Date: Tue, 15 Apr 2008 16:50:28 -0700 (PDT)
From: Matthew O'Shea <femboynz@yahoo.com>
Subject: Sissy-boy Baby Michelle   transgender teen

  This Story has been in my mind for a while it is based on one of my
Fantasies. All characters are of no living person known to me. The Country
is just because I have a great fondness for England and young English
men. If you don't like male on male sex, this is not for you.


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  Chapter 3.


  Back in with Anne and Peter, I had Jennifer sitting over my knee with a
pacifier in her mouth. I put it in there just before leaving her
Nursery. Holding her lovingly, giving little kisses to whatever part of her
came closest to my lips. She could tell that I was still aroused by it all,
as the hardness she was feeling pushing below her nappy covered bottom.


  Suddenly Anne asked me, "Would you like to be put into nappies also to be
a sweet little baby like Jennifer?"

  I could feel my face going red with embarrassment, as Peter and Anne just
looked at me, waiting a reply. Deep down I knew I would love to, only at
home with Jennifer. But again, I would love to right now. Then I didn't
want to come straight out saying. Oh yes please! I want to be a baby like
Jennifer. Instead I just turned my face shyly away from their gaze. Hiding
my red faced shyness at the side of Jennifer's neck. Knowing how much I do,
now, want to be a little baby Girl. Lifting my head, I just looked at
Jennifer, as to say, can I be. I'm sure she could feel my heart speeding
up, anticipating a positive response. I got a lovely big smile, I took that
to symbolize Yes.

  "I would like you to be a pretty baby girl with me." Jennifer said while
cuddling her head to my neck.

  Softly and trying to sound babyish, I said "es I'd like be baby too." But
felt my face going red as I looked at Anne, then to Peter. Wondering what
Peter would be thinking about me now. As I hadn't given any suggestion that
I was that interested in being a baby. Well I didn't think I had anyway. I
was a little embarrassed, but I did now want to be dressed as a baby like
Jennifer. I wanted to be a baby too, I had a warm lovely feeling going
through every part of my body.

  "That's lovely darling, we'll give Jennifer to Daddy to mind." Anne said
taking Jennifer from me.





  Next thing I was holding Anne's hand, like any little toddler would,
being escorted back to the Nursery. All of a sudden I realized, I'm wearing
all feminine underwear. Do I try and back out, or go on and be found in my
pretty undies. My stomach started to turn, the erection I had when holding
Jennifer had all but gone. They know Jonathan is a cross dresser, but I
don't think they know I'm one also. There again Jennifer would of told them
all about me, when she asked if I could visit with her. By now it had
become to late to turn away anyhow.





  "Now sweet heart sit on the cot and let Mummy take those shoes off you."
as she helped me onto the cot. Well she's going to see my stockings
straight away. Nothing was said about them as my shoes were put to the
side. Taking me by hands again, I was helped to stand. The buckle of my
belt was released, the zipper lowered, my trousers were allowed to fall to
the floor. With the help of her hand one foot at a time was raised so to
move the trousers from under me. Still nothing being said, about what she
was now viewing. The buttons of my shirt were next, then it was taken from
my body. My trousers, shirt and cravat were put on a hanger then placed in
the wardrobe next to Jennifer's male clothes. As Mummy was about to hang my
clothes up I asked, "Can I have my handkerchief from my trouser pocket,
pees Mummy."

  After getting my handkerchief out, Mummy informed me that. "Little babies
don't wipe their own noses, their Mummies and Daddies look after them. Do
you want your nose wiped now darling?"

  "No not yet Mummy, but just in case I do." I said shyly.

  With that Mummy put my handkerchief on the cot beside me. Saying,
"Remember to tell Mummy or Daddy if you need a nose wipe, won't you?"

  "Now give me a look at you, turn around, now back again. What a pretty
little girl we have here." as she came closer to me, think she must of
noticed something under my knickers. Because her fingers went in each side
of the waist-band, my knickers were lowered. I was feeling rather
embarrassed, could feel my face going a deeper shade of red. There was
nothing I could do about it, just had to stand there while all my pretty
things were inspected and touched. "Isn't that just so pretty," Mummy said
looking at my little pettie. At last my knickers went back up to there
rightful place.

  "Would you like to take one of the dollies to cuddle? Mummy won't be a
minute." as she was about to depart the room.

  Quickly I took up one of the pretty dolls wrapping her warmly into my
camisole covered chest. Mummy gave a lovely smile before closing the door
behind her. I was then left alone cuddling, even talking like a baby girl
to the sweet smelling, beautifully dressed doll.





  Sitting on the cot, still talking to my doll I was, when Mummy
returned. To add further to my embarrassment which I had just got over,
Peter [or should I now say Daddy] was also standing there. I just stopped
talking with my doll. Looked up in surprise, I could feel the redness
returning faster than ever to my face. I knew he was there to see this
effeminate sissy boy stripped to just his pretty lingerie. My eyes looked
downwards in shyness that I now felt.

  "My! Doesn't she look so pretty." Daddy said coming towards me, "Don't be
shy sweet heart, we know Jennifer wears pretty things always and you're
like her aren't you? You even say you're a sissy on your lovely panties."
he said, touching over the wording `Sissy'.

  "Yes I know Daddy," was all I could think to say.

