Date: Mon, 17 Nov 2008 23:31:53 +0000
From: Felicia Trans <feliciatvnj@hotmail.com>
Subject: Drugs, Dressing, and Drinking Cum (TG)

Drugs, Dressing, and Drinking Cum

By Felicia Transfeliciatvnj@hotmail.com

Back in the late 70's, when Quaaludes and other drugs were plentiful, I was
hanging out one night with my friends at my house...my wife had gone to
visit her mother in PA for the weekend.Tom, Bob, and John were there, as
usual, the four of us had been friends for ages. We were all married, and
frequently had guys nights out, and this was one of them.Bob had given us
all a quaalude and we were quickly getting wasted... and I felt
great... and like normally happened I was feeling it way before the rest,
probably since I was smaller and skinnier than the other guys.

Tom was sitting back on the couch and said 'I really do love ludes' and
everyone said 'Me too'Without thinking I blurted out 'Ludes are like a
truth drug', and John said 'How do you mean?'I replied 'Because it seems
like everything's OK when you're blasted on ludes that there's no reason to
hide anything, or keep anything back. By the way I love you guys'

'We love you too Chris' said Bob 'Now bend over' and everyone
laughed. 'Fuck you, I was being sincere' I said.Nobody said anything for a
few minutes and then the lude hit me completely, and I was really wasted
and felt even better.

Tom broke the silence with 'Chris, if quaaludes are a truth drug, then that
means you'll answer anything truthfully?'I said 'Sure I will, to you guys
anyway''Bullshit' Tom said.'I'm serious' I said 'I have nothing to hide
from you guys' (which meant I was extremely high, because we all have
things to hide but I probably had much more than most)And then John said
'OK... have you ever dressed in women's clothes?'

Silence hit the room as everyone stared at me. And high as I was, without a
thought I blurted out 'Sure'And there was another silence until Tom said
'When did this happen' and again thoughtlessly I said 'A few times when I
was blasted on coke I put on my wife's clothes and masturbated when she was
out, it was no big deal... haven't any of you done anything like that?''No'
Tom replied 'I haven't', followed by John and Bob's 'Me either'But then Tom
said 'But it's OK, Chris, we'll keep it a secret'

Then Bob said 'Well, since we've got you on the truth drug, have you ever
sucked a dick?'And there was silence again as everyone looked at me. I
should've just shut up, but I was so blasted I answered 'Yes'

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Tom:It started as a typical night, we were all hanging at Chris's house
doing ludes and bullshitting.I was feeling good but Chris seemed more
wasted than usual, he was talking non-stop. When he came out with the stuff
about ludes being a truth drug I knew he was really blasted.Then when John
asked him if he'd ever worn women's clothes I couldn't believe it when
Chris answered that he had.That thought wouldn't have crossed my mind but
the minute he said it a bunch of things clicked.

It's not that Chris was feminine, but he was skinny, with long hair, and
his fingernails were always long.  And whenever we'd get coke Chris would
always get quiet, and after we all did a few hits he'd take his coke and
leave, and sort of disappear, like there was something odd going on.But I
still hadn't expected this, even if Chris was especially hammered.

And then when John asked him if he'd ever sucked a dick, and he said he
had, I was completely dumfounded.So I asked him 'When did you suck a cock?'

_____________________________

Right after I blurted out that I had dressed in womens clothes and
compounded it by admitting that I'd sucked a cock I realized I'd really
fucked up.And then Tom asked when I'd sucked a cock.

I was too high to think straight, and way too blasted to come up with a lie
that I'd get away with. So I stayed quiet. Then I said 'It was something a
long time ago and I don't want to talk about it'And John said 'What about
the truth drug? Dude, we're not going to say anything to anyone'

I looked around and they were all nodding so I said 'It happened when I was
away at college' I said 'My first year I had a roomate, Dan, and the first
time we did some coke together he asked if he could suck my cock'Tom said
'Dan was gay? I remember him when we visited that time''No, he wasn't gay'
I said 'he was curious and got very loose when he did coke''I had a cousin
who blew me a few times' John said 'he wasn't gay either. But when did you
suck a cock?'

