Date: Tue, 03 Apr 2007 21:05:16 +0000
From: SL
Subject: Trinas Journey

  I don't know when it started maybe it was when I was a little boy and my
parents had separated. I was self conscious and short. I noticed that high
heels made mom taller so one night when she was out I tried on a pair of her
platforms. From the moment they were on my feet I was transformed. I felt so
alive I even remember them dark blue 6" chunky heel sandals with ankle
straps. I noticed how men chased my mom around it was the 60's and the
fashion was so alluring to me, I was fascinated...Later she started putting
some of her cloths and shoes in my room. I tried on a pair of pantyhose a
bra, hot pants and some go-go boots it just grew from there I got deeper and
deeper.

                I always dream of being a slutty cock whore in fetish heels
and sexy outfits, but as time went on I got married had a family but the
drive to be femm slowly mutated into a full blown desire to be treated like
a woman in every way. I started dreaming about men and their big cocks, I
dreamed about sucking men off getting a face full of hot cum, being fucked
up the ass, dominated and worshiped. Finally I got divorced and started
exploring more fully my feminine side. I purchased all the shoes and boots I
had dreamed of (I have over 20 pairs!), Corsets support garments back seamed
stockings. Kinky outfits. Cosmetics, jewelry. I have to tell you my legs and
ass I am gifted here no work required just heels and hose and my legs and
ass are the most erotic any man could want.

                 As time went on I got better and better at dressing worked
on my makeup shaping my eyebrows ,extra long false eye lashes deep luscious
lips. I finally started to post some pictures on the web, I gave myself a
fem web name Trina, Men started to email me sending me pictures of their
hard cocks and telling me they are hard because of me!!. I started to buy
some realistic dildos big ones and prostate stimulators and every time I
dressed I fucked and sucked these and for a while it was great. I always
watch and study shemale porn because I want to be just like those grrls. I
love Danielle Foxx, and Olivia, Candy Coxx, Vanity. I want to be like them
and they always get the payoff for all their hard work, something a dildo
could never give me, all my sessions were starting to be boring because I
wanted to have hot ropy streams of cum shot all over my face. So I started
to get more aggressive with the guys emailing me looking for the one hunky
big cock stud who would pop my cherry and drench me in cum . This one guy
was so persistent, he was a Latin stud body builder huge muscles and a
magnificent cock, He would send me compliments and pics of his huge penis,
of him Cumming I would send him pics back of me in diffent kinky erotic
outfits always with my clitty squirting on my fetish shoes. Back and fourth
finally my need for real cock overcame every fear I had. I had him get a
hotel room and said that I would meet him I was so excited I could just
scream!

                   I took everything with me to the hotel, When I got there
he had flowers and champagne waiting. I went into the bathroom and stripped
I applied veet all over my body and ran a bath. As the hair remover started
to work I removed all my body hair oh I was so smooth I put some oil beads
in the bubble bath and got in and cleaned up so my body was flawless. I got
out of the tub and rubbed baby oil all over my body I then slipped into a
chemise and went to paint my toenails dark red. I then sat at the vanity and
put out all my cosmetics applied my extra long fetish false lashes,
Foundation, Worked on refining my eye brows applied a very dramatic eye
shadow in  three color's. A little blush to accentuate my high cheekbones,
Painted my lips. I put on my Red mid length wig big hoop earrings. I then
applied my long sexy fingernails in a French manicure. I slipped on my
garter belt and thong fishnets stockings and my bra and "D" cup breast
forms. I then put on my Dita platform pumps oh these shoes make me feel so
empowered like I could have any man I want. They are black leather 7" heels
with a 2"platform. I have to put these on first because once I put on my
corset I can't bend over far enough to put them on. I them put on my corset
I pulled it so tight and laced it up I then put on my 40's style black
cocktail dress it mid length just above the knee and put on some channel
No5. A string of pearls, I looked in the mirror and sexy shela cocksucking
queen looked back I was so Hot I almost came in my panties. I made a drink
and waited for my man. I was so excited I almost got sick but I calmed down
because a lady must be calm gentile and alluring, I had another drink it was
almost 7pm he would be here soon.

