Date: Wed, 7 Aug 2013 20:46:30 -0700 (PDT)
From: Julian Irwin <julian.nz69@gmail.com>
Subject: A Dream comes True. ch 15  transgender Teen

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What a wonderful way to start ones day, yes sharing the shower with
Annabel. Soaping every part of each others feminine body, making sure every
little crevice was nice and clean. Although I've never been a fan of having
sex in the shower or bath for that matter, well OK I have masturbated many
times why lying in the bath. Being in there with Annabel enjoying touching
her sweet petite body, cuddling with many sweet kisses is something
else. Noticing her stiff clitty poking against mine, I knew there was
nothing else one could do but get to my knees to pay homage. Looking up to
Annabel before taking her twitching organ between my lips to make sure this
is what she wants. Without a word, only the cutest of acknowledging smiles
came my way as she directed my plastic shower capped head onto her blood
filled enthused clit. I could do nothing other than open my mouth to let
her projectile invade or do untold damage to my face, something I didn't
want to happen.

Taking her deep into my wantoned famished mouth before slowly retracting
till I had only her deep purple hot knob between my lips. Kissing, licking
all around, working my tongue under the skin, flicking over and playing on
her piss slit. In no time the deep long moans coming from above, the vice
like grip she had on my plastic covered head I realized she was about to
give up her morning offering to me. Pulling her close or was she pushing at
my head, no matter, I took her slowly down again, sucking, working my
tongue feverishly as I went. No sooner did I have her hot throbbing organ
at the entrance of my throat when she gave one last push, sending her boy
clit deep within. The whimpers, the moans, the squeals that came at the
same time her whole body jerked pushing deeper sending her hot cum juice
straight down. I sucked for all I was worth to extract every last morsel
from her taut sissy clit. Suddenly I had to abandon my quest as Annabel's
legs became weak, holding onto my shoulders for security. After helping her
sit on the wet tiled floor, we just cuddled together offering little kisses
to wherever our lips touched.

My hands soon began to wander lovingly over her precious body at the same
time admiring everything about her. I couldn't and didn't want to stop
myself from going down taking both her feet in my hands caressing them
gently. Somehow my mouth just got forced to them, like the most powerful
magnet ever made was pulling me in. I knew I couldn't fight against the
force, so took each foot in turn kissing, licking all over both in the most
intimate adoring way I knew how. I knew by the soft whimpers coming from
Annabel she was cherishing the attention her little tootsies were
getting. Unfortunately I couldn't stay there all day; standing again I
helped my sweet Annabel to her feet. Wrapping her in my arms I told her how
beautiful her feet are, to beautiful not to be worship, which in turn
earned me another lovely kiss and taste of her tongue, before being told
how she loved it and hoped there'll be more. That I assured her there will
be lots more of the same to come, hopefully tonight.

Knowing being with another `Male' like this was something new for Annabel,
I didn't want to do anything she wasn't wanting at this time. As she said,
she'd be happier to leave it till later, like in bed tonight, I think too
much of her to disagree. With our showering finished, dried, powdered and
after the pleasure of massaging each others hormone cream in. It was time
for the use of our pumps; I noticed Annabel sucked a lot more flesh into
her cups than I did. As she said, she's been using them a lot longer than I
have, in time I'll be able to full my cups also.

With breakfast over it was upstairs with Aunty and Annabel to be made up
and dressed up as the Sissy I've been longing to be since seeing `Ashley'
on that first visit. While Annabel was sent to picking out the underwear
for both of us to wear, Aunty seemed to be in her element having not one
but now two sissy to pamper and dress in glamorous sissy outfits. I wore a
charming lemon satin bra, panties, suspender and camisole. Each item adored
around the edge with inch wide fine lace. Around the leg openings of the
panties or should I say `bloomers' a good two inches of white flowery lace
sat, with sweet lemon satin bows sitting boldly in the front of each leg
opening just above the lace. Another much smaller bow sat just as sweetly
in the centre of the waistband.

Dressed in only my bra, suspender and stockings Annabel took no time in
asking, "Mummy can I put Jessica's little petti on her?" Not quite knowing
what this little pale green silk thing was she held in her dainty hands,
never the less Aunty said she could. I stood dumb foundered for a second
till she took my clit in hand and proceeded to dress it in this beautiful
little silk skirt. Pulling my clit and cherry basket through the "cockring"
which has like a silk pocket square sewn around it, like from the centre so
the four corners hang freely below. Around the base just below the `c-ring'
a narrow eyelet white lace where two narrow lime green satin ribbons were
threaded waiting to be pulled tight and tied in sweet bows with the
streamers hanging prettily below. Thereby letting the little skirt [or
petti as they call it] hang lovingly and as I was soon to discover,
flirting against what it touched. Oh the pleasures of now being void of all
body hair down there.

The only problem being, in a flash a rampant twitching erection made itself
visible to all present.  So much for this little petti sitting sweetly
between my upper thighs to caress them lovingly, making my clitty look so
sissified as well. Oh no I felt tears coming to my eyes I was so
embarrassed, much the same as I was with Mummy that first day all those
weeks ago now. Trying to hide my clitty the best I could, while attempting
to apologise to Aunty for letting this happen.

"You don't have to be ashamed of your erection darling. I know things like
that happens all the time, you are quite normal. Now let me take care of it
for you." she said.  "Oh it's alright Aunty I'll just go to the bathroom
and fix it up, it won't take long." thinking of the way Mummy took care of
it yesterday.  "Don't be silly sweetheart, Annabel get me one of those
little sachets from the drawer."  I watched as Annabel went straight to the
side drawer next to Aunty's bed. With a cute smile on her angelic face
handed Aunty what looked like and was a little Joey.  "Now come here and
let me take care of that for you Jessica."

Again something is about to happen, which I would never of dreamt of
happening to me a couple of months back. Yes letting another woman have
pleasure stroking my sissy clit. I stood in front of Aunty as she took the
condom and slowly rolled it up the length of one throbbing sissy
clitty. Satisfied she had it right up and my little skirt out of the way. I
was told to sit between her legs, in doing so she put her left arm around
me as I lent against her warm body. After a lovely kiss to my cheek she
began stroking gently along my pulsating clit, all the while talking
sweetly to me.

This was heavenly as I closed my eyes to savour the moment. I knew it must
have been Annabel as a couple of dainty hands started caressing ever so
softly around my upper legs, right in so sweetly over my so sensitive
thighs. Moaning softly with the pleasure I was receiving my legs parted
automatically to give freer access to Annabel's dainty hands.  "Would you
like to have a turn Darling?" I heard Aunty ask.  "Oh yes, thank you
Mummy." came with much enthusiasm from one gorgeous Annabel.  I knew it was
a change of hands but they felt just as loving as they stroked my
length. Opening my eyes I watched as Annabel slender hand slid lovingly
along my pulsating length.

"Give Jessica's clit a nice kiss like Mummy does on yours dear." not having
to be told twice I watched and felt Annabel's lips offering a couple of
sweet kisses right over one blood filled purple knob, albeit covered with a
rubber. Well that did it, my whole body tensed up; my lower body began
jerking almost uncontrollable, whimpering, moaning all in one. Turning my
head towards Aunty's breast I just seemed to cry out, "Aunty I'm squirting,
I'm squirting!!" as volley after volley of sissy sperm filled the thin
latex rubber skin. I became lost in all my sissiness as I rested cuddled in
Aunty's arms. I know I shot a good offering of juice, I could still feel
Annabel's hand milking the last from my tube as I again opened my eyes.

