Date: Thu, 6 May 2010 00:56:18 +0100
From: John Bull <tswriter101@hotmail.com>
Subject: Carla 3

So, I reflected, I had quite a day ahead of me. Initially excitement
coursed through me as I contemplated the evening to come, and the scope to
explore the new extensions to my sexuality. I vividly recalled some moments
of the time I had already spent with Carla, particularly it seemed, when I
felt truly submissive to her, and they felt so exciting to reflect on.

However this excitement was increasingly tinged with concern. I'd seen how
easily and expertly she could take my cock, and I knew I was expected to do
that with her larger cock. I didn't know how I'd do that and I thought it
would hurt. The erotic charge that had carried me through all of yesterday
evening and this morning had somewhat dissipated without her there and this
meant as the day wore on I got more and more nervous.

Occasionally I wondered what this meant about my sexuality. I recalled her
comments about sexuality being on a spectrum and how men are wired for anal
pleasure, and to be honest decided to put this on 'pause'. I figured I was
going to explore something that turned me on, and I could deal with the
philosophical consequences of that later. Nobody but Carla needed to know
about it and I thought if it didn't work I could put the genie back in the
bottle, or at least find a women who could understand what had happened.

Walking around, it wasn't like I suddenly found men attractive - although I
did find myself contemplating the size of men?s packages in a more active
way, but I figured, the cock was interesting to me, but not the form - men
were not arousing me but were a way to experience some of the feelings I
had found with Carla, nothing more.

I got home with some time to spare, and thought the best way to deal with
my fears was to do some research, so I booted up the porn machine and
googled shemales. I found some video on demand sites and began to watch
them. I was focusing on how to suck and be fucked, as I was pretty sure
that was what was in store for me. There was so much out there! Awesome.

I guess I drew a few conclusions. Shemales in the videos acted like women
in porn - they were vocal, sexy and looked like they enjoyed it and could
take cocks like the women in porn could, but also they imbued their cocks
and their fucking with what I can only describe as a female sensuality. The
men were different - they didn't suck that well, didn't convey the passion
and were much less good at giving and taking cocks and looking like they
enjoyed it properly.

I found myself wanting to be like the shemales - able to suck cock
erotically, like it was a delicious treat and get off on doing it, and take
cocks easily inside them from any angle and vocally get off on it. I had a
feeling that is what Carla wanted from me too.

Indeed, later in our relationship, Carla and I would watch porn of any
nature (straight, shemale or gay) and she would get us to act out the scene
with her the top, regardless of how we physically matched the coupling. We
would match the positions, the noises and the intensity of the scene. This
made watching new porn doubly exciting as not only did we see new erotic
footage, but I got to see how I would have to take her cock and enjoy it in
the very near future, which made me incredibly horny. It also ensured
come-play was a major part of our love making, which I think Carla loved as
it was an expression of dominance over me.

Later that evening when I was explaining my porn observations to Carla, she
laughed, and after ticking me off for watching porn without her, she kissed
me and looked into my eyes and told me:

"You will need to learn to give yourself to me. Only when you do that will
you be able to do those things you want to do. Its hard to explain what I
mean by that - but you will experience some moments when you have that
choice - take the risk and you will be richly rewarded."

With that she rose and indicated for me to rise too. We stood face to face,
and her arms encircled me. She pulled me towards her and opened my mouth
with a deep kiss. I let her dictate the kiss, and swooned slightly in her
arms, grasping her around the waist and pulling her hips towards me. Our
hard cocks ground together through our clothing, and her hands descended to
my buttocks pushing me into her, as I lifted mine and hooked them around
the top of her shoulders. Her right hand slipped inside my jeans, and began
to grasp the flesh of my buttock and her index finger was rubbing roughly
on my ass. I moaned and moved to give her better access, trying to move a
hand between us and stroke her cock. It was difficult and I rubbed
ineffectively at her cock through her short denim dress whilst she held me
pinioned between her tongue and her finger.

I could have stayed like that forever, but after a while she stepped
back. "Strip baby," she commanded. I complied and ripped off my clothes
with the speed of the horny, and turned back towards her to see she was
still clothed.