  "That's right, we're going to have you dressed as our little baby girl
now with Jennifer. Won't that be lovely?"

  "Yes Daddy." Came quietly from my lips, while still cuddling the doll
like she was my baby. My face still looking to the floor, checking the
patten on the carpet.

  "We must show Daddy your pretty Penis Pettie, mustn't we." Mummy said,
then lowered my knickers till I was all on show.

  With the embarrassment of it all, my little boy wouldn't even give a
wink. Although I was now so sexually excited by what is about to happen to
me.

  "My that is just so beautiful," Daddy said, placing my pettie covered
penis on his hand.

  He knew how embarrassed I was feeling, as I was given a cuddle and a we
kiss on the forehead. "You'll feel a lot more comfortable when Mummy gets
our little girl all dressed up, won't you."

  I didn't say anything, just shyly nodding my head while playing with the
end of my camisole. Daddy then left to go back to see that Jennifer was
alright.





  My knickers then camisole came slowly off, "Mummy will take your bra off,
little babies don't need bras. But won't it be lovely when you're a big
girl and have nice breasts to play with, just like Mummy." I now stood
almost naked before her, even the doll had been laid back on the cot. My
nipples were gently fondled then kissed, before I was helped to lie on the
cot. Facing away from Mummy, a warm soapy damp cloth was used to wipe all
around my bottom, then dried. Using a baby wiper, some baby oil was wiped
under my bottom. One of the large boxes I noticed earlier came from under
the cot. After taking something out, it then got pushed back. Next I saw a
nappy being made ready and placed behind my backside, for me to roll back
onto. A pacifier was placed in my mouth, Mummy then pulled the ends of each
ribbon, undoing both bows releasing my dainty little penis pettie. To
unveil my little boy thing to her for the first time. The scarf on my left
leg was the next to be

 removed followed by the last of my womanly items, my stockings.





  All this time Mummy was talking baby to me. I must admit, I was really
enjoying it also. As baby powder was sprinkled all over my tummy, down over
my weenie. The cool touch as it landed, along with the baby smell of the
talcum powder. I now felt and knew, I'm just a little baby. The sight of my
stiffening penis was ignored, I looked up giving a big smile to Mummy, as
she wipe the powder all over my growing boy thing. I tried to apologise for
what was happening to me down there. Only for Mummy to quietly say, "ssh
sweetheart." holding a finger to her lips as if it were nothing to worry
about. I may as well had nothing down there, as the two sides of the nappy
were just pulled together at my waist. An extra nappy liner came up between
my legs, then the final end of the triangle. Pulling it up snugly between
my legs, pinning it safely and securely. I was given a lovely satisfied
smile as her hand rubbed gently over the front of the nappy. "Doesn't baby
love being in

 nappies?" I just smiled widely to her, as to say, "Yes! Yes! I really do."
The bulge Mummy's hand caressed over must of given the answer anyway. A
pair of transparent plastic panties were then pulled up over. I just had to
feel the nappies quickly before they were covered. Yes they are real, as I
felt the soft flannel protecting me from any we accidents that may happen
to a new sissy baby.





  "Now we must find a really pretty dress for a new baby girl." I was given
a kiss and told not to move, "We don't want baby falling out of her cot
now, do we?"

  After sorting out what she wanted me to wear. Mummy helped me stand
beside the cot, as the dress and petticoat were lay in my place. I'm sure
Mummy could feel the excitement vibrating through me. As I stood waiting to
be dressed in what lay on the cot.

  I had a lovely white silk petticoat put on, followed by a half-slip with
lots of ruffled lace around the lower part. Then the most beautiful soft
turquoise satin dress with short puff sleeves and two piece collar. The hem
of the skirt was raffled, as was around the cuffs of the sleeves. Around
the waist Mummy put a lovely Ivory satin sash, tying in a big bow at the
back. The ruffled lace of the half-slip helped hold out the skirt making it
look so very sweet and babyish. My heart was beating rapidly with the
excitement, of what I felt encasing my bottom, plus wearing this beautiful
dress. I took out my pacifier, to say "bubby loves her pity dress Mummy."

  "You do look a real pretty baby, don't you."

  "es Mummy."





  Sitting back on the cot, my Tootsies were put into little white sox with
lace around the tops. Then pale blue knitted woolen booties were tied on
with satin ribbons in lovely bows. My hair was brushed out and back before
the matching turquoise satin bonnet went on and tied at the side of my chin
in a big sissy bow. I was stood in front of the mirror to have a good look
at the "New Me." I just had to give Mummy a big cuddle to say, "Oh, thank
you for making me look such a pretty baby."

  "Does Michael have a little girls name?" Mummy asked.

  "My name is Michelle," I told Mummy.

  "That is a lovely name. Would Michelle like Mummy to put a little makeup
on babies face."

  I smiled happily, nodding my head saying "es pees."I love wearing
makeup. After just light foundation and powder, a touch of light pink
lipstick. There I now stood looking into the mirror at the little baby
girl. I never in my wildest dreams ever thought I would be. Let alone have
a woman touching me in such a way. Think the last time would of been my
real mum way back when I was little. The little makeup just took any signs
of maleness my face might of shown away. I'm now so happy and feel so much
the baby, Jennifer told me she becomes now, being here. Standing beside me
Mummy said, as she fussed with my dress, "So you are now our little baby
Michelle, to go with our baby Jennifer." Looking to her I just shyly nodded
my head in a happy agreement.





