Date: Wed, 28 May 2014 18:38:55 -0400
From: Rose Red <7754.rp@gmail.com>
Subject: Joni Part 4

JONI, PART 4


The morning brought anxiety to Joni as he lay alone in bed.  It wasn't
that he was scared of facing the school showers; it was the realization
that he had to dress as a boy.  Tasting the residual lipstick from the
previous night, he tried to remember how to act as a boy.  The events of
the previous weekend had produced profound effects on his outlook; he
didn't want to give up the little girl role, even if temporarily.  And,
what if it turned out to not be temporary; what if his mother changed her
mind while he was at school and wouldn't let him return to being her little
girl?  He was frightened by the prospect, no matter how remote it might be.

"Get up sleepy head.  Remember, it's a school day," said Barbara as she
came out of the bathroom.  "How did my little girl sleep?"

Those words soothed Joni, but he was still troubled. "Do I have to go to
school, mommy?"

"Certainly you have to go to school, Joni.  Now, we talked all about this
last night and we agreed that you are well prepared for whatever may come
your way."

"I know, but it's not that mommy.  I just don't want to put on boys
clothes.  They seem so course and crude to me. And besides, I'm not sure I
can act like a boy anymore."

"Don't be ridiculous, honey.  Just consider it playing dress-up, playing
the role of a boy.  You don't have to be a boy, you just have to act like
one while you're at school."

"But, what if I forget that I'm really a girl?  I don't want to go back,
mommy, not after this weekend.  I want to be a girl forever."

"Oh, my darling daughter.  I love you so much.  You're not going to go back
to being a boy, you're just going to play at being a boy.  When you come
home this afternoon from school, I'll have a beautiful outfit that you can
change into – panties, bra, and sundress. You'll love it, I promise.
And I'll make up your face and do your hair.  We'll have fun.  But first,
we have to get you into the bathroom and then get you ready for school."
With that, Barbara leaned down and kissed Joni firmly on the lips.

Joni returned the kiss and was disappointed when Barbara broke it off.  He
smiled at her and slid out of the bed and stood in front of his mother, his
fully erect penis protruding out of his panties at her eye level.  She was
tempted to take advantage of the opportunity but realized they had only a
short period before Joni had to catch the bus for school.

Leading him into the bathroom, she removed his panties and sat him down on
the toilet.  She gently pushed his penis down into the bowl and then
wrapped her hand around it as he released his spray.  She was seeing this
more and more as a sexual act and couldn't help but stroke him gently, even
after he was finished.  She looked up at him while kneeling by his
side. "No need for tissue this morning, dear.  Mommy will clean you."  And
with that, she ran her fingers across his slit and captured the remaining
few drops, carrying them to her mouth.  She licked her lips before she rose
up and kissed Joni.  He seemed to realize the bond that was being
expressed; the two should share all bodily fluids in order to better unify
their souls.

It was a tender kiss that did nothing to diminish his erection.  She
continued to hold him as she prolonged the kiss, tongues exchanging and
unifying bodily fluids.  She then abruptly pulled away to regain control.
"After you finish in here, I'll meet you in your room and we can pick out
your boy dress-up clothes."

Khaki pants and a blue shirt – the 14-year-old boy's uniform.  And
loafers, of course.  Joni not only felt ridiculous, but also bland.  This
just made him more want to be girl.  No make-up, no hair do, no glamour.
No wonder boys had to act tough; there was no other way for them to express
themselves or to be individuals.

"Oh, please mommy, pick out a good outfit for me when I get home."

"Only if all goes well today at school today, Joni.  I don't want you to
revert to your old ways."

After breakfast, Barbara walked Joni to the front door and kissed him
goodbye before opening and walking him out.  She watched Joni walk to the
bus and her heart went out to him.  So brave, she thought.  So much going
on in their lives and yet off he goes into a possible hostile environment,
able to present the perfect image of a 14-year old boy.  She wished she
could accompany him and serve as his protector.  But all she could do is
hope she had prepared him well.

Barbara saw Susan at the bus stop saying goodbye to Bobby; the two waved
hello before Barbara turned back into the house.

It wasn't long before the phone range and Susan was telling Barbara how
lovely she looked this morning.  Barbara returned the compliment and then
invited Susan to come over for a swim later.  Barbara immediately went
upstairs to get ready.  After putting on eye-liner and dark red lipstick,
she chose her skimpiest bikini.  A see-through linen blouse complemented
the look.

