Tiffany's Diaper Tales
                         Volume  I
                      By BabyInDiapers
                     Written 04/26/2004
                     Revised 06/04/2004
                        Chapter 086


I awoke the next morning mommy was tickling me and teasing me. 
"Someone's got a mushy tushie." She said while kissing my 
forehead. My diaper was totally loaded with pee and poo. It 
felt all squishy and full and I liked it. Daddy got up and 
went out into the kitchen while I laid in bed with mommy. She 
didn't seem in a hurry to change me, but I couldn't blame her 
cuz I was one messy baby. Teala came into the room a while 
later looking for mommy and me. "Oh there you are. Get up 
breakfast is ready." She said. Mommy just yawned. "Eww is 
Tiffy messy? I'll change her for you if you want?" Teala said 
as she stepped toward the bed. "OK thanks hun. I'm gonna go 
change mine as well.


Mommy got up and went down the hall into the bathroom. Teala 
finished wiping me and powdering me. She dressed me in a cute 
outfit and then took me out to the kitchen. We sat at the 
table talked and ate. It was so nice to have the whole family 
back together again, even though it had only been a month or 
so prior to this visit. After breakfast mommy let me watch 
cartoons while her and Kathy went shopping. It was not snowing 
out so they figured they should do the bulk of there Christmas 
shopping while the weather was cooperating.


Tammy and Teala and Amy went along. I said I wanted to stay at 
home. Daddy was using his laptop to do check e-mail and get 
some work done for his company. I was flipping through the 
channels looking for something to watch. It seemed like a lot 
of channels were off the air. I thought it was strange but 
figured maybe it was the reception. But wait, Aunt Kathy had 
cable. A while later I found a show to movie to watch on one 
of the movie channels. It was boring me so I fell asleep. 


Daddy woke me up and fed me some lunch and we played together 
for a while on the playground at a park nearby. We came back 
home and the girls were still out shopping. "Ok let's put you 
down for a nap honey." Dad said as he laid me in the crib. 
"Daddy I wanna watch cartoons please?" I pleaded. "Oh ok sure 
honey." He said as he carried me out to the living room and 
turned on the TV.


There was no channels that came on at all. Daddy flipped 
through the menu settings, and checked the cable connection 
both inside and outside by the telephone box. "Hmm that's 
strange honey, I suppose they are having some problems with 
there broadcast repeater equipment in this area, but that is 
really strange." Daddy said with a puzzled look on his face. 
"Can me watch DVD then daddy?" "Ok, let's see what we got here 
for big baby girls to watch. Oh here we go, Cinderella. You'll 
like this one." "I've already seen it." I said while pouting. 
"Well someone looks like they could use a nap. Why don't you 
take a nap with daddy ok?" "Otay daddy." Daddy laid back in 
his chair and held me close to him and rocked me gently. We 
both fell asleep.


The phone rang and woke us up. It was around 5pm. It was 
mommy. "Honey, have you heard?" she said. I could hear her 
since she was on a payphone and yelling into the phone. 
"What's wrong Tonya?" daddy asked with a concerned tone. "It's 
the end of the world." She said while crying. This caught my 
attention. I hopped off of daddy's lap and ran into the 
kitchen and picked up the other line. "It's a nuclear war 
Tom!" she said while crying. "What?" dad said. I began to 
panic. I may have been a little baby girl, but I knew a lot 
about science and history, and other stuff, and what nuclear 
war could do. I was crying. "We're going to leave the mall now 
and come home." Mom said. "What city did they hit?" Dad asked.
She couldn't stop crying. "They got Chicago, Houston, Los 
Angeles, Miami, and New York." She tried to keep her voice 
together but it was no use. "Miami! That's close to where we 
live daddy! I cried after we were off the phone. "What about 
my Emily and Laura!" I cried. Daddy just held me and cried.


Later after we calmed down somewhat, daddy found a radio and 
found some news. "Disruptions in national TV networks has left 
America cut off from the news." A voice came over the 
airwaves. "Five of our nation's largest cities, gone, nothing 
but fire storms remain. Even those who survived the blast and 
shock wave, will probably not make it through the hurricane 
force windows of fire. Our estimates at this time is 12 
million dead, I repeat, 12 million dead. This is a sad day for 
America." The news anchor began to lose it. He cried even on 
the air without turning off his microphone. What more was 
there to say. It had to have been Al'Queda. Who else would do 
this to us?  My mind was spinning, and I just felt like I 
could pass out any moment. It was to much to handle. Daddy and 
I just held onto each other.