  Taking hold of my hand, Mummy said, "Will we go show you of to Daddy and
Jennifer. Let them see our new pretty little baby girl. Won't that be
nice?"

  I again just nodded my head in approval of that idea, before asking if I
could take one of the dolls to cuddle. Mummy agreed that would be lovely,
but reminded me that Daddy and even Jennifer would want to have lots of
cuddles with their little baby Michelle. I was really feeling so
wonderfully babyishly feminine in my new roll as a baby girl. Being in this
Nursery, knowing all these lovely things are for Jennifer and now me to
play with. Feeling myself so secure in this nappy, my little boy wants to
stand up to play, but it can't. I went to touch down there, but Mummy
quickly smacked my hand away. "That's not for babies to play with, be a
good girl now." I didn't ever think I would of changed so easily to being
treated as a baby, as I have done. But now all of a sudden, being escorted
out holding Mummy's hand to be shown of to my new Daddy and baby
Jennifer. Again I got that rumbling, turning in my tummy, was it the
excitement of being shown off or just me being nervous

 with the anticipation of it.





  Mummy pushed open the lounge door, there I stood for all to see. Daddy
said to Jennifer, who was sitting, cuddled beside him playing with a
doll. "Look here come your baby sister doesn't she look beautiful in her
pretty little dress." Jennifer, I noticed just clapping her hands saying
their's bubby Michelle and pointing to me. I smiled to them as I was taken
over to them. Jennifer took hold of my hand, while Daddy put his arm out to
cuddle me into him. The rumblings in my tummy quickly disappeared, as I was
being excepted by them as a sweet little baby girl. Which I was also
beginning to think of myself as being. Daddy sat me on his knee giving me
kisses and talking baby talk to me. As I guess he's done a lot of that to
Jennifer. I cuddled my head into his warm chest, I could hear and feel the
beating of his heart. As well something started poking under my nappy
covered bottom. I guess Daddy must be excited too, now have two baby girls
to play with. I looked towards

 Jennifer, who's hand was caressing over my legs, wandering its way
upwards, it was wonderful. She whispered in my ear, "You look absolutely
stunning Michelle." then gave me a sweet little kiss on the cheek. Oh! This
is so lovely sitting here having both a Daddy and equally another baby girl
enjoying my presence, as only a baby can enjoy.





  Mummy had left us awhile, soon to return carrying a tray with two bowls
containing mushed up baby food, two baby bottles, a bib for both Jennifer
and me. They were nice big bibs that covered all the front of us, with lots
of animals all over them. The bibs had plastic backing, so any dribbles
wouldn't dirty our lovely dresses. I sat across Daddies knees to be feed
and given my bottle, while Mummy gave Jennifer hers. The food was nice and
warm and very yummy. After finishing our bottles, which were of fruit
juice. Jennifer asked if she could take me to play with her toys. So of we
went hand in hand to the Nursery. When we got in there, I just took
Jennifer into my arms to give her one big cuddle. "Thank you so much
Jennifer for bringing me to your Mummy and Daddies place. I'm really so
happy now, I didn't think I was going to be a baby when we left home. But
now I want to be a baby just like you." I could only kiss her in thanks.

  "I'm also pleased you're happy. Cause I was nervous before we left home,
wondering what you were going to think when you saw me in all my baby
clothes. Plus this Nursery for me." We cuddled and kissed, both our
littlies were starting to grow with the excitement as we touched each
others nappy covered area. But could go no further than that, as Mummy had
us secure in our nappies so our little things couldn't stand up. Plus she
told me I mustn't touch and Jennifer knew not to. Saying, "When we get
home, we'll have a lot to think of as we enjoy each-other there." She then
got down to pull another box out from under the bed. It was full of many
toys and things for her to play with. While I was just looking at them
all. Jennifer told me, not to be affrayed to do what ever I like, just let
yourself go. Feel free of everything else, no one is going to laugh at you
or say anything for what you're playing with. I did just that, as I got
onto the floor next to her and we play with

 some toys, drew pictures with the crayons. I'm still useless at drawing.





  Soon after Daddy arrived in, told Jennifer he's taking Michelle for a
while. Then put his hand out for me to hold on too. I quickly gave Jennifer
a hug and kiss before we left the Nursery. Back in the lounge I sat across
his knee, to be facing Mummy who sat next to as. Her hand fondling over my
legs, then she asked, "Do you like being in your lovely baby clothes like
Jennifer."

  I cuddled my head sheepishly into Daddies chest, as I told then, "Yes I
really do."

  "You look a very pretty little baby and we know Jennifer also thinks you
do." Mummy said. "The way you loved having Jennifer in her baby clothes, is
why I thought you might like to be put into nappies and little babies dress
also."

  "Oh! Thank you Mummy I'm so pleased you did." any sign of my shyness had
now left me.

  Daddy then said, "Would you like to come again and spend a whole weekends
with Jennifer as our other sweet darling baby girl?"

  I felt a happy smile coming over my face as Daddy was asking. I didn't
have to think twice, before I answered, "Yes please, I would really love
that Daddy." Looking to him then to Mummy, he gave me a nice we
kiss. "That's a good wee girl, we're sure you will enjoy yourself as
Jennifer does." he told me.





