Tiffany's Diaper Tales
                         Volume  I
                      By BabyInDiapers
                     Written 11/27/2001
                        Chapter 017
 

I woke up again and it was still the middle of the night or 
early morning.  I was hugging my bear still. I had drooled on 
him some and also my tears had made his face wet a little. I 
felt scared and alone. I didn't want my daddy to go to jail. I 
started to cry. Tammy came in and picked me up and grabbed my 
bear and carried me back to her room without saying a word. 
She laid me in her bed with my bear and then got under the 
covers with me and kissed my forehead and whispered "I love 
you Tiffany." "I love you too Tammy." We laid there cuddling 
until we went back to sleep


Later on I woke up and Tammy was still asleep so I laid there 
very still and let her sleep a while. I finally started to 
squirm around because my diaper was becoming itchy because it 
was soaked and I had been laying in it all night. Tammy opened 
her eyes and laid on her back and stretched out and yawned. 
"Hi Tiffy, is that dipee all soakie wettie?" "Yes me wet." "Ok 
baby, give me a moment and I'll take you over to your room and 
change you ok sweetie?" "Otay Tam Tam."


A short while later she picked me up and carried me to my room 
and laid me on the changing table and changed my diaper. After 
that she took me to the kitchen and got me something to eat. A 
while later mom came out. "Good morning mommy." I said. "Good 
morning sweetie pie, did you sleep good last night?" "NO mommy, 
me woke up 2 times and I was scared and I couldn't sleep. But 
then Tammy came in and got me and I slept with her the rest of 
the night." "Aww I'm sorry baby. I didn't sleep so great 
either." "Me either." Tammy said as she accidentally knocked 
over her orange juice. "Damn it!" she yelled. "Tammy!, don't 
use that kind of language, you know better than that." Tammy 
began to cry. "Oh honey come here." Mom held her and comforted 
her." "I love you Tammy." Mom said to her. "I love you too 
mom." They both hugged for a while.


We finished eating and were just doing stuff around the house. 
We had overslept so it was to late to go to church. We decided 
that we'd go to the night service since we missed the morning.


We got a phone call in the middle of the afternoon. IT was 
daddy! Mom talked to him for a while then handed the phone to 
me. "Hi daddy. I miss you." "I know sweetie, I miss you too. 
So are you and Tammy taking care of your mommy while I'm 
gone?" "Yes daddy we are, and she take care of us too." 
"That's good sweetie." "Daddy, when you coming home?" "I don't 
know yet. Keep praying for me." "I will daddy." "Ok let me 
talk to Tammy too ok?" Ok. I love you daddy." "I love you to 
Tiffany."  I handed the phone to Tammy and went back to my 
drawing I was working on while they talked. Then mom got back 
on the phone and talked a little while and then he had to go.


Mom sat down at the table and explained to us what was going 
on with daddy. "Ok girls, I will try to explain this all to 
you the way he explained it to me." We both nodded and 
listened to her. "Your daddy is going to court this Thursday 
and they are charging him with computer crimes that he 
committed a long time ago. He is going to plead guilty and 
make a deal. You see, he committed these crimes as a minor, 
and before a lot of computer legislation was passed. So 
basically, your daddy broke the law before the case work for 
that law was established, and it was while he was a minor. His 
lawyer thinks that he will spend six months n county jail and 
have to pay some fines. But his lawyer is going to push for 
leniency because he changed his life since then and now has a 
family and a job and has had no other violations since that 
time. What they may do is put daddy on house arrest for 2 
years and parole for an additional 5 years. IF daddy goes to 
jail for six months, he would lose his job and we would really 
go into debt trying to pay the fine, but if daddy gets house 
arrest, he can still do work for his company at home since its 
mainly computer work. So that's what we need to pray for." 


