove across the bed to reach the phone before he got away

'I feel soooo pretty! I can't wait till you see my new hairstyle!' I
gasped.

'Wow, me too.'

But I didn't immediately recognize the voice, but it was familiar, after a
pause, all I could manage was 'uh.' as my heart started flipping through my
chest.

'It's Tom, I'm coming over, wanted to see if you wanted to goof off this
afternoon, I've got something we could smoke.

I was mortified, frozen, couldn't imagine how he ... WHAT DID HE KNOW?

'I saw you with Paul, it's ok, it was dark, but you looked good.'

Now Tommy was Sue's brother, a year older than me, but he stayed home to go
to a local university. We had always got along, he would pick me for sports
teams etc, and I was kindof on the fringe of the group of guys he hung
around when he was in high school. Crap! I was thinking, how do I get out
of this. Everyone must know now.

'What about Sue, does she know..' I finally managed to gasp.

'She's clueless, she really thought you were Lily, she probably forgot
about it by now. I just knew It couldn't be your sister,' he laughed, 'nor
your mother!'

I was trying to hold down my fear, but I looked in the mirror, saw my heels
in the air above my shapely ankles and calves, my stockinged thighs
sticking out from under my skirt, I liked the way the skirt lay on my butt,
giving me some shape and my thin bare waist and suddenly I started to feel
really feminine and flirty!

'Um..., what did you see?' I had to ask. my butt started getting that empty
feeling.... my little cock was beginning to stretch my panties against the
bed.

'Not much really, Except that Paul really, really liked you. Sue was more
wound up I guess, she really thought you were Lily. I just got home from
work and saw her looking out the window. .' he chuckled again.

'By the way, what are you wearing?'

I froze again, but I started thinking of the time last year I tagged along
when we all skipped school and went swimming, Tommy was about six feet,
trim, broad shoulders, always in good shape, he had been a swimmer all his
life, but I had never thought of him this way. The way I thought about
Oscar?

'It's ok, no one will know, you really looked good from what I saw, anyway,
I'll be right over.'

I couldn't control it, not sure if I even wanted to. Maybe I was getting
frustrated from not seeing Paul, maybe this could be fun.

'Tommy?' I whispered

'Yeah?'

In my sweetest voice I continued:

'Call me Alyssia'

I couldn't believe he was coming over when we got off the phone, I was
scared to death but so excited to see someone I knew and trusted as
Alyssia. Yikes!  What if he's turned gay? I had met and known some of his
girlfriends, one in my class that he? broke up with when he started
college. Will he kiss me?  It's not a date!  My thoughts were running wild
as I fluffed my curls, flaunting myself in the mirror. I noticed the tops
of the hose showing as I bent forward to add some gloss to my lips and
thought 'he'll think I'm a whore or something'. I quickly slid them off,
then posed for the full length mirror in my tan bare legs with the
heels. My legs looked longer bare! I loved how the skirt enhanced my
butt. I felt so flirty as I posed with one knee slightly bent, hip thrust
out. Maybe he does think I'm a slut, he must know that Paul fucked me, oh
damn. Maybe he'll think I'm ugly, but Paul obviously didn't. I wonder what
his cock looks like I giggled, my eyes absolutely glistened in the
mirror. I was going crazy so I just rushed down to make sure no one saw him
come in.

'Hi! I'm Alyssia.' I blurted from behind the door as I poked my head
around. 'Please do come in!' trying to be sophisticated.

It was really an awkward moment, I flipped my curls back behind my ear as
he obviously drank in my body.

'Hi, um, wow, it looks like someone shrank Lily and cut her hair!'

He was wearing a red shirt with shorts, deck shoes, my heart was hammering
in my chest, but I have to admit I stole a glance at his hips as he came
in. He'd let his blondish hair grow somewhat bushy. There was something
about the way the shirt was draped over his shoulders, his pecs.... (of
course I compared him to Paul, but not the slightest hint of love
handles... tall glass of water my mom would say)

'Let's go out back, want some iced tea? I'll bring it out.'

'I never ever thought you were a gay guy' he stammered as he followed me
through the living room.

I didn't know what to say, but I was feeling pretty, and I enjoyed the way
his eyes devoured my body

'I don't really think I'm gay, I mean, I'm not sure... It's hard to
describe how I feel. Sometimes I just want to be a girl.

'Do you think I look like a guy?'

'No! not at all, it's just, well, you are pretty. I just never suspected.
It can be our secret!'