Looking down, there was Annabel still kneeling between my legs, displaying
one beaming smile. "Did you enjoy that Jessica?" she asked.  "Oh yes I sure
did, Thank you both so much." turning my head to Aunty to offer a loving
kiss.  "Get Mummy a couple of wipers dear so I can clean this little girl
up." Aunty asked Annabel.  In the mean time Aunty slid the used rubber from
my almost deflated clit. I noticed she didn't discard it to the trash
basket; no it was wrapped in a tissue and left on top of the bedside
drawer.

Standing this time able to appreciate one pretty petti hanging sweetly
between my legs. I couldn't help myself from swirling a little watching the
pretty silk skirt move from side to side caressing lightly between my
thighs as it went.  "I think we better move on now Jessica and get you
dressed before your little thing comes to life again. Don't you?" a smiling
Aunty asked.  I just offered a big smile knowing the sooner I get covered
up down there the better. So it was on with my camisole, followed by the
lovely satin bloomers to put my little petti out of sight and harms way,
for now.

Aunty took great delight in brushing out my hair before applying my
makeup. I must say I really love sitting watching while having my makeup
applied. I don't know but I seem to feel so much more girly like having my
face beautified for me. It wasn't long till one pretty face looked at me
through the mirror. Albeit a little heavier made-up than Mummy or Denise
have done it so far, even the lipstick was a deeper red than Annabel wore
that Saturday. Well guess this is to be a more Sissy boy look rather than a
sweet young girl image. After another comb and brush out of my hair I made
way for Annabel to be given the same beautifying treatment. I'm becoming
addicted to all these divine facial cosmetics the undeniable feminine
smell, not to mention the sensual taste of lipstick.

It was now Annabel's turn to be beautified, with the removal of her
dressing gown I saw for the first time the lovely white satin lingerie she
was wearing. Instead of bloomer type panties like I'm wearing, hers are
French knickers with her legs encased in fine tan stockings. I watched with
great interest as Aunty lowered Annabel's delicate knickers then proceeded
to feed an equally pretty light silver satin and lace trimmed garter over
Annabel's appendage. It looked so beautiful with the fine fringe hanging
sweetly a few inches below, almost hiding her docile clit. The only
difference is her little clitty didn't come to life wanting to be played
with. Never mind at least she had hers taken care of in the shower
earlier. Once the lovely bows were tied and knickers back in place putting
her dressed up clitty out of sight.

Under instructions not to fiddle, I sat happily with Crystal cradled safely
in my arms watching one pretty Annabel being made even prettier. In no time
two elegantly made up sissies stood admiring each other, with a stern
warning from Aunty "No kissing!"  "But Aunty, what can I do, Annabel looks
so adorable and kissable?" I tried telling her.  "You're going to learn to
wait, or do you want me to take your makeup off?" was her response.

Knowing what Aunty was getting at, I just turned to Annabel with a big
smile saying, "You look so beautiful, unfortunately our lips are out of
bounds for such little pleasures, at least I can hug you." With that
Annabel showed me how to kiss in a sissy way for such times as this. Yes
embrace sweetly then lightly touching cheek to cheek in a `kissie kissie'
way.  "Will I have to kiss you like this all the time now?" I asked in
absolute shock horror.  "No just till our lipstick dries a little, see
Mummy has put it on a little heaver this time." Annabel assured me.
"Jessica you are such a girl already, I can see your mother will have to
keep her eyes on you." Aunty said with a smile.

With great enthusiasm I watched as Aunty removed two very sissy outfits
from the wardrobe, lying each over the bed. They both looked stunningly
beautiful lying there waiting to be worn, I didn't care which one was for
me. I didn't have to worry as Aunty calling me to her while holding this
delightful fine ivory long sleeved satin blouse, with an effusion of floral
lace running from the soft collar to at least halfway down.

The gratifying thoughts going through my head, as I felt this fine sensual
fabric embracing my upper body. Once all the small covered buttons had been
fastened up the back, I noticed how the sleeves bloomed out along with the
loose fit of the blouse. The two inch cuffs were overlaid in the same fancy
lace, which in turn hung in such a dainty sissy fashion an inch further
below. I couldn't help but hold my limp wrists out to cherish there
feminine beauty.

Next came a pair of dazzling copper coloured taffeta pants, the front
opening was a sailor-boy flap held closed by two matching covered buttons
either side. The pants had four two inch loops, which in turn a long three
inch wide ivory satin sash got threaded to be tied off in a big bow at the
back. At this point I realized why the loose fit of the blouse, as it also
ballooned out beautifully over at the waist. Satisfied, Aunty then went to
work pulling down the lace of my bloomers so under each leg opening a
little of the pretty white lace would be on display for all to see.

I still hadn't seen myself in the mirror, but I knew I felt so much the
Sissy I so eagerly wanted to be. Just seeing the lace of the bloomers
sitting pettily below my ornate pants made me an extremely delighted
sissy. All through my dressing Aunty kept telling me to stop fiddling, as
my hands just wouldn't stay still no matter how I tried. By the look and
sweet comments coming from Annabel, who was sitting watching patiently now
with Nance in her arms. I knew I must look the way I'm feeling and hoping,
a real effeminate Sissy-Boy.

"Right Jessica darling, do you think you could sit still like Annabel has
been while we get her dressed up also? And no trying to find the mirror as
I haven't finished with you yet." said Aunty.  After a sweet noncommittal
smile, I went to offer Aunty a lovely kiss thanking her for dressing
me. But no she offered a little kiss to my cheek, saying, "Remember your
lipstick darling."

Occasionally my hands somehow drifted away from Crystal to treasure the
fine fabric of my blouse or pants, hoping all the while Aunty wasn't
watching. Then I would hear, "Where are those hands Jessica?"  "I can't
help it Aunty they seem to have a mind all of there own." hoping to
convince her.  "I think if you concentrated more on cuddling your doll,
those hands won't wander as they are."  I'm beginning to think mothers
don't know what it is like being dressed in such breathtaking sissy
clothes, the silky touch against one hairless body, not to mention one
little petti flirting with my clitti and thighs every time I seem to move.

I sat watching with Crystal cuddled comfortably in my arms as Aunty went
about dressed Annabel. Over her dazzling fine white satin camisole and
knickers, which also had two inches of fancy white lace hanging sweetly
around both leg openings. A stunning baby blue silk blouse with a three
inch wide deeper shade of blue ruffled lace running from under the collar
on either side down just over halfway in a U shape, was raised up her
slender arms. Between the beautiful lace narrow pin tucks also ran down
from under the collar. The wide soft collar was edged in a narrow baby blue
lace; lovely small bluish pearl buttons fastened up the front looked so
sweet.

