Date: Thu, 28 Mar 2013 03:25:02 -0400
From: James Isaacs <jisaacs1962@gmail.com>
Subject: TG Daddy's Little Girl

DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL

Checked for spelling and grammatical errors: Wednesday, March 27, 2013

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DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL

I was twelve the first time I met my brother, well half-brother really.  My
dad had been married before and had a kid, it had never been a secret, so
I'd known that Avery existed some place in the world.  You'd think I
would've met him before I was twelve, but that never happened because
Avery's mom is a bitch of epic proportions.  That also plays into why he
came to live with us when he was fifteen.

Avery has allergies to a few things, ginger, turmeric, and cardamom.  We're
not talking runny nose and sneezes allergies, his are the break out in
hives, can't breathe and fall over dead kind.  Anyway, it all starts with
his allergies.  He was on a class trip to the Smithsonian and the teacher
in charge of them decided that they should all try sushi as part of some
international day thing.  Well, Avery had never had sushi before and had no
idea that the pink stuff on his plate was ginger because the teacher called
it by its name in Japanese, gari, so he ate it with the raw fish, because
that's what the teacher told him to do.

About five minutes later, someone explains to Avery that it was ginger he
just ate.  So he gets kind of in a panic and asks if anyone has Benadryl.
One of the kids has some, because he hay fever, and gives two of the pills
to Avery.  Then some bitch in the class runs to the teacher and says she
just saw Avery and this other kid doing drugs.  I grows out of control from
there.  Avery and this other kid end up getting expelled for doing drugs,
because no one believes either of them or thinks to check things like
medical records.

It gets worse.  Avery's mom proceeds to go completely psycho and sends
Avery to live with his dad, which would also be my dad, because "he's out
of control" and "addicted to drugs".  She does this after thirteen years of
doing everything in her power to keep my dad away from Avery, because
according to her my dad is an alcoholic and a wife-beater.  My dad says he
came home drunk one time and the only beating he did was on the front door
because she locked him out.  After the way she went psycho on Avery, I
think it's a safe bet to believe him.

As I think anyone could guess, living in a house with a mother like that
left some marks on Avery.  He was wound tighter than anyone I ever met in
my life.  Like, if he got up in the night to take a leak, he'd sit down to
do it and then not flush so as not to make any noise.  Which is just plain
weird considering that we had our own bathroom on the other side of the
house from my mom and dad's room and I could sleep through a tornado.

I guess I should mention that we were sharing a room since my parents only
had me before Avery came to stay with us.  I didn't mind, it was a big room
and I'd always had two twin sized beds in it, because I'd wanted the extra
bed in case Avery ever did come to visit.  But after ten years of not
visiting, I'd kind of given up on the idea.  When I heard he was coming to
stay with us permanently, I was a little excited about it.  When he showed
up, I was mostly confused.

First, let me tell you about my dad, so you'll know where I'm coming from.
My dad is six feet four inches tall, has sandy blonde hair that he keeps in
an Ivy League cut, he runs an hour every morning, works out at the gym
three days a week, was captain of his high school wrestling team, spent six
years in the Marines, which he says was the second biggest mistake of his
life--you can guess what the biggest one was I'm sure--and is now a
professional firefighter.  He's the best dad a boy could ever have, he gets
down in the floor and rough houses, tells dirty jokes, sneaks me a drink of
his beer when no one is looking, takes me camping and fishing, built me a
tree house with a bed and a TV, and tells the scariest, most hair-raising
ghost stories you ever heard.  On top of all that, my mom jokes with my dad
all the time with him about how big his dick is.  So with all that, you
kind of have expectations for what an older brother might be like.

Avery, however, was almost nothing like I'd expected.  True, he was tall,
and he had sandy blonde hair, and he had sort of done a sport.  I'm not
saying I didn't like him, he was my brother and I'd kind of waxed that
affection to the point it could withstand just about any shock, but I was
having trouble fitting what I was seeing into some kind of understanding of
how the world works.  Avery's hair was long, longer than my mom's, and he
would put it into two braids when he went to bed at night.  Avery read
men's fitness magazines, but I never saw him exercise.  Weirdest of all, he
only ever listened to Lady Gaga and boy bands like Mindless Behavior and V
Factory on his iPod.  I was pretty sure that Avery was gay.