Mommy and Aunt Kathy and the girls came home a while later. 
"It's a mad house out there. Everyone is panicking!" mom said 
as she held daddy and me. Aunt Kathy and Amy held Tammy and 
Teala. We began to pray for the people who were killed, for 
there families, and also we prayed that as many people could 
survive as possible and not get poisoned by the radiation. It 
almost seemed hopeless to pray and hope, but it somehow 
settled our emotions to some degree. Aunt Kathy, mommy and 
daddy went into the kitchen after telling Tammy, Teala, Amy, 
and me to stay in Amy's room for a while so they could talk.


"It's not fair! It's Christmas! Now everyone is sad!" I said 
as I cried. Tammy held me. Amy also leaned in close to us and 
cuddled as we sat in Amy's crib. "Shhh baby, things will be 
ok. We are still alive." "Yeah but for how long. What if they 
drop one on Atlanta, we'll be done!" Teala said while crying. 
"We all know the Lord, and if we have to die today, we know 
where we're going." Tammy said calmly. "Yeah but." Teala said 
as she just shook her head. "I wish I was dead." Amy said. "No 
you don't!" I said as I looked her in the eye. "I love you." I 
said as I hugged her tight.


Meanwhile in the kitchen, Mom, Kathy, and Daddy were sitting 
at the table in silence. "The guy on the radio said that Miami 
took a hard hit and that the fallout is as far north as Palm 
Beach. I don't know if it will be safe for us to go home." Dad 
said plainly. "But honey what of all of our friends at church, 
and the girls, all there friends, do you think they will be 
able to take shelter and stay safe from any other fall out?" 
Mom said while nervously fidgeting with her fingers. "Some 
will, but not all. There's no central media on TV. Also the 
EMP blast may have damaged equipment for miles and miles. Some 
people may not be able to tune into any broadcasts for 
instructions at all." Dad said.  "I thought nuclear bombs only 
could take out 3 or 4 miles?" Aunt Kathy asked. "Well those 
are the 300 and 400 Kiloton bombs. I have a feeling these were 
much bigger. Say around 20 to 50 megatons. Just like the ones 
Russia had during the cold war," daddy said. "Wait a minute, 
you mean these bombs are big enough to..." mom paused. "If they 
wanted to, they could use 100 megaton bombs and wipe out 2 
counties per bomb. I just thank God they didn't." dad sighed.


"There's another problem." Aunt Kathy said with a worried look 
in her eye. "Atlanta." Dad and Kathy said at once. "Yes, how 
do you know they're finished." Mom said. "Atlanta has the 
major airport and a few bases around it and it's a decent 
sized city." Aunt Kathy said. "And it's also a major 
communications hub for the internet for the southeast region 
of the country. It is a provable target. Do you have a map 
Kathy?" dad asked. She got up from the table and went through 
some stuff in a closet in her room and came back out. 


After looking at it for a while daddy sat back in his chair. 
"We are 32 miles as the crow flies. Which means on a 20 
megaton impact in downtown Atlanta, we would be in the 
shockwave area, as well as the thermal energy, which means 
that when you see the white light, you will be burned. Also 
from our distance, the shockwave pressure would be above 5PSI 
which would cause structures to shatter, and eardrums to be 
damaged. Also even if we survived the thermal, and the 
shockwave, the hurricane force fire storm would be here 10 to 
20 minutes after the blast. By then all structures will have 
been compromised and the fire would just finish everything 
off. And to top that off, if you survived all that, you would 
still be exposed to fall out, depending on what type of blast, 
weather an air burst, or a near ground blast. So, my opinion 
is we need to get the kids, and go as far from any major city 
or military base as possible.


Mom sighed. Aunt Kathy started pacing. Dad stared at the Atlas 
that Kathy had found. He studied it carefully looking for a 
place that would be far enough away. "We need to be away from 
the ocean, incase the detonate one at sea, which could cause a 
large title wave. I say we head for the mountains. "I know 
some places in Tennessee." Dad said.


"Wait a minute, we're East of Atlanta, we'd have to go even 
closer to the possible target to get where we need to go!" 
Aunt Kathy said as she was looking even more worried. "We will 
go around it, not near it. We will keep as far from it as 
possible. Now what we need, besides constant prayer, is to 
stock up on survival supplies. Kathy, you, and Tonya and I are 
taking the truck into town. Money is no object. We may not be 
able to go home if the bombs keep falling." Dad said.

