Date: Wed, 1 Jun 2016 15:39:08 +0100
From: Nikkie Silk <nikkie.silk@outlook.com>
Subject: Cockatoo Part 29  TV

Cockatoo Part 29

Nikkie Silk

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My heart skipped a beat as I heard Shane's voice from behind me and felt
his hand on my shoulder. It couldn't be, I thought, I must be so tired I
was hallucinating. Alex said, `Hi Shane, glad you could join us.' Nin
looked as if she had seen a ghost, Areeya was smiling in welcome and I
felt like I would pass out. The hand moved off my shoulder and Shane's
massive frame came into sight.

`Hi Nin, Hi Areeya.' he said, then paused and looked at me, `Hi Jamie,
how are you? You look gorgeous babe.'

I looked at Shane and then Alex and back at Shane. It was clear Alex
knew Shane, but for a moment I was so shocked I couldn't think straight,
and then in a flash everything was clear.

`It was all a setup wasn't it?' I said, `The dinner the night before we
went, and then Shane coming across to us at the table? It was for him to
get a good luck at Nin and me, wasn't it? Then, Shane coincidentally
bumping into us on the ferry and tagging along.'

Alex smiled nervously as she waited for my reaction. Shane's face was a
picture, trying to look innocent, but seeming to be more embarrassed
than anything.

`Alex, I swear one day you will go too far and either I'll have a heart
attack or I will kill you for one of these stunts. But it won't be this
time, because I am so glad this guy was around, he was awesome.'

I stood up and gave Shane a hug and a kiss on the cheek and I heard Alex
and Areeya let out the breaths they had been holding and Shane grinned.
Nin leapt up and wrapped her arms around his waist and was saying `Khap
Khun Kha Shane.' He put his arm around me and said, `I'm sorry but Alex
and I agreed it would be better not to tell you who I was. It seemed to
be the best idea.'

I said, `Shane, you have nothing to apologise for, but Alex. that's a
different story.'

`Aw, look, Jamie, Alex was only looking out for you.'

`I know, Shane and that's why I love her.' I went over to her and gave
her a kiss and said, `Thanks Alex, I forgive you, I am so glad you did
it.'

Alex looked relieved, `I didn't want you and Nin out there on your own,
knowing the amount of trouble you can get into, so I asked Shane to keep
an eye on you. I'm pretty glad I did.'

Areeya went off to fetch more beers for us all and we sat down again,
Shane perching precariously on a chair.

`How do you know Shane then?' I asked Alex.

`Oh, we go back a bit,' said Alex, `he did close protection work for a
couple of people who Kritsada wanted me to be friendly with, and we hit
it off.' A look flashed between the two of them and it was obvious they
had more than just hit it off.

`Look, I was here on Samui with me mates like I told you. Alex knew I
was here, and she asked me to do her a favour and I was glad to oblige.
It was a fun trip, wasn't it?'

Fun wasn't the word I would have used, but I wasn't going to argue with
him. Areeya arrived back with more beers and we toasted to us all coming
back in one piece.

Nin said, `So what did you do when you got to Bangkok, Shane?'

He grinned, 'Well I kind of followed you two and stayed in the
background so I could keep tabs on you.'

`Wait a minute,' I said, `Nin, didn't you say there were a bunch of
Aussies having a fight in the bar?'

She nodded. `So was that you too, Shane?'

Shane looked embarrassed, `Yeah, well sorta. When that copper fella took
you in the back, I rustled up some Aussies in the street and told them
there was free beer in the bar for Aussies. When they found out it
wasn't free, it all kicked off. Those coppers didn't fancy the trouble,
and they fetched the guy with you pretty sharpish. I wished I could have
got you out sooner, having heard what you said.'

`That's twice you've gotten me out of a very tight spot, thank you.'

`You're welcome Jamie, or is it James, I'm not sure what to call you.'

Alex laughed, `Dressed like that, let's stick to Jamie, shall we?'

Areeya said, `I'm feeling hungry so what don't we go down to Cockatoo
first, then come back here for some food.'

`Er, people,' I said, `I can't go like this, I'll have to change.'