I was silent for a moment, then said 'One night I was really blasted on
coke, he'd already blown me, and a few hits later I was horny again. I
asked him to suck me again and he said - How about me for a change?'In
reality, my roomate and I had blown each other mutually one night, and
after that I sucked his dick for the rest of the year but he never blew me
again.And I had sucked off several other roomates over the remainder of my
time at college as well.

'And? What happened?' Bob asked'I did blow him'And after a moment of dead
silence he asked 'Did he cum in your mouth?''Yes'

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John:When I'd first asked Chris if he'd ever sucked a dick I was just
kidding. But when he started telling us how his roommate used to blow him I
started getting really horny. And then when he told us how he'd sucked his
roommate off, and the guy had cum in his mouth my dick got rock hard.I
don't think any of us knew what to say to that, but eventually I said
'Chris, it's OK dude'

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All of a sudden I felt the lude begin to subside. That happened to me a
lot, they hit me quick and full blown and went away fast.Everyone was
quiet, and all of a sudden I thought 'Fuck, what was I thinking when I said
that stuff'I looked around and everyone was staring at me, and finally I
said 'All this was a long time ago'And Tom said 'Don't worry Chris, we
really aren't going to tell anyone.''Does anyone have any more ludes?' I
asked 'I'm starting to come down'Bob said 'No, but I can get some coke in
about 5 minutes if we all want to chip in'And everyone threw in some money,
Bob left, and 5 minutes later he was back with an eighth of cocaine - those
were the days of cheap coke.And he dumped the whole pile on the table.

Bob pulled out 2 very large lines from the pile and said 'Go ahead Chris,
tune up'So I leaned over with a rolled up dollar bill and snorted both
lines and sat back. and within seconds my brain was racing, and the
remnants of the quaalude had disappeared from my brain.'Aren't you guys
doing any?' I asked, and Tom said 'A little later, I still feel the lude'
and the others said they did too.

Then John said 'You must look really awful as a girl' and everyone
laughed.I turned red, and blurted out 'No, I don't' And when everyone
laughed I replied 'I really don't look bad'... and then there was a
silence.Tom broke the silence and said 'Why don't you show us - we already
know you do it'My mind was now racing, and if I'd been alone I would have
gone into the bedroom and dressed in my wife's clothes anyway. And I'd
already blown my secret with them, so I said 'OK... but none of you will
ever say anything?''Promise' Bob said, and they all agreed.So I got up and
went into my bedroom and shut the door.

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Bob:I couldn't believe what was happening, but when Chris had told us he'd
sucked off his roomate, high on coke, I started getting a hardon.And when,
a few minutes later, he told us his lude was wearing off I told him I
didn't have anymore but could get some coke - all agreed and I got some.We
gave Chris a few huge lines, and just a few minutes later Chris was heading
into the bedroom to dress in his wife's clothes.We were all sititng on the
couch as Chris dressed, and I had no idea what would happen next, and then
the rest of us started talking about the situation, and all agreed it was
very weird.

And we all were horny.

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After I went into the bedroom I shut the door and went into the
bathroom. I'd just shaved before they got here but I washed my face and
stripped off my clothes and then went and sat at my wife's makeup table.I'd
done this many times, of course, so I quickly took some foundation and
rubbed it on my face with my fingers and powdered over it.Then I started on
my eyes, using liquid liner on my top lid and pencil below, applied 3
shades of powder shadow and blended it, applied 3 coats of mascara, and
then used pencils to shape my fairly sparse eyebrows.

