Date: Mon, 26 Sep 2016 12:51:08 +0100
From: John de Frece <jdfadv@actcom.co.il>
Subject: My name is Julia

My name is Julia. I have for many years been a cross dresser. It gradually
started with stockings and a garter belt , then panties , and gradually
over a long period of time - high heels , skirts, breast forms .

I am fortunate to have a good profession as an expert translator
. Languages come easy to me and I was able to establish a nice little
business and eventually employ a couple of people to do most of the
work. This gave me at least half of the day to enjoy myself!

Unlike most transsexuals I never had any great feelings of gender dysphoria
when I was little. I never felt the need to dress up . I was a regular
hetro guy who liked sucking cunt - and I did just that till I was in my
late 30's . It was only then that I really felt that I was attracted to men
and wanted to suck their cocks . And of course I did . But I never felt
really happy about gay sex.  Felt that I only really wanted to suck penises
if I could do so as a woman . This fell in nicely with my increasing desire
to dress as a woman.

So I rented a little room , put in a bed , bought more clothes , took some
make up lessons , lasered my body to make it hairless and let my hair grow
.

Now that I had the facility available - all I needed were the cocks ! It
wasn't that I was so crazy about men as such. I've always found them so
stupid !

It was their dicks I wanted - all the time and in me

How the hell was I going to find them ?

I began by joining gay phone contacts and letting men know that I was
available. Men came because of course I was doing it for free!

I would manage to get 2 or 3 men to fuck me everyday . Yes I was into being
fucked as well. I always made sure that my bottom was clean and I had
poppers available to relax my muscles there. I loved the feeling of being
penetrated by a man.

By now of course you will have guessed that I was on the slippery
slope. Why , I thought, should I be blowing guys on my knees - for free all
the time. Why in fact not go the whole hog and do it properly !

I was , after all, divorced, I owed nobody nothing .

So why not tits and a face lift !

Why not indeed !

I found a qualified psychologist and told her my history. She came to the
conclusion that as I had been cross dressing for so long , it was clear
that I had a gender issue .and I could properly and legitimately be defined
as transsexual . That being the case I was entitled to begin transitioning
.

It was really obvious that I was already transitioning because my hair was
long and that was the only hair on my body .

I was sent to a doctor who gave me a prescription for hormones. Actually it
took quite a long time for my tits to start developing- the best part of a
year really before I could see real protuberances. Oh, how I loved going
into a shop for the first time and buying my first bra !

( How I loved the sensation when a man who really knew what tits are about
, would lick my nipples and make my dick stand up ( you 'd be surprised to
know how most men are butchers and haven't a clue how to excite even a
tranny woman like me !).

 Then I had the added pleasure of throwing away the breast forms . Didn't
need them any more , as my tits slipped into the cup of the bra. Now I was
no longer a cross dresser - I was a real transgendered woman.

As the feminization kicked in - I took the inevitable step. I suppose I
always knew that it would happen and that eventually I would become a whore
. I wanted multiple sex every day . Actually I really NEEDED multiple sex
every day! I was really only happy when I had a dick in me ( either hole
would do !) so I started advertising on the prostitute web sites.

I think I needed the sex in order to validate my femininity. I had to have
the confirmation of a man treating me as a woman all the time.

Obviously the best way to get lots of sex was to make myself available for
any man who wanted me - and that meant whoredom .

So I reckoned that I would make some good money whilst doing something that
I wanted and needed to do anyway .

By now , dear reader , you are probably bored and want some sex action so I
will try not to disappoint you !

In my part of the world there are lots of types available - white ,black ,
Jew , Arab , Russian . I don't care - they all can and do fuck me .

Sadly nearly all of them are cut - so when I get a nice cock with a
foreskin , it's a special treat because I do like the feel of a complete
cock in my mouth . I had one a couple of months ago . Young guy ( which is
especially nice) He didn't want to fuck me - just wanted a blow job . So I
was on my knees with his dick in my mouth and I was taking it all in
backwards and forwards feeling the top of the cock and playing with the
whole skin which is so different from the circumcised cock . He then gets
me on my back on the bed with my head hanging over the side whilst he
stands over me - and wanks his cock over my face . Naturally he cumes , his
hot spunk splattering all over my face .

I don't mind at all .i enjoy being used as a receptacle and - I seem to
spend a lot of my life wiping cum off my face !

There is nothing like a nice cock in my mouth - I am perfectly content to
have one in me all the time . I like the feel of the cum shooting into my
mouth . Sometimes I swallow , sometimes I just let it ooze out of my mouth
and then I show my slutty face to the client .They like to see a girl's
face covered in cum.

I also enjoy the power of my mouth . My ability to suck on a cock for a
long time even with the clients who need time to cum . I suck hard and fast
to make them cum . then I feel them explode their hot juice . I did it ! I
can make them cum! They cum because of what I do to them!

