Tiffany's Diaper Tales Volume I By BabyInDiapers Written 10/30/2001 Chapter 008 I woke up Wednesday morning and Tammy came in to change me. "Wow you're already awake huh? Did you sleep good?" "Yes me did, and my dipee very wet, and poopy." "I noticed that. Well let's get you changed and then I'll get going to school." "Otay." She picked me up out of my crib and put me on the changing table and got me all cleaned up. "Ok, I gotta go to school now, so I'll see you tonight. Don't forget we have revival meetings this week at Church, and they start tonight at Seven O'clock." "Oh goodie. I always like revival, its fun." "Yep, sure is. Ok Tiff, see you later tonight, have a good day at school." "Otay me will, and you too! I love you Tammy!" "Love you to Tiffy." I finished breakfast and mom gave me a hug as I left to go catch the bus. I got to the bus stop. "Where's Laura?" I asked Emily with a concerned voice. "I think she is sick. Her mommy came by here earlier and gave me a note to take to her teacher asking if I could bring home Laura's assignments." "Oh I hope she's ok. What's wrong with her?" "She has the flu, and she's been sick all night too." "Aww poor Laura. I think I'm gonna make her a get well card today in art class." "Cool, I think I will too." The bus pulled up and we got on. We talked a while and then we pulled into the school. We went to class and sat down. After 20 minutes had passed Emily raised her hand and asked the teacher if she could go to the restroom. "Of course most of us knew that meant that she needed a diaper change." "1 or 2 Emily?" I whispered in her ear before she got up to leave. She blushed and pointed at me with 2 fingers. I nodded and then she left. Some kids were giggling because they must have saw or overheard what I had asked. "Ok class, back to work." The teacher said as she continued to write math problems on the board. A few minutes later she got back. We went to recess and then after recess we had our art class which was only 30 minutes. Emily and I made cards for Laura. Our teacher thought it was a very nice thing to do. We went to lunch and got our food and sat down. "Wow, the one day that we didn't have to get our diapers changed before lunch, is the one day Laura isn't here. Isn't that ironic?" "Yeah, especially since she's always complaining that she has to sit alone and wait for us." We both giggled and then continued to eat. After lunch we went to the auditorium because they had a special speaker come in to talk to us about drugs. It was really boring and so Emily and I talked quietly to each other as we sat in the back of the auditorium. Our teacher told us to be quiet several times but after a few minutes we were at it again. Finally it was over. We went to our classroom. We only had 30 minutes left so the teacher gave us free time. I finished a few assignments so I wouldn't have to do them at home later tonight. I also remembered that tonight was the first night of the revival meetings at church. I asked Emily to come with me. She said she'd ask her mommy. Finally the bell rang and we got on the bus and went home. We were quieter than usual. I guess because we talked each other's ears off during the "Just Say No To Drugs" thingy. I walked with Emily to her house to see if she could come with me tonight. Her mom said yes. She changed her, and gave her a bag with some extra diapers and let her come home with me. We got to my house. "Hey mom, Emily is gonna go with us to the revival meeting tonight at church." "Oh great, I was hoping you would invite someone. "Where's Laura, did you invite her?" "No mommy, she's sick. She wasn't even at school today." "Oh I'm sorry to hear that." "But we made her get well cards in art class today. Hey mommy, can Emily and I take them over to her before dinner? Please?" "Oh ok, but don't take to long, I'm sure if she's sick she doesn't want to talk to long ok girls?" "ok mommy." We walked over to Laura's house and rang the doorbell. A moment later her mom came out. "Hi girls. How are you?" We both said we were good and that we also wanted to give Laura the cards we made in school. She invited us in. Laura was laying on the couch. "Hi." She said faintly. "Wow you really do look sick. I hope you get better soon." I said. "Yeah me too." Emily said as she handed Laura her card. Laura's face lit up and she smiled as she read it. I also gave her mine. "Thank you SO much! I would hug you but I don't want you to get what I have." "Oh it's ok, you can hug us later." We all laughed. "Well we will go and let you rest. We are going to revival at church tonight. But don't worry, it will be all the way through Sunday, so if you get better, we will bring you with us then. Ok?" Laura nodded. She thanked us again as we left. Her mother came outside just as we were a heading down the street. "Girls!" We turned to look at her. "Yes?" "That was very kind of you to make those cards for Laura. I am sure that made her feel better." "Your welcome." We both said as we turned and continued on the way back to my house. We got in the door. Mom had ordered pizza and it arrived shortly after Tammy got home. "Hey Emily, are you coming with us tonight