When I went to my dad and asked, all he said was, "If he's gay, he's gay.
He's still my son and your brother."

So, having gone to the mountain for an answer, I had my answer.

The kids at school however had a different view on this and that's where
Avery's kind of sport comes into play.  He did taekwondo and kick boxing,
so the first time some bully at the high school decided to make Avery into
a punching bag, the bully had a really bad day.  I mean, a really, really
bad day, bad enough that they called the paramedics because they thought
his windpipe was crushed.  But it wasn't, it was just going crazy with
spasms from some slick move Avery had done to it.

After that, I had no doubt that Avery was my father's son and my gay
brother became my new hero, second only to my dad.  I know I made Avery
crazy after that doing my version of martial arts, which was nothing but me
jumping around and shouting.  After about a week of that, my dad said for
me to cool it or he'd take to the vet to be neutered.  So I cooled it, but
every day I was all big-eyed hoping to hear another story of Avery breaking
bad on someone when he came home from school.  It happened a few more
times, but not often enough to suit me, because I wanted him to be the most
bad-ass motherfucker in Clemson High School, a fifteen year old, blond
Danny Trejo, kicking ass and taking names.  But as so often happened with
my runaway fantasies, it didn't happen.

I might have been disappointed, if I hadn't woke up a few nights later and
saw Avery jacking his enormous wang.  It's not like I walked over, knocked
his hands away and laid a ruler against it, and my brain may have given him
some bonus inches, but it looked a foot long and thick as a pop can to me.
I had a whole new reason to be in awe of my brother.  Visions of Avery
putting the monster dick to every hot girl I could think of danced before
my fevered eyes.

Then there was a screeching sound of someone hitting the brakes.  Avery
didn't like girls.  Avery liked boys.  If those magazines he looked at were
any guide, Avery liked men with smooth skin, big muscles, and nice faces.
There's no one like that around this part of South Carolina.

No one, except my dad.

My mind snaps to an image from real life of Avery sitting on the couch next
to dad with a dreamy look on his face.  Next image, Avery standing in the
door watching dad lifting weights in the garage.  Next image, Avery looking
away and chewing his lip when mom and dad kiss.

Mind snaps back to the present, I see Avery jacking, but one hand is not on
his dick, it's somewhere else, like he's touching himself on the butt, like
he's putting fingers in his butt.

My brain sizzles, smokes, coughs, spits out: Avery wants my dad to fuck
him.  Cue sound of breaking glass.

Well, I just can't let that happen.

My brain leaps into action again and comes up with this harebrained scheme:
I'll have to become just like my dad and fuck Avery.

So, starting the very next day, I was running with my dad, lifting weights,
asking for every crazy bodybuilder supplement that I saw advertised in
Avery's magazines.  My mom and dad think I'm nuts, but that's nothing new
to them.  But this isn't like my plan to put lightning rods in all the
trees to get free electricity or my plan of building a circus canon to
shoot me to school so I can sleep ten minutes longer, so they don't much
hold me back from this one.  I think it maybe surprised them that I didn't
switch to another idea as soon as I broke a sweat.  And it may have shocked
that I had a mostly sane idea for a change, even if I did keep the reason
for it a secret.

Two years later, I'm taller and bigger in every way than all the other
fourteen year old boys at Clemson Middle School.  Tommy Neimeier and Marc
Edmond start calling me the Hulk, but I'm no where as big as the Hulk
except in their imaginations.  I don't know why, but I look the same as I
always have to myself.  You would think I might have noticed myself
growing, but I hadn't.  The one part of me I hadn't been exercising was the
part that grew the most.  My cock was easily triple the size it had been
when I was twelve and had become something of a whispered legend among the
guys at school.  Kind of like Blair Witch, if you ever saw it, you would
never be seen alive again, they'd find you fucked to death in the woods
with a look of complete gayness on your dead face, or something like that.

