Date: Thu, 20 May 2004 17:21:51 -0700 (PDT)
From: S M <lacieman@yahoo.com>
Subject: Panty Play

The following story contains graphic sexual scenes between two men. If
material of this nature offends you then you should not read this
story. Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age in most states you
are not allowed to read this story by law.

This story is purely a work of fiction. Any resemblance to person's living
or dead, or to events that may have occurred, is purely coincidental.
Additionally, the actions of the characters in this story are in no way
intended to show approval of, or give sanction to, their actions.

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Chapter 1

Best to start at the beginning.....

Right about the time that hormones started taking over my body, I
discovered my dads stash of Playboys.  All I knew was that seeing the women
inside made me so hot, my penis got so hard and masturbation became my new
lifelong friend.  Looking back, I realize this is where I found out about
lingerie.  The women wore all kinds of panties, bras and stockings.  Now, I
had seen my moms things in the laundry but they were nothing like the lace
and silk things in the pages of the magazine.

The underwear these women wore was so sexy, I didn't want to see them take
it off.  The pictures of women in lingerie made me so horny, I could get
hard to a catalog - and this was long before Victoria Secret.

I turned to a pair of hose my mom threw away one day, they felt so sheer
and so soft, I wondered if they felt as good to wear as they looked on a
woman.  I slid into them, being only 13, I fit just fine and man did they
feel good.  They could barely hold back my hard penis and I found that it
was a huge rush to wear.  This was my secret, a desire that I have never
let go of.  I soon discovered panties as well and started my own collection
from moms things and my sister.  Before long I had a nice collection and
was wearing every night when I went to bed.

I tried to muster up the courage to tell my close friends but was unsure
what they'd think so I chickened out.  Basically, I came to the conclusion
that I had this desire and I must be the only person with it.  I never saw
anything in dads mags about it and was a bit naive as well.

During High School it continued, I worked at a health club and saw women in
tights and leotards all the time, it was the 80's - a great time to see
women in lycra and spandex.  On more than a few occasions, I had a chance
to go through the place after closing to inspect a few lockers that I knew
had hose or tights which I loved to try on.  It was such a rush to see a
woman wearing something I had tried on a few days earlier.

Now, mind you, I'm a masculine guy, nobody would ever guess that I have
this fetish at all.  I would think to myself that my friends would think
I'm a big sissy for wearing the things I liked - so I kept it a secret, I
was some kind of secret sissy.

I even mustered up the courage to buy some pink tights at a store while a
lady looked at me with disgust in line.  Right around graduation, I bought
myself a garter and stockings and enjoyed them for years!

No girlfriends ever discovered my secret - not even the woman I would meet
and marry.  Though I tried telling her on two occasions, she didn't seem
into it at all and I quickly stopped my confession - It appeared I was
stuck.

Then, the internet came.  And I soon found that I was not alone, in fact, I
met and chatted with many guys that wore in secret too.  I found the
pictures of men in lingerie erotic, I could see all variety of men in so
many different types of lingerie it made my head spin.  I liked seeing that
there were other masculine guys that liked to wear lingerie.  You didn't
have to be a passable crossdresser to wear.  I was getting turned on by
seeing this and they wanted to see me in my panties, I took some pics,
posted them and they would private message me to compliment me.

What a rush.  Men, seeing me in lingerie and saying it looked great.  I had
entered a new reality in my life, that wearing was a turn on and that men
that wore was also a turn on.  Was I gay?  No way, I love my wife and my
daughter, there's no way that I'd leave them.  But, there was something
that was out there, that I wanted that they could not give to me, no matter
how hard they tried.  I struggled with it for a long time, I wanted to
wear, with someone who was like me - and see what happened.

For years, I chatted and chatted.  Many guys wanted to meet after 1 minute
and fuck like mad.  I didn't want that, I wanted someone who was discreet
and clean.  Not in a hurry, someone who was like me - maybe with a little
experience so that we weren't two babes in the woods.  I had to meet
someone who I could trust enough so that we could safely have a good time -
I may be a bit paranoid but I didn't want to risk anything.