Then I brushed on blush and penciled my lips with red liner and filled them
in with lipstick. And then went to my wife's dresser and took out black
panties, bra, and pantyhose and put them on, and rolled up some socks for
tits. And from the closet I pulled a short little black dress with
spaghetti straps which fit me OK, and stepped into black high heel pumps
which didn't fit well but weren't too painful.Finally I let my hair out of
the ponytail and brushed it out, and took out a pair of clip on hoops I'd
hidden and put them in my ears.And finally I sat back at the table and
polished my nails with red quick dry polish.

Standing up I walked to the door, careful of my drying nails, and taking a
really deep breath I opened the door.

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Tom:When the door opened and Chris walked into the room I blurted out 'Holy
Shit!'He not only looked exactly like a girl, he looked like a hot girl.The
other guys reacted the same way, and then John said 'OK, you don't look
awful as a girl'And my next thought was that Chris had done this more than
a few times.

Chris sat down in a chair, holding his fingers apart with his red nails,
and then said 'I could use another line'And Bob leaned over and made some
lines for us all, and we all snorted some, but he'd given Chris extra huge
lines again.

___________________________________

It was all very weird, here I was in my living room with my lifetime
friends dressed up as a girl. I'd never thought this would happen, even in
my deepest fantasies. I did another few lines and sat back, and in a few
seconds the taste hit my throat and my brain started racing again.

All the guys were sitting there staring at me. And though I'd never
fantasized about being dressed in front of my friends, I had always
fantasized about blowing guys as a girl.And then Tom said 'Chris, it's hard
to believe you can look like that without wanting to have sex with
someone. Especially knowing that you've sucked a cock in the past. You
must've had fantasies about that.'

'I have had a few fantasies' I replied 'but only when I'm doing coke... and
they're just fantasies''But you're doing coke now' Tom replied.My mind was
racing, and the way I felt there was nothing I wanted to do more at that
moment than suck someone's cock. But these were my friends.'It would be too
weird' I said 'You guys are my buddies''It's already weird' John said 'and
we're still your buddies regardless'

There was silence for a short period before Tom said 'do you want to blow
us?'And without thinking at all I blurted out 'Yes'

_____________________________________

John:It was very surreal sitting there with Chris dressed up like
that. He'd been my buddy since forever, but seeing him like that the only
thing that kept popping in my mind was 'I really want him to suck my cock'I
was sitting there, hard as a rock, when Tom asked Chris if he wanted to
blow us.And then he said 'Yes'

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Tom opened his belt and zipper, removed his shoes, and pulled his pants and
briefs off, and I saw his hard cock sticking up relentlessly.'Can I have
another line?' I asked, and Tom said 'Sure' so I went to the table and
pulled out 2 very large lines and snorted them down. And when the coke hit
my throat and my brain it was like a freight train and without a thought I
kneeled down between Tom's legs and leaned forward to engulf his cock with
my mouth.

He groaned, and I heard Bob say 'Look at that'Tom's cock was filling my
mouth with warmth and I loved it, and the feelings went back to my college
days and the times I had blown my roommates.I remembered what to do without
thinking, and I left my lips around his cockhead and began to use my
tongue, lapping across the end of his cock, which got even harder.Then I
began to slide my mouth very slowly up and down his cock with my lips tight
around it, and I left my tongue pressing against the bottom and slid it
across the tip on when I reached the high point of my mouth stroke.

Tom began to moan, and I could hear everyone breathing hard as I orally
sheathed his cock, sucking softly as my lips and tongue caressed his dick.I
could hear the slurping sounds my mouth was making, and Tom's moans got
louder and faster. And then he said 'I'm cumming'

I moved my lips out to just encircle his mushroom head but kept my tongue
moving, and then felt his thighs tremble just before I felt a throb against
my lower lip, and he screamed softly as he erupted into my mouth, his cum
spurting onto my tongue in a small deluge.The taste hit me right away,
salty, sweet, and musky, as he continued to empty his balls into me, and
then his cum stopped flowing and I swallowed down the mouthful I had and
took my mouth off and stroked upwards one time with my hand and drained the
last drop, licking that off the end.

And then I sat back, and with my feet hurting from the shoes, I pulled them
off and threw them to the side.

