Tiffany's Diaper Tales Volume I By BabyInDiapers Written 04/04/2002 Chapter 034 A couple weeks passed and it was getting quite warm. In Florida the Spring was like Summer. Mom and dad had been talking about getting a swimming pool put in on the back of the house for a couple years but finally this year we had enough money to do it. The workers were at the house every day working on getting the pool dug and then cemented and all that stuff. Finally by the second week in April they had completed the pool and patio. They were still working on the screen part but that didn't take very long to do. Dad had been to court and they had took him off of house arrest and just put him on strict parole, meaning he couldn't leave town and he had to check in and out when he went places, even if it was to church or out to dinner. This was a new experimental program the state had funded so as to see how criminals could be slowly put back into society. Even though my daddy wasn't a criminal, it was still nice to have this. I was also glad because I knew this meant I would be seeing more of Teala, my most favoritest baby sitter! Sure enough one night mom and dad went out to dinner and to a movie and Teala came over. Tammy would have babysat but she was spending the night at Kimmie's house. "Hi sweetie, how are you?" "Me is good. I glad to see you!" I said as I hugged Teala. She smiled and said, "I'm so glad to see you to you big baby girl. We watched some cartoons together and then I had to go poo in my diapers. I still felt shy about doing number two in my diapers in front of Teala. I started to blush. "Hey, is something wrong?" She asked. I told her no and then we continued watching the TV. A few minutes later Teala looked at me and said, "Honey, are you doing number two in those diapers?" "Yes me is." I blushed. "Aww, can I feel your bottom?" "Why" "Cuz I wanna see how loaded you are silly so I know what I'm in for when I gotta change you." "Oh otay." I was still blushing and I got on my knees and put my bottom up in the air. I felt Teala grab my bottom with both hands and push on me and feeling my lumpy diaper full of poo. "Wow you sure had to go didn't you?" She said as she carried me to my room. She laid me on the changing table and as she was undoing my diaper she paused a moment. She was blushing. "Can I tell you a secret?" "Sure, me keep secrets." "Oh ok, um this is sort of gonna seem strange but, um, I like changing your poopy diapers. I like the way you smell in loaded diapers and peepee diapers. I know that sounds really gross but" "Oh its otay, I know what you mean. I like the smell of poopy diaper sometimes too. It not weird silly." She had a tear in her eye. "it's otay Teala, I not think that weird, and I glad you like to change my pee poo didees." "Aww thanks sweetie, you're such a cute little baby!" She smiled as she finished putting the new diaper on me and tickled me and then picked me up and carried me back to the living room. We talked for a while and Teala was telling me about how her mom and dad have been fighting a lot lately and how she wasn't doing very well in school and that things weren't going well for her lately. She said she looked forward to times when she could come over to our house to baby sit because she said it was so peaceful. I told her that was cuz the Lord was in our house because our whole family was saved. She thought that was neat. But I could tell she didn't wanna talk about God so I let it go. I mainly just listened. I also told her she was welcome just to come over sometimes even if she wasn't baby sitting she could play with me and my friends or hang out with Tammy because she was Tammy's age. We hugged and she thanked me for being understanding of her. "For a 9 year old you are quite a smart girl." "Thank you." "And you are the cutest most adorable baby too." I blushed Teala hugged me and she put me to bed on time this time and after she read me a story I drifted off to sleep. Mommy woke me up the next morning. "Hi honey, wow you were sleeping like a baby when daddy and I got home. So how was last night?" "Me and Teala had lots of fun mommy." "That's good. Hmm, how's this diaper doing?" She said as she checked me. "I all wettie momma." "Yes you sure are. But that's ok baby. Let's go change you ok sweetie." "Otay mommy." When mommy finished changing me we went out to the kitchen for breakfast. Tammy still was at Kimmie's house. Dad was already out doing yard work in the back yard. So mommy and I sat down at the kitchen table, me in my high chair and her on her chair. "Mommy?" "Yes darling?" "We need to pray for Teala." "Why is that honey?" "Because her mommy and daddy don't get along good and Teala is sad because they fight and she isn't doing good at school either." "Oh deer, that is not good. Well I'll tell you what, after we finish eating we will go pray for her ok?" "Otay mommy." After we had finished eating and mom had cleared the table we went over to the couch and knelt and prayed for Teala and her family. After we were finished mommy took me to my room and let me breast feed for a while. As usual I got all sleepy and she put me in my crib and left the