Chapter 2 - Meeting

Finally, I met him.  He and I were in a chat room and we started to talk.
It was the kind of situation I had wanted.  He was interested in dressing
with a man, though he was mostly into just panties and wanted to see
another guy who wore more lingerie.  He was not local but had business in
town so he would travel on a regular basis, and have a hotel to meet at.
We chatted for several weeks and finally he asked me: "shall we meet"?  It
seems so simple but man, it was complicated, we were both married and
didn't want to wreck our marriages but we both had a desire to do this.  A
desire so strong that I didn't wait long to say "yes".

The details of the meeting were simple - I was to take the day off from
work, told my wife I had to be off-site with the client all day.  I told
work the same thing and to call me on my cell since I likely would be
roaming all day.  My clients thought I was doing work for them and that I
would be reachable by cell but told them not to be surprised if I don't
answer because I may not be near it.  Everything was set, it was a tough
night leading up to it, I barely got any sleep, thinking about what I was
about to do.  I said goodbye to my wife and daughter, and headed out the
door to "work".  I was a 33 year old married guy leaving to meet another
man and possibly dress in private with him, made me shake my head in
disbelief.

The hotel was about 30 minutes away.  I was extra careful when I pulled in,
it was only about 9:30 but I had to make sure that nobody who knew me was
around - rumors couldn't be told!  Once I was sure that I was in the clear,
I headed in, it's one of the better than average hotels in the area.  With
a restaurant and 2 bars, it sure wasn't a little seedy motel.  I went to
the lobby, and sat down.  My friend, as I knew him "Gary" was to meet me
around 9:45.  The plan was to sit and chat for a minute or two, and if we
seemed to be a good match, we'd go have something to eat in the restaurant.
After that, we'd decide, continue on or leave with no hurt feelings.  It
was important that we were so cautious, which is what drew me to him after
we set up this arrangement.  As I looked around, the visitors went in and
out, mostly business class - suits and such.  With my fetish, I always paid
particular attention to the ladies in their suits.  Sheer hose and heels
always turned me on and I would never look the other way.

I checked my watch, "9:45, I wonder if he's here, watching me?"  I had told
him what I was wearing, and he had said he'd wear a suit, black with
pinstripes.  Of course, I had seen 5 of those suits in 5 minutes, not
figuring that the hotel had so many business people.  I was almost
discouraged when I heard a voice from behind me say, "don't think I'm
running late, I'm just being casual".  With a smile he stepped around and
faced me with a smile on his face.

"Gary?" I asked as I stood.

A smile first, and a nod, "Yes, I assume you are Steven?" he responded as
he extended his hand.

I smiled and shook his hand.  He was older than me, by a bit - I would
guess he was about 55.  Not that this was bad at all, he was in good shape
and was extrememly well groomed.  I continued to shake his hand while a
little stunned.

"Not what you expected?" he said as he slowed our handshake.

"Uhm, no."  I said with some honest surprise.  "I mean, yes, well, you are
not the same age as me and I assumed you and I were closer in years."  My
mind thought about the pictures I had seen of him - his body was in great
shape and his face was always cut off.  I had sent him several pics
including one with a face shot so he could tell who I was without any
mystery.

"Well, I hope you don't hold it against me.  I must admit, I've loved our
chat sessions and have been looking forward to this day for some time."  He
said, his reassuring manner and smile made me relax instantly.  He motioned
to the chairs: "Let's sit a while".

We sat in the lounge, and began the small talk.  He was in town for
business to see some new clients that he was working with to start up a new
project.  Before I knew it, almost 10 minutes had passed with us talking
about ourselves without once mentioning our fetish.  I was so at ease, he
had to be a good salesman, the kind that could close the deal on anything,
he had me interested in learning more.

"Well, I'm famished" He said.  "If you don't mind, there's some breakfast
in the restaurant here, I'll treat.  That is, if you want to consider this
some more, I don't want to pressure you Steven.  We agreed that we could
walk away, no feelings hurt."  He smiled as he said this, and gave me a
wink.

"Gary, I must admit, I was surprised that you are older than me, but
talking to you makes me feel so at ease."  I said, knowing I sounded like
some dumb blonde in a bad skin flick.  "Let's eat, I'd love to talk some
more with you, do you have any commitments?" I said as I gestured to his
suit.