for revival?" "Yep, I sure am." "Cool." "We're having pizza honey. Can you do me a favor?" "Sure mom." "Go change both of the girls and wash up and I'll get the plates and drinks and all that ready ok?" "Sure… Come on you two. Let's get you changed ok?" We fallowed her into my room. Mom was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. After changing us, Tammy washed her hands and then helped Emily and I. She treated us like babies, and we played along. It was fun. Tammy was so nice to me and to my friends. We ate and I got stuff all over my hands and face and chin. "It's a good thing you and Emily have bibs on or you'd be a mess." "Yeah you would." Tammy smiled at us. We got washed up again and then got in the car. We pulled into the church around 6:30. We had to come early to get good seats. Usually when we had revival, we had allot more people than usual. We all talked and had a good time with some of the other kids. As it got close to time to start Tammy came and got us and we all sat down. We were in the seventh row back. We had lots of singing and it was really fun. Then the evangelist came up and opened up with prayer and then began to preach." "We are going to be talking tonight about religion." Everyone looked at him with a puzzled look for a moment. "You see, we got a whole lot of religion today. We got ALL kinds of people who are religions. I am here to tell you that your religion will NOT get you into heaven. Some of you been in church you whole life and all you got is religion! Some of yall been reading the bible, been baptized, taking communion. All this to fulfill your religious duty? Religion. Let's look at religion for a moment. Religion is a set of rules and regulations that if fallowed will get you to heaven. Everyone has their own ideas and their own religion it seems today. I am here to tell you that Jesus came 2000 years ago, he died to get you out of your religion and into a relationship. He came not to teach more religion, not to start more religions and sects, but to save us! Can I get an amen!" "AMEN" "The bible tells us that we are ALL born in sin. There is not one righteous, no NOT ONE! Christ came to die for us to take away our sins. He died on the cross so that you could go free. There is no name given under heaven by which you can be saved, but the name of Jesus. Religion says you can earn God's approval by your outward actions. Jesus faced the religious community of his days. Going around, condemning people with there laws and ways. And Jesus was preaching deliverance, and an inner working. Which would only come through salvation and that salvation comes only from Jesus Christ. I want to tell you this. You may be out there saying I go to church, I give money, I give my time, I help teach Sunday school. If you been teaching the bible and missing Jesus as savior, you have missed the boat. But it's not to late. That's hwy You are here tonight. Jesus can even save church people! Hallelujah!" AMEN! "Some of you look good on the outside. But you are UGLY on the inside. You and your selfish motives. Jesus came to set you free! Not so you can walk around like some holly roller and preach and be all high and mighty on the outside, and have sin in your life and be defeated and lost on the inside! God so loved the world, He gave His ONLY begotten son JESUS, to DIE on the cross for us. And who ever believes! I said who ever believes on HIM, will not die, but have everlasting life! That life I'm talking about is not just when you die and go to heaven, but it begins right here and now. The minute you confess your sins, and ask Jesus into your heart he will come in. He will put his Holy Spirit in you. You won't be the old you anymore. You'll have JOY unspeakable and FULL of glory! Hallelujah!" AMEN! "Now I'm gonna ask some of you to come down here to this altar tonight. I'm calling for anyone who doesn't have Jesus in there life and hasn't been saved. You may say, I THINK I am saved. But let me tell you this, if you are truly saved, you WILL KNOW IT! It will be clear not only to you but to those around you. I'm calling good people to come down here tonight and confess there sins. WE ALL were BORN into SIN! I don't care if you love your family, love your friends, give to your church. Kids I don't care if you have a 4.0 GPA, I don't care if you are good, and helpful to your mother! If you don't have Jesus, you are lost. Good works will not get you into the kingdom of God. I'm calling moms, dads, kids, anyone who's here tonight. If you haven't asked Jesus to come into your life and SAVE you, I hope you will do so before you leave here tonight." "Dear Lord, I pray that you will work mightily with these people. Lord Jesus I pray that you will convict their hearts. Show them that they have a need for a personal relationship with you. Show them father, that they need to have their sins washed away by the blood of your Son. In Jesus' Name Amen." "As they play some soft music we will sing 2 verses of Just as I am. I do not believe in dragging out the altar call. If you are going to come you will do it within the first verse. Just remember, you take the first step, and He will