Date: Thu, 26 Mar 2009 01:16:58 -0700 (PDT)
From: Julian <julian.nz69@gmail.com>
Subject: A Dream comes True  chapter 4  Transgender teen

This is a story about an 18 yr old sissy boy. Who can't stop having lovely
dreams and fantasizing about being dressed as a young girl. He finishes up
trying to find a Mummy that will help his dreams become reality. I hope you
like it as much as I have writing it.

Remember you're meant to be 18 or older to be reading on this site.


If you have any sissy fantasies or personal experiences like I do or any
other comments I would love to hear from you at julian.nz69@gmail.com


BEFORE I GO ON. In the last Chapter I said about Mummy milking me using a
`12 inch sq. satin scarf' Well it was meant to be `20 inch sq satin scarf'.
But the size of Willy is right, yes only 6 inches, I'm learning to live
with it being small.

I want to thank those who have written, for your kind words. They are all
SO VERY much appreciated. Michael thank you also for the lovely photos of
Pretty boys. Julian.

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Chapter 4.

At long last Friday arrived. Again I must of shown some signs of
anxiousness at work. As the remarks kept coming about, "Meredith must be
going to have some fun over the weekend." As I also had an overnight bag
with me. Well being Friday it was easy to get off work a little
earlier. About 4 o'clock I could wait no longer, so tidied my desk, rang
Mummy to say I'm on my way. Then took off towards the tube station. This
time the train seemed to go faster, didn't stop as long at each station
either. Or was it that I knew what girly pampering lay ahead for me.

No sooner was I in the door, when I dropped my bag. Wrapping my arms around
Mummy for a lovely big warm hug. Telling her how much I've missed being
here as her little daughter and all those pretty clothes. Asking also how
Shelly is, saying I've told my Princess about her.

"Well I think someone is waiting to see you also darling. Then we'll have
to find some pretty clothes for Jessica. Would you like that sweetheart?"

"Oh yes, please Mummy." I said with much enthusiasm.

Picking up my bag, taking hold of Mummy's hand in the other. Then to see
sitting comfortably on the sideboard before us. Wearing a new blue satin
evening gown, a hint of white lace showing from under the hem of the
skirt. A sweet white chiffon shawl, wrapped softly over her shoulders and
tucked back under her arms, was Shelly. With bag in one hand, Mummy's hand
in the other. I didn't know what to do, as I looked to Mummy for help.

"Just leave your bag here for now darling or shell we pick Shelly up
later?" I got asked with a smile.

"Think I leave my bag here." I said giggling, dropping the bag and taking
Shelly into my arms. Telling her how lovely she looks while kissing her at
the same time. With Shelly now sitting comfortably in my left arm, I took
Mummy's again as we headed of up stairs to her bedroom.

Mummy was again beautifully dressed. Wearing a maroon silk pleated skirt to
sit a good three inches below the knee. A lovely Ivory silk blouse with
long puff sleeves. The two inch cuffs were buttoned tightly with small
mother of pearl buttons. By the image visible through the blouse, Mummy's
petticoat would of been the same maroon colour. A beautiful patterned
maroon, off white and coral coloured, fine Italian satin scarf. Tied
loosely around her neck, matched her outfit beautifully. Her makeup and
hair looked as stunningly done as on my earlier visit. The gentle smell if
her perfume was so intoxicating to a Sissy boy like myself.

I was ecstatic to see lying, waiting, invitingly over the bed a plain white
satin bra, petticoat and a pair of romper panties. All in beautiful fine
white satin with lavish lace around the hem and bodice of the
petticoat. The rompers had a good 2 inches of rich lace around each leg
opening. To also be finished off with a pronounced, beautiful pale blue
satin bow just above the lace to the side of each leg. An excited smile
came to my face, once I got closer. To see embroider proudly just above the
lace on the left leg the word `Sissies' in a bright blue. I knew they could
only be for me. Knowing that, I couldn't stop myself from picking them up,
to hold closely to my face. Planting little kisses on them at the same
time, to feel the delicate beauty on my face.

This time I had no hesitation in letting Mummy completely undress
me. Despite the fact that my little Lily was standing proudly.

"Mummy I've renamed Willy now, to Lily. It's more girly isn't it."

"Yes that is a much better name for your clitty darling. Do you know what a
clitty is Jessica?"

"No not really Mummy." I said shyly, but thinking. Is it something I should
know.

"Mummy will explain these things to you later. But now we'll get you
dressed, then have dinner."

After spraying a little `Goddess' body spray and being dusted lavishly in
sweet perfumed Talcum powder. It was now time to be put into a new training
bra, romper panties and petticoat.

I stood shivering with sissy eagerness, while Mummy let the petticoat
cascade gently down over my bra and romper clad body. My fingers tread
gingerly over the beautiful garment with devotion. At the same time, Mummy
happily flutter around touching, making sure the petticoat was sitting
comfortably. Or was she just enjoying seeing the pleasure I was getting out
of being dressed in such elegantly feminine underclothes.

"Does Jessica love her very own pretty lingerie?" I was asked with a
beautiful big smile.