"Wow mom he really got in a lot of trouble huh?" "Yes Tammy, 
he sure did. Just remember that what you do wrong will come 
back to haunt you later. The bible even says "Your sin shall 
find you out." So don't think that you can hide bad things 
that you do because eventually it catches up to you." "Yeah 
you're right mommy." I said. So we joined hands at the table 
and prayed for dad to be safe in the jail, and for the judge 
to have mercy on him and for God to guide us through this 
whole situation and that he would be glorified through all of 
this." Then mom fixed us some dinner and we ate and then got 
ready for church.


We got into the car and mom tried to start it but it would not 
start. "Mom, the devil don't want us to make it to church 
tonight but we will make it." "You're right Tammy." "Lord, 
please help us start this car and help us get to church so we 
can praise you, and so we can seek you and so we can be with 
other believers and be built up. Lord we need to go to your 
house so please make a way for us. In Jesus' name, Amen."
Mom took a deep breath, waited a moment, and turned the key. 
The car sputtered a bit and then kicked in and we were on our 
way. "Praise God!" Mom said and we all smiled as we headed 
down the road. 


We got to the church and took our seat. After we sang for a 
while we had prayer requests and praise reports and so on. Mom 
stood up and asked for prayer for our family. They had us come 
forward and they laid hands on us and prayed that God would 
bless our family and work out our situation and be with my 
daddy. Then we went back to our seat and we heard the 
preacher's sermon. He was talking about hard times and how God 
always sustains his own people. He mentioned how God had saved 
the three Hebrew children from the fiery furnace. And how he 
had led the Jews through the wilderness to the promised land. 
He tied it into how God still helps us each today on our 
life's journey. And how sometimes we go through the wilderness 
but God has good things waiting for us up the road a bit. God 
really used that sermon to speak to our family that night. 
Even at the young age of eight, I still was able to understand 
the message because the Holy Spirit always allows us to 
understand the things of God.


After that we went out to eat with a few other people from the 
church and we had a great time. By the time I got home I was 
very sleepy. Tammy changed my diaper and got me ready for bed. 
I had already had a bath before we left so I was all ready to 
go to bed. Tammy and mom both tucked me in tonight. It made me 
feel very secure and I was glad that they did that. I held my 
teddy bear and I went to sleep.


I woke up early Monday morning and had to go poo, so I went in 
my diaper and laid there for a while. I started to get 
uncomfortable so I cried like a baby for someone to come 
change me. Mom came in and hugged me and checked my diaper. 
"Oh now I know hwy you're crying silly, you got a pooper dooper 
didee." "Yep mommy it yucky!" "Ok sweetie, I'll change you. 
Its almost time for you to get up and get ready for school 
anyway." Mommy gave me breakfast. Tammy was not feeling well 
so she wasn't going to school today. I went to her room and 
sat on her bed. "Hi, me hope you get better." "Thanks, I don't 
really feel sick, but I just don't' feel like doing anything 
if eel tired and sort of dizzy and I feel hot too." "Well that 
sounds to me like you are sick. But anyway I hope you get 
better soon." I hugged and kissed her and left.


I got to the bus stop and Laura and Emily were there. They 
both gave me hugs and said hi to me. I told them what my mom 
had told Tammy and I yesterday about my dad. They were glad 
that it wasn't real bad. We got to school and during class 
some kids started to tease me. I began to cry immediately. 
Most days I could take it but today I was just to emotional 
because of everything going on with my family. The teacher 
sent two kids to the office and she hugged me and got me to 
stop crying. I couldn't really concentrate on anything. 


By the end of the day I had cried in class like two times and 
I couldn't do my work either. The teacher sent a note home 
with me to my mom saying that I should probably stay home for 
a couple days because of how everything was affecting me. I 
think that's what Tammy was feeling this morning too. The 
feeling that she just couldn't go through school and think 
about other stuff. I could relate to that too. 


