Date: Fri, 5 Sep 2008 17:09:01 EDT
From: Bmoni36ca@aol.com
Subject: Bil Doing me

 After my experience with Bill we saw each other a few time and we both
didn't say a thing, just acted like it didn't happen, we continued doing
our Friday night porn viewing with me having a few drinks, pretending to
pass out and letting him feel me up jacking off on me.

 For some reason I was getting excited by this and thinking about taking it
to the next level, after all he had been nicer to me than anyone else in my
life and I wanted to repay him someway, I had never been with another man
before but had been thinking about it for years, but could I, that was the
question.

 It was Friday night and I knew he would be down about ten, he told me he
had dubbed a few more tapes for me, I started about eight smoking a joint,
drinking a few mixed drinks, I figured if I was going to do this I really
needed courage, the closer it got to ten, the more my heart was beating
fast, but I was determined to do it.

 Again I had my favorite white shorts and a t-shirt with purple bikini
panties on underneath pulled in the folds of my ass, I was really pushing
it this time, well there was his knock at the door, I opened it letting him
in, we went sitting with him putting the tape in.

 It was a pretty exciting tape with the first scene being oral, I talked
Bill into hitting a joint with me, after a few hits and a mixed drink I
could tell he was buzzed pretty well and well looking at him he was
definitely hard standing up in his sweats.

 My heart was beating fast as I slowly moved over close to him, could I,
would I do what I was thinking, not looking over at him I reached over
taking hold rubbing his cock in my hand, I couldn't believe I was doing
this.

 I had never touched another mans cock before, it felt different but was
sending goose bumps up my arms, the more I rubbed the harder it seemed to
get, I was wondering now what he might think if I put it in my mouth, I
wanted to bad, holding it tighter I began to go faster, I could hear him
panting.

 He didn't say a word, just sat there, I wasn't sure if he was watching me
or not, I was too scared to look over at him but I continued stroking him,
rubbing it up and down, I reached up higher lowering his pants below his
cock, then I just quickly leaned over taking it in my mouth sucking him, I
couldn't believe that at thirty I was giving my first blowjob.

 He still didn't say a word just laid back some letting me suck it, I
opened my eyes watching his white cock going between my lips, I sucked it
hard just like I been seeing in the movies, up and down I went pulling it
with my lips for a couple minutes, I could tell he was liking it grinding
his hips to my face.

 I figured I went this far I might as well finish, faster and faster I
began to go up and down on it then I notice that it was all in my mouth,
when I went down my lips were pressed on his pubic hair, feeling good about
my accomplishment, I let it go from my lips standing up in front of him, I
felt a little embarrashed looking him in the eyes, I went in my bed room
leaning against the wall thinking about what I just did, but it felt so
good.

 I lowered my shorts stepping out of them pulling my long t-shirt down
covering my panty covered butt, my heart was beating fast as now I was
going out to see him dressed like this, taking a deep breath out I went, he
just stared at me smiling.

 I put my hand out to him telling him to come to me, hold me, before that I
dimmed the light as he came taking me in his arms, I put my arms around his
neck, grinding, rolling my hips to him looking him in his eyes, I was so
worked up I put my lips to his kissing him.

 Now I was so hot pushing my tongue between his lips, this truly was my
first time kissing a man and it was so wonderful, his hands went down
clutching my cheeks with the panties sticking partly in the folds of my
ass, my hand went down grabbing his hard cock again jerking him.

 Pulling my lips from his I told him to lay of the floor on his back,
looking his cock was sticking up in his pants like a big tent, I reached up
lowering my panties taking them off, I then leaned over pulling his pants
down to his knees, I got over him now for the moment of truth.

 Placing the head of his cock at my butt hole I held it lowering myself
down working it in me, I had lubed my butt hole up before he got there
anticipating this moment, taking my time and controlling how much goes in
me I lowered until I was sitting on top of him, his cock deep in my bowels.

 It felt tight in me like nothing I felt before, at first I just sat up on
him not moving but looking down at him, his eyes all closed, up and down I
began to move slowly, it was such an unreal feeling having his dick in me,
I started moving more and it seem to loosing me up, the more I moved the
better it began to feel.

 I put my hands on his chest going up higher then lowering down on it, umm
it was feeling so good but I came up too high and it popped out, I grabbed
it putting it right back in me going all the way down on it, I just sat up
on him holding it all deep in me.

 Unable to control myself sitting on top of him I move back and forward
moaning loud, it was unbelievable, faster and faster I went then to my
surprise I felt his warm juice flowing in me, I paused feeling the walls of
his cock pumping, my god I thought, it was really something else but I
liked it, not just a little but a lot "oh Bill" I moaned collapsing in his
arms laying on top of him.

 I laid there feeling him soften up slipping out my wet hole, I was tired,
but relaxed, it was better than I though it would be, we didn't say
anything at first then I said "Bill that was so good" he moaned "yes it
was, but I should go" I was hoping and I did ask was he mad at me, after he
pulled up his pants he said "I could never be mad at you".

 Pulling my panties back up I walked to the door with him asking again are
you sure you are not mad he said no I went in his arms kissing him putting
my tongue in his mouth again as he held me, he told me he would see me
tomorrow going out the door up the stairs.

 After he left I leaned against the door smiling to myself not believing
what I had just done but was glad I did, reaching back feeling the panties
around my butt, they were definitely wet, I chuckled, feeling my butt,
thinking no virgin here anymore.