Tiffany's Diaper Tales Volume I By BabyInDiapers Written 01/31/2002 Chapter 029 I woke up the next morning. Tammy was already gone to school. I called for mommy to come get me and change me. She was still sort of quiet. "Are you mad at me?" "No, not anymore, but you are going to write an apology to your teacher, principal and you're going to go talk to Emily some time today." "Otay mommy." "And I have plenty of school work for you to do. I called your teacher last night and she told me what the work was for today and tomorrow." "Oh wah." "Don't you complain, just because you're out of school doesn't mean you don't have to do the work." I had breakfast and then mommy got me some paper and pencil out. I wrote a letter to my teacher and principal. Then I got out my school books and spent the morning doing my home work. Mom was fixing something for lunch and I was sitting at the table. I couldn't watch TV so I just was doodling on a piece of paper. "Mommy?" "Yes sweetie?" "My didee poopy" "Oh ok hold on and mommy will go change you and then we'll eat lunch ok?" I nodded. I sighed as I tinkled a little more and then mom came over and told me to come with her. I waddled behind her all the way to my bedroom. Mommy put me up on the changing table and took off my pants and then slid down my rubber pants and unfastened my dipees. Then she wiped my yucky hiney and then powdered me. Then she put on the new diaper and slid up my rubber pants. "You can just walk around in diapers today ok?" "Otay mommy." "So what should I do now mommy, me can't watch TV." "I don't know honey, I guess you will have to figure something out." "Oh but I'm bored." "Why don't you take a nap?" "Oh ok I guess mommy." "Mom was putting me in my crib. "Mommy?" "Yes honey?" "Can you feed me?" "We just had lunch silly you can't possibly be hungry again." "No I mean can I, I, um, I wanna suck on you momma." "Oh, sure ok honey. Here you go baby." Mom picked me up and held me and let me suckle on her nipples and I was out like a light. I always got sleepy and relaxed when she would breast feed me. Tammy woke me up when she got home from school. "Hey, mom said you been sleeping since after lunch?" "Yeah I guess so." "Wow you won't sleep tonight." "Yes I will." "Oh ok. Hmm, how's this dipee doing here?" She put her hand on my bottom and felt how squishy and warm my diaper was." "I wettie." "Yes you are. Let's change you ok?" "Otay Tam Tam." She changed my diaper and then I sat out on the couch with her. "No TV Tiffany." Mom yelled from the kitchen. I'm not watching it, Tammy is." Mom came out into the living room. "Tammy, she can't watch TV, she's grounded." "So what about me, I wanna watch TV?" "Go to your room and watch it, or Tiffany has to go to her room while you watch it out here." "Me wanna play in play pen." "OK fine, I'll go to my room then, even though I'm not the one who's grounded." Tammy walked away. Mom put me in my play pen and then went back to preparing dinner. I looked out the window and was watching daddy still working on the tree house for me. It was getting pretty close to being finished. We ate dinner and then mom told me I should go to see Emily and talk to her. I went to her house and her mom answered. "Hi Tiffany, Emily is grounded." "I know, I am too, but my mom sent me over here to apologize to Emily because of how I acted at school yesterday." "Apologize to Emily? For What?" "Because I wasn't a good influence on her and instead of being good, I just went along with her and I wasn't a very good friend to her because I got in trouble with her, instead of doing the right thing." "Well ok I guess you can talk to her a little bit. Come on in." She let me in and I went to Emily's room. "Hey Tiff, what are you doing here?" "I came to talk to you about yesterday. "What about it?" "Well.. you know we both did wrong yesterday." "Yeah I know. I feel bad that I got so upset. I really didn't mean to say that, it just kinda happened, you know?" "Yeah, and I was trying to defend you and then I got mad and ran my mouth too. But that doesn't make it right for either of us." "Yeah I know what you mean." "Well I just want to say that I'm sorry that I wasn't a good influence on you. I mean you and I both know that God doesn't like when we act that way. I prayed a lot about it last night and I asked Him to forgive me." "Yeah I did too." "Good. I love you Emmy, and you know that I'm always here for you, but you know that I'm not perfect." "Yep I know dat siwwy." We hugged and then I said bye and left to go home. When I got home mom asked me how my talk with Emily went and I told her. She was glad it turned out ok. Tammy got me my bath and got me ready for bed early. I wasn't very tired so I just laid in my crib and daydreamed for a couple hours. I had a soaked diaper bye the time I was ready to fall asleep. I called for mommy and she came in and changed it and then I snuggled up with my bear and went to sleep. I woke up early the next morning and just laid there until Tammy got up. She peeked in my doorway. "Are you awake honey?" "Yes Me wake now." "Oh ok, do you want me to change you and have breakfast with you before I go to school?" "Yes me like dat Tam Tam." Tammy changed me and then put me in my highchair and fed me