"Oh, this suit?  Actually, I had a very early meeting today and have taken
care of everything I had to, I'm free all day now."  He stood and motioned
to the restaurant.

I had to admit, my heart was beating strong but I was less nervous than I
had thought.  This guy was very cool and not what I expected which was a
pleasant surprise.  I looked around the hotel as we walked in.  This was
going to be quite a day if it kept going as well as it was.

Chapter 3 - Brunch

Just as the clocks finished ringing 10am we sat and were served.  It was an
amazing spread, and I could see the prices were not cheap.  Gary, I was
beginning to see, was not likely a regular sales guy.  He was likely one of
the top guys if not the owner of the company.  I didn't press him on the
details of his work or life, just casual conversation.

His wedding band was on, as was mine.  We spoke about our wives in general
details.  How we loved them and our kids.  Comparing notes about raising
them, of course mine is still in diapers and his are about 10 years younger
than me.  We talked about how often he was traveling and for how long it
would continue.  Seems his company had a new venture in town and that he
was building the working relationship.  It would likely mean he would be in
town every other week for a few days at a time.  Which opened the
possibility that if we didn't click right away, we could try again another
time.  Or, if things went well, we could try to meet again.

Finally, as we finished our food and had juice and coffee, we finally spoke
about lingerie.  It had been almost an hour since we had met face to face
and we hadn't spoken of panties or lingerie to that point.

"I'm so glad we decided to meet today Steven, I've been thinking about
something like this for years." He said with his friendly manner.  "It's
good to know we have similar interests and I think we're doing splendidly
so far, wouldn't you agree?"

"Oh yes Gary, I was very nervous and must have thought about not showing on
several occasions, but I am glad I'm here.  You've been just as I had hoped
and more, a respectable and thoughtful person who I feel is very similar to
me in many ways." I said, wanting him to know how I appreciated how he had
been.  "In some ways, I guess you could consider this a blind date between
us?" I laughed and Gary did as well.  Gary looked around and noted how few
people were around, at nearly 11 o'clock in the morning we were in a very
select group, two men during a working day without any work before us.

"Steven" Gary said as he put down his napkin.  "I must be honest with you,
I would very much like to continue with you, if you are so inclined."  This
was clearly his move to get some private time with me.  My mind raced, this
was indeed some kind of date to a degree, he had met me and taken me to a
meal and for lack of a better comparison, was asking me to his room to fool
around.  "I think we should continue" I whispered.  "I'd like to see what
we do next."

"That's easy."  He said.  "We are to go shopping, come with me".  With a
wink he motioned me outside and we went to the parking lot and entered his
rental car.  A short drive later, we were at a local mall where he lead me
to a VS store.  "Ahhh, let's do some proper shopping."  His grin was ear to
ear as he looked over the showcase of items in the window.

Chapter 4 - Shopping Spree

"Now, it seems we are about a similar build - we should be able to find a
number of things that either you or I could wear."  Gary said as he looked
over the items.  His voice was not quite a whisper, his discretion was
almost overcome by his excitement.  I was looking around, to see if anyone
in the store was familiar to me, thank god, nobody was.  If I hadn't been
so excited by the moment, I might have left but Gary made it easy by
stepping through the store as if he owned it.

"Steven, let's pick out a few things, and don't be shy, let's load up."  He
said as he stood next to me.  "We should be having fun with this, you
know?"  Gary said as he picked up a very sheer pair of pink panties, the
fabric was see through, little hearts dotted it.  He walked through all the
sections, lifting item after item, stopping on occasion to look back at
me...to size me up I thought.  Finally, he walked over, one arm draped with
various lingerie; "How about you grab some hose, thigh highs would be best,
pick several colors and don't forget fishnets."

I got into the spirit of it and picked several items up based on his
request.  I really stopped caring if the women were watching, the
excitement was infectious.  I had about 8 or 9 pairs of thigh highs and
looked around to see Gary motion me to the checkout.  Putting his arms down
I added to the pile of items.  The woman had a half stunned look on her
face as she saw the whole pile of items.

"Some lucky women in your lives gentlemen?" she finally said with a curious
tone.

"Oh for sure my dear."  Gary said as he pulled his wallet and took out a
gold card.  "Please, can you ring us up but you don't have to be too
special in folding up the items, we can take care of that later."  He
added.  I was on the lookout for any familiar people again - ready to hide
if anyone I knew spotted me.