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Bob:When Chris, looking like that, moved over and started sucking Tom's
cock I couldn't believe it. Watching him was unreal, he looked exactly like
a girl, but he wasn't blowing Tom like any girl I'd ever seen.I've been
blown by quite a few girls over the years, including my wife, and at best
they were decent at doing it, but none had ever seemed to like it.

Chris was sucking off Tom like a porn star, doing things to his cock that
I'd only seen in videos, and was actually moaning with pleasure as he did
it.And when Tom came I was transfixed as Chris gulped down the cum, and
when he stroked Tom to get the last drop and licked it off I thought I was
going to cum in my pants.So I leaned over the table and snorted a few small
lines of coke.

_______________________________________

After I'd sucked off Tom I really felt weird. It had been an unbelievable
experience for me, better than any fantasies, and being dressed made it
much better than it had been at college. But now I was still kneeling on
the floor and they were all staring at me silently, with red faces.Bob
leaned over to do a line, and I did the same, and when that hit my brain
with the rush I was ready to suck off someone else.And Bob stood up and
removed his pants and shoes, but instead of sitting back down he walked
over in front of me and without a thought I kneeled before him and started
sucking his cock.

His cock was a little larger than Tom's had been, with a more pronounced
head, and I slipped my mouth over the end and began licking it with quick
tongue strokes. Bob relaxed a little, spreading his legs wider, and when he
did his balls were freely hanging in front of me. I began to take another
few inches of his cock into my mouth and reached up for his balls with both
hands and lightly cupped them as I moved my fingers over their furry
surface.

He groaned softly, and I became lost in what I was doing, my senses were
completely focused on the silkiness of his cock skin as my lips slid back
and forth over it, the feeling of his cock head against my tongue, and the
mild taste of the precum that had started dripping from the end of his
cock.I moaned softly at the feeling, and continuing to stroke his balls
with my fingers I started moving my mouth over his cock with very slow
steady strokes as I softly sucked and tongued at the same time.

In a very short time I felt him start to tremble all over and knew it was
close and then his sperm started spewing into my mouth, and unlike Tom's
his was very thick and globby and much stronger tasting. I kept softly
kneading his balls and his cum continued to spit out in small separate
globs and I let them all pool in my mouth.And when he finally stopped
ejaculating I kept my mouth over his cock and reached up to stroke it
slowly and pulled another small glob out before he was done and moved away.

And then I looked up to see 3 pairs of eyes on me, and I swallowed, but one
of the globs caught in my throat and I choked for a second but finally
ingested the whole load.

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Tom:It had been the most spectacular blowjob I'd ever gotten. I leaned back
and caught my breath as Bob and Chris did lines, and then I did another
line myself. And then Chris got right on his knees before Bob and started
sucking him, and as I watched him with his eyes closed and those red lips
around the cock I immediately got somewhat hard again, even though I'd just
cum.

It was like being in a porn movie, not just watching one, and when Bob shot
his load in Chris's mouth and Chris reached up to drain the last drop my
cock got painfully hard again, and when I watched him gulp down the
mouthful and choke on it before slurping it down, it was at the same time
the hottest thing I'd ever seen and the most disgusting.

________________________________________

In a daze, I went to the table to do another few lines, and when I finished
snorting them John was already pants off and standing a few feet away.I
crawled over and kneeled before him and opened my mouth and he pushed his
cock in. I started sucking softly and tongueing his cock, but instead of
standing still like the other two had, John started moving his cock in and
out of my mouth in a slow fucking motion.He pushed in a little too far and
I gagged and pulled my mouth off, and after I'd caught my breath I said
'Don't do that or I'll stop''Sorry' he said, but when I took his cock back
into my mouth again he started pushing in and out again, but slowly and in
short strokes.

