Date: Wed, 28 Jan 2009 08:58:30 -0800 (PST)
From: Fred Gingerman <gingerfred2005@yahoo.com>
Subject: Good Riddance -- transgender -- tv

Good Riddance
by Gingerfred Man


   Chapter One - Ambiguity

   I was always conflicted about my gender. I mean I knew almost everyone
in the world saw me as a male, despite my bob of blond hair, doe-like eyes
and long lashes. But I didn't.

   I saw myself as a female.

   A female with a little cock and some pretty little testicles. At least
they were pink and mostly smooth.

   So it was me against the world.

   Most of the world, anyway. The mirror was undecided.

   Naked, with one hand covering my "parts" and the other arm covering my
nipples, the mirror said it could go either way. Especially since, at
almost 19, I had passed the part of my life where many "girls" like me had
lost "it." By 19, many would-be girls have heavy beards, hairy bodies
[Ick], manly muscles and deep voices. Not me, on all three counts.

   I was ambiguous, not to mention androgynous.

   My whole life seemed like a Fred Astaire - Ginger Rogers dance. Part of
me was "Fred" and part of me was "Ginger."

   Well, a really, really large part of me was "Ginger." But that pesky
"Fred" was always lurking in the background.

   Not that I was "bi-sexual" or anything silly like that. And I most
certainly wasn't one of those gay "pantyboy" characters! I liked girls. But
I also liked being a girl.

   After all, sometimes a "man's" gotta do what a man's gotta do - even if
it's becoming a woman.

   That made perfect sense to me. But it didn't seem to make sense to
anyone else.

   My parents named me Anthony. Anthony Della Femina. Most people called me
Tony. I have great parents. Loving and supportive. When all the stuff in
this story started, I hadn't found the limits of that support. I was about
to see just where those love boundaries were.

   I mean how many parents would you think would help a son with his own,
voluntary emasculation? I don't mean surgical emasculation! Ick! I'm
talking about ridding myself of all my masculine feelings and
traits. Willingly and eagerly. And permanently.

   Some people are able to do that on their own. I needed help. And I got
it. From the professionals at Emasculation Station. You've seen their ads
on television. The beautiful, feminine, transgendered babe who chases off
her masculine demons. That's the glamorous side of it all. The real process
is hard work. Very hard. With large dollops of humiliation. But [blush] fun
too.

   I guess, like most of you girls, I knew early on that I was different in
lots of ways. Though quite ordinary for a part-time, hide-in-shame,
deep-in-the-closet crossdresser. "Borrowing" panties from my two older
sisters and Mom. Being almost caught dozens of times.

   Where I guess I differ from many of you is that I was never caught. Or
even suspected. One reason, I guess is that I didn't do "nasty things" in
the panties I borrowed. I was too scared or naïve or something. In fact, I
didn't ever wank my willie as a child. Didn't have an orgasm until I was in
college. Which is a story in itself.

   In high school, I hung out with the audio-visual-club and chess-club
crowds. If they had a competitive femininity team like many high schools do
today, I'd like to think I would have been one of their star athletes.

   Probably not, though. I was very conflicted. And in the far reaches of
the closet - where even moth balls feared to tread.

   In my dreams, my real dreams, I was a full-time woman. Lovely and
sexy. With an extensive wardrobe of the girliest, sissiest things. Big
heels and sheer stockings every day. Lots of makeup and powder and
perfume. Pretty jewelry given to me by admirers.

   Another issue - in my dreams, I couldn't get it straight who the
admirers were - men or women. They were all just androgynous admirers.

   Did I mention that I really, really liked admirers, androgynous or
otherwise?

   These days, of course, I know that I wanted the admirers to be handsome
men. But my pesky little masculinity wouldn't even allow me the clarity of
my dream. It also wouldn't let me suffer the inevitable indignities and
conflicts that a true transformation would require.

   So, get rid of the masculinity and the dreams come true, right?

   Intellectually, I understood that perfectly.

   Emotionally, it terrified me.

   What would everyone think? How would they treat me when - if ever - I
"crossed the river?" What would my new life be like? Would I lose all my
friends and all chances for employment? Would I be cast adrift on a raft
with three days rations and a cyanide tablet?

   What about the sense of loss I would feel when the masculine traits I
had had all my life were gone forever? Myra Breckenridge sang, "I'll Be
Seeing You" when they cut off her boy things during her sexual reassignment
surgery. Could I be so cavalier about mere personality traits?

   Not until I met Abby.





   Chapter Two - College Days

   I arrived at college an 18-year-old virgin, which was fine with me.

   I didn't know which side of the plate I was hitting from, so I didn't
even dare grab a bat. And did I want to bat anyway? Catching always seemed
much more interesting.

   I stuck to studying and playing Dungeons and Dragons with my fellow
socially-challenged student-nerds.

   By a happy coincidence, early in my freshman year, something wonderful
happened in my college town.

   A Panty Pride opened.

   You may have heard of Panty Pride. Founded by the great Miss Barbara,
Panty Pride is a sanctuary for pantyists the world over.

   It's a place where we pantyists can wear our panties openly, for our own
enjoyment and for the visual enjoyment of our fellow pantyists.

   It's a place that saved my sanity, since at college and living in the
dormitory, I never had the privacy I needed to wear my pretties and satisfy
my burning needs. Of course, had I been properly emasculated at the time,
that would not have been a problem. I would have "just done it," no matter
what anyone thought

   See what I mean about masculinity being troubling?

   Of course it took me about six months to muster up the gumption to
attend a Panty Pride meeting. It was in March of my freshman year that,
blushing fiercely as I clutched my carefully sequestered frilly white
panties, matching garter belt, lacy stockings and heels, I gathered the
courage to sign up for a trial membership.

   Standing there in the lobby I was very nervous when I filled out the
forms the big, hunky security guard gave me. Publicly, sort of,
acknowledging my passion for the first time.

   The guard was awfully nice, which put me at ease a bit, but then I had a
terrible thought - was he flirting with me?

   Was I flirting with him? Well, he was kinda cute...

   Oh no, I didn't want "that." After all, I was so not "that way."

   My anxieties began their usual full-scale assault and I probably would
have left right then had I not heard, "Hi, you're new here. Welcome. My
name is Gerald, but at Panty Pride I go by Abby."

   I turned to see a young man about my age. He had the sweetest face - not
handsome, more like "cute." And the friendliest smile.

   His ease was contagious. I smiled back and said, "My name's Tony. I
don't really have a girl name. I'm really nervous about this."

   Gerald, I mean Abby, was terrific. "Everyone is like that at the
beginning, Tony. Stick with me tonight and I'll show you how things
work. Are you a student at the university?"

   I nodded shyly. Didn't want to disclose too much about my identity to a
stranger.

   Abby said, "I'm not probing, Tony. Just being friendly. I'm a student
there too. A sophomore. I'm 19 and I've been coming to Panty Pride since
they opened in September. This is a very nice chapter and it has something
for everyone. Let me show you the locker rooms."

   I relaxed a bit as Abby led me into a very nice room with benches and
about 100 lockers. There were maybe 20 men in there - of all ages, but
mostly college boys like us. They were all undressing, then putting on
girlish things.

   "No need to be shy in this bunch, Tony," Abby said as he quickly removed
his male outer garments. Oh my. He was wearing a sheer pretty pink camisole
with the cutest possible lace trim and matching sheer stockings, lace
garter belt and panties. He looked even better when he slipped into pink
satin five-inch stiletto heels that made his legs look like a runway
model's. Pretty in pink taken to the brink!

   Darn, why didn't I bring a cami? I even had a cute, matching one in my
"stash." The garter belt and heels had been a stretch when I packed, but
now I felt, well, "under-dressed."

   I blushed when he noticed that I was staring at him.

   "That's OK, Honey," he said. "We come here so we can dress, but also so
we can see each other. What do you think?"

   I thought a lot. First, why did he call me "honey?" I guessed that was
all right, since we were playing at being girls. That settled, I said, "You
look wonderful. Do you wear those things all the time under your boy
clothes"

   "Thanks," he said with a killer girlie smile. "I do wear my 'pretties'
all the time. Couldn't imagine being without them. I have my own apartment
off campus, away from the 'nosies.' If I could get completely rid of the
rest of my masculinity, I'd wear femmy things all over - all the time -
pretty short dresses, big heels, styled hair, jewelry, earrings, proper
make-up. I just need to get over a few more hurdles."

   Wow. Abby was pretty far across the "Unknown Sea" and didn't show any
signs of trimming his sails. Did he really intend to keep sailing? What if
there were dragons or he sailed off the edge of the world?

   He snapped me out of it a bit by saying, "I'm going to put my make-up on
now. Maybe you'll want to get dressed."

   Oh. Yes. Dressed. In the panties and stockings I brought. That would
involve stripping nude in front of all those men. And Abby.

   What makes the Hottentots so hot? What puts the ape in apricot? Courage.

   I sighed deeply and began to undress. Sheepishly looking to see if
anyone was looking at me. They weren't. Everyone was either chatting or
giving their attention to their own finery.

   That was a little disappointing.

   Abby had gone over to a row of well-lighted large mirrors behind a long
table on the far wall of the locker room. He was sitting and applying
lipstick and eye makeup, with his back to me.

   I removed my trousers. My willie was stiff and had even wormed its way
out of the flap of my boxers.

   I stood naked pondering one of The Panty Life's truly basic
questions. How was I going to get my frilly silk panties on over a stiff
peenie?

   "I see your problem, Tony," Abby said. He startled me. "That's a very
pretty pink package you have, Honey. You have four options. Try to stuff
ten pounds of boy-joy into five pounds of panties. Slip your pretties on
and leave Little Miss Tickles' head sticking out, which is against house
rules by the way. Deflate your peener unpleasantly - a good snap of the
fingers on the head ought to do it [I winced at the thought]. Or, and this
is what I recommend, deflate it pleasantly."

   I looked at Abby. Did he mean...? I couldn't. Not in that place. I
hadn't even done that in private. Wait. Was Abby offering to...?

   I couldn't!!!!!!

   Abby saw the terror on my face and just smiled sweetly. Leaving things
up to me.

   Despite my panic, I couldn't help admiring the results of Abby's recent
cosmetology. Very nice! Very, very nice! He looked like a pretty girl. A
very pretty girl. From the neck up at least. And from the neck down if you
ignored his lack of breasts and the big tentpole in his panties.

   In fact, though my eyes were downcast with fear and shame, little stolen
glances around the room told me that every pantyist there was stiff and
drippy.

   Being in panties is VERY exciting to a pantyist. Especially when other
pantyists are sneaking peeks.

   Abby saw that I was torn and he gave me a graceful exit. "How about if
you just sit there and I'll help you do your make-up. If you concentrate on
something else, your willie will wilt. OK?"

   I nodded. But the makeup thing was a problem. "I don't have any makeup,
Abby," I said. "I've never used it...but I'd like to."

   Abby looked at me as if he had just met the Forrest Gump of
pantyboys. But he had real class and grace. I wasn't sure about the box of
chocolates though.

   "Sure, Honey," he said. "Our coloring is close. Let me just use some of
my stuff here. Maybe some foundation and blush. And lip gloss, of
course. And maybe a little eyeliner and shadow."

   That was a lot. I sat there with my panties at my knees and my willie
erect as Abby gave me my first makeup lesson. Watching him work and paying
attention to the details made my pole sag enough that I could, with a
struggle, "cage the beast" within the little white [virginal?] bikinis I
had brought for my "debut."

   Of course, when I saw the results of what Abby had done, I was tenting
the dainties yet again. Thank goodness they had a full cut in front and
were only gathered at my sides with cute satin bows

   I looked good.

   Really good.

   Equal to Abby good. And he admitted as much.

   "You have great potential, Tony," he said. "But the Dark Side (the
masculine Force) is strong within you. We must vanquish it!"

   "Thank you, Miss Yoda," I said. And I heard Abby laugh for the first
time. It was an excellent sound. I wanted to hear it again and again.

   "Get your stockings and heels on. We'll go in and I'll introduce you to
everyone I know. And don't worry about being stiff and drippy. Everyone
will be when they see you, you little fox."

   Abby thought I was a "little fox?" Wow.

   I liked Abby.

   As we neared the door, Abby said, "Oh, and keep your panties on. It's a
rule violation and a week suspension if you take them off until after the
program."

   I stammered, "But why would I take my panties off, Abby? I came here to
wear panties, not take them off."

   Looking back on it, I was a nitwit.

   But Abby was very patient. "After the Panty Pledge and a short program,
usually involving 'testimony,' anyone who wants to remove his panties,
exposing all his naughty bits, is free to do so. And anyone wishing to
fondle, caress, kiss or otherwise honor anyone else's pink bits is free to
do so, if the fondlee gives permission, of course. I see you're
shocked. Don't be. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. You
can leave if you wish. Or just sit over in a corner with all the
couches. The club calls it the 'No-Fly Zone' and no one will bother you."

   Scarier and scarier. It was a good thing I had Abby with me. I would
have been a mess when the panties came off! But then my panties were
rapidly becoming a mess. The tug of my garter belt's suspenders and
clicking of my white four-inch satin pumps was driving me batty.

   We entered the room and the most interesting thing about the scene was
its banality. OK, not totally banal. Sure, there were guys in all sorts of
female lingerie with not a limp cock or stiff wrist in the lot, but
everyone was acting as if they were at a cocktail party. Just standing
around with a drink munching on petit canapés. Talking to friends. Some
were watching a baseball game on a big-screen TV that displayed the buns on
the players to perfection.

   Still, when Abby and I walked by a small group of guys, I heard a wolf-
whistle. Was that for me? Oh please no!

   Oh, please yes.

   I turned to see where it came from. It was a nice-looking man in his
early-40s. He was wearing a pink negligee, with matching panties, garters,
stockings and four-inch-stiletto pumps.

   "Who's your friend, Abby?" the man asked.

   "Tony, let me introduce you to Denise, one of the randiest members of
any Panty Pride anywhere in the world. Of course he's all bark and no
bite. Though I did try not to get close enough to feel his teeth."

   Denise laughed. It was obviously a sketch they had acted out
before. "Pleased to meet you, Tony. Is that with a 'Y' or an 'I?'"

   "A 'Y,'" I offered quickly, then realized that I was already an oddity,
since I didn't have a girl name.

   "Either way, it's a pretty name for a pretty girl. It's good to see that
Abby is finally hanging out with a better class of people."

   What did he mean? Was Abby in a rough crowd? Then I realized. Denise was
kidding.

   Yes. I was thick.

   Abby moved me here and there, introducing me to Kelly, Maria, Ginnie,
Marilyn and a whole bunch of other pantyists. They were all very friendly
and nice. And every single one of them flirted with me.

   Was I that attractive? Or were they that randy?

   After a very nice hour of meet and greet, a bell sounded and the program
began. Denise, who was the "hostess" for the evening led us in the Panty
Pledge.

   "I am a panty enthusiast! I love the constant caress of silky teasers on
my girlish testicles. I love to rub my stockinged thighs together as my
pretty penis shoots its sissy cream all over me and my companion of choice!
I may be a 'girls-only' manly sissyboy, a 'male lesbian' who favors the
pleasures of my fellow pantyists, or a cock-sucking little slut, who adores
men and welcomes their big pricks into my tiny pussy. But whatever I am, I
am who I am - without shame or guilt - and without judging my fellow
pantyists. I am pantied and proud!"

   Everyone except me knew it by heart. And they all recited it
enthusiastically. It was a little too sexual for my taste. After all, it
wasn't as if I was gay or even bi. But I liked the parts about pride and
not being judgmental.

   After the pledge, Kelly, a 30-something, married pantyist gave
testimony. He said he cherishes his evenings at Panty Pride. His wife does
volunteer work on Tuesdays and Thursdays, so he can only show up then,
since he's deeply closeted. "But here, among you, my sisters, I am free."

   It was all very sweet and nice and everyone was congratulating Kelly on
a good talk. I was having a really nice time.

   But then the evening changed. About 15 of the 50 pantyists in the room
moved to the corner Abby had called the No-Fly Zone. The rest started a
mating dance. They began easing their stiff, drippy cocks out of their
panties!! Exposing themselves to the lustful stares of other men. Oh my! Oh
no! How gay!

   I scurried to the No-Fly Zone and hoped the wall of couches around it
held off the testosterone-crazed pantyists beyond.

   They were all flirting and teasing each other. Some were kissing and
even [gasp] stroking each other's cocks! Many were fondling their partner's
nipples - even kissing them.

   Now that looked interesting. Hum, I'd have to think about that more.

   Where was Abby? I certainly didn't see him among the Saved.

   Then I spotted him. That little tramp Denise was on his knees. Abby had
his panties down to mid-thigh and Denise was sucking Abby's mid-sized
cock. Quite well, apparently, if Abby's grunts and moans were any
indication of customer satisfaction.

   I had chosen a first friend poorly. It appeared Abby was gay. And
shamelessly so. Maybe all the nice things he did and said were just gay
tricks.

   Oh my! Abby's stomach was clenching. Was he...? Abby was cumming! Right
into Denise's lipsticked, hungry, obviously-gay mouth. Denise was
swallowing it with great relish.

   How horrible!

   I should have looked away. Should have sped to the locker room, dressed
en homme, and fled the Panty Pride facility, never to return.

   But I looked. And saw Denise stand on his big heels and Abby, panties
still down and cock lewdly drooping and drooling, get onto his stockinged
knees in front of Denise.

   Was Abby going to...?

   More horror!

   Denise slid his panties down to expose his stiff cock and pendulous
balls. Abby looked at that disgusting package as if it were a tasty
treat. He held the shaft in his soft, right hand, then moved his fingers up
to Denise's thick foreskin. Abby eased the skin hood back to expose
Denise's pink knoblet!

   Abby opened his mouth to swallow Denise's popsie pride. But just as he
was to commit that terrible act, he locked eyes with me across the
room. And waved to me. Involuntarily, I waved back. Why did I do that? And
why did I continue to watch as Abby slurped and sucked and licked and
kissed Denise's swollen goods.

   I didn't want to watch as Abby expertly sucked Denise to a creamy
conclusion. But I did. And, I'm ashamed to admit, I was not only disturbed,
I was aroused. Stiff and droolingly aroused. I wanted to worry that someone
would notice my stiffie and the gayness it implied, but all I could do was
watch Denise's pump go into hyperdrive and Abby smack his lips as he
swallowed it all.

   Then someone behind me said, "Are you all right?"

   I spun around, blushing fiercely at having been discovered. And saw a
very cute young pantyist in black pretties - panties with little pink bows,
silky, seamed stockings with reinforced heels and toes, bra with ruffled
pink piping, four-inch patent stiletto pumps, and a pink-with-
black-lace-trim garter belt.

   The sight of him was not helping my stiff condition.

   He saw my discomfort and seemed to understand. "I'm Megan. You're new
here. Don't worry. All those 'explorers' won't be able to penetrate our
force-field of couches here in the No-Fly Zone. You can't blame them
really. There's something awfully exciting about being dressed as we like
and seeing others like us. Sometimes I join them over there. Sometimes I
just talk to my less adventurous pantied friends over here. But I'm always
excited. I see you're excited too. It's OK. Perfectly normal."

   Megan was very sweet. And very cute. A freshman at my university, I
guessed.