I turned looking over my shoulder, more to see if his eyes were where I
felt (and hoped) them to be, on my legs and ass. He gave me a cute innocent
grin.


I changed the subject.

He told me about swimming in college as I put ice in the glasses, and that
he rarely smoked anymore because of tests, but he would be ok for a while.

As I walked out onto our deck, he smiled at me as I bent over to put the
tray on the table, I loved how the skirt made me feel so free and flirty,
and especially the effect my legs and heels were having on Tommy!

'And sometimes I really like being a girl' I smiled sweetly as he looked up
from my legs. I remembered mom telling Lily to keep her knees together as I
slid my hands under my skirt and sat next to him on the cushioned bench.

He had this small brass one hit thing, and that's about all I ever took,
but as he handed it to me, I let my fingers linger on his as I caught his
eyes, then demurely looked down to take a hit. I moved my hip closer to him
to give it back, but unconsciously leaned back, arching my breasts up and
ran my hands back through my hair as I exhaled. I wasn't stoned, but
feeling quite pleasant, I took a sip of tea and put my glass down. When I
leaned back my shoulders felt his arm behind me on the back of the
bench. He held my eyes with his mostly but he was flitting his gaze to my
legs, ankles, bare waist, breasts. I'd never noticed how handsome his eyes
were before. The sun must have given them a bluish gold color. I knew I
wanted him to hold me close, to feel his lips on mine.

I kept looking from his eyes to his lips as he took a hit, his cheekbones,
sheesh, he is so handsome. I somehow knew he wanted to kiss me. I pulled my
curls back behind my ear and leaned into him, closed my eyes and felt his
lips mash mine as his arm twisted my body to him. It was like being kissed
for the first time all over, his hand moved to my breast, my hand went to
his chest. My lips welcomed his tongue to touch mine as I put my hand on
his neck to hold on as his weight forced me onto my back, his hand moved to
caress my bare waist, then under me to squeeze my butt. Somehow he managed
to get between my legs, my back flat on the cushions.

I was helpless but there was no way I would resist accepting his kiss. I
felt so sexy and vulnerable, with his tongue forcing mine to play, my
breasts tingling against his chest, shock waves through me to my lips and
my panties stretching My hands on his back and butt as he was kissing and
dry humping me! I instinctively was humping back to his thrusting, his chin
digging into my neck, him breathing in my ear then he nudged his lips
inside my blouse, down to kiss and gently chew on my nipple. I lost all
track of time and space as I writhed under him, he kissed and nibbled my
nipples lips and ears for what seemed like hours. I was about to explode. I
felt him against my tummy and knew it was as hard as mine but bigger.

Much bigger!

I somehow got my hand between us to feel his cock through his shorts. I
just about came right then! But I just had to see it, so firm, pushing
roughly against my palm.

Somehow I groaned 'We should go inside.'

He kissed me softly for a little bit as I slowly made my way out from under
him. I was ecstatic, knowing he was hard for me! I felt so feminine and
sexy as I straightened my skirt with a little flirty hip action, knowing he
was admiring the view! I had been waiting for Paul way too long. (Lily was
right!) He carried the pitcher of tea and followed me as I took the tray
inside. My butt was burning from his gaze so I tried to give it a little
extra wiggle! As I was standing by the island unsure what to do next, he
came up beside me and leaned in to pull my hair back and nuzzle my neck,
his other hand squeezing my tiny breast. I completely melted into him as he
slid his hand down to my waist to my ass, then pulled my hips against him
He knew what to do to turn me on!

My butt had that empty feeling as he squeezed it and I knew that I was so
filled with desire for him as he kissed my ear,that I would do absolutely
anything he wanted. He turned me around to face him as he kissed me fully
and his tongue entered my open gasping lips, then he kissed my chin as he
took my hand and slid it on his tummy and down into his shorts. As he
pushed my chin up with his lips, he pulled my hair back and kissed my neck
as my fingers grasped his cock, it was so long and hard, for me! I kissed
him so hungrily knowing that I made him hard as he ground it against my
palm, my fingertips softly massaging the hard sacks inside his soft balls

There is something so electrifying about having a man kiss me while I'm
holding and stroking his hard cock! I was really beginning to like this
effect I'd had on the men I'd been with. This must be why I love to get all
pretty, to be kissed and manhandled and fucked! I just knew Tommy wanted to
fuck me!

He broke the kiss and led me to the couch. I held my face up to kiss him,
my wrists around his neck. I felt so sexy but somehow suddenly in control
when I put my thin fingers around his hard cock again. I wanted it in my
mouth, I wanted to rub it on my face! I knew what Paul did to me and wanted
Tommy to do!