When she had my attention she began to play with her short denim dress, and
slowly lowered it over her hips. She was wearing sheer black tights beneath
it, and i could she a bulge in her panties pushed out to the side, held
close by the tights. The skirt dropped to the floor and she shuffled out of
it, and then began to unbutton her blouse. Shortly she was standing before
me with her body fully exposed - her heavy breasts curving alluringly
against her slim and curvaceous body - except for the tights.

She began to rub her cock through the tights, accentuating its length as
she did so, and then reached in and pulled her black panties to one side,
letting her cock spring free into the tight embrace of the nylon.

I shuddered - this was hot. She beckoned to me, and I came over and knelt
at her feet as she had indicated, and she let me begin to suck her through
the nylon. It was hard to get the cock in my mouth as it was held so
tightly to her body, so I concentrated on using my mouth across her width
enjoying the sensation and smell of the nylon in my mouth and nose. She
took control and began to slide her cock across my face, letting me feel
the strength and power of her erection through the delicate material. Then
she lifted a leg and wrapped it around my neck and back, pulling me tightly
into an embrace, my face and mouth pressed into her cock and she ground
against my face tightly. The only sensations were that of the nylon and her
hard cock sliding over my face, and it was hard to breathe and nearly
overwhelming sensuously and breathing-wise, the aroma of the nylon, and her
sweet body scents, mingling and infusing my being.

Then she pulled her leg from around me, and stood back on it. I
instinctively leant forward, but she pulled her crotch away from me, and
reached down with both hands, and began to tear the material in front of
me, pulling out a hole that let her cock spring out, almost hitting my
face.

"Suck me."

As she pushed her crotch forward, I grasped her cock with one hand and put
my mouth over her head and began to suck, trying hard to take it like some
of the shemales I had seen in the porn videos.

I made a point of taking the first few easily manageable inches into my
mouth, and savoring that small but very sensitive part of her cock like a
delicacy, sliding it in and out of mouth slowly, whilst holding my mouth
tightly around it. There wasn't any pretence, I was really turned on by
this.

I began to stroke the lower length of her cock whilst holding the first few
inches in my mouth, pausing occasionally to look up into her eyes with big
open eyes that expressed how excited I was. She was smiling and enjoying
it, and began to rotate her hips pushing her cock deeper into me, and
thinking "go for it" I started to take her deeper, and gagged before I hit
my hand, but not in an uncontrollable way. I pulled back slightly and tried
again, and this time she thrust just at the right time, ploughing past my
gag reflex and into me. I spluttered and pulled back coughing but, I
noticed, with my hand still attached to her cock and stroking.

"Come on baby, you can take it. Just keep trying."

What followed would have been torture except for my determination not to
disappoint her and the erotic thrill I got from the slightly rough
treatment, as she repeatedly thrust herself into my mouth and throat and I
tried to accommodate her. Eventually I found, with some discomfort, but a
great sense of accomplishment that I could hold her inside my throat for a
short while before I had to withdraw, with her cock slipping out of me for
what seemed like forever. Strangely, given how uncomfortable this was, and
the gagging involved, I did feel horny and my cock was rock solid. I guess
this was because I was beginning to be able to cope with her large cock in
a way I associated with a different and exciting sexuality.

In time I would become very good at taking her cock all the way down to its
base - no small feat - and I would experience the strange space you can
enter after serious face fucking where you are deprived of oxygen, your
eyes are streaming with tears, and you are gagging heavily, but as her cock
is withdrawn, all you have is tunnel vision, and all you want is that cock
back inside your mouth as it has defined the reality that you have been
reduced to. That is something else, and something only a true submissive
can enjoy. Right now, however, sensing she had tested to my immediate
limits, she leant down and kissed me heavily whilst stroking my face
intimately, and then straightened up, giving me access to her cock and
allowing me to enjoy its taste and feel in my mouth without her
thrusting. I sucked it tenderly, taking the head into my mouth in deep
moist kisses, my lips moving smoothly around and across her swollen head.