"Oh! Mummy, you mean these are just all for me?" I said with overwhelming
joy in my voice.

With great delight I wrapped my arms around Mummy. Thanking her so much for
buying me such wonderful dainty things. I turned my head upwards pouting my
lips, indicating I'd love to kiss her like daughter to her mother. Mummy
put her hands lightly either side of my face, her lips came softly to meet
mine. Before telling me, I'm such a little darling. Mummy is going to love
dressing Jessica as her little girl.

"I love being your little girl, I keep thinking I'm in a beautiful
dreamworld. Wearing such delicate girly clothes." I said, still wrapping my
arms around Mummy's waist.

"Would Jessica like to wear a little makeup?"

I could only nod my head with much enthusiasm. Releasing my hold of Mummy's
waist at the same time.

I sat staring unbelievably at the pretty girl in the mirror. Wearing such
scrumptiously delicate white satin lingerie. With my face made up, looking
so much that of a pretty girl. My head turned quickly towards Mummy. As I
noticed in the mirror behind me, Mummy holding a Mustard colour dress. In
no time I was off the stool, my hands shaking excitingly over my satin
embraced body. Putting my hands out to touch this lovely dress which I knew
would soon be adorning my sissy body.

"Would you like to wear this School girls dress Jessica." as it got held
teasingly in front of me.

"Oh Yes, please, is it a real school girls dress, Mummy?" I responded with
eagerness, my hand quivering in anticipation of wearing a school girls
dress.

Mummy held up the skirt, in no time there I was feeding my head
under. Directing each arm into its appropriate short sleeve opening. As
Mummy let it fall free, to slither its way down over my satin clad
body. Shivers went through every part of my whole excited being. Sitting it
neatly over my shoulders, before turning me around to do up each
button. From the waist up to the neck, followed by tying the two inch sash
into a big bow at the back. This Mustard coloured cotton dress, was now to
be finished off. Using a narrow oblong red silk scarf under the collar,
then tied in a lovely floppy bow. Any thoughts of being an eighteen year
old boy were quickly evaporating. Unless you put SISSY before it.

Admiring myself again in the mirror, I couldn't help thinking. Yes I do
look every bit a School girl. My hands still seem to love touching, just to
make sure it is what I'm looking at. I turned to Mummy telling her, "I
really do look like a schoolgirl don't I?"

"Yes darling you do and it is a real school girls dress." She informed me.

"What school is it, I've never seen it before?"

"It's a special private school for girls down by Guildford, Sweetheart." I
was told. "Now would you like to wear a matching hair ribbon or this lovely
satin head scarf?" Mummy asked.

By the smile I saw looking at me, I think Mummy knew what I'd say.

"Can I wear the head scarf, Please Mummy?" I asked with enthusiasm.

"I thought this is what you would want." As she put this beautiful light
tan satin scarf, with a soft floral pattern. Which took up about two thirds
of it over my head. I felt so pretty watching Mummy tying it in a dainty
knot under my chin.

It may of looked a little out of place in the house. But I didn't care, I
just loved wearing a pretty head scarf. That soft satin feel over your
head, being tied under your chin. It's all so girlish to me.

All but ready to pick up Shelly again and head down stairs. I stopped in my
tracks, as waiting to be stepped into, were a pair of pink fluffy slip-on
slippers. I sat back on the ottoman, while Mummy slipped them over my knee
high lacy topped white socks. They fitted me perfectly, I'm loving being a
girl more and more now. Standing back to feel the warm comfort on my little
tootsies.

"This is part of your school uniform Jessica." Mummy said holding
something.

As I looked there in her hand, she held a soft drawstring purse that
matched my dress. holding it open for me, Mummy said, "Get your
handkerchief darling and put it in your purse." As I did, I noticed sitting
in there a tube of lipstick.

"Yes all girls keep their lipstick with them all the time. You never know
when you need to freshen up." I was told as Mummy drew the strings apart,
closing the purse before placing it over my left wrist.

With another look in the mirror, completely dressed in head scarf and
purse. I couldn't help thinking, yes I am a girl. Taking hold of the skirt
between thumbs and forefingers, then twilling side to side admiring the way
the skirt swished out. Little Lily was also showing signs of enjoyment, as
she brushed against my pretty satin rompers.

"You are going to be such a vain little girl, I can tell already
sweetheart." Mummy said watching me. "Now pick up Shelly and come
downstairs."

Once dinner was finished and all the dishes stacked in the
dishwasher. Mummy took me into the lounge telling me she has a few things
she wants to talk to me about. I must say hearing that scared me a bit, is
she upset with what I'd written on some of the photos on the CD. I couldn't
think of anything else, but no it couldn't be as she seen what I had
written in the scrap books. As I got told to sit Shelly down on the
armchair opposite us. Before putting her down I gave her a big hug and kiss
telling her how pretty she is. Then went back to Mummy, to sit beside her.