  I was told there would be NO playing with or touching my little sissy
clit or with Jennifer's. That Mummy or Daddy will do everything for
me. Except cleaning my teeth and shaving in the morning. Mummy said how
Jennifer has no secrets from them. That's how they knew I was an effeminate
sissy-boy also, Jennifer had told them that I was like her, loved to be in
feminine things all the time. "So don't feel embarrassed or shy about
anything you want to do, say or wear. No body is going to say anything, we
all have our little fantasies and it's so nice to be able to share them
without embarrassment." She told me.





  Daddy asked if I'd had any blood tests. I told him I had, not long before
leaving on my trip and I'm all negative. "That's very good, but we would
like you to have another test now. Jennifer will give you the address of
the clinic to go to on Monday. Is that alright?"

  I agreed to that, as I did want to stay with them and knew that I didn't
have anything to worry about anyway. Daddy then put his finger in my mouth,
telling me to suck on it, which I happily did. I felt it slowly being
worked in and out all around in there as I lovingly sucked. My hands went
up to hold over Daddies hand, making sure it didn't just come out. I felt
Mummy put her hand up under my dress, stroking my thighs. My sissy clit was
again fighting to stand, but couldn't do so against the nappy.

  "Must go and get Jennifer. To tell her the good news." Mummy then slowly
ran her hand down and off my knee. Leaving me disappointed, as I was really
getting off on sucking Daddy's finger, and Mummy's hand stroking my upper
thighs.





  When Mummy returned holding Jennifer's hand. She sat then putting
Jennifer on her knee. Saying, "We have some really good news for our little
baby. Michelle is going to come on some weekends to live as your baby
sister, would Jennifer like that?" Mummy asked her.

  "Oh! Yes Mummy that'll be lovely, I'll then have a baby sister to play
with, won't I."

  Jennifer came and gave me a lovely kiss on the cheek, as Daddy still had
his finger playing in my mouth, then she went back to cuddle in between
Mummies knees. I noticed by the sound of Jennifer moving that she now had
dispensed with her pretty panties for more protective plastic panties. We
talked for a while longer about my new statice in life, as a baby girl. By
this time Daddy had removed his finger from my mouth, wiped it dry with his
handkerchief, then wiped the wetness from around my mouth. As he did so I
put my hand up to take the handkerchief from him, to hold in my own hands,
to play with. I rested my head back into Daddies chest, putting my thumb
and a corner of the handkerchief in my mouth to suck on. I do admit I was
now really beginning to feel very much the baby, apart from one thing. I
had a full bladder, but just didn't seem to be able to let it flow. Even
after seeing that Jennifer had done it, mine still wouldn't come out.





  Time had kept moving on while we were at Mummy and Daddy's,
unfortunately, and they were going out for the evening. So it now meant
being changed out of our baby clothes. It had to wait this long, till we
were walking or should I say Jennifer and myself were wobbling off. Now my
bladder at last, let all it held flow free, to their delight, including
mine. But why couldn't it of happened earlier, so I could enjoy my wetness
for longer. Then I could of been cleaned up again like Jennifer was. We
went into Mummy and Daddy's bedroom to be changed, and what a lovely room
it is, with a big king size bed also. I would find out later why. A big
rubber sheet was placed over the bed for Jennifer to lie on to have her wet
nappy removed and her bottom cleaned with a nice soft cloth and warm soapy
water, then re powdered with baby powder. Then it was my turn to lie over
the rubber sheet for the same process to be enacted.





  I liked having them changing me, cause I now felt better about them
putting my pretty underwear back on me. Even having Mummy tying my penis
pettie on and the scarf in its bow around my upper leg. Watching Mummy
doing it made me feel, this is the way they want to see me. Yes! I had to
go to the toilet again, and did it flow. Daddy took me and just watched as
I held my pettie back out of the way, then pat the nob dry with a
tissue. With all that now gone, as I walked back to the bedroom holding
Daddy by the hand. Plus the gentle fluttering of the soft penis pettie
between my thighs. My little sissy clit stood erect for all to see, but not
for long. Daddy took it in his hand squeezed tightly on it, as he pushed it
down between my legs. It quickly deflated letting my pettie hang prettily
between my legs as it should. "That's a good girl, now we can finish
dressing you."





  All ready to go back out into the "grown up world" I was given a big hug
and kiss from my new Mummy and Daddy. Telling me how they loved having me
visit and were looking forward to my staying with Jennifer on weekends. I
also thanked them for taking me into nappies, saying "I just hope I learn
to use them like Jennifer does." As it was only a couple of weekends till
Easter. I would have to wait till the weekend after that till I could go
again. I knew those three weeks would take an awful long time in
passing. Even though I would be away over the Easter weekend with Alan and
David.





  Driving back to Kingston, I just couldn't stop thanking Jonathan for
telling me about his baby life and now letting me be part of it with
him. It was then he told me the way I'm feeling about it all, is the reason
why he doesn't have his baby things at home. It would just control his life
completely. But now having a Mummy and Daddy to go to, makes him enjoy
these times even more, better than he ever did alone.