When Susan arrived, she was greeted by a polite cheek kiss and a hug.
Susan was disappointed by the reserved greeting, and wondered if she
misunderstood the invitation. Like Barbara, she had dolled herself up and
had chosen a skimpy bikini.  Unlike Barbara, she had donned a sundress so
as not to alarm the neighbors.

When they settled in the kitchen with iced tea, Barbara began the
conversation. "I owe you a big debt of gratitude for last night, Susan."

"What do you mean?"

"The way you played along with Joni modeling the panties.  And you
inspected them while completely ignoring his private parts.  Either you are
immune or you should win an Oscar!"

"Well, I assure you, I'm not immune.  I really wasn't prepared for his
beauty.  His penis really is magnificent.  I've never seen one that large
and so perfectly proportioned, so soft and innocent looking, hanging over
such gorgeous balls.  It nearly took my breath away.  So, I'll take that
Oscar anytime now.  It's all I could do to not kiss it."

"Thank God you didn't.  It could have ruined the whole plan.  You showed
him that he could control himself under tough conditions.  I can't give you
that Oscar, but I can give you a big thank-you kiss."  Barbara stood up and
walked over to Susan and took her hand.

"That will do for starters," said Susan as she also stood.

"Follow me," said Barbara as she led Susan into the living room.

She turned to face Susan and put her hands tenderly on Susan's arms.
Slowly she leaned in. "You know, I'm new at this.  I'm not sure I know how
to be the aggressor."

"You're doing just fine.  I'm all yours."

With that, Barbara leaned in and gently kissed Susan.  Susan hesitated to
react, allowing herself to just be the recipient of a beautiful woman's
seduction, her arms by her side.  As their lips held the kiss, Barbara
became more aggressive.  She spread her lips and pressed harder, engaging
Susan's tongue while also pulling her body tightly against her.  Susan was
still passive yet clearly enjoying the role of the hunted.  Finally Barbara
broke the kiss and stood back.

"I bet you're wondering what his penis looks like erect."

"The thought did cross my mind.  If you don't mind me asking, have you only
seen it erect accidentally?  Or have you really had an opportunity to
examine it, my nurse friend?"

"I told you about the chance encounter, when I was talking to him about
masturbation.  I also had a talk with him more recently.  He realized after
school last Thursday that he is quite a bit larger than the other boys.  He
was scared that he is a freak and asked me to examine him.  I did, and
during the examination he became erect.  I, of course, tried to continue my
examination as if nothing had happened, but, unlike you, the sight of it
overcame me.  I actually ended-up stroking it.  Oh God, I don't know why I
am telling you all this.  Please don't think I'm a terrible person."

"You're not a terrible person.  You're just a loving mother who wants the
best for her son.  And, after all, you weren't a full scale lesbian back
then.  Who could blame you?  The only reason I could control myself was
that I was doing you a favor.  Tell me, did you stroke him to climax?"

"No, not that time.  I caught myself just in the nick of time.  A little
pre-cum was all that came out."

So, his penis is just as beautiful erect as it is flaccid?"

"More beautiful.  Why do you think I almost lost all control?  It's nearly
as big as my husband's, and he's only 14!  If it keeps growing, there's no
telling..."  Barbara kissed Susan deeply and passionately, as both were
getting more excited by the conversation.  "But the main thing is that it
looks almost feminine in a way.  Of course the skin is pulled tight and all
the veins are clearly visible; but it seems so fresh and clean, and so
welcoming.  Maybe it's because Joni is so young, but his erection seems
like just another expression of his innocence.  You would think that it
could appear threatening and insensitive, but just the opposite.  Oh,
listen to me go on about it – but, after all, he is my son."

Susan had sat in rapture, listening to Barbara describe her son's penis.
She might have thought this rather strange if she hadn't seen Joni's penis
close-up, since she had imagined everything that Barbara was saying.
Joni's penis was worth bragging about, and Susan wanted to hear more.
"Please don't stop. I want to hear it all."

"There's really not much more to tell.  He was on his back so I don't know
how it projects from his body.  The girth grows just like the length so its
weight might prevent it from projecting upwards like most males.  I know it
is hot to the touch.  That's about it.  But as your reward for last night's
favor, I want to show you something.  Let me help you out of this sundress.
Oh, that is a lovely bikini.  Here, turn around and I'll undo the top.  Now
take off the bottoms."

