Date: Sat, 20 Oct 2007 16:21:45 -0700 (PDT)
From: Amber Schneider <amber32700@yahoo.com>
Subject: Disguised as a girl - TG - Young Friends

When I was 12, my mother and I had to leave Ukraine because of the
political problems and persecution of many people. The only way we could
leave was to get fake passports. The passports were for a mom and
daughter, so my mom dressed me as a girl.  I didn't like it, but it was
necessary to get to the USA. My mom put me in this plain gray dress that
went to my knees and a pair of girl's black shoes and white socks. My
hair was about 2 inches pass my ears and with a little brushing, it
looked more like a girl's haircut.  It felt very strange wearing the
dress and going out in public. I was afraid someone would be able to tell
I was a boy, but nobody did.
It was a long train ride to the airport. My mom kept reminding me to keep
my legs together and try to be more ladylike. I learned to cross my legs
at the knees and I got used to it and even liked sitting like that. I
noticed that my mom treated me differently now, more gently and nicer and
we talked about doing things together when we got to the USA. I liked
that. It took almost 3 weeks to get to the USA. During that time, I
always wore a dress or skirt and after a while, it felt comfortable and I
even grew to like it. I felt different and liked the way wearing a dress
made me feel.
When we got to the USA, my passport said I was a girl so I needed to stay
dressed as a girl until we could get different identification. My mom and
I went shopping for more girl clothes and I had a fun time. I never
really thought about how I looked or what clothes I wore, but now I did.
It was so nice trying on all these clothes. My mom would help me get into
the dresses and zip them up for me or button them and I would look in the
mirror and notice how different I looked in each dress and how much I
loved wearing the dress. I would twirl and move around and watch the
skirt flip around too. My mom smiled and said it was like having a
daughter for at least a little while. I gave her a big hug and told her
much I loved being her daughter.
I mostly got shoes, skirts and dresses but no jeans because my mom wanted
me to look as much like a girl as possible. She even let me wear a light
pink lip gloss and I got my ears pierced and some ears rings too. My mom
let me wear a dress and girl's wedgy heels that we bought and we
continued to shop. It was a dark blue dress with small white pokadots and
a full skirt, so I could feel the skirt touching my legs as I walked
around. I really liked feeling the skirt touching my legs. My mom said
that most girls like that too because it makes them feel more girly.
My mom had to go fill out some forms at a bank, so I waited at the ice
cream shop. I was eating my ice cream when I noticed a boy looking at me.
At first I was afraid that he knew I was a boy, but then he came over and
said hello. I could only speak broken English, so I just tried to smile a
lot. His name was Michael and was 14 and we started talking about the
schools and music. Even though it was hard for him to understand what I
was saying, he was very sweet and we talked for a long time. My mom came
by and was glad to see that I made friends with someone and that she
would be back in about 2 hours.
Michael and I continued to talk and then we decided to go walk around the
shopping mall. It was so strange, but I felt like a girl walking around
with a cute American boy. As we walked, some people bumped into us and
Michael took my hand to help me through the crowd. When he started to let
go, I held onto his hand and he smiled at me. We held hands for a long
time while walking around the mall.
We were in a music store listening to music with headphones when Michael
leaned over and kissed me on the lips. I was shocked, but I liked it! I
smiled at him and kissed him back. It felt so wonderful kissing him. He
kissed so softly and nice. As we kissed, Michael pressed his tongue
against my lips and I slowly opened my mouth to let him in. I loved his
tongue in my mouth and I sucked on his tongue. I put my arms around his
neck and pressed myself against him and we kissed again. Oh god, I loved
kissing him so much!
We noticed some people were watching us, so we stopped and went outside.
We walked over to a van parked in the mall parking area. A girl named
Amanda was in the van with a boy named Jason. Michael knew them and we
were all sitting in the back and just talking when Amanda asked if we
wanted to do some ecstasy or X. We all did and after about 20 minutes we
were all feeling very weird and full of energy. Jason leaned over and
kissed me. It surprised me and then Michael was kissing me on the neck
and cheek. I just kinda closed my eyes and grabbed onto Michael's hand.
Then Amanda came over and put her arms around me and kissed me right on
the mouth. God, my head was so spinning.  I kissed her back and the boys
watched us kissing. I was confused because now I liked kissing Amanda!
Amanda said they do this all the time and like to find new people to be
with and it's not really sex because they don't have intercourse.
Amanda could tell I was unsure of what to do and tried to feel my
breasts. Of course I resisted. Amanda thought I was just embarrassed
because I was totally flat chested, so she wasn't mad at all and took
off her top. Jason came over and started feeling and sucking on her
breasts. Michael pushed me over to Amanda's breast and put my mouth to
it. I felt and licked her right boob while Jason licked her left boob.
Then Amanda started sucking on Jason's penis. I was watching when
Michael pulled me over to help Amanda. I didn't know what to do, so
Amanda moved over a little and I licked the side of Jason's penis and
kissed Amanda on her cheek. I then took Jason's penis into my mouth.  I
was surprised how wonderful it felt and tasted and how soft yet hard it
was at the same time. I licked it all over and even licked his balls. I
copied what Amanda did and slowly sucked Jason, going up and down his
penis while holding his balls. Amanda was sucking Michael's penis when
he orgasmed into her mouth. Amanda pulled me to her and forced her tongue
into my mouth. I could taste Michael's cum. I loved it.
I couldn't wait to go back to sucking Jason and having him orgasm in my
mouth.  But Amanda started sucking Jason so I just held his balls and
tried to lick the shaft of his penis. Amanda took all of Jason's cum and
swallowed it. She said it was hers, but I could have Michael's next load.
But it was almost time for me to be back in the mall, so I tried to
straighten myself up and told them bye. I went in the mall and sat on a
bench and waited for my mom. I just sat there thinking about all that
happened and how wonderful I felt.