Everyone turned to look at me in amazement. Alex said, `Jamie, you look
great, I promise you will be fine. You've had no problems so far so come
on, let's get going.' She grabbed my hand and pulled me up, and the rest
of them followed us down the stairs. We walked slowly down the strip to
Cockatoo, Shane flanked by Nin and Areeya, with Alex and I arm in arm
separately. Shane attracted lots of attention, with many of the girls
giggling openly as he passed by with Areeya and Nin on each arm. He
didn't seem to mind, he was happy enough being the centre of attention.
We arrived at Cockatoo as the bar was getting busy and Areeya
disappeared to check on something in the office. The bar girls shrieked
when they saw Nin with Shane on her arm, and they clustered around them
both, with Nin being interrogated about Shane I guessed. I stood with
Alex and watched. `She was great, you know.' I whispered to Alex, `It
was a good idea for her to come with me. She kept me going, especially
after Jandaeng.'

`I noticed you two looked very close when you got back.' said Alex. I
looked at her to see if she meant anything by the remark, but it seemed
to be quite innocent. Pao appeared from the back and shooed the bar
girls away from Shane and Nin. She also managed to clear an area at the
back of the bar so we could all sit down. Pao spotted Alex, came across,
gave me a strange look and said to Alex, `Where Mr James? He not come
tonight?'

Alex giggled, and I turned bright red. I let go of Alex's arm and said,
`Sawasdee Kha, Pao.' She looked at me puzzled, and then her mouth
dropped open, `Is that you, Mr James?'

`It's Jamie, Pao, not James tonight.' I said.

Pao looked from me to Alex and then back to me. She was trying to say
something, but the words would not come. Alex said something to her in
Thai and Pao started to giggle, `You look very nice Miss Jamie, I
pleased to meet you.' I bent down, kissed her cheek and whispered, `I'm
very glad to see you Pao, would you like to go short time or maybe long
time with me?' She blushed and giggled like a schoolgirl and ran off
back behind the bar.

`What did you say to her?' asked Alex.

`Oh nothing much.'

`Bloody liar, I should have brought the cock cage with me.' But she
laughed and punched my arm. `Nin looks very keen on Shane.'

`We both know about Shane,' I said.

`He told you?'

`Yeah, well I guessed really, and then he admitted he was gay, told me
his story about the army and Niall transitioning, so yes, I know.' I
paused and asked the question I had been dreading ever since Shane had
shown up. `What did Shane tell you about the trip? I assume he was
keeping in touch with you all the time?'

`Nothing much, only the outline of what was going on. Although from what
I can see he seems to have kept back a lot. Why do you ask?' she said,
looking closely at me. I looked over and Nin was waving to us to join
them. `Come on,' I said, `let's go join the others.' I realised I would
have to answer the question sometime.

We stayed in the bar for an hour or so, chatting and drinking. The word
had got round the bar girls about me, and there was a constant stream of
them passing close by where we were, looking and giggling. Alex went to
the toilet and Shane moved over sit next to me, `You do look good,
Jamie. That outfit suits you so well.'

`Thank you Shane and thank you for everything you did for us. Especially
what you did in the bar, it couldn't have come at a better time.'

`You're pretty tough yourself, you know. What you went through would
have freaked out a lot of people.'

`Shane, I need to say something. I am so embarrassed about what happened
in the hotel. I mean, not about what happened, but you knew I wasn't
transitioning and then I came on to you and well...'

He paused, then looked at me, `Jamie, nothing happened in the hotel. I
don't intend to tell Alex about anything which happened, or didn't
happen there, if that's what you're worried about.'

I hesitated, `Thank you, but that's not my point, I'm embarrassed for
myself, making a fool of myself in front of you.'

He looked surprised. `Jamie, you didn't make a fool of yourself. You
were lonely and tired and maybe a bit scared, you wanted some company, I
think. That's all. I liked you, still do, and if that's all it ever is,
then I'm happy. What nearly happened doesn't matter.'

`I like you too, Shane.' I kissed his cheek quickly and then turned away
to see Alex watching us from the bar. She waved to me to come over, and
I half expected her to ask about the kiss, instead she said, `Let's get
everyone back for some food, I guess you're tired as well.'

We rounded everybody up and headed off back to the restaurant. We had a
wonderful dinner on one of the round tables the restaurant had for large
groups. Pao came down to join us and sat opposite, unable to keep her
eyes off me. What was surprising to me as how comfortable I now felt
dressed as I was. Only three nights before I had gone out dressed as a
woman for the first time and I had been terrified. Now, I was more at
ease with myself, not so nervous about being outed. I caught myself
looking at how the girls behaved, how graciously they moved their hands
and fingers, and I tried to copy them. In a crazy way I felt proud of
what had done over the past few days. I had begun to enjoy living as a
woman but I was going to go back to being a man after tonight, and I
already realised I would miss it.