Susan did exactly as Barbara directed and then turned around to face
Barbara completely nude.  She suddenly felt vulnerable and insecure.
Barbara sensed this and took Susan's hands in a loving jester.  "Let's lie
down on the carpet."

She leaned over Susan and kissed her deeply, exploring her body at the same
time – touching her breasts, gently pinching her nipples, trailing her
hand down to the groin area, stroking her inner thighs and just brushing
across her vagina and clitoris area.  Susan moaned in pleasure and
anticipation.

"Have you ever been fucked by a penis as large as Joni's, Susan?"

"No I haven't.  But I would probably agree to it if you would allow him."

"It's not Joni I talking about, silly.  I want to show you what it's like.
I remember the first time my husband entered me – the first time I also
saw his penis – and the incredible sensations it produced.  That was
nearly 15 years ago, but I can still vividly remember all of it."

Barbara had taken off her blouse and bikini as well and now was also nude
as she leaned over Susan.  Another deep and passionate kiss.  "Share that
experience with me.  I want to feel what you felt," whispered Susan.

"An experienced, sensitive male, as Joni's father was, would certainly know
that a woman's initial response to a penis that size is probably fear.  She
may admire and love it, but would no doubt feel threatened.  That is why it
is necessary to gently prepare the woman, to reassure her that there is
nothing to fear, that it is only her pleasure that is his goal."  With
this, Barbara reached down and touched Susan's clitoris.  A flood of
moisture was released from Susan's vagina, lubricating the entire area.
Susan spread her legs wide. "I trust you and your large penis," she
whispered.  Barbara kissed her again deeply before continuing.

"The preparation is not just sexual stimulation, it requires a gentle
stretching of the labia.  Most men, once a woman is wet, will just ram the
penis in and begin pumping.  But a man with a penis the size of my
husband's can do real damage if they did that the first time with a woman.
My husband was gentle and patient with me; he used his fingers to stretch
the labia and massage the clitoris. And then he used his tongue and lips in
a way that drove me crazy."  All the while, Barbara is doing to Susan
exactly what she is describing.  Susan began moaning uncontrollably.

"Up to this point I really hadn't seen his penis - he still had his pants
on.  I knew he was a size large, but I really had no idea how much I
underestimated his size. Even when he took his pants off and slid up to
kiss me, I wasn't exactly sure.  But then he allowed it to rest on my
thigh, and I got the full measure of him.  My eyes shot open in horror and
shock.  It was dark and I was almost repulsed by it.  By he was kind and
gentle and said he knew what I was thinking but that it would be all right.
He assured me that he would do nothing to hurt me but that we needed to
consummate our love."

Barbara was now talking between kisses and Susan was squirming in pleasure.
She had no idea what was coming; all she cared about was her sexual
excitement.  "I turned myself over to him completely.  Will you turn
yourself over to me completely, Susan."

"Oh, yes Barbara, yes.  Do with me as you may but let me share your
experience.  I want your sensations.  Let us consummate our love."

With that Barbara pulled Susan's knees up and further out so as to enhance
her access to Susan's vagina.  "This is the way he did it to me.  He had me
fully exposed and open to his entrance.  I was helpless."

"I am helpless, I am completely under your control, Barbara.  I love you."

Barbara shared Susan's passion and they kissed deeply and lovingly.
Barbara then resumed her description while also mimicking the physical
experience.  "He put the tip of his penis at the entrance to my vagina and
then began rubbing it up and down, from the clitoris to the anus, in a
slow, controlled manner."

Barbara was taking her entire hand and pretending it was her husband's
penis.  Her hand was formed as an arrow, with the combined finger tips
serving as the point.

"Oh God, that feels good," cooed Susan.

"And then he would gently, and ever so slowly, begin to insert his penis.
First, just the head, just a little, and then progressively more as he
continued to drag it across the front.  It drove me crazy."

Barbara was using her full hand with her fingers joined but straight out,
going in a little more each time while also stimulating the clitoris.
Susan was now shaking her hips almost uncontrollably, humping as if begging
to have a full insertion.

"He finally got the head in fully, and that frightened me.  I was under
this man with this huge penis, but he kissed me gently and held me while I
adjusted."  Barbara did the same to Susan, inserting her hand up to the
knuckles.  Susan's eyes opened wide.  "Thank you for being so gentle,"
Susan whispered.