I was kind of disappointed that no one asked to see my legendary big dick,
not even Avery and he was getting more gay each week.  He had posters of
the new Captain Kirk, some blond vampire guy from a TV show, and the wolf
guys from those Twilight movies all over his side of the room.  My side had
posters of guys too, but they're like in football uniforms and stuff.  That
year I was all about Bryce McNeal, because he was the star player at the
university in town.  On my side of the room, I had pictures from magazines,
newspaper clippings, pretty much anything and everything I could find of
him.

Avery isn't asking to see my dick, but I could tell he was starting to
notice me.  My side of the room was the dark side, Avery's was the side
where the streetlight hit the wall and ceiling.  I could see the covers
moving as he jacked off watching me jack off.  After I'd noticed that, I
started coming out of the shower all dripping wet to dry off in the bedroom
in front of him, so he could see it all.  Hoping the whole time he'd drop
to his knees and slurp my dick down his throat.

I hoped my plan was working, but the plan had changed a little.  When I was
twelve, I'd wanted to save Avery and my dad from doing a terrible thing,
not that I think my dad would have had any part of it, but I was twelve.
You think and believe all kinds of shit when you're twelve.  At fourteen,
I'm getting close to just wanting to fuck Avery for no other reason than I
want to fuck something.  But like all of my plans, it didn't seem to be
getting anywhere.

Another years rolls past, and, as fifteen year olds go, I'm Conan the
fucking Barbarian, baby!  Well, kind of, if Conan was a blond, white kid
from Pickens County, South Carolina, with braces and a crew cut running
around in the backyard in his underwear beating the shit out of the hedges
with a broom handle, with his mom looking out the window and asking his
dad, "Is he ever going to grow out of doing that?"  Then, yeah, I was that
guy.

I was in high school now and the teachers thought I was in the wrong
classes at first, thinking I was a senior.  So, yeah, I was something of a
brute.  The big brother, little brother thing was going all blurry too,
because, even if Avery was three years older, I was at least two inches
taller than Avery and he was wearing my hand-me-downs now.  And, I was
starting to get annoyed that Avery still hadn't asked to do anything with
me.  He'd not even asked to trade hand jobs.  It was enough to make a
fifteen year old crazy, crazy enough that one warm August night, I went out
to sleep in the tree house, something I hadn't done since Avery had moved
in.

It really was a little house in a tree--tin roof, a door knob on the door,
glass in the windows, a little twelve-inch screen TV connected to the house
cable, a twin-size bed with drawers built into the base and a little
swivel-fan mounted on the ceiling over it.  The only thing it lacked was
plumbing.  I'd forgotten how hard my dad had worked building it for me, so
I started feeling bad that I'd spent such little time in it.  I started
looking around, kind of trying to remember how excited I'd been when it was
finished and all the crazy plans I'd made in it.  I pulled out one of the
drawers under the bed expecting to see my crazy drawings and comic books,
but what I saw there was something else.

On top of my old drawings and comic books were lotion bottles, most of them
empty, and a magazine with my dad on the cover.  I knew it was my dad
because of the shark tattoo on his arm and the Scorpio tattoo on his chest.
I'd never seen Avery go anywhere near the tree house, but I knew the
magazine had to be his.  It wasn't mine and I'm pretty sure my dad wasn't
going out to the tree house to pound his pud to old photos of himself, so
it had to be Avery's.

I looked at the title, "Cupidity", I'd never heard of it.  When I looked
inside I figured out why.  It was full of young guys with great bodies and
giant peckers.  Naked of course.  My dad was the centrefold for that issue
and it was a jaw-dropping, heart-stopping thing to see.  I guess he was
about twenty years old in that picture, because he looked young, even to
me.  If I'd been a girl, I'd have wanted the guy in that picture to fuck
me.  I was a guy and I almost wanted that guy to fuck me.  It kind of hurt
my brain that I was feeling that way about my dad.  It hurt my brain more
that I was hard from looking at my dad and thinking about getting a handful
of lotion.

I had to make myself put the magazine back in the drawer.  I'd no more than
closed the drawer, than I had pulled it back open to check for the date.
There was no month, just a stupid volume and issue number, I flipped until
I found the copyright date inside.  1996, the year before I was born.  I
tried to do the math, but I couldn't remember what year my dad was born.
The best I could figure was that my dad was about twenty when the magazine
was printed.  I looked again at the magazine, looking for the third tattoo,
the one of the bulldog on his right arm, he'd gotten that one when he was
in the Marines.  It was there, so the pictures had been taken after he went
into the Marines.

