Date: Wed, 7 Jan 2004 13:05:32 -0800
From: joan mitchell
Subject: Rob's Sissy Boy

  I am a secret panty wearer .  I've always had a thing for satin and silky
things.  After twenty six years, I still love to watch may wife put on her
sexy under things. On occasion, I'll wear my wife's panties to bed and have
sex in them.  If she goes down on me and finds her panties on me, she'll
ask me why I am wearing them.  Not in an upset voice, but one that is
unsure of my desire for her. She doesn't understand my fascination of
women's lingerie.  I've tried explaining how the silky, soft snug feel on
my cock keeps me excited longer and harder.  I secretly keep a couple boxes
of my panties, tap pants, bras, slips, nylons, dildos and baby oil in my
basement office.

  My lust for sexy underwear started in my early teens.  I would find a
pair of my mother's used nylon panties in the bathroom hamper.  I would rub
them over my stiff cock until my warm cum shot over them.

  I have three brothers, and we all are interested in girls.  We would
check out skin magazines when we could find them.  I also I would look at
Sunday newspaper ads of women's bras, panties and girdles.  I would cut
them out and hide them in my bedroom closet.  Since, each of my brothers
and I had our own rooms, it was the safest place.  When I felt horny, I
would pull them out and imagine I was dress in those shinny, silky things
and jack-off.

  This love of lingerie was always with me. Especially when I went in a
department store, I would pass thru the women's department as if I was
searching for my mother.  But I was really in there to walk among the satin
and nylon under things, touching and rubbing them between my fingers as I
past the displays.

  This love of lingerie got me my first sexual experience.  Also, I should
mention first bi experience, at age 15.

  As I lay asleep one night, I felt something press against my mouth.  Half
awake and confused, I could feel a rubbery object slip across my lips. I
heard my brother Rob whispered "I know you're awake, keep quiet", as he
pushed his cock past my lips.  Rob is a year older and very much interested
in girls.  I, on the other hand, liked girls but was too shy to approach
them.  I knew being shy did not mean that I was gay.  But with Rob's six
inch cock sliding between my lips, I laid there thinking I was dreaming,
accepting his assault on my mouth.  I should have struggled against him,
but I didn't.  We are about the same build and size I could have stopped
this. The only thing I could think of was that Rob was horny and used me
while he imagined I was his girlfriend giving him head.

  Rob whispered that he knew I would like his cock because he found a pair
of panties I had cummed on laying in the bathroom earlier that day.  I had
left the bathroom in a hurry when he began to bang on the door wanting to
used it.  I either forgot to put them back in the hamper or dropped them
and did not notice.

   Here I laid, wakened by a stiff cock forcing its way to the back of my
throat.  Rob worked his hard smooth cock in and out slowly as he moaned
softly.  I could not believe this was happening.  I did not think of boys
sexually, I liked girls.

  I laid quietly while Rob slid past my lips again and again.  I was still
not fully awake but I felt my cock start to stir.  I wanted to touch it but
I did not want to move and have Rob know I was totally conscious.  My teen
cock was growing under the sheets but in the darkened room Rob had not
notice.

  As he fucked my face I did something that I had no control over.  I began
to lift my tongue up under Rob's silky rod and let it rub his cock as he
pumped away.  His cock had a taste of musk and sweat.  I began to lightly
grip his dick with my lips.  I could not believe I was actually
cooperating.  My first taste of cock and it wasn't unpleasant

  Rob began to quicken his in and out motion and moaned louder .  He pulled
out of my mouth, I felt him jerking him cock beside my head.  I could
barely see thru the slits of my eyes as He let out an "ahhh" and shot his
load in to some of my clothes piled by my bed.  I felt disappointed, he
used me then when I wanted more, it was gone.

  Rob wiped and left without saying another word.  I laid in the dark
trying to figure out what had just happened.  I was confused and excited.

  During the next few days, I avoided Rob as best as I could.  We did not
talk.  I was ashamed and could not look him in the eyes.

