Tiffany's Diaper Tales
                         Volume II
                      By BabyInDiapers
                     Written 09/07/2006
                        Chapter 058


I opened my eyes and yawned. I sat up in my crib stretching. 
Glancing over at my clock I saw it was 6:45 AM. I got out of 
my crib and waddled over to the door. I slowly opened it and 
began to walk slowly down the hall. The house was quiet. I 
rounded the corner to the living room. I saw a light on in the 
kitchen. I walked in. As I walked on the tile floor I could 
hear the crinkling sound of my diaper with each step. As I 
peered into the kitchen I saw mommy standing by the counter. 
Without me saying anything she turned around to see me 
standing there in my pajama top, and puffy cloth diaper.


"Good Morning sweetie." She said as she sat her coffee cup on 
the table and knelt slightly to hug me. "Good morning mommy." 
I said as I hugged her. As we embraced I felt her hand 
pressing slightly on the back of my diaper. I k new she was 
checking to see if I was messy. She then grabbed the front of 
my diaper in her hand and squeezed it gently to feel how 
soaked it was. "Looks like my baby is wet this morning huh?" 
Mom asked. "yes mommy." I said. She helped me into my high 
chair and spoon fed me. After a few minutes I was finished 
eating. Mommy wiped my face with a wet wash cloth and then 
took off my baby bib.


After eating mommy took my hand and walked with me to my room. 
She laid me on the floor and changed me. "Ok munchkin, go get 
dressed." she said as she left me sitting there on the floor 
in just a diaper. I closed my door and began to choose my 
outfit for the day. After pulling on my blouse and putting on 
a knee length skirt I went to the bathroom to brush my hair 
and apply some eye shadow. I then decided to put my hair into 
a pony tail. I grabbed one of my scrunchies and proceeded to 
place my hair through it.


I stood there staring into the mirror. I decided to borrow 
mom's lipstick and proceeded to put it on. I then went back to 
my room and grabbed a set of earrings out of my jewelry box. I 
turned off the light to my room and closed my door. I grabbed 
my backpack from in the kitchen where I had been doing 
homework the previous night. When At this point daddy had 
joined mommy in the kitchen. I gave them both a hug and a 
kiss. I went quietly back down the hall and peaked into 
Tammy's room. her and her daughter were sound asleep. Mom had 
mentioned they were up a good part of the night. Obviously, I 
had slept through it.


Saying goodbye to mom and dad I hurried off to the bus stop. I 
saw Laura coming down the road as I turned onto that road 
leading to the main road outside of our subdivision. I walked 
quickly to catch up to her. It was a bit windy and I was 
trying to hold my purse, backpack and keep my skirt from 
flying up. 


Laura and I talked along the way to the bus stop. On the bus 
we took a seat near the back as was normally the case. The bus 
ride was boring. Laura seemed sleepy. "Did you sleep okay last 
night honey?" I asked. "I woke up at 4 and didn't fall back 
asleep." she said while yawning with her hand over her mouth. 
"Well I woke up at 6:45 which is unusual for me. Mom always 
has to drag me out of bed most mornings." I said. We talked on 
about small things until we got to school. We walked down the 
busy halls and took our seats in the classroom moments before 
the bell rang.


Laura was dozing off during class. During second period she 
pooped her diaper and I took her to the bathroom. The poor 
girl fell asleep while I changed her. "Come on sleepy head." I 
said as I reached my cold hand up under her shirt and tickled 
her ribs. She squirmed to get away. "Stop dat." she said. 
"Aww." I said as I realized she was in baby mode. I gave her a 
hug and a kiss on the cheek and swatted her diapered tush. 
"Let's get back to class baby doll." I said as I washed my 
hands and gathered up the diaper supplies into my bag. She 
reached her hand out and I guided her back to class.


By lunch time I was also a bit sleepy. We ate and then I took 
Laura up to the second floor bathroom as was our tradition of 
late. I let her lay in my lap and suckle on my nipple. I let 
her fall asleep until the bell rang. Then I had to splash 
water on her face to get her to wake up. After a few minutes 
we were hurrying down the steps and down the hall to our 5'th 
period class.


As usual the afternoon classes dragged on and on. It was 
almost bordering on torture if you ask me. Morning always went 
by quickly, but afternoons just made me want to fall asleep. 
Laura actually did fall asleep. I kicked her feet though to 
wake her up before the teacher said anything to her.


Finally the last class was over and we ran to the bus and got 
our seat all the way in the back. I let Laura lay down in my 
lap. She was asleep before the bus ever left the school. When 
we got near our stop I woke her. I glanced to see if anyone 
was looking in our direction and then checked her diaper. She 
was soaked. She sat up as we rounded the corner to our street. 
I walked with her off the bus. We went to my house. Thank god 
we were not grounded anymore. We had gotten off restriction a 
week ago. It had been sucky.