                   I lit candles and turned down the lights I sprayed more
chennel in the air, I left the door unlocked and just as I finished I herd
the door open. There he stood He was 6'5" built like an Adonis with a muscle
shirt on and tight leather pants the outline of his huge cock was just so
apparent. I sashayed over to him in my sexiest walk.. He was so cute he had
a mustache and goatee and long sideburns I caressed his face and then he
leaned in and kissed me hard on the lips I opened my mouth and his eager
tongue went right in, I was swooning I felt waves of warmth all over, I
could not believe that I was kissing a man his mustache tickled and I was
melting in his arms I started to kiss his face and neck and pecs he smelled
so musky I started to lick him his arm pits his abs were rock hard. I
kneeled down in front of him and started to unbuckle his pants I was crazed
I wanted all of him. I eagerly pulled down his pants and he was wearing a
pink leather jock strap I pulled it off and his huge 9" cock flipped out its
was magnificent uncut deeply veined it was throbbing and his dick head was
peeking out from the foreskin. I grabbed his cock by the base and squeezed
it ,the foreskin pulled back revealing his cockhead which looked like a big
purple plum I placed my lips on the head of his cock and it was not warm it
was hot and as it slipped past my lips into my mouth and then my throat its
was simply mesmerizing it felt like it was humming with electricity litterly
buzzing in my mouth I started to move down the shaft until his pubic hair
was on my nose I learned to make little figure 8s his cock moving around in
my mouth I then pulled back I was overwhelmed the smell the look of his cock
I started to butterfly lick the head and look up at him with my fuck me eyes
he had his head back and was moaning in the deep guttural sound it was such
a turn on I was pinching his nipples he liked that. I slowly slid my middle
finger into his asshole and found his prostate as I sucked and teased I
massaged it hard and this clear sweet precum started to flow out of his cock
his dick hole was large I could actually pull at the sides and open it up
enough to get the tip of my toung inside mmmmm it was so nice, I then
started to give his balls a tounglashing bathing his balls and sucking them
they were getting tight I knew he would soon give me what I have craved all
my life so I started sucking the entire cock taking it into my throat and
out it was so great the skin moving along the shaft I never thought it would
be like this real cock is so fantastic. He grabbed my head suddenly I could
feel his asshole tighten I pushed against his prostate and he exploded into
my mouth a huge load that squirted with such force that to flew out of the
sides of my mouth I swallowed it all and then moved back just in time for
another huge hot ropey load hit my face like a wave. He just kept bucking
and Cumming yelling he is such a stud I was so in heaven, I then got the
present that all cocksuckers love the aftermath I took his dick in my mouth
and it was so sensitive he was jerking and bucking I just kept sucking until
he was spent mmmmmmm it was yummy. We lay together fondling his cock and
balls I was so hot for him I begged him to fuck me, He grabbed me and
flipped me over and spread my butt cheeks wide he then started eating my
asshole we was licking my entire crack and his mustache and goatee was
rubbing against my hole oh my god I was so turned on I was haking and
quivering I had never had a reaction like this total ecstasy he then pulled
my clitty backwards and stared sucking hard ohhhh it was wonderful he stuck
3 fingers in my ass and started pushing harder and harder. Then he pulled
his hand out and I could see him stroking his rock hard penis and I then
felt the bulbous head on my asshole slowly he pushed and I felt his cock
slip in a little he held there and then he pushed it all the way in I
thought I was going to scream but he just kept going and then he started
humping my ass hard he would pull all the way out and the dive in I was
bucking and pushing back we flipped over and I was on top I got on my heels
and held myself above him and he just started jamming it in at a rapid pace
I was simply flying it felt so good I then lowered myself down and started
grinding him ohhh it was so big I felt so full so femm so gay so hot so
everything we slid down the couch so I was upside down and he jammed his big
penis into me standing up harder and harder he felt like his cock was
getting bigger and bigger and then boom he exploded into me and then pulled
out and came in my face I then came as well hard he was putting his cock on
mine and I started to jack off with his cum I shot again. We cuddled there
and then I started to suck his cock for another round and we just went at it
all night.

          The next day I woke up and he was gone, a letter and a date for
next week I think I want to try a little S&M.