Having allowed a reasonable time for my incisions to heal properly, I had asked Alicia if I might use a meditation room in her basement for my first genital exploration as a full member. She had agreed and asked me if I needed privacy. I told her that her company would be welcome. We went into the robing room and removed our clothing. We both donned white robes. I tied my robe with the green sash of a full Member for the very first time and I noticed that Alicia tied hers with a simple white cord. I realized that this was an act of deference and bowed my head slightly to her in acknowledgement. She smiled and repeated the gesture. We entered the meditation room and I removed my robe. I lay back on the cushions facing Alicia and spread my legs wide. I cautiously ran my index finger over my labia, starting at the dimple and moving downwards. My finger was greeted by a slick wetness as I gently allowed it to slip inwards. My clitoris was no longer trapped by surrounding skin and my first tenuous touch brought instant waves of pleasure. I would say that rather than being more sensitive, my clitoris now responded in a different way to my touch. I had often been quite rough when I masturbated but now that my hoodectomy liberated my Soul I knew I needed to be more gentle. My eyes met those of Alicia. She asked me if I would administer a token Rite of Sacrament to her. I nodded and felt deeply honored as she knelt between my legs and lapped gently. Alicia had yet to teach me how to perform the full Rite so I just lay back and humbly accepted the ministrations of my Mentor. As in all acts of Sacred Sex, this was purely a "Platonic" ritual. Pleasure was permitted but not sought. Alicia finally knelt in front of me and I rose and placed my hands on her shoulder. We put our robes back on and went back to the robing room. I suddenly burst into tears as a huge wave of relief flooded through my whole being. I felt Alicia's presence and was glad she had accompanied me to the meditation room. We replaced our outside clothing and went upstairs. Alicia made me a light lunch which was served with a glass of resin-flavored wine. I remembered that she had served the same wine at the dinner after my graduation from law school.
Erin touched my hair, gently bringing me back to the present. Erin looked at me and I told her about my flashback. My finger gently continued to caress Erin's genitals as she listened with wide eyes. She told me that she had a similar experience with Corazon, her Mentor. Erin had been circumcised by Trudy, the same American woman that had performed my own surgery. She had felt Trudy's cool fingers gently parting her labia as she lay on the operating table and then nothing until Corazon had squeezed her shoulders. Erin began a soft moaning and I knew she was close to orgasm. I moved down and began a slow circular movement of her clitoris with the tip of my tongue and she soon reached her climax. Then it was my turn to lie back as Erin explored my own genital area. She told me how beautiful the New "Peña Pleasure Portal" looked. I could feel her long silky hair sensually caressing my lower abdomen as she gazed. I sighed and relaxed deeply as Erin's finger began a slow exploration of my wetness. It was so good to be back together again!