The girl rang up all the items, I couldn't believe it, $450!

"Well sir, will you need any kind of gift receipts with this purchase?" she
asked.

"No, I doubt my friend will want to return these items."  Gary said in a
professional manner, of course I did not see the wink he gave her which
made her shoot me a glance as she started to understand our shopping trip.

"Ah, I see." She stammered.  "Well, I hope your presents are enjoyed then."

"In no time they will be."  He said, lifting two bags filled with an entire
wardrobe of lingerie.

He and I left the mall, and strolled to his car.

"Gary, why are you doing this?  I mean, this is quite extreme isn't it?"  I
said, concerned that he was getting carried away.

"Steven, it's not a big deal at all for me.  I have more than enough money
and at my age figure that I should take advantage of what I have without
wondering 'what if'".  He said as we reached his car.  "Please understand,
I don't do this normally but figure we aren't going to hurt anyone, just
have some fun with this."  His tone and his attitude seemed to help.  I was
finding it easy to trust his words and wondered what would happen next.

Chapter 5 - the Hotel.

We walked in, and we must have raised an eyebrow or two.  Two men, one in
an expensive suit and one more business casual each carrying a large VS bag
- pink and white.  Lord knows what people would have said.

Gary led the way and I followed him to the elevator.  A private floor where
a key was required to access it.  We walked down the hall and entered the
room.  Not just a room actually, it was a suite.  The size of 3 rooms
likely with a full bar area and many chairs, sofas and such.

"Ah, the perks of business Steven, I have this place to entertain clients
when I need to.  I've used it so many times that the hotel gives it to me
at a great rate.  Hope you don't mind."  He said as he put down his bag.

"Uh no, this is fine actually."  I said as I looked over the room.  Gary
took my bag and went to the bar, he started sorting items and told me to
look around.  I stepped around and saw most of the suite, it had 2
bedrooms, 2 bathrooms a kitchen, bar and Jacuzzi.  The view was nice - you
could see half the town from our window.

"Steven."  Gary called.  "What do you think?"

"Impressive" I answered.

"Well come join me" he called and I went back to the main room and saw that
he had set out an outfit.  With a warm smile and serious look he said: "I
would very much like to see you in something more 'comfortable' Steven.
Would you think it forward of me to ask you to change into something like
this?"  His hand gestured to a garter, panty, bra and hose ensemble.  It
was mostly black with some purple accents.

"Are you going to change too?" I asked.

"Not just yet, I will shortly but I've always wanted to see someone who is
masculine like you in something sexy like this.  If you don't want to, I
will understand Steven."

I thought for a moment and stepped to the bar.  "I guess if you went to all
this trouble, the least I can do is 'go first'."

"Excellent" take the bedroom over there and take your time, I will be right
here waiting.

I picked up the items and went to the room to change.  I took off my male
clothes and started to dress.  It was almost like an out of body
experience, as if I wasn't in control as I slide into the sexy items.  The
feel of lingerie always made me horny but I was way beyond that already.
The sheer hose and soft material was so inviting.  My heart pounded as I
prepared myself for what was about to happen, I was going to dress in front
of another person for the first time, and who knew what would happen?

I checked myself in the mirror, the garter, panties, stockings and bra all
looked great.  I tried to tuck my buldge down so it was a little less
obvious how hot I was.  I took several deep breaths and walked out of the
room to rejoin Gary.

His back was to me, as he heard the door open, he turned and stood with a
growing smile.  "Ahhh, I see it fits you very well Steven, do you like it?"

"Oh yes, very nice" I said, blushing.  Walking towards him he gestured for
me to sit at a small cocktail table.

"Please, let's talk a little here" he motioned for me to sit and I did.

"Thanks Gary, you're really great, I'm.....I'm surprised I'm doing this" I
said as my nervous energy returned.

"Oh Steven, it's ok" he said as he touched my hand.  "Tell me about hose,
tell me how you started wearing hose, I'd like to hear it from your mouth
rather than when you typed it."