  Back at the flat, my jacket and trousers were removed, I was helped into
a pretty pale blue satin slip that went with my pale blue camisole. Then a
nice frilly pinafore put on me, as Jonathan told me. "You'll have to get
used to wearing these and bibs from now on. As babies do spill there food
at times." Jonathan also changed into a slip and a pinafore. Then we did
each others makeup, brushing out and putting pretty bows in our hair. "Now
sit on the bed and tell the lovely dolls and teddies where we have been
today and what you are now." Jennifer ordered me. I could only take a
couple in my arms, so had the others sitting very close looking my
way. Telling them that, I've been to meet my new Mummy and Daddy, that I'm
now being treated as a little baby girl. Strangely enough I quite enjoyed
sitting talking to the dolls about it, giving them each a nice kiss, while
Jennifer watched me. Not once did I feel the least bit embarrassed about
telling all to dolls and teddies.

 Guess I must be that baby girl now. Then looking up to Jennifer for her
approval, I got a sweet excepting smile in return. Placing the dolls on the
bed, in no time I was up hugging Jennifer with a tear in my eyes. Telling
her how I love her and how completely feminine I'm feeling.





  After getting something to eat, we sat playing with the dolls, talking
about the day and what lay ahead for me as a little baby girl. It all
seemed so unreal, yet so very, very exciting. I just wished it was next
weekend I could be going back to Mummy and Daddies place. At least I'll
still have my sweetheart to talk baby stuff to till then. Jennifer asked if
I would like to stay the night, by the look in her eyes, I knew Jennifer
wanted my company in bed. "Yes I would love to, but I better ring Alan and
let him know." It was OK with him, but told me to be home by lunch at one,
because I have a lot to do. Guess I knew what he meant, as I hadn't done
any cleaning in over a week.





  With that phone call out of the way, back I went sitting closely to
Jennifer. Taking my hand giving it a soft kiss before saying, "I'll now
tell you about going to visit wearing my baby things"

  Yes I was quite interested to hear all about that outing. Thinking it's
OK dressing being the baby at home as we were, but another thing going out
dressed like it. I listened as Jennifer told me all.





  "Well it seems this lady had also put an advert in the same magazine
around the same time, regarding Adult babies. So when Mummy and Daddy knew
I was going to visit them they contacted her for advise, as parents. So to
speak of a new baby. Once they had met, talked and had the same
interest. Mummy and Daddy promised if everything went the way they were
hoping it would go. Like I was really into being a baby girl for them, they
would take me to visit her. After talking it all over with me and I was in
complete agreement with it. Arrangements were make for the visit one
evening, so I wouldn't be seen in the car dressed in baby clothes.





  I decided, I wanted to look my very best. So went looking for old baby
pattern books and came across this beautiful velvet dress pattern. I knew
straight away this is the sort of baby dress I'd love to wear. Next it was
get the materials then it was all go. Within two weeks I had the whole
outfit made, dress, silk petticoat, satin rompers and the velvet bonnet to
match the dress. It looked so lovely hanging in the spare room, I'd try it
on most nights just to see myself. I couldn't wait till the weekend for
Mummy and Daddy to see it. So rang to ask if I could go to their place one
night after work. The excitement of it that day, I couldn't concentrate at
work, so had to take half day off.





  When I got to Mummy and Daddy's place, with dress, petticoat Etc folded
neatly in a suit case. I asked if I could please change myself today. Which
I was allowed to do, the only thing I didn't wear my nappies because I like
having to lie down for Mummy or Daddy to powder before enclosing my little
bot in them. After a little makeup it was into rompers, petticoat, finally
into this beautiful soft burgundy velvet dress. Oh, the feelings I got
running through my body as I looked in the mirror. Once again seeing this
beautifully dressed baby looking back at me. I now put on my bonnet, tying
the inch and a half wide satin ribbon into a big bow under the left side of
my chin.





  It was all getting to much, the excitement was having quite an effect
down below. Quickly I turned walking very shyly like, out to meet Mummy and
Daddy. You should of seen their eyes pop out, their mouths opening
wide. Nether could say a word, just looking displaying big loving smiles of
approval. Mummy got up and came straight to me, taking my hands in
hers. Telling me I looked absolutely stunning. The dress she said was so
beautiful, her hands were touching all over it. Not to be left behind,
Daddy was there also giving his approval of it, as his hands also touched
over the beautiful soft velvet dress. Of course Mummy had to look over
everything, lifting the skirt to see my petticoat, followed my the satin
rompers. Yes with all their positive reaction, I felt so proud of
myself. Because it wasn't just another dress, it was a special dress for a
big baby.





  Well next thing a date was made for the inevitable visit to this lady to
show off their little baby girl. So the next Saturday night we went to
visit. I was to call her Aunty Joy, she was much older than my Mummy. In
her 50's I would say. I felt rather uncomfortable with her, I didn't think
she liked cross dresses very much. Or was it me she didn't seem to like, I
don't know. The whole time there, she never touched my dress, only look at
it, saying how pretty it was. Even after Daddy telling her that I make it
myself, she make no comment. I was so pleased then, when Daddy said we
better get going our little girl looks like she needs her bed. In the car
going home, I thanked Daddy for the way he cut the visit short the way he
did. Yes he noticed how she didn't seem to like a boy wearing baby girls
clothes. The way she never referred to me as a baby of any sort, just kept
looking at me. So that was the only time I've been out as a baby." Jennifer
informed me, followed by a

 lovely cuddle and a long warm wet kiss.