Taking my hand in hers, stroking it sweetly with her other. The first thing
to come into my mind was. I'm about to be told she didn't appreciate a lot
of my remarks she had read on the CD. So I decided to get in first and
apologise for what I'd written. Looking her straight in the eye I
said. "Mummy I'm sorry about the remarks I wrote on the a lot of the photos
and things on the CD. But I never meant them to be seen by anybody
else. Specially a Lady like yourself, Mummy. Please I'll do anything you
want, because I really loved being here with you dressed up and being
treated as your daughter." I could feel tears coming to my eyes as I spoke.

"Oh Jessica my darling, you haven't said anything naughty. I haven't even
looked at your CD yet. I've only had time to scan your scrapbooks to a
file. Plus I've added a few remarks of my own, which I'm sure you'll
enjoy. So if you have written your deep down thoughts that is
wonderful. Didn't I tell you never to be shy or embarrassed about having
these lovely sissy aspirations?" As I got pulled closer to her with a
little kiss to my scarf covered head.

"No, what I have to tell you, is about writing to you all those weeks ago
now. I want you to listen me out, then say what you want and think." as she
squeezed my hand lovingly.

Without going into great detail. It wasn't Mummy who first saw my
advert. But her nephew Daniel, who at this moment is down in Perth,
Australia visiting his parents and two younger brothers, celebrating his
20th birthday. As Mummy said, "You see Daniel is just like you, he is very
effeminate, a proper sissy-boy. Loves wearing girls clothes and being as
feminine as possible. When he saw your advert, he thought it would be
wonderful to have a sister or cousin like himself. Also he knows how I love
having sissies about the place. Well he talked me into writing, so now here
we are, Jessica with her Mummy." With that Mummy just paused, looking to
see my reaction. There was none, as I wanted more.

After lifting my hand to her lips for a little kiss, and sweet smile. Mummy
continued, "Daniel or should I say Denise knows all about you. As he was
still here when we first started communicating. Since he left just over two
weeks ago, I've sent him email's telling him what a real sweet darling you
are." I blushed profusely hearing her say that about me. "Yes that's right,
because that's what you are. From the first photos you sent me, to greeting
you at the door last Tuesday morning. It just stood out and you have
wonderful manners to go with it." I didn't know where to look, or what to
say. As Mummy hugged me closely saying,

"Be proud sweetheart, not shy."

"Thank you so much for saying that Mummy." was all I could think to say, as
I let my head rest lovingly on her breast.

"Denise will be home again in a couple of weeks. Yes she lives here with me
as my niece and she's dying to meet you. She says, she can't wait to help
dress you up as the pretty girl, you're craving to be. By the way Denise is
also bisexual, so you will have a lot of fun times together." All this time
my face stayed a bright shade of red. Then hearing the last remark just
made me blush deeper and giggle.

"Yes you would enjoy that wouldn't you, young miss?" with a little slap on
my hand.

I just nodded my head with a big smile.

"I trust, you do want to keep coming to visit Mummy and be dressed up as
Jessica?"

"Oh! Yes please I do Mummy, I really do, so very much. You have no idea how
much I love being dressed as a girl, being your daughter. Since the other
day, I've thought of nothing else but all these girly things." I said with
girlish enthusiasm in my voice. I knew Lily was standing throbbing under my
panties. But I didn't care and knew Mummy possible knew it anyway.

I was left alone while Mummy went to retrieve a book from the
sideboard. Plus a photo sitting on top, that I had admired the other
day. Sitting back beside me, I was handed the photo of this beautiful girl
in an equally radiant, shimmering Teal silk evening gown. Over her
shoulders sat a lighter shade of Teal silk stole. Her blonde hair was long
and flowing with a gentle wave through it. I was to find out this was
actually a wig, Denise's hair was much shorter and fair. I looked, then
turning to Mummy saying, "No it can't be, Mummy she is simply gorgeous." I
couldn't take my eyes away, I wanted to just kiss her there in then. So I
did one sweet kiss over the glass framed photo. Looking up to Mummy
smiling, I said, "I couldn't stop myself."

"Well promise there'll be no more kissing of photos?" I got asked with a
beaming smile.

"You're a hard lady, Mummy." I said smiling with a giggle.

Well I can see why I had to promise no more kissing. This book was in fact
a photo album, all of Daniel and Denise. Seems he's been cross dressing
since he was about 15. And with his younger brothers not understanding
him. He found it hard to dress up at home, so that is when he started going
to his Aunty's. At that stage his Uncle's also, they both understood his
need, so staying all weekend dressing up. These photos start from his
beginning, some wearing a blouse and makeup, but still male. Then
completely dressed in the most gorgeous orange silky girls party
dress. Short white socks with wide lace around there tops. Black slip-on
girls shoes, and matching bow in her short fair hair.

You can see the happiness of the moment, beaming out at you. All these
photos changing from a good looking, handsome boy into a stunningly
beautiful girl. There were also a few with his mother and father and they
looked so proud of their Daughter, Denise. Arriving at the last page,
Denise was lying up against the pillows in bed. Wearing the most stunning
full length Ice Green satin nighty, with short sleeves. In turn they were
finished off with a good three inches of matching lace.