Unlike my blouse Annabel's sat in a more fitting style. The sleeves puffed
out so girlishly to the wide cuffs, which in turn were covered by a good
three inches of the same blue lace descending gracefully below. In all
Annabel's dainty fingers were all one could see to the fullest. Next a
matching pair of blue pants, albeit in a slightly heaver silk were held out
ready to be raised up two fine legs. Unlike mine there was no front
opening, but two small buttons closed the pants at ether side. The pants
were beautified in the same fashion in the front as is the blouse, with pin
tucks sitting prettily between the wide deeper blue lace, one could say
they are displaying for all to see the lack of any boy-opening. Around the
waist were five loops in which a two inch wide mottled blue satin sash got
threaded then tied off in a fancy knot on the left side, letting her sash
hung almost to the hem of her pants. Next Aunty tied a matching narrow
mottled blue satin scarf into an adorable floppy bow beneath the collar,
letting its streamers hang at the same length.

Even though I was sitting happily with Crystal cuddled safely in my arms,
all this time I couldn't take my eyes away from my Dear friend being
dressed in this mouth watering Sissy-boy outfit. Thinking how lucky she is
to have been dressed like this for so long, I felt quite envious of
her. But at least I'm now able to cherish these same wonderful sissy-boy
desires I had that Saturday afternoon all those weeks ago now. Yes in
seeing the then Ashley now Annabel in all her radiant beauty knowing deep
down how much I wanted to be dressed as she was that day. Now that time has
arrived and Oh! How much SISSNESS I am experiencing right at this moment.

I watched as Aunty sprayed Annabel's hair before placed a lovely blue satin
bow to the left side of her hair in what I would say is more a sissy-boy
style rather than girly. I couldn't help but tell her how gorgeous she
looked. In the meantime Aunty had her sit at the vanity while she put knee
length white socks on her feet which were finished off with blue satin bows
to the front of each. Annabel and I just looked so jubilantly to each
other, knowing we are dressed the same, both dressed very much as
SISSY-BOYS'. Annabel now knowing I really meant what I said about wanting
to be dressed as she was that Saturday.

"Aunty, Can I please give Annabel a hug now?" I asked not knowing whether
she was finished dressing her or not.  "In just a minute dear I want to put
her shoes on first." I'm sure Aunty is on a go slow, teasing me, keeping me
from the inevitable embracing of Annabel.  As she stood in her black buckle
up shoes I couldn't wait any longer, after resting Crystal back on the
chair, in no time my arms were embracing Annabel, as she did
likewise. Neither spoke for a while, we just savoured this moment together
as the Sissies we are, nothing else, neither male nor female, just plain
and simply SISSIES!!  "I feel just right now Annabel dressed in these
gorgeous clothes, the same as you."  "I'm so pleased I've often wanted
someone to dress just sissy like with, now I have you don't I?"  Annabel
said sounding so delighted knowing how I love being a real sissy-boy.

After separating us two lovebirds Aunty went to work on my finishing
touches. Spraying my hair then a beautiful copper taffeta bow which matched
that of my pants was attached to my hair via a small comb, much the same as
Annabel's is. I sat while Aunty put my ankle socks and lace garters back on
me, the only thing is I had to wear my fluffy slippers because I only had
my two inch heels and Annabel's shoes were a little to small for me. Well I
wasn't going anywhere so it didn't matter really, plus it wasn't long
before Annabel changed into her fluffs. We both stood hand in hand as Aunty
sprayed a beautiful perfume our way plus on our wrists and behind our
ears. The final touch was to have lip gloss applied over our lovely red
lips.

At long last we were allowed to view the image of two sissies in the mirror
and Oh how much we looked like irresistible Sissies standing there hand in
hand. I couldn't help telling Aunty and Annabel just how delighted I am
being dressed in such gorgeous clothes. All the time I couldn't or didn't
want to take my eyes away from the happy smiling beauties in the mirror. I
had to ask Aunty if she would take some photos of the two of us, saying how
Mummy would really love to see them. Before Aunty had a chance to say yes
or no, Annabel took off, returning not a minute later with camera in
hand. I realized just how much of a sissy I really am, as there was no need
for any prompting from Aunty or Annabel as to how to stand in the most
sassiest of poses. After taking mine and Annabel's together, then each with
Aunty, it was time to put the camera on its tripod ready for a group
photo. Yes Aunty sat in the middle of the sofa with her sweet "Cream Puffs"
cuddled in lovingly either side of her.

Just sitting cuddled in close to Aunty knowing Annabel's the other side; I
started to notice a stirring under my panties. At times like this there is
nothing you can do, but let what has started continue on its merry
way. With my mind now preoccupied it soon got noticed as Aunty asked why
have I gone so quiet all of a sudden. Feeling ever so embarrassed I just
rested my head against her shoulder whispering softly "Aunty my clitty is
standing again."  "That's nothing to be ashamed of dear, I know how much
you're enjoying being such a beautiful sissy right now." at the same time
asking Annabel to go and get a rubber. "This is all so new for you
sweetheart, it's only been a couple of weeks wearing all these lovely girls
clothes and being the sissy girl you have till lately only dreamt about. So
what we'll do is put another rubber on you, that way your pretty petti and
panties won't get soiled." she told me, in the mean time Annabel had
returned with a little protector in hand.

Standing before Aunty while she lowered my lavish pants and equally
sumptuous bloomers I had to ask. "Are you going to milk me again Aunty?"
"No sweetie we'll just leave this on, as I think your clit will more than
likely stay erect for some time and you don't want to mess your pretties do
you?" with that she raised my dainty petti then rolled one rubber sheath
along one very aroused organ.

Once I got put together again, Aunty suggested Annabel and I go and make
the beds and tidy the rooms. It'll help take your mind off everything else
for a while was her reckoning. Well I'll have to wait and see, just being
with Annabel dressed as we are, along with seeing all those divinely
feminine things in both rooms, how could that take my mind away from being
dressed and acting so sissy like deflate any blood filled clitty? Somehow
it didn't have any affect, so I continued cleaning up with a little boy
standing in my panties.  "Annabel is your clitty all stiff like mine is?" I
had to know as she didn't give any signs of it.  "No because I'm so used to
wearing all these adorable clothes, in no time you'll be just the same. But
believe me the titillating pleasure will always be the same as you're
experiencing right now." I was assured.

Even making Aunties bed I couldn't help but think of Annabel lying there
snuggled up to her mother. By the imprint of where Aunty had been sleeping
I had an image in my mind of Annabel's imprint close by. It must have been
obvious to what was going through my mind as a little voice whispered in my
ear, "I bet I know what you're thinking?" Just hearing her say that sent my
face a little red realizing how easy she read my thoughts.  "I won't tell
you what I've been thinking unless I'm given a kiss, our lipstick must be
smudge proof by now?" as I pouted my lips to her in expectation, it worked
wonderfully. So I kept my part of the bargain by explaining who slept where
in this bed of a weekend at home. Unashamedly Annabel agreed but added with
a cheeky smile, "Sometimes they do have a gap between them."

It's amazing how long it can take to make and tidy two bedrooms. Well it's
not every day you're allowed to admire the contents of your Aunty's and
cousin wardrobe is it? I was so pleased when she brought out that very
first dress Aunty made for her, it was gorgeous even has its own little
white frilly chiffon piny with long two inch wide ties. While holding it
against my body I had to ask if I could try it on before going home on
Sunday, as I knew if it still fits Annabel it'll fit me. The cheeky devil
had the audacity to say, "Well seen as you are my little cousin I guess it
should fit you, but you have to be a good sissy till then?" that I agree to
be.