I slowly kissed and nibbled down his neck as he drifted down on the
couch. I wish I could have seen myself bent over to kiss him, tan straight
legs down to my thin ankles, my heels, my butt holding up my skirt for a
view of my bottom with my panties stuck in my crack. My skirt rising to
show my ass. Just like I practiced in the mirror! I was so horny!

I nibbled his chest as he somehow got the hint and unzipped his shorts, I
wanted to savor the moment but his cock was bulging against his red boxers
so I nibbled it through them while looking into those bluish eyes. I felt
like such a slut for a second, I just wanted to kiss it and pulled his cock
out. I was so mesmerized, but I knew what he wanted, what I wanted! and
pulled it down.

'OH TOMMY!' I gasped. His cock was oozing precum and jerking a bit, I felt
so incredibly feminine that I could get a man's dick hard! I put my thin
fingers around the shaft and stroked the skin up to the purplish head, so
excited as more precum dribbled out the tip. I let it rub on my chin and
neck as I unbuttoned the rest of his shirt. Whew, he had such a sexy body,
nice defined abs and no hint of love handles! I licked and kissed his tummy
with his cock bouncing off my chest and neck, then looking in his eyes I
slowly kissed the shaft without touching it. I kneeled up as he grabbed my
head and pulled me to kiss him as I stroked the shaft. He pulled me up
kissing my neck till I was straddling his lap, so I started grinding my
butt on his cock as he pulled my hair back and kissed my neck and worked
down to suck a nipple hard. I thought this will be so hot riding his cock
like this when I get it inside me! His hands on my butt and his mouth on my
nipple were just too much and suddenly my butt started clenching as I
started to come, moaning 'Hold me Tommy!' into his shoulder. I felt so sexy
in his arms as my hips kept bucking and grinding, soaking my panties and
skirt.

I was so lightheaded and warm after cumming, but my butt still felt
empty. I kissed myself free and decided to get back to work on his cock. I
knelt sideways on the couch with my heels up over the armrest, pulled my
hair back behind my ear and got another good look. Tommy's cock was similar
but a little different than Paul's maybe a little longer but definitely a
little thinner, but all mine! I rubbed the precum around the head with my
thumb.  He put his hand on my head, but didn't force me down, I leaned in
to taste it and lick around the rim, then slowly kissed it into my lips
sucking slowly on just the head. It felt so good on the inside of my lips!
I loved how my lacquered nails and slender fingers looked on his cock.

I pulled off and looked up to smile at my new lover while stroking him, but
his eyes were closed and as I turned my attention back to his cock he began
humping and his cock started jerking in my fingers and his hand twitched on
my hair and Tommy groaned. It just erupted up onto my forehead as I grasped
it tight! and then again on my cheek before I could cover it with my
mouth. I was mesmerized watching it cum! I just stroked him and another few
smaller spurts flew up. I thought they were joking when they said it's like
a firehose, well, not quite, but a strong thick fast squirtgun.

'Wow! that was quick' I giggled.

I knelt up and looked at Tommy, daintily sliding some of the drips into my
mouth with my fingertip, but there was alot!  He looked so cute and kindof
dreamy and I so wanted to kiss and cuddle with him, have him hold me tight,
but I figured I should get the cum off my face before he would want to kiss
me. I should definitely change my panties, probably the skirt too.

'I think I have to go soon' he mumbled.

'I'm going to go clean up, I'll be right back' I ignored him and winked.

I made my way to the steps up to Lily's room. I stopped in the bathroom to
wash off my face, I really felt slutty with the cum drying on my cheek and
eyebrow, that's ok, maybe I am! I loved how wild the curls looked after I'd
been ravaged. I made him come! I hurried into Lily's room as I heard the
bathroom door close downstairs. I was thinking about wearing a white skirt
with some white patent pumps as I quickly brushed my face, my eyes still
looked ok. I slid on some clean white lace panties and heard the flush
downstairs as I rummaged through the shoes in the closet.

I thought I heard the front door open and shut, my heart sank but I
couldn't run downstairs in my panties. I ran to the window and saw Tommy
walking across the street to his house. I couldn't believe he just left!
Maybe it was too 'gay' for him?  Maybe because I giggled when he came so
fast?  Maybe he thought he couldn't compare to an older guy like Paul? I
couldn't help crying, I felt so empty and alone. First Paul doesn't want to
see me anymore and now I just made a complete fool of myself with Tommy.