Just seeing her lying there, she looked so invitingly at the camera. One
dainty hand holding back the skirt from just below the knee. So one foot
displaying painted toenails was peeping out, teasingly from under the
nighty. Making me begin to drool. Oh how I would love to be kissing,
sucking at that foot, right now. Not wanting to close the album, I just
looked up to Mummy.

"Denise is so beautiful Mummy, I wish there were more of her."

"Don't worry my sweetness there is a CD full of Daniel and Denise. Even
some other Sissies, whom I am sure you will also love to meet. But that is
all for tonight. You'll have to wait till Denise is home before you see the
rest."

I just cuddled up to Mummy, feeling so very much a real sissy, her little
girl. As she in turn held me close.

"Is so wonderful being a girl isn't it Mummy? I'm so pleased Denise talked
you into writing to me." my hands now playing with my lovely school girls
dress.

"Now Jessica, what do you say about meeting Denise, would you like that?"

I'm sure she knew the answer to that question, even without asking me.

"Oh Mummy I can't wait to meet her. It's going to be such fun having a
sister, or should I say cousin to dress up and being girls together. I
realize why you didn't want to tell me earlier. I really didn't know there
were so many other sissy boys like myself. That's why I thought I was weird
or something. Does Denise like playing with dolls also?" I asked.

"Yes, you wait and see how much she loves her dolls. Tomorrow when you meet
Ashley, he's such a little sissy. He's about the same size as you. He is
just so gorgeous and adorable. A proper little cream puff, just like you
are sweetheart. I'm curtain you and he will get along wonderfully. Now
young Lady, I think it is time to get you ready for bed. Would Jessica like
a glass of chocolate milk first?"

I didn't have my watch on, but still knew it was far to early for going to
bed. I just looked questioningly to Mummy.

"Yes I would love a glass of milk, thank you. But it can't be bedtime yet,
can it Mummy." I asked in astonishment.

"Yes for this little one it is. You are going to have a big inspiring day
tomorrow. So a good nights sleep will hold you steadfast to all that will
be around you." I was told with a radiant smile and squeeze of my cheek.

Disappointed as I was, knowing I'll be taking off this lovely school girls
uniform and head scarf. Oh yes, my beautiful lingerie and makeup as well, I
didn't want to upset Mummy. In the mean time she had gone and returned with
my glass of chocolate milk. Also in hand, my bib, which she put on me
first. At least I like chocolate milk.

"Now come along darling, you pick up Shelly, while I take your bag
upstairs." I was told once I'd finished my drink and my bib removed.

"Guess whose bed Jessica will be sleeping in tonight?" Mummy asked
cheerfully, as we headed towards the stairway.

Just the way she asked, I had an idea it would properly be Denise's. Well
that is what I was hoping to hear.

Before telling me whose bed I'll be sleeping in, we headed straight toward
her bedroom. Oh my god, my heart sunk. I'm to be sleeping in Mummy's bed,
with her. No I can't, I just couldn't do that. Once I had my scarf removed,
then taken out of my school uniform. A short cape over my lingerie covered
shoulders. Then into her en-suite, while I had my makeup removed. Then nice
smelling night cream massaged into my face. Finally I had a beautiful full
length off-white soft satin and lace negligee put on me. Oh, did I feel so
desirable, as I admired the image in the mirror.

"I thought you would love wearing this sweetheart." As Mummy put her hands
on my lace covered shoulders, lightly caressing at the same time. Quickly
relief came when Mummy said, "Now lets get Shelly shell we, then off to
your bed we go."

Guiding me towards her door, ones heart rate resumed its normal beat. I'm
not sleeping with Mummy. On opening the next door into another bedroom. I
just stood open mouthed, in ore. This is a room adorned for a
Princess. Smaller than Mummy's room, but everything about it, is so
adorably girlishly feminine. Even to the delicate fragrance drifting from
within. The first thing to take my notice was the double bed, centred in
the room. Only a couple of inches from the wall, it's white headboard sat
against a soft pink satin drape, in turn overlay by a sheer
organza. Descending down from a half round festooned canopy of soft pink
satin. Either side of the canopy at the head, bold white lace curtains
hung. To be tied lovingly back by the deepest of pink satin bows, there
ends falling a good six inches below.

The bed itself looked so invitingly soft and comfortable. Covered by an off
white duvet trimmed at the foot with matching scalloped decorative
lace. Another lovely doll, wearing a pretty red silk nightdress with
matching bonnet, sat happily between the two pillows. My squealing of
elation continued, as I realized I'll be sleeping between luxurious pink
satin sheets with matching pillows covers. How else could a sissy like me
desire to sleep, but between sumptuous satin. No, I don't really mind going
to bed this early on a Friday night now. Would you?

Holding Mummy's hand firmly, I continued looking around in sheer
delight. From the festooned terylene curtained windows, the same rich
velvet drapes as in Mummy's room. The white with gold trimmings on the
vanity unit, a soft padded stool beside it. The chest of draws, and
wardrobe doors, also white with gold trimmings. The latter also inlaid with
full length mirrors. My mind went wild thinking of all the beautiful
lingerie, dresses etc. that lay or hung within. Hidden at this point from
my view.