As we were going home on the bus I threw up on Laura. "Eww 
yuck!" she screamed. I started to cry. Emily  held me while 
Laura stood up and took off her coat which I threw upon. "I 
sorry Laura." "oh it's ok, I'm sorry I yelled at you." The bus 
driver stopped the bus and came back there to see what was 
going on. I calmed down some but then some kid said something 
to me and I started to really cry and I threw up all over 
Laura again, this time all over her shirt and down her pants 
and onto the floor. "Ewww, this is like SO GROSS! Tiffany!"
I just pushed Emily out of the seat into the isle and ran down 
the isle. I tripped and fell. I laid there just screaming and 
crying and kicking my feet. I even pooped in my diaper. I just 
lost all control I just felt so helpless. The bus driver told 
all the kids to shut up. Instead of stopping she drove faster 
to get to my stop so that I could get off. 


A couple other kids came up to me and helped me off the floor. 
I couldn't stand up and so they helped me into one of there 
seats. Laura was crying because I threw up all over her and 
Emily was just in shock. One girl who was sitting next to me 
asked me. "Did you go poopoo in your diaper?" I blushed and 
nodded and started to cry again. She hugged me. "Don't throw 
up on me ok." "I wont." I laid my head on her shoulder as she 
rubbed my back. She wasn't even one of my friends. I hardly 
even talked to her, but I was glad she was being nice to me.


A moment later we were at my stop and Emily came up to get me 
and help me off the bus. Laura came behind us. All the kids 
were like "Eeww!" when they saw how much I threw up on Laura.
We got off the steps and went over to my house. Emily knocked 
on my door. Laura stood in the yard crying still. I was just 
in shock now I wasn't crying or talking.  My mom came out and 
took in this whole scene. "Oh my goodness. Honey are you ok?"
She asked me. I just had a blank stare on my face. Then her 
attention turned to Laura. "Honey what happened to you?" 
"Tiffany threw up all over me." "Oh my goodness I knew I 
should have kept her home today. She's really upset about her 
dad." Emily told my mom about the note my teacher had for her 
and my mom reached into my back pack and got it. She looked at 
it and then sighed. "Emily, can you do me a favor, and take 
Tiffany into the her room and get her clothes off her accept 
for her diaper. I'll be in in a minute ok?" Emily nodded and 
took me into the house.


Meanwhile my mom took Laura behind the house to the back yard. 
"I'm gonna spray you down with the hose is that ok?" Laura 
nodded. My mom soaked her real good then took off her clothes 
accept for her cloth diaper. "Don't worry sweetie, I'll even 
change your diaper for you, just come on inside ok?" She 
nodded and fallowed my mom into the house. My mom threw her 
clothes in the washer and got them going then came to my room 
where Emily had just finished undressing me and I was laid on 
the changing table with Emily standing next to it talking to 
me. My mom came over and cleaned me up and gave me a new 
diaper then she got Laura to hop up on the table and she 
changed her diaper too. "Emily, do you need a diaper change?" 
Emily nodded. "Come on up here then sweetie." Emily got on the 
table and had her disposable diaper changed. Mom put Laura's 
and my diaper in the wash too.


Now all three of us were in disposable diapers and mom got 
Laura a set of clothes. Then she called Laura & Emily's 
mothers to tell them what was going on and asked if they could 
stay for a while because it would probably help me. I was 
still quiet though. I went to the living room and all three of 
us laid on the floor in our diapers and clothes and cuddled. I 
was starting to feel better. I apologized to Laura bout what 
happened on the bus. She hugged me and said it's ok. She and 
Emily knew I was going through some traumatic times with my 
dad being away in jail.


We had dinner and Tammy got up and joined us. We told her all 
that happened and she hugged me too. "Tomorrow you two can lay 
in bed all day together and relax. Maybe the next day too. I 
want you two girls to not get stressed out like Tiffany did 
today. Ok?" "Ok mommy." I said. "Yeah mom, thanks." Tammy 
said. We finished eating and we all 5 watched cartoons on TV 
and then mom took Laura and Emily home.


Tammy got me my bath and then got me ready for bed. "When I 
get ready to go to bed, do you want me to come get you so you 
can sleep with me tonight?" "Yeah, me like that." "Ok, I'll do 
that then." She tucked me in and kissed me good night. 
Sometime later on when I was half asleep Tammy came in and got 
me and took me to her room. We got settled in and I fell to 
sleep in no time.