"And then he slowly slid it in.  It took a while to get fully inserted, and
I was glad when I felt his scrotum against my ass, but by then I was in
heaven – completely out of control and no longer afraid of his size.
Now his size was his greatest attribute.  His size was my pleasure."  With
that, Barbara slid her entire hand into Susan's vagina, and continued to
insert it until she had reached the full depth of Susan.  They lay there
motionless.  Barbara had slid down to get better access and now looked up
at Susan.  She saw a woman who was in complete bliss.

"And then he began gently pumping.  It was slow at first, and there was
some discomfort.  But then I stretched to fit him and we became as one.
His pumping became more emphatic and my hips began to work in unison.  When
I felt his scrotum slapping into my ass and his pelvis slamming again my
clitoris with powerful thrusts, I knew he was near and so was I."

Barbara was now thrusting her arm into Susan's vagina with long, strong
strokes.  Her other hand was slapping Susan's clitoris, harder and harder.
Susan began thrashing around the floor in pleasure; Barbara struggled to
keep intimate contact as Susan's hip thrusts became more and more violent.
Finally, Susan flexed every muscle and stiffened her body as she was
brought to an intense climax.  She collapsed in a heap of nerves and heat,
all energy completely expended.

They lay there for several minutes before Barbara spoke.  "And then he just
left it in until it became fully flaccid.  It was one of the most loving
gestures he ever made.  Kissing me and holding me as his penis shrunk.  It
felt so wonderful for him to be inside me as a soft member; for us to be
joined after orgasm in the same way that produced the orgasm."  Barbara was
still in Susan.

"I can't demonstrate that for you.  You're just going to have to take my
word for it."

"You must have loved him very much."

"I loved him very much that night.  But he got one-dimensional."  Barbara
now slowly withdrew her arm.  "Believe it or not, even sex with the perfect
penis may not be enough to sustain a relationship."

"I find that hard to believe after what I've just been through.  I do love
you, you know."

"We've only known each other for a couple of days, Susan.  And I'm not even
a lesbian."

"Oh, you're a lesbian, all right.  You may not be ready to admit it, but a
woman doesn't act the way you have over the past couple of days and not be
a lesbian.  When was the last time you had sex with a man?  When was the
last time you had sex with a woman?  I rest my case!"

Barbara chuckled but didn't say anything.  She certainly was passionate
about Susan, but having an affair with just one woman didn't make you a
lesbian, did it? she thought.  But she had to admit that being with Susan
was the only time she wasn't thinking about Joni.  But she had no intention
of her relationship with Susan interfering with Joni's transition.
"Regardless of whether I am a lesbian or not, under no circumstances can
Joni or Bobby know about us.  OK?"

"Don't worry," said Susan. "I can be very discrete.  Bobby has no idea
about my preferences and that's not going to start now.  But speaking of
Joni, how did he respond to last night's events?"

"He was a little upset at first, but then he seemed to appreciate the
opportunity to reveal to you that he was wearing panties.  After he settled
down, he begged to wear the matching bra.  He looked so incredibly sexy as
he stood in front of me.  He slept in the pair, as well as a night gown."
Barbara avoided the location of where Joni slept.

"It sounds like you two are both committed to this transition.  He seemed
so natural and feminine in the panties as he modeled them.  It was as if he
were meant be a model.  I may be able to be of some help, if you're
interested."

"What do you mean?"

"There is a doctor who serves our community," Susan replied.

"What do you mean by our community?  This city?"

"No, silly.  I mean the LGBT community, as well as others looking for
alteration.  I use him as my ObGyn, and he's very nice and understanding.
You should use him for yourself, but I bet he could give you good advice on
Joni.  The latest medical advancements, things of that nature.  And
besides, he's young and good looking.  I'll give you his number."

They finally rose off the living room floor and spent the rest of the day
at the pool.  Barbara took every chance she got to stare at Susan without
being detected.  Was she a lesbian, she wondered?  She was strongly
attracted to Susan, but strictly in a sexual way.  Her heart was reserved
for Joni; her real passion was for her son.  But Susan excited her and she
couldn't deny it.

Barbara ushered Susan out just before the boys were due home from school.
Barbara was waiting at the door when she saw Joni get off the bus with
Bobby.  She could tell things went well at school by the way he walked from
the bus.

"Welcome, stranger.  Who are you?"