   I didn't know what to say so I just looked down shyly.

   Megan smiled. "Honey, I think you need relief very badly. If you don't
relieve the pressure in those balls you'll be injured. Come on. Let's just
step over there and I'll help you."

   Was that cute, sweet pantyist offering to masturbate me? Or even that
other naughty thing that Denise and Abby were doing?

   Time to run again. Feet, don't fail me now!

   They did.

   All I could do was place my hand in Megan's and follow him into the Wild
West outside the No-Fly Zone.

   Well he was a major, major cutie. And that sexy black lingerie was
"killer" hot.

   Megan said, "You just close your eyes, Honey, and relax. I'll stand
behind you, reach around, ease your panties down and give you a little
relief before you faint, OK"

   I whimpered. Megan took that as assent.

   I closed my eyes and imagined Megan was a girl and we were on a date
together - both of us girls. I gasped when he eased my panty hem up and
over my stiffie, then down to mid-thigh. I was terrified to open my eyes
and see other pantyists looking at my exposed popsie! No one had seen me in
panties at half mast and bare-cocked in my life. Who knew how many gay
pantyists were looking?

   Megan smelled nice, which made it a lot easier to pretend he was a
girl. And he handled my peenie very nicely. Rubbing it with his soft right
hand while his left gently caressed my tight silk purse. The way I did
sometimes when I was being just a little naughty. Telling me how sweet and
pretty and femmie I was. He knew just how to rub the head and... Oh. What
was that funny feeling in my stomach? Throughout my entire body? Why did my
nipples feel so stiff and odd?

   As if on cue, his left hand came up and began to gently roll my hard
nipple between his thumb and forefinger.

   I felt a sweet agony and began the cutest girlish squeal. Then, quite
helplessly, I started releasing almost 19 years of girlish cream. In thick
gobs as my squeals became lust-riddled moans.

   It was almost as if it were coming from someone else, not me.

   It was wonderful!

   But within a minute after the last spurt, I was assaulted by shame and
guilt. I was a man, not a sissy faggot pervert! I was a man. I shouldn't be
in a place like Panty Pride. Letting some other sissy faggot pervert jerk
me off. I could actually feel the shame pressing on my shoulders - not to
mention the Megan's prickette pushing on my fanny.

   Megan looked at me as if he understood. He may have had good intentions,
but he was a sissy faggot pervert, and I had to get away from him and Panty
Pride immediately. Without even pulling my panties up or saying good bye, I
ran from that pit of gay iniquity to the locker room. .I dressed
hurriedly. Cleaning off the cummy mess with tissues. Stuffing my girlie
things into my backpack. Mistake. Should have tossed it all right then. Ran
past the flirty security guard - did he look disappointed? Well, too bad!
Got back to the dorm and went to sleep.

   Whew! That was a close call.

   Was I ever glad to be away from there!

   I was going to go back to the dorm and try to forget about what had just
happened. Burn all my girlie things. Live the manly life.

   Ever get those feelings, girls?

   Well, I had them, and I was acting on them! I was going to be a man
forever!

   For the next week, I was the manliest guy on campus. Well, one of the
manliest. OK, more manly than normal. Then fate stepped in.

   Actually, it was Abby.

   I was walking across campus and heard my name called. I turned around to
see who it was. It was Abby. Only he looked like a Gerald. Which was his
boy name.

   Even in boy clothes, he made my cock hard. I had been thinking all week
about how Abby had sucked Denise's cock. And Megan had tickled mine.

   "Tony, I'm glad I ran into you. What happened last week? Why haven't you
been back to Panty Pride? Megan and Denise have been asking for you?"

   I blushed fiercely. This girlish man knew my dark secret. My former dark
secret, now that I was a reformed pantyist. I stammered, "I just...I
mean...I don't do that anymore. It was a mistake."

   Gerald/Abby looked at me with kind eyes. "We all think that now and
then, Tony. But the need never goes away. If we can just be fully
emasculated, we won't have that problem any more. I'm doing something about
it. And I'd love to talk to you about what I'm doing. Can we talk? Can you
come over to my apartment on Friday around seven? I'll get a pizza and I'll
tell you what I'm doing. Please come."

   The male part of me ("Fred") said "NO!!!!!!!! Danger! Gayness alert!"

   But it wasn't the dominant voice in my head. "OK," the feminine part
("Ginger") said.

   "Ginger" is such a little slut.

   "Fred" can be a real pain.

   I was a wreck all week in anticipation of Friday. Would Abby try any
funny stuff? Did I want him to try funny stuff?

   At seven that day, I knocked on Abby's door. It opened and there Abby
was.

   He was wearing incredibly feminine things - all pink lingerie: a lacy
brassiere; ruffled garter belt; tiny, severely-tented panties that matched
the bra; deliciously decadent, sheer white fully-fashioned stockings; and
four-inch pink silk stiletto pumps; all covered by a gossamer-thin, pink
peignoir with the cutest ruffles imaginable about its openings. His make-up
was perfect - his lips were a lush, moist red and looked enormous, as did
his black lined and frosted blue-shadowed eyes. He was even wearing a
high-end, blonde, curly wig with a pink satin bow at its crown and strands
of pearls about his neck, wrists and even one ankle.

   I almost came in my boy briefs, which I had worn so that there wouldn't
be any funny gay business.

   Abby hustled me in, then hugged me warmly. He gave me a sweet kiss on
the mouth, then said, "I'm so happy you came. I knew you would. We girls
need each other. Did you bring girl clothes? No? No matter. I have things
you can wear. You do want to dress tonight, don't you?

   "Fred" was screaming, "NO!" "Ginger" won again, "Very much," I admitted.

   Abby squealed happily, then took me to his extremely girlie
bedroom. Even his room was pretty in pink. He helped me get undressed (no
funny business yet) then made my face up to match his. That little slut
even painted my nails to match our lip-licking red lipstick.

   Watching my wet nails, he then dressed me in the world's prettiest sheer
white babydoll nightie with tiny pink-ribbon trim. Its bodice was actually
a built-in lacy bra that did wonders for my tiny tingly titties. From the
bra the top opened up in front to reveal matching tiny lace panties (tented
just like his) and a white ruffled garter belt like Abby's about my slim,
girlish waist. Both garter belt and panties had matching pink trim and
little bows.

   Fully-fashioned stockings like Abby's, high-heeled white satin mules and
identical sexy pearly strands to his completed my emasculating
ensemble. The strands rolling over my throbbing nipples were heaven on
earth.

   With a not-so-little spritz of slutty Shalimar perfume "Ginger" had won,
at least for the evening.

   It seemed odd when we sat in Abby's kitchen, dressed like that, eating
pizza with our delicate varnished nails. But Abby said that to be a girl,
you have to be girlie in all kinds of situations - even the most banal.

   "You should have seen the pizza-delivery man's eyes when he saw me,"
Abby giggled. "He probably thought it was his lucky day."

   I knew that most pizza-delivery men were getting all the sex they could
handle, so I didn't feel sorry for him.

   Abby didn't take long to get to the point. "I can't do this anymore,
Tony. This dual life. I'm going full-time girl, right after the school year
ends in three weeks."

   Full-time? I was astounded. "What do you mean by full-time, Abby?" I
asked.

   Abby smiled sweetly. "You're such a sweet, innocent kid. So feminine
and, at times painfully naïve. And so inhibited by your masculine side it's
a wonder you can get up in the morning. I'm going to put away manly things
completely. I'm going to live as a woman. Wear only women's clothes. Change
my name. Change my driver's license and birth certificate. Bury
Gerald. Date men. Take their big cocks in my backpussy. Marry a man and
raise our adopted children. But I can't do it alone.

   I stared in horrified astonishment.

   How was Abby going to do any, let alone all, of that? It was
impossible. It was against nature. It was unmanly. Even gay! And did he
expect ME to help? How?

   "I see you're skeptical," Abby said. "I don't blame you. Six months ago,
I would have lacked the courage to do something like that too. But I've
taken the first big step. I've convinced my father to finance my program at
Emasculation Station. They guarantee success. And they achieve it 90% of
the time."

   Skeptical? I was terrified for Abby. What about the other 10%? Finally,
I managed to choke out, "You told your father that you're a pantyist? How
did he react?" I was absolutely certain that I would never have the courage
to tell my Dad that I was a little nancyboy. Did I admire Abby for being
honest or pity him?

   Abby said, "Not well, at first. But it had to be done. In fact it's step
one on the Emasculation Station program. Once I told him my feelings and my
plans, he softened a lot. I sat on his lap and cried too. And his love for
me took precedence over his disdain for the Panty Life. It always does with
a good person. And my Daddy is a good person."

   I just sat for a minute and decided. I didn't pity Abby. I admired
him. Or "her," now that she was going to get off the fence and fully
embrace the Panty Life.

   I gave her a big hug and said, "I'm very proud of you, Abby. I wish you
all the best."

   We hugged and cried a little. Like girls. Then Abby said, "Thanks,
Sweetheart. When I reach the other side, I'm coming back for you. That's a
promise."

   Huh?

   What did she mean by that? Was it bye-bye for "Fred"?

   But she didn't explain. What she did say was, "My agenda is shaping up
and tonight, you're the whole page. Tonight, you're going to take my anal
virginity. Tomorrow, I start dating men, beginning with Dr. Sodoma, my
English teacher. I dressed as girlie and as pretty as I could because I
know you're 'not gay.' But I'll bet you would like to make love to a girl
like me, wouldn't you? Especially one that's all sweetly douched for you."

   Douched?

   "You don't have to suck my cock or do any gayish things. Just kiss me
and hug me and put your cute little popsie in my tight, hot pootie. Open it
up for all the men it'll welcome for the rest of my life."

   Was Abby mentally stable? What kind of plan was...

   Oh.

   Abby was lying on her bed, on her back. She had the peignoir open,
exposing her flat tummy and her pretty pink lingerie. And the pretty party
tent in her panties. "Please kiss me," she said.

   My male hormones ignited. If fact ALL my hormones went berserk.

   My poor peener stood and saluted Abby's feminine allure.

   She looked so girlie. She was a girl. And I was a man. Sort of. In a
pretty nightie. Wearing makeup. But a man. You go, Fred!

   And certainly not a gay one. Nope, not me.

   A man receiving a carnal invitation. The kind men don't refuse.

   I got on top of Abby, lifted my nightie and melted into her soft
arms. Inexpertly, but enthusiastically, I kissed her swollen lips. And
rubbed my pantied stiffie against Abby's swollen panty pouch. It was
heavenly!

   Lipstick on lipstick. Girlish fragrance mingled with complementary
girlish fragrance.

   Gasps. Pants. Little sissyish moans.

   Abby let me be the man. Mostly. She eased her own panties down and over
her heels, baring her peenie and peanuts to my rubbing woodette.

   When we were completely hot and totally bothered, Abby moaned for me to
reach into the nightstand drawer for a tube of lubrication. "Put some on
your fingers, Darling, and 'prepare' my pussy. Please. I need it!"

   Even "naïve little Tony" knew what that meant. I was a little "icked
out" by putting my fingers into her pooper, but the payoff promised to be
worth it.

   Even "Fred" approved. "Ginger" was yet to be heard from.

   Oh my. One and then two lubed fingers slid in there quite easily. It was
very warm in there. And Abby was clenching my fingers very sluttily. It
felt kind of nice in there. Especially when I saw and heard Abby's gasps
and little squeals of appreciation from my efforts.

   I got my fingers in there nice and deep, twisting and lubing and rubbing
sweetly. I discovered a little walnut-sized place in there that seemed
awfully sensitive. Abby seemed to tense when I touched it. So I
concentrated on tormenting it. Abby squirmed and squealed. Then she tried
to speak, but could only grunt and moan. Then she sat up abruptly, cried
out, and began to pump thick globs of her girlish juices all over her
pretty tummy, garter belt and bra.

   That walnut was the key to something. And it was something good.

   "Ginger" was quietly taking notes.

   When Abby drained her testicles and her breathing returned to normal,
she lay back and looked at me. "Very nice, Tony. Now fuck me, please. Pull
aside your cute panties and put some of that lube on that naughty little
boy-joy and stick it in me. Just ease that pillow under my bottom...that's
it...like that. Put that stuff on...lots of it...Good. Now let me just put
my stockinged calves on your shoulders, like that."

   Abby drew a breath, preparing herself for her deflowering. By me! Of all
people. And my well-below-average, foreskinned-but-pink-and-bare-
at-the-moment penis.

   I was going to fuck a girl! Well, almost a girl. Prettier than
most. More feminine than all but a few.

   And she was extremely eager to be fucked.

   I lined up my stiff stick with Abby's cute little pucker. My fingers got
in there just fine. I knew my cockette would slip in.

   But it didn't.

   Not at first.

   Anal sex is a challenge. Especially in the missionary position. With a
virgin. Two virgins, actually.

   I couldn't line it up just right. Poke...miss. Poke...miss.

   Abby saw my difficulty and helped. She grabbed my cockette and gently
guided it to the correct position and wriggled perfectly as I eased it in.

   In.

   I was fucking.

   It was wonderful.

   My cock knew where it was, even if I wasn't sure. It wanted to spurt
within seconds of arrival in heaven.

   I resisted.

   Unsuccessfully.

   In about 20 seconds, I pumped a good quart of cum into Abby's perfect
"pussy."

   I was humiliated.

   Abby was delighted.

   But "she" was not only sympathetic. She knew how to fix things.

   "Scoot up and feed me your cock, Baby," she said. "I'll get you hard and
you can fuck me properly. Without cumming right away. No big deal. Please."

   Should I?

   Heck, yes.

   I straddled Abby's shoulders and fed her my limp, cum-drenched, anally-
tainted ticklepole.

   Oh. That was nice. My first fuck followed by my first blowjob. It was
the best day of my life so far and getting better every minute.

   Was this gay?

   Who cared!

   Abby licked and sucked very nicely - she was quite experienced at
cocksucking other pantyists. She did just enough to excite me and stiffen
me.

   When she sensed I was ready, she said, "Now we'll really do it, my
sissyboy stud. Put it back where it belongs."

   I got back in place and found the right location all on my own that
time. Losing my first load had calmed me down, so that I was able to fuck
properly. And kiss Abby's luscious lips and perky little nipples as we
groaned and pushed.

   I gave my "best girl" 20 minutes in paradise. Proud to say that she came
twice to my one big stunner of a ball draining.

   And that was just the beginning of a night of the best fun I had ever
had.

   Until it ended.

   Abby and I fell asleep. Fucked out.

   We woke up at eight that Saturday morning and fucked again.

   I wanted to do that every day of my life.

   But no.

   "I'll make you breakfast now, Tony, my sissy studmuffin," Abby
said. "And then you'll have to go. The next time I see you, I'll be rid of
all my masculinity and I'll be able to help you lose yours."

   Bummer.

   I wanted to lose a little more of my liquid masculinity in her pussy a
few more times that day.

   We ate our Cheerios in a sad silence. I kissed her, showered, dressed in
my boy things, kissed her, and left.

   Would Abby keep her promises to me? Would I want her to? When would I
see her again? When would I get laid again?

   Read on.





   Chapter Three - My true beginning begins

   So there was my sex life so far. A shame-laden jackoff from one
pantyist, Megan, and a night of golden memories from another, Abby.

   And that was it for quite some time.

   After "Abby Night," I was more confused than ever. Was I a studly guy
(who liked to wear girlie things) or a submissive little simpering sissy
pansy who would lie on his back to receive cock? Increasingly, I found
myself wondering more about how Abby had acted that night. Was I really
like her? That really frightened me.

   However, I chose my usual action when confused - let alone afraid. I did
nothing.

   I took and passed my school exams. Won a Dungeons and Dragons
tournament. And kept myself away from Panty Pride.

   School ended and I went back to my home town. Dad had arranged for a
cushy indoor intern job for me. My high school nerdy friends were back in
town.

   I was bored out of my mind. And I needed to dress.

   I decided to visit the Panty Pride chapter in my town - just once.

   "Once" was three nights a week. Then four. Then five.

   I expanded my feminine wardrobe. And I made friends. All of whom were
fellow denizens of the No-Fly Zone. We were there to wear our pretties. Not
for that disgusting disgustingness that went on outside the Zone. Though it
did make my balls ache to watch it. And remember Abby.

   One Wednesday, early in July, I showed up at Panty Pride, as usual. Said
hello to the security guards in the lobby, as usual. Wondered whether they
were flirting with me, as usual. And I was about to leave the lobby when
there was a commotion.

   "Excuse me, Madam," I heard, Butch, the security guard say. "No women
are allowed in this private club."

   I started to turn around to look when I heard a very feminine, vaguely
familiar voice say, "I, sir, am in fact a woman. Fully feminine. However, I
am, as you can see, eligible for your private club."

   Was that...?

   I looked and saw only the raised skirts of a very pretty pastel summer
dress. Under the skirts were light petticoats with the prettiest frilly
lace hems and fine legs, which were graced by Hanes Silk Reflections
stockings held up by pretty garters and ending in very high-heeled,
stiletto pumps that matched her cute, frilly dress.

   A brief examination of the lady's gossamer-thin pink panties saw that
"she" was packing a nicely stiff peenie underscored by the finest of fine
pink purses - a purse that, I might add, seemed plump full of creamie
goodies.

   Butch said, "Sorry, Miss. It's just that you're so feminine. No one who
ever came in here was so..."

   She lowered her dress showing her classically beautiful face and cupid-
shaped lips. Then leaned over and with full red lips, kissed the guard's
cheek.

   I stood there with my mouth open.

   It was Abby.

   She was back, with a capital 'S.'

   Back to retrieve me. To lead me forward. Moi? Ginger?

   Oh my. Oh no!

   And when she noticed, by happy coincidence that I was right there in the
lobby with her, she smiled broadly.

   Kinda like a fox to a hen. But, it was a gorgeous, dick-stiffening
smile.

   "Tony, my sweet boy," my dear Abby said. "I'm back. And I'm going to
keep all my promises. Take my hand and follow me."

   Say goodnight "Freddie!" Hellooo "Ginger."

   Why do these things happen to me?

   I took her hand and followed her. Right out the door of Panty Pride. A
place Abby later called "a mere halfway house on the way to true
femininity."

   Abby and I walked in silence to her car, which she had parked a block
away. Then she said, "Well, do you want to kiss me and tell me how
beautiful I am?" I did both. In that order. Again and again.

   I may have been the 'man,' but Abby was the conductor on my life
train. "Let's go to my new apartment, Tony. I've been thinking about you
making love to me ever since I completed my program at Emasculation
Station."

   Good offer. I took it. Somehow the whole 'emasculation' thing was
trumped by my throbbing wonder weenie. My "Fred/Ginger" conflict was gonzo,
at least for the moment.

   We tumbled through the apartment door in a feverish clinch. Kissing and
sucking tongues. Oh, how I had missed Abby. Oh how I had missed sex!

   But was I really the pitcher or the catcher? The passer or the tight
end? It was all too much for my long deprived and creamie-drooly popsie.

   Who cared?

   Abby whispered to me that she had already lubricated and dilated her
"pussy" with a pink plug. She muttered something about the Pantyboy creed
of LDP, but it was all lost on me as I - manly Moi - was the designated
buttpounder of the evening. All I would need to do was remove the plug and
replace it with my capable cockette.