"Lets go through to the bedroom. I've got a treat for you through there"

I followed her, watching her ass sway from side to side in a hypnotic
pendulum, the weight rising and falling in each tight buttock within the
tight confines of her tights. When we got there, she lit up what turned out
to be a joint and inhaled deeply.

"This will help you relax and make it so much more intense. Trust me - it
will help you"

With that she leant forward and exhaled into my mouth following with a deep
kiss into my mouth. I'd never had anyone do this to me and it was a
strangely submissive experience receiving smoke this way. Quickly my head
began to spin. This was how she let me 'smoke' it, all fed to me through
her lungs, with my head between her legs sucking her rigid cock in between
each dose and passionate kiss that she gave me. When she decided I had had
enough, she pushed me onto my hands and knees and slid out from underneath
me and moved around to behind me.

She pushed my legs wider apart and knelt in between them, her body close to
mine. She leant forward and leaning along my back she got her lips to my
ear and kissed me, her tongue penetrating inside, warm and wet. I could
feel her hard cock sliding along the crack of my ass, and her heavy balls
pressing against me. Her cock was so strong and rigid, and so hot. It
seared its presence onto my ass as she dry humped me.

I felt so vulnerable, and this wasn't helped when she got her cock head
against my asshole, and very gently pressed against me. I stiffened in
alarm, and she whispered in my ear

"Don't worry baby, I'm not going in yet. But I want you to feel my hot meat
against you. Relax and let it tease your hole a bit."

I did as she asked, and it was divine. Nothing too intrusive, but she was
large and insistent, and it let my ass get used to the sensitive demands of
her cock. Smoothly she pulled back as I moaned and her head slid down to my
ass.

She began to kiss and tease my hole. It was tender and intimate, and I felt
so exposed and vulnerable with my ass pointed skywards and open to her. She
began to french kiss my ass, her tongue rolling voluptuously around and
inside me. I pushed back moaning softly as I maximized her tongues purchase
into my hole.

She delved her tongue as deep as she could and it was an unusual sensation
at first, but as she continued I began to appreciate her attention and how
it made me feel. My ass was becoming sexually aware - I could experience
pleasure in this tender and exotic way, with no discomfort or fear, and I
began to respond to each curl and thrust of her tongue in a deep and
satisfying way, the moisture from her mouth slowly evaporating from around
my ass in a delightful and tingle inducing way. With one large kiss and
deep thrust she detached herself from my hole and replaced her tongue with
her fingers.

"Now, I know you enjoyed that my little ass puppet. I am going to show you
something else all together"

She had toyed with my ass before, but this time she had real intent. We
both knew our roles in this, and there was no disguise. The weed had worked
on me, and I don't really recall a lot of what happened. I know that my ass
was slick with lubricant, and I know I had pleaded with her repeatedly to
put more fingers inside me, and that she had rotated them firmly as they
plunged inside of me and back out, finally saying, with a slight chuckle at
my desperate need, "they are all in baby."

I know that at one point she grabbed my arm and pulled my hand back to my
ass, and lovingly inserted one, then two of my fingers inside me and,
whilst stroking my arm, she encouraged me to pleasure myself. I was so into
it, I willingly did so, and then she began to plunge her fingers into me
alongside mine.

I know that at some point I lost any sense of conscious control, and began
to buck and writhe in ecstasy with her repeated slick intrusions and
eventually I orgasmed, deeply and prolonged in nature and collapsed forward
onto the bed.

She lay alongside me, and stroked my back and side, gently muttering into
my ears. I was wired - that was the best orgasm I had ever had. I slowly
turned to face her and began to tenderly kiss her on the face and lips. She
responded and soon we were in a prolonged passionate embrace, our bodies
entwined, and I could feel my horniness increasing. I began to make sure
that she lay inside my legs and then began to open them and raise them up
her body, until her cock was firmly positioned at my asshole and rubbing
against me.

The lubricant all over my ass made her cock slide into me easily to the
point where I had to relax for her to get in any further. She took it easy,
not forcing me and began to just enter me, back and forth, to that point
with short gentle thrusts. I got impatient and began to ride my ass back
against her thrusts and very quickly had to take a sharp intake of breath
as she plowed into me.