"Very funny, mom."

"Tell me all about it. Did it go well?" she asked.

"You won't believe what happened, mommy."

"What? Please, tell me. What?"

"Nothing!  School was great. Bobby and I were first in and first out of the
showers in gym class.  The only think that was different was the way that
Mr. Daniels, the gym teacher, looked at me.  He withheld the towel briefly
and made me stand there dripping wet while he had me put my hands to my
side and stand still. When he handed me the towel he commented that it was
better than the last time.  I think he just wanted to look at me."

"I bet he did.  If it happens again, I'll talk to the administration.  But
that's wonderful, honey.  I'm so glad that we made it through that issue.
Are you still interested in your reward?"

"Oh, mommy.  I was hoping you hadn't changed your mind."  With that he gave
her a big hug, with his head purposely bent down to press against her
bosom.  The thin bikini top gave him a natural cushion; her nipples were
now clearly visible through the fabric.

"Why would I change my mind?  You are the best daughter a mother could have
and I want you to be happy.  I've laid some things out on your bed. Would
you like to get dressed on your own or would you like your mommy to dress
you?"

"I want you to dress me, mommy."

"Ok, young lady.  Follow me."  With that, Barbara took Joni's hand and led
him upstairs and into his room.

"First you need to take off all your clothes, honey."  In short order, Joni
was standing perfectly nude in front of Barbara, his hands by his side and
his penis hanging limp over his scrotum.  It wasn't until his mother
reached down to fluff him that a response occurred.  She quickly removed
her hand as soon as she noticed his reaction to her touch.  And now he
stood there partially erect, fully exposed to his mother.  He felt a little
ashamed at his condition; was it her or was he just unable to control
himself?  But he had done so well the whole day, and now he was losing it.
But she had touched him, not in a sexual way, but it was definitely her
that caused the response.  She had that kind of an effect on him.

Barbara took both of Joni's hands and stood back to admire him.  "My dear
Joni.  One of the two most beautiful things in nature is a perfectly
proportioned, size large, semi-erect penis.  With it separating itself from
the scrotum as if to present itself for inspection, not threatening, but
proud and confident in its beauty.  Let me look at you for a moment."  With
this admiration, Joni's semi-erect penis quickly turned into a full
erection.

"Oh, dear.  Did I cause that, my darling?"

I don't know, mommy.  I'm sorry."

"That's ok, dear.  You know it's a natural response."  She leaned in
pulling Joni to her and gave him a comforting hug.  A soft, gentle kiss
followed.  Barbara could feel the enormous erection against her stomach as
she held Joni tight; the gentle kiss turned into a more active embrace as
both got caught-up in the moment.  Barbara was the first to regain control
as she realized that sex was not the reward, the dress-up was the reward.
They broke with both catching their breath and struggled to regain
composure.

"We'll just have to work around it, I suppose," said Barbara.  And she did,
placing the penis to the side as she slid on the pink satin panties.

"Oh, these feel wonderful," volunteered Joni.

"Good.  Now turn around and I'll put on your bra."

It was the yellow sun dress that really got Joni excited.  It was from
Barbara's collection and was low cut in front so that traces of the bra
showed. Even though it was a tad too big, it was short enough to show-off
his perfectly shaped legs. Sandals completed the ensemble.

"Don't look at yourself in the mirror until you have your make-up on and
your hair done.  OK?"

"Oh, it feels so wonderful, mommy.  How does it look?"  He spun around.

"It looks even better.  Now come down to my room and we'll get you made-up
proper."

When it was all completed, Joni stood in front of the full-length mirror
and didn't recognize the girl looking back.  Her face was accented with
eyeliner and lipstick; her hair was pulled up and back with barrettes.  She
was absolutely flawless in her beauty; young, but exceptionally sexy in an
innocent way.  Joni swelled up in tears he was so happy.

"Oh, mommy, that is the real me in that mirror.  That is who I've become
and that's who I want to be forever. I love you so much, mommy."

Barbara was shocked at not only how feminine Joni appeared, but at how
beautiful she was.  It made her proud that this could be her daughter.  "I
love you too, Joni.  I think you are the most beautiful girl in the world.
Come here and let me hug you."

As soon as Joni pressed against Barbara, it was obvious to both that the
erection was now bigger than ever. "Ignore it and maybe it will go away,"
was all Barbara could recommend.  "I want you to get fully comfortable as a
girl so we must do some training."

