Tiffany's Diaper Tales By BabyInDiapers Written 01/17/2002 Chapter 027 I awoke the next morning and laid in my crib and tinkled in my diaper again. A while later Tammy came into the room and picked me up. "Hi baby. Can I check your diaper?" "No you can't." "Oh yes I can. And I know you have a squishy.." "no me no squishy Tam Tam!" "Oh yeah? Let's see about that." She laid me on the changing table and pulled off my jammies and slid my rubber pants down and then took both hands and firmly grabbed my diaper and squeezed it. "That feels like a squishy diaper to me Tiffy." "OH ok, fine, I am squishy butt then!" "I knew you'd see it my way. So let's change you now." "Otay." She wiped me and powdered me and then put a new diaper under me. She pulled the diaper up between my legs and pinned it in place and slid up a pair of rubber pants. Then she tucked in my diaper and picked me up and patted my tushie. She then carried me to the kitchen and put me in my highchair. Mom gave me a bowl of oatmeal and instead of a bottle with juice in it, she gave me some weird looking cup thingy. "Mommy! What's this?" "I picked up the cup." "It's a sippy cup honey." "Where my bottle!" "You're a big baby now, so you use sippy cup now." "NO I want bottle!" "You can have bottle sometimes but at the table you will drink from sippy" "NO!" Mom grabbed the cup off the table. "Fine then you won't have anything to drink at all if that's how you're going to act!" She stormed out of the room. I started to cry. Tammy picked me up out of the highchair and held me. She got me a bottle. Mom came back in. "Tammy!" "What mom?" "Why are you giving her the bottle when I told her to drink with the sippy cup?" "She wanted it." "Well I'm trying to get her away from the baby bottle." "Mom, why are you being like this?" "Tammy, just give her the damn sippy cup." "MOM! You tell us not to talk like that and now here you are doing it. I think you and God need to have a talk." Mom's face got red. "ME, ME! You think I need to have a talk with God? What about you, miss PEE YOUR PATNS! What scripture do you use to justify your sickness. At least Tiffany is to young to know better." "MOM! You are way out of line." "Get out Tammy, GET OUT! Go visit your girlfriend! I won't have this in my house!" "What are you talking about!" "You know damn well what I'm talking about!" I was crying and Tammy started to cry. She carried me out of the house. "BRING HER BACK HERE!" "NO! mom, not with you acting this way!" Tammy took me out to where dad was. "What's wrong?" Dad asked us. "Mom is really acting different and she's yelling at us and accusing me of stuff and I don't know what's going on daddy." Tammy said as she set me down and ran to him to be hugged. I hugged both of them too. I was still shook up from the argument. "I don't know what's wrong lately girls, things have just been weird lately." Just then we smelled smoke and turned to look and the kitchen was on fire! Dad ran to get the hose and Tammy called 911 on her cell phone and mom was still inside! "Tammy ran in to find her and came out coughing due to smoke. "DADDY! I can't find mom anywhere!" Dad dropped the hose and ran in side and came out a moment later carrying mom. She wasn't breathing so dad did CPR on her and she came back around. The ambulance and Fire Truck came and put out the fire. There wasn't much damage accept in the kitchen and mom was treated and released the same day. We really didn't know what happened but the fireman said it looked like someone just left the stove on and put something on it to burn. We talked to a counselor at the hospital before leaving and told her what was going on with mom lately. Mom was totally quiet for a few days after that and they ran some tests on her and realized she had a nervous breakdown. They said that she was coming back around though and it shouldn't be long before she was back to normal. A couple days past and mom returned to her normal self. Dad had to stop working on my tree house for a few days while him and a couple friends from worked repaired the kitchen and painted the living room. The smoke had made the living room walks all dirty looking. Finally everything was back to normal. Mom really felt bad for the way she acted to me and Tammy and she apologized but we told her it was ok because we knew that she was going through a lot and that we weren't mad at her