Date: Fri, 17 Jan 2014 09:12:55 -0500
From: Jon Miller <lawman19811@hotmail.com>
Subject: LIVING MY DREAM--------TRANSGENDER

			      LIVING MY DREAM

I was finally home, home in my own house.  The anguish, the unknown(s), the
long trip, the finality of all my dreams, it was finally over.  I just sat
on my bed and looked around and couldn't appreciate it more than that very
minute.  I reached for the hem of my nightgown and pulled it and over my
head.  I let it fall to the floor and I stood and looked into the mirror. I
just admired my new body, a feminine body!!! This dream of mine all started
when I started crossdressing, I loved how it felt when I wore stockings, a
garter belt, panties and a bra. At first it was just an "experimental
thing" but after a short time the experiment became more of a need and a
want. I crossdressed more and more and started to realize that maybe, just
maybe there was a female person that lived inside of me.  I tried many
times to "quit" but always went back to satisfying my urges, desires, wants
and needs. After a while I constantly wore lingerie under my male attire
and longed for the day that I would change my sex and become a woman. I
went to therapist(s) for a long period of time and they all concurred that
I was really a female in a male's body. I was recommended to a gender
therapist who suggested that I actually live as a woman for a year and then
objectively ascertain if I really wanted to become a female. I did in fact
live as a woman for a year and actually gave it more time which amounted to
a year and one half. There was one decision to make which was a very easy
one, and that was to go "full boat". My therapist agreed and arranged an
appointment with one of the best SRS (Sex Re-assignment Surgery) doctor's.
When the day arrived for my appointment I wore a black 42C bra, beige
pantyhose, a black medium high waist shaper, a charcoal grey pencil skirt
that was about 3 inches higher than my knees, a burgundy front button
blouse, 3 inch black pumps. I had my hair done the day before so all I had
to do was comb it out, some white gold jewelry and off I went to see the
doctor. I arrived at the office 10 minutes early because I had to the
required paperwork. The receptionist was very polite and she just kept
looking at me which made me very nervous. When I handed in the finished
paperwork she told me that I looked beautiful and that she would never
would have guessed that I wasn't who I was trying to become. I just smiled
at her and thanked her for the compliment. I went back to the chair that I
was sitting on, crossed my legs and waited to be called.  I had just
settled myself when I was called into the doctor's office for the
examination.  I was asked to remove all my outer clothing and was given a
medical robe, the one which is closed in the back but never closes. I laid
my skirt and blouse on the chair, put on this ridiculous paper robe, got
onto the examination table and waited for the doctor to come in. the doctor
came in almost immediately and asked me the usual questions and then he
stated the examination. He asked me how long I wanted to become a woman and
I told him all my life was true. He asked me if I knew about the procedure
to make me into a woman and I answered him YES!!!!  He asked me to lay back
so he could examine me. His hand went under my bra and removed one of my
forms and then he rubbed my nipple which responded to his touch. He then
asked me to remove my pantyhose and high waist panty so he could complete
the exam. At this point his nurse came into the room and helped me to take
down my pantyhose and panty but only to my knees. The doctor held my penis
for a short time but I started to get hard so he turned to his nurse and
asked her to take care of the "thing". She bent over me and slid her hot
mouth down and over my "clit" and gave me the best blow job I ever had. It
didn't take long for me to blast my seed into her mouth and down her
throat.