I looked to see where the magazine was printed.  Los Angeles.  My dad had
been stationed in San Diego when he was in the Marines, that's in
California too.  I turned to the photos of my dad.  The write up said the
pictures had been taken in Santa Barbara.  Also in California.  There was a
bunch of other stuff, but it sounded like nothing my dad would say, so I
was pretty sure they'd made those things up.

I tried to remember all the things my dad had said about his life.  He sure
as shit never said anything about posing naked and stroking his dick for a
gay magazine.  I knew that he'd not finished college, because Avery's mom
had gotten pregnant, he'd dropped out, married her and joined the Marines.

I thought I might have it figured out, he must have needed money for the
hospital when Avery was born, needed it bad enough to pose for the pictures
I was seeing.  He'd come home drunk once, he'd said that.  I looked at the
pictures, he didn't look drunk, but maybe the guy taking the photos had
offered a little more money for, you know, more than taking pictures.
Maybe he did it, he obviously needed the money pretty bad, bad enough to
pose for a gay magazine.  Maybe he did what the guy asked, then he got
drunk to try to forget it.

I sat there and thought about it.  Maybe he told that crazy woman what he'd
done.  From what I knew about her, she'd have ripped a whole in the world
to tell everyone my dad was a queer.  He'd not been in the Marines very
long.  Maybe they'd thrown him out for being queer, even though he wasn't.
Maybe Avery had turned out the way he had because his crazy mom had told
him his whole life that his dad was a queer.  It kind of made sense, but I
was beginning to feel sick at my stomach thinking about it.

I put the magazine back in the drawer and lay down on the bed.

My dad wasn't gay, I knew that much.  Even if he had been, I'd still love
him.  But that wasn't what ate at me.  My dad had done what he had to do to
pay for Avery being born or something major like that.  Then that crazy
bitch mom of Avery had to start fucking things up.  So now Avery, for
whatever reason, has a thing for my dad, a thing bad enough to go through
six bottles of lotion and shove fingers in his butt thinking about my dad
fucking him.  And now there's me, doing everything I can to be just like my
dad so Avery will let me fuck him up the butt.  I was suddenly asking
myself questions I had never asked before.  I mean, there's right, there's
wrong, and there's just plain weird.  Which one was I?  I felt like the
floor was moving out from under me.  It's just too much, it's just too
crazy to believe.

I felt kind of dead inside and ashamed of what I'd become.  Well, not what
I looked like, I'd always wanted to be like my dad, but I'd done it for all
the wrong reasons.  I felt dirty inside because of it.  I felt wrong in a
way I'd never felt before.  I start to feel like I don't deserve to be in
the tree house, that I'm not the son my dad built it for.  I choke up some
over that.  Everything had changed in just a few minutes.  It was like all
the air went out of me.  I gave up and just went back into the house, got
into bed and pulled the sheet over my head so no one would see me crying.

I couldn't hide that I felt like the middle had been ripped out of me, so I
played it off that I didn't feel well, which wasn't exactly a lie.  But
Avery knew I'd gone out to the tree house, he knew I'd found the magazine.
Even without me telling him, he knew it.

He asked me to not tell.

I told him I didn't care what he did with the magazine, he could jack off
and finger himself as much as he wanted.

He asked me if I hated him.

I told him I didn't hate him.

He asked me, "Then what's wrong?"

So I told him.  All of it, from start to finish.  The shocked look on
Avery's face told me just how big a freak I had become.  I mean, think
about it, when you can make a guy who fingers his butt and dreams of his
dad fucking him to get a look like that, you know you're a bigger freak
than he is.

But I got part of it wrong, something I couldn't see from where I was.  I
still saw myself as a kid and my dad as this perfect man I hadn't caught up
to, might never catch up to.  What I didn't see was that I was really
almost caught up, enough that Avery's fantasy had shifted from my dad to
me.  He cleared that up for me when we went to bed that night by slipping
into my bed and sucking the virginity out of me.  He kept sucking me every
night until he went off to college in Atlanta, sucking until all the poison
was out of me.