My insides felt wrong - like someone had rearranged them - and she stopped,
only a few inches into me, and I breathed until I had gotten used to
her. She kissed me, and told me:

"Take it easy my love - there will be plenty of time for you to be the
cockslut you want to be," laughing gently "just let me do my thing, and you
focus on relaxing and accepting me."

Calling me a cockslut had sent an erotic burst of shame through my mind,
but it could only momentarily distract me from the rather imperative cock
sitting inside me. Carla began to gently move, pushing in different
directions, and not too far or hard stretching me out kindly. I counted
each inch that moved inside me a victory - I was tense and I could feel the
discomfort but also the strange intense pleasure that came from this hard,
pulsing piece of meat entering inside of me.

Soon her cock had penetrated what felt a very long way inside me, and I
could begin to feel the thicker end of her base pushing against my
asshole. Over time I learnt to love this moment, when her whole length was
inside me, rigid and shaping my body around itself, the thickest part of
her girth stretching my hole. I always felt so completely penetrated, but
also so connected to her. I loved watching this final part of her entry
into me in the mirrors we had in our bedroom, or occasionally when we
filmed our love making.

She grunted and began to gently rock inside me, her cock staying largely
within my ass, only an inch or so moving. I groaned back. I was so turned
on that this beautiful goddess could find pleasure with me, and I wanted
her to be turned on by the pleasure she was giving to me, so I groaned, and
I moaned, I whimpered. I let my body, and how it felt with each thrust of
her cock into me, dictate what noise and what volume it was.

Her thrusts became longer and harder - almost too much at first - and her
hips made sure that she entered me in every direction and angle. Then she
cried out "god baby, you are so tight, so tight - I don't think I can last
much longer."

I was beyond thought, and could only rut and fuck, squeezing her tight in
my arms and legs until I felt her stiffen and then her cock pumped her cum
deep inside me, her shaft burying itself as far as it could go into me. I
felt the rictus three or four times as each load was pumped deep inside me,
and then she relaxed on top of me, but with her cock still deep inside
me. And still very much hard.

"Yes baby, I don't lose wood from coming. Hmmmmm, you like that don't you?"

She murmured this as she began a different, lazy tempo, pushing her cock so
slowly into and out of me. It felt sordid as her cum had lubricated me
further, and at the end of each penetration she curled her hips up, getting
an extra depth from the movement. Her cock was positioned against my
prostate and I was lost. I had felt it when she had been fucking me before,
but it was occasional stabs that had sent sparks through me. This was
deliberate, constant prostate attention, and within a few minutes I was
giving myself to her as she had indicated I should - rigidly clinging to
her body as her cock ruled every sensation inside me and moaning and crying
out I came. It was overwhelming, and I felt incredibly emotional. I'd never
been received an orgasm like that, and I'd never had to give myself over to
another human being in that way to do it.

Then quite traumatically she pulled her cock out of me. My insides spasmed
around this dramatic exit and then I felt so empty.

She kissed me, and then gently slid down my body and raising one of my
legs, began to lick out my ass sucking her come from my now pulsing hole
and then she rose, sucking some come from my belly and moved up to my mouth
and began to feed me our come, her tongue slipping into me, embedding it
deeply inside of my mouth. We kissed for a while cherishing the white salty
nectar between us before she pulled back

"Not bad for your first time baby. You took all my cock inside you and you
loved it didn't you? It will be a while before I can powerfuck you - which
you will love by the way - I can tell that from how much you enjoyed just
this gentle fuck, but my god, you are so hot. I love fucking you baby"

I basked in her praise, although my ass was beginning to indicate it had
been tested somewhat. We lay there entwined in our post coital splendor and
slowly drifted off to sleep, with a dull but satisfied glow emanating from
deep inside my ass, lulling me to sleep.

I woke the next morning with a hard cock pushing against me. Carla was
still asleep but her cock wasn't and it felt quite insistent. My ass was
still throbbing, but in a mostly good way, and my cock was hard, really
hard. I reached between us and began to stroke her. She was so thick and
heavy, so powerful in my hand, and the feeling of this weight shifting in
my hand as I gently slid up and down it was so arousing. She looked so
innocent and pretty as she lay asleep it drove an erotic charge through my
body and my hand jerked her harder and longer in direct response.