  Jennifer decided we should have an early night, not that either of us
were tired. We lay there together touching, caressing each-other over our
elegantly feminine silk night gowns. Not much was being said, not much
needed to be said. Just the closeness of our bodies, the sound of the
others breathing, the delicate smell of each-other perfumed body. The look
of love we gave to the other, the gentle soft kisses spoke volumes for what
we were feeling and thinking. After a little while we did have a play,
before cuddling up together drifting off to sleep for a while. There is no
point in writing about what we did each time we woke up. Other than to say,
each meal was a gastronomical delight for both of us. Just think of two
young feminine Sissies, whose hormones were running rampant. Yes a very
satisfying night we had, Oh Yes! Jennifer did remain a virgin.





  It was more like two thirty by the time I got home again, well I couldn't
leave Jonathan to early now could I? Alan and David had gone out by the
time I arrived home. But had left a large note sitting on my bed, that I
would be unable to miss it. Of things I must do before the night is over,
Oh my God! one is to write a letter home.

  Gather mum must of rung worrying about me, as I haven't written since
I've been here. Knowing Alan as I do, he would of told her a letter will be
on its way come Monday. And knowing Alan as I still do, he'll have lots of
words to say to me when he gets home. Ever since I first met and moved in
to flat with him, he's been like my guardian, my big brother. Yes he's very
firm with me, but I do respect and love him very dearly. I know he thinks
the same about me. So I guess there is a late night coming, just when I'd
love to be sleeping.





  It was about 4pm when my peace and quietness was broken. I tried to keep
out of their way, but knew I couldn't really. Then David came to get me
saying Alan wanted me. To add fuel to the fire I answered David trying to
speak nice, like copying him. Only Alan heard me and thought I was being
rude, which earned me a good firm slap across the face. Quickly I had to
explain myself saying. "I'm not trying to be rude, I wouldn't be rude to
David, cause I like him a lot. I'm just want to learn to speak nicely like
he does and the others I've met since being here." I turned to David then
saying, "I'm very sorry if I've offended you, but I really, really didn't
mean to, I just want to speak nicely like you do." With that he gave me a
big hug saying he felt honoured that I wanted to speak like him. Now that's
happily settled, it's time for the big lecture from Alan. All in all it
wasn't so bad, I've had much worse, I wasn't punished this time. But I'm
not going to bed till I have a

 letter written to my parents. Plus I'm to write at least once a fortnight
from now on. I was thinking, it's a good job Alan won't be marrying a woman
and having kids. I could just imagine how firm he'd be on them. Or would he
be different with his own kids. I would say, more than likely, he's is
really a softy at heart.





  After a late night, it seemed not long after, that my duvet came
off. Letting the cold morning air wake me. It was Alan all ready for work
and wanting the letter to post. Thankfully I had it sealed up, or he would
of read it. As he was leaving my room I called him back asking, "Can I have
a kiss before you go?" Then telling him how pleased I really am to have him
controlling me as he does. After a kiss and a hug, he ruffled my hair
saying. "You're a good kid really even if you are a sissy one." Quickly I
had to remind him he's only three years older than me.

  "Yes but I'm not a bitch," he fired back at me.

  I could only giggle as I tried to say, "Yes, but you liked using it, you
butch thing."

  He turned poking his tongue out at me before departing my room.

  Before they left David came to say goodby and also tell me to get out of
bed, it's daylight hours now. I had to remind him that he hadn't been up
till lord know how late trying to write to his parents. Without telling a
we lie here `n' there. I asked him for a kiss also, only to be turned down
saying, "I don't kiss girls wearing nighties. If it were a boy then I
would."

  "God you are such a bitch, yet you're so handsome and sexy looking,
dressed as you are." I said trying to sound quite hurt, but the smile on my
face didn't play along.

  "OK just a quick one or Alan will think I'm turning straight." With that
he came over bent down, at the same time resting his hand firmly over one
stiff throbbing bulge on my person. I could only moan long and loud, as he
pushed downwards.

  "Oh, didn't you like that after all? Well I'll never offer you one ever
again, if that's all the thanks I get." as he stood looking satisfied for
hitting the spot. "I hope you're not going to play with it now. I think you
should leave well alone, Jonathan will be upset if his cream supply is
running short." at the same time blowing me a kiss. I had to remind him,
I'm at the prime of my life and can produce cream, faster than any Cow. I
can be milked more than twice a day. With that he hit back by saying,
"Tonight I think Alan and I might see how much milk we can work out of
you." With that he left saying, "Have a nice day girl."





  Once I got up, showered had something to eat, then cleaned up a bit. I
went as ordered to have a blood test, which did return a negative result, a
few days later. On the Tuesday night I got a phone call from Jonathan, he
sounded serious as he said, he wanted to see me tomorrow at lunch time. He
wouldn't say why or anything else about it. The whole conversion was very
short and to the point. Said he had things to do so had to go, but will see
me at 12:30 tomorrow outside his work. I didn't know what to think, was
thinking all sorts of things. He never even called me `love', `sweety' or
any such endearing name as he has. Didn't Anne and Peter really want me to
go again. Was what they said all a come on, getting me stimulated over it
all, then drop me off. I've been on that road a few times before. Didn't
Jonathan want to see me again, I didn't get that impression on Sunday. But
he could of been talking with Anne and Peter who don't want me around
Jonathan. He just seemed so

 cold like the weather is on the phone tonight, I just don't know.