Meanwhile back in Amy's room mom came in. "Hi girls, We're 
going to go into town to get some things, and we will be back 
in a few hours. We're going to go into the mountains tonight. 
It's not safe to stay here." Mom said. "But mommy!" I cried. 
"Tiff, hun, I love you, but right now, I need you to be a big 
girl for mommy, it's very important ok sweetie?" she said 
while she hugged me and gave me a kiss. "OK mommy. I will." I 
said. She gave us orders to pack warm clothes, and to get all 
the cloth diapers washed so we could take them. Also Amy was 
in the kitchen cooking a meal for everyone to eat before we 
left. Dad took the truck, and Kathy and mom took the car to 
the gas station and filled three gas cans full.


The town was crowded and confusion was everywhere. The 
military was moving in and enforcing martial law. Dad knew 
that they would have to take a back way out and avoid all road 
blocks because the military would be trying to keep everyone 
put where they were. Daddy filled the truck cab with M.R.E. 
and other survival gear. He came home and yelled for us girls 
to unload the truck. We hurried. He then went back into town 
again to get some other things. Dinner was ready, Tammy and 
Amy made sure all us kids ate and got a bath, we weren't sure 
when we'd get one again. Everyone was holding up emotionally. 
It was all about survival now. We had to stay focused.


Finally everyone was back at the house. The grown-ups ate and 
then sat down for a moment to plan things. There was no time 
to waste either. Mom and dad both had a sense that time was 
running out. We carefully packed Aunt Kathy's truck to the 
hilt. We had sleeping gear, food, guns, ammunition, some of 
which Aunt Kathy had around the house, but dad had also bought 
a few things. People were selling weapons and not even 
worrying about the laws pertaining to weapons sales. Daddy, 
mommy and Aunt Kathy piled into the front of the truck. Tammy, 
Teala, Amy and I in the back. It was a tight fit. We held 
stuff on our laps and under our feet. The back cab was loaded 
down and covered with a tarp. We pulled out of the drive way 
and mom lead us into prayer. 


"Father God, we are embarking on a dangerous mission. We have 
enough gasoline to blow ourselves up, the roads are chaotic, 
bombs could fall any time. We realize this situation, and as 
humans, we are afraid. We've felt the leading of your spirit 
to leave where we were and to set out to a place that you will 
show us. Just like Abraham so many years ago, we are venturing 
out in faith. Lord, please protect our us, allow our supplies 
to go a long way, for our food to last, and for your 
protection not only while we find this place, but even after 
we are there. Please guide us at every turn, give us peace, 
and wisdom. Lord I pray for our friends in Florida, that you 
have made a way for them to seek shelter. I pray for those who 
have been lost today. Be with there families God, and be with 
those who still live, help our government to stop this attack 
before move lives are lost. We believe you have a plan for our 
family Lord, and I know the enemy would have us be destroyed, 
but Greater are you Lord. We put our faith only in you, and 
our lives into your hands. Lord God, we thank you, we trust 
you, and we need you. Thank you for your Son Jesus, thank you 
for your Holy Spirit which dwells in us. Guide us as we go. We 
pray in Jesus' name, Amen."


We were all silent for a while. Each one of us were making 
peace with the situation, to come to grips with what could 
happen, and to keep sane and not be swept away by what could 
happen. "Mommy?" "I asked softly. "Yes?" mommy said. "I'm 
really wet and soggy in my diaper and I think it's leaking." I 
said. "Honey, you're just gonna have to sit in your wet pants 
sweetie, we can't stop to change you and since there is so 
much stuff piled in the back with you, it's impossible to 
change you." Mom said as she sighed. "But I itchy." I said. "I 
know, so am I. Mommy wet her diaper too." She said as she 
reached her hand back and gently patted my head. "We'll be 
there soon, why don't you go to sleep for a while ok?" moms 
aid softly. "Otay momma." I said.  I could tell that Teala and 
Tammy were both squirming in there didees. They were probably 
wet too. Amy did number two in her diaper but she didn't say 
anything at all. She didn't smell to bad though, so it was 
livable. I knew we were all going to have diaper rash by 
morning, but mom was right, what could we do. 