   Talk about 'prepackaged!' The only thing I was waiting for was the TV
pitch, "But wait, there's more if you fuck this strumpet in the next five
seconds."

   I managed to bend her over her bed, lift her petticoated skirts, pull
down her panties, remove the plug, drop my own drawers and fill her with my
cock - all in about ten nanoseconds.

   But who was counting?

   We fucked like wild beasts, each cumming twice before we calmed down
enough to withdraw and regroup. We kissed and cooed until Abby suggested
that she strip to her heels, stockings and garter belt, and I could wear
whatever I had taken to Panty Pride for that evening's 'fashion show.'

   I didn't want to leave her, even for that. But I did want to show her
how my wardrobe and makeup skills had improved. I stripped naked, then put
on a lavender lace trimmed teddy with matching, stayup stockings and 5-inch
serious fuck-me-pumps.

   Fuck me? Now that didn't make sense. Let alone the 'serious' idea. But I
had other priorities this evening...

   My stiffening cock and pretty plentiful pink purse were perfectly
displayed through the sheer snapped bottom, just waiting to be undone by
the little poppet.

   Then I carefully applied foundation, lilac lip gloss, eyeliner, purple
eye shadow, mascara and a bit of blush. I turned around to show Abby and I
could tell she was impressed. Her cock stiffened. That's how I knew.

   Mine stiffened even more when I saw Abby in her white Reflections
stockings and white garter belt. For the first time I noticed that there
was no wig - her hair was midlength, but all her own. Beautifully colored,
managed and curled.

   But that wasn't the big surprise.

   Abby was sprouting titties! And with the most perfect pert petite
nipples I'd ever seen!

   "Your breasts..." I said.

   "Do you like them? I started taking hormones a while before I met
you. They've been sprouting lately. You look fabulous too! I love how
you're doing your face. I'm glad you like my titties. They're so
sensitive. I cum whenever I touch them. And spurt if someone else kisses
them."

   If that wasn't an invitation...

   I joined Abby on the bed and began to adore her titties. The bad girl
was right.

   My licking and sucking went south before I even knew what I was doing.

   Well, it just seemed like the thing to do! Not really gay, mind you,
just the natural thing to do! Polite and proper, I guessed.

   Taking her little 'thingie' into my mouth certainly was not gay - just
'natural,' if you know what I mean, which I'm sure you do! In short - too
short - order I had her cumming hard in my way too-accepting mouth.

   Oh, my! Now that was 'gay,' but "Fred" was nowhere to be found. Anyway,
it tasted kinda sweet and the feel of her little peenie-popper was divine.

   When she returned the favor, unsnapping my bottom [with her teeth no
less - now that's a trick I liked!] and easing back the teddy's top to suck
my nipples, I was stunned by how much I enjoyed it. And by the super tanker
load of semen it produced even more.

   Without bragging, I can tell you that I kept Abby very happy until about
10:00 p.m. Since I had to go to work the next day, I told her I would have
to go home - my parents' house. She could have made fun of me, but she
didn't.

   Instead Abby said, "You can see how much I've changed. I don't wear boy
clothes any more. Gerald is dead. And I'm going back to college as
Abby. I'm living my life as Abby. I know you want that too, and I'm going
to help you get there."

   Abby was very brave. And she gave me credit for being a lot braver than
I was. Yes, I would have loved to be a full-time woman. But it scared me to
death. And I couldn't let go of that fear.

   Silly me!

   Abby read my mind. "It's not the fear that's keeping you from your
heart's desire, Tony. It's your masculinity. Mine is gone, and I'm
happy. When you discard your masculinity, you'll lose the fear and gain the
happiness. Here's what I want you to do. On Saturday morning, meet me at
this address at 10:00 a.m. Wear boy clothes if you wish. You'll spend all
day. I want you to meet the lady in charge, Miss Crushman. She runs the
local Emasculation Station. They helped me. They'll help you. Promise me
you'll be there."

   You don't turn down a request from someone who's giving you great
pussy. I promised. But I was scared poopless.

   As promised, I met Abby a little before 10:00 in the lobby of the
nondescript building that housed Emasculation Station. She looked fabulous!
Where did she find those old-school dresses that required fluffy, frilly
petticoats under the skirts? And those fully-fashioned, seamed, silk
stockings?

   But in how many schools did girls wear 5-inch FMP's?

   I kissed her softly, to preserve her makeup. She was as excited for me
as I was terrified of what was to come.

   At precisely 10:00, a stunning, middle-aged woman appeared. She was at
least six inches taller than my pathetic five-six. Her black-stocking-
encased legs would put the average 20-year-old babe to shame. Her face was
elegantly, if not haughtily, beautiful. The rest of her was a schoolboy's
wet dream: six inch pointed-toe black patent stilettos, black satin pencil
skirt and severe Victorian starched white blouse with a high, tight collar.

   I thought she would be a stern taskmistress. But she wasn't. She spoke
and acted kindly toward me, whom she didn't know, and Abby, whom she seemed
to know extremely well.

   We went to her well-appointed office, where we took seats, and Miss
Crushman began to talk business. "Abby recommends you most highly as a
potential client, Tony. That's a point in your favor. Abby is one of our
finest success stories. But Abby's endorsement is only the beginning. We'll
need to do extensive psychological and personality testing to be sure that
full emasculation is both what you want and what you need. The testing will
also be the foundation of the emasculation program we design specifically
for you."

   Reasonable. I guess I could at least go through the testing. See what
they say.

   Full emasculation is a big step.

   Miss Crushman continued. "Let me caution you. Our program is very
intense and very expensive. Abby has been a very good friend to you by
paying your testing fees."

   Wow. What a kindness. I was going to show Abby some serious appreciation
the next time we got in the sack.

   Miss Crushman went on, "Of course the actual program fees will be
considerably more - at least $40,000 plus expenses."

   Well. That was that.

   No way I could afford that. I felt relieved. And yet, a bit sad. Maybe I
did want full emasculation.

   But wait. There was more.

   "Of course," she continued, "candidates for full emasculation never pay
their own fees or expenses. Getting the money is their first emasculating
act."

   Huh? Was I supposed to give blowjobs in a public toilet or something to
get the money?

   Worse.

   "Tony, you must ask your father to pay your emasculation fees and
expenses. Not your banker. Not a boyfriend. Not a lecherous uncle. Your
father."

   Abby told me later that she wished she had a camera to catch my
expression. It looked like the kid in "Home Alone." Oh the horror.

   Miss Crushman played rough.

   "Take the tests," she said. "Be sure that full emasculation is what you
want. If you do, then you'll know that asking Daddy is the only logical
approach. You know you won't be able to hide your new and permanent
femininity from Daddy. And you won't want to lose your family. You can't
afford your own proper emasculation. And you'll need to jump a big hurdle
to get your therapy started."

   It made sense. In a sick way.

   But logic was the last thing on my mind.

   Though sex still figured prominently.

   Abby took me home with her to "discuss my future,"

   And let me fuck her hot ass off until it let off sparks.

   She was very convincing about me taking the tests.

   So I took them. Over the next two weeks. With lots of "encouragement"
from Abby.

   When Miss Crushman brought Abby, who was my sponsor, and me in for an
evaluation of my tests that Saturday morning, I was out of sperm and open
to suggestion.

   "Tony," Miss Crushman said, "Your tests show us that you are the most
ideal candidate this branch of Emasculation Station has ever evaluated. We
have developed a personalized program that we are virtually certain will
succeed. Will you ask your Dad for the money?"

   I looked at Miss Crushman, then at Abby. Suddenly I realized that full
emasculation was my fondest wish. Whatever it took.

   "Yes," I said. "I will."





   Chapter Four - Emasculation Phase One - Mom, Dad and Daddy

   Definitely easier said than done.

   The plan was that Abby would drive me home, and I would tell Mom and Dad
that I was a nancyboy, panty-loving pansy who wanted them to spend a small
fortune to strip away the wisps of masculinity I still clung to. Then I
would get Dad to sign a contract, and I would get back in the car with Abby
and drive to a place where my real training would begin.

   Right.

   As we left Miss Crushman's office, I didn't feel very good. I sped to
the men's room (would it be for one of the last times?) and puked up my
breakfast. Left the men's room. Saw Abby. Ran back and recycled at least
three more meals.

   The Road to Emasculation was already a messy one.

   Abby calmed me down, got me into the car and drove me to my parents'
house.

   My fear was boundless. Should I sneak in the kitchen door and hide all
the sharp knives before I told them? Should I have worn a Kevlar vest?
Maybe a Kevlar jock strap?

   Abby kissed me deeply, handed me the contract and said, "I'll be right
here. It won't be as bad as you think. It was easier for me than I
thought. Trust me."

   I trusted her, but I was so scared, I didn't even want to fuck her at
that moment. Imagine that.

   The Death March to the front door began.

   I entered the only home I had known. And there they were. Mom and
Dad. On the couch. Were they waiting for me?

   "Hello, Dear," Mom said.

   "Hi, Champ," Dad said.

   I croaked out a hello. Took a deep breath. And moved to a chair facing
them. "Mom, Dad, "I have something to tell you and something to ask
you. First, let me tell you that I'm not really the masculine son you think
I am."

   "Of course not, Sweetheart," Mom said. "You're a pantyboy. You have been
for some years. Actually, ever since you were a toddler and had tantrums
when I wouldn't put you in frilly little outfits."

   Shock. Terror. They knew! But how? I was always so careful.

   Dad answered my unspoken question. "You've left quite a trail, son. Mom
and your sisters are women. They notice things. Like when their intimate
things have been handled. And worn. Thank goodness you never did naughty
things in them. And let's face it. You've been out after work every night
this summer, and the last few weeks you've been coming home smelling of
some vigorous sex. And frankly, we didn't think you had a girlfriend. We're
not stupid, Tony."

   Was I dreaming?

   Mom went on. "And Doris Fletcher saw you going into that Panty Pride
place several times a week earlier in the summer. Doris and I went to high
school together and she lives across the street from Panty Pride. She told
me you haven't been there for a while, though. Since you met Abby."

   They knew about Abby? If there had been anything left in my stomach, I
would have lost it then.

   "It's all right, Tony," Dad said. "We are who we are. I told Abby
exactly that when she was here for lunch on Tuesday when you were
working. She explained everything and of course we approve. She's quite a
dish, Tony, you little about-to-be-former studmuffin."

   Huh?

   "Of course we'll sign the contract, dear," Mom said. It's clear to us
that you not only want full emasculation, you need it."

   Dumbly, I handed Dad the contract. He read it a moment, then signed
it. "Those fees are pretty stiff," he said. "But so is a lot of stuff that
goes on there, I'll bet."

   Did Dad just make a joke about erections?

   Dad handed me the contract and continued. "I'm not worried about the
money. You won't be going back to college for the fall semester, so we're
saving there. Plus, I'm sure when your rich boyfriends give you things
you'll remember how we financed your emasculation."

   Rich boyfriends?

   I sat there staring.

   And staring.

   Mom and Dad stood. Reflexively, I stood. They both hugged me, then Dad
said, "Make us proud, Sweetheart. We want you to be the sexiest, prettiest
nancyboy on the planet."

   I managed to hug back and croak out a thank you. Then I left.

   Somehow I ended up in Abby's car.

   And we were driving. Abby was talking. "Wonderful people, your parents,"
she said. "I'm glad I could reduce the pressure on you a bit. It was still
very emasculating for you to ask them for the money. All I did was reduce
the pain for you."

   Abby was wonderful! For a flash, I wanted to just forget about the
emasculation and marry Abby. As a man.

   But that wouldn't work. I wanted to be emasculated.

   Right away. If not sooner.

   I didn't have long to wait.

   We drove back to Emasculation Station and delivered the signed contract
to Miss Crushman. She congratulated me and hugged me. Then Abby hugged me
and said, "See you on the other side, Honey. I'll be back at college in a
few weeks. Call me when you're finished with your program."

   Abby was leaving me?

   My eyes filled with tears as we kissed goodbye.

   The she left. I was alone with Miss Crushman.

   She spoke. "Tony, your program will begin with an introduction to the
man who will take you through the first two phases of your program. You
will call him, "Daddy" and you will obey his requests in every way. Do not
fear. Your Daddy is a sweet and gentle man who is very experienced in
emasculation techniques. He will not harm you in any way. You will, I'm
sure, come to admire your Daddy very much."

   As Miss Crushman pressed a bell on her desk to summon "Daddy," another
jolt of fear grabbed me. A man!?!? But I didn't want a man. Did I? What if
he...

   Oh.

   A tall, 40-something, extraordinarily handsome and well-built man
entered the room. Miss Crushman was right. Despite his Alpha Male mass, he
looked and acted very gentle and loving.

   "Hello, Tony," he said as he held (not shook) my hand. "I'm proud that
I'll be your Daddy. I've read your file carefully and I know we'll get
along just fine. Miss Crushman, I'm going to take Tony to my apartment now
and move him in. Tony, I'm sure you're hungry and exhausted after your
ordeal this morning. Let me get you home and I'll take care of you."

   A man was going to take care of me? What did that mean? And why was my
cock so hard?

   So much for being gay. But somehow this was different. Very different.

   Daddy took my hand and led me out of the office to the parking lot. He
held my hand all the way, as if I were his little boy or something. People
were staring. It was very embarrassing! But kind of nice. I felt "taken
care of."

   In the car, as we drove, Daddy asked me all kinds of questions about
myself. What I liked. What I didn't like. He was a very good listener.

   We arrived at a nice apartment complex in the better part of town and
Daddy held my hand again all the way to the door. We went in to see a very
masculine-looking, three-bedroom apartment with a nice view of downtown and
the river.

   "Come into the kitchen and I'll make you a sandwich," Daddy said. "Do
you like peanut butter and jelly?"

   I did. "Yes, Daddy," I heard myself say. The first time I called him
that.

   Was my voice in a higher register as well?

   He made me a nice PB&J sandwich on sourdough bread, cutting off the
crusts, just the way I like. He made himself a thick roast beef sandwich
and sat with me as we ate.

   "You're a very nice boy, Tony," he said suddenly. "I know we'll do well
together. How did you feel when I held your hand outside?"

   I thought a moment and said, "Embarrassed. But, kind of cared-for too."

   He smiled broadly. "Perfect. You've just described the beginnings of
your training. You'll be embarrassed a lot. Humiliated, even. But you'll be
better cared-for and happier than you've ever been in your life."

   Wow. That sounded thrilling. And it proved to be just that.

   Daddy and I talked about me and my life all afternoon. Then he made me a
nice macaroni and cheese dinner as I watched a DVD of "An Affair to
Remember."

   We ate in a growing sense of companionship, then cleaned up the dishes.

   It was 8 o'clock. "Time for maintenance and bed, Sweetheart, Daddy said.

   Omigosh. He called me sweetheart. Was he going to try and kiss me or
something? What was maintenance?

   I found out.

   Daddy took my hand and led me to the smallest bedroom. "This is your
room, Sweetheart."

   It was a nice room - gender neutral - with old-fashioned maple
furniture.

   "Take off your clothes and I'll get you ready for bed."

   I had to be naked in front of a man?!?!

   Daddy saw my hesitation and waited patiently.

   It was no big deal, I decided. My guess was that far worse emasculations
were to follow.

   I stripped. Daddy watched.

   I blushed nuclearly and tried to cover my titties and peenie in the most
girlish way as Daddy looked over my naked form. "You have a very nice body,
Tony. You'll make a terrific girl. Now follow me to the bathroom."

   I did. Daddy began to fill the tub with scented, bubbly warm water. "Why
don't you have a seat on the toilet and take care of your 'needs' while I
get your bath ready?" he asked.

   Well, I did have to go - both number one and number two. And I
would. Then I would bathe myself. Just as soon as Daddy left.

   Daddy saw my thought process and said, "I'm not going anywhere,
Honey. I'm bathing you, right after you pee and poop."

   More humiliation. He certainly knew how to dish it out. I sighed and did
as he asked. Then flushed the toilet. How embarrassing!

   Daddy then took my hand and helped me into the tub. It was warm and
comforting. It was my first bath after many years of showers. It felt
wonderful. Especially when Daddy soaped a wash cloth and washed my whole
body. He cleaned my ears and then shampooed and conditioned my longish hair
with his strong fingers. . I was mortified as my cockette was at full stand
the whole time.

   He had me stand so he could clean my "heinie" carefully with a soft,
fine wash cloth. That was really mortifying. Then, to my ultimate horror, I
spurted my creamies into the washcloth as he cleansed my privates.

   Daddy smiled when he saw that. "That's perfectly normal for a sissy boy
of your age, Sweetie," he said. "Now we're going to shave your legs and
bottom."

   Oh my. I stood naked in the tub before Daddy as he carefully and gently
soaped and shaved my legs for the first time in my life. He shaved my
armpits too. Then he had me turn around as he shaved the hair from my
bottom cheeks and even [blush] around my anus. He first used his thumb and
forefinger to hold my cheeks apart as he shaved me there, and then,
carefully holding my peenie and peanuts began shaving the peach fuzz off my
privates - all of them and everything around them.

   The sheer, utter humiliation of it all!

   My popsie returned to full hardness.

   Finished shaving, he rinsed my body with a hand-held shower head, helped
me out of the tub and patted me dry with big, fluffy pink towels. He was so
big and strong and gentle and manly I almost spurted again from sheer
excitement of it all - and HIM.

   Bath chores completed, Daddy took me by my hand back to my bedroom. He
lightly blow dried and combed my hair, putting a little baby-blue barrette
into it to hold back the unruly part, making a nice wave in the process.

   Then Daddy gently, slowly rubbed baby powder all over my legs, chest,
bottom [oh], and privates. Slowly. Gently. I didn't mean to squirt again,
but I did. In thick globs. Daddy ducked or it would have hit him right in
the face. He didn't seem to mind.

   "Perfectly natural," he repeated.

   Then Daddy gave me my nightshirt. It was white, cotton and boyish. Early
20th-Century boyish. But boyish.

   He pulled down the covers of the perfectly made bed and said, "Hop in,
Honey. You've had a long, hard day and you need your sleep. I'll wake you
at seven for breakfast, then church."

   Church?

   I got into bed, feeling very loved and cared for. And VERY sexually
aroused by the big lump I saw in Daddy's pants. Taking care of me seemed to
excite Daddy. A lot.

   My nightshirt must have been severely tented too because Daddy said,
"Oops. Can't let you go to bed in that condition."

   What condition? What was Daddy going to do?

   Daddy reached into the nightstand drawer and extracted a tube of
cream. He squeezed an ample amount onto the fingers of his right hand and
said, "Lift your nightshirt, Baby. Daddy will help you."

   Oh, girls. That was a moment, let me tell you.

   I lifted my shirt, exposing my smooth pink parts to Daddy and his
slippery fingers. He sat on the side of the bed and, with his thumb and
forefinger, skinned back the hood to expose my weeping peehole and pink
glans. I arched my back slightly at his touch, then calmed down, allowing
Daddy to do his very good work.

   Daddy knew how to masturbate a sissyboy. He teased and pleased. Tickling
and stroking. Rubbing and caressing. I was gasping and panting and then I
arched my back yet again, but this time it was to expel the last of that
lovely day's sperm production all over my tummy and Daddy's loving hand.

