Date: Mon, 21 Apr 2003 19:49:38 +0100
From: John POWELL <john@powell55.freeserve.co.uk>
Subject: Early Learning

For as long as I can remember I have had a fetish for dressing in girls
clothes. I was very fortunate to have two sisters, one three years older
and the other two years younger. I was also very fortunate to grow up in
the 1950's, an era of feminine fashion. Both sisters wore similar
clothes. My mother also dressed in the frilly fashions, usually a basque
with suspenders, stockings, frilly petticoats and fully skirted dresses.

My first memory of wearing girls clothes was about the age of 6, my sisters
dressed me in a white frilly satin and lace-edged party dress, white
frilled ankle socks and pink sandals, the girls also styled my longish hair
and put lipstick on. I was ecstatic and although I didn't get an erection I
had a lump in my throat and tingles in my groin. I never stopped Amy and
Wendy from dressing me up. They would dress me in their school tunics,
bridesmaid dresses, swimwear, party dresses and others.

One day after school, however, when I think I was 8, I got a very woozy
feeling when I was wearing a short pink frilly petticoat and pink satin
rumba panties and my little penis had become quite hard. To mixed feelings
of pleasure and embarassment I noticed a wet patch in the panties, I tried
to hide my predicament from my sisters but Wendy, who was 12 at the time,
noticed the wet patch. To my horror she pulled the waistband of the panties
out and showed my erection to my little sister, then she grasped my penis
making a clear liquid ooze from the hole. I was very excited by this, I had
a sudden urge to piss and unable to hold myself the golden liquid squirted
out soaking Wendys hand the panties, petticoat and, as Amy was quite near
to me, piss squirted into her face, dripping down her school tunic. We were
all shocked but also very excited. Amy said she liked the warmth of my
piss. Wendy quickly decided to pull her panties aside and a gush of piss
shot out over Amy's face and clothes. Soon we realised we should get
cleaned up. From then on we would play wet games, usually with me dressed
in frilly petticoats and panties.

When I was 11 I had a shocking experience which would transform my life.

In the warmer weather I was allowed to camp out in the garden, on one
occasion I had secretly taken some lingerie from my mother and a school
tunic that belonged to my little sister. This was the 1960's and school
uniforms had bacome very short, I had worn the tunic before, it was tight
fitting and the pleated skirt part only just covered my bum. When I was
sure everyone in the house was asleep I began to get dressed and soon I was
dressed as a tarty little schoolgirl. I was wearing a black and red satin
corset which, fortunately, fitted me well, pink satin bikini panties, black
fishnet seamed stockings, Amy's school tunic and a pair of my mums stilleto
shoes. I was deliriously excited. Then I thought of doing something
daring. I decided that as it was nearly 11 o'clock at night it would be
safe to walk down the street. Their weren't many cars on the road in those
days and, after teetering along for a while I got used to walking in the 5"
heels, I could feel the cool breeze above the stocking tops and I realised
that the short school tunic didn't cover even my bum the stocking tops and
suspender straps could easily be seen. I also had a big erection which
rubbed the panties. I was getting a little oblivious of what was going on
around me but suddenly I heard a car close by, I quickly looked around for
somewhere to hide but I was too slow in the stilleto heels. The car
screeched to a halt. I was mortified. In the car were 5 older men,
obviously drunk. Before I could move one of them jumped out and grabbed my
arm, he was very strong and I had no chance of escaping him. He bundled me
in the car and we sped off. The old men couldn't believe their luck. They
were all groping me and I prayed that they wouldn't discover the secret
between my legs, but soon I had several hands pulling and ripping my
panties.

They were astonished to find a hard penis, and began to call me slutty
names.

Soon they stopped the car at a seclude place. I had 5 pairs of hands
groping me and then I realised they were stripping off. One of the old men
told me to kiss his penis, I was too scared not to and he shoved my head
down onto his big cock, I was told to kneel down and wank on two other
cocks then, to my horror, I realised that one of the old men was pushing
his cock against my bum-hole it hurt terribly, then it began to slide into
my tight behind. The pain was tremendous but I couldn't scream because my
mouth was stuffed with a big cock. Soon I began to like the feeling of the
cock in my arse and I couldn't help moaning. Before too long I felt a
strange heat in my arsehole, the old man grunted then pulled his cock
out. The old man stuffing my face pulled out and stepped behind me to fuck
my bum and the old man who'd been fucking my arse shoved his enormous cock
in my mouth, I could taste my own anal jices mixed with the salty come. He
told me to suck him, which I did, a feeling of pleasure began to take
over. Soon the next old man in my arse shot his load inside me and I had to
lick his cock clean. The gang-fuck went on, I had to suck off all the old
men before and after they had fucked my arse, several of them squirted cum
over my face which dribbled down onto the school tunic. Eventually I
thought they had finished, I was exhausted, lying on the ground. Then to my
amazement they all pissed over me rinsing the come off me and drenching my
schoolgirl slut clothes. The men sped off in their car leaving me at a
place I didn't know. I fell asleep for a short while and woke up as the sun
rose, my schoolgirl slut clothes still soaked with spunk and my mouth and
arse ravaged, the panties were gone. I stood up, my cock hung below the
dripping hem of the school tunic. I decided to try to get home, I had no
idea where I was. Soon I heard a truck aproaching, I waved frantically, the
driver stopped, his off-sider opened the passenger door and I climbed
in. Their eyes popped out at  piss and cum drenched panty-less 11 yr old
transvestite.

But that is another story.