walk with you the rest of the way. Jesus said that if we were ashamed to profess him publicly that He would receive you in the final day. Don't worry about what the person sitting next to you will think. Don't worry about what you've done. You may be a murderer, a rapist, or anything. You may be a nice person, but no matter what. COME TO JESUS TONIGHT. Come now as we sing…" They began to sing the song. Emily and I were being very quiet. We could feel that something awesome was going on there. I looked over at Tammy and she had tears running down her face. A few seconds later I looked over and she was gone. I looked to my right and then I saw her going down the isle to the altar. Mom was praying and so were some people in front of us. I saw lots of people going forward. There was a guy in the back who looked like he was homeless and he went down. I even saw one of the drug dealers from down town going forward. I was amazed at all this. I didn't completely get it all, but I was watching everything intently. The evangelist was kneeling at the altar praying with each person who went down. They continued to play very softly in the background as he prayed with each person. I heard allot of people crying. I wondered why they were all so sad. When he kneeled to pray with Tammy I could here her crying too. I watched as he finished going down the row. They all came back to their seats. I hugged Tammy. "What's wrong? Why you crying Tammy?" She smiled at me and hugged me. "I'm so happy now. And I was so sad before, I'll try to explain later ok. All I can tell you is Jesus is in my heart now." "Well now I see the Lord was working here tonight in a mighty way. It always does my heart good to see people come to the Lord Jesus. I would like at this time to open it up for testimonies. Why don't some of you stand up and tell us what the Lord has done for you tonight." A lady in her mid thirties stood up. She too was crying. "I have been saved since I was a little girl. But it seemed like in the past few years I have got to busy with things and I lost track of that. I stopped spending time with God and reading his word. But tonight I just felt God convict me of that and I rededicated my life to Christ tonight." She sat down and the evangelist said praise God and asked for others to stand and share what God had done for them. A man in the back stood up. "I been dealing drugs and in the gang for years now. I don't got no family, I can't keep no job. It been living hell most of my life. I came in here tonight just to see if there was any hope for me. I finally understood what this guy was preachin' and I went forward. I confessed my sins to Jesus, and I got joy now. I am so happy. Yeah, I ain't got a lot still in my life, but It don't matter no more. Cuz now I got Jesus, and I am trusting him. I don't know what will happen if I try to leave the gang and all that, but I know that if I die, I gonna go to heaven with Jesus. I hope yall will pray for me. I'm gonna start coming here and I wanna serve God with the rest of my life. Lord know I wasted enough of it doing the devil's thang. I'm done with his junk man, I'm following God now." We all clapped and said Amen and were very excited for this guy. The evangelist was just talking about how Jesus can save anyone and he gave his testimony about growing up and stuff. "Well I don't wanna stop now, let's continue to share. Anyone else?" Tammy stood up and was wiping away her tears with a tissue. "I... I got saved tonight. I have been in church since I was a baby. I was always nice. I get good grades in school. I just thought because I was a member of the church and because I was good that I was gonna make it to heaven. But I realized tonight that I was lost and headed for hell. And... I... I love Jesus, H's in my heart now. He forgave my sins and..." She was crying even more now. "I... I have joy now more than ever before. I have more love than I ever had. I can't explain this, I just know that I am truly saved tonight. I am glad God spoke to my heart and that I know the truth now, and I will share him with my friends & family that don't know him. I I just can't explain what I feel. It's good, I am so thankful that Jesus loved me enough to die like that for me and I'm glad I am not deceived by thinking that being good and going to church will save me. I think a lot of people get that way. I am so thankful for what God has done in my life." She sat down and blew her nose and then mom hugged her and so did I. Emily gave her a hug as well. When everyone was done the evangelist closed the service and we all had some refreshments and then went home. I could really tell that Tammy was different now. It was late so when we got home Tammy took me inside while mom dropped off Emily. Tammy got me ready for bed and she tucked me in. "Jesus loves you Tiffany, and so do I." She gave me a kiss and told me that tomorrow after school she was going to talk to me more about Jesus, and try to help me understand how to have him in my heart." I was happy. I could feel something different tonight. Just being their at the revival meeting did something to me. I fell asleep after thinking a while.