  I told Alan and David about the call, but they couldn't help. Except to
listen sympathetically, as Alan has on my previous disappointments. I knew
they couldn't, but just wanted to tell them. At least I wasn't crying this
time cause I still don't know why he'd drop me. But didn't say anything to
them about being a baby on the Saturday. I knew they wouldn't understand,
as I wouldn't of either and didn't really till I had been taken there. Alan
gave me a big hug, telling me not to get myself to upset, you'll find
someone else in no time. I appreciated that, but all I want is my Jonathan
the one I love right now. Needless to say Tuesday night was a very restless
one with the tears wetting the pillow slip. At least I had a good sleep on
Monday night.





  I got up the same time as Alan and David, as I wanted to get everything
done. Then I showered and dressed nicely to meet Jonathan outside his work
place on time. Before Alan and David left they both gave me a big hug and
kiss wishing me all the best. Saying I'm sure things won't be so bad. Alan
also gave me his work number, just encase things don't workout and I need
him. I feel so lucky to have Alan, he's always there for me. I just hugged
him so tightly saying, "Thank you I love you so much Alan." Yes he knows
that already, but why not tell him again. Looking in the mirror before
leaving, yes I looked great, just the way I want to. Only wish I could be
feeling a lot different than I do. Going to meet Jonathan, yet feeling all
tensed up inside. Walking towards the tube I kept trying to think of what I
should say. Like to get in first if he does want to drop me. I couldn't
think of anything, times like this the thinking process of the mind always
disserts you.





  I was waiting nervously outside Jonathan's work for when he came out at
12.30pm. for lunch.

  The first thing he said was, "You're looking very nice," I tried to give
a sweet smile as I said thank you, but the tension in me held it back. At
the same time I told him he is looking stunning himself, as always. We got
something to eat and went down to the Embankment to talk. I was asked why
I'm so quiet.

  "I don't know what to say or even think after your call last night," I
told him.

  Jonathan found a possie to sit, but didn't reply to my statement, just
gave me a vague look.

  "Well sit down so we can talk privately," I was told.

  I knew it wouldn't be very private with all these people around having
lunch. Most of them seem like damn tourist also. I know, I'm still one of
them, I guess.

  "Can't we find somewhere more private," I asked, "This could be quite
embarrassing, what if I cry or something."

  "There's nothing to worry or cry about," he assured me.





  My heart was racing, those butterflies were bouncing around against the
walls of my stomach. I'm sure I'll be all bruised in there by the time they
are finished the battering of it. As I sat in fear of what I'm about to be
told. Hoping also I don't make a fool of myself in front of all these
tourist. It would just be my luck for someone from Wellington to be right
here. That knows me and would tell Mum about it, when they get home
again. If not ring them up tonight while its all fresh in their mind,
like. "Hello Caroline, how are you. Well the reason I'm ringing is Bill and
I were having lunch down on the Embankment today and saw your boy, what's
his name now. Oh yes that's right Michael, he was with this other young lad
who seemed such a nice boy. Then dear do you know what, Michael just
started crying his eyes out. For what seemed no reason, He's still such a
child isn't he. Well must go dear, the phone card is running low. We're
having a wonderful time, see you soon.

 Bye darling." Yes I could just imagine some old dear doing it.





  I didn't know where to look, so the ground between my legs seemed the
best bet. As I nibbled on a sandwich I was given, waiting to hear of my
fate. Wonder if it's like this waiting on death row, for the executioner to
call your name. In silence Jonathan ate a sandwich, drunk some of his
chocolate milk. Glancing my way at times, asking why I'm not eating. "I'm
not hungry," I lied a little, but don't think there was any room between
all those butterflies fighting in there.





  Jonathan then put a finger under my chin to lift my head up to face
him. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes, then a couple trickled down
my cheek. Using his finger to wipe them away, silently he just looked
straight into them. Then after a few seconds, which seemed like minutes. He
took a deep breath, then came straight out and said.

  "Now, I want to know what you would think about coming to live with me?"

  I blinked a few times, my mouth just dropped open, it hit me like a
lightning strike. My mind went blank as I took in what he'd just
asked. That was the last thing I was thinking of, what he had to say to me.





  My mouth opened but nothing would come out for a while. I could see and
feel my eyes watering up even more so with relief, after all I was thinking
he was going to say to me. What do I do, what do I say. Damn it!! I just
wrapped my arms around him so very tightly saying. "Yes!! Yes!! Oh God
Yes!!! I would love to." I don't know what people thought as I hugged him,
we kissed and neither of us cared who saw. It was tears of happiness that
ran down my cheeks, taking my hanky to pat them away. I realized it was the
handkerchief Jonathan had given me. OK I knew I put it in my pocket, as I
always do. But this time to give back, as I would no longer want anything
of his. Even the garter was in my pocket to chuck back at him. Now I would
be keeping them, close to me as ever. But I happily used this hankie
anyway. I told him how I was feeling after last nights call. He thought I
would be thinking all sorts of thing that's why he wouldn't say
anything. "The element of surprise, is

 good for the soul." I was told. It wasn't the soul I was concerned about,
it was just the mind and body of Michael.