The energy around the table began to ebb and first Pao left to go back
to the bar, then Nin said she had to go too. We all hugged and kissed
her, and she cried a little as she and I hugged. I had grown close to
her, and I was looking forward to seeing her again when we went to
Bangkok. Shane stood up, `I should go too, guys, it's getting late.'

`No way, Shane,' said Alex, `Let's go have a nightcap before you go. We
owe you big time.'

So, we headed back up to the balcony and sat watching a vast electrical
storm crackle and flash in the distance. I organised the drinks,
brandies for Alex and Areeya and Scotch for Shane and me. The storm was
moving our way, and we felt the wind picking up as it approached. Before
long, big raindrops began to crash down, and we headed inside to finish
our drinks. Alex was next to me on one couch and Shane and Areeya on the
other.

`So,' said Alex, 'What happened the night you spent together in the
hotel?'

`Nothing!' say Shane and I in unison, making it sound the complete
opposite.

Alex laughed. `You two sound like kids caught with your hands in the
candy jar.'

`Look, nothing happened Alex. The three of us shared a room, Nin and
Jamie took the bed and I slept on the floor.' Shane was being mostly
truthful.

`That's right, we got up early the next day and headed off to Bangkok.'
I added, hoping Alex would let it go.

The storm which had been threatening finally broke, and the rain began
lashing against the glass. The lightning flickered through the trees
which were bending and shaking from the force of the wind. We were all
quiet for a few minutes, content to watch the storm throw itself against
the island.

Areeya stood up, `I should check the boat. This is a bad one. She's on
the jetty, but I need to check the moorings.'

Shane stood up too, `I'll come with you Areeya, I don't like the idea of
you being out there on your own.'

I felt I should ask if I should go as well, but Areeya said no, she and
Shane would check the lines. It wouldn't take too long. They left,
closing the door against the shrieking of the wind.

Alex walked over, hitched up her skirt and straddled me, pinning me
against the back of the sofa. I wrapped my arms round her and we kissed,
our tongues sparring with each other. She hugged me close and whispered,
`I'm so glad you're back and I'm sorry for what happened to you.'

`I know, but it wasn't anybody's fault except Jandaeng, and I'm going to
get him back for it.'

Alex pulled back, a frown on her face. `You have to be careful with him,
he's a snake.'

`Yes, but if you cut off the head even a snake can't hurt you.'

`You're going to kill him?' She looked horrified.

I laughed, `No. I want him to suffer. Not sure how yet, but I'll come up
with a way.'

I kissed her again, and she began to move her bum against my cock which
was already hard.

`I like Scarlett,' she said, as she began to gyrate on my lap.

`I want to make love with her tonight.' Alex whispered into my ear. `How
does Scarlett feel about that?'

I giggled, `Scarlett likes that idea very much.'

Alex plunged her tongue into my mouth and began to undo the buttons on
my top, all the while grinding away on my cock. I pulled Alex's top over
her head to reveal a white lace bra and I sucked a nipple through the
lace, feeling it harden beneath my tongue. Alex undid the final button
on the front of my top and pulled it apart to reveal the black bra I was
wearing.

`Mmm, nice bra, someone has good taste,' she said.

`Nin,' I mumbled, my lips still attached to her nipple. `But I like it
too.'

`I knew you would like dressing up.' said Alex, her voice sounding
hoarse as she pushed herself onto my cock. I switched to the other
nipple and Alex moaned as I nipped it between my teeth, the lace no
obstacle to my teasing teeth. Alex slid backwards, stood up and undid
her skirt, allowing it to drop to the floor. Her cock was pushing out of
the top of her knickers and she pushed them down far enough to let it
stick out, hard and straight as a ruler. She moved forward, and I opened
my lips in anticipation of what was to come. She stood up on the sofa,
her hands propped against the wall and so that her cock jutting straight
towards my mouth. I kept my eyes open as she edged it towards me,
brushing my lips with the tip, skidding it across my lipstick. There was
a small trace of my lipstick on the tip, and I shivered at the thought
of what her cock would look like sliding through my lips.