Him blowing me changed everything again.  Although I don't know if it was
for better or worse.  Because I starting to work even harder to be like my
dad, so hard that by seventeen I had started doing massive doses of HGH.
By the time I graduated, I'd shot up to six feet six inches and weighed 220
pounds, almost all if it solid muscle.  And what it did to my dick just
wasn't right.  It had pretty much stayed the same length it had been at
sixteen, maybe I'd gained a half an inch in length, but now it's thicker
than my wrist and a good deal thicker at the base.

The guys in the football locker room call it Frankencock, but they all
wished they had one like it.  Some even get to borrow it, if they asked
nice enough.  Caleb Stone asked plenty nice, sometimes he asked five times
a week.  He didn't even pretend to be drunk before he asked.  He just
jumped in my truck and I knew what he wanted, so I'd drive out toward the
dam and pull off at the old logging road, let him open my pants and make me
cum.  Usually it was just his hand, because he liked to chew on my chest,
but sometimes he licked and sucked on the head the whole time, instead of
just when I was cumming.  I likes it better when he used his mouth the
whole time.

I like it better when Jimmy Blake pretended to get drunk.  He did that
every time there was an away game.  When we were driving back, he always
said we should stop for beer.  They never checked for ID at the Bi-Lo, so
we always stopped there.  Then we'd drive out into the woods behind the
water tower.  He'd drink a couple of beers and pretend to be so drunk that
he'd take off his clothes.  That meant he wanted me to fuck his ass.  I
kept a bottle of lotion behind the seat of the truck for that.  He didn't
pretend to be drunk while I was fucking him, he'd whimper and whine and beg
me to cum inside him.  Sometimes I'd kiss him and call him my bitch, he
liked it when I did that.  I think if asked, he'd still do anything I
wanted.  I made him lick my asshole once, I thought it felt weird, but he
loved it.  Sometimes I'd be mean to him and make him do all the work.  But
it always ended the same, he'd always pretend he was so drunk that he can't
remember what happened.  I think if you had the Frankencock shoved in your
ass, you'd find it pretty hard to forget.  But I let him have his lie, I
like his ass too much to mess up the deal we've got.

Cindy Blake, Jimmy's sister, was twenty-four that year, she didn't know
that I played with boys and I wasn't about to tell her.  She was the
hottest girl in that end of the state.  She'd been a runner up for Miss
South Carolina a couple of years earlier.  Avery called her my beard, but
he was wrong, I wanted to suck her twat and make her beg for my cock.
That's what got me off more than anything.  Didn't matter if it was a guy
or a girl, just so long as they begged for my cock.  I liked Cindy.  I
could make her cum ten times before I got off.  I guess I was mean to her
too, but in a different way, I'd make her cum thirty or forty times before
I'd drop her off at her house.

Then there was Mrs. Sutton.  I'd had a crush on her when I was in first
grade, it'd lasted until I was twelve and got distracted by Avery.  She
made teacher of the year the same year I graduated, I decided to visit her.
She wasn't much to look at by then, but she was still my favourite teacher.
So I offered to give her an award ceremony in the coat closet, she said I'd
turned into a very dirty boy.  She liked dirty boys.  I filled her full of
dirty boy eleven times before I went off to college.

I knew it was the shit I was taking to get bigger that was doing it to me,
making me want to use and control people.  But I didn't care, I liked the
feeling of being the guy everyone wanted.  Really, the only reason I quit
using was because there would be drug testing at University of South
Carolina.  I'd picked USC because they didn't have the long history of
problems that Clemson had.  When they lost the 2012 Orange Bowl, Clemson
gave up more points in the whole history of bowl games.  After that, as
much as I wanted a badass tiger tattoo, I couldn't bring myself to play for
team that had lost that badly.

I had no idea what kind of bullshit I was getting myself into when I signed
on to a football program.  All I can tell you is that it was like being in
a military prison, maybe not as bad as being in Guantanamo Bay, but it had
to be as bad as Leavenworth.  It was enough to make me not give a shit
about football.  Five weeks in, even before the first day of actual
classes, I called my dad and said I'd made a mistake and I was coming home,
then I told the coaches to shove my scholarship up their collective ass.