some oatmeal. She sat me in my playpen and left for school Dad was outside working on running electricity out to the tree house. I was in my playpen and mom was going shopping. The time went by very slowly. Later mom got home and we had lunch and then I did some more work from school. I took a nap and Tammy again woke me up before dinner and changed me. The next few days were very very boring! It went by so slow and all I did was lay around and daydream and go pee and poo in my didees. But in some ways it was neat because I got to just daydream about baby stuff and other stuff and that helped to pass the time. Sunday was a good day because we went to church and it was great. That day went bye faster. The next week at school was gonna be long because Emily and I would have to stay for detention every afternoon until 4:30pm! I woke up on Monday morning. Mom got me up and changed me and then fed me. I went to the bus stop and Emily was already their and Laura was not to much later then me. We were talking about how Emily and I really got in big trouble Wednesday when we yelled at the teacher and principal. When the bus arrived and we all got on, everyone was talking about us and what happened. "Wow you both got suspended?" one girl said. One boy was like "Wow, for being little babies in diapers you sure got a potty mouth!" We all laughed and joked around the whole way to school. I still felt the need to apologize though so I handed the teacher my apology and also the principal his when I went to get changed before lunchtime. During afternoon recess, our teacher came up to us and told us that we would be serving detention with the principal in the lobby of the front office. They would set up desks and we were to either do home work or read, but there would be no talking. We had afternoon classes and then Laura got on the bus to go home. Emily and I went to get changed and then to detention. We were a couple minutes late because I waited for Emily to get her didees changed. I brought a baby book to read and the teacher who was hosting detention told me to read a school book and I told her that I left them in the classroom. She took me to the classroom and opened up the room and told me to get one of my books. As I was returning to the door where she stood, she closed it. I got scared. "Listen to me, you are such a freakin' baby! You are a disgrace to our school! What kind of freakin' family do you have anyway? If you were my daughter I'd sit your butt on the potty till you were trained! You and your little diaper messing friends are nothing but trouble. I ought to kick your freaking butt! You and Emily both!" I started to cry and fell down on my knees and cried. She grabbed my hair and flipped me on my back and held me down and repeatedly slapped me in the face. She got harder each time. I was screaming and she was yelling back at me. I peed in my diaper and I was crying for God to help me. "God, you're talking to God? God doesn't listen to whiney little diaper wearing children!!!" she said as she grabbed me and shook me and banged my head in to the floor. I screamed at the top of my lungs. One of the janitors came in and beat her with a mop stick and then picked me up and carried me up front. She took me into the front office where the students were serving detention. Emily saw me and ran up to me. "TIFFY!" she yelled as she came over to where I was. "Are you ok baby?" she asked. "NO! Ms. Jenkins hit me!" I cried. The janitor verified everything. The police came and took her away and my mother came and got me. My mother threatened to sue the school or to at least sue that teacher and she was really upset. Dad was really mad too. My mom called Emily's mom and asked if Emily could come over because I kept crying and calling for her and Laura both. After Emily's mom had heard what happened she said yes that even though she was on restriction, that this was a special case. Also mom called Laura's mom too. Tammy came home and found me still crying in mommy's arms. "What's going on?" Tammy asked as she came towards us on the couch. "Oh honey, you won't believe what happened to her today." "OH my god mom, her face is all red and her nose looks like it was bleeding earlier. What the hell happened! Who did this to my Tiffy! I'm gonna kick some ass!" "Honey, calm down. You're not helping things any. It wasn't a student, it was a teacher who did this." "NO WAY! WHO?" "Ms. Jenkins." "God I knew she was mean, but not that mean!" "honey can you stay here with Tiffany while I go get dinner together, Laura and Emily are on there way over." "Sure mom." Tammy held me tight and rocked me and let me cry on her shoulder. "OH my poor lil Tiffy wiffy baby cakes, me wuvs you so so much darling. My poor lil sugar pie, Aww honey it hurts me to see you like this. I'm so mad but hurt too. Tammy will make it all better Tiffy. I love you so much." Tammy started crying while she held me too. Dad was out in the yard banging on some old scrap boards left over from my tree house. The tree house was still not done cuz it had interior work to be done yet. The doorbell rang and Emily & Laura came in and curled up with Tammy and I on the couch. Everyone was so sympathetic to me and cuddling me and comforting me and