She must have read my mind, because she leant sideways, picked up her
iPhone and started to film as I took her into my mouth. If Jandaeng had
tried to rape my mouth, Alex made love to it, sliding her cock over my
lips and gradually edging past them before pulling out again,
relentlessly teasing me. I flicked my tongue out, and it slid under the
silky head, and above me I heard Alex moan as I licked the tip, and she
slid it once more into my waiting mouth. It felt hot and hard to my
tongue and she held the tip barely inside my mouth so I bathed it with
my tongue, working the soft and sensitive underside to extract another
moan from Alex above me.

`Look up baby,' she said. She was holding the phone a few inches above
me. `It looks so hot, Scarlett.'

She turned the phone round and pressed replay, so as I was suckling her
cock, I watched myself on the screen, as it must have looked to Alex. I
saw my eyes looking up, Alex's cock sliding in and out of my pink lips
with the black hair framing my face as I rolled my tongue around the
glistening head. She was right, it did look hot, and I knew this would
not the last time I would be in this position. Alex began to rock her
hips forwards driving her cock deeper, and I loved it as she filled my
mouth with her cock. I gagged a couple of times but managed to keep her
inside and I pushed myself further onto it. For the first time I took
her full length into my mouth, and I heard her say, 'Ooooh good girl,
Scarlett.'

I held her there for a few seconds, but Alex pulled her cock out,
letting me take a couple of breaths before plunging it back in. My jaw
began to ache so I was glad when she eventually stopped and pushed me
back against the sofa. She got down from the sofa and told me to take
off my trousers. I had to hitch my bum up from the sofa to get them off,
and I felt very vulnerable clad only in my black bra and knickers as she
stood there filming me.

`You look beautiful, baby, just beautiful.' Alex knelt in front of me,
threaded her thumbs into the waistband of my knickers and eased them
down my thighs and then my legs. The soft lace felt so sensuous as Alex
slowly slid them down over my skin and it made me feel so gloriously
feminine right then. Alex slipped the knickers over my feet, threw them
away and pushed my legs apart. My cock was standing up like a flagpole
as she slid forwards on her knees and, looking up at me, slid my cock
into her mouth.

`Film us baby, the phone is by your side.'

I grabbed the phone and with shaking fingers and managed to get the
thing filming what Alex was doing. It was a bizarre experience, watching
on a small screen what was happening to me a few inches away.  I watched
her tongue licking the shaft and then her warm mouth enveloped my cock,
but through the screen it almost felt like it was happening to someone
else. Her tongue was like a snake wrapping itself around my cock and I
jumped when she scraped her teeth across the head. She was using her
hands to stroke and she would take me to the edge and then pull back,
leaving me moaning and desperate for her to finish me. She knew I was
close but wouldn't let me cum, instead stretching over to pick up some
lube which she must have placed there earlier. She stood over me and
applied some to her cock, grinning like a cheshire cat as I filmed her
with the phone.

She knelt down, smeared the lube around and into my hole,  then smiled
and slid a finger into me. I bucked as I felt it slide in and she rocked
her hand around opening me up for what was to come. She took the phone
from me and put it on the table pointing towards us, her erect cock
swinging from side to side as she moved. She leant forwards, lifting my
legs up onto her shoulders so my hole opened up for her and without
hesitating she slid her cock straight into me. I gasped as it penetrated
me immediately, and with my knees right up on my chest I was so
uncomfortable, but that was soon forgotten as Alex began to fuck me hard
and fast.

She was leaning forward at an angle and there was nothing I could do
but take it as she rammed her cock in and out. It started off rough,
the pain searing through me at first, but then pain turned to the
heat of pleasure and all I wanted was for her to go deeper and deeper.
Alex leant forward a little more so we could kiss, her tongue flicking
into my mouth as her cock drove into me. Every nerve in my body seemed
alive, sending waves of ecstasy cascading through me.

`Don't you love this, Scarlett?' she said in between her grunts as she
pounded into me. I nodded, but she shouted again, `Tell me you love my
cock inside you, Scarlett. Tell me you want me to fuck you.'

I was barely able to speak in the position I was in, my knees tight
against my chest and feeling every inch of Alex's cock as she rammed it
into me.