Sitting in the lounge with a doll either side of us while I showed Annabel
my scrapbooks, I knew there would be a lot in them that would be all new to
her, well she's a big girl now. As it turned out she's seen some of what I
have via girls at school, yes even some of the more kinky photos and
artwork. One good thing about looking at them together we found out more of
what aroused the other, and hopefully would make tonight all that much more
comfortable for Annabel's first time with another male.

Subconsciously my hands kept touching the lace hanging below my pants or I
would try to fluff out the lace sitting prominently on my extravagantly
pretty blouse. Soon a sweet voice said, "Stop fiddling with your clothes no
wonder your clit won't go down for you?"  "It's alright for you, but I
haven't been dressed in such pretty sissy clothes before and they like me
touching them." I told her before kissing her sweetly on the cheek.

While looking at a few drawing of a sissy anxiously sucking on his
mistresses finger as she plays with his stiffy through his panties, I told
Annabel about Mummy having me suckling on her breast like a small child
would the other night. Looking straight into my eyes she asked, "I hope you
enjoyed it?" what could I say but "Yes I really did, I've kissed Mummy's
breast a few times, once I sucked on her nipple like I was feeding, but it
was nothing like having her putting my mouth on it to suckle on like I'm a
proper baby." Somehow I didn't even feel embarrassed telling Annabel.  "It
makes you feel so warm and secure, sort of like bonding in a loving way
isn't it? I love suckling on Mummy's as well, I tell her I just wish milk
would come out for me to drink." she said with a glowing smile.

After awhile we began talking about girly things which was so nice for both
of us. Just being able to say how we feel, as Annabel said how hard it is
to talk openly about her feelings at school. "Even though Mummy and I are
close as close can be, I don't know how to ask her some things, such as
making out with a boy. I know I'm in love with Mummy but, at times I think
what would it be like with a boy. I know you will know what I mean, don't
you?" she said resting her head against my unpadded breast.  "Yes I know
exactly what you mean and hopefully tonight I'll be able to answer some of
that for you, even though we can't enjoy the final act of lovemaking."
putting my fingers under her chin raising her head to place a soft kiss on
her glossy red lips.

On the other hand I wanted to find out if she is going to take hormone
tablets like I think Denise is going to do soon.  "I'm not to sure yet, I
know I want to but Mummy says I shouldn't rush into it at my age, maybe
when I'm seventeen. You know what, the doctor agreed with her, saying I
could have too much to lose right now in case I decide this isn't really
what I want. I put up the most stupidest of arguments by saying girls at
twelve start growing their breast why can't I? Not thinking for a moment of
the enormous difference between a real girl and a want to be girl like
me. My face went the deepest shade of red when the doctor said; I didn't
realize you were a real girl Ashley?" I couldn't stop myself from laugh
hearing her say that. "I know I really do want my own girly breasts, just
using the pumps and pads doesn't farfel my craving for the real
things. What about you Jessica do want to go on hormone treatment as well?"
she asked while caressing over my pump developed breast.  "I don't know
yet, lets face it everything is so new to me right now, I often thought how
I wanted to be just a cross dresser. Now I'm just loving how far I've come,
maybe in a month or two I might say I want my own real breast like you. But
right now it's like being in girly heaven not wanting to wake up anytime
soon, I'm enjoying having them massaged twice a day and using the pumps,
and believe it or not along with my girly food." I said smiling to her.

I thought this would be a good time to ask my next very important
question. "Annabel there is something else I really want to know. You're
taking those tablets to help you go through a menstrual cycle aren't you?"
"Yes why are you also?" she asked looking to me with great elation.  "No
I'm not, but Denise is and she's just finished her period. Well I was
thinking about it when I knew Denise was taking these pills. Now I don't
know after seeing her in some sort of pain at times, getting cramp down
below and at times not really her normal happy self. Mummy says her
sensitive parts can get quite touchy also."

"Oh Jessica there is nothing to worry about, the discomfort for those few
days is so worth it. It makes you feel ever so much more feminine, I know
for a start you think why am I doing this. But after those seven or so days
you've forgotten about the cramps or having to change your pads once
again. The next thing is you're taking another little pill to start the
cycle over again. Plus it gives you a small insight of what a real girl has
no option but to go through every month once she starts puberty." I was
told as she took my hand and kissed it.  "Yes I guess you're right, I'll
think more about it now then." I told her.  "No, you do it! when we take
you home I'm going to tell Aunty to make sure Jessica starts having her
periods." with that we embraced and kissed like two young girls.

Next thing is she had me cradled in her arms telling me what a pretty sissy
I make. Her left hand started stroking over my blouse and pants, even
pulled the lace of the panties further out saying, "You really love being a
sissy don't you and a little girl to go with it?"  "Yes it's hard to
explain just how much, it's like I'm a different person wearing all these
gorgeous clothes. Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could go out dressed as we
are now, only if the world out there would accept people living and
dressing as they wish without judging them as they do?" I said looking up
at Annabel.  "Some parties we go to we can dress up, I know you'll love
that. Has Denise showed you any photos taken at our girly parties?"  "Yes
I've seen a few of them and they looked very interesting. There is a few
she showed me of an Indian boy wearing a beautiful silk blue and silver
saree another he is dressed in full Indian costume with a lovely gold
turban, just looking at the photos got me aroused." I said with a cheeky
smile.  "I can see I'll have to keep my eye on you from now on." I was
advised.

It was later in the afternoon when Aunty gave me another change of clothes,
which delighted me no end, along with a new little joey over my clit which
wanted to keep standing. Yes I'm to be put into the same mouth watering
outfit Annabel or at that time Ashley wore the Saturday we first met. In
turn had me in overwhelming desires, wishing to be dressed as the sissy she
portrayed in her gorgeous champagne coloured satin blouse and Ivory
coloured short pants. Just seeing the copper coloured scarf and sash again
sitting before me has sent my mind flying back to that never to forget day
and all the wonderful things it showed would be in store for the then sissy
Meredith. Yes right from going through those shops with Mummy, the
embarrassment of trying on high heel shoes in front of Robert, Oh yes
Robert.

Knowing the last time I saw these sumptuous clothes they adorned the fine
body of my lovely Annabel, added greatly to my hunger to have them now
embrace my own feminine body. Admiring the sissy in the mirror my inner
body seemed to come alive, so many different emotions running through my
head making me so ecstatic to be what I am becoming. I think there is a
song which said it all, something like "I'm feeling Pretty, Oh so Pretty."
I just had to say, "Annabel I feel so honoured to be wearing these knowing
how much I adored seeing them on you." I couldn't stop my hands from
fondling each piece of the aesthetic fabric as it kept the little boy in my
panties fighting for freedom, I can see why Aunty covered him up.