Apart from the doll sitting happily on the bed. There was a cuddly teddy,
wearing a full length white satin nightgown. A few little bows across the
bodice. A full lace skirt hanging from just below the bodice. I was to be
informed it was actually wearing a babies christening gown. It looked so
sweet sitting to the side with a couple of other smaller dolls. Plus other
cuddly animals, that sissies and girls love to have.

Apart from another wall mirror, there was a large painting of a couple of
ballet dancers looking so graceful together. Plus other smaller photos
hanging in a small group.

"I think some little girl is looking forward to her night in this
room. Isn't she?" Mummy asked.

"Oh yes, so very much Mummy. This is a real sissy girls bedroom, isn't
it. " I said with elation in my voice, still clinging to her hand with
Shelly held just as firmly in my other arm.

"Before Mummy gets you ready for bed, you better run of and clean your
teeth and do wees. Don't you think?"

Returning after doing my nightly things, yes, I did remember to sit for
wees. Anyway I got back into my bag, taking out a clean shirt I thought I
might need. Followed by my pajamas ready for bed. Suddenly my face went
scarlet when Mummy asked,

"Oh, you want to sleep like a boy, do you Jessica? Here was I thinking you
would cherish the moment wearing something, you have dreamt of
wearing. Like every girl loves to wear to bed. Oh well if it's to be plain
boy's pajamas, that will save us finding a gorgeous nighty for you. To
think how you also drooled over Denise's pretty nighty. So we'll get your
pretty underwear off, then you can put those on." Mummy said pointing to my
pajamas. Showing no interest in putting me into them.

"No Mummy please! I just didn't think when I packed these. I'm so used to
doing that when I go away for a weekend or something. I really would love
to wear a pretty nighty, pleeeassse Mummy?" I begged.

I knew my face was still red, as I hassled to put the pajamas back where
they came from. Also making sure Mummy didn't try taking my pretties off of
me. Again I pleaded to her, "Please, I do so much want to wear a lovely
girls nighty. Just like Denise does, Mummy."

"Oh very well then, we'll see what I can find that might satisfy. Whose it
going to be for, my little Jessica or just a boy called Meredith." I got
asked with a beaming smile from Mummy.

Smiling broadly back I said. "Both Jessica and Sissy Meredith would love to
wear a beautiful nighty."

I stood watching as Mummy lay delicate satin, silk nighties even a couple
of very girly pajamas on the bed before me. Picking up each in turn,
holding it closely to me, not knowing which one. I could only ask, "Mummy
please, would you tell me what to wear." Instead of what lay before me
Mummy took this most adorable three quart length lemon silk with chiffon
over lay nighty from the wardrobe, holding it in front of me. As I touched
it, I knew this is the one. "Oh yes I would love to wear this one Mummy." I
said, still holding it close. It had very short sleeves again overlay with
the chiffon. Its V neckline was not to deep. As well around the hem the
chiffon was nicely ruffled, in turn helping hold the skirt out a
little. Hence looking so extremely pretty.

In no time I had been stripped of my lovely petticoat, panties and
bra. Then into a little pair of panties, Mummy said they are so little
sissies don't leave dribble marks on their pretty nighties. I stood
admiring this sweet nighty on Jessica. Swishing from side to side, doing a
complete twill to see the skirt swish out in the breeze. Holding the hem
out daintily between my thumbs and forefingers. I really felt so much the
bedtime girl of my dreams.

"Tear yourself away from that mirror you vain little sissy and come to me."

I turned walking so very daintily towards the bed where Mummy sat
waiting. I felt so much the way I had dreamed of being, when Mummy took me
in her loving arms to tell me.

"Jessica you are going to be such a truly pretty girl. The lemon really
helps show out your angelic features. I can see you are going to love being
dressed in so many delightful outfits, Mummy has in mind. But for now a
good nights sleep, I think is in order." after a lovely kiss on my
cheek. Hearing Mummy saying all those lovely things, made me blush
profusely. But I did like hearing it really. It made me feel, I could be
the pretty Sissy girl I have so often fantasized of being.

I watched with open mouth, drooling, while Mummy turned back the
duvet. Exposing the luxurious pink satin sheets I'll be sleeping between. I
couldn't wait to lie my beautiful silk nighty enshrouded body gracefully on
the plush bed. To experience the sensation of sleeping between such
delightfully sexual fabric. To rest my head peacefully upon the pillows,
experiencing the softness all night long on my face. To smell the
delightful perfume that seems to radiates from the bed itself.

Lying in bed wearing a nighty for the first time. Feeling Oh, so very
pretty in this three quart length lemon silk and chiffon nighty. My hands
wandering all over, enjoying life more and more. As I realized just how far
I have headed into becoming a real feminized sissy-boy. Lily was stand
proud as it could, under the panties. Also loving the soft caressing it was
receiving. In the knowledge it will be having this pleasure all night
long. I was finding it rather hard not to touch Lily. As Mummy had told me
to be a good girl, I didn't want to disappoint her.