`Fuck me, fuck me deep,' I managed to grunt. `I want to fuck me
forever.'  I couldn't remember her ever being so deep inside me, and I
loved every single sweaty, grunting thrust which threatened to rip me
apart. My senses were overwhelmed with a whirling kaleidoscope of light
and sound, pain and pleasure, sex and lust combining to give me a high
which no drug would ever achieve. To add to it all, Alex grabbed hold of
my cock and pumped it with her fist. I was as hard as granite and it
wouldn't take long for me to cum. Alex was panting with the exertion as
I felt her shudder, grunt something and then she came, pouring her cum
into me, and It seemed I felt every drop as it forced its way out of her
cock and into me. She kept pumping my cock until I felt my own climax
explode, fountains of cum spurting from my cock, over Alex's hand and
onto my chest. I had never come so hard in my life before, and I kept
jerking and spurting cum for what seemed like minutes.

Alex looked down still panting, smiled and kissed me, `Baby that was
fucking wonderful, I love you so much.' She leaned back sliding out of
me with a pop, and I felt cold air rush into my gaping hole. I was
finally able to put my legs down and I kissed her, `I love you too. I
thought I would never stop coming.' She laughed and pulled me up from
the sofa, my legs felt like jelly and she had to hold me steady. `Come
on, let's get cleaned up.'

I gingerly walked towards the wet room, looked round to see Alex filming
me from behind.

`Stop that, I'm embarrassed.' I protested, vainly trying to cover up my
cock with my hands.

She giggled, `Too late for being embarrassed, you look gorgeous. Take
your hand away.'

I ran into the wet room and into the shower. Alex followed me still
filming on her phone as I took off my bra and threw it and the breast
forms at her. She yelped with laughter and finally put the phone down.
She came over to me, wrapped her arms around me hugging me tight. We
stood for a while, enjoying the sensation of our bodies sliding against
each other; not speaking and with our hands gently caressing each other.
Eventually Alex let me go and said, `We need to get your wig off before
we get in the shower.' She carefully unpinned it and slipped it off my
head. I felt so different without it. My own hair felt short and ugly, I
had grown used to the weight and the length and I was surprised to
realise I missed it. Alex carefully laid it down and said, `I never
thought I would see that wig again.' She turned to me, `But It looked
great on you, baby. I can't wait until the next time you wear it.'

The next time - those words stabbed into my head. I hadn't thought about
what would happen next because I had been too wrapped up in the moment.
As the water cascaded over us and Alex was washing me with a cloth, I
tried to make sense of what I was feeling. I had got involved in all
this against my better judgement and strictly as a one off to help
Areeya. What, if anything, had changed?  Had I enjoyed any of it? Images
and scenes from the past few days; dressing up, Shane, the kathoey bar,
Jandaeng, Nin, the sex tonight, flashed in front of my eyes in a
confusing jumble of feelings. So much had happened to me in a few short
days; not everything had been good, but much to my surprise, I realised
I had enjoyed so much of it. Once the fear of exposure and ridicule had
passed, I had begun to enjoy acting as a woman. The glamour of the
makeup and the dressing up, had created an erotic, decadent excitement
that thrilled me.

I had been given an insight into some of what it means to be a woman,
and in the process I had learnt as much about what it means to be a man.
Would there be a next time? I looked at Alex, and I knew she wanted
there to be another time, but what about me?

`Alex,' I said, `what do you want from me?'

She stopped washing me, `Wow, where did that come from?'

`I'm so confused right now. I want to know what you want from me, what
you want me to become?'

`Baby, let's get dry and then we can talk about this, OK?'

`Yes, but I need an answer.'

We dried ourselves, Alex slipped on her robe and I wrapped a towel
around my waist which looked a bit like a skirt. Alex said, `I need a
drink before we discuss this, do you want one?'

She came back with two large brandies, handed me one and sat on the
sofa, her legs pulled up beneath her. I sat down next to her, nervously
playing with my glass.

She took a big sip of brandy and looked straight at me, `I guess the
last few days brought this on?'

`Mostly, but it's a question I guess I've been thinking about for a
while?'

She took another sip before saying, `Do you believe I have ever forced
you to do something? Against your will, I mean?'

I shook my head, `No, never.'

`Good, I didn't think so, but I wanted to check. Another question, are
you happy here, with me and Areeya?'

`Alex, you know I am, I've never been happier in my entire life, but
that's not the question.'