We arrived at my house and came in the front door. Mom was on 
the couch folding clothes as she usually was on a Wednesday 
afternoon. "How was school today girls." Mom asked. "It was 
long." I said. "Yeah." Laura replied. "Laura you look 
exhausted. Did you not sleep well last night?" Mom asked. 
"Nope." She replied. Mom took us to my room and changed both 
of our diapers. Laura and I cuddled up after she left and both 
of us fell asleep right away.


Mom woke us up later in the afternoon. I walked Laura home and 
then came back and set the table for mommy. A while later we 
ate dinner. That night Tammy bathed me and then got her 
shower. Mom and dad had a meeting at church so it was just 
Tammy, Mandi and I. We took off one of the extra big swings 
off of my swing set and put a little baby swing for Mandi to 
use. So Tammy pushed me and her own daughter on the swings for 
a while. it was so much fun.


Later on Tammy and I settled Mandi into her cradle. She fell 
asleep around 8:30. Tammy and I hung out in my room playing a 
computer game online. It was a silky game and we had tons of 
fun. We heard mom and dad come in a round 9 PM. I was already 
in my jammies and I ran up and hugged mom and dad. A while 
later mommy tucked me in and we said prayers together.


As mom was about to leave the room I spoke. "Mommy, can I talk 
to you?" I said as I sat up in my crib. She turned to face me. 
"Sure, you can. What's up?" She sat down in the crib with me. 
"Mom I am nervous about going away on tour with the band. I 
know that it will be good to go out and minister to people 
through music, but I am scared. I don't want to be away from 
home. And I still am a baby mommy. I can't grow up. Everyone 
in high school is more mature than me. I feel like I'm not 
supposed to grow up." I said. "Well honey, about the going on 
tour thing; Laura's mom will be with you and then alter I will 
as well. You guys will be okay. As for you not wanting to grow 
up, we already talked about this before." Mom said


"But mom, I, I'm just scared, about everything, about growing 
up and I just don't want all the responsibilities and all the 
worrying." I said while starting to cry. "I know baby. I know, 
Nobody wants that. But it is a part of every day life. Sweetie 
if you continue to always revert to infantilism every time 
something happens, then you will never exercise the adult part 
of you. If you think you are immature now, wait until you are 
thirty and still living at home and being a baby. Then you 
would really feel like you were behind your peers. You don't 
want that sweetie. I know your dad and I don't want that to 
happen to you. We know you are having a hard time letting go 
of the baby stuff and coping with being a teenager. But we're 
here for you every step of the way." she said while hugging 
me.


I just cried as she held me. "Mommy I think there is something 
wrong with me." I said. "No baby, there is nothing wrong with 
you. Your daddy and I have spoiled you to much, that's all. 
Honey I'm not saying you have to quit being a baby all the 
time. But you have to learn how to balance it with your grown 
up life. Maybe a way to help you with that would be to potty 
train you so you could feel in control again." mom said. "No!" 
I whined. "Tiffany, I'm not saying we'll get rid of your 
diapers, you probably will need them at night time just like 
your sister anyway. All I'm trying to say is that if you are 
able to be in control of going potty and feel like a big girl, 
that will help you build up your confidence for dealing with 
other things in life." Mom said while holding me. I knew she 
was right.


"Okay mommy." I said. "And also lets try sitting in a regular 
chair at dinner during the week. You can have your high chair 
on weekends." mom said. "Oh okay. That's not too bad. But I 
still sleep in crib with Mr. Fluffy. I never stop dat mommy." 
I said. "That's fine sweetie.  I don't expect you to give up 
everything. That wouldn't be fair to you. All I want is for 
you to be able to take care of yourself and to grow up to be a 
well rounded adult. that's what a parent's job is. And I love 
you so much, I don't want to see you feeling overwhelmed all 
the time. Okay baby?" mom said.


"Okay mommy." I said as I hugged her. She dried my eyes. We 
went out to the kitchen and I had a drink of water and then 
was tucked back into my crib. I held onto Mr. Fluffy. Mommy 
turned out the lights after saying goodnight. As I lay there I 
prayed that God would help me cope with all these feelings and 
all the fear I had. As I lay there I felt His peace and 
presence all around me. I knew mom was right. I needed to take 
the next step in my development. I just thanked God that I had 
mom and dad and Tammy to be there for me while going through 
all of this. I finally fell asleep after almost an hour of 
laying there in the crib.