All my girly thoughts were rushing merrily through my head. I started
sobbing softy with joy, knowing someone else really understands me. No
longer do I have to keep my lovely sissy thoughts hidden in my own little
closet. Only to be shared with Princess. No, now I'm able to share all
these sissy thoughts with Mummy. "The more you tell Mummy, the more we can
enjoy them together." I got told, with a little kiss on the cheek.

Before Mummy tucked me into bed, I got another big surprise. As she went to
one of Denise's draws, returning holding a pair of pink satin mittens. "Now
Jessica I know you said you will be a good girl all night. But the trouble
you have had so far and by the looks of it. I don't think you will be able
to go all night. Without having little squirts, wouldn't that be true?" she
asked smiling knowingly at me.

"Yes I guess so Mummy, but I will try very hard not to do anything like
that."

"Well my dear, knowing how a sissies brain thinks one thing, but does
another. So to keep things out of harms way. I've got a pair of Denise's
lovely mittens for you to wear. Yes, Denise used to have a lot of trouble
at night also.

You see, to be a lovely girl, you must learn to have self-control over your
new little clitty. Now give me your hands darling, so Mummy can put them on
you nicely."

Passively I put my hands out, letting Mummy put each into its mitten. Then
realized the palm side was stiffly padded. With my thumb safely in its own
compartment, there was no way of turning these mittens around. The ribbons
were tied into double bows so they couldn't be undone. "Now don't they look
lovely darling, pretty pink satin mittens, just like your sheets. You will
have a lovely nights sleep now, believe me."

To bring a little happiness to my life again. Mummy took the teddy, or
should I say `Cuddles' in his oh, so sweet white satin nighty. "Would
Jessica like to have Cuddles in bed with her tonight?" as she held him just
out of arms reach.

"Oh, yes please Mummy." as I put my mitten enclosed hands out eagerly to be
given Cuddles.

With Cuddles now safely in my arms, Mummy tucked me in snugly. Then I was
offered nice kiss, which I enjoyed getting. Before Mummy left the room
turning the light out as she went.

I lay kissing and talking to Cuddles as I do Princess. Telling him how
happy and girlish I'm feeling. In Denise's bed and surrounded with
everything a sissy like me could wish for. With all these charming thoughts
in my head. Cuddles tucked safely in one arm, while the other hand caressed
the best it could over my pretty nighty covered body. I drifted into a
peaceful nights sleep. Never had I slept so peacefully, many sweet dreams I
had. Dressed in the most frilliest of girly things. Dancing and playing
around happily with other Sissies. Which now seemed so much more real, than
they used to be. Just wishing to be a properly dressed up sissy, in these
girls frilly silks. Smelling and looking so pretty wearing my makeup.

I awoke in the morning by something touching my hair, then the side of my
face. Putting my hand up to see what it was, I realized it to be a
hand. Opening my eyes slightly, there sat Mummy on the side of the bed,
smiling down at me.

"Good morning sleepyhead, did my little girl have a lovely sleep?"

"Good morning Mummy. Yes I did, thank you, I had some beautiful dreams. I
hope you did also, Mummy." I said still half asleep, not wanting to be
taken away from my dream world.

"I thought you must of, as you looked so angelic lying there with Cuddles
still tucked into you. That I didn't know whether to wake you or just let
you sleep all day. But my darling wouldn't want to miss going shopping
would she?" she asked, letting her hand gently stroke over my face again.

I then realized I hadn't moved all night. As Cuddles was still were I had
him while talking.

"How is your little clitty, Lily under there, has she been good all night?"

"Yes Mummy I didn't even touch her once." I said with elation in my voice.

As I lay smiling happily up to Mummy. She let her hand wander excitingly
over my duvet covered body. In turn awakening Lily from her sleep, my eyes
closed, I took a deep breath with the arousal feeling below.

"What is it sweetheart, is Lily playing up under there?" as the hand now
rested right over my ever awakening clitty.

"Yes it's getting all excited, like it does every morning." But the lovely
thoughts in my head right now. Were hoping for something else.

"Let Mummy have a look under there shall we." Without any resistance from
me, Mummy's hand went under the covers. Caressing lightly over my now
intensely pulsating Lily. I could only look pleadingly to Mummy in hope she
didn't pull away.

"Oh Mummy that feels so delightfully beautiful." My eyes now closed, just
enjoying the delicate moment of Mummy's warm gentle hand.

I felt the coolness of the morning air, as the duvet got pushed aside.

"I see someone is all aroused through being in a pretty nighty all
night. Wasn't that better to sleep in, rather than those pajamas?" Her hand
now caressing so lovingly over my clitty. Then looking at me asking. "Does
Jessica have a lovely kiss for Mummy?"

Opening my eyes smiling and nodding my head. "Yes I do Mummy." raising
myself a little to meet her lips, as they came close to mine. Only this
time we didn't have lovely lipstick to share.

"Now lift your bottom up a little, so Mummy can take your panties off for
you."