I woke up, stiff and my hiney was sore. My neck and back was 
hurting from being still. The sun was out. The roads were 
packed. Daddy was stuck in traffic. He then went off road and 
headed west through a dirt road. The road went on and on. We 
came out to where another section of the interstate was. This 
portion was moving along much better. "There must have been an 
accident back there that blocked it." Dad said as he sped up. 
"Hold on girls, we're gonna have a bumpy ride." He said as he 
merged from the rough terrain and onto the road. We slid and 
our tires squealed as we almost lost control but then 
corrected and got into the right lane. We all sighed in 
relief. "That was a close one." Aunt Kathy said. We all 
laughed for the first time since this nightmare had begun.


We crossed into Tennessee. We were in a rural area. We decided 
to pull off onto a dirt road. We needed to get out and stretch 
and have our didees changed. Mom and dad lifted the stuff off 
of our laps and we crawled out. We were so stiff we could 
barely move. My jeans had a wet spot from my leaky diaper. Dad 
cleaned up the backseat with a wet wipe while mommy and Aunt 
Kathy changed our diapers right out by the road while laying 
on a blanket in the grass. My hiney was read and so mommy put 
diaper rash cream on it. Same went for the other girls. Kathy 
changed mommy. She had a rash too. Daddy was standing on the 
other side of the truck. Mom walked up to him. He was making 
poo in his diaper. Mommy changed him when he finished. We all 
had plenty of powder and cream on our bottoms. We had a bite 
to eat while standing around the truck.


We got back in and got situated and continued driving. We 
found some mountains. We drove through and then Tammy spotted 
a cave off of the dirt road we were on. It was a fairly decent 
cave, big enough to stand in. Daddy and Kathy went in first to 
check it out with flash lights. They came back out. "This is 
going to be our sleeping area. It's very cool, not very damp, 
and these mountains and rocks have a lot of lead in them. 
Which means even if there is a blast nearby, we'll be 
protected." Dad said.


"Daddy it's dark in there how are we going to see?" I said. 
"We have lanterns. Mom said as she pilled them with lantern 
oil. We each had one lantern, and we set them around in the 
area we would be setting up camp. Dad cleared some debris from 
the ground and we setup our tents with our sleeping bags. Even 
though in the cave, a tent would still help keep us safe from 
any small animals or cold wind gusts. At the mouth of the cave 
we started a fire after daddy got some fire wood. Mom had only 
brought a few disposable diapers with us, so that when we 
finished the 2 packs we brought, we'd be in cloth all the 
time. Which meant we would have to wash them in a river 
somehow. Mom was explaining to us girls. "Mom, I don't need to 
wear diapers." Tammy said. "What about if you wet at night?" 
"Ok but just at night. That way all I have to do is dunk them 
in the water and let them dry." Tammy said. "Yep that'll 
work." Mom said. "Mommy?" Teala asked? "Yes hun?" "I'll try 
not to go poo in my diapers. I'll just pull them down when I 
have to go. But I don't know if I can control going pee 
though." She said. "It's ok sweetie, just do the best you 
can." "Mommy, do you want me to be potty trained?" I asked. 
Mom was quiet for a moment. "I'll tell ya what honey baby, why 
don't you try to tell mommy when you have to go number two, 
and I'll take you to go potty, but when you have to wet, just 
go in your diapers. And if you really feel like you need to be 
a baby and go messy in your baby pants, it's ok honey." Mom 
said while hugging me. "I'll try to be a big girl sometimes so 
we don't have to wash messy diapers mommy." Mom just smiled.


We then each had an M.R.E. for dinner. They weren't much but 
daddy said it was more about survival than about being totally 
satisfied. "Listen, we're going to have to make lots of 
sacrifices to make this work. We wont eat nearly as much each 
day, and we will try to fast for 5 days and then eat small 
amounts for five. We need to pray and fast, as well as 
conserve our food supply. 


We were at the entrance to our cave where we had our camp fire 
going. We had already finished setting up everything. We sat 
around the fire. "Mommy, I have to go poo." Teala said as she 
stood up. "Honey where should we go at?" mom asked dad? 
"Follow me if ya gotta go potty." Daddy said as we all 
followed him. Mommy picked up some wipes from one of the 
diaper bags and brought it with us. There was a place that 
daddy had dug a huge trench that sloped down the hill into a 
valley. Mommy took Teala's diaper down and let her squat down 
to go poo. I had to go pee so I squatted next to Teala. "Mom, 
we don't have any privacy at all now." Tammy whined." "I know 
sweetie but maybe we can build a little divider or something 
and make a makeshift seat. Tomorrow." Mom said. "Yeah, We will 
have time tomorrow to do that." Dad said. Aunt Kathy helped 
her daughter squat down to go tinkle. After Teala was done, 
mommy wiped her hiney with a couple baby wipes.


