Tiffany's Diaper Tales Volume II By BabyInDiapers Written 08/18/2009 Chapter 072 The next day mom and dad arrived home. Aunt Kathy picked them up from the airport. Mommy hugged me tightly as she came through the door. "Mom I'm sorry." I said as I began to cry again. "Honey its ok. I'm just glad you're safe. You know mommy loves you." She said. Later after they were unpacked and settled in I sat down with mom and told her everything I had told Tammy the night before. We both cried together. I started going back to counseling with Mrs. Woods twice a week. I was not totally grounded, but my parents kept a closer eye on me and I didn't go out as much for a few weeks after the ordeal. Lucky for me I was able to pull my grades up and not fail eleventh grade. Laura and I patched things up. We had grown distant over the past weeks. Robert and I also were broke up, again, but we decided to get back together. I felt very humbled by the willingness of friends and family to forgive and assist me with picking up the pieces from my shattered life. One thing is for sure that I am not the same little girl I used to be. I lost part of my innocence with all that had happened. But I never lost my heart. It was broken over the ways my actions had hurt everyone, but it was also healing. I felt most impacted with my spiritual life. It was so hard to pray to God because I felt like I had betrayed my faith. Life is a continual change though and all anyone can do is keep moving forward. The band had fallen apart during this time and so we worked on trying to get things back together. It never really did happen though. Record sales weren't that great and we got dropped form the label. In some ways I was relieved. Being on tour and meeting deadlines was part of the stress that had pushed me to drinking and smoking pot. One thing I was learning about myself is I'm not that good at handling stress. One afternoon in November, Amy and I went to the park and talked and sat in the sandbox. I had kept in touch over the phone but school had taken a great deal of her time. "I wish I would have been home when everything happened. I feel bad I couldn't be there for you as much as I should have." She said. "It's okay Amy. You were a thousand miles away at school. There wasn't much you could have done to help. I'm glad you're here now." I said as we embraced. Later we went home and took a nice long afternoon nap together. Sunday after church Laura and I hung out with Robert and David. We played video games for a while then started to jam out with our instruments. We were just doing praise and worship songs. That day I felt God's love shine down through the darkness that had almost enveloped me. I felt loved, and forgiven. More than that, I felt restored and renewed. Laura came to spend the night. She and I took turns breastfeeding each other and then changed each other into our night time diapers. We cuddled a while in silence. Then she drifted to sleep. I was daydreaming for a long while before I curled up under my blanket with Mr. fluffy in my arms. As I began to feel sleep coming upon me, I realized that things were well once again. AUTHOR'S NOTE: After a two year absence from writing, I feel somewhat disconnected from Tiffany's character. Most of what happened in chapter 71, I went through over the past two years. I am a different person now. Tiffany has always been a reflection of my own thoughts and feelings. I think the reason I haven't written in so long is because I didn't want to move tiffany forward. I wanted her to stay innocent. But I myself am no longer innocent. The things I experienced these past two years have changed my outlook on life. I am now at a point where I feel the need to continue this story. Thanks to everyone who has followed this over the years for all the encouragement. I hope to hear from you all in emails soon. So please come along with me as we continue once again to experience and enjoy Tiffany's Diaper Tales.