You know what they say about black men - that they all have big ones. Well
its not true - I've had lots of black guys with average size cocks and I've
had white guys with huge ones.

But there is one black guy I had a couple of weeks ago . A soldier . Young
. Not a particularly exciting body but ?. When he took oFf his pants - OMG
!!!!truly a perfect cock . Really big ( I kid you not ) . I sucked him like
a maniac , then I condommed him and got him inside me . he fucked me
beautifully and filled me up . Heaven . Then I made him cum in my mouth.

He began to get dressed but I wouldn't let him and sucked him slowly back
up ( when you are 20 years old this is not so difficult!). I was on my back
on the bed with his dick wedged in my mouth getting harder ( I was also
pretty hard too ) and I so loved the feel of this gorgeous cock filling my
mouth completely . It took him a little while before he again deposited his
load in my mouth. Simultaneously I wanked myself off - something I rarely
do .

Well sometimes when you are a tranny whore - there are presents on the way
!

Of course you don't get pulsating massive organs all the time ! On the
contrary . It just so happens that for some reason you remember the big
ones the most !

Take , for example the guy who I registered in my telephone as "the Bent "
A really tall guy , by no means handsome but - with a very very large dick
, which had a distinct bend to the left. He used to come once every couple
of weeks . So tall that my head could rest on his chest standing up . Just
like a woman ( well that's part of the attraction !) .

He would undress go straight to the bathroom take a shower and come out
. He was so tall that I could sit on the side of the bed , mouth open so
that he could slide his cock into my mouth whilst I was sitting and he
standing over me. I would suck him for a while then he would insist on 69
and suck me whilst his massive dick was jammed into my mouth . I would lick
it and his balls and rim his ass , whilst he would suck me.

Then we would get up and I would take a deep strong sniff of poppers ( to
open my back hole and often I would demand that he stick it in me whilst
standing up . I would turn around facing away from him , lift my leg high
and get him to pierce me hard . I would feel the massive organ at the
entrance to my hole and then feel it passing through the ridge until he was
deep in my body - and I would be taken like a real woman skewered on a real
man's penis.Then he would put me on the bed and fuck me from behind hard
and mercilessly pound my fuck hole with me whimpering from the massive
invasion of my battered and stretched hole, before cuming deep in the
condom .

Then last week he actually phones me to tell me that he is going back to
his ex wife and wont be seeing me any more . Actually he has done this once
before and came back to me because nobody sucks better than me and he knows
it . And who else is going to give anal like I do to a massive dong like
that which swerves to the side !

When I first started cross dressing, I always wore a garter belt and
stockings . Such a tranny item . That dropped away a bit as I became more
and more feminine - as though I didn't need it so much now that I had tits
and completely hair free legs . Sometimes , however the client likes these
sort of accoutrements and I do confess to loving the feeling of fresh new
nylons on my legs and the so feminine feeling of pulling the nylons up !
When you add to that the necessity of always wearing high heels during the
sex act , you can imagine a picture of a complete whore ( which I am
perfectly content to be )

I particularly love being fucked when I'm on my back , my legs open and in
the air , encased in nylon ,my stilettoes high , whilst the guy is holding
both heels of my shoes whilst pounding my fuck hole deep and I am taking it
as a woman .

Talking of shoes - well I have this guy who is a "masochist light" He likes
me to stand on his body in my shoes - especially on his balls with one foot
on his neck and the other on his cock . Its quite a tricky little exercise
- but if that's what the client wants - that's what he will get!

And it invariably brings him to the orgasm which he has come for.

After he has cum once , I gradually coach him back to life. Takes a bit of
doing but I do, after all, have expert lips . When I've got him hard, I sit
on him backwards facing the mirror so I can watch his cock going in and out
of my hole as I writhe up and down on his pole like the little slut I am.

 .When he"s on the point of cuming I whip the condom off him , direct his
cock to my open mouth- he shoots his load into my throat and I swallow the
hot cum which he has deposited in that particular orifice .

This is what I have become - a slut who uses her two holes to service men.

It was when I met Robert that I began to look at men other than just bodies
with cocks attached to them !  Most men are really pretty dumb and are
useful only because of what they have hanging between their legs. Robert
was different. He was a body builder with rippling muscles and a very fair
sized fat cock . When he came to see me , he would take me like a real man
roughly and passionately . One of the few who really kissed me - always hot
for me . And I love to see the effect I have on a man . Robert was hard as
soon as he walked through the door .  And I was on my knees in seconds
sucking wildly on his fabulous dick whilst fondling his hard sexy body
. Robert never lasted long . he would fuck me fast and brutally and on the
point of coming wrench off the condom and spurt his cum all over my face
. I would love to do a porno film with him

.A real man

Not like me - I'm a tranny whore

I suppose it wont be too far away t\before I get myself a cunt -" in for a
penny in for a pound ' as the duke of Wellington once said !