"Ok," responded Joni, as he stood back and tried to compose himself.

"Let me know when I can adjust your penis to be between your legs.  That
way it will be less distracting for us both."

It took a while for Joni to notify his mother that his penis could now be
adjusted, well after they had walked all around the house, sitting in each
chair properly, and bending down to pick up imaginary items.  Barbara
watched as Joni pulled up the front of her dress to give her access to his
penis.  Her heart swelled with love as she reached in and pushed his penis
down between his legs and then smoothed his panties.  Only the bulge of his
scrotum revealed his manhood.  She had him hold the pose momentarily as she
stood back and admired the image.  Joni, holding his skirt up to his chin,
somewhat blushing as he was exposing his private parts to his mother, but
not hesitating to display himself at her slightest request.  She was nearly
overwhelmed, and the thought passed through her mind briefly that maybe the
reward should extend further than it has.  Maybe she should consummate
their love completely.  But she resisted and gently brought Joni's hands
down and showed him how to straighten his dress.

"Ok, I think that's enough lessons for one day.  You are dismissed.  Do you
have any homework to do?"

"Not really.  What do you mean dismissed?"

"You can do what you want, dear.  I'm going out by the pool for a while
before I make dinner.  You can join me or you can do whatever you want.  If
you want to change back into your school clothes, that's ok also."

With that, Barbara gave Joni a hug and kiss on the cheek and walked out to
the pool area.  Joni stood there for a moment and then began moving around
as if testing reality to make sure he wasn't in a dream.  Satisfied that
all was real, he went back upstairs to the full length mirror to make sure
he actually saw what he saw earlier.  It was again a shock to see the image
of the girl in the mirror, not a trace of the masculine, not a hint of a
male interior.  He couldn't contain his excitement and went down to the
pool area to share it with his mother.

Joni sat down next to Barbara.  Barbara noticed how perfectly feminine Joni
behaved, how he carried himself as if a natural female, how he sat
properly, making sure his dress flowed just right and crossing his legs at
the ankles.  "I'm very happy, mommy."

"I'm glad dear.  Are you comfortable in those clothes?"

"Oh, yes, I love them, mommy."

"No, dear, I meant, do you want to put on a bathing suit?"

"Oh. No, I don't want to take these things off, mommy.  I feel like
Cinderella and I don't want to break the spell."

"Ok, then we can just sit here and talk.  Tell me what happened in school
today that was different that last time?"

"Well, one thing is that I looked at the girls differently.  Last week I
wasn't really looking at them much, but when I did I was thinking of them
as possible partners.  Today I looked at them as role models.  I looked at
what they were wearing, how they did their make-up, how they did their
hair; who I wanted to look like and who I didn't.  It was strange."

"That's nice, sweetie.  Did any of them look as beautiful as you look now?"

Joni kinda blushed at the comparison and didn't answer the question.

Barbara continued. "Was it just you and Bobby in the showers after gym
class?"

"For a short time, yea.  When other boys came in I left and then Bobby
followed me."

"How did you look at Bobby?  I mean, you say you viewed girls differently,
did you view boys differently?"

"Only Bobby.  I really like him, mommy.  He's really nice to me and I think
he likes me."

"I know he likes you. His mother told me so last night.  You were both in
the showers nude, and yet you were able to control yourself.  I'm so proud
of you."

"I have to admit, I like looking at him; especially when he is nude and not
looking."

"That's good, dear, and normal and healthy for a young lady."

Joni loved it when his mother referred to him as a girl, especially as a
young lady.  But the desire to satisfy his mother's wish for a daughter was
fading as the reason for his conversion.  No, it was wonderful that he
could fill that role, but all he really wanted now was to be a girl, to
release his true inner self, to be fully feminine all the time.  Just being
made up made him feel sexy, made him feel desirable, made him feel special.
And he was having girl feelings about Bobby.  It all seemed so natural and
reasonable to him.

"You can have him over anytime; but you should probably not introduce him
to your real self quite so soon.  What do you think he would say if he saw
you now?"

"I don't know.  He said last night he liked me in panties.  I guess a girl
is allowed to dream about her dream boy!"  They both laughed.

After dinner, they watched a movie.  All the while, Joni remained in the
sun dress and fully made up.  Both mother and son became completely
comfortable with the arrangement.  In fact, Barbara, could hardly keep from
seducing Joni during the movie.  They sat next to each other, occasionally
kissing and holding hands.  Finally they headed up to bed.