After we all went potty we went back over to our camp fire. We 
sat around a while. We talked about our plans for making our 
camp site, and cave, as homey as possible. Just then we 
noticed a flash of light, it seemed like lightening it was so 
bright. "Cover your eyes!" Dad yelled. We all closed our eyes 
and put our hands over them. It was so bright that it kind of 
hurt. A few seconds later, we could hear a loud rumble from a 
distance. "Oh my..." dad said. "Did they drop another one?" 
"Yes, it was to the east I think. But it was hard to tell 
because it lit up everything." Dad said.  "I think we need to 
get in our cave and get some sleep. Who knows what else is 
going to happen tonight." Aunt Kathy said as she took her 
lantern and lit it. Mom and dad did the same with ours. We 
carried them into the dark cave. 


Even with the lanterns, it was still very dark. I was so 
scared. I held onto Tammy as we walked down into the area 
where our tents were. "I think we're all going to need diapers 
at night. It'll be impossible to find our way out alone, and I 
don't want anyone getting lost, or hurt." Daddy said. "Well I 
guess that means changing and washing poopy diapers after all 
mom said. "Oh well, We're just gonna have to learn to deal 
with that aspect of it now." Aunt Kathy said. Tammy and Teala 
were in one tent, I was crammed in Mommy and daddy's tent, and 
Amy and Kathy. Even from down in the cave we saw two more 
flashes of light that night before falling asleep. We would 
later learn that those the three flashes we saw that night 
were San Antonio, Atlanta, and Denver. Since the night was so 
clear, and we were at a high elevation, it allowed the light 
from the blast to travel over a thousand miles. We learned 
this later on the next day while listening to reports on the 
shortwave radio. We slept on and off that night. Even though 
the sleeping bags were comfortable, and the temperature was 
nice, we were to emotionally worn out to be able to think 
straight. We just laid there dozing off from time to time, and 
then waking up for a while. 


Morning came and Aunt Kathy Mom and dad made a dash for the 
bathroom area. They had held it all night instead of going in 
there diapers. Tammy and Teala had wet there diapers. I also 
had wet mine and made a little messy in it. We decided that we 
would go in the river with our clothes and diapers on and get 
clean while we washed our clothes and diapers. It was really 
cold but we got used to it after a while. "Mommy took my 
diaper off of me while in the water and began to wring it out 
and to use a scrubbing board with some lie soap. We took off 
all our clothes and ran back to our tents to get changed. We 
were freezing! Mom was right, there was a lot to get used to. 
We had to learn to deal with not having privacy, and the usual 
comforts of home, and also less food, less entertainment, and 
so on. Over the next few days we all went through our 
emotional ways of coping with this new way of life. Many times 
one of us kids would throw a tantrum and run off to be alone 
and cry for what seemed like forever.


The first week was rough but after that we seemed to be doing 
better. We all had to act out the stress in our own way. Even 
I got mad and yelled at mommy a couple times. But even with 
all the stress, we still all loved each other very much. One 
morning I crawled into mommy's tent. Daddy was making 
breakfast on the open fire. Mommy breast fed me for the first 
time since any of this had happened. She let me cuddle with 
her and have my baby time. She told me that she also was 
breastfeeding Teala now to because it really calmed her down a 
lot when she would get scared. I thought it was so nice of her 
to show such love for us. Our family bonded quite a bit as the 
days went on. I even got the hang of telling mommy when I had 
to go messy and she would take me to our little potty. Daddy 
had made 4 stalls with little seats that you could sit on that 
were over the trench that went down the mountain side. 


One afternoon we were eating lunch and just talking about how 
far we'd come in adapting to this new living situation. "Yeah 
this place isn't so bad now. And it's nice to be able to take 
a dump in peace now since daddy put up the 4 bathroom stalls." 
She said. We all laughed. We washed our hands in a bucket of 
water we had brought up from the stream. "Mommy, I have to go 
poo." I said. "Aww, does my baby have to go poopypoo?" mommy 
teased me. I blushed. "Yes, me do." "Aww. Well I'll tell you 
what, since you've been such a good little girl for mommy, why 
don't you just go in your diaper and be a little baby today, 
it's ok mommy doesn't mind. I'm totally used to cleaning your 
diapers anyway, so really, it's ok if you want to go in your 
baby pants." Mommy said while holding me in her lap while I 
loaded my didees. "Aww that's my girl." She said while she 
rocked me and then let me sit in her lap. "All squishy and 
mushy?" mommy asked as she held me close to her. "Yes mommy, 
me likes." I know you do baby." Mommy just held me for what 
seemed like forever.