I found that I really loved that, the feeling of his cock sliding against
my lips while I just gently sucked and lapped at his cock, so I dropped my
hands and put them behind my back, closed my eyes, and got lost in the
feeling of getting softly mouth fucked.I started moaning softly as my mouth
was repeatedly filled and almost vacated, and he kept up the same slow
rhythm.And then he groaned and I felt a flutter against my lips as a blast
of sperm hit me right in the tonsils, and then he reached down and held my
head and pushed into my throat and held it as he continued to discharge his
cum directly into my gullet.

I coughed, and cum began to stream out of my nostrils, and I held my breath
for a few seconds till he was done and pulled out. And then I cleared my
nose and swallowed that down and wiped my upper lip with my hand.And
quickly got up and went into the bedroom where I caught my breath, and then
wiped the cum off my face and fixed my makeup quickly.And walked back into
the living room.

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John:I'd always wanted to fuck a girls mouth but none had ever let me. So
when Chris put his lips around my cock, and I felt the warm slipperiness of
his mouth, I figured I'd give it a shot.He gagged, as I'd expected, but
when I went slow he seemed to love it, and was making strange little soft
moaning noises.

But when I came, I couldn't hold back, and I grabbed his head and pushed
into his throat, and my cock was so warm as my cum shot out.When the cum
started flowing from his nose it was probably the most disgusting yet
erotic thing I'd ever seen, but he quickly jumped up and ran into his room
and I didn't know what to expect.Till he came back out a minute later,
makeup fixed and hair brushed and still looked hot.

________________________________________

I came out and sat in the chair and avoided eye contact, but Tom
immediately said 'Chris, that was really great' followed by Bob saying 'You
give an unbelievable blowjob' and then John saying 'Unbelievable''Anyone
want another line?' Bob asked, and I looked down to see that the pile was
about half gone. But I said 'Sure' and snorted another couple of large
lines followed by eveyone else doing some lines.

It was quiet for a few moments as everyone had the coke hitting their
brains, and then someone said 'Chris, how about seconds?'And with my mind
racing I said 'OK' and Tom came over with his cock out and I started
sucking him for the second time.

In the next hour I blew Tom and swallowed a second load from him, did
another line before sucking off Bob for the second time, and then did yet
another line before John's turn was up again.Like the last time, he started
fucking my mouth slow, but when he pushed too deep I was ready for him and
didn't gag, and he began to slowly fuck my throat till he exploded deep
inside me.

After they were all done using my mouth, we split up the last of the coke
and I did my last two lines.It seemed very awkward to me after that, and
when Tom said 'I have to go' I was somewhat relieved. They all got up to
leave and I said 'Please don't tell anyone about this' and they all
promised they wouldn't and that nothing had changed, we were still all
friends.

I went into the bathroom, and with the last lines of coke racing through my
brain I lowered my pantyhose and slipped my cock out of the side of my
panties, and staring at the girl that was me in the mirror I
masturbated... and came like a racehorse.And right after I came I felt like
crap, the entire evening fell on me like a deck of cards, and I quickly
took off my makeup and undressed, and fell into bed where I laid there for
most of the night thinking about what had happened, and with the cum taste
fading slowly from my mouth.

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Nothing was ever the same after that night.

The next morning my wife came home early, and almost immediately noticed
that her makeup hd been used - I was too high to put it away carefully and
forgot. And going in her closet she also noticed her dress hanging
crookedly, where I'd sloppily put it back.She'd caught me in the past in
her clothes but this was the end.I moved out a few days later and we ended
up divorcing very quickly. I gave her the quick divorce and most of our
stuff in exchange for a vow of silence from her about my crossdressing.

In my new apartment I now had freedom, and of course used and abused it,
buying my own clothes and makeup, and most evenings after work I'd dress
and stay that way till I went to sleep.

And my friends never really called me again to just hang out - but they did
still come over regularly with coke or ludes, looking for blowjobs, and I
never turned them down.

And here it is, years later, and I'm now close to fulltime as a woman, and
still sucking as many cocks as I can. But I don't do, or need to do drugs
anymore.

And my only addiction is cum.