  The following weekend, our parents went away and took our younger brother
with them.  Both older brothers Phil and Rob went out Saturday night,
leaving me home alone.  Phil usually is out until about two o'clock.  As I
sat and watched TV, I heard someone come in the back door about nine
o'clock.  It was Rob, he was home early.  He went to the bathroom, I was
kind of nervous.

  A few minutes later he came out, walked into the living room.  He looked
at me with a lusty stare and said "Come with me".  He walked out towards
our parents room.  I got up, my knees shaking, and followed like a puppy.

  As I stepped into the room, Rob had our mom's lingerie drawer open,
searching thru it.  He pulled out a pair of panties, a bra and a half slip.
He turned and tossed them at me.  As I caught them, he said "put them on".
I was completely surprised at this command, but didn't protest.  As I
fondled these silky things I did want to put them on. It looked like my
lingerie fantasy was going to come true, I but did not know what else Rob
had in mind.

 I began to take off my clothes.  As I did, I started to get hard and knew
I would soon not be able to hide it from Rob.  I turned away from Rob as he
opened his zipper, taking off his pants then his shirt.

  After all my clothes laid on the floor, I reached for the panties on the
bed.  As I fumbled with them, I could see our reflection in the vanity
mirror in front of me.  Rob naked with a grin on his face, staring at me
from behind.  I bent over, held the panties low to step into them.  I put
one foot thru then as I lifted my other foot I began to sway off balance
from my nervousness.  I caught myself and put the second foot thru.  As I
started to pull the panties up my legs, I felt Rob's hands from the sides
grab the waistband and help me pull them up to my stiff cock.  He took one
hand, reached around, push my cock up and back against my tummy.  We pulled
the panties the rest of the way to my hips. Rob let go of my dick as the
nylon material slid over forming a small tent.  I almost shot my load on
his hand.  For the first time someone else had touched my cock.  My knees
were getting weaker.

  Next I picked up the satin and lace bra, held it to me face and inhaled.
It had a sweet, sexy smell.  I slipped my arms thru the straps and reached
for the hooks.  I knew how it worked, but it was hard.  As I fumbled to
stretch the ends, Rob took them from my hands and hooked them together.  I
was getting as excited as on Christmas morning from the sensations.  Rob
reached around and began to stuff the cups with nylons to form breasts.  I
leaned back slightly for better access.  I could smell Rob as he put his
arms around me to fill each cup, brushing each nipple as he pushed inside.
I was in heaven from the attention he was giving me.

  After the cups were full, I looked into the mirror and saw myself for the
first time in women's lingerie. I loved the look and feel and knew I would
be doing this again.

  I was brought back to the moment when from behind, I heard Rob say "step
in".  He was bent forward holding the slip waistband open.  I stepped one
leg back in, then the other.  My legs were made of rubber now.  Whether Rob
knew of my desire for sexy lingerie or not, I was willing to do anything he
asked me to do now.

  After the slip was pulled on to my waist, Rob had me turn around so he
could see my sissy look.  He smiled with a knowing nod, stepped over to the
bed and sat on the edge.  He motioned me to move in front of him.  With my
head tilted down I was staring at his throbbing cock sticking up between
his legs.  He said "kneel down".  I knelt down almost before he finished.
I knew what would come next.

  I put my hands on he's legs, and spread them wide, and leaned my mouth
towards his bobbing cock.  I could see clear drips of precum at the hole
seeping out.  I opened my lips, stuck out my tongue and flicked the top of
his cock head.  I could taste his juices at the tip of his soft head.  I
wanted more so I made an "o" with my lips, moved lower and felt the head
press into my mouth.  I pushed down, the head passed thru and slid along my
tongue.  I leaned down until my nose was buried in his pubs.  Rob let out a
low moan, leaned back on the bed, stretched out his arms as he enjoyed my
warm mouth and tongue.

  I slid back up on his shaft until I hit the underside of his mushroom
head, stopped then slid back down.  I was lost in the sensations of the
nylon and lace caressing on my body, and worshipping Rob's stiff cock with
my lips and tongue.  I felt like a girl, and I couldn't get enough.

  As I bobbed up and down I could hear Rob grunt and moan louder and start
to buck his hips off the bed.  I sensed he was close to spraying his cum
down my throat, and I wanted him to.