   "Good boy, Tony," Daddy said. "You needed that. Any time you need that,
you let Daddy know, OK, Honey?"

   I nodded dumbly. I could see where I would need that a lot.

   Daddy went into the bathroom to retrieve a wet washcloth and a towel. He
cleaned me up, dried me off, added a little more powder, and then tucked me
in.

   "Good night, my Darling," Daddy said. Then he leaned over to kiss
me. First on the forehead and then briefly, on the lips.

   It was a very good ending to my first day of training.

   The next morning I awoke to Daddy opening the curtains and letting all
the sun in.

   "Good morning, little Sleepyhead," he said. "We have another big day
today. Lots to do. But I see you need Daddy's special cuddles again before
we get you dressed."

   "Daddy's special cuddles" were special indeed. Blushing fiercely, but
eager for Daddy's cuddles, I lifted my nightshirt to expose my "morning
wood." My pricklet stood as tall as it ever had that morning and my balls
were swollen with need.

   Daddy said, "You must have had sweet dreams last night, Baby. Did you
dream of Daddy?"

   Oh my. Another humiliation. I did dream of him and he could see it all
over my face.

   By then, he probably thought I was gay or something. But he didn't give
me time to think about it.

   Daddy chuckled at my blushes. Then he said, in a teasing way, "I think a
certain young fellow has a crush on his Daddy."

   Oh the sweet mortification! The gayness of it all! Horrors!

   He was right.

   And it made me very uncomfortable. Until Daddy lubed his calloused
fingers again and gave my "little gentleman" some excellent attention, with
manual courtesies offered as well to my "pink purse."

   Daddy was a very good sissycreammaker. I made big gloppy gobs of boy
juice as I saw the gates of heaven yet again.

   For a fleeting second I wondered if I should offer Daddy similar
relief. What a strange thought. Though a courteous one. But Daddy didn't
give me a chance to. He hustled me into the bathroom, where, after I sat
and peed, he cleaned my tummy and then gave me an all-over washcloth
bath. He toweled me off, dusted sweet smelling powder over me, and then
gave me a sweet kiss, right on the lips. Which made me hard and needy all
over again.

   "Oh, my," he said. "My sweet boy is all stiff and needy again. That must
be painful, Dollbaby. Let me help you."

   Then, gayness of all gayness, humiliation of all emasculating
humiliations, Daddy sat on the toilet, then had me sit on his
lap. Naked. With my stiff weenie begging for his caresses.

   Daddy rubbed my bare back and shoulders with his left hand as he stroked
my aching peenie with his right hand. I could smell his Old Spice
aftershave and the sweet, mild perspiration of his lust. I increasingly
felt his 'urgency' pressing against my bottom and liked it.

   When his left hand found my left nipple and began caressing it between
his fingers it was Fourth of July all over again. I endured the delicious
agony of Daddy's caresses, burying my face into Daddy's chest, so he
couldn't see my gay shame.

   But as I neared what I knew would be a searing orgasm, in an impulse I
couldn't explain, I lifted my head and parted my lips for a kiss. Daddy
accepted my invitation.

   He slid me his tongue as I writhed in pleasure under his loving kisses
and masturbation. I wanted the kiss to last, but I was so excited and Daddy
was so skilled that I had only about twenty fabulous seconds in paradise
before I spurted my boy's cream yet again.

   Daddy broke the kiss and said, "That was very nice, Honey. Very
nice. You're progressing very well. Let's get you dressed and fed,
though. Don't want to be late for church."

   I was quivering with lust when Daddy led me by the hand back to my
bedroom, where he brushed my hair into a nice little bob, using the wave
the barrette had set up, applied some light pink lip sheen, and gave me a
small spritz of some sort of icky sweet scent.

   He gave me my underwear - baby blue, very brief, silky jockeys and a
matching, low neck t-shirt that looked more like a camisole. Then he gave
me my outer clothes. And that was when things took a bad turn.

   I could NEVER wear what Daddy wanted to wear in public.

   NEVER.

   The whole affair started off with a white, polished, cotton shirt-blouse
with a round "Peter Pan" collar. It was just like those I saw Mom wearing
in her boarding-school pictures. Matters got worse with a pair of red
polished cotton, very-short-shorts with a high, tight broad waist band and
flared legs. Mortification took on a new meaning when he zipped them on my
left side, leaving the front quite flat, at least for the moment.

   Down south, matters were equally humiliating. Sheer white knee socks
with lace turn-over tops. Each top had two little red ribbons dangling down
on its side. Completing my little sissy ensemble were red shiny sandals
that looked decidedly more girlish than boyish. They even had
one-and-a-half-inch heels and straps that went about my ankles.

   I was about to tell Daddy that I was quitting the program and moving to
Kazakhstan, when he said, "These clothes are part of the program,
Sweetie. I know you'll want to please Daddy and wear them. Daddy loves to
please you and I know you want to please Daddy."

   Nice use of guilt, Daddy. At that moment, I knew it would be a Catholic
church we would be going to that morning. Only a Catholic would know how to
spray guilt like that.

   Weighing the matter, I came down on the side of Daddy. I VERY
reluctantly dressed, as Daddy made breakfast.

   Bacon and eggs. Toast and orange juice. All prepared very well.

   So during my training, it was clear that I was going to be hygienic,
well-fed and well-loved. And my testicles were to be constantly emptied.

   All in all, that's quite a bit from any relationship.

   I was sniffling in dread as Daddy gathered his keys and wallet to take
me to church.

   Daddy hugged me and said, "You look adorable, Sweetheart. You'll get a
lot of stares at church. Envious stares from girls and boys. Lustful stares
from men too. You'll enjoy it a bit, I'm sure."

   Easy for him to say. He was wearing a Polo, khakis and penny loafers. I
looked like the Sissyboy of the Western World.

   But girls, and I'm not making this up, I was stiff and drippy again in
anticipation of what that day would bring me. Let alone my outfit.

   It didn't get good right away, though.

   Church. Daddy held my hand from the parking lot to the pew. The FRONT
pew, where everyone could stare at the sissyboy. I was covered in welts of
shame. I could feel my masculinity leaving my body in ever- increasing
portions. Which was the point of all that, wasn't it?

   At the "sign of peace" during mass, people shake their neighbors' hands
or, if you're with a family member, a kiss on the cheek is appropriate. Not
for Daddy. He kissed me right on the mouth. With tongue!

   Everyone in the place, even the priest, stared at us.

   How's that for humiliating?

   I couldn't make eye contact with anyone as we left church, but Daddy was
in no hurry. I was praying all during mass that we would go back to Daddy's
apartment after mass and spend the day kissing and making me cum.

   But no.

   "Isn't it a beautiful day, Tony," he asked. "Let's go to the zoo."

   Panic! Fear! The zoo?

   A whole afternoon in public? The way I was dressed?

   Daddy saw the fear in my eyes and said, "A boy your age needs fresh air
and exercise. And I love the zoo. You don't want to disappoint Daddy, do
you Honey?"

   I certainly didn't want to do that. Trembling with fear and dread, I
agreed.

   We had a very strange day at the zoo. The other visitors seemed to spend
more time looking at Daddy and me than they did looking at the animals.

   What they saw was a very sissily dressed almost-19-year-old boy, with
shaved legs and a red balloon tied around his thin, limp wrist, walking
hand-in-hand with a very manly middle-aged man who was obviously smitten
with the boy.

   My masculinity took a huge direct hit that afternoon. But oddly, I
enjoyed being with Daddy so much that, on-balance, I liked it.

   We walked and walked and walked and by five o'clock, I was so tired that
Daddy offered to carry me, my head on his shoulder, my arms wrapped around
his neck, to the car. Insanely, I accepted. Which was another scene that
was captured on several cameraphones by people who couldn't wait to 'show
and tell' others what they had seen at the zoo that day.

   How do you spell Y-o-u-T-u-b-e?

   I slept the entire drive "home" and when we arrived at Daddy's
apartment, I felt refreshed.

   Daddy offered to carry me to the door, but I declined. He sat me down in
front of the TV while he made dinner (chicken fingers and potato salad) and
I watched a show where people sent in all their most humiliating videos.

   We ate and chatted about all the animals we saw that day and when Daddy
asked if I had fun, I answered truthfully that I had.

   He asked me how I liked the show about humiliating videos, and I said I
could relate to it. He laughed. A lovely sound.

   After we loaded the dishwasher together, Daddy said we could get ready
for bed, then if I wanted, I could watch TV until 9 - but no later, since I
had work the next day. I had almost forgotten about my job. It was my last
week anyway. I would have rather spent the time with Daddy, but he said we
have to honor our commitments.

   Daddy took me into the bathroom and stripped me naked. I was happy to
get out of those sissyish clothes. I sat on the potty and "did my business"
as Daddy filled the tub and got all the towels, washcloths, soaps and
shampoos ready.

   I was looking forward to my sweet scented, bubbly bath. As Daddy could
see by my red, stiff peenie. I thought he would take care of my "condition"
right then, with some kissing thrown in for good measure. But Daddy was all
business. He bathed me and shampooed me, cleaning all my cavities. When he
finished toweling me off, I thought he would "relieve" me. But no.

   I was practically gasping for a wanking when Daddy powdered me all over
from my nipples to my knees. But no.

   A little tear of disappointment formed in each eye as Daddy slipped the
nightshirt over my head. Was I going to go to bed unloved?

   No again.

   "You look adorable, Sweetheart," Daddy said. "I see you need Daddy's
loving attention. Come into the living room and I'll make you happy."

   [Gasp]

   [Pant]

   I followed Daddy like a little puppydog - and very randy puppydog. There
was a three-cushion sofa in the living room as well as a two- cushion "love
seat." Daddy sat in the love seat. And beckoned me to sit on his lap.

   I didn't tease at all. Hadn't learned how yet. Instead, I moved directly
to Daddy's lap, lifting my nightshirt up to my belly button so Daddy would
have full access to all my "pretty parts."

   Daddy chuckled at that. Then he looked me in the eyes and said, "You're
a perfect angel."

   And then he kissed me.

   A deep, loving kiss.

   As he enfolded me in his strong arms.

   You're going to think I'm such a little tramp when I tell you this, but,
I spurted. A lot!

   Daddy didn't even touch my tinkler. And I spurted. Thick clots of boy's
cream. All over Daddy's nice khakis and polo.

   He didn't seem to mind. I grunted and squeaked through my orgasm. Daddy
embraced me more tightly and kissed me more deeply.

   A good deal of my juices had landed on my belly. Without breaking the
kiss, Daddy located the warm syrup with the fingers of his right hand and
began to massage my aching balls with my own cum.

   Oh. I arched my back in an agony of pleasure as I stiffened again and
felt orgasmic rumblings in my stomach. Daddy began to kiss my neck so he
could hear my grunts and squeals as he brought me again to the portal of
ecstasy, then pushed me through to a second, heaving, crushing orgasm.

   Daddy just hugged me after that.

   "We'd better stop, Kitten," Daddy said. "I don't want to injure you."

   I thought, "Injure me! Injure me!" But I didn't say it because Daddy
knew best. Instead I said, "Yes, Daddy. Whatever you say."

   But then a strange, new impulse attacked me and I surrendered to it
immediately.

   "Daddy," I said, in my sissiest voice.

   "Yes, Honey."

   "Daddy, you've been so good to me. You must need help too. I can feel
something hard against my leg. Can I help you too?"

   He regarded me with new eyes. "That's so sweet of you, my Darling," he
said. "Normally, at this stage of your emasculation, most people wouldn't
be ready for that. But you are definitely a quick learner. And I am
definitely in need of your attention."

   I was going to make Daddy cum!

   OK. We were getting near the gay line, I know. But you go with the
moment, don't you? And at that moment, I needed to help poor Daddy. After
all, I had always been brought up to be kind, considerate and courteous.

   Was that the Boy Scouts motto or the Girl Scouts? Maybe the Brownies?

   Daddy tenderly eased me off his lap. Then he stood, faced away from me,
and removed his cum-stained khakis, shoes and socks, tossing them aside.

   When he turned around, what I saw fascinated and frightened me.

   Daddy had a whopper.

   It was red and angry.

   Long and thick.

   And pointing straight up.

   Maybe this wasn't such a good idea.

   But when Daddy sat down and repositioned me on his lap, be began to kiss
me again and my fear disappeared.

   He tickled my deflated peenie and got it to stir very nicely. I was in
heaven yet again.

   Then I remembered that mine wasn't the only stiff cock in the room.

   Slowly, hesitantly (which I think excited Daddy all the more) I touched
the head of Daddy's cock.

   It was so hot that it almost burned my hand!

   I rubbed the skin up and down with my hand the way I liked mine
rubbed. Daddy moaned. I liked making Daddy moan. And he leaked lots of
sticky, semi-watery fluid. Which I rubbed all up and down the thick
shaft. I was going to rub Daddy's balls too, right after I gave his peehole
and pink head a nice cuddle. But Daddy seemed to like me rubbing the
velvety head so much that I stayed the course on that. Plus, I loved the
warm, throbbing feeling in my slender hand.

   Soon, Daddy and I were both panting pretty heavily. I knew I was about
to lose my third and last load of that glorious evening. But I wasn't sure
about Daddy.

   And then I was sure.

   Daddy grunted very manfully, then began to pump about a half gallon of
pure Grade A Man-Milk all over my hand and arm and nightshirt. I was so
excited about what I had done that I returned the favor for Daddy.

   There we were. Daddy and sissyboy. Drenched in each other's cum. Kissing
and saying sweet things to each other.

   I could have lived the rest of my life just like that.

   But it never works out that way, does it?

   Daddy stirred first. "That was wonderful, Baby. Just wonderful. I think
I need to get you cleaned up and in bed. Don't want you all cranky at work
tomorrow. OK?"

   "Yes, Daddy." Emasculation for me was clearly about submission and
giving myself to a man. A good, loving, manly man.

   Daddy took me to the bathroom, stripped me naked (was there to be more
hanky-panky? Sadly, no), washed me and re-powdered and re-nightshirted
me. All this, of course, while he was naked from the waist down. And VERY
rampant once again.

   It was pretty clear that I excited Daddy. He certainly excited me.

   The sight of Daddy's tight, hairy buttocks as he left the room were
something for me to dream about that night.

   The next morning, Daddy awoke me with a kiss, a nice wank, our bathroom
regimen, another wank, and a nice breakfast (Cocoa Puffs). Daddy didn't
want me to wank him that morning so I didn't.

   Everything was fine until I was to get dressed for work. Daddy had laid
out an outfit almost identical to the one I had worn to church and the park
the day before! The only difference was that the shorts and shoes were navy
blue and the shirt/blouse was baby blue.

   I couldn't wear that. I looked at Daddy and my eyes filled with
tears. He hugged me and said, "Don't worry. You don't have to wear this all
day. You just can't wear regular boy clothes when you're with me. I'll
drive you to work dressed as a sissyboy, then you change in the bathroom at
work. When I pick you up to come home, you have to be dressed as a sissyboy
again, OK?"

   "Yes, Daddy."

   That was a sticky one. What if someone I worked with saw me in sissyboy
clothes? How humiliating!!!

   Of course, "humiliating" pretty much described my life the past 48
hours, along with "gay," "orgasmic" and "delicious."

   I dressed as Daddy suggested, then joined Daddy in the kitchen. "Here's
your lunch, Sweetheart. A nice baloney sandwich with lettuce and tomato, a
bag of chips and a banana for dessert. Let's go."

   We went. Three or four people probably saw us as we walked to the
car. I'm not sure, since my eyes were downcast the whole way. The drive to
work only took 15 minutes, during which Daddy lectured me on the value of
good work. He was being such a "father."

   When we arrived at 8:45, at least he parked right outside my building. I
said, "Goodbye, Daddy, I'll meet you at 5:15 right here. You won't make me
wait with everyone staring, will you?"

   Daddy smiled, "I promised to be here at 5:15, and I'll always keep my
promises to you. May I have a kiss?"

   That was always a pleasure. I leaned over to give Daddy a quick peck,
but he turned it into a one-minute, tonguey soul kiss. Which made me all
weak and needy. But instead of relief, I got out of the car and got a
gauntlet of starers who had seen Daddy and me "Frenching."

   Another large blob of masculinity left my body as I ran into the
building and into the men's room on the first floor - not such an easy feat
in heeled sandals and a huge tent in my shorts. As quickly as I could, I
changed into my business casual duds and shoes, carefully folded [by an
instinct I failed to comprehend] my sissyboy outfit, placed it in my
backpack and reported to work precisely at nine o'clock as required.

   I wasn't sure that anyone from my office had seen me - either kissing
Daddy, wearing my sissyboy stuff, or both - but people I hardly knew seemed
to make a point of saying hello that day. Male people. With obvious bulges
in their pants. Already I was affecting men and I wasn't even a girl
yet. Several commented on my pretty, wavy hair and sweet scent.

   At five p.m., I bolted from my desk, grabbed my backpack and raced to
the first-floor men's room. I changed into my sissy clothes, then at
precisely 5:14, I bolted from the men's room, tore out the door and to the
curb. Just as Daddy pulled up.

   I jumped into the car and closed the door. "Take off, Daddy," I urged
silently. But Daddy wanted to ask me how my day went. And how my lunch
was. I answered him politely, but he could see my anxiety.

   He embraced me and said, "I missed you very much today, Darling. Let's
go home."

   And then he kissed me. And I didn't care who was watching. It was
magnificent. And we had the night ahead of us.

   Daddy drove us home and we chatted about my job. He even handed me a
brush and lip gloss so I could "repair" my look.

   We walked into the building hand-in-hand, as always. Daddy had supper
well in progress. Meat loaf, mashed potatoes and string beans. With Daddy
for dessert, I hoped.

   Actually the first dessert course turned out to be apple pie. But Daddy
was the whipped cream.

   After dinner and cleanup, Daddy said we needed to do our maintenance. He
took me into my bedroom where he had set up manicure/pedicure gear. He took
off my shoes and socks and slowly, lovingly gave me the first thorough nail
treatments of my life. It was especially intimate for Daddy to work on my
feet. I panicked a bit when he applied red polish to my toenails, but Daddy
said he would only put clear polish on my fingernails. I would be OK at
work as long as I didn't use my hands for anything, I guessed.

   I loved having the little cotton balls between my toes. Daddy was very
thorough, working first on my cuticles, then filing and shaping and finally
applying two coats. Red to my toes and a pinkish clear to my fingers. I
didn't quite understand the whitener he placed under my fingernail tips,
but it sure looked great. Later I would learn that they were called French
Nails.

   While it dried, Daddy had me sit on his lap. He kissed me sweetly, with
very little tongue and no genital touching. I felt very loved. When the
nails dried, Daddy was all business again. He stripped me naked, took me to
the tub and scrubbed me clean. Then he dried me off and shaved me all over
again. "Mustn't have stubble, Princess," he said.

   When that was done, Daddy powdered me the way I love, with lots of
peach-scented talcum on my newly shaved parts.

   Daddy then put on my nightshirt and carried me into the living room for
what I hoped would be the day's main event.

   It was.

   Daddy laid me down on two cushions of the three-cushion couch, and he
sat at the other end—an inauspicious beginning. But then he did a very
naughty and intimate thing. He picked up my left foot, caressed it gently,
then began to kiss each pretty painted toe.

   If there is such a thing as "swooning," that's what I did.