Her eyelids fluttered and she came to, horny and happy as she realized what
I was doing to her.

"Hello you" She purred "Lets go and shower"

She didn't move from the bed, and slowly flexed her hips pushing her cock
into my strokes. I wasn't going to stop as I had this gorgeous cock in my
hand - the thing that had given me such pleasure the night before - so I
carried on, receiving a deep kiss from her as I did.

"Oh lover, I love being inside you. I want to fuck you every way I know how
- fast, slow, hard, soft, deep - and take you from every position. I want
to own your ass, and understand it and how to give you pleasure
intimately."

We lay there, her telling me how she wanted to fuck me, then telling me how
to "stroke her fat hungry cock" until she decided to lead me by my cock
into the shower room.

We both climbed into the shower and began to kiss, the hot water mingling
with our lips and intensifying the experience. Her hands became as hungry
as mine, and played with my cock and ass at the same time, as mine held
onto her hard cock coaxing it towards the inevitable penetration of my ass
that I wanted. I really needed to find out if last night was a one off or
that I could take her cock and enjoy it.

I wanted to suck her, but she didn't give me the option, pushing me face
against the wall and spreading my legs. Her cock pushed against me and
began to enter me. I pushed back until I felt the pain - the weed had worn
off - but she pushed through my hesitation and suddenly, in a knee
trembling, bowel loosening moment she thrust deep into me. I was
overwhelmed, but before I could protest she began to fuck me, longer and
deeper than she had before, and quickly the pleasure began to overtake my
discomfort, the heat from the shower nurturing me too as she took me firmly
from behind.

I pushed my head up and back, my mouth opening to express the mix of
pleasure and pain to be met by the hot flow of water cascading down towards
me. This was the stuff of fantasies, I thought, as she grasped my hips and
began to fuck me properly, pulling me back onto her cock with each thrust.

It didn't take her long to climax, her legs twitching as she pumped her
come into me. As she withdrew I lost the control of my legs, and without
her support slumped to the floor of the shower, panting and overwhelmed.

Concerned she crouched down to me, and embraced my body, stroking my head
and we lay there, dazed by the intensity of what had just happened.

End of this installment.

Now an experiment. I like feedback, and I want to ask what Carla Chapter 4
should be. The choices are:

1. I come to her flat and find her sitting directly in front of the door on
her chair, naked, and stroking her hard cock with both hands. I can focus
on nothing else and go straight to her and suck her before climbing onto
her cock, gazing deep into her eyes as I lower myself onto her thick
pulsating cock, until I hear a sound and realize her friend, Ivy is
watching. Ashamed I climb off until Carla explains Ivy is like her and I
can be fucked by both of them. Which I do.

2. Carla and I meet after work. Carla is dressed in a suit, jacket and
trousers, her hair tied back tightly. When we get home she reveals she is
wearing male briefs and she persuades me to dress as a woman, because " it
will really unleash the cock whore inside you" and I do, and it does. The
lipstick makes my lips feel fuller and more sensuous and I suck her
passionately through the crotch of her suit trousers and white briefs
before she lifts my dress, pulls my panties to one side, which makes me
feel so much more vulnerable and accessible, and fucks me over the kitchen
table. And yes, I am so much more of a cock slut.

3. Carla decides she needs to train my ass properly. She ties me up and
then proceeds to fuck me with a range of dildos and vibrators, before
filling me with a large buttplug and releasing my legs, forcing me to be
face fucked kneeling between her legs with my hands tied behind my back,
before taking a double ended dildo and inserting into us both and she fucks
me with it tightly gripped in her ass, stroking our hard cocks which are
tightly pressed together.

4. Any ideas you might have

Votes, emails and comments appreciated. I do this because I want others to
enjoy my fantasies and your feedback and ratings make this worthwhile. I
reckon if you come as a result of this story its worth a 4 out of 5, and if
you wank off another time and use any of the material in your wank
fantasies its worth a 5 out of 5.

Wishing you happy fantasies

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