for what she said. I told her I would use the sippy cup too. "You don't have to use it honey." "But I will mommy cuz I like it now. But I still want bottles sometimes too ok?" "Sure baby, any time." Tammy sat with mom and talked to her and mom apologized again for all the accusations she had said and that there wasn't any truth to that and Tammy just smiled and hugged mom and said not to even worry about it. It was Monday, I had tomorrow yet, and then school was starting back on Wednesday. Tammy tucked me in and we praised God for helping mom to get better and for saving our house and also for Laura's ankle getting better so she can walk now. Tammy kissed me goodnight. After a while mommy came in and kissed me goodnight as well. I drifted off to sleep I woke up with my left arm hanging out of my crib and my right foot hanging out the other end of the crib. I was laying on my tummy cuz I had turned over in the middle of the night when I was doing poopy in my didees. Mom came in and she saw my diaper was bulky due to the big load of poo and plus all my peepee had made the diaper swell up. She patted my bottom gently and I turned on my side and looked up at her. "Hi mommy." "Hi sweetie pie. Is that didee comfy?" "Yeppers I'm loaded and squishy." "I noticed that. Are you gonna let momma change you?" I nodded. I then stood up in my crib and mom picked me up and laid me on the changing table. She was in the middle of changing me when Tammy came in. "Oh I see you beat me to it huh mom?" "Yep." "Eww yucky, I'm glad you did, cuz she's yucky this morning." Tammy said. "Me no yucky!" "Oh yes you were silly." "Well ok fine." Mom handed me to Tammy and she took me out to the kitchen and mom threw away the yucky diaper and washed her hands. After breakfast I went to Tammy's room to talk to her. "Tammy, can me talk to you?" "Sure, you know I'm always here for you sis. What's on your mind?" "Um, well, uh," "Tiffany, come on, don't be shy about it, just say it." "OK well, I don't know how to say this, but I like my bottle and my sippy cup and I like my diapers and my toys and I like being a baby." "Well yeah I know that much silly. So what are you trying to say?" "Um, I like bottle with warm milk, and sippy cup is ok too but I like bottle the most." "Ok, so?" "Well, I wanna be totally like a real baby." "I thought you already were a real baby?" "I am, but, well, real babies get fed by their mommies. You know what I mean?" Tammy's mouth dropped open and she paused for a moment. "Um, Yeah, I know what you mean. So what you want me to breast feed you or something?" "No! Not you silly, mommy." "Oh, I see." "I mean, I know that is weird but," "Honey, it's not weird. I know you really are a baby a lot and I figured one day you would want to do this anyway. I bet mom knows it to and I don't think she'll be to surprised." "Yeah Tam Tam, but what if she gets mad at me for asking her, and what if she gets mad like last time when she went to the hospital?" "OH baby, she won't. She was just having a nervous break down then, and that's a lot different. She's fine now, so she wont yell at you. You know mommy loves us very much." Tammy hugged me. Just then mom walked down the hall and called for me?" "Yeah mommy, I'm in Tammy's room." "Oh there you are, I just wondered where you got to." "Oh ok mommy." She left and went back to the living room. "Why don't you go talk to her now?" "No, me scared." "There is nothing to be scared of sweetie." "You come with me Tam Tam." "Oh ok, I will." Tammy followed me out to the living room. "Mommy, can I talk to you?" "Sure baby, you can always talk to me." She turned off the TV and told me to sit on the couch. "Tammy do you mind?" "No mommy I want Tammy to stay." "Oh ok then. So what's on your mind baby girl?" "Um well. You know how I am a baby and I like my bottles and my sippy and all that?" "Yes." "Well, um, I, I, I, I can't do this." "Yes you can." Tammy said as she sat down with us. "You tell her for me Tam Tam." "No, you need to tell her yourself." "Honey, come on and tell me, I wont yell at you sweetie." Mommy gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Well mommy, I like my baby bottle, but I, um, real babies have bottles too but, um, I want you to feed me like real babies and their mommies.." Mom looked at her for a moment. "Tammy, you can go now, I will talk to her about this in private." "ok