Date: Thu, 9 Sep 1999 04:23:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: meow98@webtv.net
Subject: OK I AM A PUSSY!

      I had been a very confused person all my life. All though out my
teenage years I had never had a good relationship with any girls until I
met my first wife. Well she was a very beautiful female and looked to me
for sex,however I never cold please her and finally she found herself in
the arms of another man. It took me along to get over that and I would
lie awake at night wondering what was wrong,how did I fail,was it all me
or what. A year or two went by and I met my second wife we both loved
each other from the start and I thought she was the answer to all my
problems. As time went on she seemed to less interested in me and I
became very depressed. We both went to counselling and would go on
special mini vacations. Again it became obvious that she wanted more sex
than I could give. Now this was a slam on my male ego. Then one day she
came to me and said that she wanted a divorce. I asked her why after all
the time that we have invested in our relationship. Then she let the
hammer down there was someone else. WOW I just broke down and cried.
Then she told me that it was alright to be the way I am. I asked her
what she meant. Well she replied your not a real man I don't think at
least from where I stand as a woman. I said to her after all this time
you tell me this. She told me that she had always faked her orgasms just
to make me feel better. I was totally devastated and broken. Then she
said it's alright to be a woman. I am. I looked at her said what to you
mean by that. She said to me look at yourself you look more like a woman
than I do. NOW I knew she was right. My nightmares were not wrong. all
these years I had tried to something that I was not or at least after
this she had me believing it. I said to her OK lets say you are right
what would you do if it were you. She then asked me will I give her a
divorce if I tell you. I thought  about for a minute and since she was
going to go anyway I said YES. OK she said the first thing I would do is
this I would think about making a change and to find out more about it
to meet her tomorrow night at this address.I said hold it for a minute
what do you mean change my life. She answered back do you want to be
happy. I said well yes and she told well it is time for to face the
truth and then wrote down the address on a piece of paper. After talking
with her I agreed to meet her. the next night I drove up to the address
she had written down this house was a beautiful mansion and the place
was crowed and I hardy find a place to park. I walked up to the door and
she opened it and said good evening I want you to meet my new boyfriend.
It was very hard for me ,but I said nice to meet you and congratulations
on your new love. My going to be ex-wife said meet DR. Morrison.  Then
they both guided me down the hall to a large living room where there
20-25 people all standing and having drinks. As I walked into the room
everyone turned and looked at me and the DR. said hey everyone I want
you to meet James and a loud roar came from the crowd HI there James.
The room was filled with mostly women. The DR. said to the crowd of
people are you ready for the show. YES they all roared then the DR. said
to one of the girls bring in the table nurse. My wife soon to be ex said
to me this is your time james or should I start calling you jamie. WOW
My head started to spin the table they were bringing in was an operating
table equipped with a set of stirrups and then I started to try and
run,but they were all over me to fast I screamed to my wife stop what
are they going to do to me. Well Jamie it is time to make change that I
talked to you about. I sounded back NO we were just talking. The DR.
then struck a large needle into my shoulder and said to him what was
that. OH that is is just to calm you down. about that time the females
started bring in different things wigs,makeup,shaving cream etc. things
all the  things that women use. The beautiful smell filled the room of
the finest perfume money can buy. I loved it and then with the help of
my wife and the other girls they started to undress me  and get me
ready. I started to cry and I then I smiled at all of them. I looked at
my wife and she said well this is what we have to do to finish the job.
The girls stated to shave my body hair all off and then they went to
paint my nails. I started to see what I had  missed all my life. My wife
was right all along I was a pussy not a man.By this time I started smell
and feel totally feminized. My wife then placed a wig on me and
completed my makeup and said now you see how beautiful you are you are
so cute as a girl. As I smiled back at her I felt a needle go deep into
my arm and as I looked at everyone they picked me up and laid me on the
operating table I started to fight back kicking and scratching as they
strapped me down to the table and slowly slipped my pink colored feet
into the stirrups. I love you honey she said you will always be my
friend. I screamed what are you doing to me now?? I started getting
sleeper and sleeper and all I an remember is them saying kiss your male
hood good bye you little pussy and then a loud laughter.The next morning
I woke up to soft music and the smell of sweet perfume in a pink colored
room all by myself. A nurse then came in and said how do you feel this
morning? she said to me have you seen yourself yet in the mirror. When I
got up I felt something different and grabbed between my legs and
screamed there gone there gone and she oh yes they are you are all
female now and how do you like it. I just starred into the mirror and I
said to her OK where are my panties and nylons.

Jamie Christine