room. When I woke up later that afternoon I was soaking wet in my diapers and Tammy came in to change me. She had gotten home sometime after I had took my nap. I asked her if she had a good time at Kimmie's house. She told me that they stayed up late and talked and stuff. Later on after dinner we were sitting around watching TV and then Tammy took me in to get my bath. While Tammy was bathing me we had a visitor. And even though I wasn't in the room, this is how things happened to the best of my memory. Dad was in his office doing some work and mom was in the living room folding clothes when she heard a knock at the door. Usually people rang the door bell when they came over. Mom got up and went over to the door and opened it. To her surprise there stood Teala. It was dark out so she couldn't see that Teala had tears running down her face. "Hi Teala, how are you? Did I forget to pay you for last Saturday?" mom asked. There was a moment of silence. "Teala?" Then mom noticed that she was crying. "Honey, what's wrong? Come on in." She took Teala by the hand and sat down with her on the couch and gave her a hug. Teala started balling like a little baby. "What's wrong?" mom asked her and she just cried. So mom just held her and tried to calm her down some so she could figure out what was going on. A couple minutes later mom asked her again what was the matter. "My dad, he, he left my mom, and he's not coming back anymore, and my mom started yelling at me after he left and its all my fault." She started to cry again. "Oh baby it's not your fault that your mommy and daddy didn't get along." "Yes it is, I'm never good enough and my grades are terrible and they never agree with me about anything and we always fought, and its all my fault." She continued to cry and mom held her. Dad was still in his office on the phone and since he had his door shut he wasn't ware any of this was going on. This was about the time that Tammy had got me put in my jammies and I came back out to the living room. I was surprised to see Teala, and when I noticed she was crying I ran over to the couch and hugged her and mommy together. I didn't say anything but I just sat there cuddled up with them both. Mom was trying to help Teala calm down. Just about the time she was about calm she would break down and cry again. "I hate myself, I hate my daddy, I hate my life." She was balling uncontrollably. As she was crying she lost all control and went pee and poop in her pants. She was crying so much that she just fell off the couch and laid on the floor screaming. By this time dad came out to see what was going on. "Oh no, I pooped in my pants." She said while crying and blushing. "Oh honey, It's ok, accidents happen. Come with me ill clean you up and you can wear something of Tammy's. Mom helped her into the bathroom and Tammy got her something to wear. "I'm sorry." "Hey, there's nothing to be sorry about. I'm very used to dealing with poopy diapers and poopy pants, so you don't have to worry about that ok sweetie." Mom put her messy clothes in the washer and sat down with her and they talked a while longer. Tammy and I were in Tammy's room while daddy and mommy talked to her. "So do you want to call your mom and ask if you can say here tonight?" "No I don't want to talk to her." "Well she's probably worried about you." "No she isn't she doesn't care about me or my dad. My dad doesn't even care about me. That's why he left." She started crying again. Mom held her and finally she did call her mom and told her where she was. Her mother was very mean to her and told her not to come home and she could pick up her stuff tomorrow on the porch. This really upset Teala a lot. She started to cry and scream and it was almost like she was throwing a tantrum but it wasn't because she was mad, it was because she was so hurt she couldn't handle it at all. It was so overwhelming to her. Tammy and I came out and we all cuddled up on the couch and tried to comfort Teala. "Honey, you're welcome to stay here until things get better ok?" "Things won't ever get better, I might as well go out and live on the streets now." "No honey, we won't let that happen. Don't you worry, you're welcome to be here, we'll take care of ya, just relax baby ok?" Teala nodded. She thanked us for everything. Tammy and Teala were going to be sleeping in the same room so they got ready for bed. Mom told her that if she needed anything just to come get her and she'd be right there. I was in my crib but I couldn't sleep. I started to cry. I was upset because Teala was upset and I wanted to be with her because I loved her so much as a babysitter and a friend. Mommy came into my room and picked me up out of my crib and tried to comfort me. "Me wanna sleep with Tammy and Teala." "Honey there isn't any room for you in there." I cried some more. "Oh ok let me see if they are awake." Mom knocked on the door. Tammy opened. Teala was sitting on the bed still crying. "Can Tiffany come in, she wants to be with Teala too." "Oh sure, come on in honey." Tammy said as she picked me up. Tammy sat me on the bed next to Teala and then she got under the covers and laid down. Not to go to