"Mommy, will you pick out a nice nighty for me tonight?"

"Yes dear, but first I want to give you a proper good night kiss." With
that, she approached Joni and took his head in her hands and planted a deep
French kiss on his lips.  He was initially stunned by the aggression and
intensity of it, but then melted into her arms.  "You have been such a good
girl today, you deserve a better reward.  A beautiful young girl like you
should enjoy the pleasures of her femininity."

Barbara gently directed Joni to the bed and then laid her down.  "The girl
is always on the bottom, dear.  The girl should willingly give herself to
the male, should be thankful that he has chosen her, and should encourage
him to take her as he see fit."  Barbara then straddled Joni and sat on her
lap, grabbing his breasts inside his bra, and rubbing her vagina on top of
his groin.  Joni's penis was still tucked between his legs, and was
becoming uncomfortable due to the angle.  Barbara knew this but purposely
ignored it.  She was playing the male role, and was not going to pay
particular attention to Joni's needs.  She kissed him deeply and pinched
his nipples. He squirmed as his erection began to strain against the satin
panties and his nipples became inflamed.  Barbara pursued her own pleasure
while all the time telling Joni how beautiful she was.  "You are stunning
in that dress.  I haven't been able to take my eyes off you all day. I've
been wanting to do this since I first saw you."

Joni was overpowered.  He wanted badly to adjust his penis but knew he
couldn't for fear of disobeying his mother.  He loved her attention, and
her compliments were just making matters worse.  He was fully committed to
his secondary role, and tentatively wrapped his arms around his mother's
waist, pulling her closer.

"You look so beautiful, Joni.  My daughter, my little girl.  You deserve to
have all the pleasure the world can provide. I want you to pull your dress
up, dear, and spread your legs for mommy.  That's it, now I can better
please you."

Now Barbara was rubbing her clitoris across the base of Joni's penis.  She
could feel its hardness, its heat, and knew of the discomfort that Joni
must also feel.  This was part of the training; if he could accept this
role, the true role of the feminine, of committing himself fully to the
pleasure of his partner while achieving enhanced orgasms, then she would be
convinced that Joni would be her little girl forever.

Joni began rotating his hips in unison with Barbara's clitoral rubbing.  He
felt completely controlled by Barbara, and he loved the subservient
condition.  "I love you, mommy.  I love you so much.  I feel so beautiful
when I'm with you.  Thank you for helping me be a girl."

Both were now completely out of control.  They were humping and grinding as
one body, locked at the lips, arms pulling each body to the other.
Barbara's panties were soaking wet, and so were Joni's.  Joni's penis was
fully erect but held down by those same panties.  He was getting only
secondary contact, but was already near ejaculation.  Barbara sensed this
and diminished the intensity so as to prolong the pleasure.  She too was
near climax, but it was his experience that was to be heightened.  He
seemed to moan with disappointment when she slowed the pace.

Barbara kissed him tenderly and took both his hands and extended them above
his head.  She held him like this as she looked down at him.  He lovingly
looked up at her, accepting her control of even his hands.  She began to
grind stronger and kiss deeper.  He was completely obedient to her
dominance.  He had never felt more desirable; he had never felt more
feminine.

The kiss broke and Barbara pulled back slightly, all the while increasing
the intensity of the clitoral rub.  Their eyes locked and Barbara saw that
there was pure ecstasy in Joni's eyes.  He was overwhelmed by the
intensity.  As she continued, his eyelids got heavy and his pupils began to
roll back in his head.  A moan was released from deep inside and Barbara
felt him shudder in pleasure.  She pressed hard and long against the base
of his penis as an orgasm washed over her.  Then they remained motionless
for what seemed like hours before she collapsed on top of him.

Barbara rolled off and lay next to Joni.  After a while she got up on one
elbow and looked at him.  He was thoroughly disheveled, dress askew,
lipstick smeared, hair mussed up.  But he looked happy and satisfied.  He
looked like a girl who had just climaxed.  In fact, he looked the way she
felt.

It was at that moment that she made the decision to call that doctor that
Susan had recommended.  It wouldn't hurt to explore a little, to make some
inquiries.  And she needed to locate a gynecologist for herself.  She would
make an appointment in the morning.


End Part 4