I wasn't suffering from a bloated ego, I knew that I could get a bachelors
degree at an on-line college and it would be just as worthless as one from
a bricks-and-mortar college, but at least it would cost one fifth as much.
No one gives a shit about a bachelors degree any more.  They're almost as
useless as a high school diploma for getting a job.  And I knew another
thing that none of those stupid fuckers on the team would ever know.
There's more to life than football.

Avery was still in Atlanta getting his degree in Nursing at Georgia State.
It was only a two hour drive, so he'd come home sometimes to do laundry or
get a dose of dick from me.  He was there that weekend when I came home
from USC.  We did what we always do, then we were laying in the bed
afterwards and he suggested that I go to Atlanta and stay with him long
enough to qualify for in-state tuition.  He also hinted that I could find
work I might like that would make coming up with the $10,000 a year tuition
very easy and a lot of fun.

Two weeks later, I was a male stripper at the biggest gay whorehouse in
Atlanta.  They called it a bar, but you'd have to be some kind of idiot to
not know what getting a dance in the private VIP rooms really means.  Guys
don't give you $500 for an hour of dancing.  No, they want cock and they
want $500 worth of it.  I charged more, I charged $100 to see it soft then
$100 an inch to see it hard.  No one ever complained about the price after
they saw it soft.  If they had to borrow money from every guy in the bar,
they'd come up with what it took to see it hard.

I didn't like working there though.  You wouldn't believe some of the
things guys would ask me to do to them, so I got a few sick shocks and a
quick education.  Seven weeks was all I could take of it, but in those
seven weeks I'd earned almost enough to pay for all four years at Georgia
State.  But I was beginning to discover that I wasn't as worldly and wise
as I'd believed, so I was ready to go back home and hide, but Avery had one
last secret to tell me, or, rather, show me.

He'd cut his hair by then, into what I've later heard called a pixie cut, I
just thought it was an Ivy League cut that had grown out, but he meant it
to be that length.  The reason that his hair is important has to do with
his secret.

He had me sit in the living room of his apartment, then went into the
bedroom and closed the door.  He was in there a long time.  I kept asking
what he was doing.  He kept telling me to be patient.  I was never any good
at that.  If there was a box for me under the Christmas tree, I'd be out
there in the middle of the night with a razor and a roll of table,
unwrapping and re-wrapping it.

So I'm ready to chew the frame off the door when he opens it and it's him,
but it's not him.  My brain said it was a girl with a flat chest in a
Catholic schoolgirl's uniform, complete with bubble gum-scented lip gloss,
tiny diamond post earrings, a butterfly pendant necklace, barrettes in her
hair, white hose, and black patent leather shoes.  Avery turned around and
rubbed his butt up and down on my crotch and looked back with an "oh did I
just do that look" and all I knew was I was I wanted to fuck this girl more
than anyone I'd ever met.

He teased me for over an hour, then he bent over the kitchen table and
lifted his skirt.  I was so worked up for him that I didn't last ten
strokes before I came so hard my legs went weak.  I must have shot twelve
times into his ass, maybe more, I didn't start counting until I was able to
lock my knees so I wouldn't fall out of him, so I can't be sure.

Part of my brain knew it was Avery, but most of it didn't care.  I loved
this girl.  The "man" part of my brain wanted to move in, marry her, have
kids and all that shit.  I was reeling with confusion and Avery could have
laughed at me, but he didn't.  He'd gotten what he wanted, he'd tamed the
bull, he owned my heart.  I don't know what there was about seeing him all
girled up that made me want him more than I'd wanted any guy or girl I'd
ever seen.  I just did.  So if he wanted to play dress up for me, I more
than dug it.

So, Avery at school and at our parent's house dressed like a guy, but I
knew that under those slacks and blue jeans lay a pair of black hip-hugger
panties with "daddy's little girl" written on them.  At our apartment, he'd
doll up his face, then come to bed in a bra and panties or a torsolette
with hose and no panties, and I would go all weak and tremble with desire
every time.  He wanted to be my little girl, I wanted to be his daddy.
That's what worked for us.  It's what still works for us.