Turning towards Aunty and Annabel we three just fell into one big girly
embrace, as I told them I just can't explain all these electrifying
emotions I'm having wearing such luxurious clothes, it makes me so
awestruck being the way I am. "I love you both so much Aunty and Annabel
for letting me dress in all these divine outfits." I said between little
kisses and who knows who was kissing who, but we didn't care we loved being
together as one.  "We love dressing you also darling helping you be the
beautiful person you know you are." Aunty said. "Before we go any further I
think a freshening up of all our faces is called for." looking at my two
accomplices I see what Aunty means. In no time fresh powder and lipstick
made us look as innocent as ever.

Once dinner was over and yes real food this time was consumed by Aunties
little lovebirds as she called us. I love hearing the different sweet names
Aunty has for us. Annabel decided we must watch the video I brought with me
of the little Miss Americas. It was quite obvious how Annabel was taken
with all the gorgeous gowns and beautiful almost fairy like dresses the
little girls wore. Even though they both agreed with me that it was a shame
to see such young little girls dressed and made up to look so, so much
older then put on show. Apart from that they loved the gorgeous outfits as
much as I do.

When Aunty suggested it's about time for us two to start getting ready for
bed, neither said a word opposing her decision. Looking Annabel's way I
knew tonight wasn't going to be a replay of last night, oh no we know all
about each other now. Sitting at the vanity so Aunty could brush out my
hair, I just had to ask if I could hold the pretty hair bow, just having it
in my hands admiring it the little streams hanging sweetly below. I started
thinking how wonderful it is to be able to do these girlish things without
being ashamed or embarrassed in any way. Things I fantasised about, acting
girly like and being accepted not told I shouldn't be doing this cause I'm
a boy. Yes that simple little bow felt as precious to me in my hands as it
did in my hair.

With our hairs brushed out Aunty decided to put tissues under our blouses
and covers over our lovely clothes while she went to work removing our
makeup. Saying she knows how we want to stay in all our pretties as long as
possible, she was so right; I gave her a thank you smile. But what a downer
it is to view two pretty sissies without makeup only well moisturized faces
looking back at you, at least we know what we are anyway. Aunty helped
strip us both down to our delicate underwear asking if we'd like to help
each other with them or should she do it. I think she knew our reply even
before asking, as we advised her, this is something only we can do, don't
think she believed us but agreed.  "I'll be back later then to tuck you in
and say Goodnight." were her parting words.

Slowly and methodically we went to work removing each dainty article of
lustrous feminine undergarments from each others sexually alive body. I
couldn't stop myself from again kissing each piece as I gently extracted it
from Annabel's desirable body. Once stripped to only her panties and little
clitty garter, suspender and stockings I knelt reverently before her
kissing affectionately over one encased but now erect penis.

Resting my face lovingly against Annabel's beautiful satin panties kissing
softly over what I knew to be one twitching hot erect penis. The
intoxicating musky sexual aroma, along with the smell of English Rose
talcum powder was almost too much to endure. Casting my eyes upward as I
placed fingers of both hands gently under the waistband of her shimmering
satin and lace trimmed panties. I noticed her eyes closed, her dainty arms
crossed covering each breast in such a girly fashion, I would say savouring
the moment. Easing the panties out over the protruding obstacle without
letting my hands and by using the utmost amount of willpower not letting my
lips go near either, I eased this silky article downwards, I couldn't help
but let my hands caress each fine silk stocking embraced leg as I
went. Annabel Rested both hands on my head for balance while I freed her of
the last item of modesty. I seem to have no resistance to showing my love
and fondness of anything of Annabel's. Yes with the same devotion I kissed
them all over while breathing in the warm musky scent which radiated from
her divine body before positioning them lovingly over the bed beside us.

Kneeling back up before her I gently kissed either side of her genital area
as I unfastening one stocking before easing it ever so attentively down
towards her dainty ankle, the other stocking followed just as lovingly
downwards. Taking both into my hands holding them as you would the most
delicate piece of china, looking up to Annabel before kissing each in a
most devoted manner, savouring the warmth, the odour that was expelled from
Annabel's effeminate body. Before returning to release her suspender belt I
had to kneel and kiss each foot with affection. Oh yes Annabel performed
the same delegate operation on my fineries, also suggesting it be a good
idea to remove our petties now as it would be to hard to remove later, I
know what she meant.

Together we stood naked wrapped in each others arms lightly stroking the
others back, resting our heads lovingly against the others, not a word
needed to be said as we savoured our naked togetherness. Even the coolness
of the night was overcome by the heat radiated from two sexually aroused
girly/boys.  "Should we get into our nighties now Jessica?" Annabel softly
asked.  "Yes I think we should in case Aunty returns anytime soon."

After turning the main light out to have just the dim sidelight going we
helped each other into the same nighties as last night, soon after cuddled
up as one in bed. Our hands, lips searching the others sexually stimulated
body; our feet seemed to become entwined holding us firmly together. Our
clitties were in heaven rubbing, teasing the other, at the same time our
lips enjoying the same lustful fight, our tongues invading the others mouth
at will to savour the heated delicacy offered from within.  "I think we
should take our nighties off first Jessica." Annabel suggested wisely after
realizing how they hindered a lot of our play.  Not a second was wasted as
we discarded the nighties to the floor for there safety reasons.

"I want you to feel free to do whatever you want with me Annabel, except
what you know we're not allowed to do." I whispered in her ear.  Pushing me
onto my back Annabel just looked, smiling mischievously at me before
impaling her lips firmly over one erect nipple, flicking it with her warm
wet tongue, in turn sending me into sexual overdrive. I'm sure my clitty is
standing thicker than ever before, I could feel it throbbing strongly down
there like it wanted to burst out of its skin, only my hands were
preoccupied to do anything about it. Before giving her attention to my
other nipple, a sweet kiss came to my lips on there way over. All this time
our legs stayed coiled, our clitties flicking the others teasingly all the
while. It goes without saying Annabel's clit was no less enraged than mine.

Here is me thinking I might have to let Annabel follow me in the roll of
having male on male sex. Well by the way she's going I would say not, soon
those sweet lips of Annabel were kissing there way downwards. One hot moist
tongue stopped to pay its respect lovingly to my navel on the way towards
its final destination. Without any hesitation my throbbing sissy clit had
been engulfed between a pair of endearing lips, I closed my eyes savouring
this moment, the gentleness of her touch as she slid down my length, the
feather like touch of her silken hair caressing softly over my whole
genital region making my heart beat harder and faster. At the same time I
felt her hands go searching below soon to begin the massaging two little
cherries they found, Oh! My god that wasn't enough for her, as a finger
started flicking over my sissy pussy, which is one thing that really turns
me on no end.

I knew I could take no more without exploding my load, yet the gentleness
of her hot wet mouth sliding lovingly up and down my clit, the feel of her
tongue playing under my foreskin was so incredible I didn't want to stop
her onslaught, I know I had seeped some juice by the tasty sounds coming
from she working below. Letting my hands start fondling lovingly over her
silky head of hair I know edged her on, her sweet mouth began sliding up
and down faster n faster, her hands grasped at my sides holding me hostage
to her sexual assault on my pulsating appendage.