   He repeated the toe kissing with the right foot and my "little
gentleman" was threatening a tsunami.

   Then, and I'm not making this up, Daddy took the little toe of his right
foot between his lips and began to lick and kiss and suck it. It was
outrageously intimate and sexy!!!!

   After he had adored one-tenth of my "piggies," Daddy stopped and looked
at me to see if I was enjoying things. My face must have looked like the
very definition of "needy lust." But just to be sure, Daddy lifted my
nightshirt to expose my "pink package." It was straining and
quivering. Satisfied with his work, Daddy left me exposed and proceeded to
kiss and lick and suck and [gasp] nibble all of my toes

   Déjà vu all over again.

   I spurted a gusher on the third toe. And again on the ninth. One little
piggy was a regular shopper at the cummy market!

   Daddy was a very naughty boy. On my second cum, he scooped up my boy's
cream from my tummy and rubbed it all over my painted toes, then licked it
ALL off.

   Daddy was eating my cum!!!

   I had never been so excited in my life. I also squirted again.

   When Daddy had licked up every cummy drop, he asked me to sit up, since
he was in great need of relief. He took off his shoes and socks, dropped
his pants and boxers and presented his magnificent man-meat to me for my
and his pleasure.

   I could have sucked it. Maybe I should have. But I wasn't ready
yet. Instead, I rubbed it up and down and kissed Daddy deeply. Oh my
goodness, I loved how it pulsed in my hand! He held me in his manly arms
and kissed me back until, with a deep moan, Daddy pumped out his thick
manly cream.

   I LOVED giving myself to Daddy.

   I LOVED giving Daddy pleasure.

   I LOVED being emasculated.

   Oddly, I hadn't heard from "Fred" for some time.

   I even loved the naughty thing I did next. Daddy's cum was all over my
hand and arm. As Daddy watched, I licked it off and swallowed it.

   The first time I had tasted man-cum.

   It wasn't really tasty and the feeling that lingered in my mouth was
strange, but it was curiously appealing. However, it certainly made Daddy
happy to see me eat it. So it was worth it.

   Maybe it was an 'acquired' taste...

   Daddy and I kissed and hugged some more, but without making spurties. He
put me to bed, tucked me in and gave me a sweet kiss goodnight. I slept the
sleep of the innocent.

   The next morning was our workday routine, except that Daddy said it was
too hot for me to wear socks with my sandals. So my red lacquered toes were
exposed to the world!

   One would think you reach a limit to your mortification - where being
humiliated doesn't bother you yet. I wasn't there yet. Also that running
about with a super-stiffy in my short-shorts was especially troubling, not
to mention difficult. It made me run in the most awkward manner.

   Much like the day before, several men in the office were little
chatterboxes around me that day. Asking about my going back to
school. Asking where I was living those days. Whether I had a girlfriend
(wink, wink). I just blushed, smiled at them and answered nicely.

   Were they being mean to me or were they hitting on me? Probably some of
both.

   I made my 5:14 dash to the car wondering how many people in that busy
crowd of commuters noticed that the sissyish-looking, fast-moving boy had
painted his toenails. I know that none of them knew that my cum had been
sucked off those pretty toenails the previous evening.

   What was in store for me that evening?

   I couldn't wait to find out.

   Daddy and I exchanged a sweet kiss of greeting. Then the car started
moving. In the opposite direction of home. I noticed. I asked.

   "Daddy didn't have time to cook today, Baby, so we're going for pizza. I
have a favorite spot and it's such a nice night, we can sit outside and eat
it."

   So Daddy was going to humiliate me in public again, eh?

   It was a good thing I was addicted to what followed the humiliations.

   It was mortifying sitting at a sidewalk café in sissy clothes and
painted toenails with my legs crossed over my knees. The giggles. The
pointing. The lustful stares from the men. Still, when my training was
over, I was guessing that Daddy would move on. So I was OK with the
training. Being mortified with Daddy was way better than normal life
without Daddy.

   Daddy sensed that he had made his emasculation points for the day, so we
didn't linger. We went home and Daddy gave me my bath and powder.

   Then he put my nightshirt on and said, "Do you know that a sissyboys'
nipples are some of his most sensitive parts?"

   I answered honestly. "No, Daddy." I hadn't really thought much about my
nipples, though I had enjoyed it when Abby had sucked them and Daddy
powdered and toyed with them.

   Daddy brushed my hair and put in my "sleeping barrette." I think you
need to learn about your nipples tonight, Sweetheart. Do you want Daddy to
teach you?"

   I shuddered with lust. How couldn't I? They were already as hard as
little bullets.

   "Oh, yes, please, Daddy."

   "Good. Then come join me in my bed. We can do this best if we're in bed
together."

   Daddy's bed!!!!

   Oh.

   Daddy led me hand-in-hand to his very masculine bedroom. And very large
bed.

   He left my nightshirt on and said, "Lay on your back, Darling. I'll be
right with you. Please lift your shirt above your nipples. I need full
access to those little treasures.

   I got in bed and settled myself, slipping my nightshirt up and over my
nipples, leaving me almost naked, vulnerable and submissive to Daddy's
every wish. I looked at Daddy and...!!!!...???...!!!

   He was almost nude! He was getting into bed with me wearing only a t-
shirt. I could see almost all of his magnificent, manly body.

   Daddy was in bed with me. And he was kissing my right nipple as
he...uhhh. Electric shock! No one had ever..."

   Daddy only had to suck my nipple and stroke my cockhead for about 20
seconds and I was gushing my sissy guts out.

   I was a very "easy" date, wasn't I?

   "Did you like that, Baby?" Daddy asked.

   I could only whimper.

   Then Daddy set about his task in earnest. He drew me to lie on top of
him, as he adored first one, then the other of my nipples. My cock rubbed
against Daddy's hard, warm belly as his cock found its way between my
thighs.

   We came so many times that I thought my balls had been whipped with a
birch rod.

   At 9:30, Daddy reluctantly carried me back to my bed and tucked me in
with a sweet kiss.

   The next day was the same routine. It was the nights that were
spectacular. I found myself thinking about Daddy all day long and when he
picked me up at 5:15, my heart soared.

   I didn't care that he humiliated and emasculated me. That was what I
wanted. It was what I needed.

   That Wednesday night, we ate at home. Pork roast and sauerkraut, though
the only pork I was interested in was the meat between Daddy's legs.

   After "extended maintenance" (every two days I got a body shave and nail
treatment), Daddy was ready to introduce me to something new.

   After my nice talcum powdering and the nightshirt going over my head,
then Daddy combing and barretting my hair, Daddy asked me to join him in
his bed again. He stripped to his t-shirt as he had the night before. "Oh,
what would we do this wonderful night?" I mused.

   Daddy's cock was standing skinned and proud as he stood over helpless
little me. He reached into his nightstand drawer and extracted some lube. I
guessed he was going use it on my peenie. I was half right.

   Daddy applied a liberal amount of lube to my aching peenie. Then he got
next to me in bed. It looked as if I would be getting a rerun of kissing
and wanking. That was fine with me.

   I was wrong. Boy, did I underestimate Daddy.

   Daddy applied more lube to his fingers, lots more. Then he asked me to
raise and spread my legs. I submitted to Daddy, as I always did. Daddy
reached for my pubic area and I tensed up for the pleasure I thought was
imminent. And felt something VERY different.

   Daddy's finger was tickling the ring of my wrinkled anus.

   Lubing it up.

   It was so dirty and so wonderful. But not half as wonderful as when he
gently penetrated my tight pucker with his slippery middle finger. I
squealed!

   When he entered me with a second finger, I shuddered with lust.

   Then he found my prostate.

   "Skyrockets tonight, sissy's delight!"

   And I screamed.

   It was warm summer evening and the windows were open.

   Nobody called 9-1-1. Doesn't make you feel very safe, does it?

   I screamed like a banshee with multiple double-ought buckshot wounds.

   The pleasure! Was such pleasure possible?

   It had to be a sin! Which only made it naughtier and sweeter.

   Then, to make things even more intense, Daddy did two things. As he
tortured my prostate, he began to kiss and suck my nipples. And with his
other hand, he began to stroke my peener.

   How was I supposed to keep from cumming?

   Twice?!?!

   The fingers in my bottom when I was cumming intensified and extended the
duration of my orgasm. All the way down to my painted toes. In fact, my
entire body felt the tectonic orgasmic shock, or shocks as the immediate
case was.

   I was in paradise.

   But Daddy wasn't through with me.

   He had me get onto my knees, then knelt behind me as he fingered my
pootie and wanked my pricklet.

   One hour of all that would kill anyone over the age of 25.

   I survived.

   And realized that Daddy hadn't cum yet. I came back from the dead and
asked him to lie on his back. He complied.

   In an impulse of passion and without Daddy's permission, I placed little
feather kisses all over his cock, from his balls to his peehole. Feeling
him with my lips was heaven - the silky shaft and the velvety knob, all
throbbing with the most masculine hormones. Rapture!

   I didn't suck it. But that didn't matter to Daddy. He blasted my face
with a huge portion of babyjuice. My first sticky facial.

   It was messy.

   He was appreciative.

   I was exhausted.

   Daddy carried me back to my room, cleaned my face and body as well as he
could, then tucked me in.

   Life with Daddy was fun!

   The next day, Thursday, I sensed something was in the air. Daddy was
five minutes late picking me up from work!!! Five minutes of standing there
in full sissy mode as passers-by and even [gasp] my co-workers saw me in
short-shorts, shaved legs and painted toenails.

   I was a sight trying to pull down my short-shorts, crossing my feet to
hide my bright red toenails while my peenie and nipples seemed to be
conducting their own "outreach" programs.

   I was mad at Daddy until I realized that (1) the next day was my last
day of work, so what did I care what that bunch thought? (though there was
the matter of that last day) and (2) I had forgotten to extract a promise
from Daddy that morning that he would be on time. So in a way, it was my
fault.

   Anyway, I was shivering with humiliation, trying to cover my many errant
parts when Daddy picked me up. Quite a crowd had gathered to watch him kiss
me hello, camera phone at the ready. Daddy didn't seem to mind all the
catcalls and in a way, neither did I.

   We went straight home, had dinner and did our nice "maintenance." Daddy
powdered me and I raised my arms for my nightshirt. But instead, Daddy
combed my hair. Which he always did after the nightshirt so I wouldn't get
my hair mussed.

   [Click] I wasn't getting a nightshirt! Daddy wanted me to be naked!!

   I was OK with that. It's about as submissive as you can get. Somehow
'gay' had left my lexicon and "Fred" was long gone.

   But what was Daddy's plan?

   I found out quickly. Daddy was seated in a hard chair in my room and I
was standing in front of him. I thought he would invite me to his lap, but
instead he lubed up his fingers.

   Ooohh. "That" again!

   Daddy reached around and entered my bottom, very gently, with first one,
then two, then three fingers.

   And he rubbed my prostate with all three of them.

   "It doesn't get any better than this," I thought. Wrong again.

   Daddy pulled me closer and I thought he was going to kiss me as he
"fingered" me.

   But he didn't.

   Daddy took my stiff little cock into his mouth and began to suck it.

   Quite expertly.

   With lots of tongue.

   As he fingered my boyhole.

   Ladies, that was a moment for the scrapbook. And my sissy-ish squeals
proved it!

   Another neighborhood serenade.

   Daddy was a much better cocksucker than Abby. And he could suck cock and
tickle pootie at the same time.

   It's good to have a skill set. An advanced skill set at that!

   Daddy stopped sucking and asked, "Do you like that, Baby?"

   I nodded and moaned. Then croaked out in a high-pitched voice, "Please,
don't stop, Daddy!!!"

   Daddy's eyes smiled. "Good. You deserve this. You've been the best of
the best. And it's time we stop wasting your precious cream. I'm going to
suck you and finger you until you cum in my mouth twice, OK?"

   I nodded. And wished he would get back to work.

   Daddy resumed. Oh the way he swirled that tongue. The way he finger
fucked my little twat. I loved my new life and I was only in Stage One. Let
them talk tomorrow at work.

   Daddy stayed with me as I gushed my sticky cream down his throat in an
anguish of bliss. Then, true to his word, he worked me up to a second stiff
stand and coaxed out a second load of what he later called, "the tastiest
treat in the world."

   When he was finished, I begged Daddy to let me suck his cock just as he
had sucked mine.

   It didn't take all that much convincing.

   Daddy shucked off his pants, shoes and socks and sat in my room's comfy
chair as I knelt between his legs. Kneeling created another huge rush -
sooo submissive, sooo naughty-slutty, sooo about-to-be-used! I loved it.

   I also loved the idea that I was about to imbibe in real time the
primary pansy food group.

   I drew in a breath and, knowing there was no turning back from what I
was about to do, took a man's fat cock into my tiny mouth for the first
time.

   I then proceeded to make that man very happy.

   I took my time, skinning back his foreskin with my teeth. Licking and
sucking and tasting what Daddy was all about. I simply was an inspired
sissy.

   My lips and tongue darted everywhere. Silk shaft, velvet head, a
little-of-each corona, precum peephole, underside arrow of manly angst, fat
balls, the crease betwixt thigh and crotch, and even a brief exploratory
mission beneath his beautiful balls. The boy got it all!

   And I loved giving it!

   Daddy was enchanted with me and kept full eye contact during what he
later called the best blowjob of his life. He grunted manfully and muttered
sweet endearments for a good twenty minutes until, unable to hold back any
longer, he pumped out his life's cream in six musky spurts.

   No way I could swallow it all. Not the first time out. It was so hot, it
burned my tongue. And so much of it!

   I did manage to swallow about half and form a cummy beard on my chin
with the other half. Both of which appeared to delight Daddy.

   I sat on Daddy's lap and we shared cummy kisses for a long while after
that. I wanted to go again, but Daddy said we mustn't overdo a good thing.

   I told you he was Catholic.

   So he cleaned me up, nightshirted me and put me to bed.

   Where I dreamt the nicest dreams ever.

   I knew the next day wouldn't be pleasant at work. So I decided to face
it head on.

   I didn't take my boy clothes with me to work. Friday was casual day and
we were allowed to wear shorts. I wore my blue sissy shorts. And my round
collar white blouse - no way was it even remotely related to a nasty
'boy-shirt.'. And skimpy sandals that revealed my pretty red lacquered
toes.

   The 'boy' and "Fred" were left elsewhere. "Pansy and Proud!"

   Daddy kissed me extra long when he dropped me off that morning. "I'm
proud of you, Sweetheart," he said. "You know who you are and you're
proud." I'll see you at 5:15."

   I smiled and hugged Daddy. "Make it five o'clock, Daddy. I'm not
changing today."

   Well, I certainly caused a stir at work, but I didn't care. I was a
little cocksucking fairy sissy and proud of it.

   Sissy pride is a huge factor in emasculation.

   The women at work were OK with me being me. But the men were in two
camps - disgusted or aroused. Some were even in both camps. If it hadn't
been my last day, I would surely have been fired.

   I know that a lot of those men would have wanted me to suck their
cocks. And, to tell you the truth, if one of them had asked me to, I
probably would have let him lead me to a supply cabinet, gotten on my knees
and sucked down his big, creamy load. But no one did. The cowards!

   Daddy watched from his car as I strode out proud and sissified to his
car. I even smiled when the cameras flashed. He kissed me so long and
seemed so aroused, that I thought he would suck my cock right there.

   I certainly was willing to suck his!

   Daddy got me home and fed me, but then the routine varied. "Why don't we
just give you a sponge bath tonight and you can spend the night in bed with
me? We can clean you up in the morning.

   "In fact, forget the sponge bath. I want you now."

   And the old rascal carried me into the bedroom, ripped my clothes off,
and undressed himself to a very nice nude.

   "Saturday's washday, so we may as well dirty the sheets," he said,
practically.

   Nothing new that night. Just a review of the week's instruction. Lots of
review. With a great need for laundry the next day.



   Chapter Five—Emasculation Phase Two - Antoinette

   Though we made love a lot that night, Daddy made sure I got some
sleep. Frankly, I thought Daddy would take my anal virginity that night and
I would have been happy to cooperate fully. But he didn't.

   Still, I swallowed three big loads of Daddy's manly juices and Daddy
made me "lose my cargo" so many times I forgot to count.

   I thought we would stay in bed all that wonderful Saturday and make
love, but Daddy was up and moving at 7:30.

   "Lots to do today, Pumpkin," Daddy said, smacking my lazy little bottom
playfully. "Lots. Let me give you a quick breakfast and then we have to get
moving. We have the birthday party at 1:00 and we have lots to do before
then."

   Apparently there was "lots to do." But what? And for whose birthday? My
nineteenth birthday was in two weeks, so I knew it wasn't mine.

   Daddy and I ate our oatmeal in the nude. I would have been aroused by
that except we both smelled bad and needed a shave. Yes [blush], I had
stubble too.

   Daddy cleaned up the dishes then took me into the shower in his
bathroom. We showered together for the first time and it was nice, but not
erotic. Daddy was intent on getting me clean and shaven all over. After he
dried me off, he laid me on his bed and I was hoping he was going to make
love to me. But instead, he gave my manicure and pedicure a touchup. He
then gave my toesies and fingers two coats of a hot-pink polish that
screamed "sissy."

   I still hadn't cum that morning when Daddy took me by the hand to the
third bedroom, which had always been locked. It was open that morning. We
walked in.

   It was a sissygirl's paradise! Frothy and pink. Frilly and lacy and
creamy and feminine. With a lovely dressing area filled with mirrors and
cosmetics of every ilk. A nice big double bed, with frilly bedclothes and a
canopy. And the closet was a huge walk-in filled with little-girl's
clothes. The kind I had missed out on by growing up a boy. Mirrors were
everywhere.

   The bathroom was beautiful too! Pink and feminine with a sunken bathtub
big enough for two.

   It was all for me. Thanks to my wonderful Daddy.

   My eyes filled with happy tears. I hugged Daddy.

   Daddy hugged me back. "I knew yesterday when you strode into work
sissied and proud that you were ready for the next phase of emasculation,
Babydoll. I called your Mom and Dad - they send their love - to tell them
how well you're doing and to suggest that they give all your boy clothes to
charity. You're not going back. Only forward. Now let's get you dressed for
your birthday party. Your debut not as Tony, but as Antoinette."

   Antoinette?

   That was to be my name? It was so girly. You could lose your head over a
name like that.

   I loved it!

   And I loved Daddy.

   He may have been in a hurry, but there's always time for kissing. We
took the time.

   And a nice blowjob. On my knees - I really liked being on my knees.

   Daddy returned the favor, but not on his knees as he was a manly man,
not a sissy.

   Cooled off a bit, Daddy took me through a whole new set of
preparations. "You're going to be a girl today, my Darling," he said. "And
every day hereafter of your wonderful life. Let's begin with your pretty
face, but first, let's get some panties on you or your pretty sissy clitty
will distract me from my appointed tasks."

   Daddy put a robe on so I wouldn't be too distracted. Then he showed me
my first girlie panties of my emasculation training.

   They were the absolutely sissiest thing I had ever seen.

   Pink satin, with white lace trim. Six little white ribbons all around
the waistband. Seven rows of white ruffles all along the "seat." And the
cutest white and pink satin bows on the side of each leg opening.