I raised my bottom the best I could, while Mummy gentle relieved me of my
panties she asked.

"Would Jessica like to smell and kiss her lovely warm panties?" Instead of
putting them to the side, they came to rest over my face. Without any
embarrassment or hesitation. I took them in my mitten enclosed hands, the
best I could. Smelling and kissing them like my life depended upon it. In
turn making Lily jiggle even more so.

"Isn't that beautiful darling, all sissies love kissing their warm smelly
panties. Just as much as they love wearing them. Now lift your head a
little while Mummy fixes the pillows under your head."

Lifting myself up a little while Mummy proceeded to place another pillow
behind my head.

"Would you like your mittens taken off also sweetheart?"

"Yes please Mummy." I quickly put my hands out, ready to be relieved of the
pretty, but uncomfortable mittens.

With my head now in a raised position, I watched as Mummy pulled up the
nighty. Taking a beautiful red, white and golden patterned, large soft
satin head scarf from the night stand beside her. Playing it feather like
across my face, letting it just rest there. I couldn't hold back from
putting my free hand up. To just touch its beauty, at the same time kissing
it so lovingly.

"Put your hand down at your sides sweetheart like a good girl."

Obediently as I did, the cool liquid feeling of this exquisitely fine satin
scarf. Began to seductively caress its way slowly down my upper
body. Teasing under my chin, my neck, feathering its way lightly over each
exposed arm. My eyes closed so as to just savour the touch. Occasionally
opening my eyes looking, smiling to Mummy, as she in turn kept smiling to
me.

I lay there so submissively, cuddles still in my left arm. The other lying
out to give Mummy free access to any part of this sissies body. With one
hand she gently pushed my nighty up, exposing two erect, responsive
nipples. Oh my God!!! The delicate caressing as this most beautiful soft
scarf, ever so gently worked its way lovingly over each. In turn sending
shivers of lustful pleasure through my whole being. My heart was beating so
strongly I'm sure she could see it trying to push its way out. My eyes were
now closed, as I lay cherishing this moment. All my thoughts were away in a
real Sissy dream world, enjoying luxurious pleasure.

It was like slow motion, feeling the hand floating this large sensual satin
fabric delicately down

across my stomach. Over to fondle down my very sensitive sides. Instead of
giggling and wiggling as I would normally do. I could only whimper softly
in the electrifying pleasure. Every part of my being was now, so sexually
aroused. Lily standing, rock hard, throbbing like never before, begging for
attention. My eyes open or closed, I don't really know, everything was just
a haze. Yet I sensed Lily was dribbling her early juices. I could feel
Mummy's fingertip wiping the spillage from my gland head. I wonder if Mummy
was licking it up. As it wasn't fed to me or even wiped on my body. My
mind. No! every part of me, was away in girly heaven. As I savoured the
seductive, unbelievably touching of a delicately fine satin scarf.

"Does Jessica want Mummy to milk her little clitty for her with the lovely
satin scarf?"

Oh, what a question to ask. I was in a spiritual trance given via this
graceful scarf. But I said. "Oh Please Mummy yes I really do, please milk
my clitty."

Leaning over me, Mummy's lips made gentle contact with mine for a couple of
little kisses. My whole body was so tensed, so very alive. As I watched
Mummy take the scarf ever so sweetly in her hand. To firstly caress it once
again, all over my highly emotionally aroused body.

Taking a deep breath, I sighed appreciating the heavenly touching of this
beautiful satin scarf. Being slithered with love and care over my whole
genital area. My thighs, my little cream basket tingling by the delicate
touch. I could only whimper with the trill. As this delicate fabric came
lightly around my throbbing clitty. Mummy slowly began stroking along the
length of my hot pulsating shaft. In turn I was feeling the ends flittering
gently between my thighs. Oh my God!! that felt so divine, holding Cuddles
in one arm, caressing so softly over my nighty covered upper body with the
other hand. I was in sissy heaven again. My fingertips tweaking both of my
still erect vulnerable nipples.

Watching the glitter of the satin scarf sliding ever so lovingly and
tenderly over my clitty. Touching like a feather between my thighs. The
tingles that the soft silken fabric was sending through every nerve of my
body. In no time it had me crying out to Mummy.

"Please Mummy, I'm about to Squirt, Please stop a while." My pleading had
no success, as Mummy continued the milking of my clit.

Talking sweetly to me about sissy and girly things. The lovely shops we'll
be visiting this morning. All the pretty feminine lingerie I'll see and
want to touch. Knowing you are also wearing such beautiful things as
well. About meeting another sissy-boy like myself. Telling me how gorgeous
I'm going to be dressed in little girls dresses like in the video.

Listening to Mummy's sweet words, the sensation of the satin scarf,
caressing so gently on my clitty. The gentle touching between my thighs. As
this large feather like scarf slithered ever so lovingly over my
Lily. Stroking my throbbing clitty with one hand. The other took some of
the scarf, to caress just as sweetly over my cherry basket. I knew I could
take no more. God if this is a little bit of Sissy Pleasure that lies ahead
for me. I want more, much more.