sleep, but just to get all comfy and stuff. Teala looked at me with Tears in her eyes and she noticed I had been crying too. "Honey, what's wrong with you?" "I sad because you are sad." "Oh." She hugged me and laid back on her back next to Tammy with me resting on top of her. "You are such a precious little baby girl I, I, " "I know, you love me, I love you too. I been wanting to say that for a while. You're more than just my baby sitter, you're my friend Teala, and even though you older than me, you are still my friend otay?" "Ok." She finally had a little smile on her face after all this time of crying. We all got under the covers and got comfy. "I want Mr. Fluffy Bear, Tam Tam." I said when she turned out the lights. "Oh ok sweetie, let me go get him." "Oh I haven't met Mr. Fluffy yet have I. Teala said as Tammy left the room. "Nope, but you will." Tammy brought my teddy bear back and we all got back under the covers and we said good night and I held my bear. Later on in the middle of the night I woke up because Teala was crying into her pillow. "Teala", I whispered. She looked up at me. I sat up in bed. I knew Tammy was probably awake but she didn't say anything though. Teala also sat up. She grabbed some tissues and blew her nose. Her eyes were swollen from all the crying she had been doing. I reached out to her and we hugged for a little bit. As we went to lay back down. I handed Mr. Fluffy to her. "I want you to have him tonight, you need him more then I do." "Oh honey, that's your bear." "I know, but you sleep with him tonight otay?" "Ok I will." She said as we both laid back down and went to sleep. She looked so cute holding my teddy bear. I tinkled in my diapers and then fell asleep. When we woke up in the morning I felt that the bed was all wet. I thought my diaper had leaked but then I realized Teala had wet. When she woke up she was really embarrassed. "Don't worry Teala, I wet the bed sometimes too." Tammy said as she was pulling off the sheets. "You do?" Teala asked. "Yep, and sometimes I wet my pants during the day too. Sometimes on purpose too. I kinda like it. Just like Tiffany likes her diapers and being a baby." "Wow that is kinda neat." Teala said. Tammy let Teala go to the bathroom and get a shower. She gave her some clothes to change into since they were the same size. Tammy changed me then I ate breakfast with mommy and daddy. Tammy took her shower in mom and dad's bathroom. When Teala came out she sat down and mom got her something to eat. "Um, I'm sorry about last night, and like usually I don't have accidents." "Oh it's ok, Tammy wets sometimes too." "Yeah I know she told me." "Yep, you're gonna be fine honey. Um, if you have another accident tonight, maybe I can get you some big girl diapers, that is if you don't mind." "Actually, yeah, I would like that." Mom seemed surprised that Teala would so easily consent to being diapered at night. Mom and Tammy and Teala and I went to the mall that afternoon. I was in my stroller. We had a good time picking out some stuff for Teala to wear. On the way home we stopped at a store and let Teala pick out a package of diapers. Mom wasn't gonna mention it again but on the way back home Teala had brought it up. After we got the diapers and got in the car mom asked Teala a question. "Teala?" "Yes?" "Do you want to wear diapers just at night or during the day too?" "Um, I don't know I never wore them before, I mean since I was a real baby. I'll try one when we get to the house though just to see how it is, that's if you don't mind." She was blushing slightly and mom smiled at her. "Sure honey, that's find. I don't mind that at all." "But, um, I'm not a baby like Tiffany, I mean even if I do wear the diapers, I can still be a big girl right?" "Oh of course, what ever you want Teala. I just want you to feel comfortable while you're going through all this." When we got home Tammy and mommy had to go potty and Teala closed the door to Tammy's room and laid on the bed and diapered herself. Then she put her shorts back on and came back out to the living room. "How do they feel honey?" mommy asked as she came into the room. "Um, nice and puffy and they are very comfy, and crinkly." She giggled. "Well I hope you like them. And Teala, If you have a yucky diaper and want help changing, don't hesitate to ask me or Tammy ok?" "Oh ok, but I doubt I'll go potty in them." Mom smiled. "Well we'll see how that goes." She said as she walked into the kitchen to start dinner. Tammy came out and sat with Teala. I called Laura on the phone since I had not talked with her in a couple days. Later on during dinner Teala was quiet for a while. "Honey, are you ok?" Mom asked. "Um yeah, it's just that I, um." "Oh you're going potty in your diaper?" She nodded and was blushing. "Tinkle or doodle?" "Tinkle." She said as she looked down at her plate. "I'm sorry sweetie, I didn't mean to embarrass you." "It's ok." Tammy changed my diaper after dinner and Teala was standing in the door way. "Hey, do you need a change too?" "Um, no, I'm just wet." "Oh ok, just let me know when you need a change ok?" "Um I can change my own diaper, but thanks anyway." "Ok no