   I slid them on and delighted in the deep, true girlish feelings they
engendered.

   Taskmaster Daddy didn't give me any time to admire my pretty panties in
the mirror.

   He sat me down at the vanity table and started gathering a battery of
cosmetics.

   "We won't overdue the make-up, Antoinette," Daddy said. "Young girls
should go easy on the cosmetics. They shouldn't grow up too fast."

   [Giggle] I loved hearing Daddy call me "Antoinette." And a "young girl."

   My newly-named "clitty" was all-a-twitty!

   "Let's start with some foundation to cover that 'man problem' you still
have on your pretty face. The beard can be annoying, though yours is very
light. And we can get rid of it with the right 'vitamins' and some special
beauty treatments."

   Vitamins? What kind of vitamins gets rid of facial hair? Oh
well. However, the idea of "beauty" intrigued me.

   Daddy seemed to be an absolute whiz with cosmetics! He was better than
those ladies who do the ten-minute makeovers in Bloomingdale's. He brushed
on some pink blush and did some light touches around my eyes to give them a
wide-open, perpetually amazed look. The hot-pink, ultra- shiny lip gloss
was the real show-stopper.

   "Nothing too slutty for my princess on her birthday," Daddy said.

   I looked at the results in the mirror.

   Wow!

   I was a little knockout. They would all want to play spin the bottle
with me, all right.

   I thought I would be getting dressed next, but Daddy asked me to pull my
panties down first.

   Oh, goodie! Was he going to fuck me at last? I was ready. And eager.

   No.

   He said, "Bend over, Sweetie. I need to give you your first vitamin shot
in your perfect tear-drop tushie."

   I was hoping for a different kind of injection from Daddy. But I did so
want to be more feminine. And Daddy said the vitamins were good for me. The
needle pricked a little. But we girls must suffer for our beauty.

   Daddy scooted my panties back up, copping a nice feel as he did so.

   But that was as far as his friskiness went.

   Rats.

   Daddy slid a silky, pre-pubescent-girl's camisole over my head. It
matched my panties in both color and trim. I loved the feel of satin on my
erect, excited nipples and could not resist tweaking them a bit to make
them stand out even more.

   Then it was time for serious dressing.

   Daddy introduced me to my first petticoats - white, full, frothy things
that made me swoon with girlish feelings. I simply could not resist placing
my hands on the sea of sissy froth surrounding my waist. But the swooning
had hardly started.

   The main event emerged from the closet.

   The prettiest, pinkest, fullest, sissiest, little-girl party dress that
anyone ever wore.

   It was spectacularly feminine. And totally inappropriate for a person of
my age.

   I didn't care.

   It was the dress I should have worn to parties had I not been pretending
to be a boy most of my life.

   I squealed in girlish delight and flapped my limp wrists when I saw it
and covered Daddy with kisses.

   Daddy liked that.

   He also liked how I again swooned in the sissiest sissy manner when he
pulled the dress over my head and I felt its raw feminizing power. I even
felt lightheaded, so strong was the emasculating force of the frilly sissy
frock.

   Daddy gasped when he saw me, but before he let me see myself in the
mirror, he fiddled with my hair with a styling brush and some type of
setting mousse. Using two pink barrettes and one large, pink ribbon, Daddy
feminized my hair to his satisfaction. Then he sat me down and slid a
garter-like band up my left leg to my lower thigh. It had a performed huge
pink and white satin bow on it that faced off-center to my left. He
followed with a pair of incredibly-frilly, short white sissy ankle socks on
my pretty feet. Then he completed the ensemble with a pair of pink-satin
Mary Janes that had two-inch heels and cute satin bows on their toes.

   The final touches were pretty white lace short gloves that still showed
my pink nails and ended in a froth of white frills, a tiny little pink
satin handbag and an intoxicating spray of peach-scent perfume.

   That outfit would have emasculated John Wayne. Maybe even the entire
NFL.

   Daddy stepped back and admired his work. I saw his stiff cock poke out
of his robe and thought that I would be stiffening a lot of cocks in my
life to come. The life that in many ways was beginning that day.

   At last I was allowed to admire myself in the mirror.

   I was a stunner! I liked what I saw in the mirror. I preened, sighed and
struck a pose - many poses, actually.

   The dress was quite short, ending at mid-thigh with my petticoat ends
peaking out past its hem. Just above the hem was a row of nine white satin
bows that went around the skirt. The dress's high, tight waist was covered
with a sash that tied into a huge bow in the small of my back. The sleeves
were short, puffy and also finished with bows at their tight hems. The
bodice fit across my still boyish chest and ended in a high white Peter Pan
round collar. Yet another pink satin bow burst out from the front of the
collar and tickled my chin and sweet rouged cheeks.

   Any dirty old man worth his bag of candy would have creamed in his
raincoat the moment he saw me.

   I was all set to cream in my panties. I liked being "Antoinette." A lot!

   I was so busy admiring myself that I didn't notice that Daddy had left
me, shaved, dressed in a very nice suit and tie, written an opera,
negotiated world peace and solved the Sunday New York Times diagramless
crossword puzzle.

   Daddy and I walked hand-in-sissy glove to the car. Well, Daddy walked, I
minced along holding my tiny purse with bent arms and limp wrists. I wished
we were walking to my party - my birth as a girl. I wanted everyone to see
me. However, that would come soon enough.

   The party was in the Emasculation Station building. And I was very
curious about who was to be there for me.

   The first familiar face I saw was Miss Crushman's. "Oh, Antoinette," she
said. "I'm so proud of you. There's still much work to be done, but you're
doing very well. Enjoy your party."

   She took her leave. Then Daddy led me to the party room, opened the door
and we walked in.

   To a room filled with balloons and crepe paper. A big "Happy Birthday,
Antoinette" sign draped across the back wall.

   And filled with ten squealing, clapping sissies, jumping up and down in
their pretty (but not as pretty as mine) party dresses.

   I thought it was an all-girl affair until I saw the chaperones - Seven
men and three women. Hunky, daddyish men. Tall, substantial, well- dressed,
very-high-heeled women in slender skirts and beautiful blouses.

   Each of the girls apparently had a teacher, like Daddy. I felt very
sorry for the girls who had women teachers. I liked having Daddy.

   The girls surrounded me, squealing out their birthday wishes. They were
all very sweet and they all introduced themselves. I forgot their names
almost immediately after hearing them until..."Hi, Antoinette. It's me,
Megan. We met at Panty Pride at college. Remember me?"

   Oh my goodness, I should say I remembered Megan. At my first Panty Pride
meeting, she had wanked me to my first orgasm.

   I squealed, flapped my limp wrists in delight and hugged her, happy to
find a familiar face.

   Megan looked fantastic. Her dress was the complement of mine. Pink where
mine was white and vice versa.

   She stuck close to me, but I didn't really get to talk to her, since we
all played pin-the tail-on-the-donkey and hopscotch and even [blush] an
all-sissy spin-the-bottle,

   Before long we had cake and ice cream and then I opened my
presents. Lots of frilly, girly clothes. And Daddy took pictures of
everything.

   After two hours, the party was over. I enjoyed it, but I wanted to get
home, get my panties down and invite Daddy to stick his big thingee in me.

   After all, thingees go better with sissies.

   Not yet.

   Daddy had collected all my "loot" and said goodbye to some of the other
"teachers." I couldn't wait to get Daddy in the car where I could thank him
by sucking his cock properly. A car suck was almost as nice as an
on-your-knees suck - both were so deliciously naughty and submissive.

   Not yet either.

   "Antoinette," he said. "Megan and her 'auntie' will be coming home with
us today. I was delighted to see that you know Megan and it's time you get
to know some girls your own age."

   That was OK, I guessed. As long as Megan didn't try to move in on my
Daddy!

   Megan's "auntie" was over six feet tall and with her five-inch heels,
she was taller than Daddy. She was in her late 30s, strikingly beautiful
and had the biggest titties I had ever seen,

   I think Daddy noticed.

   We all got into Daddy's car, kids in the back seat. I was so randy that
I thought about having a mutual wank with Megan. But I didn't want to mess
with anything she had going with "Amazon Auntie."

   Megan and I just held hands and admired each other's beauty all the way
home.

   We piled out of the car. Megan and I held hands and skipped into the
apartment building, grownups trailing.

   We entered the apartment.

   Daddy said, "Girls, Megan's Auntie and I have some things to
discuss. Would you like to get to know each other better while we're
talking? I have play clothes for both of you in your top middle drawer if
you want. You can change and we'll have dinner in four hours."

   Four hours? They must have had a lot to discuss. Still, I wanted to talk
to Megan about what her experience in emasculation had been like so far. It
was obviously different from mine. She didn't have a daddy.

   Megan and I toddled off to my room, semi-happily. I didn't like Megan's
auntie, that she-demon cutting in on my territory with Daddy.

   Megan squealed when she saw how pretty and feminine my room was. "Did
your daddy decorate this for you? You are so lucky to have him. Has he
fucked you yet?"

   Megan was, as I remembered, very direct. I wasn't used to such "rough
talk," so I looked down and said, "Not yet." Then I giggled and said, but
I've sucked his cock and it's dreamy!"

   Giggles and squeals all around.

   "I don't know about you, Antoinette, but I'm very randy. Would you like
to show me some of the things your daddy taught you?"

   In response, I got on my knees. [Have I mentioned that I adore being on
my knees?] Megan lifted her skirts and petticoats, exposing her perfumed,
pink-ruffled, white satin panties. Which I eased up and over her sore,
stiff cock, then down to her white satin Mary Janes.

   Megan stepped out of her panties and gasped girlishly when I took her
pretty cock into my mouth. It was a nice one - big and fat - with a pink
head that was darkening as I teased and pleased it with my tongue. It was
not only meaty, but delicious as well.

   "Oh, Antoinette, that's very nice. Your daddy taught you well. And he's
so lucky to have you. Yes, that's it. Lick it there in that little arrow
point. Just like th... Oh."

   And the sweet, overheated sissy blew a nice thick load all over my
face. After all that work Daddy had done on my cosmetics. Oh well. Some art
is meant to be defaced. Or maybe it was just a work in progress.

   Megan drew me to my feet and kissed me, licking off her girlie goo from
my face. Then she got to her knees. I lifted my skirts and petticoats.

   Some things just come naturally to a sissy.

   "Those are the prettiest panties in the whole world, Antoinette," she
said. "Let's get them off you so I can make you happy."

   Megan eased my panties down my legs and I stepped out of them. I was
VERY excited. It was the eighth wonder of the world that I hadn't squirted
already.

   "Oh, Antoinette," Megan said. "I think someone's pricklet has grown a
bit. Have you been using your 'little gentleman' a lot since I saw you
last?"

   I giggled. "Just a little. Now get to work, you lazy girl."

   Megan did, giving me the nice, long, wet, slurpy blowjob we all dream of
getting. Since I hadn't cum in about eight hours (!), it was an
extra-creamy load I shot all over her cute, face.

   Nothing like returning a favor.

   She stood up so I could properly clean her face with my still-hungry
tongue, stopping to share frequent cummy-kisses along the way.

   Since we still had about three hours and 26 minutes to kill before Daddy
and Aunt Busty got done doing whatever heterosexual nastiness they were
immersed in, Megan and I had time to talk.

   We could have gotten naked and gotten into my bed together, but we both
loved our sissy dresses and petticoats too much to take them off. Instead,
we just ditched our panties and lay together in a nice cuddle. The mixing
of satin and petticoat made a heavenly sound.

   Megan was Miss Curiosity Box about Daddy. I told her a lot, except the
sex part. But the little perv wanted details like, "When will your daddy
fuck you?"

   "I don't know," I said wistfully. "But I want him to. And the sooner the
better." [Giggle]

   "I'll bet he has a beautiful cock. Did you suck it a lot?" she asked.

   "Oh, yes. And swallowed his big creamy cargo. It's delicious."

   We both giggled our sissy bottoms off.

   Megan told me about her emasculation so far. Like our dresses, we were
complete opposites.

   Her "boy phase" lasted three and a half weeks, compared to my one
week. And no sex from a man!!!

   "I guess they figured that I had been 'prospected' and test 'drilled' a
few times by men already," Megan said. "I needed emasculation by
women. And, believe me. I got it."

   I had to ask. "Men fucked you?"

   Megan looked at me as if I were the slow kid in class. "I had some male
'friends' in college who appreciated my femininity, yes."

   Wow. I WAS the slow kid. But if I had had Megan's background, I would
have never met Daddy.

   Megan went on to describe how "Auntie" took every opportunity to
humiliate her in front of ladies. "Auntie had a really simple reward and
punishment system - follow the rules and you eat Auntie's pussy. And it's a
really nice pussy between two great legs. Screw up and Auntie spanks
you. And she can really spank."

   "How did she humiliate you?" I asked.

   "Lots of ways. The worst I think was pole races."

   "What were they?"

   "There's a room at Emasculation Station that's kind of like an
arena. The 'pole race' competition area is in the center and there are
spectator benches all around. Ladies watch as sissyboys race through the
poles."

   "What kind of poles?"

   "The wrong kind. The poles are actually soft rubber, penis-shaped,
vertically-oriented objects anchored to three parallel benches. On each
bench, the size of each pole increases in order from a three-inch cock to a
five and seven-incher. And their diameter increased proportionately!
Sissyboys are brought into the pole arena, where they are stripped nude and
paraded before the hooting, guffawing ladies. Each of the poles is
well-lubed and the boys are each given a jar of lube which they can use to
prepare their own bottoms for the race."

   "Then what?" I asked, fascinated.

   "Then the race began," Megan said. "Two other sissyboys and I stood by
our benches and, at a signal, we had to ease our bottoms down on the
three-inch pole-prick. When we were all the way down, we had to stroke our
boycocks until we spurted. Then we moved to the next pole, sat on it and
spurted. All while being insulted and humiliated by an audience of rude
women. The first boy to take all three poles in his pootie and cum three
times is the winner."

   How humiliating! How emasculating!

   How thrilling!

   "What does the winner get?" I asked.

   "He gets to eat the pussy of any lady in the audience."

   Interesting.

   Megan added, "And the losers get spanked. Hard."

   Ouch.

   "Did you win?"

   "I lost the first three times and won the next time. Spanking isn't all
that bad. Auntie says a spanking is never wasted on a sissy. But eating
pussy is overrated. I prefer diving into the genitalia of a man."

   Me too, I thought. Then I asked, "Which lady's pussy did you eat?"

   "I chose Miss Crushman, the only sissyboy who ever picked her."

   "Wow," I said. "That was ballsy. How was her pussy?"

   Megan smiled ironically, "Well, Miss Crushman didn't exactly have a
pussy. She has a big, moist and meaty clitty, if you know what I mean."

   I did. We giggled furiously at Miss Crushman being one of us.

   "The pole races are good lessons in emasculation," Megan said. "But the
final test before I moved out of the sissyboy stage, that was the worst!"

   I was almost afraid to ask. "What was it?"

   "It was horrible. Auntie took me in the car to [choke] a part of town I
didn't know and ..."

   Megan's eyes filled with tears. "She made me..."

   It was wrenching for her. I felt very bad for her. What atrocity had
been committed on her?

   Megan gutted it out and told me. "She made me...ask for people for
directions!!!!!"

   [The horror!!!!!!!!!!!]

   The most emasculating act of all. The she-beast had made a male, even a
semi-male, ask for directions! She might as well have asked him to eat
quiche. Or admit she was wrong!

   They play rough at Emasculation Station all right.

   The time flew by and before we knew it, a very tired-looking Daddy
appeared at our door. "Did you girls have fun? Looking at your gooey faces,
it appears you've become friends."

   I blushed. Megan, the little tart, didn't.

   "All right my little angels, you'd better clean your faces and get out
of those dresses. Dinner will be in 30 minutes and I want you in your play
clothes. You can just wash your faces and touch up your lip gloss. You can
wear the frilly socks with the play clothes in your middle drawer. And your
Mary Janes. Better move it, Ladies."

   And he left.

   Megan had the biggest boner she had had all day. "He's dreamy,
Antoinette," she said. "You're so lucky. If I don't get a man soon, I'm
quitting this program and moving to Gingerfredonia, where they appreciate
girls like us."

   After my stab of jealousy subsided, I decided to comfort, Megan. "You
can't have my Daddy, Megan. If you try, only one of us will survive the
day. But I'm sure you'll get a Daddy soon. Now we'd better do what Daddy
said. I don't want a spanking."

   Megan giggled and said, "I wouldn't be so sure of that. Being spanked by
your Daddy would be a really interesting experience. But you're
right. Unzip me and I'll unzip you."

   Maybe a spanking from Daddy would be "fun," I thought. It would be so
submissive and sexy. Hmmmm.

   Seeing Megan naked for the first time made me wish that we had more time
for "play." She had a great sissy body and her nipples were the biggest and
puffiest I had seen. We scurried around and fixed our makeup, then I opened
my center drawer, right where Daddy said and saw...

   There must be some mistake.

   There weren't any "play clothes in there. Just two pairs of frilly socks
and two pairs of "lowrider," ruffled pettipanties.

   Megan saw the look on my face and came over to see what I saw. She drew
the proper conclusion more rapidly than I did. "Your daddy has a different
idea of what 'play' is than most people," she said.

   Modesty was a virtue that was leaving my body as rapidly as my
masculinity. "Pink or white pettipanties?" I asked Megan.

   "I'll take pink. They'll look better with my white Mary Janes. White
will look better with your pink Mary Janes."

   She was right. We both looked good enough to eat. Pretty, girlishly-
madeup faces. Bare upper-bodies. The world's sissiest, briefest
pettipanties. Bare shaved legs and puffy nipples. Totally sissified shoes
and socks.

   I was hoping Daddy was so excited when he saw me that he would take me
to his room and ravage me all night.

   No such luck Yet.

   Daddy's eyes did light up when Megan and I entered the kitchen where he
was working. His Bermuda shorts were badly tented as he stirred the
spaghetti sauce.

   I looked around for Megan's Auntie, but didn't see her. Probably passed
out on the bed from all the fucking Daddy gave her all afternoon. Fucking
that rightly belonged to me.

   Megan kind of looked for her too until Daddy said, "Your Auntie's gone,
Megan. She's off to bedevil the next boy who needs her particular flavor of
emasculation. Between us, I think every one of your darlings needs a daddy,
from day one. But I don't write the rules."

   A very bad thought flashed through my mind. Was Daddy going to be daddy
to both of us? Please no!!! I didn't want to share Daddy!

   Thankfully, no.

   "Megan, you're getting your own Daddy. He'll be here in two-and-a-half
hours. Just enough time to feed you and get you dressed pretty for
him. Let's eat."

   But Megan wasn't listening to that last part. She was squealing and
jumping up and down and hugging me. Then hugging Daddy. And rubbing her
willie against him. The little tramp!

   Daddy eased her off him gently. "You're going to love your new Daddy,
Megan. He's sweet and handsome and very loving. Poor Antoinette is stuck
with her old Daddy. Your new Daddy is a friend of mine and we'll be getting
you girls together for things whenever we can. Young sissies need other
young sissies."

   Well, that was very nice, wasn't it?

   Megan flew through her meal, then ran into my old boy's room, where
Daddy had laid out a lovely, sissyish outfit for Megan's debut with her
Daddy.