mom." Tammy said as she left. "Don't be scared baby, I'm not mad." Mom said. "You not?" "no, of course not. I knew you probably wanted me to breast feed you but I figured when you were ready you would tell me." "You mean you will do it mommy?" "Yes, but it's not like you think it will be though baby. Cuz mommy hasn't had a baby since I had you and so I don't have any more milk." "You don't?" "Nope, I sure don't." "Oh, ok." I frowned. "Honey, if you still want to suck on mommy's nipples you can." I perked up and looked at her. "I read some articles while back and in other countries moms let there children nurse even until they are 10 years old. Studies have shown that it is comforting to the child and also healthy." "Wow really mommy?" "Yes, but in our country, that is not the norm, and people are not as open about that. So if I let you suckle on me, you cannot talk about it to other people because mommy could get into trouble." "Why would you get into trouble mommy?" "Because some people would see that as abuse. Honey you know how mommy told you that if people ever touch you or try to do anything with you that you have to tell daddy or me?" "Yeah, me remember that." "Well this, to some people would be inappropriate. You and I and daddy and Tammy are able to understand the difference." "Ok mommy. So I can't tell anyone?" "No baby, not even Laura and Emily." "oh ok. I wont tell anyone then." "ok baby. So do you feel better that we talked now?" "Yes I do. Thank you mommy. I loves you!" "Aww sweetie, I love you too." We hugged and then I went back to where Tammy was and told her how it went. Later on that afternoon mommy put me down for a nap. I was not very sleepy so I stayed awake. Mom checked on me a few minutes later and found me sitting in my crib looking out the window. "Honey, why aren't you sleeping?" "I not tired." "Oh ok. Does baby want to suckle on mommy?" "Yes mommy me want." She picked me up and sat on the edge of the bed and lifted her shirt and took her bra off. She held me in her lap and laid my head between her breasts and let me suck on one of her nipples. I just sucked on it like a baby bottle or a paci. I felt myself relaxing more and more as I just was held there by her breast. "I wettie my diaper momma" I said softly as I looked up at her. "it's ok baby. Are you done suckling yet?" "No mommy." "Ok baby." Mom laid back on the bed and I was curled up in a ball on her tummy and was just happily sucking away. I fell asleep and I don't even remember her putting me back in my crib. All I remember is Tammy getting me up for dinner and changing my diaper. At dinner we were talking about the breast feeding issue. We all were comfortable with it and even dad thought it was a good idea. "I even read an article one time that showed that even if a female isn't producing milk, that if her children feed off her breasts for long enough, that she will produce milk again after a while." Tammy said. "Wow, where did you read that one?" Dad asked. "It was in a science article in the chapter on biology." "Very neat." Mom said. "I can't wait till mommy give me milky!" I said happily. We all smiled and finished dinner. While Tammy was bathing me she told me she was proud of me for talking to mom about that and everything. She also said that if I ever wanted to suck on her that she'd let me do it." I told her I liked mommy better because her boobies were more plumpy and round. "Oh you silly, that's cuz mommy's is all grown up. When I get my big boobs, you'll wanna suck on me too." We both laughed. "You are silly Tam Tam." She dried me off and diapered me. I talked on the phone to Laura that night and also to Emily a bit later. We were ready for school to start up again. At least this week would be a short week since we were starting on Wednesday. Tammy tucked me in and kissed me goodnight and mom came in and kissed me goodnight too. "Honey, can I ask you something?" "Sure mommy." "Would you like it if I breast feed you every night before you go to bed, and before you take your afternoon naps?" "Yes mommy, me like that. Can Tammy still tuck me in though?" "Sure honey, I'll feed you then you can brush your teeth and Tammy will put you in bed ok?" "Otay, me likes that a lot mommy!" "Aww, I'm sure you do baby. Now go sleepy for mommy ok?" "Otay mommy." I drifted to sleep with my teddy bear in my arms and a warm tinkle diaper.