problem, but if you ever need help, you can ask me or mom ok?" "Yeah she told me earlier, and thanks but I should be ok." I got off the changing table and was playing in my room. Teala was sitting in the living room. She was very quiet. Mom sat down with her. "So are you feeling a little better today?" "Yeah, I guess." "Well you had a rough day when you first came over here. You know we're gonna have to work something out with your mom, you're welcome to stay here a while, but I don't think your mom will let you stay forever." "I know, but I don't know what I'm gonna do." She said as tears started rolling down her cheeks again. "Don't worry, well figure something out ok?" Mom got up and hugged her again. She stopped crying. "Um, can I, um, I have to go, uh, um." Her voice quivered because she was very nervous. "Yes, you can go poopy in your diaper honey, don't worry, just go poo and let me change your diaper ok?" "But I'm not a baby." "It's ok, I know you're not. Just go poopoo." "Well why are you talking to me like a baby?" "Ok what words do you want me to use. I'm so used to saying peepee and poopoo and doodle and tinkle and all those silly baby words for Tiffany, so I'm sorry about that." "it's ok, just say number one and number two, that's what my mom always said, and sometimes pee and poop." "Ok, no problem. Then go number two in your diaper and let me help you wipe your.. um… hiney, tushie, bottom, what do you want me to call that?" Mom asked as she laughed. Teala blushed. "I don't care, I guess bottom is good." "Ok then, go number two in your diaper and then I'll wipe your bottom for you. Is that better?" "Yes." "Ok then. She pushed and then relaxed and let her bowels move until her diaper was full. When she was done she stood up." "All done?" "Yes. Um, can I tell you something?" "Sure anything. What is it." She sat back down. She squirmed in the diaper. "Oh I see you like getting messy all over your bottom like Tiffany." "yeah, but there's more, um, if eel so weird." "Don't, you know, I mean Tiffany does 1 and 2 in her diapers and is a baby most of the time, Tammy pees her pants for fun, I mean I'm pretty used to all this by now, so you won't upset me or gross me out. So what is it?" "Um, I like, um." "You like to go pee in your diaper?" "Um, yeah but that's not it." "Ok, so you like going poop in the diaper?" "Yes, that's part of it, but there's still more." "Ok well I'm not a mind reader honey so you're gonna have to just tell me ok?" "Ok." Teala sighed. "Ok. Here goes. I like changing dirty diapers, I like the smell of poop, and I like the smell of wet diapers. That's why I liked baby sitting. And I've always liked going number one and number two in my pants. I didn't mean to do it the other night, but I really had an accident then. But now I like the diapers. I don't wanna be a baby, but I like poopy diapers. Wet ones are ok, I like them, but I LOVE poopy ones. I like being all yucky in them I love the smell of them I like changing diapers for other people and, I know this is really goanna sound gross, but I don't care if I get poopy all over my hands I love the feeling. And what's so horrible is I've always felt this way and, and, I, um, I'm sorry I'm so sick, and I'm sorry I made my mommy and daddy go away, and I'm sorry I'm bothering you." "Stop Teala." "Oh great now your mad at me aren't you?" "No. But listen to me. You didn't make your parents split up. Your grades, and whatever didn't do that. You had nothing to do with that ok?" She nodded. "And yes I think personally that the smell of poopy diapers is gross, but I change diapers because I love the person I'm changing them for. Now I know Tiffany loves the feeling of poopy diapers or she wouldn't do it in them. I know Tammy likes wetting her pants. Both of my kids are unique. I've had to face a lot of different things this past year Teala. And the Lord is working with me on it. Now, if you like the smell of poopoo, I mean poopy diapers, that's fine, nothing wrong with that, and if you like changing diapers, that's good, I could use the help around here. They both hugged. "So do you want me to change you?" "Yes please." They both came to my room. Mom changed her diaper on my changing table. Later that night Tammy and I were talking about everything Teala was already asleep in Tammy's bed. She was in diapers too. Tammy thought it was kinda funny, that she liked doing pee in her pants and Teala liked going poopy in hers. And that I was the big baby in tinkle poopers. "What a family we have, huh, Tiffy?" I smiled and nodded. "Yep God was really having fun when he made us." "Goodnight sweetie. Get some rest you got school tomorrow." "Ok. Um Tammy?" "Yes?" "What are we gonna do with Teala, can we keep her?" Tammy smiled. No she's not a pet silly, we can't just keep her." "I know but, I, I like her." "Yeah I do to. We'll see how God works things out ok baby cakes, go nighty night now ok?" "otay love ya Tammy." I love you too you little squishy butt." I prayed that God would let Teala stay with us and help Teala feel better too. I also prayed about some other stuff. I finally fell asleep. It was quite a weekend, to say the least.