My breathing quickly became deeper, little whimpers, moans I'm sure I even
gave little girly squeals as my whole body tensed. I could feel the boiling
lava start to rumple as the volcano readied to erupt. With not a moment to
spare I had to warn Annabel of the dangers that lay ahead. "I'm about to
discharge my load Annabel, I'm going to squirt my lot. I'm Cumming!!!" no
sooner had those words parted my lips and my whole body began jerking
violently nothing I could do would stop what is happening. Somehow I seemed
to get lost in the moment, as the next thing I knew Annabel was licking
lovingly up over my stomach region, taking what must have overflowed from
her mouth.

Lying back beside me she said how she really loved my salty, tasty
offering, that she couldn't swallow it down fast enough. We lay wrapped in
each others arms a little while kissing, in turn giving me a taste from her
mouth, our hands stroking softly over the others sweat covered body.  "I
didn't think you'd sucked on boys cocks before?" I asked knowing how well
she sucked mine.  "No I haven't this is the first time I've done that."
Annabel admitted.  "Well you sure know how to work your mouth and tongue
over it."  "Well I enjoy playing with Bananas while eating them, like to
see how far I can take then in." was her answer with a mischievous smile.
"I often wondered why they say Bananas are good for you, now I know why."

"Now my dear sweet Annabel it's my turn to savour every part of your divine
body." as I kissed her cute nose.  "Well not unless you start at my feet
first as you promised me this morning."  One final kiss to those adorable
lips I got down to her sweet tootsies faster than lightening. After licking
lovingly over and between each tasty toe I kissed and licked my way up to
one, till now hidden pristine pussy. In case she thought I was about to do
something we're not allowed to do, I asked her permission to kiss and just
lick over her still untouched lips, promising not to let my tongue
penetrate.  "Yes I would love that Jessica." she said softly like she's
speaking from out in space, maybe in girly heaven.  "You are sure aren't
you?" wanting to be sure as I don't want to do anything to upset the most
adorable person I know. Yes she wants her pussy kissed. In no time my mouth
coved her whole virginal area as I licked and kissed sweetly over those
pretty lips of hers with the utmost tenderness. Hearing the gentle sighs
whimpers coming from her I knew she was in heaven enjoying the love I was
bestowing upon her still intact cherry.

Not wanting to overdo the attention in turn getting Annabel too worked up,
I quickly move up pushing her hands from fondling over her breast then
planting kisses over two erect nipples, surprising the recipient as she lay
in sweet dreams. Yes I ignored one enlivened clit knowing how I'll be back
there very soon, plus if Annabel performs like this morning she'll be
juicing to quickly for me. I just knelt over her letting my hands caress
through her silken hair, over the sweet blissful face smiling at me. My
fingers played gently across her cupid like lips before I slowly fondled
and kissed my way down towards one hot, pulsating, weeping sissy clit.

The strong mucky sexual aroma being expelled through every pore of
Annabel's endearing body was like sitting down to the most scrumptious meal
you've ever had in your life. Wiping her leaking juice away using my
finger, I knelt facing Annabel while feeding her tasty morsel to my waiting
tongue. After telling her how delicious it taste I kissed her hot purple
knob sweetly before sliding my equally hot wet mouth down the length of one
twitching sissy clit till it came to rest at the point of my throat before
slowly retracing and flicking my tongue along the underside of her swollen
appendage as I went. In turn I was hearing soft whimpers along with the
lower portion of Annabel's body pushing eagerly forward "Oh god yes!" I was
hearing between whimpers. Resting her clit comfortable in the palm of my
hand as I licked from the base up till I could now play over and under her
foreskin savouring all the little morsels from within, `I love that taste'.

Satisfied all was good I kissed my way down to her little cherry basket to
lick delicately over before engulfing one then the other. No I couldn't
take both at once; some of us don't have big mouths you know. I was now
beginning to hear words I haven't heard Annabel use so far, such as `fuck
yes' `suck me like a good bitch' her whole body began pushing stronger into
me, I could see her hands fondling squeezing on her taut nipples at the
same time. Annabel's whole body seemed to be alive like some high voltage
current was flowing forcefully through her.

Noticing glistening seepage coming from her piss slit I ever so quickly
slid my impatient mouth back over the leaking organ swallowing willingly
before letting my anxious mouth do what needs to be done. No sooner had I
got into a rhythm when I felt Annabel's hands start to control my head,
making sure I didn't move away from the task at hand. "Suck me; suck me you
cum loving bitch." I was hearing, it was like music to my ears as I began
working faster and deeper letting her instrument penetrate my throat at
will. Taking a firm grip of my hair she held me down, within a second I
felt the momentous jerking of her body along with soft cries, moans,
squeals all coming from above as she gave herself lovingly to my waiting
enthusiastic mouth. It wasn't till those last few dribbles did I get
another taste of Annabel's delicacy, as she gave her all straight down my
opened throat. Lying back completely spent, eyes closed, still breathing
deeply, I'm sure I could all but see and hear her heart beating just as
vigorously, her hands back gently caressing over two sensitive nipples,
which in turn have deflated some. Not wanting to disturb her from any sweet
dream she is having I lay quietly beside, letting a hand stroke lightly
over Annabel's sweat covered brow.  "That was beautiful Jessica, God I love
you." she said opening her eyes looking into mine.  "I love you just as
much my Darling Annabel." as I leant over offering a beautiful loving kiss
to a most receptive adorable girly/boy.

We lay face to face kissing, caressing, and smiling together all these
charming little things not wanting to move from the loving warmth of the
others hot feminine body. Once we started to come down from our sexual
high, the coolness of the night began to be felt. Annabel decided it's time
to pull up the duvet, "Don't you think we should put our nighties back on,
they're too beautiful to leave on the floor?" I asked in a pleading manner,
knowing we can still fonder each others nakedness under our nighties.  "Yes
it is a waste leaving then on the floor, come on them." as she pulled me
from the bed. Before donning these silky articles of clothing, we stood
embracing loving our naked closeness before shrouding each other in their
delightful satin nighty.  With the sidelight now extinguished we lay
comfortable back under the covers wrapped in the others arms our hands
wandering wherever at will. Then at some unknown point in time we drifted
of into a satisfying sleep for me with wonderful sissy dreams.

The sun had raisin, with Aunty's help the drapers were drawn letting
daylight shining in upon us. OK we were awake enjoying an early morning
cuddle, well not so early we were told, never mind the day is still young.
"Good morning my little Cream Puffs I trust you had another good night
sleep? I see you forgot to tuck yourselves in last night?" she said with a
beaming smile.  "We were waiting for you to come tuck us in and say
goodnight as you promised Aunty. But you didn't arrive and we must of just
dropped off to sleep as we were both feeling sad about you not returning."
by the look we both got I doubt she believed a word I said.  "Yes we must
have, as we didn't even get a chance to talk like we did last night."
Annabel added.  "Well what was all the noise I heard coming from in here?
No just kidding. Anyway I think we better think about getting up now as
it's 9 o'clock and I want to do your hair Annabel before you get stuck into
your homework and iron your clothes for school." we were both then given a
lovely good morning kiss and cuddle.  "I can iron Annabel's clothes Aunty I
love ironing, I used to do all Andrew and Shane's for them."  "Jessica you
are such a wonderful girlfriend to have, I'll show you where the iron is
kept." Annabel piped up; I don't think she's to keen on ironing.  In no
time we were up heading to do what one does of a morning before
showering. As we headed towards the bedroom door Aunty had to say. "I don't
want you taking as long in there as you did yesterday; you both know each
other very well by now I gather."  I'm sure Annabel and I both went a deep
shade of red at the same time hearing Aunty saying that. Yes it is also
very true I guess.