She paused, `So you're happy here and you're not doing anything you
don't like, or being forced to do anything. So what is your question?'
`Alex, a few months ago, I arrived on Samui for a few days R&R and to
see an old uni friend. From that moment my life has been turned upside
down and inside out. Don't get me wrong, I am not complaining. I have
enjoyed everything, well maybe not quite everything. I don't like people
waving guns at me for sure. I have never felt more alive and excited by
what's happening, and I wouldn't swap this for anything. I love you and
Areeya and I thought I had it figured out. Who I am, I mean.'

Ales tried to say something, but I held up my hand, I needed to finish
this what I was saying first.

`Then this trip to Bangkok happened, having me dress as a woman. You
know I didn't want to do it, yet having done it, it's made me unsure of
who I am and who I'm going to be. Do you understand why I need you to
tell me what you want from me?'

I took a couple of large gulps of the brandy and almost choked. It's not
really my drink.

Alex stretched out a hand and laid it gingerly on my arm. `Baby, I'm
sorry, but another question first, and I want you to be honest, what
happened on the trip to make you question yourself?'

I looked away, but I knew I had to tell her about Shane. I blushed, damn
it. Will I ever stop doing that? I told her about the night at the
hotel, about feeling lost and lonely and scared, and how I lay next to
Shane and how I tried to kiss him, but how nothing actually happened. I
couldn't look at her as I told the story, and I was nearly in tears at
the end.

Alex moved across and sat on my lap, her arms around my neck.

`Oh baby, thank you for being honest. I suspected something by the way
you and Shane were behaving with each other. He is a great guy and trust
me you wouldn't be the first or the last to be attracted to him. There's
a strength and yet a vulnerability about him, which people find
irresistible. And before you ask, yes we did fuck each other once or
twice in the past, so I understand what you must have been feeling.'

She kissed me and stroked my hair. `If you're attracted to him, so what?
You love me, you love Areeya, it's OK to be attracted to other people.
So he's a guy, I can see what you're thinking in your eyes, so what? He
has a cock, so do I and so do you. You and I seem to get on well enough,
if tonight was anything to go by. Baby, there are no rules about who you
get attracted to, it happens. I can equally understand it freaked you
out a bit, but you're still James,' she giggled, `or Jamie.'

`But that's it,' I almost wailed, `do you want me to be James or Jamie?'

`Baby, if you want to be, you can be both. If you enjoy being one or the
other, then choose one, I will still love you. I like to play games, you
get that, and I thought you might like being Jamie, but I don't want you
to be Jamie, if it's not what you want. It's never been what I want you
to be, it's who you want to be that's the question. When we got
together, it wasn't just me, was it? You wanted it too. You knew what
had happened to me and it didn't stop you, did it? Sure I wear a dress
and Shane doesn't, well as far as I know, anyway. He'd look sweet I
think, but I'm getting off the point. I just give you the chance to try
things out, but I don't want to play games which might hurt you. You can
always say no.'

I thought the idea of saying no to Alex would be about as much use as
asking a charging rhinoceros to please stop. She paused and took another
sip of brandy and then tilted the glass for me to take a sip too.

`Tell me,' she said, `Jandaeng aside, did you enjoy being Jamie?'

I nodded, I couldn't bring myself to say it.

`OK, I'm glad, I thought you might. Do you want to be Jamie again, or
should I say Scarlett?'

I felt like a shy school kid as I said, `Yes, and yes.'

`Good, I would like it too. We might have a lot of fun, Areeya would
like it as well. Maybe Shane too?'

I blushed redder than ever and she laughed, `He has the hots for Jamie,
or Scarlett, that's for sure. You should have seen the way he looked at
you earlier.'

She paused and had the look on her face she gets when she comes up with
a crazy idea.

`You have to go back to Bangkok in a couple of days as James, so why
don't we all have a quick holiday? Shane has to be in Bangkok the same
time as you and Nin, so why don't we take the boat to the other side of
the island, like Sam and Areeya did. Do some snorkeling, see what
happens. You can be Scarlett for a couple more days at least.'

I felt dizzy as I realised saying yes would be to take a deliberate and
willing step along a path that might change my life. Although not for
the first time since I arrived in Samui, I thought. I would no longer be
able to pretend it had only been a crazy adventure,  something to be
laughed off as a funny memory in the future. It might have consequences
that none of us could foresee. Alex didn't help as she nibbled my ear
and her fingers toyed with my nipple as I thought about it. As usual my
head told me not to, and my heart was saying yes.

From somewhere my I heard my voice say, `Well, we could all do with a
holiday, I guess.'

To be continued

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