How and Why

How do I

            Live with myself?

How Can I

            Go on?

How Should I

            Be allowed to exist?

Can't people see

            How bad I am?
Can't they tell

            I am worthless?
Can't they understand

            I am not worthy?
Can't they believe

            under the skin I am horrid?

 

Why

            do they try?
Why

            Don't they leave me alone?
Why

            do they think I am worth it?