  But Rob quickly sat up and told me to slow down, he didn't want to shoot
yet.  I didn't want to stop, so I kept sucking and bobbing.  Rob put a hand
on my head, held me down as he composed himself.  After a few seconds, as I
licked his still wiggling cock in my mouth, he caught his breath.

  Rob told me to lay down on the bed.  I did not have to be told twice.  I
hopped on the bed laying on my back.  I began to smooth out the slip, I
loved the touch of my silky covered legs.  Rob turned and leaned forward on
his elbows with his face above my cock.  He stared down at the tent my
stiff cock made under the slip and panties.  He lowered his head until I
could feel his hot breath thru the layers on my penis.  Rob opened his
mouth and moved down on to my aching cock.  This was another first, my dick
receiving a pair of hot lips.  I was ready to faint.  Rob teasingly rubbed
his mouth over the tip of my twitching cock.  My eyes were closed and was
taking in all the oral sensations of Rob's lips and tongue.

  Rob stopped his tender attention as I felt him shift around and straddle
my legs.  He squatted down with his bare ass on my legs, just below the hem
of the slip.  Rob reached under my knees, pulled and pushed my legs back,
so that they are bent up.  As he did this , the slip slid down my legs and
bunched up on top of my standing cock.  He opened my knees and pushed them
wide.  Then moved up between my legs, where he was staring down at my
pantied covered ass.  He slid the slip up above the panty's elastic top.
He reached into the waistband and wrapped his fingers around my throbbing
cock.  Rob slid and rubbed my cock and balls.  I was softly moaning and
waving my legs from the anticipation.  With his other hand, he pulled the
waist of the panties down, exposing my cock and balls.  He tucked the band
under my ball sack, it felt very sexy.  He had complete access to me, and I
was horny and waiting.  He took my penis and sucked me deep in his warm,
wet mouth.  Sucking and licking me like a lollipop, it didn't take long for
me to feel my cum begin to boil in my balls.  I was bucking and moaning,
expecting my release soon when Rob slowed, then stopped his bobbing mouth
on my aching dick.  I was ready to scream.

  Rob leaned back and told me to roll on my tummy.  I was ready for
anything.  I quickly flipped over.  He placed his hands on my waist and
told me to raise my ass up, with my knees tucked under.  As I brought my
ass up, Rob flipped the hanging slip over my pantied ass and on to my back.
Here I was wearing soft, silky girly underwear, with my ass in the air like
a slut.  I could not wait for the next step in to my sexual future.  Rob
pushed his belly up against my ass, sliding his cock under me.  His cock
head rubbing under my hanging balls and twitching cock.  The panties
waistband still stretched behind my balls allowing him full access.  He
moved back and forth, at times pulling out, laid his cock between my nylon
covered ass cheeks and slid it against my asshole.  I felt like a sissy
girl from head to toe, completely at Rob's command.

  Then Rob stopped, backed off the bed and returned with a jar of cold
cream form our mothers vanity.  He pulled down my panties, letting them
slid to my knees.  I now felt completely exposed and horny.  He scooped
some cream, I clinched my asshole tight expecting the cold lub.  But
instead, he softly kissed each cheek and lightly blew on to my puckered
hole as his mouth passed over.

  As with this whole affair, Rob said little.  But he did warned me, "this
is going to be cool", as he placed his fingers on my tight hole.  I jerked
a bit, then relaxed.  He rubbed my asspussy with small circles, then put a
finger tip to the hole.  His slick finger began to push in, one knuckle
then another.  It hurt some, but I didn't want him to stop. His finger went
all the way in, he stopped, then withdrew until the tip was at my rose bud.
Moving back in and out a few more times, it felt a little better.  Rob
pulled out and added a second finger.  Forcing their way thru my slick,
tight entrance, it began to hurt again.  He stopped a moment as I whimpered
into the pillows I had buried my face in.  His fingers wiggled their way in
to my bowels, as I adjusted to their invasion.  He worked them in and out
until I was loose. Then he added a third, until my asshole allowed little
resistance.  He worked them in and out faster and faster until I began to
push back to meet his actions.  He reamed me until I could take no more.  I
wished for him to put his cock in my ass.  He did not have to be told, he
planned to fuck me, whether I cooperated or not.  He was ready too.  Rob
stop and pulled his fingers out, scooped more cream, coated the tip of his
cock and moved it to my well stretched asshole.  Placing one hand on my
hip, and the other hand guiding his hard cock in to my pussy.  I thought
with all the fingers inside I was ready.  But as the rubbery head slowly
pushed past my puckered hole, I felt a different sensation.  It filled my
ass as it slid in, I wanted him to stop, it was hurting.  Rob pushed until
he was in all the way.  I cried and leaned forward feeling like I could not
take anymore.  Rob held my hips to keep himself in.  He stayed still for a
moment as he let out a groan.  I could feel his pubs tickle my cheeks as he
wiggled his ass around a bit.