"Well, it started when I was a teenager....."  I began my story of how I
discovered hose.  As I talked, Gary slipped his hand under the table and
gently let it rest on my hose covered knee.  I paused for a moment when I
felt his touch but then continued on.  His hand remained still for a moment
but then shortly began to feel, squeeze and then caress my legs.  All the
while, he was intently listening to my story.  My heart was beating
strongly and I found my cock straining my panties.  I was barely able to
keep going with the story as his hand caressed higher on my thigh.  All the
while, out of site under the table.

"Very nice Steven, I like how you discovered them.  Now, tell me about your
first garter belt....it was when you were 18, right?"  He said, his hand
now gently playing with the garter strap hooked to the stocking top.

"MMM yes, I was 18 and went into an adult store to buy lingerie...." I
droned on about buying it for a g/f when it was for me all along.  His hand
felt so hot, he listened but his hand played.  Feeling the skin above the
stocking...running the length of the garter.  The feeling was so
stimulating I had no idea if I was going to cum in my panties.  His smile
was steady as he continued to touch me.  I let out a gasp a few times as he
touched, this only encouraged him.

"Now, what about panties then Steven, you started young with those too?" he
smiled, his intentions now clear, he didn't wait for me, his hand cupped my
balls in the panties, my legs spread instinctively and I let out a soft
moan.

"Oh Steven, you're so hard in these."  He whispered.  His hand now fondled
my cock.  I was swimming in the sensation.  His hand on my panties, his
other on my leg.  I closed my eyes and he rubbed me softly.  I moaned, and
I could hear our deep breathing as the sexual tension grew in that room.

"Mmmm your cock is so hard" he whispered "In these soft panties, you look
and feel so good Steven, even better than I had imagined."

I was lost in pleasure...his words were making me even hotter, I felt like
he was in control and it was good to be in his hands.  For the first time,
he started to take a bit of control with his words now....I was even more
turned on.

"Steven, I think you make a very sexy sissy.  Do you mind that I call you a
sissy?  I think sissies are very erotic, makes me want to feel them and
caress them and see if they like it, you like it don't you sissy?  I like
your sissy cock, it's so hard in these panties, and I bet you want to have
some hot fun don't you?"

I moaned as he asked me.....moaned to encourage him as my body now moved
with his hands.  "Yessssss" I whispered.  "I like what you're doing with
my.....sissy.....cock." groaning like I was under a spell I felt so hot it
was almost too much.

"Good" he said.  "I have wanted this for so long, you look so hot, I must
have you."

With that I felt my cock spring free as he pulled my panties aside.  I
groaned "ohhhhh" as this happened.  His hand stroked my cock.  He then
said: "I'm going to make you a sissy Steven.  When I make you cum, in this
sexy lingerie, you'll be a sissy boy, tell me you want that."

"Oh Gary, I want it, I want to be a sissy boy, make me cum"

"Yes, you want to be a sissy for me don't you?  Wearing these sexy things
is what makes you so horny."  He said, leaning in near my ear, I could feel
his breath.  "I'm going to make you cum so hard baby" he said, I could hear
the smile in his voice.

"I want...." Was all I could say before I gasped, his hot mouth sucked on
my cock.  "Ahhhhhhhhhh" I moaned, my back arching as he licked and sucked
my cockhead.  I could hear his moan and laugh as his mouth was on me.  I
groaned, opening my eyes to see this man, in his suit, kneeling before me
with my cock slipping into his mouth, what a sight.

"Ohhh god" I moaned.

He lifted his head, stroking my cock.  "Yes, tell me you are my sissy
Steven, I'm going to make this pantied cock cum so much, shoot it into my
mouth lover."  He said as he looked me in the eye.  He then returned to
sucking me before I could answer.

Faster and faster he sucked, his hands playing with my legs in hose, his
head bobbing on my cock.  I groaned, moaned and whimpered.  I told him I
was close and he continued, I told him to stop because I was cumming and he
went faster, when I started moaning, his hands went to my bottom and he
held tight, finally, I screamed, cum filling his mouth, my legs tense as he
held my ass like handlebars.

He milked me dry, until I was soft and I popped out of his mouth.  A sly
grin on his face as I wiped a bead of sweat off my brow.

"Good boy Steven, or should I call my sissy boy Stephanie?"

All I could do was pant to catch my breath as I thought of what would
happen next.

fin