Date: Fri, 24 Apr 2009 17:40:10 -0700
From: Allan Molho <amsail@cruzio.com>
Subject: The Happiest Halloween TG

The Happiest Halloween


When I was 10 years old, I had a life changing experience, totally
unexpected, but there you are, no one can predict or change these things
nor would I have ever changed one bit of it.

. The small California town I grew up in had a beautiful Plaza in the
center of town with a fountain and beautiful plantings. Around the Plaza
was a roundabout road similar to what you see in Europe with roads
branching off like the spokes of a wheel. At Halloween the merchants facing
the Plaza let the children of the town paint scenes on their windows, and
the city furnished all the material to the participants. In addition, they
had a costume contest with prizes and they gave out candy to all the
kids. My younger brother and I planned to pain a window and I also was
going to be in the costume parade and contest.

When I talked to my mom about what could I wear as a costume she came up
with one that as I said would change my life, only she didn't know it at
the time and I am sure she doesn't suspect to this day. If you remember
Daisy Mae from the Lil `Abner comic strip, thanks to my mom I got to be her
for one day. Daisy Mae was a Blonde and fairly voluptuous comic character
with a very short skirt and long bare legs. Mom quickly sewed up a peasant
style white cotton blouse and a short skirt out of some black satin
material. She took an old brassiere and took it in to fit me . and I was
all set. When the big day arrived, she helped me put on the bra and stuffed
it with tissue paper to fill it out.  My skirt was pretty short so I wore
my swim trunks underneath, Before I put on the blouse my mom made up my
face and put lipstick on me , then she put on a blonde wig and pulled the
hair back into a twist to keep it on my head. Then I put on my blouse and
for the first time she stood me in front of the mirror. Oh my god, I looked
so perfect, and I felt really good for some reason.. Mom drove us downtown
and my brother and I walked around looking for a window to paint. When we
selected one , and got our materials we started to paint a Halloween scene
with ghosts and goblins around a headstone. While we were painting a man
came up to me and said he was from the paper and could he have our
names. Then he took a photograph and went on his way.

Later in the day mom came and got my little brother and I walked over to
where the costume contest was going to be held. Several people commented on
how cute my costume was, and by now I was really liking the attention,
especially from some of the older boys. They had everyone line up in groups
by age, and I lined up with mostly smaller kids because I was tall for my
age. When we walked by the judges one of the male judges said "honey you
are just the cutest thing, I wish I had a little girl like you," I thought
that was a bit of a strange remark, but didn't think much about it till
later when hey announced the winners and I didn't win. I was crestfallen
and even my mom was upset thinking I had it won, but after asking the
judges what happened she found that they all thought I was a real girl ! If
they had known I was a boy I might have won, but I would never have learned
that I could feel like a girl , and basically BE a girl.


For the rest of my life I was hooked on soft silky fabric and sexy
lingerie. I sneaked some panties form time to time and wore them but I
always knew in my heart that I should have been a girl.

In high school I experimented a little more with clothing I took from my
mom's drawer, and after I got a car and was able to get around I was able
to by some things in a thrift store and keep them hidden till my parents
would be gone and I could spend a day dressed as Alison. When I went away
to college Alison bloomed and I experimented with a man that I met who was
a professional photographer he and I dressed together and I have him to
thank for teaching me how to dress. I learned makeup while working on the
stage crew for productions and that is also where I learned to express
myself . Still today when I think about my best Halloween my heart pounds
and I can recall how good I felt.