A few weeks went by. We had learned how to hunt and grow 
things and live off the land. Our M.R.E supply was dwindling 
but it didn't matter so much now. On the radio they had 
announced that they had caught all the rest of the men with 
the nuclear weapons and put a stop to the attacks. They said 
that it was safe to return to cities that were at least 200 
miles from detonation sites. Luckily, only Miami was hit in 
our state, and we were 260 miles north of Miami.


Unfortunately for Aunt Kathy and Amy, there whole area was 
burned and polluted. The detonation in Atlanta had a blast 
zone of 15 miles, and thermo radiation for 100 miles, shock 
wave for 70 miles, and fall out for 145 miles. Kathy and Amy 
cried when they realized all they had was lost. If we had 
stayed there, we would have been dead. We thanked God for his 
guidance and for our survival.


Of course we brought Amy and Kathy home with us. Even though I 
knew our town was still standing, I kept having fears that 
there would be no one alive. Amy held me all the way home. 
When we pulled in it was like a ghost town. Everything was 
fine, but you could tell that people had left and hadn't 
returned yet. We turned onto my road, and pulled into the 
driveway. Everything was just as it was when we left. 


I immediately got on the phone called Robert. He was home! I 
then called Laura, and Emily, they were both home too! Since 
we didn't get a chance to have Christmas, and since school was 
still canceled until March 21'st to allow people to resettle,
we decided to have the best Christmas ever, even though it was
in January. We chose to do it on the 15'th. It was a cold day.
Daddy put up Christmas lights and a tree and everything. We
invited all our neighbors and Family. Our Grandpa was still
in hiding some where. His town was not destroyed but he had
left his home to be on the safe side.


Us girls were back to wearing our didees and being lazy and 
being silly babies. While us kids played every day and had 
fun, Daddy and Mommy were building an addition to our house 
for Aunt Kathy, and Amy. He extended the hallway so that after 
mine and Tammy's rooms, instead of a hall closet, the hall 
kept going, and Amy would have the room next to the bathroom, 
and Aunt Kathy would have a room next to Tammy's room.


Soon after school started, daddy had the extension finished. 
He could finally have his office back, and work late nights 
since Kathy had her own room now. Everything was working out 
good for us, but it was sad to see all the people who lost so 
much, and who ere displaced from not only there home, but 
there whole town and city. Our government did a good job at 
bringing stability to our nation after the tragedy. They 
captured all the key leaders in the terrorist organization and 
had begun trials immediately. The American people demanded 
action and justice.


People were settling into new towns but life was far from
normal. My birthday was in January, but we were to busy 
trying to get back to normal to really celebrate it. I didn't 
even feel like it. I was so grieved at that point for all 
those who died. Even now I still feel sad for the losses we 
took. The pictures of total destruction of our cities, still 
haunts me. I spent most of the end of the school year seeing
Mrs. Woods twice a week just talking through all the issues.
It helped me a great deal. It was now the end of June, we still 
had one more full month of school left because we started back 
late. Our economy was still in shambles due to the loss of so 
much information and resources, but our spirits were high. There
were shortages for many products including disposable diapers.
Luckily our family was used to having cloth ones, so we were
able to manage without disposables. Mommy even showed some of
the mothers at our church how to sew them for there babies and
small children. People were really banding together to make it
through these hard times.  


I began to appreciate my friends and family so much more, I 
began to savor each day. I began to enjoy all the aspects of 
my life, even my baby side. Life is a precious gift, and if 
nothing else this made me see how precious and fragile it 
really is. Our family grew closer to the Lord then ever, as 
did many people in our church and in other churches. The 
tragedy ushered in a new era of revival. People gave there 
lives to the Lord, and as a whole, America changed a great 
deal. This chapter of my life was one of the most difficult
for me to write. I love you all, and I know this may have
been a hard chapter to read, but it could not go untold.
Stay tuned for more of "Tiffany's Diaper Tales!" *Hugs!*