My eyes closed, head pushing deep into the lovely satin covered pillow. My
breathing became deep with long soft moans of sweet pleasure. In no time it
became far to much for any sissy to bear. "Mummy I can't stop it!!" I cried
out, my whole body seemed to become ridged. She had stimulated me to a
point where I was squealing, squirming like a little piglet. Jerking and
squealing, I squired my sissy cream with great gusto. I could feel my hot
juice landing even over my chin. Oh how I wished I could of opened my mouth
to take it straight in. Finally completely spent, exhausted, I just lay
weak all over. Lily soon deflated, once Mummy had milked the last morsels
from her.

Fortunately Mummy had pushed my nighty way up out of harms way. The lovely
satin scarf lying beside me, also out of harms way. Her hand was ready to
receive my offerings. Which in turn got fed back to my eagerly waiting
tongue. Once I'd returned from the beautiful clouds of Sissy heaven. I
thanked Mummy for the lovely way she milks my Lily using the scarfs. Before
asking, if I could hold the scarf in my hands. I did so lovingly just as I
do my dolls. Cuddled in my arms stroking and kissing it. Enjoying the
delicate softness in my hands, against my face.

"Now wasn't that better sweetheart having Mummy milking you. Rather than
what you would of done, had you not worn your lovely mittens?"

"Yes it is Mummy, will you always milk me like that from now on, please?" I
asked in hope.

"We'll see darling, We'll see." was her only response.

Following another lovely bathing by Mummy. Sweet smelling talcum powered
dusted lavishly over my body. Another delightful surprise awaited
me. Firstly my bra was fastened comfortable in place. Then Mummy stood
before me holding a sweet white satin suspender belt. The look of great
delight on my face, the eagerness my body movements expressed. The though
of now wearing lovely nylon stocking. Yes I am going to enjoy my new
feminine life. I watched as Mummy rolled up each stocking, like a donut. At
the same time telling me how to be very careful putting them on, so not to
put ladders in them.

I sat attentively on the edge of the vanity stool watching, while each
stocking got rolled gently up each leg then fastened to the hanging
suspender fasteners. Mission accomplished, I stood admiring my now well
shaped legs. Something I hadn't noticed before now. The slight pull between
the stockings and suspender belt was also something to behold. Sending
those desirable feelings through ones whole body.

But now came another surprise, which I don't know whether I liked it or
not. It was in the form of a `gaff'. Mummy said it is to help keep girls
like me safe, from showing any embarrassing little Lily while out
shopping. I could only take her word for it, as I've never been out
shopping with Mummy before. Now with this little thing on, tucking Lily out
of harms way. It was on with the rest of my pretty underwear.

This time a pretty pair of Lilac satin panties with a circle of little red
rosebuds at the waist. Each leg openings, again trimmed with two inch of
off white lace. In place of a petticoat, Mummy let slid gently over my
raised inviting arms. An equally beautiful white satin camisole. Across its
bodice four rows of narrow pintuck pleats. Where the shoulder straps
attached, lovely little bows. The hem was finished off with an inch of
white lace. Girls are so very lucky being able to wear such elegantly
feminine underwear all the time.

Disappointment followed, as my shirt and trousers now covered the splendour
beneath. At least I knew how pretty I looked and felt under this male
outerwear. Together with the now electric sensation of the silky caress of
my stockings. In turn creating a slight erotic pull of my suspender as I
walked. I know I'm where I belong, a Sissy in Girly Heaven.

"Now listen to me my darling. When you're dressed as you are now. We can't
call you Jessica can we? So whenever you're dressed in boyish attire, it is
to be Meredith. And Meredith is still a Sissy isn't he?" I was asked.

"Yes he is, but please don't let me be anything other than a Sissy-boy?" I
pleaded.

"No you'll always be a Sissy sweetheart. Now you sit and play with your
dolls. While Mummy get dressed, then we'll be away." After a lovely big hug
and sweet kiss, I was left alone to enjoy my dolls, Shelly and Chrissy.

Soon after Mummy returned looking and smelling so stunningly elegant as
always.

"Let Mummy do your hair Meredith darling." as she went towards the vanity,
I followed quickly behind. As she combed then brushed to the style she
wanted. Which I must say looked really so pretty, I loved it. But wished I
could be wearing a lovely bow as well.

"Now Meredith, I don't want you to get your hair cut again. Mummy will look
after it for you. It will look so much nicer a little longer, is that
understood dear?"

"Yes Mummy, I was going to have it trimmed again next week. So I won't
now."

"No that's a good Sissy, Mummy know how to look after it for you. Now lets
put this pretty scarf around your neck." as she held up a longish Salmon
colour satin scarf. Putting it under my shirt and tying neatly and puffy
like a cravat.

The image I saw looking back at me, I loved. Smiling to Mummy I told
her. "I look just the way I feel, a real Pretty Sissy." With my jacket on
and a little white silk handkerchief in my pocket, we were now off. For me
to discover and to cherish, the wonderful world of the most exquisitely
feminine lingerie.

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To be continued soon.