   While Megan was dressing and primping, Daddy and I were in the living
room kissing and hugging. I was sitting on Daddy's lap and I had unzipped
his fly. His big thing was sticking up and I was caressing it sweetly as we
kissed. No rush to climax. Just nice, slow, gentle loving.

   "Seeing you in that outfit is very stimulating, Antoinette," Daddy
said. "You could stiffen every cock in a ten-mile radius."

   I glowed with the praise. And forgave Daddy for fucking that "Auntie"
person all afternoon.

   After an hour or so of kissing Daddy and stroking his cock, he told me
he couldn't hold back any more. So I stopped stroking, bent over, and took
him in my mouth. Four or five deep sucks and he was cumming in buckets, all
down my throat.

   I didn't spill a drop!

   I was very proud, because neatness counts, you know.

   When Daddy's breathing returned to normal, he said, "That was lovely, my
Angel. I'm going to get some lube and then ease my hand down the back of
your panties and finger your pussy while I kiss you and suck these lovely
nipples. Isn't that a good plan?"

   Oh yes. Certain plans were especially good. And the best part was that,
for the first time, Daddy called my bottomhole a "pussy." Which is what it
is, all right.

   Daddy's fingers were very naughty "back there" and he sucked my nipples
as if he were sucking real titties. Which made me feel extra girlish. Which
made me cum so much I drenched my pretty pettipanties twice!

   When Daddy and I finished getting reacquainted after his wanton
afternoon with "her," we only had about 45 minutes until Megan's new Daddy
arrived. I didn't want to meet him with smeared makeup and cum- loaded
panties, so I dashed off to take a quick sponge bath while Daddy laid out
my clothes.

   He found the cutest baby-blue, little-girlish short, frilly nightie for
me, with matching bunny slippers. I got it on and gleamed with hope for a
fucking when I saw Daddy's lustful looks.

   Still not yet.

   Daddy helped me with some light makeup, just enough to "brush the boy
off," as Daddy said. We finished just in time to answer the doorbell.

   We almost got run over in the hallway by a very eager young lady named
Megan. She had girlied up beautifully in full sissy mode - a lemon-
colored, white-accented-and-petticoated "Sissy Tea Party" dress. Long,
shaved, bare legs, ending in the frilliest white socks and white
patent-leather Mary-Jane shoes. A pretty yellow ribbon in her boyish
hair. Her new "daddy" would eat her up!

   Daddy and I watched as Megan answered the door and we all beheld him -
Megan's Daddy.

   I know my Daddy is the sweetest, most wonderful Daddy in the whole wide
world. But Megan's Daddy was GORGEOUS!!!

   Blond hair and blue eyes! Tall and muscular, with a sweet, kind
face. Broad shoulders. And a big tent in his pants when he saw Megan.

   Megan was almost hyperventilating with sissy excitement.

   And so was I. Not that I ever wanted to leave my Daddy. It was just nice
to see Megan's Daddy. And imagine being in his arms. Allowing him whatever
"liberties" he desired.

   Which could never happen, of course.

   Anyway, Megan had skipped most of the formalities of introduction and
was hugging her new daddy in a death grip. He was telling her how pretty
and sweet and feminine she was and what wonderful times lay ahead for
them. He said nice things to Daddy and me and then [whoosh] Megan and her
daddy were gone.

   I was happy for her - her "prospecting" days appeared to be over, and
she would be into "developmental drilling" from now on. Also, the little
slut was away from my Daddy...

   Leaving Daddy and me alone.

   Looking at each other.

   With "that look."

   The one that gets us girls exhausted and leaking cum from every bodily
orifice.

   I could only hope.

   Daddy cleared his throat and said, "You know, Kitten, I'm supposed to
bathe you and all tonight, but let's leave that for tomorrow. We'll get up
in plenty of time to get you washed, fed and ready for church. And except
for dressing and entertaining your friends, I don't think you'll be
sleeping in your room any more. I think you can sleep with me from now on,
all right?"

   That was very all right.

   "Yes, Daddy," I said, shyly and submissively. "But I go to bed earlier
than you do. And it'll be lonely in that big bed without you."

   Daddy looked at me with growing respect for my developing feminine
skills. "I think we should go to bed at the same time from now on, my
Darling Girl. Now seems like an excellent time."

   I was going to be fucked! I knew it! I knew it!

   I was wrong. But only by less than 24 hours.

   Daddy took things in sequence and there was one more bridge to cross
before he porked my pootie.

   Eagerly, I got into Daddy's bed and lay on my back. All the excitement
of the day had my willie standing very tall. I lifted my nightie to give it
some air.

   Daddy enjoyed the view as he stripped naked as I watched. Which made my
tinkler twitch and throb.

   Daddy lay on my right side, lying on his left side as he rubbed my
stomach and kissed me. Just to tease, he let the back of his hand brush my
peenie head now and then. Daddy could see that I was getting very hot and
bothered.

   Wetting two fingers of his right hand with his mouth, Daddy entered my
pussy with the two rude intruders. I was sure that Daddy was loosening me
up for the insertion of his quasi-paternal love pole.

   Just when I was groaning and panting and about to cum for the first of
what I hoped would be many times that wonderful evening, Daddy stopped
fingering me and let me cool off.

   He actually got out of bed and went into his bathroom, returning with a
warm, wet, somewhat soapy thin washcloth and a towel. "Please lift your
knees, Baby," he asked. "I'm going to clean you out a bit."

   That was odd. Daddy put the washcloth on his finger and entered my pussy
with it, rubbing and cleansing the place I "make dirties" with.

   It didn't feel half bad. But I hoped the agenda was going beyond that.

   It was. Daddy used the towel to dry my "warm hole," then he tossed the
washcloth and towel aside and lay on his back next to me, his feet by my
head and vice versa.

   'Curiouser and curiouser,' as Alice said.

   "Straddle me, Antoinette," Daddy said. "That's it. Your face should be
even with my penis. Support yourself with your elbows or just lie on
me. You're not heavy. Now just ease your pretty bottom down so it's right
over my mouth. Just like that. Mmmmm."

   Omigosh!!!!!

   Daddy had his tongue in my pussy!

   Really in my pussy! About a quarter of a mile in. And he was licking and
digging like a prospector looking for the mother lode.

   Sometimes prospecting could be a very good thing.

   I had never felt anything half so wonderful in my life.

   It was deliciously dirty! And the most intimate thing one person can do
for another.

   My poor testicles spasmed and gushed during the first thirty
seconds. Then recharged and fired again ten, quivering, squealing,
shuddering, screaming minutes later.

   Frantic with lust, I took Daddy's manly meat in my mouth and sucked him
to a groaning gusher as he maintained his determined assault. I was so
distracted that I wasn't able to swallow the "girl's big reward" that Daddy
gave me and it ended up all over his flat, hairy stomach.

   When Daddy made me cum for a third, wrenching time, I sank my cheek into
the small lake of commingled cum on Daddy's stomach and mumbled out a plea
to stop before he killed me.

   Daddy stopped. Reluctantly.

   Exhausted. We both fell asleep.

   Sometime during the night, Daddy rearranged me so that we were both on
our backs and I was in Daddy's loving arms. An exhausted, cum-ravaged,
deliriously happy sissygirl.

   The next day, Sunday, Daddy roused me at 7:30. "We have to get you into
a condition that churchgoing people can endure looking at," he said. "If
anyone saw you now, what would they think?"

   Good point, Daddy. I had dried cum all over me. Even in my
hair. Especially in my hair. But I was happy. Very happy.

   Daddy washed me before he fed me. Then powdered and perfumed me. And
dressed me in a dress that any seven-year-old girl would adore. And any
ten-year-old girl would believe was "babyish."

   It was lilac and white. With frills and lace and ruffles and bows. Lots
of white frilly petticoats that swished with my every move.

   Well, I guess it pays to advertise. But in church?

   And it was short. Really short. Just below my low-rider white
pettipanties.

   Lacy, white socks. Lilac satin Mary Janes with cute little low French
heels. Where did Daddy find this stuff?

   Would I survive the day? Would the priest stop the mass and make us
leave? Would any gentlemen in the congregation have to use the emergency
cardiac-arrest paddles?

   We sat in the front row at 11 o'clock mass. Just like the previous
week. So everyone could see us. And wonder if the sissyboy who had been
with the handsome, masculine man was the beautiful sissygirl with the man
that week. Even the priest was sneaking peeks to see if we were the same
sissy.

   At the sign of peace, Daddy gave me another one of those deep, tonguey
kisses that made the parishioners gasp. And made me fill my pettipanties
with girl's cream.

   It wasn't just the kiss that made me cum. It was the whole humiliating,
thrilling situation. And the fact that it was Daddy kissing me as all those
people knew I was a sissy with a male lover.

   Daddy hadn't brought any extra panties, so I had to endure the
wetness. Not to mention the drools of cum that were snaking their way down
each of my smooth, bare legs.

   I wanted to go home right then, get on my back, lift my knees and give
Daddy's cock the time of its life.

   But Daddy insisted on taking me to the park, buying me an ice cream cone
and two balloons, one purple and one white. And walking with me until we
were both tired.

   Daddy and I got home around four. He took off my cummy panties and
dress, cleaned my privates with a washcloth, dressed me in a pretty robe,
and put me down for a nap in my room. I didn't resist. Being constantly
emasculated and humiliated can be hard work.

   When Daddy awoke me at 6:30, I was refreshed and ready for
anything. What I got was fish sticks and mashed potatoes. With apple pie
for dessert.

   But the best dessert - the one I really wanted - was coming up next.

   "Let's get clean," Daddy said.

   I liked the sound of that.

   The sunken tub was in my room. Daddy filled the tub with scented oils as
we stripped naked. We eased ourselves into the warm water and luxuriated in
its tingling embrace.

   Daddy devoured me with kisses.

   I felt loved and girlish and happy.

   And unfucked.

   It was time.

   And Daddy knew it.

   Daddy took his time drying, powdering and perfuming me that lovely
evening.

   He knew what was coming and he knew I knew.

   I wasn't sure how he would dress me.

   And he kept me waiting, applying a bit of hot pink gloss to my lips and
a hint of blush.

   Then he went to my room and returned with a delicious, pure silk, white
(of course) nightgown that screamed femininity.

   I loved looking into Daddy's eyes as he slid it over my head, then
admired - no, worshipped me - in the pretty nightie. It had lovely little
spaghetti straps with a scalloped bodice and short hem, both trimmed in
fine French lace. My nibble-me nipples and pulsating popsie all proudly
poked forward through the sheer fabric. I loved sneaking peeks at his
expanding man-prick as he brushed and styled my hair.

   Then, all the preparation was over and it was time.

   Daddy carried me in his manly arms from my bathroom to his bedroom. We
entered and I saw that he had illuminated the room with only about fifty
candles. Very romantic, Daddy!

   There were no rose petals strewn by the bed, but not bad for a guy,
don't you think?

   Daddy set me down gently then lay his naked body next to mine.

   He lifted my nightie, stroked my belly and said, "I've never said this
to anyone in the emasculation program before, Antoinette, but I love
you. With all my heart. I'm going to make love to you tonight and make you
mine forever. You and I will have other partners. You'll probably marry
some rich guy some day. But when I plant my seed in you tonight, in all the
important ways, you'll be mine and I'll be yours."

   [Gulp]

   He loved me!

   He wanted to "own" me!

   I was going to be his possession.

   A helpless, squealing sissy, completely submissive to her Lord and
Master.

   I know it was inappropriate, but I spurted my spermies. Right then. Just
from what Daddy said and how I reacted to it.

   Daddy was delighted.

   "Is it any wonder that I love you?"

   I shook my head and said. "I guess not, Daddy. And I love you too."

   It was true. Daddy was the man I always wanted, even when I didn't know
I wanted a man.

   I just wished he would stop talking and stick that big thing in me
before I lost my nerve. It didn't seem possible that my tiny pucker could
accommodate that monster. But given patience and the right amount of
lubrication and dilation, a sissy's scabbard can conquer any man's sword.

   At last, Daddy got to work, making the very best use of opportunity and
materials at hand. Daddy dipped his fingers into the large, rich deposit of
the world's finest lubricant that I had conveniently positioned for him on
my belly.

   Daddy eased it, fingerload by fingerload, into my tight pussy,
lubricating and dilating a bit with each insertion. Satisfied that he had
relocated the entire load into my "warm place," Daddy entered me with three
fingers. Those naughty digits stretched and poked and dug and drove me
wild. Kissing me tonguily as he massaged my tender prostate, Daddy, the
rogue, made me cum again.

   That seemed to satisfy him. Though it had placed me at Death's
Door. These girlish orgasms can really get to a sissyboy. I would need
traction to straighten out my toes.

   I was on my back, chest heaving, pricklet still oozing goo when he
withdrew his fingers.

   Rats. I felt so empty. But not for long.

   "I'm going to fuck you like a man fucks his woman, Antoinette," Daddy
said. "On your back. Let me just ease these pillows under your lower
back. That's it. Now just raise your pretty knees up. That's a girl." After
pausing to lube up his massive penetrator with my most recent cream
deposit, "Let me get into position and...Uhhh."

   PAIN!

   OWWWW!

   Nobody told me!

   Wait...

   Not so bad.

   After the first puncture.

   Feels kind of good.

   Mmmmm.

   Daddy was fucking me.

   I was being fucked. Make that Fucked with a capital 'F.'

   By Daddy.

   A Man. Also with a capital 'M.'

   People don't believe me, but at that moment, I had a vision. Of Abby. On
the far shore of a riverbank. She was helping me - lifting me - out of the
water and onto the riverbank with her. "You've crossed the river,
Antoinette," Abby said. "There's no going back. You're one of us now."

   The last thing I wanted was to return to the side of the river I had
lived on before that day. I was emasculated and delighted.

   And enjoying my fucking. Really enjoying my fucking!

   I felt so girlish and... full. Daddy's cock was rubbing against my
prostate with each stroke and I knew I would be cumming again soon. That
was all great.

   But the best part - the part I really liked - was giving myself to
Daddy. The way a girl would. Giving myself - the very best thing I could
offer - to the man I loved.

   That was what made me cum the third time - a long, watery dribble with a
seismic explosion like the asteroid that killed the dinosaurs.

   Then I relaxed a bit and enjoyed the best part. Watching the look of
rapture on Daddy's face as he emptied his hot heavy balls into my stretched
pussy.

   Being a girl is lots of fun, isn't it?

   And not just for the girl.

   Daddy looked as if he were ready for a ten-hour nap. Or a funeral.

   But I was young, randy and freshly fucked.

   Daddy looked as happy as he was tired.

   When my pussy involuntarily ejected Daddy's big rammer, he rolled over
onto his back. Then he gently pulled me toward him, nestling me in his
arms.

   Daddy and I cuddled and kissed between "love you's."

   That was nice. It was sweet.

   I wanted more. When I reached down to stroke Daddy's cock, I could feel
that he wanted more too.

   I removed my nightie, rolled over onto my stomach, wiggled my bottom a
little and said, "Please sir, may I have more?"

   Twisted, I know. But I said it.

   Better yet, it worked.

   Daddy eased a pillow under my stomach to improve his angle. Then he
straddled my thighs, positioned his weapon and pushed the whole, massive
thing in with a single stroke.

   I screeched. Then submitted fully to a four-star fucking. Hard
strokes. Soft strokes. Pauses to kiss my neck, shoulders and
nipples. Occasional bites of the pillow. Prostate torment beyond belief.

   I was full. Full of love for Daddy. Full of cock in my bottom. Full of
optimism about my future.

   Then I was again full of Daddy's thick, sticky, man juice.

   Daddy poured out his sperm and semen cocktail, collapsed on me, and
rolled us both over so we were on our left sides. Still impaled by Daddy's
slowly deflating cock, I endured the delicious torture of Daddy's masterly
rubbing of my swollen cock and balls. Daddy made sure our second fuck ended
with my nice, toe-blasting orgasm.

   On to number three, I thought. But when I heard Daddy's light snoring, I
figured it was time to give Daddy a much-needed rest.

   He was more than twice my age, after all.

   Filled with contentment and Daddy's cock, I fell asleep too. I dreamed
sweet, girlish dreams of being fucked by various men I had known in my
life. Then I had a vivid dream of being fucked by Daddy. Which turned out
not to be a dream.

   It was 1:12 a.m. and Daddy was spooned up behind me, just as he had when
we fell asleep. Except his cock had regained its full vigor. And it was
plowing my furrow very enthusiastically. What a wonderful way to wake up!

   Seeing that I was awake, Daddy changed the plan of attack. I whimpered
when he pulled his cock out of me. And when he got onto his back, I thought
he had decided to go back to sleep.

   Wrong.

   Daddy's big pole was sticking up.

   As if I weighed nothing, Daddy reached over, grabbed me by my hips and
rearranged my body so I was facing him, my pussy poised over his stiffie.

   "Sit on it, Honey," Daddy said. "Please."

   Gladly.

   I placed my wrinkled button next to Daddy's wet peephole and wriggled
the head past my half-hearted defenses. It felt wonderful. And better when,
inch by inch I sat on his thick pole. I wondered if it was how Megan felt
when she was in those horrible, degrading, emasculating pole races.

   My Daddy degraded and emasculated me too. But it was all for love.

   Like the love I felt coming from him as I bobbed up and down on his
cock, gyrating my hips in the most obscene manner. And the way he kissed me
and tweaked my rock-hard nipples as I clenched his cock with my pussy.

   I loved the way my balls rubbed against Daddy's thick pubic hair. And
the way Daddy rubbed my bottom cheeks so nicely with his hands as we
fucked.

   Fucking is a whole body experience.

   And a finite one.

   We grappled erotically for about a half hour, then exchanged thick,
creamy loads and fell asleep once again.

   The next morning, we awoke at 6:12 and Daddy introduced me to the doggy
position.

   Arf.

   I thought we would spend a week or two in bed. Fucking whenever Daddy's
thing got stiff.

   But Daddy had promises to keep to Emasculation Station.

   We had an agenda.

   Every weekday morning at nine, Daddy would drop me off at Emasculation
Station. For eight hours each day, I learned how to apply cosmetics and do
my hair, dress girlie, walk girlie and talk girlie. Every evening at five,
Daddy would pick me up, waiting with all the other daddies, then take me
home and fuck me until we passed out.

   Was that a great agenda, or what?

   I really enjoyed the training. And the fucking, of course. I met lots of
nice girls and got to spend oodles of time with Megan especially. Along the
way I began to permanently lose all my ugly boy hair and had my lengthening
hair highlighted and permed. Life was good. Laser treatments even better.

   Megan and I got to take "tickle breaks" during the day, but only when we
were so "steamy" that we couldn't wait for our daddies to "empty our bags"
when we got home at night.

   Every night when Daddy picked me up he always greeted me with a big kiss
and hug. And a good "feel-up" as well. Sometimes Megan's Daddy would arrive
a bit earlier than Daddy, so I got to see their greeting.

   They always greeted each other VERY enthusiastically, just as Daddy and
I did. Sometimes I had naughty thoughts about "being with" Megan's
Daddy. Not rejecting my Daddy or anything. NEVER!

   But I was feeling stirrings. Stirrings about being with other
men. Seeing the world. Being hospitable to lots of nice men.

   That's normal, isn't it?