  My heart rate slowed to its normal beat again, those butterflies took off
for some other poor persons stomach. Leaving me feeling on top of the
World. In Love with a Beautiful Sissy Boy, like myself [I'm not meaning I'm
beautiful, just a sissy-boy]. Oh how I would loved to of stood up telling
everyone around. That I love Jonathan!!! But it's not the British thing to
do, is it. So when in Britain, do as they do. Just show your lover how much
you care in the most affectionate way possible for the moment. I took his
hands, holding them tightly, giving them little kisses all over. One partly
nibbled sandwich now lying on the ground awaiting the arrival of the
pigeons.





  Once I'd settled back on Earth, but still blurry eyed. Jonathan also
informed me, that I have to meet his parents [yes his real ones this time]
for there blessing. They want to know what I'm like, just looking after
their little girls interest. He said with a girly smile. Plus he's also
been in contact with a chap he knows very well. Who manages a Departmental
store in Kingston, to see if he could get me a job there. Hopes to hear
back from him this afternoon. In no time Jonathan had to return to
work. But he would ring me tonight, when we can talk without all these eyes
on us. Something I hadn't even noticed, since he asked me to live with
him. We picked up our little mess, even the remains of one nibbled sandwich
for the rubbish bin. As we walked off hand in hand, like a couple of
Fairies. I felt I was on cloud nine, with the most beautiful loving
angel. I'm sure the whole embankment was now empty. As I couldn't see any
other living person around us, or was I just

 blinded in a hypnotic state by being in Jonathan's presence.





  After leaving Jonathan, feeling so relieved, a pleasant stunned happiness
within myself. I was still on cloud nine, skipping along on air towards the
tube station. Instead of going home to no one, I decided to catch the tube
up to Euston and buy myself those silicone breastpads like Jonathan's. But
knew I couldn't tell Alan about then, he'd use the belt across my backside
for wasting all that money at this point in time. Well my backside would be
spared of his belt this time, as I didn't buy them. While having a coffee
and looking around at Transformations, I noticed they have lots of things
for adult babies. So I bought some disposable nappies and plastic panties
for myself. Thought I could start wearing them while I'm by myself. Get use
to doing my wee wees like a baby would in them. I was still so happy about
Jonathan inviting me to stay with him, that I even told the lady at
Transformations. That my lover had just asked me to live with him, that's
why I'm buying

 these. It wasn't till after I had left the shop, I realised what I had
said to her. Don't know what she must of thought, she didn't seem surprised
or anything, it's to late now. But my face went red with embarrassment
thinking what I said. Knowing also, I'll be going back there again,
soon. Oh well.





  Once at home with my goodies and another look wishing I could wear one
now, but time was against that. The only place I could find to hide them
from the prying eyes of Alan would hopefully, be my suitcase.





  Time seemed to drag till Alan and David got home. I was so looking
forward to tell them my exciting news. I had all the house work done,
dinner prepared, was just ironing their shirts for tomorrow as they arrived
home. Thought it best to keep myself busy or I would just sit
daydreaming. Thinking of living with Jonathan, or will it be living as
Jennifer and Michelle. Either way the thoughts of dressing up all the time,
being my real feminine self. Yes, able to indulge myself in playing with
the dolls, something I've always wanted to do. Yes from a much younger age,
I was envious seeing little girls playing happily with their dolls. Wishing
I could be doing the same thing. Plus I'll also be able to explore and
entertain the new baby in me.





  I didn't even have time to make a cup of tea, when I heard the front door
opening. Interrupting my private little World of sissy girly
thoughts. Quickly I turned off the iron and seemed to run towards Alan and
David's bedroom door. It was open as normal, but still I knocked to get
their attention. Soon as David turned his head and saw me, he gave Alan a
nudge saying, "look at this one will you."

  "What do you mean by that?" I fired at him, as I stood in a sluttish
pose. One hands on my hips, the other up lightly touching my hair, left leg
forward and slightly bent, head tilted to the side looking downwards. You
know how I mean, I'm sure. Next thing Alan looking at me before saying,
"God you are a proper Street tart, aren't you."





  I could wait no longer, I almost fell over myself. As I rushed to wrap my
arms around him, giving him a quick kiss before telling him my wonderful
news.

  "Jonathan wants me to go live with him! Isn't that wonderful?" I said
wrapping my arms even tighter around his midriff and another little kiss
before saying. "He really must love me ah!!."

  "So all that going on and getting up tight last night was for nothing."
Alan said "You are so much a bloody girl, always getting worked up over
nothing." With that he gave me a beautiful kiss on the lips, then
said. "You'll have to bring him up so I can meet him. As I didn't get to
talk to him at the party. Plus you can't move in with him without my
permission." he said with a big smile on his dial. I knew he was only
joking. With that David chimed in asking for his kiss, I obliged. Telling
him, "You'll have to be careful where you put your hands from now on when
kissing me." Satisfied with his kiss, he said he wants to meet my lover boy
also. As at the party it was Chris that told him about Jonathan and
everything went so quickly from there.


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  Chapter 4 coming soon.