I was extremely delighted when Annabel asked Aunty if I could wear the
dress she first made for her, saying how I would look so sweet in it.
"Would you like to wear that dress Jessica?" Aunty asked "Oh yes I would
really love to, please Aunty."  Once in this stunning dress along with its
extra half slips and face made up to look more like a young 12 year old
girl, I went to view myself in the mirror, only to have Aunty call me back,
"Haven't finished with you yet dear." Yes still to come was a gorgeous
white chiffon apron edged in the same gathered organza and lace trimming
was tied around my waist followed by a big white satin bow in my hair. "Now
you can find the mirror sweetheart," she said happily.

I could only stand open mouthed in front of the mirror completely taken by
the sweet so much younger image before me, the beautiful dress with its own
apron, the beautiful satin bow sitting prettily in my hair. After touching
wherever, fiddling with the darling floppy satin bow under the collar, I
took the skirt at either side daintily between thumbs and forefingers
holding it out so girly like admiring the pretty petticoats beneath before
giving little curtsies and twilling this way and that. Turning to Aunty and
Annabel with great enthusiasm saying how femininely girly it makes me look,
I love it so much. In no time my arms were wrapped around Aunty in
appreciation for all that is happening to me this weekend.  "You want to be
like a sweet young 12 year old girl don't you Jessica?" Annabel asked
smiling joyfully at my reaction to all this prettiness.  "Yes I do so very
much." I told her.  Wearing my fluffies I was wishing I had my inch heels
as they would look so much young girl like instead of my two inch heels.

Like a good young girl I set about the task of doing all Annabel's ironing
and folding everything nicely ready for school this afternoon. Watching
Aunty putting her hair in those hot rollers made me wish my hair would grow
a little faster so I can enjoy this same treatment. It's so lovely being
girly able to indulge in all these wonderful experiences, I could sit for
hours having my makeup done for me, then wearing beautiful clothes,
smelling of feminine perfumes, having people admiring me as a pretty young
girl. This last bit I can't wait for it to happen, as I haven't really been
out for all to see yet. Once I'd finished the ironing, Annabel still
sitting doing her homework Aunty took me into her dressmaking room. Oh what
a wonderful place to be in for such a person as myself, all these ravishing
delicate fabrics, some dresses partly made even some divine lingerie in the
finest of delicate satins. My heart was pounding as I touched as much as I
could; my mind went back to those days of going into fabric shops just to
savour all this beauty, wishing to be adorned in what I sheepishly
touched. Now I can do so without any shame of what I'm doing or being told
I shouldn't be engaging myself in these feminine thoughts which I indulge
myself.

As time kept moving on Annabel had to get ready for school as they are
meant to be back by dinner time. For me it meant change from this adorable
dress into the equally beautiful one I came in for the trip home, at least
it won't be the last time I'm sure that I'll be wearing all these gorgeous
sissy clothes. I know I felt so very sad about changing, but it's not as if
I'm to put male clothes on is it? My sadness must of been showing beamed
out for all to see, as Aunty decided instead of wearing my bow tied around
clitty what do I think about leaving this lovely silk petti on, again
reassured me this won't be the only time I'll be here to dress up in all
these pretties. I told Aunty I hoped there will be lots more, I've enjoyed
so much dressing up, being allowed to be express my feminineness, all of
what I've been feeling for so long now, the same way I know Annabel
does. Looking at Aunty I could tell she knew exactly what I meant as she
wrapped me to a beautiful embrace. In no time Annabel had joined to snuggle
reaffirming I'm no different to her or Denise that it's so beautiful to be
what we are without shame.

Time had arrived to be taken home and Annabel back to school for another
week. Before leaving I had to say my goodbyes to herdolls Crystal and Nancy
plus two teddies. Oh yes I know I never mentioned about playing with the
dolls and teddies, well we did, what sort of girl like us wouldn't. The
drive home was so much quieter than the jubilation of Friday afternoon even
knowing we'll see each other at school tomorrow, I think we were both
wishing the weekend would never end.

Arriving home I was anxious to see Mummy and Denise again, there were big
kisses and hugs all around. So delighted to tell what a magnificent weekend
I had dressing in all Annabel's sissy outfits. As well I couldn't thank
Aunty enough for taking me into the sissy world I so longed to be apart of,
now able to share it with Annabel. We were hardly in the lounge room when
Annabel had to tell Mummy, "Aunty, Jessica and I were talking about having
menstrual cycles like Denise and I do. Well Jessica seems a little
apprehensive about it, so could you please talk her into having her
monthlies like us." talk about coming straight to the point Annabel sure
has the knack.  "Yes dear we are going to talk about all these things once
she gets over Tuesday first." Mummy told her, which I hope will bring an
end to the subject for awhile anyway.

With it being time to get Annabel off to school we said our goodbye with
lots of lovely kisses between us two lovebirds, again thanking Aunty and
Annabel for the most awesome weekend. Annabel also let me know she'll be
there to keep me company before and after my little operation, she is so
sweet, but the less I hear or think about it right now the better. Out at
the car we had to have the last cuddle and kiss letting our tongues play in
the others mouth before they took off.

"Now Jessica tell as all about this marvellous weekend?" Denise needed to
know all as I sat on the couch between her and Mummy.  I sat telling all
while still being in some sissy dreamland, my mind and body still in
Annabel's embrace wearing those exquisitely feminine and very sissy silk
and satin outfits. Yes also told about talking most of the night in
bed. Denise butted in asking, "Is that all you did in bed?"  "The weekend
consists of two nights Denise in case you didn't know, don't want to rush
these things you know it's not ladylike." I got out why trying to act so
proper.  "You must remember I've been in bed with you Jessica." she hit
back while blowing me a kiss.  We both started laughing know neither acted
Ladylike when we were in bed together. After telling all to mother and
cousin we had dinner before I went off to unpack along with sort out some
clothes ready for the start of my school days, fortunately for only a few
weeks at the most.

While I was packing so many thoughts were running wild in my head, not
really knowing where I'm at with everything happening so fast. In only a
few weeks I've gone from a normal Gay boy having lots of lovely feminine
dreams dressed in beautiful lingerie and dresses wearing makeup. Just a
cross-dressing boy, to now using hormone cream and pumps on my breast, now
thinking about growing boobs along with should I or shouldn't I go through
having a monthly period like Annabel suggest I should. Then there is the
matter of Tuesday and one operation to soften my voice forever. Looking in
the mirror touching up my lipstick before heading back downstairs to Mummy
and Denise, yes I love seeing this pretty made up face along with wearing
these wonderful soft feminine clothes. What more could I wish for I asked
myself leaving my bedroom.