   Speaking of normal, after a week of pre-teen, birthday-party dresses, I
was ready for some normal girls' clothes. I sort of mentioned that to Daddy
"between innings" one night that first girlie week.

   That was the first time I realized that Daddy could be quite agreeable
to what I wanted. I was a lot more powerful than I had first
imagined. Being submissive and emasculated didn't mean I was without
influence and power. In fact, as our relationship evolved, Daddy seemed
more and more willing to do anything I wanted to keep me happy. Short of
deviating substantially from the Emasculation Station program.

   Daddy stopped dressing me in those frilly sissy-party dresses the
Saturday two weeks after my birthday party.

   Not on that actual day, since I was naked all that day. With Daddy's big
cock up my bottom more often than not.

   The next day, Sunday, we went to eleven o'clock mass as always. Daddy
dressed me in a pretty pink dress, with pleated skirts and no
petticoats. My hem was at mid-thigh. I wore white cotton knee socks and
pink pumps with a two-inch heel. For the first time, Daddy let me wear eye
make-up - just a little volumizer for the eyelashes and some eyeliner.

   I looked very hot! Again, we sat in the front row and kissed deeply at
the sign of peace. Father must have been happy, since attendance had
increased sharply since we started going there together.

   That afternoon, Daddy took me for ice cream and, wonder of wonders, no
one stared. They looked. Lots of them looked at me. The way a man looks at
a cute girl. But we had finally returned to the "normal zone."

   Still, most of the onlookers probably figured us for father and daughter
- not lovers.

   Daddy took me to the mall that Sunday too. And got my ears pierced with
pretty gold buttons.

   Those next few weeks were magnificent.

   I liked the training sessions a lot, though I still think it would have
been more fun to spend all day, every day with Daddy. Daddy seemed quite
happy to have me "occupied" during the weekdays, though we spent all day,
every Saturday, fucking. Sunday was church and "field trip"
day. Museums. Parks. Once we went to a baseball game. Anywhere we could be
out in public with people, especially men, looking at us seemed to fit
Daddy's plan.

   I think Daddy liked me being gone on weekdays for two reasons.

   First, I don't think he wanted to die young. Daddy once told me on a
Saturday night that his balls felt as if they had been
horsewhipped. Pleasantly horsewhipped, he quickly added. Daddy had great,
but finite stamina.

   Second, I think he was doing something while I was gone. At first I
thought it was sex things. Like being with another sissy! Or a woman, like
that Amazon Auntie of Megan's. But I abandoned that theory when I saw how
ready and randy Daddy was for me very evening. And his cock never tasted of
"foreign invasions."

   My other theory was that he had a...and I hate to use this awful
word...job. Was he working 9 to 5 (what a way to make a living!)? Wasn't
his work with me enough to keep him in room and board?

   I should have asked, but Daddy always deflected personal questions about
himself.

   Another important development during that period, two developments,
actually, were my titties. It was too early to call them that, really, but
because of the daily vitamin shots Daddy gave me were puffing up my nipples
and making some flesh begin to form under them.

   Another sign that I was approaching the far side of the River Sissicon.

   Daddy adored my developing titties. He told me that in a few months I
would have good reason to wear a bra, though he had already started me on a
largely useless training bra.

   By mid-October, I was dressing like a teenaged girl. Albeit a teenaged
girl circa 1962. Always skirts and pretty tops, usually with round collars
and those strange circle pins. I longed to wear sexy heels, high and
pencil-size. And stockings. Yummy, fully-fashioned,
reinforced-heel-and-toe, seamed stockings. I started to become obsessed
with garter belts. Paired with the come-fuck-me heels and my lovely legs,
they would make even 21st-Century men wolf-whistle.

   But Daddy was very strict. "Those are Phase Three clothes, Antoinette,"
he would say. "You need to complete Phase Two first."

   However, with time the boring knee socks and flats gave way to opaque
nylon thigh-highs and two-and-a-half-inch, thick-heel, Mary Janes (though
they were teaching me how to move easily in five-, even six- inch stilettos
at Emasculation Station).

   I had formed the impression that Daddy didn't want me to finish my
training because he was in love with me and didn't want our relationship to
end.

   That would never happen! I'll always love Daddy.

   One Thursday night in late October, Daddy picked me up and kissed me and
felt me up, just like he always did.

   We got into the car and I was happily chatting away about my progress in
"Flirting" classes. As I often did, I freed Daddy's cock from his pants and
began to give it a nice cuddle as we talked. Not enough to make him cum,
though I sometimes sucked and swallowed a nice load before we got home. I
love the extra-creamy cums Daddy makes when he hasn't "had any" for several
hours.

   It really is the ideal after-school snack!

   I was seriously considering just such a maneuver when I noticed that
Daddy was taking a different route home. We frequently went out to dinner
at nice diner Daddy and I liked. But we weren't going that way either.

   "Where are we going, Daddy?" I asked.

   For better or for worse, Daddy loved surprising me. "We're having dinner
with your parents tonight, Honey. They invited us."

   [Choke]

   I was going to be paraded in front of my parents in full girlie mode?
Without warning? With my male, very male, gentleman lover?

   They would see me in a white, shiny cotton round collared blouse; red-
tartan, pleated skirt that was almost a mini; two-and-a-half-inch, black
patent-leather Mary Jane-style pumps: and white opaque stockings with cute
satin bows?

   "It's better I didn't tell you in advance, Antoinette." Daddy said. "You
would have been obsessed with it for days. I call your Mom three or four
times a week about your progress. She's very sweet. They need to see
you. It's time."

   Daddy and my Mom were phone buddies? The fabric of the universe was
tearing.

   I was about to protest, but Daddy was pulling into the driveway of the
house where I grew up.

   "Reach into the back seat, Baby," Daddy said. "I brought flowers and an
apple pie for dessert."

   I decided right then and there that Daddy wasn't getting any pussy that
night.

   Strike that. Less pussy. Couldn't punish myself too much. I really
needed a sperm injection or two, or three.

   I held onto the flowers and Daddy's arm as we walked to the door. Daddy
held the apple pie. Thank goodness he had remembered to put his cock back
in his pants.

   I guess we could have just walked in, but Daddy rang the bell.

   A smiling Mom appeared. "Oh, Antoinette. How lovely you are! Really even
better than I dared imagine. Who's Mommy's favorite little pantyboy now?"

   Mom hugged me and made me feel like a million bucks. Daddy was restored
to full pussy rights.

   When Mom broke the embrace, she said, "Come in, you two. "Stan!
Antoinette and Vincent are here."

   Vincent. Daddy's name was Vincent?

   Dad appeared and hugged me too, telling how beautiful and feminine I
was. He sat down quickly thereafter, seemingly fiddling with his pants
front. Strange.

   Daddy, AKA Vincent, would be getting extra pussy that night.

   We had a lovely evening, punctuated by lavish praise for my beauty and
femininity and for Daddy's role in achieving both. And Mom's best Polish
canned ham, mashed potatoes and canned corn.

   Mom asked "Vincent" how his consulting business was going. So that was
what he did all day! It took a mother to extract a full confession. I was
going to have to add that to my skill set if I was to be truly feminine.

   Mom and I cleaned up the dishes, putting the leftovers all securely away
in Tupperware. As we were doing so, she took to opportunity to chat.

   "Sweetie, I must apologize that I never, never-ever, should have let you
get out of your cherished toddler girlie clothes. I really am sorry for
letting you pathetically play at being a boy for all those years. However,
your father insisted, and I - the good little wife - agreed. We really
didn't know any better, although my instincts told me different things."

   "Mom," I replied, "what happened to change you?"

   "Well, sweetie, first of all, it was how instinctively totally femmy you
were. Even your father couldn't deny that! Then he discovered "Panty Boy"
Magazine. The poor dear hasn't been the same since. Although he certainly
is easier to control"

   A magazine dedicated to us? This I had to find out more about!

   At nine o'clock, Mom said, "I'm sure you two have things to 'discuss' at
home." And she gave Daddy one of those looks she used to give Dad when I
was a little kid and they went "upstairs to wrestle" as Mom described it.

   Creepy thought - Mom was maybe five years older than Daddy. Was she
flirting with him? Well good for Mom. Flirting keeps you "in the game."
Though she had better find a different game board. I was playing monopoly
with Daddy Vinnie.

   When we got in the car, I gave Daddy a deep, tonguey kiss and said,
"Drive quickly. I've never wanted you so much in my life."

   It was true. I was delighted that Daddy had worked so hard to
communicate with my parents so they would fully accept me. He was a great
guy all around.

   And I made sure he was all around my pussy that night. And the next
morning. Until he dropped the second bomb.

   We had just finished an especially vigorous wake-up fuck. I was on my
back, enjoying Daddy's kisses and the naughty feeling of his manly milk
oozing from my freshly-fucked bottom. I knew it would make me late for my
classes and Daddy late for his "consulting" but lust knows no such
boundaries. I was about to make myself irresistible to Daddy when he said,
"It's time you move to Stage Three. I would keep you like this, with me,
forever, if I could. But it's time you moved up. Miss Crushman has been
suggesting it to me for a couple of weeks now. And I don't want to
disappoint her."

   I should say not. Daddy being fired from his part-time job as
Emasculation Station counselor would be disastrous for him and for the
Sissies of the World.

   I had mixed feelings about leaving a very nice status quo. Life with
Daddy was fantastic. But I was tired of being a teenager (though I had
turned nineteen only a few weeks earlier). I wanted to be a full- fledged,
gown-up, better-than-a-GG-woman.

   Daddy went on. "There is one little requirement before you move
up. You'll have to spend a weekend with another daddy. We call it the Daddy
Exchange program. And since Megan is ready to move up too, I was hoping you
could stay with Megan's Daddy this weekend and Megan could stay with me."

   My first reaction was one of pure jealousy. I would agree, but Daddy
would have to spend the weekend tending to the claw marks I would be giving
Megan when I saw her at Emasculation Station. Nobody was going to spend a
"sperm-exchange" weekend with MY Daddy!

   But then I cooled a bit [well, actually heated a bit in a part well
south of my brain] and thought, I would be spending a weekend with the
planet's most gorgeous hunk-daddy. He would take me to his bed and torment
my prostate with his stiff, thick cock for 48 hours. I would suck his cock
and swallow his creamy loads. And he would make me cum maybe twenty
times!!! The first day!

   Plus, it was part of the program and I didn't have any choice. So it
wasn't my fault. I was being FORCED into tartiness.

   I looked at Daddy woefully and sniffled, "All right, Daddy. If I HAVE
to." [Sniffle]

   Daddy spent the next ninety minutes consoling me and, for the first
time, I was late for classes.

   That afternoon, I was wearing a pretty, but conservative grey dress with
pink trim and buttons. Daddy didn't want me looking too sexy, I
guessed. Megan was dressed down too. Neither Daddy wanted to offer the
other much from his own little sexpot.

   I had an overnight case with clothes and lingerie and make-up - my first
sleep away since becoming a girl. Though I didn't think sleep was high on
the agenda.

   Megan and I giggled all day about what was on deck for us, and by five
o'clock, we were jumping out of our skins with excitement. I told Megan
that my Daddy was sweet and loving. She said her Daddy was too, but I could
get a "rough ride" if I wanted one.

   Ooooh. Rough seemed nice.

   I told Megan she could call my Daddy "Uncle Vincent." She suggested I
call her Daddy "Uncle Teddy." "I don't know if that's his name, but he's a
rough rider," Megan counseled sagely.

   At five on the dot, both daddies showed up for the exchange
weekend. Daddy looked at me a bit sadly. It would be our first night apart
in more than three months. I would make it up to Daddy when he got me back
at five o'clock Sunday afternoon. Assuming that little slut Megan left any
of Daddy for me.

   I looked shyly at my "daddydate" for the weekend. Omigosh he was
beautiful! And about ten years younger than Daddy.

   He kissed me respectfully on the cheek and said, "Shall we go, my Dear?"

   Already I was his "dear."

   I turned to see Daddy's reaction to the kiss, but he and Megan were
already walking out, hand-in-hand.

   Well.

   I guessed they were already in the spirit of things.

   I took Uncle's hand and he walked me to his car. He was full of
compliments about my beauty and femininity. A girl can't hear enough about
that. And a guy will say anything to get laid.

   We were at his place in about ten minutes. I certainly didn't extend him
the courtesy of stroking his bare cock as he drove. That was just for my
Daddy.

   And his apartment wasn't as nice as Daddy's either. Just one bedroom,
though the bed was the size of a small country.

   He had dinner all prepared. Tacos, rice and
frijoles. Well-cooked. Tasty. Though I was a bit distracted by Uncle's
attractiveness.

   He asked me a lot of questions about my favorite subject - me. When we
cleaned the dishes, it was 6:34 - time to extend my favors beyond just one
man.

   "Would you like to change into something more comfortable, Antoinette?"
he asked.

   I remembered that Daddy had packed some outfits for me. "I brought
things, Uncle," I said.

   "You can wear those if you wish, but I have a nice outfit for you if you
would like that."

   Cooperation with gorgeous men was inherent in my sissy nature. "OK,
Uncle," I said.

   Uncle led me to the bedroom and showed me my outfit.

   Bad girl lingerie. The kind I had worn to fuck Abby several months
earlier. Only nicer stuff.

   A black, diaphanous, sheer babydoll nightie with thin spaghetti straps
that held me so tight. Its elasticized bodice perfectly displayed my
budding boobies and could be easily lowered to fully expose the tiny, but
succulent, titties. The babydoll had cute pink satin bows at where the
straps met the bodice.

   However, the best part was exactly what I had been aching to wear: sheer
black, fully-fashioned, seamed, reinforced-heel-and-toe stockings attached
with pink satin-covered clasps to a black, ruffled with pink lace,
four-strap garter belt that fit firmly about my slender waist. The
combination of the suspenders and high stockings perfectly framed my
"assets," front and rear. It all perfectly complemented the black patent,
five-inch-stiletto, fuck-me pumps. No panties were in sight.

   There indeed would be skyrockets tonight! In flight, even. And with
daddy-delight!

   I trembled at the thought of being ravaged in such an outfit.

   Then, under Uncle's lustful stare, I stripped naked and dressed to
thrill.

   Remembering the lessons of my flirting classes, I dressed slowly. Hiding
my pretty parts as well as I could, with occasional flashes of my popsie
and pussy to reward the attentive. Attaching the suspenders was sheer
ballet - in slow motion.

   Uncle dressed too. He stripped naked. Oooooooh! That manly broad,
muscular chest and rippled abs! To die for! He then put on a black, silk,
shortie kimono that barely covered his naughty bits.

   And his naughty bits were BIG bits.

   It was 7:03 and my time was at hand. Uncle sat in a comfy chair and
invited me to join him. I wiggled over, shaking my bottom as I minced in my
big heels, and plopped on his lap.

   I felt so girlish. I felt so naughty. And I felt so desirable.

   Uncle said, "Vincent tells me your titties are coming along nicely. He
gave me your vitamins for your shots tomorrow and Sunday. May I see how
they're developing?"

   I was pretty much completely open to suggestion. I nodded.

   Uncle slowly drew down my nightie's bodice to frame my perky peaks,
exposing my emerging nipples. Now every "asset" was framed for function -
the perfect pantyboy fuck-toy!

   Uncle gasped in appreciation. I liked that. Then he kissed each
one. Then licked each one. Then sucked each one. I liked it all and swooned
in appreciation

   "Those are coming along beautifully, Antoinette," he said. "You're going
to be a real brabuster some day."

   The thought of having "big ones" was very exciting to me. As was what he
was doing as he worshiped each nipple orally. He didn't stop and I was so
excited and I loved what I was wearing and he didn't even touch my peenie,
but in no time flat I was cumming hard.

   We were off to a good start.

   To show him I appreciated his efforts, I opened my mouth and invited
Uncle's lips and tongue. He accepted.

   He was a really good kisser. Enthusiasm and technique. And as we kissed,
he kind of rubbed the cream from my first cum all over my testicles and my
pricklet.

   Which produced my second cum.

   We were off to a really good start.

   I decided it was time to suck his prick.

   But Uncle wanted to put his prick in my pussy.

   Uncle won.

   Apparently, Uncle considered the many hours he had dreamed of fucking me
(and the two orgasms he had just given me) to be nearly sufficient
foreplay.

   To ensure that I was ready for his welcome advances, Uncle had me put my
hands on his bed and lean over. It wasn't easy to balance myself like that
in five-inch heels, but I could see in the mirror how sexy and vulnerable I
looked in that position.

   Uncle gasped when he saw me like that. Then he shucked off his robe,
leaving himself naked, and got on his knees behind me.

   For the next 45 minutes, Uncle alternated between eating my pussy and
sucking my balls. I came twice, screaming like a baby singing opera.

   Judging me ready, Uncle stood up and entered me completely with one
steady stroke.

   My eyes widened! I gasped for air. And squeaked in mild protest.

   Being fully seated, Uncle began to fuck me in earnest. He kept me bent
over, holding my hips so I wouldn't lose my balance in my skyscraper heels.

   And he fucked me hard.

   Harder than Daddy ever did.

   He used me.

   He degraded me.

   I was in love!

   I was totally dominated and helpless. A squealing sissy at the mercy of
her forceful lover.

   It was fantastic!

   When Uncle filled me with so much sperm that my bottom sloshed, he
pushed me forward so we were on the bed. His full weight was on me. I was
pinned and powerless.

   Uncle's youth was kind to him. And me. Within moments. His manly pole
swelled again and he was fucking me with a purpose - orgasms all around,

   Mission accomplished.

   Uncle took me to a different planet that lovely weekend. The planet
Lovehard. And he taught me that each man loved his lovers differently. Some
were sweet and gentle - like Daddy. And I adored that style of love. Some
were dominant lovepistons - like Uncle. I adored that style of love too.

   I knew that there were lots of other styles out there too. I resolved to
investigate them all.

   When Uncle returned me to Daddy on Sunday night, I kissed Daddy and
hugged him and submitted to him three times that evening.

   Neither of us spoke about what had happened when we were apart. Though
we both looked a little worse for wear from the experience.





   Chapter Six - Emasculation Phase Three - Toni

   That next Monday morning at breakfast, Daddy told me I had been advanced
to the final phase of emasculation.

   "No more classes at Emasculation Station, Sweetheart. You'll be dressing
like a grown-up woman and doing things on your own. You'll be living with
me for now, but you can move out whenever you wish. I'll be your advisor
and lover as long as you like. But no more humiliations, Toni."

   Yet another surprise.

   "Daddy," I said. "I can't leave you. I love you. And why are you calling
me by my boy name again?"

   "Oh, no, Kitten," Daddy said. "T-O-N-I is your woman name. You're
emasculated. You get a big girl's name now. And believe me, I love you
too. I don't want you to ever leave me. But you will. You'll get a job -
Emasculation Station will find you one. Probably as a receptionist for a
law firm, where you'll have men drooling all over you. Younger associates
with sperm to burn and older partners with money to burn. Lawyers are so
good a fucking people anyway. It's a natural place for you to start.

   You'll learn to live as a woman. I'll help. Emasculation Station will
help. And someone waiting in the hallway will help."

   Daddy opened the apartment door.

   It was Abby!

   We hugged and kissed.

   "Welcome to the other side, Toni," she said.

   My masculinity was completely gone.

   Good riddance!

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