  My asspussy held his shaft tight as I adjusted to his hard meat invasion.
I now felt comfortable with him in, so I slid forward feeling his cock slip
until it was almost out.  Stopped, then slid back on his pole.  I was in
command now, I thought, but Rob took over.  Sensing I was OK, He started a
rocking motion, back out then in.  My asshole no longer attempting to stop
him, I opened up and enjoyed his sliding and teasing action.  He began to
squeeze my hip tighter and pickup the speed of his attack.  I was trying to
keep up with him, but he started to bang away to fast.  He was lost in his
lust, slamming deep in me, then out harder and faster.  It felt like he had
a piston in my ass.  Rob was pulling me back as he pushed forward, I was
bouncing off his thighs.  My balls were smacking against his balls.  I
cried as I rode the waves of the senses I was experiencing.  I did not want
him to stop, but I wanted the final sensation of Rob shooting his cum deep
in to me.  I wanted it all.

  I felt Rob reach under me, grab my throbbing cock and pump me as he
fucked me.  That's all it took for me to cry out, muffled by the pillows,
and release my hot sticky cum on to his hand and the slip that hung below.
Shot after shot blasted out from my cock, I was lost in the joy of it all.
I would never feel these feels again, my first fuck in lingerie.  As my
sack emptied it's load, I could feel Rob tense up, slam hard in to me and
let out a loud groan.  He stopped, buried in my ass and splashed his hot
liquid seed against my walls.  It felt like gallons from the number of
shots he let loose.  He fingers dug into my hips as he spent the last drops
of his juice.  He slid slowly as if he was going to pull out, but stopped
then back in again.  He eased himself back and forth milking the last bit
of cum as my pussy gripped his shaft, squeezing it dry.  He stopped moving
and he leaned on to my backside forcing us both down.  I lay there with my
ass tilted upward with him still inside.  We laid still catching our
breath.

  Rob pulled out and rolled off on to his back, I was disappointed. But
then felt his warm cum run out my pussyhole.  I needed to go to the
bathroom quickly.  I got up, pulled the panties up and headed out the room.
Realized my legs were shaky, grabbed the door jamb and swayed into the
bathroom.  I sat on the toilet trying to figure all my thoughts out.  Was I
gay?  Why I did I enjoy something that's not natural?  I was confused and
excited but I liked what had happened.

  Still wearing the lingerie, I entered the bedroom thinking I would lay
down with Rob, relax and see what comes next.  But Rob was up and getting
dressed. He said nothing until he was ready to leave.  As he walked towards
the door he told me to "clean mom's things and put them back in the drawer
before they get back and straighten the bed".  He left, went in the
bathroom then left the house again.

  I figured this was a one time experience.  Over the next few days I
didn't see much of Rob.  We were never in the same room alone.  I guess we
were avoiding each other.

   About a month later, our parents and brother left to visit family over
the weekend.  I hung around the house Friday night intentionally.  About
ten o'clock Rob came in the front door.  My heart started to pound with
excitement as he came in to the room.  He looked at me and said "lets go",
turned and headed in to mom's bedroom.  My heart went to my throat as I got
up to follow.  My knees were weak as I approached the room.  I heard a
drawer being slid open and knew what was coming.  I could not wait to see
what I would be wearing tonight.