hugging and snuggling up close to me. I needed that comfort because my trust and security had been shattered to pieces within a matter of ten minutes! I stopped crying but I still needed comforting. "Why don't we pray to God about this ok?" Tammy asked. "Yeah we need to." Emily said, and Laura nodded in agreement. "Ok I'll go head and pray and if anyone wants to pray after me then you can too ok?" "Dear Jesus, Please help Tiffany to feel better. She has been hurt by someone for no good reason at all. And Lord, we know you love her and she's your precious little baby girl. I just pray that you will restore her faith in people and also reassure her that you love her and you'll never hurt her. Jesus, we all love you so much and I just pray you would make your presence known to mommy and daddy too. Help them to deal with this. Also please deal with Ms. Jenkins. Help us to forgive her but also help her cuz she has a problem and needs your help. We believe what we pray, you will hear. We believe by faith, In Jesus' name, Amen!" Tammy was finished. "Dear Father God, I am scared too cuz I don't wanna go to school now cuz I scared of teachers might be mean to me too. I trust you though to protect me and my friends and to stop bad teachers from doing that anymore. I pray for Tiffy that she feel better. We love her a lot and we know you loves her too. We pray in Jesus' Name, Amen!" Emily finished praying. "Dear God, I don't know what to say, I mean I just hope you will help Tiffany, and God, I.. I need you in my life too. I know Tammy and Tiffany know you and they tell me about you. I scared cuz I know we all can die any day. I wanna be saved too just like Tammy and Tiffy and Emily. I put it off long enough Jesus, and I sowwy for that. Pweez come into my heart too. And help me know you. Also please heal Tiffany, make her forget all the bad stuff that happened to her today. In Jesus' Name, Amen. And thank you God for saving me too." Laura finished. Mom and dad were standing in the doorway and heard everything we had prayed. They had tears in their eyes and mom came up to us and hugged Laura and congratulated her on asking Jesus to come into her heart. I was happy for her too but I was withdrawn and shy most of the evening. I ate a little for dinner but not much. Emily and Laura stayed until 8:00pm and then went home. Tammy got me my bath and was talking to me the whole time. I didn't say a lot though. As Tammy was drying me of I asked her something. "Was it cuz I was bad at school last week that God let her hit me?" "No baby, God doesn't do that. God loves us and even when we do bad he doesn't have people hit us. He convicts us with his Holy Spirit and when we listen to the Holy Spirit we stop doing bad things. But we all make mistakes and we are all human and can't be perfect in our action. We can be perfect of heart, because God said we could and he gives us the strength and the victory over sin in our life. So no, God didn't let this happen because you were bed. That's a lie from Satan, and don't believe it ok Tiffy?" "Otay Tam Tam, me no listen to da devil, cuz he stupid." "That's right baby, don't listen to him. She put me on the changing table and changed me into a diaper. "You can sleep with me tonight if you wanna ok Tiff." "Otay Tammy, thanks so much. I love you, you my big sis and you always takes care of me and me wuvs you so much!" "Aww, and you know me love you too sweetie pie." Mom came into my room while Tammy and I were finishing playing Candy Land (My favorite game!). "Honey, do you want mommy to feed you?" "No me already had dinner mommy?" "No, silly I meant do you want mommy to breast feed you?" "OH yeah! Me wants dat mommy!" "Ok sweetie. When you and Tammy are finished just come get me and I'll come in and let you sucky on mommy ok?" "Yeppers me call you soon then." "You're a lucky lil baby to have mommy let you do that you know that?" "Yeppers me knows Tammy." We finished playing and then mom came in and Tammy went to get her shower and so mommy closed the door and took off her shirt and bra and I cuddled up in her lap and she held me as I sucked on her nipples. She let me stay there forever. I got real sleepy. Mom just went ahead and tucked me in and left the room. A while later I woke up because I had a nightmare. I cried and Mom came in. Tammy came in behind her. Mom held me and breast fed me again. This time with Tammy there. But it didn't really matter since Tammy's a girl too. I got a bit sleepy again. I had a loaded diaper so Tammy changed me and mom went back to bed and Tammy took me with her to her room. "I wants Mr. Fluffy Bear Pweez Tam Tam?" "OH sure baby, I sorry I forgot to get him. I'll go gets him now ok?" "Otay me wait here." Tammy came back shortly with my fluffy bear. Mr. Bunny usually stayed in the playpen since he was so big. I cuddled up close to Tammy and held my bear and she held me. She patted my diaper bottom for a while and rubbed my back and talked a little bit to me and then sang me to sleep. Even though she was my big sis, she sometimes was like a mommy to me anyway. I was glad to have them both in my life. I fell asleep and I woke up a few times that night with nightmares but Tammy comforted me and helped me feel safe. I finally got to sleep.