Quietly I sat the other side of Mummy resting against her after making sure
her arm was comfortable over my shoulder holding me secure.  "What's the
matter darling." she asked noticing I didn't say a word, which is unusual
for me.  "I just feel tired really; think I'll go to bed, as Annabel and I
didn't get much sleep the last couple of nights." I say trying to sound
convincing.  "OK would you like me to come and help take your makeup off
and tuck you in?" she asked.  "Yes if you like, but I can do it myself."
not sure whether I wanted company or not at this time.  "You go upstairs
I'll be there in a minute."  After giving Denise a kiss and big hug I took
off to clean my teeth and toilet before bed. For some reason I didn't want
to take the dress or even my shoes off, I just love being in all these
lovely things, being the girl I've dreamt of being.

I was still sitting on the bed deep in my thoughts when Mummy arrived,
knocking at the door before entering.  "Now what's the matter Jessica
sweetheart?" as she sat beside me putting a comforting arm around me
knowing something must be troubling me. "Remember telling me you don't want
secrets from me, right? You know you can tell me everything, so I want to
hear."  Taking hold of my hand while cuddling me into her kind motherly
body, I just couldn't stop myself as a couple of tears came to my eyes, but
no I didn't cry like I normally do. I just wrapped my arms around her
saying, "I just don't know where I'm going, how far I want to go,
everything is happening so fast. Yes this is what I want to be, but deep
down something is saying slow down. I just love being with you and Denise I
want nothing more than to be a girl like your daughter and can't wait till
I have your name. I don't know about taking hormone pills though I want to
keep my penis working, then Annabel wants me to take those pills to have
monthly periods, I just don't know anything Mummy. All I do know is I do
want a more girlish voice." God wouldn't you know it I had no sooner got it
all out and out flowed the tears like normal!!!! I could only rest my head
against her breast trying to hide my shameful crying.

Without a word I got pulled on to her knee, her arms wrapped lovingly
around me. I could feel little kisses on the side of my head, her hand also
stroking lovingly over it and down my side.  "Now listen to me sweetheart,
for a start you don't have to do something just because Annabel or anyone
else suggests you do. Nobody is going to push you in any way, where did the
idea come from about hormone pills?" she asked.  "Well isn't Denise going
on them?" I said.  "No she is just thinking about it, that is all. Even if
she does doesn't mean you have to, you are your own person Jessica and I
don't think anyone would want that penis of yours to stop working
either. If you think everything is going to fast would you like to be just
a boy again for awhile and maybe dress up some nights as you come to terms
with what you are?"  "No I love wearing girls things thinking of myself as
a girl, all weekend being dressed in Annabel's pretty sissy clothes I
wouldn't want for anything else. I know this is what I am but it is these
pills that seemed to frighten me I think. I don't know." as I wiped my eyes
clear smudging my eye makeup in the process.

"What I think I'll do darling is ring the school first thing tomorrow and
tell them you won't be there till after lunch. That way you can have a good
nights sleep then we can talk a little more in the morning, how does that
sound or does the thought of school also scare you a little?"  "Well it
does a bit; I can't see myself sitting in a classroom doing maths or
English again. But what about Annabel she's expecting me to be there?"
"I'll get them to tell Annabel you're coming later, I'm sure she'll wait
for you. You won't be doing any of those subjects either; I've told you
before the main thing will be speech training after the operation along
with dancing and a knowing your body class. It's all just to help you be
who you are, how does that sound?"  "Yes that's OK. I guess I was worrying
about nothing really ah!" I said feeling a little better now.  "No you must
think about all these things, it is one very big change in your life and
most of all in your body, so not to be taken lightly."  I looked up to my
understanding mother cuddling in close telling her how much I love her, I
know she loves me just as much. After a while she asked "Would my little
girl like Mummy to help get her ready for bed?"  "Yes your little daughter
would really love Mummy's help."

Once stripped down to my undies, makeup and hair brushed out I stood
waiting eagerly while my petticoat and bra came off, oh yes hormone cream
applied next. Wonderful! Now for one exciting surprise as my panties are
lowered bringing into view one dressed up sissy clit, yes the pretty little
silk petti Aunty said I should wear home. Mummy was just as trilled on
seeing it sitting sweetly there as I am wearing my sweet little skirt. She
was like a child with a new toy as she played with it even to the point of
me almost developing a full erection while she played. She knew Annabel
wore pretty little garters but nothing quite like this petite little
skirt. Happily I let her have the pleasure of taking it off, an operation
that needs to be done before a full blown erection is standing ridged.

I decided it best to wear the same nighty I had taken to Aunty's place, as
I told Mummy I hadn't worn it but Annabel had. So in a way it's like being
in bed with her again tonight, with much gratification she accepted my
logic. After big warm cuddles and kisses I thanked Mummy for being so kind
listening to me, it is so nice to have someone to talk these thing out
with. In no time I'd cuddled up in bed with Princess wondering if she had
missed me properly not. It must have been a good ten minutes after Mummy
left me there was a knock on my door then Denise poked her head in asking
if I was still awake. I tried to be a smartass like I used to be with
Andrew and Shane by saying I was fast asleep, again it didn't work as
Denise came to reassure me that she will be there for me all the time just
like Aunty is she said plus not to worry about that little boy under your
panties, she also wants hers to keep working the way it should. You and I
are going to have lots of talks from now on and to ask anything I want to
know is that clear? Now sis give me a lovely cuddle and kiss, which I
cheerfully did. See you in the morning she said before departing leaving me
with my own thoughts which seemed to vanish as sleep overtook me quickly.

Monday morning arrived on time, like about 7:30 for me as Denise came to
wake me before she took off to work. I couldn't resist putting my beautiful
satin and lace negligee on even though it doesn't go with my nighty, but it
feels so elegant and ladylike walking around in it especially wearing my
fluffy heeled slippers. I found Mummy in the kitchen about to get her
breakfast, she had just rung the school to say I'll be there after lunch
and yes she said to advice Annabel. Looking at me she said, "I see some
girl can't wear just a plain satin dressing gown can she?"  "No a beautiful
full length negligee is more becoming for a young lady." I let her know.
`So we're feeling a lot better this morning sweetheart?"  "Yes I am, but I
still want to talk about everything."  "That we shall do after breakfast
and I've given you a good bath, how does that sound?"  "It sounds wonderful
to me; you know I love you bathing me." I said smiling to her as she
already knows how much I enjoy it.

Sitting in the lounge wearing the negligee over my lovely eggshell green
satin panty bra and petticoat, but no little clit skirt this time as you're
not allowed to wear such things to school, as Annabel has told me they say
they are to much of a distraction, now I know why. Without going on our
little mother daughter talk was well worth having and cleared my mind of
any misconceptions I had about everything happening so fast, taking hormone
pills along with experiencing menstrual cycles. The latter I am more
comfortable about once I get over talking in a more feminine voice.

In no time the cloak ticked on towards 11am I was in my room being helped
ready myself for life as a school girl. Somehow I seem to be having those
same nervous butterflies I remember having when I started high school,
wonder if it's the same ones come back to life?  By 11:45am we were
standing embraced as mother and daughter both a little sad about not being
together for a few days, at least I'll be home of a Thursday night. The
drive was a quite one but all too soon the school entrance was upon
us. Before going through the gate Mummy stopped for one final hug and kiss
saying she'll be there for when I come out of the operation tomorrow. God I
love my new mother so very much. We then proceeded up the long driveway
towards the schools main entrance.

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